General weekly reading – 28th March – 3rd April – Ascension edition.

The ascension process has pretty much picked up since Spring began. This is because Spring is known for having a death/rebirth sort of theme attached to it, and ascension is never complete without allowing parts of ourselves to die – most notably our shadow aspects, although this is not always death, so much as it is integration.

The death that we speak of in regards to ascension, is truly the death of negative, or limiting karmic patterns, and the ways in which we perpetuate them.

For those of you who do not know, the ascension is a term used to describe a time when the universal energies are all gathering and conducting toward the cause of humanity’s evolution. Being the numerological 9 year, this was always going to happen, and this was always going to come.

Alot of people are waking up, and have been waking up to the truthful spiritual core of who they are in recent weeks. Alot of light is coming in, from several different mediums. Light workers are channeling in so much relevant and healing information, that even those who previously may have been uninterested, are taking a deeper look into these matters.

Source is incredibly intelligent ofcourse, and has chosen light workers, like myself, to spread the messages to people who need it the most. We are likely to catch the attention of those who really need to see these words, and hear these things.

So, one of the things that happen during an ascension, is ascension symptoms. Most of this type of evolving work, actually takes place within our dreams, whilst we sleep, whilst we are not consciously aware, and whilst we are just getting on with our day to day activity.

We may meet people who have a message for us, a message that we have been needing, that we have been wanting, a message that will fit in to answers that we have been searching for. This is synchronicity, also called divine intervention, and helps us to learn to trust our intuition.

We may come across people who seem to challenge us, in a negative way. They may trigger certain behaviours within us that cause us to regress to our childhood natures, maybe this was the nature that was too shy, and too timid to speak up for themselves.This is the universe’s way of asking you to now speak up for yourself, to use your voice, to activate your throat chakra, to break this karmic mould.

I mean, there is a lot going on right now, that is trying to mould us into our best selves, as we cross over into April, this will be made more apparent, and once again, the gears will be turned up a notch – or two.

Ascension symptoms, means crazy dreams, chaotic, post apocalyptic, feeling extremely tired/lethargic throughout the day, experiencing mood swings, waking up multiple times a night, and feeling a sense of disconnection with the world, and others.

Ascension is a very personal process, and differs for each individual. This is the reason that you may find yourself feeling isolated, and misunderstood during this period. It is because you can never fully, or  truly articulate to somebody else what it is that you are feeling, or experiencing.

My advice for this period, would just be to listen to your body. Get enough sleep to be well rested, drink a lot of water, meditate alot, record your dreams, listen to your intuition, and take the deepest breaths. This is the difficult part, the ‘death’ essentially of Spring, and you just have to ride the wave, and wait..For the birthing period.

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9 of cups, 2 of swords, lovers (reversed), four of swords, the chariot, two of pentacles.

The 9 of cups suggests that this week, the issue of completion, and wholeness is heavily on our minds. We are ready to tie up all of the loose ends, we are feeling as if we are ready to settle down, and take things to the next level.

This is all about sowing seeds, happiness, projects coming together, and finally feeling that sense of accomplishment, and happiness.

This is really what we want.

But are we doing everything within our power  to get it?

The two of swords suggests choices. There are things that we need to act upon, if we are to get this sense of completion, and wholeness, and fulfilment that we want. There are multiple paths that we can take, but ofcourse, not all paths will lead to this freedom that we seek, this week is all about coming into the awareness of what things we need to leave behind, what avenues we are going to need to take, and what parts of ourselves can not make it with us on our journey of progression.

The lovers reversed may indicate some troubles within the romance department. Perhaps some of us are realising that the situation we are involved with is actually a karmic attachment, and is holding us back from establishing the kind of growth that we need.

Perhaps we realise that we are the ones with the negative karmic baggage and drama, and we are bringing this into our relationship, and causing unhappiness, arguments for arguments sake, and a general loss of happiness between us, and our partner.

The time has come to make a decision.Is this situation helping, or hurting you? Is it time to leave somebody behind, maybe because they do not bring you joy,maybe because you are the one who does not bring them joy, and you feel as if they may deserve better.

This may be a relationship from the past, that still plays on your mind.

You are caught inbetween thinking that this person is the one who will complete you, and complete your circle of life, and worrying about whether they were ever truly yours in the first place, and if they ever cared, judging by the ways in which things ended.

You crave resolution now, but you do not know whether to continue waiting for this person, or whether, your time together, is up.

The four of swords, suggests that you take the time, to come out of your mind a little bit. Perhaps you are over thinking the situation, and it is actually your thoughts about the issue that cause negative emotions, and cause you to feel as if you are stuck, and must make an immediate decision.

I feel that during the course of this week, you will receive the answer, confirmation that you need about what to do regarding this love situation. News is coming into you fast, as depicted by the Chariot, perhaps this individual will reach out to you, and attempt to reconcile, perhaps it is your intuition that will come charging through, with the messages that you need, maybe you will converse with somebody who you are just certain, is channeling information for this individual. A period of rest, healing, and solitude is needed.

Before you make any rash decisions on your journey, take some time out for meditation. I know that you are in a rush to create the life that you want, and you have grown tired of old ways, but fretting, and fussing, is only going to keep you entrapped in the old cycle of resistance, and struggle.

The two of pentacles suggests balance. Balancing your period of action, with your periods of reflection. Too much external activity, could mean that you are suppressing your internal voice, in favour of just getting things done, and making progress.

Where has that got you in the past? Not very far. Do not think for one second that you can forsake your emotional or mental well being in pursuit of active change. Your insides need to be in tip, top shape, if you are to perform to the best, and the highest of your ability.

 

Blessed be, and happy healing my sacred beings ~

 

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading 28th March-3rd April – Ascension edition.

Right, this week’s twin flame weekly reading is centred all around the ascension, now the reason for this is because, the ascension has really taken the centre stage for me, and has been governing, and influencing everything that i have been thinking, doing and feeling.

For those of you who do not know, the ascension is a term used to describe a time when the universal energies are all gathering and conducting toward the cause of humanity’s evolution. Being the numerological 9 year, this was always going to happen, and this was always going to come.

Alot of people are waking up, and have been waking up to the truthful spiritual core of who they are in recent weeks. Alot of light is coming in, from several different mediums. Light workers are channeling in so much relevant and healing information, that even those who previously may have been uninterested, are taking a deeper look into these matters.

Source is incredibly intelligent ofcourse, and has chosen light workers, like myself, to spread the messages to people who need it the most. We are likely to catch the attention of those who really need to see these words, and hear these things.

So, one of the things that happen during an ascension, is ascension symptoms. Most of this type of evolving work, actually takes place within our dreams, whilst we sleep, whilst we are not consciously aware, and whilst we are just getting on with our day to day activity.

We may meet people who have a message for us, a message that we have been needing, that we have been wanting, a message that will fit in to answers that we have been searching for. This is synchronicity, also called divine intervention, and helps us to learn to trust our intuition.

We may come across people who seem to challenge us, in a negative way. They may trigger certain behaviours within us that cause us to regress to our childhood natures, maybe this was the nature that was too shy, and too timid to speak up for themselves.This is the universe’s way of asking you to now speak up for yourself, to use your voice, to activate your throat chakra, to break this karmic mould.

I mean, there is a lot going on right now, that is trying to mould us into our best selves, as we cross over into April, this will be made more apparent, and once again, the gears will be turned up a notch – or two.

Ascension symptoms, means crazy dreams, chaotic, post apocalyptic, feeling extremely tired/lethargic throughout the day, experiencing mood swings, waking up multiple times a night, and feeling a sense of disconnection with the world, and others.

Ascension is a very personal process, and differs for each individual. This is the reason that you may find yourself feeling isolated, and misunderstood during this period. It is because you can never fully, or  truly articulate to somebody else what it is that you are feeling, or experiencing.

My advice for this period, would just be to listen to your body. Get enough sleep to be well rested, drink a lot of water, meditate alot, record your dreams, listen to your intuition, and take the deepest breaths. This is the difficult part, the ‘death’ essentially of Spring, and you just have to ride the wave, and wait..For the birthing period.

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Eight of wands, five of cups (reversed), the sun, page of pentacles, the wheel of fortune, four of pentacles, three of wands, eight of cups, the knight of pentacles, and the seven of swords.

So, as always, the top card in the middle, is the theme for both twin flames, this week.

On the left hand side, we have the feminine, what she’s working with, and how she’s feeling.

On the right hand side, we have the masculine, what he’s been up to, and what he is, and will be dealing with, this week. And in the middle, bottom row, we have what is actually occurring simultaneously for both twins, which links in with the theme.

So, to round off this weeks theme, we see that both twins are dealing with the seven of swords. Now the seven of swords has multiple interpretations, but in relation to this week, right here, this is all about shrugging off responsibility. Now, because this card relates to the bottom middle card, wheel of fortune, and this is a card all about karma, i feel that this theme of shrugging off responsibility, or maybe not facing up to things, has been a theme for both twins, over their past lives, and especially their past.

Twins are being asked this week, for the sake of ascension, and the sake of renewal, to pay closer attention to these things that they have been running away from, and refusing to face. This  may be in relation to taking responsibility for things, this may be, them fighting through their insecurities, and deeply embedded wounds. Perhaps in the past, they preferred to brush things under the carpet, and pretend that everything is fine, but this week, the universe is saying, ‘no way, sweety..You need to take a look at this. You need to ask yourself why, this is the way that it is, and you need to begin fixing this’.

This will not be an easy task for both twins this week, and nobody likes facing their shadow selves, or confronting the less than evolved parts of themselves. But this is necessary for progression. You cannot progress some parts of yourself, and leave the rest in the freezer.

So, twin flames, you have some digging today. Everything that you are currently dealing with, and balancing, is in relation to your karma, that you have been carrying, and you really do need to break these bonds. A light will be shone straight down on them this week, until you do.

Speak up. If this is to do with issues of avoiding confrontation, because of an inactive throat chakra, or feelings of anxiety, then this is something that you need to work through. Twin flames are leaders by nature. A leader needs to have a very powerful voice. The universe is not trying to punish you – just trying to get you out of your comfort zone, so that you can fully step into your role.

Feminine twins – 

(Please keep in mind, as always, that this is not necessarily the female twin, but the twin embodying the mostly feminine energies – especially in the case of same sex twins).

With the eight of wands, the feminine twin, is experiencing an acceleration in the rate of things this week. Perhaps she is seeing her dreams, and ambitions unfold before her eyes quicker than she ever thought. Part of her is wondering, ‘is this too good to be true? Can i handle all of this?’, and that fear to shrink herself, WILL try to creep in, but she must do everything within her power to quell this. This is whispers of the past about not being good enough, or somehow being unlucky, and they do not hold any concrete truths, so sister girl…Shake it all off!

 

Five of cups in reverse, means that this lovely queen this week, is no longer crying over spilt milk. Maybe she is building an empire fuelled from the painful past experiences that she has had, and she is now beginning to realise, that these were actually all apart of karma, divine destiny, and, are not so bad afterall. She is waking up this week, to shut down all of the memories she has to do with shame, mistakes, and careless whispers from rumours.

Maybe she has been carrying shame around about her sexual history, her relationship failures, people of the past who are no more, but this week, she will realise how everything fits into place perfectly, in accordance to the divine, and she will start looking ahead, not backwards at what has been, and how painful it has been, but forward, toward all that she can, and is ABOUT to be.

The winds of change are blowing, wild and free.

And this is articulated perfectly with, The sun. This is care free happiness, days spent with hair blowing in the spring soft winds, and sunshine beaming down on her face. Spring comes with a certain rejuvenation quality, and this week, the feminine twin is most definitely going to feel this! She is going to feel in charge, like the future is bright, and like she truly does not have to worry about the past, or things in it so much anymore.

There is growth, and liberation, afoot. The page of pentacles shows, that maybe she is feeling so excited and enthusiastic about the future because she has a brand new project underneath her belt. She is working towards a goal now, a promising one, and this truly ignites feelings of childhood wonder, and excitement. She can feel that this could be something big, something that wound solve the answers to not only her financial woes, but also her internal feelings of accomplishment, and desires for a better tomorrow.

Embrace it. Welcome it. REALISE that your struggle brought you here. Nothing else.

Masculine twins – 

Our lovely masculine Mr this week, also has new ventures, and money on his mind, as shown by the knight of pentacles. Going back to the theme, and the linking cards, seven of swords, and the wheel of fortune, it appears that he is realising ways in which he sabotaged his own cash flow before, by being way too passive. Now, because he wants to self actualise, and he wants to change his karmic pattern, he is ready and willing to look a little bit deeper into matters.

With the eight of cups, he is leaving something, or some things, behind. In realising that behaviours, characteristics, and internal patterning have not been his friend whatsoever, he is making that ever so brave journey of healing himself, at a core level, and becoming aware of exactly what it is that needs healing.

This is brilliant news for the feminine twin, because this is what her love was trying to get him to do from the beginning. In realising that it is these templates that keep him from moving forward, he is also about to realise that it was these same templates, that made him refuse to face his twin (seven of swords). This is the relation to feeling as if too much responsibility will cause him to make a mistake, and therefore, he would rather pass up the opportunity to have consistency, or to have somebody rely on him.

In the three of wands, this lovely, lovely man is now also looking toward a new dawn, just like his feminine counterpart with the sun card.

He knows that he is on the brink of a new beginning, this is what the eight of cups was all about for him – making room for that. This week, he will experience feelings of nervousness, this is a big change to make, and he does not really have a tight rope supporting him. He is really pushing himself out into the unknown, and ofcourse, that is always terrifying, but, he does have a sense of adventure, and excitement about this journey, that he is about to take, and where it might take him.

Four of pentacles, means, money, money, money. He is really worried about losing this new financial stability that he has just come into. He is worried about old patterns creeping up, and his old karmic imprints messing things up for him again. This is why it is SO essential for him to follow through leaving these imprints behind, and continuing to look out to the future, as opposed to the past, particularly childhood, which gave him all of these complexities.

 

Please, fear not, my darling twins – I know that ascension is very heavy, feels gooey, scary, and outside of your comfort zone, but April, is going to help you with the energies that you need to be a courageous warrior. Meditate like crazy at this time, please do. Also, take baby steps if you have to. Yes, you do have to change, but nobody says that it has to be over night.

Blessed be, my sacred beings,

and happy healing ~

 

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading – Spring edition 21st-27th March 2016.

I feel as if spring time is going to be particularly significant for twin flames. There is massive amounts of healing happening particularly on the side of the feminine twins, and i am receiving the information that a lot of them are awakening to the reality that the twin flame union was largely about one of their parents, and the relationship model that they hold with their parent, very likely to be the parent of the opposite sex to them.

However, i do feel like this is all helping in weakening, and eradicating any blockages that present themselves, and stall progression, or keep that twin trapped in repeated, harmful cycles.

This time may be very difficult for both twins, as they experience a dark night of the soul-esque dilemma, especially the masculine. I mean, the feminine twin, ( does not necessarily have to be a woman, but the one embodying mostly receptive energies), has been dealing with this for along time, and her alchemy began long ago. Actually, many twins began their separation period around this time, last year, so we can see that spring is very powerful in anchoring the twin flame dynamic, and assisting it through the stages.

All of the darker aspects of ourselves, that we do not really appreciate facing, or we have tried to run away from, will really become apparent to us, not just in this week, but within the last few weeks of March, and the first few weeks of April.

The easter holiday coinciding with this time of Spring energies, is incredibly symbolic, as i feel that the Christian faith used the metaphor of Jesus Christ being crucified, and resurrecting exactly 3 days later, to predict, or rather, prophesize, what goes on during this period.

We are trying to crucify our shadow selves, so that we can emerge, a lighter, more faithful, and evolved version of ourselves.

So without any further ado, here is your twin flame weekly reading, of this week..

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King of wands, King of swords, The Chariot, Two of pentacles, Queen of cups, The world, Seven of swords, Seven of cups, Six of cups, The emperor.

Okay, so in the middle, at the top, we have the main theme, that outlines what is influencing the behaviours of both twins at this time, as presented by the emperor.

In the lower middle, we have what both twins are experiencing this week, as presented by the queen of cups.

So, this week, the theme for both twins, is all about establishing order, structure, balance, and some kind of social, or societal respect, as depicted by the emperor. It seems to me as if both twins are awakening to the truth that their lives, have been less than in perfect shape. Maybe they have been pulling the wall over their eyes, and have failed to see that all of the progress that they have made, whilst still being progress, did not touch on the true issues that existed at hand, the issue of maintaining balance, order, and equilibrium within their lives.

As the emperor also represents a paternal figure, they may come to the realisation this week, that they are the way that they are because of their father. Maybe they inherited some abuse, intentional, or unintentional, that may have stifled their growth, or their ability to thrive. Perhaps abandonment was thrown into the mix, and now, with the, ‘queen of cups’. they both attempt to heal these wounds, using self compassion, consideration, and a kick start in to ‘drive’ mode.

On the left hand side, we can see that the masculine, is feeling pretty masculine this week! Maybe he has awakened to the realisation that he has been too passive in his life, letting opportunities, goals, and desires slip by him. Maybe he was filled with the knowledge that he was not good enough, or that he could not actualise his goals, but this week, we see him shaking off these beliefs, with the presence of the king of wands. This is all about inspirational energy, and creativity, with the will to carry out your desires.

The king of swords suggests his clarity in acknowledging what his desires are, whilst awakening to tactile strategy of how he may make this a reality for himself. He really does not want to waste time anymore because he sees how much time he has wasted in the past, and all he is looking to do now, is find positive solutions to any problems that present themselves to him at this time, in order to establish the order, and the rule of the emperor. He likes the finer things in life, it was only his lack of belief in self that deprived him of these.

The chariot really suggests that he knows what he wants now, and he is so ready to go charging forward and claim it. Last week, we spoke of the chance for promotion, or elevation within his work field, maybe now he is in the processes of working hard than ever, in order to make his dreams of excelling in this field a reality.

Perhaps he has become inspired by watching others achieve their vision, and he is fast coming into the awakening that he is no less deserving than anybody else, nor any less skilled!

With the two of pentacles, we are asking the masculine, not to forget his feminine. Balance afterall, is the overall key here. Yes, he wants this money, and this success ,and this new, transformed image of himself, but he has to remember that there are also other priorities in life, and to neglect them, and to neglect his inner self, will mean possibly reverting back to old ways, acting from a place of unawareness.

I believe that it was this queenly influence that enabled him to look deeply enough within himself, to realise how passive, and self defeating he had been.

Over with the feminine now, we definitely have healing occurring for her with the presence of the six of cups – she is learning the benefits of forgiveness, maybe forgiveness of her father, the emperor, or perhaps moving to a place where she no longer holds all men responsible for the misdeeds of her father. Whatever she is seeing in her minds eye, she is moving towards calmer waters, and it appears as if there is somebody with her, steering her, supporting her, or holding her hand during this time, so she feels safe as she transitions.

Moving into the seven of cups, this is a very spiritual time for her. Anything from day dreams, night dreams, intuition, flashes of vision and insight will be made apparent to her, because she is becoming more open to herself, and the world around her. Learning to trust her battle wounds, and the wisdom that they bring her.

Whilst i said that the masculine is being very masculine this week, she is actually being very feminine this week, delving into emotions, and intuitions, so one might say that both twins are truly tapping into themselves, their divine feminine, and divine masculine roles, and this all somehow ties into one another’s destinies.

It may seem as if the masculine no longer has time for her, or the desire to entertain her, but he is truly busy trying to become the vision of masculinity that he was never taught to be, and this is actually intended on coaxing the feminine into reaching into herself, and also realising the ways in which she has been sabotaged, by self, and by learned patterns.

The seven of swords can suggest for her – going it alone. If you cannot find your ‘clam’, if others do not support you, if you feel as if you are doing everything by yourself, and failing to get others to see things from your perspective, then it is time to walk away, and take your own route. The seven of swords is sometimes seen as a card of dishonesty, but i do not feel it dishonest to put yourself first, and look after your own back.

This is going to seem, ‘sneaky’, and underhand to alot of people, but the feminine is SO used to putting everything, and everyone first, that this is truly the best thing for her at this time.

However, if the opportunity presents itself for her to have to face any issues of confrontation, or speaking her truth, then she must rise to the challenge, and not cower away from challenges that may cause her to stand in her masculine power. She is not to forget what she has learnt, and is learning.She is to confront all of her fears now. And she is to be honest with herself about the things that are coming up – even if they are painful.

The world card introduces a spiritual tone into the feminine’s reading this week. Perhaps she realises just how important her journey of healing is, because it is tied into the journey of so many others. There are people relying on her, to be the beacon of light in her community, to speak out, and to be a source of good, and how will she ever do this genuinely and honestly, if she is yet to fully heal and discover her own wounds?

There is so much more at stake now, and she cannot risk falling apart at this interval. In the past, when things got too heavy, she allowed herself to remain too passive, and to cave in on herself, now, she sees the bigger picture, how many people she will be letting down, how many things will fall apart, if she does not face her demons, once and for all.

I also find it particularly interesting that the world card holds the infinity symbol, very similar to the original card depiction of the two of pentacles, suggesting that once again balance is the most important twin flame lesson of this week, and finding harmony, amongst their dual natures.

 

Blessed be my sacred beings, i wish you all happy healing upon this journey!

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General weekly Tarot reading Spring edition;21st-27th What are we working with here?

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Hello my lovelies,

it is officially SPRING, and i am so happy to be springing with you all.

Well actually, in all honesty, this past week, the energies have been incredibly shaky, and what i have found is that, the beginning of spring actually shines a pretty intense light on the shadow self, and all of the shadow aspects of the self. Look out at this time for projections of your shadow self present within others, particularly family members who hold the karmic model for all of our pre-coded patterns, that we are now working to burn away, and tear away from.

If you have been dealing with relationship trauma/drama’s, prior to this, then you will be granted the opportunity this week to see what role you have been playing in this, especially when it comes to engrained patterns, and beliefs about love.

This is very much your re-birth, spring has so much to offer us..Moving away from the darkness, and the coldness of winter, and embracing a period, just before Summer, a period that celebrates our new found selves, and our growth into this higher state of being, although, not quite yet the, ‘light being’, that summer is..We must learn to embrace, and harness the growing pains, as they shape us considerably along the way.

Death, The wheel of fortune, Eight of wands, King of pentacles, Three of pentacles, and main theme, the fool.

So, i have found it symbolic, and pretty amazing that one of the themes that presented itself to us in the reading this week is death, because that is essentially what Spring is all about. Death, rebirth, growth, transformation, blossoming, and emerging from the darkness. We are dealing with very karmic energies here, as presented by the wheel of fortune, and we will actually find ourselves this week, in situations that will allow us to challenge the negative karma that we have built up.

Last week showed us how much it no longer serves us, even if this was in pretty heavy, and callous ways. We are learning that just because something has been a practised pattern for so long, does not mean that we need to stay with this negative pattern, and we are faced with the option to allow this old parts of ourself, and our old ways, to die.

The eight of wands represents the fast revelation. We have been living blinded by our own entrapment for so long, that when the revelation finally does come through, it hits us like a lightening bolt, flying in, like ‘Hello?! I have been trying to get your attention all of this time!’

This is much about a quickening of the paces to get our lives, and ourselves into shape, there is this sense of urgency, almost like spirit is forcing us, pushing us toward our highest selves, and moulding us to leave the old, damaged ways behind.

We know what we want now. We know what we do not want now, and we are well aware of how to get it – by going out, and getting it, as presented by ‘The fool’.

We may have previously been plagued with feelings of not being good enough, not being experienced enough, or not knowing how to make our potential manifest, but this week, we are done asking all of the questions. All we are concerned about, is opening ourselves up to the world, and to opportunities, and trusting the journey to take care of us.

Afterall, you cannot expect the world to embrace you, if you shy away from it. This is our wake up call to begin our journey, no matter how frightening, unknown, or uncertain it may seem.

The king of pentacles suggests a quickening also in our desires to manifest abundance, security, financial stability, success, and longevity. We are very much excited about our journeys, and the new roads that we are about to take, however, we are also sick and tired of the previously rocky natures of our lives, and we are more than ready to taste something of substance, something that we can rely on, whether this is in the working area, or in matters of relationships, and emotional stability.

We really wish to seek this type of control, and balance over our lives, and plans may be made this week to ensure that we do not have to worry about fluctuation so much anymore. All we need to be focusing on this week, is how we can build stable foundations, how we can secure ourselves, and how we can establish freedom, sovereignty, and balance in all areas of our lives.

With the three of pentacles, we are very open this week to working with others to make our collective visions, and dreams come true. I sense alot of excitement about teaming up with like minds, maybe you all share different attributes that are necessary to make your visions a reality. Perhaps you recognise how others hold key ingredients that you are missing, and you also feel comfortable with what you can bring to the table, that will be mutually beneficial to all involved.

Whatever is happening here, you really have that added support now, that is making you feel a little more comfortable to embark on this new journey, of change, and transformation. Maybe you are even finding your clan, opening yourself up to relying on others again, and building a family type of dynamic that enables you to have the community support that your biological family may not provide you with.

The knight of swords at the top of the deck, actually jumped out to me whilst i was shuffling, and does signify that we are all systems go this week, we have received clarity about our position, clarity about wanting to change our lives, for the better, and once, and for all, and we are ready to let absolutely nothing stand in our way!

Yes, there have been so many bruises, and pains along the way, but it is time for us to stand in our truths. It is time for you to claim what is rightfully yours.

What has ALWAYS been yours, even whilst you had not the eyes to see.

 

Blessed be, my sacred beings ~

Join me again, next week for my then weekly tarot reading update.

Alternatively, if the twin flame weekly reading also appeals to you, then look out for that post, a little bit above this one.

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The dark side of spirituality..

shadow

 

Alot of meta-physicians, and energy workers tend to focus on ‘the light’, and ‘positivity’ within their brand of teaching, and often stray away from the topics that constitute to one needing to fathom light, and positivity.

In one particular brand of shamanism, a person cannot become an initiate until they have graduated from a certain level/depth of suffering.
In other spiritual philosophies, we call this, ‘the dark night of the soul’.

This is an intense period right before the break through of spiritual elevation and evolution, and can last any time in-between a few days, a few months, and a few years.
It all depends on the ability of the initiate to travel deeply into their own unconscious darkness, and retrieve the lost fragments of their soul.
In other words, to heal, to understand, and the revive an anecdote for healing, to be shared with the rest of the community.

I believe that i endured this same period when I was going through what i would call the most intense moments of my depression.
What felt like depression, and was actually described as such by Western medics, was in my now opinion, the offset of a triggering.
A spiritual triggering, that could no longer cope with my blatant disregard of my spiritual abilities.

I had also absorbed much of the energy of my community, family, and society, which was associated with stagnant, pollutant, and toxic energies.
All of this boiling to the brink inside of me caused something similar to a psychological break down.
I did not feel at home in my own body, for i was not.
I had company.
I was being invaded.

Some people may refer to this as dark spirits/dark energy.
And one night in-fact, when my cousin who is a regular attendant of the Christian church came to check how i was doing, she actually brought a ministry along with her, who did declare that i was suffering from some sort of ‘possession’.
Though not the type that you see perhaps on ‘The Amityville horror’, or, ‘The conjuring’..

 

 

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General Weekly Reading. What to expect this week? 14th-21st March, preparing for Spring.

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The empress, Two of cups, Ace of wands, The high priestess, The king of pentacles.

Hello my darlings!

Yay, i am so excited to bring to you once more your weekly reading.

So what is on the cards for us this week? What has BEEN happening, and what can we expect to happen?

Just from the first glance of this spread, i am so excited for us this week!

I mean spring is coming soon, and we are definitely springing! I am most certainly going to do a special reading for spring because i feel like so much is coming for us in spring, so much is about to happen, and the energies are already so beautiful, and so potent, i just cannot wait!

So, before i get too carried away..Let us see what we are working with THIS week.

So this week, we are really dealing with themes of self realisation, and self actualisation.

Who’s the boss? YOU DA BOSS. You’re really starting to see it now, aren’t you? Starting to realise what they tried to keep from you for so long. You are powerful. You are lit. You are it. You got the juice, no literally..

With the empress, you are indulging in some form of luxury, and flamboyance. Maybe you are treating yourself to some new goods, a make over, getting your nails done, or buying some new underwear! You are starting to feel far more sexy, comfortable, and sensual in your own body, and you really want something external that’s going to mirror this change that is happening within you. Go for it! You are a lady who deserves it, and i am so happy that you are finally coming to realise this!

With the king of pentacles, whatever you are doing, whatever is making you feel on top of the world right now, keep doing it, because it is also very lucrative, and will bring you the financial success, and stability that you desire.

Have you been manifesting like crazy lately? Well, it is because you have upped your game, and you have elevated your energy. You are beginning to attract, what you are.

HELLO High priestess! Wow, so this week you are doing  alot of digging into the subconscious, and the unconscious mind. Such powerful symbolism here with the empress also, feminine energy is definitely running rampant at this time, and you know me – i love that!

With the high priestess here, we are receiving a lot of the answers that we have been seeking to the bigger questions lately, perhaps these are questions about love, with the two of cups, where we stand in love. We may be getting ‘messages’, or an influx of synchronicity that confirms many of the feelings, and suspicions that we have had deep within.

This is the week that will make you trust your intuition, if you were previously a little doubtful.

And with the ace of wands, this new project, or vision, that you have undertaken, will really light your fire this week. You may begin to envision a future of expansion. Where these new ideas will take you, all of the money that they will make you, and the happiness, and the foundation that this will lay for you.

Enjoy the ride, it’s the 9 year of completion, this is about getting EVERYTHING that you deserve.

 

Blessed be my sacred beings, and happy healing ~

 

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading. 14th-21.

First of all, Hello my lovely darlings!

I hope that you are all having a fabulous start to the week, I have so many twin flame related things in store for you this year, seeing as it is the 9 year, all about completion, and I am right here, and READY to do this all with you guys!

Very, very soon, my newsletter is coming out, and all of my faithful subscribers will receive these kind of twin flame readings weekly, and monthly, INCLUDING a break down of twin flame dream sequences, and what your dreams may just be trying to tell you!

I look forward to connecting with you all in this deeper way..

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The tower, The hanged man, Ten of wands, Eight of cups, Two of swords, Queen of pentacles, Queen of swords, Ten of swords.

As always, at the head of this reading, we have the main, ‘theme’ for the twin flames, representing what both twins will likely be experiencing, and what will be the driving force behind their situations of this week.

At the bottom, we have what both twins are feeling, this differs from the theme, because this directly relates to a shared experience between the two, rather than underlying issues, as presented in themes.

On the left  hand side, we have the feminine, what she’s going to be dealing with, and any issues that will present themselves to her.

On the right hand side, we have the masculine, and all of the fun things that he will be getting up to, and going through, this week!

The first thing that i have to say about this reading, is wow! Both twins are seriously experiencing some combustion this week, and a lot of things will come apart, and become revealed in the name of karmic attachments, and karmic situations.

If any, or both twins, as suspected are still encountering karmic situations that do not mirror their new found growth, they will come across some intense friction, and conflicts of belief this week that will force them to re-consider their actions, and how much longer they can truly put up with these situations.

In the theme presented this week, we witness, ‘the tower’,  which is a complete break down of ideologies, situations, patterns, and though streaks as depicted by the fire in the castle, fire always represents transformation.

Whatever these twins have been putting up with all of this time, is about to blow up in their face, maybe they finally come to the realisation that all of this is restrictive, and no longer provides them any room for growth.

Perhaps the belief systems associated with why they put up with these situations in this first place will become apparent, bringing their illusions crashing back down to reality.

‘No, this is not what i would like to associate myself with’, is just an example of the types of phrases that may spring to mind.

This could also represent a break in routine, or some sort of belief that kept the twins tied into a specific way of doing things.

On the feminine side, we see that she is learning to let go, and let be, with the presence of the ‘hanged man’. She is probably sacrificing something that she does not need, and realised that she no longer has to carry on in her life.

With the ten of wands, this probably relates to the martyr syndrome.

Allowing others to take responsibility for themselves, and their own lives is going to save the feminine from so much inner turmoil this week. Coming to the realisation that she no longer needs to take on all of the troubles of the world in attempts to fix them, will clear her energy and welcome more healing, and embracing energy, should her twin be preparing his arrival.

Letting go, and detaching is very much the theme this week, with the 8 of cups presenting itself once again for the feminine, suggesting her desire to leave things of the past behind, and to ditch all of the experiences she has associated with trauma, and loss.

This is the queen who is now ready to become the phoenix!

She has carried all of this stress, trauma, baggage, regret, and misery around her for long enough, and she is realising that only in letting go, can she welcome to her the kind of life that she deserves, and the kind of love that she deserves.

Perhaps she has been thinking about old love lately, karmic attachments, the way in which things have played our previously, and she now realises the roles she played in all of these situations, and how they were all preparing her for this moment now.

Thus, she is preparing to embrace a period of peace, but first, there are still some pressing things that she must rid herself of!

The question is,

is she prepared to take this next step?

Two of swords, is all about these decisions that she faces, and the choices that she must make at this present stage in her life. Yes, this week is all about choices. What will you do next? Do you have enough truth about the situation yet to make your move?

Perhaps you do not, and there are still some key details that you need to brush up, before making any rash, or hasty decisions.

If you wish to leave a job that may be toxic, or draining to you, do you have the resources to survive whilst pursuing your dream job?

If you are considering breaking up with somebody you perceive to be a harmful karmic attachment and you live together, do you have somewhere else to go?

Being ready to move on and leave the past behind is one thing, being prepared for such a life transition, and being willing to face the music, is another.

Preparation here is key.

Over with the masculine, isn’t he ever so sweet? We see that he still has his queen, (queen of pentacles), on his mind, and he is still inspired by her new found success, and creative, inspirational energy!

The more she lets go of the extra baggage, and the things that do not serve her, the more clearer her energy becomes for him to be able to perceive her, from so many breaths away.

This week, whenever he thinks of her, he is inspired. As depicted by the queen of swords, he has become aware of her speaking her truth, making her intentions clear, and standing up for herself, and this is more attractive to him than you could ever imagine!

As he watches this strong, and bold woman grow, and come into her own power, and abilities, he becomes stricken with the thought, ‘am i living in this same bold truth?’, ‘what am i doing to reflect who i am? And establish my own independence and boundaries?’.

As usual, this week, the feminine is paving the way, and allowing the masculine to see the steps that it takes to become self actualised, and he is watching, in awe.

With the ten of swords present, perhaps this week the masculine is going to feel a little worse for wear.

He may be becoming aware of not so truthful, and honest motives around him.

Perhaps he is also coming into the awareness of a karmic situation that is not serving him in anyway, and he is left feeling defeated, depleted, and void of energy.

I feel as if the masculine will now come to realise the ways in which he has also been involved in an unhealthy situation, perhaps his kind nature has seen his so called, ‘friends’ taking advantage of him, and it is possible that those same friends may also be blockages to reunion between the two.

However it stands, choices, do present themselves to him this week with the, two of swords, can he realise that this is no longer the way to go for him?

Or will he still remain so afraid of change? Of elevation, of seeing what lies on the other side?…

 

Let’s just hope we find out next week, eh!

Blessed be, my sacred beings ~

 

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Twin flame reading testimonial.

Thank you so much for this!!!! 😭 Well worth the weight and it was very thorough and thought out I really appreciate it. I was feeling so much anxiety and not anxiety if he was my twin but more about if what I had been seeing and feeling as “the truth” was really the truth. It just confirms my intuition and I’ve realized I do have psychic abilities and they are very real and powerful. And I thank you so much helping me realize that.

I’ve been in major cleansing and death of my old soul. I was so sad about him moving to Germany that I couldn’t sit around and wallow I had to figure out why and what I was feeling. I got a journal and drawing pad and my life has been changed for the better. Missing him made me change and I’m so thankful for that pain. This has been more about me then me and him. I know he has tons of work to do but I know he has to seek out the answers and I can’t just tell him what I already know to be true.

Everything was spot on. Funny that you said a travel over water because I wanted to move to Germany from the U.S. but not for him but just so I could be on my own, in school, and with my art.

Maybe he’ll recognize how much I love him and want to be with me but i need to focus on myself. The world and universe needs me at my best self. I need me and I will show up for I have been given the gifts and power to do so.

Thank you and love you!! ❤️

T. E

 

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