Twin flame diary – day, I lost count a while ago.

today, I am filled with a certain newness, but it is not like unexpected newness that comes and uproots you ubruptly from your comfortability. This feels like the kind of newness that I have been waiting for all of my life. Yes, ALL of my life.

It is no secret that my life has been plagued by the theme of love, or loss for that matter as I came to realise that the two could not exist without the other, and where one seemed fleeting and elusive, the other just always seemed prolonged and victorious. And this is what brang me the most pain in life. This is what brang me fear, anxiety, depression, and misery – it was polarity. Believing that things had to be polar opposites, and that loss meant a lack of love, when in reality, the two need one another to co-exist. 

We spoke for the first time in about four months yesterday, and I am so proud of myself. Whereas before, I would have been tempted to bombard you with my emotions, and overwhelming love, and how your absence crippled me and spun me into depression, yesterday I gave myself the courage and the strength to keep my messages to you fairly short and meaningful. You confirmed that you had also undergone a dark night of the soul, (in your own ways), but also confirmed to me that you would get through it, and that was all that I needed to know.

Wow, look at me, loving without attachment and anxiety, who would have thought it? And you taught me that. You taught me that true love never dies, and I can live my life, and I can make it meaningful, and fruitful, and none of that takes or gives to the love that I have. The love that I have inside of me.

I am filled with this new overwhelming happiness, and appreciation of self, and I don’t know what to do with it all. I feel as if a whole new world is beckoning me, beckoning the two of us, and whether we are In constant contact or not, you will grow as I grow, expand as I do, and be filled with the same glee as me. 

This super moon was very heavy on me. I sat alone in a bath tub full of near scolding water and I cried my eyes out. I cried over the death of my best friend much earlier this year, I cried over not feeling good enough, and I cried over past pains, and then I let the water from the tap, and from my tears, wash them away. And in that moment, I believe that I knew what it meant to be baptised. To be renewed. 

Cinderella Anneh-bu.


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From a very early age, it was clear to see that my path was one paved with difference. Inspiration, intuition, and imagination gripped me long before I could find my feet. I walk the life path of 7, so I am irreversibly bound to the realm of mysticism, spiritualism, and esotericism. I do not belong to this world, for I am a 'tween', always in between worlds. I am the commander of serpents, belonging to the glorious, and forbidden 13th zodiac of ophiuchus. Hidden in secrecy, to one day return as the divine feminine awakens. Love, is my speciality, and has governed my existence. I now use a combination of intuition, natural healing ability, astrology, psychology, sociology, and numerology to bring clarity, healing, and understanding to all. With the energy of ophiuchus running through me, I could never turn away from the path of healing, nor teaching. Not only does ophiuchus represent healing, but also the crevices of the dark shadows that we must crawl through to find our path to healing, in other words, the shamanic process of death, and re-birth, which has pretty much been the summation of my existence thus far. Long gone are my days of depression, I have re-claimed my divinity, and I desire nothing more than to help you to also claim yours. Not only the seeker, I am also the lover. Part of the many trials that I have endured upon this empathic journey, are that of heart break, and abandonment consciousness. For this reason, I have become an advocate for healthy loving relationships, and the harmony between the two sexes. This has taken me on a deep quest, to uncover ancient old secrets, and deeply entrenched beliefs, about man, about woman, and what this reads about where we are to. My eternal life drive and motto revolves around this simple theory, 'Where there is an outcome, there has existed a cause'. My particular areas of interest and expertise lie with sociology, psychology, spiritualism, philosophy, and literary, and creative writing. As I have a deeply intense desire to both serve, and aid humanity, I have naturally been drawn toward topics that have provided me with a more in depth account of societal behaviour, and as it stands, human kind. My roots are as deeply rooted as they can be, stemming from Ghanaian parents, who were raised, and both skilled in the art, and knowledge of superstition, and divination wisdom, it is no surprise that the blood flowing through my veins compels me to do such work, so relentlessly. Unlike other bloggers, this work featured here is not a mere hobby, it is more than just my livelihood, it is the calling of which i cannot ignore. Another prominent focus of mine, is mental illness. Not comfortable, nor fully sold with the western idealisms of the implications of such, i seek research, personal experience, and observation to prove, that many mental illnesses hold spiritual connotation, particularly as the mind is an avid translator of spiritual energies. Follow me on this journey as i discover myself, retrace my roots, fall deeply in love with my heritage, and finally accept my awkward, unorthodox societal position. To book one of my services, and allow me to guide you back to the soul, email me via I offer dream interpretation, tarot reading, therapy, numerology readings, and see through the eyes of the lover.. To contact me across all of my platforms, follow me on instagram to keep up with my latest quotes, and mystically inclined photography @spiritualpoetess_ To keep up with my snappy, sassy, and spiritually laced motivational tweets, find me on twitter @spiritualpoet_ Facebook like page

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