A little bit about me, the face behind the magic. 

  If I could describe myself in one word – I simply wouldn’t! For I am a fusion of so many things, even as a poet, it is hard for me to find the correct words to articulate, talk less of describe them! Well, first of all, that is in large parts essentially just what I am – a poet. But I always felt that to label ones self merely a poet, is pretty exclusive of their other writing talents and abilities, for instance, yes I do write and very much enjoy poetry, but my heart truly belongs to writing long, fiction novels, where I can allow my vast imagination to escape into the nether realms. And then, there is the fact that I also produce children’s books, probably one of my favourite things to do because, once again, that imagination of mine gets to reconnect with my inner child! And lastly, but most certainly not least, the largest portion of my existence is spent, so happily, producing spiritual writings, anything from articles, to readings and advice. I am 22 years old, and live in London – which I would swap for Africa in a second, but for now, it can be pretty enchanting! All together, if I had to choose one word, absolutely had to? It would be spiritual. Now this is not in anyway pretentious, as we are all spiritual beings, and I do recognise this, but what I mean to say is, nothing brings fulfilment to my waking day, or existence the way that spiritual truth does. Spirituality literally saved my life. Now, my entire being is dedicated to sharing this very intimate, very sacred part of my discovery with others, whom may be seeking the same truths. I am an empath, a hyper sensitive, who has overcome, (and is still overcoming), many trials upon life’s journey, in order to walk the dark shadows, and earn my healing right of passage. Once diagnosed with both depression, and anxiety, i now have found spiritual echoes in these supposed, ‘mental illnesses’. I am the isolated child who grew up oh- so quiet, now with a voice that grows and flutters, and flows. I am the lover, the girl who never ceased to love. I am life path 7, the eternal seeker of truth. I am the 13th zodiac ophiuchus, destined to the path of healing. I am twin flame, the deepest and truest love that there is to know. I study numerology, astrology, shamanism, psychology, philosophy, and spirituality, and I am obsessed with horror films, paranormal documentaries and everything spiritual! I welcome you on a journey through the rabbit hole, into the depths of the subconscious, and straight through to multi dimensional glory. Blessed be. 

Sexuality and Spirituality – Two sides of One Coin. 

“Intimacy is not having sex. And to be honest, it is quite insulting given today’s societal climate that the two are even regarded as synonymous. sex has become trivialised, mocked even. something to be attained simply for the means of fleeting pleasure, in the eyes of many a prideful conquest, gained in attempts to silence the ravenous ego, the ego that seeks constant validation and reassurance. Intimacy is deeper than anything we could come to know. It is a branch of love yes, though viewed more as the embodiment of love. Anybody can have sex with you. Very, very few will be intimate with you. The very art of intimacy is to lay ones self bare. Not bare of clothes in a sense, but bare of pre conceptions, bare of the faces that we provide to the outside world. Intimacy is allowing somebody to know your deepest, darkest insecurities. Intimacy is telling somebody about the kind of childhood you had, and how it moulded you into the person that you are today. Intimacy is to become aware of somebody’s weakest point, yet never being tempted to use it against them.”“I have always stated that sex is, and should be, treated as the most spiritual practice. It’s effects are simply so powerful and imprinting that some traditional religions have gone so far as to deem it somewhat taboo. This is because the spirit act of sex is the act of immediate conjuring and manifestation, two actions which are associated with the spiritual realm and heightened practitioners at that! Sex is the act of Conjuring both intense emotions and energies, and if misused it can cause disastrous effects. People who engage in low vibrational sex will be familiar with the feelings of abandonment, violation, self detest, and anxiety. Sex in the vibration of love, oneness and acceptance however, is probably one of the most healing and enacting acts. It is kundalini energy, creative and awakening. Particularly, women who possess high spiritual energies can be seen creating metamorphosis within them, transforming, and healing any ailments that their sexual partner may have, emotionally and spiritually, or do the opposite, and plague him with harmful energies, depending on her aura. A woman’s part in sex is perhaps more powerful that the mans, as women are spiritual by nature, and due to the nature of their sexual organs, are receptors, embracing and absorbing into their wombs, a place of divine cleansing and restoration. Woman’s bodies are naturally self cleansing mechanisms, and they may share this attribute during sexual contact. This is what makes the twin flame activation so powerful, and I believe that it may not be fully activated unless such physical intimacy as taken place. It is during the sexual act, that the chakras of both twins align, they literally become one, and the strong spiritual nature of the feminine energy is usually transmuted to the masculine energy. This is what will help him to discover his true spirit nature. When we attempt to separate love and unity from sex, (as society primarily does these days), we retract its spiritual principles and replace them with egoic principles such as, pride, conquest and lust. In simpler terms, sex will manifest anything that you are already experiencing. If this is low vibrations, it will be magnified ten fold. This is why people who have sex to escape themselves usually fall down destructive paths, and may feel used or violated afterwards. We are so wrong to separate sex from love and sex from spirituality. We condemn men for their sexual nature, as it has been largely per-versed, and repress women for theirs. We are such a confused people now. Everything that was once beautiful, is now its opposite. Sometimes after sex women produce their own self fulfilling prophecies, filling themselves with thoughts the man will abandon them.. As their chords are now entwined, it is very likely that the thoughts behind this energy will be felt by the man, so he will in turn abandon her. Sex Creates this open portal in which you can share information telepathically back and fourth among each other. It is not something at all to be taken lightly. If we have sex with soul mates, or karmic attachments in which the goal is to learn one of our many karmic lessons, and are essentially emitting low vibrations, it is more than likely that our sexual partner is also mirroring these low vibrations, and that we have sensed these sexual energies in one another. The energy that one carries from karmic partner, to karmic partner through sex, is karmic energy. This is why the spiritual marriage (sexual intimacy), of twin flames, (deep soul connections), causes an eruption of repressed past life wounds. This is the most divine expression of love and union. Therefore, All of the karma from the two twin souls, upon sexual fusion, erupt as they are brought to the surface to be cleared and healed. In karmic attachment or soul mate  sexual partnerships, the karmic energy that is exchanged, is neither brought up for healing, nor clearing, it remains tucked away, hidden in the lower chakras of the two. The more sexual partners of this nature that one engages with, the more karma that they are inheriting. Now this works this way for both men, AND women. This is why it is most vital to decipher if the person you are sharing this energy with is truly a sacred soul counter-part, or just a karmic attachment with a particularly strong sexual attraction. If ones karmic history is marked with feelings of self disdain, malice, or betrayal, the person that they have engaged in intercourse with, will inherit these traits, taking them on to be their own. Sexuality can be seen as a language, through which messages are communicated back and fourth. Whether these messages are ones of love, and acceptance, or pain, and fear, is entirely up to the individuals to decipher, and choose. True sexuality is the highest pinnacle of spirituality, the divine manifestation of creative energy, love energy, and spiritual connectivity. It is in the act of sex with a loved one that we truly experience what it means to be entirely naked. The nakedness of the body, mind and soul. When the soul takes over during sex, (particularly tantric sex), it is the sign of the souls once more, remembering what it means to be one, a time before separation consciousness existed. Mind – ‘I am connected to you mentally. I understand that your thoughts are purely intended towards me, that you think of me in appreciation, and love’. Body – ‘ I am highly attracted to your physical essence, I willingly and openly give myself to you, in this physical manifestation that I am, with all of my imperfections, and in turn, I fully accept you in your physical manifestation, with all of your imperfections’. Soul – ‘ I recognise that I am deeply connected to you on  level that surpasses my conscious knowledge and explanation. I love you in my heart, and this I try to articulate to you. Cindy Anneh-bu.

Everyday Ascension Symptoms. 

“Dissolution and disassociation are popular ascension symptoms. Because we have made so much progress, transformed so rapidly, and changed so much, it is often confusing or hazy for our physical bodies to catch up with the change. On the logical side, it may seem that we have been behaving quite strangely lately, just receiving and losing random bursts of energy. You may look in the mirror and wonder exactly who you are as you no longer appear quite the same to yourself and and struggle to remember if you have always appeared this way, or if you are just imagining things. This is spirit coming into greater recognition of itself, knowing that it is more infinite than the body you inhabit, and trying to familiarise with this particular life time. You are now operating from a place of mergence with the higher self, it is no longer only the ego who leads. All of the thoughts that you have held about yourself previously will begin to fall apart, which is the death of the egos tyrannical dictatorship, and this is what causes the concern of, who am I? Am I still the same? And, what will happen next?”

West African Goddesses/Deities. 

Yemoja (yemaya) – meaning (one who’s children are like fish) is a water deity//spirit of the Yoruba religion and African diaspora (direct descendants of African ancestry relating to slave ships).   She is the great mother who lives and rules over the seas and is typically depicted as a mermaid figurine, (half human-half fish). Another variation is her occasional depiction with the caduceus (snakes and spiral rod) symbolising both her divinity and healing associations. As water is essential to life, without yemaya, life on Earth wouldn’t be possible. Although she’s maternal and nurturing, she’s also fierce and her punishments can be terrible. She is also associated with stars and the full moon. Yemaya is the patron of pregnant women, and she also acts as a spiritual mother to all those who feel lost and lonely. She’ll always listen and offer maternal love to anyone who needs a mother. Across the diaspora and as languages have changed/developed, there have been variations in her names. Ghana – mami wata. Brazil – yemanja Portuguese – lemanja. Her name and concept is also vastly similar to that of the Dogon tribe who believed that a sea-like creature who rules the earth brought them sacred knowledge emme ya. #spiritual #ancientreligion #yemaya #africa #writer

Symbiotic Vibrations.

We often underestimate how blessed we are to have certain souls cross our path, and even better yet, to be soul mates with some of them!  

how exciting is it to perceive that in a space of infinity and a population of 7 billion, all of the souls that you have met were specifically chosen to be apart of YOUR journey. Somehow, they were placed in the same country, within the same time frame, in the same life time, when in fact they could have existed anywhere else and you would never have been made aware of them. Does this not make the notion of friendship and relationships in general just that much more beautiful and special? Unlike our biological families whom are scripted long before birth, the souls that we seek by choice have been bound to us by invisible chords, to one day meet, and imprint our energies and stories upon one another. Everybody that you have ever met and ever loved has shaped you in one way or another, and vice versa, and in our vast inter-connectedness, none of us would be who we are if it was not for the people we have met. Isn’t it glorious? We meet strangers at specific times in our lives that our hearts are emitting the same frequencies, we are all songs, dancing playfully on the beat to and from one another. And just think of it as, the souls whom enter our lives and touch our souls imprint on us. At one moment in time, we were humming the exact same song, and our harmonies played louder, until we danced straight through to the hearts of one another. #poetry #poem #energy #love #spiritual #energy

Shaman Walk.

Journey with me, on a vision quest, through time and space.. allow your mind to drift into your subconscious, and bring you to your wounds..Tell me where it hurts. In the centre? The heart chakra? Does it feel blocked? What colour is the pain that is blocking it? What colour is the light that surrounds it? Allow the light to pour into tiny, ever expanding holes in the blockage. I need you to look me deeply in the eyes when i tell you this.. I need you to trust me when i say to you that it is no longer about your father’s distance or your mother’s pain, you are entirely independent of binding chains. You do not have to look so sorrowfully, and draw back tears, painfully turning them into anger and aggression, years later. Wait not. Look me in the eyes now and let me absorb the very night that you decided that life was a series of misguided woes, and broken bones. From bones, i have weaved some of my strongest stories, and your woes are your trophies, life’s most treasured glories. And where you have been strong for far too long, i need you to throw your shoulders to the ground and allow me to carry on – Assume the role of the one who carries invisible baggage, heavy, never to be discovered..I need you to look me sincerely in the eyes when i tell you this..One day, you are no longer going to be able to hold your parents accountable for you pain. One day they will too have fallen to the pavements, like scattering rain, and again i will have to tell you..That you are no longer your father’s distance, or your mother’s endless wishing that things could be different.

And i need you to lose your pain, today. #poetry #poem #shaman #nativeamerican #art #writer #healing

Lone wolfism. 

It remains a misconception that all lone wolves and those destined to walk the path of solitude immediately embrace their inherited gifts. The world is one built around conformity, pack mentality, and societal integration. This has only further isolated the lone wolf as he or she may not understand why they do not possess as many souls within their midst as their fellow human counterparts. There is an inherent human desire to belong, coinciding with a fear of social rejection. The loner fears, yet craves integration. This wolf must learn with dedication that separation is merely but an illusion. And though their path beckons them toward solitude, the oneness among the universe should always offer them solace. It is finally okay to be alone, to enjoy your own company and not to fret about how many people there are or are not to call in times of desperate need. The world may seem as if it is moving on without them, but if it weren’t for them, the whole world would come to a stand still.. The world may never understand you, but it was never the intent for them to. The souls who were made for you will manifest to aid you, to guide you, though all the way back to you. Do not forget the mission. Do not forget thy blessed position. Aloneness is not loneliness.. Seek knowing, deep into the forest. – Lone wolf syndrome ~ a condition characterised by a feeling of isolation, driven by a spiritual force..

#poetry #poem #poems #spilledink #creativewriting #lonewolf #spiritual #empath #longer #introvert #starseeds #universe