Karmic attachments; Signs, symbols, and purpose.

 

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What is a karmic attachment one might ask, and how does one become so attached to their karma? 

Well, you probably see me discuss karmic attachments quite a lot. In-fact, if you are an avid reader of my work, you probably see me discuss quite a few different types of romantic, and spiritual relationships, including twin flames, and soul mates, and you may just find yourself wondering, what is a karmic attachment, and how does it relate to me, or anyone for that matter?

A karmic attachment is called a karmic attachment because it is rooted in karma, and the karmic transactions that you have yet to work through. Now, in order for you to understand a karmic attachment, you will first need to understand karma, true karma, and perhaps not the type of karma that you have been led to believe.

Traditionally, people have come up with the idea that karma is this sort of universal force, that either follows you throughout your lives, or impacts you somewhere in the near future, dependent on whether you have lived a virtuous life, or a life of crime, and ill intention.

Well, I guess this is kinda true. Karma does actually follow you throughout your many lives, and it does impact you somewhere in the near future, but also, and perhaps most importantly, karma is something that is always with you, and always affecting you, unless you become aware of it. So, how does karma follow you within your past lives, and how is this karmic debt stored?

Well, because we experience childhood first and foremost when we incarnate onto this earthly/physical plane, it is within our childhood that all of our karmic templates from the previous life, are then again re-gifted to us, (this is if we have not yet learnt to break the karmic pattern, and rise up above soul recycling in this way), and we are destined to relive these patterns over, once more. These patterns, are actually passed down onto us from our parents, and in this viewpoint, it is no coincidence who your parents are, and likely, they have some karmic history that is directly related to your own life’s purpose, and your own earthly mission – this is why you are apart of the same soul group.

Your karmic destiny, may be to transmute pain, or to learn to balance your masculine side, with your feminine side. If this is the case, then you will probably incarnate into an energetic form that is very hyper feminine, and for the purpose of your task to really hit home, you will likely have the masculine removed from the equation, so perhaps, a distant father, emotionally, or physically, or rather, no father at all.

Now, what a karmic attachment would do, is come along and trigger, and play on this wound of distance, and absence of a father figure (masculine energy). Karmic attachments are much like cycles of life. They will continuously re-appear to us, and make themselves known, all in different forms, with the same soul (sole) purpose, until we come to awaken to the reality of the message that is being dictated to us.

If you identify as an empath, or an old soul healer, then it is likely you will experience a life filled with many karmic attachments. This is not necessarily because your life is difficult than the lives of others, (although, let’s be honest, it kinda is-), but because you have the added duty of clearing your entire genetic karmic line. So, for instance, if you incarnate as a woman, and you have a long line of karmic debt associated with abandonment, and mistreatment, you, the empath, will draw fourth karmic attachments who are likely to always abandon you, or mistreat you, because you are to recognise the pattern, challenge it, and clear it for good – thus, not passing it on to the generation underneath you, and further keeping it trapped within the family blood line.

Signs of a karmic attachment.

  • You keep playing out the same relationship dynamic in all of your romantic relationships. Although with different partners, all of your partners seem to posses very similar traits, abilities, and characteristics.
  • The partners that you attract resemble one in another, in some form. They may not outwardly look exactly the same, but they will have similar body types, hair types, or more commonly, have eyes that hold the same deep, soul-ful glare.
  • You will be triggered very early on in your romantic relationships. And you may not always understand why. This triggering is alerting you of the karma that is at play here, and what demands transmutation.
  • You may have the feeling of being cursed, trapped, unlucky in love, or unable to find happiness in a romantic sense.
  • One or both of your parents may have been a victim of some type of childhood abuse, or neglect, or even their parents/parents, this is how the karma is downloaded unto you.
  • You notice that the partners that you attract are also always in some type of emotional, or psychological turmoil. It is not only you who seeks to transmute karma. But they too have their own karma, and energetic debt, that they are seeking to understand through you.
  • You experience high highs, and low lows throughout the course of the relationships with these individuals. The divine knows you like no other. The divine knows how to get your attention, and these souls are specifically sent to you to do just that. You will constantly be triggered, but you will almost become addicted to the journey, either way.
  • The souls that you find yourselves playing out these themes with, may not necessarily even be your physical type, or those who you immediately feel a sense of strong attachment to. Remember, this is the soul’s journey, so upon looking with your two eyes, these karmic attachments may appear bland, nothing too special, or even at times unattractive to you. It is only when you look with your third eye, that you will recognise them, and seek to build some type of soul connection, or relationship with them.
  • Upon meeting this person, you experience a sense of recognition, and familiarity. You may look into their eyes, and feel as if you have had a home there before. The truth is, yes this person is very familiar to you, but for their soul, and energetic imprint, and if you do not accept the lesson this time, then it is destined to repeat itself through other seemingly familiar, and recognisable souls.
  • You are likely to meet this individual in a strange, or synchronous way. This is the universe’s way of placing you at the right place, at the right time. Pay attention to the thoughts that you were having just before meeting this person. Were you telling yourself that you were unworthy? That you were not good enough? And that you would never find love? There you have it…Manifested, before your very eyes.
  • A feeling of fate, or destiny coming to pass. Yes, this relationship feels very destined, and fated, because – it truly is. But it is not destined in the sense that you are to end up with this person. It is destined in a sense that, you ARE to learn this lesson, you ARE to transmute this pain, and you ARE to grow both wiser, and stronger, through these experience, and all others alike.

 

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading – Compassion, and understanding transition ~ 25th April-1st May.

Hello my darlings! Thank you all SO much for keeping up with all of my readings weekly, and for your comments, and likes, and shows of appreciation. It really does mean a lot to me, and I would love for you all to know that I truly do enjoy these tarot readings that I do for you, and I do put my heart and my soul into doing so. It pleases me so much when you leave comments, and write into me saying that my readings have resonated with you, so please, feel more than free to let me know when you are enjoying, or have enjoyed my readings. If you would like to make a donation, then that can be made via my tumblr page, http://www.spiritualpoet.tumblr.com. And please know that all donations will inevitably go back into the craft, purchasing taro cards, divination tools, courses etc.

Now, every week, I realise that I receive more followers, and for those of you who are new to these readings, I do the twin flame weekly reading every week, alongside with the general weekly reading that you can also find here []. I do suggest reading them both to get an overall view of what is in store for you this week. If you do not identify with the twin flame term, then this reading is equally valid, and applicable to high level soul mate relationships also.

Please also do note that the terms masculine, and feminine are in relation to energies, and not necessarily fixed genders. In this case, the feminine energy may resonate more with somebody who identifies themselves as a man, and vice versa.

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The two cards in the middle, are the theme, and the what both twins are experiencing this week. The cards on the left hand side, represent the masculine, whilst the cards on the right hand side, represent the feminine. I have also pulled out an extra card on the side, as a special treat for my first timers, and my loyal returning readers! This card is, ‘What spirit wants us to know’.

Main theme – The lovers, What both twins are experiencing – Seven of pentacles, Masculine – King of cups, Five of wands, Page of swords, Feminine – The hierophant, Three of cups, Knight of cups, What spirit wants us to know – Seven of cups.

Okay, so, with the theme of the lovers, this week, twin flames, or high level soul mates, are truly coming into the knowledge that the love is genuine, and reciprocated on both sides. This is all about achieving harmony, and balance, within themselves, and each other. This is a time for intimacy, though this does point also to balancing feminine, and masculine energies within oneself, and the sacred marriage that can take place when we accept and embody all aspects of ourselves, without shame or doubt.

The seven of pentacles does suggest that both twins are highly interested in this time, with establishing themselves, and gaining financial freedom. With the three of cups over on the feminine’s corner, I feel as if this money that she wishes to manifest, is more in relation to her having sociable outtings, and good times with those she cares about, as opposed to the masculine, who really requires this money in order to survive, and live, almost out of desperation, and this is causing him some frustration, and struggle, as shown by the five of wands. Once again, this may relate to societal perceptions. And how society expects men to be self sustainable financially, and not only provide for themselves, but also others.

With the king of cups on his side, healing, especially heart chakra healing, and achieving balance within himself is a key theme this week. He hasn’t really been feeling himself lately. He has a lot on his mind, and even though he is very tough, and may not show him, it is potentially starting to show cracks within his character, and his sense of self. He really does want to be the image of the masculine embodied in the lovers card, but he just has so much going on, so many things on his mind, and the page of swords suggests, that perhaps he is not communicating this as well as he should be.

He is used to being alone, and handling things within his own mind, so be patient with him if you recognise his signs of frustration, through odd behaviours, and slight inconsistencies, though he does not outwardly come out and tell you that there is a lot on his mind. Know that the challenges that he is facing this week, are all for the purposes of shaping him into the best version of himself, and pushing him to be more open, and honest about his feelings. Something that will heal not only himself, and the feminine within him, but will also by all means benefit the union.He really does need to learn to articulate himself, and he is on a journey towards this, otherwise, he will not win the internal battle coinciding within himself. He needs to learn about vulnerability, and he is finding ways to do this this week.

Over on the side of the feminine, we see with the hierophant, that she is fast experiencing a process of spiritual awakening, and spiritual illumination. Her level of awareness is expanding, and perhaps this is allowing her to see her own faults from a different point of view, and causing her to work on, and focus on herself, in ways that she hasn’t really been brave enough, or equipped enough to do so before.

She is definitely aware that her masculine twin is dealing with something, and this has been causing her a lot of anxiety, and to seek answers from within. And one of the conclusions that she has come to, is that she needs to focus on herself. She is so concerned about him, and what he is, and is not doing, because she is just NOT nourishing her own plantation enough. The three of cups attempts to get her attention to show her that there is really a thriving world, with a fluent social life out there available to her, and she really needs to cultivate balance, and stability outside of the lovers union. The union will always be there in the background waiting, as is her love, and this week encourages her to develop her explorer spirit, and free spirited nature, once again.

The knight of cups, represents the masculine twin, and how he is very much the centre of the feminine twins world, this week. Well, he always is. But likely, she is feeling so much angst because she is channeling, and tapping into his own energies of worry, and doubt. Do not fear. Do not mourn. He is going through a process of awakening, and this is really something that he needs to figure out on his own. The most that you can do is extend your care for him, but this is just work, that you cannot complete for him. The knight of cups shows the masculine twin, kneeling down, praying for salvation, and holding out a cup in hopes that it will be filled by the divine.  Divine intervention is coming, but he does need to want it.

I am getting that the more the feminine twin expresses herself outwardly, and gets her own thing going on, the more the masculine will be drawn toward her, in awe of her, inspired by her, and more willing to open up to her . It is the energetic balance. As she becomes more masculine, he will balance himself femininely. Thus, the sacred union fulfils its purpose.

The seven of wands, does indicate that spirit wants both twins, to go within themselves deeply this week. They have a lot of work to be done, and this requires a lot of quiet down time, and self reflection. This is a very spiritual card, and can point to one trusting their own intuition, and being led by their internal guidance system. This is a card of soul searching, seeking to understand one’s self, and implement changes into one’s life style, and ways of thinking, and doing, for the better. With the seven of pentacles, and the seven of cups, and seven representing spirituality, and the master thinker, there is a lot of mental activity, and deep thinking occurring this week.

Do not be hard on one another. You are both truly finding a space within yourselves where you can love each other freely, and openly. The way that love is intended to be.

 

I thoroughly hope that you  have enjoyed this reading my sacred beings!

And I bid you all a happy week of healing ~

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General Weekly Reading – 25th April -1st of May.

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Main theme: The Hierophant, surrounding cards – The queen of swords, Death, Seven of pentacles, The devil.

So, this week my lovelies, we are dealing with very spiritual, very potent energies. The hierophant describes messages and mediums channeling information directly to us, in order to aid our awareness, and our expansion. We started off this week on a 7 day, (25th), and the number 7, as we all know is incredibly synonymous with mysticism, esotericism, and spirituality. If you are wondering how well you have been manifesting lately, or if manifestation is even possible, this is the week that you will find out, just how quickly, and effortlessly your manifestation abilities can be.

Messages from the divine can appear in a vast array of ways, so do not shut yourself off to any mediums, even if they do not present themselves in the typical fashion that you associate with medium-ship. Look out for people, kind strangers, earth angels who are persistent about sending you messages, messages that alert you to your true calling, who you really are, and what you are capable of.

Alternatively, the hierophant may actually represent you, and your ability to be an intermediary between the divine, and the earth. This week may see you fully stepping into your potential as a healer, and a light worker, guiding others, as they guide you, all on the path back to oneness, and self satisfaction.

So, the theme this week, is truly just about spiritual expansion, and growth. The death card arrives to alert us, that in this transition period, we will inevitably have to leave behind some of the things that keep us attached to our old karma, and our former ways of doing things, the devil is present here, warning about addictions, and habits that keep our spiritual body polluted, and further away from ascension. You have all of the tools that you need at this time. You have learnt so many lessons along the way. You know your internal demons. So you should no longer allow them to rule you.

Spirit is pointing a clear path way for you, to know what you need to do to whip yourself into shape, to drop the unnecessary baggage, and pain that you have accumulated over vast life times. This is ascension like you have never seen before. This is the type of ascension that will make you so fed up of your former self, and self perpetuated obstacles, that you will be desperate, and racing to assume this new form that awaits you.

The queen of swords talks about this clear path way that spirit has been making for us. She is clear in her convictions, and not afraid to speak her mind, and live in her truth. You are the earthly embodiment of the divine, but you can only stand tall in this truth when you are aligned with your purpose. You know your purpose now, and if you are not sure? Then look out for signs, and synchronicities everywhere this week, that will remind you of this destiny, and calling that you hold. There is truly nothing standing in your way, with this clarity, and the only thing that could possibly hold you up, is falling in tune with your old behavioural programs, and instincts.

You must prove to yourself that you have changed, that you are no longer a slave to former ways, and that you truly do want to step into your highest calling, forsaking all that is not truly you.

The seven of pentacles shows that you also have your mind on the money this week! Perfecting your craft, and utilising your gifts becomes important to you, as you realise how therapeutic, and healing this can actually be. With ascension, and growth, comes the desire for self autonomy,  and you are realising how throwing yourself into your work, and exercising your God gifted abilities draws you closer toward the divine, and closer toward achieving oneness amongst yourself.

Hard work will inevitably pay off. Just do your best to remain disciplined, dedicated, and inspired, at all times. We are experiencing rapid growth, and change, and focusing on your career may also provide you with the opportunity to ground yourself, in a period that appears to be taking you on a whirl wind ride of change. It is okay. Allow this to happen, you have earned this. And you do deserve this. And yes, you can relax, all of the anxiety only means that you are not yet accustomed to the changes, and the new life that awaits you. It is not an internal signalling that all is not well. For all will be well, as well as you are.

If you are considering starting a new business, or you wish to expand your business, then spirit will provide you this week with the added inspiration that you need, so pay attention to any inclinations that you may have to carry out certain ideas, or tactics, as these are probably marketing ideas that you are channeling directly from the divine creator. It is a misconception that God does not want you to do well financially, or be successful in a material sense. God wishes for you all of the blessings that you wish for yourself.  Just keep an eye on all of the habits that may stall your progress in the field of your career and finances, including procrastination, perfectionism, or taking on more than you can handle at a time. Like I advised, discipline, and dedication. Planning is heavily advised in times of great change also, in order to provide clarity.

 

I hope that you have a beautiful week my angels!

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Full Moon in Scorpio April 22nd; Home, Identity, Transition, and deep soul healing.

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Hello once again, my darlings. I am back again to provide you with the energy forecast for this week’s full moon in Scorpio, and wow has it been a tumultuous time!

Now, for those of you who do not know, Scorpio is actually one of the most psychic signs of our zodiac, many people actually call Pisces the most psychic/intuitive, but from my experience Scorpio really does just have that edge on others. The reason for this, is sensitivity. Scorpio’s are HIGHLY likely to be empaths, and as we know, an empaths ability to intuit, and channel information is directly related to their level of sensitivity, and their ever open and expansive heart chakra, so if you are feeling particularly sensitive right now, then do not judge yourself for this. Like I always say, sit with the feeling. Do not feel the compulsion to become it. Do not fixate on it. Listen to what it is trying to tell you.

As if the full moon in itself wasn’t intense enough all on its own, we have the arrival of Scorpios, deep, and dark energies to make us take a hardened look at ourselves, most likely, at our shadow selves. The questions that we spend so much of our time, and our lives escaping, are brought right up to the surface with this week’s full moon.

Who is the shadow self? How was it born? And most importantly, WHEN was it born..

This takes us on a spiritual, and internal journey back deep into the self, so deeply, that we penetrate right through the self, and arrive in-front of those who came before us. Our parents. And our karmic and genetic lineages. Yes, when I say that this full moon is all about home, I am referring to the first home that any of us ever knew. The home, that constituted of our families.

The shadow self is actually born of the imprints, and the programming that we adopt from our parents – their shadow selves, and this is how generational or karmic trauma (debt), is carried on, from generation, to generation, something that I like to call, an inter generational curse. These negative habits, or attributes shall  I say are inherited by the individual subconsciously, and allowed to manifest/stew for a remarkable number of years.

Now, in order for deep soul healing to occur, (which is actually the intended path of all Scorpio’s – should they allow it), one has to understand the roots, and the depths of their pain, so yes, this week has likely been an incredibly emotional one, and more than likely, you would have been triggered in some ways, to face your worst fears.  Whether this is abandonment, lack of reciprocation in love, or losing something of high value to you.

Childhood homes are a pretty specific theme influencing especially sensitive souls as it stands. The theme of homes in general ties into us being one with ourselves, our sense of belonging, and feeling comforted, and secure. When we talk of ‘home’, we do not mean a house, or a specific building of which we reside. We are actually talking about a place of habitual comfort, resonance, peace, happiness, and warmth. These are all of the things that this full moon is pushing us to explore, and experience.

Currently as it stands, we are all on the brink of so much change, and whilst we are in times of turmoil, we are also in times of deep, intense healing. This is the reason why so many twin flames, empaths, and light workers have incarnated at this time, and have come to us in thousands, specifically born in the 80’s, and the 90’s. The most high, the universe, source, the grand design, whatever you wish to call this omnipotent force, wanted to once again establish some balance.

Years of wars, oppression, and neglect have devastatingly tipped the scales, and we all arrive at this time, to once again bring resolution, healing, and understanding.

For some of us, this theme of coming home, will actually manifest itself physically, and alot of us will actually be experiencing physical moves over the next few weeks, or even months. I can assure you, if this applies to you, then the place that you are moving to, is calling you to settle, whilst the place that you are leaving, is metaphoric of your transition, and your progression, even though it may not initially appear that way.

On an emotional, psychological, and spiritual level, MUCH move, and change is also occurring. You may not necessarily recognise your healing, because it may arrive in a jagged form. One day, you may feel on top of the world, the next day, you may find yourself once again battling things that you thought you had buried, or that you thought no longer held you in captivity. Be patient with you. Healing is a process, a journey, and not an indefinite location.

Scorpio is ruler of the underworld, symbolising, death, rebirth, and transformation. This means, that in order for any healing, and change to take place, we most certainly HAVE to visit the underworld, (the shadow self), the dark thoughts, the dark feelings, and the things that we are most ashamed of. Consider the analogy, seeds grow best in the darkest compost. This is exactly the same with us. Our darkest places offer us the most answers, the chances to understand ourselves, and reconnect with our shadow selves, our inner child, and finally, begin to progressively, and gradually shift our conscious state of awareness.

This does not mean that our wounds, and our triggers will immediately vanish, and no longer exist. Rather, it means that we will become aware of them, present with them, and will not allow them so easily to sway us. We must understand with this full moon, that our emotions, even the darkest ones, are apart of us, but they are NOT us, and we need to stop being conjoined with our pain in this way. It is not so defining. The only thing that defines us, is US.

One of the things that Scorpio’s struggle with, is their identity in the eyes of others. So in this up coming week, and the weeks before us, another theme we will have been battling, is how we appear to those outside of ourselves, particularly lovers. Yes, Scorpio’s are very insecure, so I ask you, at this time, not to focus on how the world sees you, but to focus on the image of yourself that you project, in order to be seen.

You are unconsciously, and subconsciously, at every moment of your life creating your reality. You do not know the concrete truth. You do not know what others, are thinking, feeling, or planning. Even, we the empath, may experience flashes of insight, and internal intuition about the intentions, and feelings of others, however, we can easily be perverted by our own perversions, and distortions of the truth.

The insecure empath is still paranoid, and therefore, their gift, is neither accurate, nor healing.

The full moon occurring on the 22nd, is also no coincidence in this quest for deep soul healing. Let us consult numerology. Those who hold this life path, are INCREDIBLY sensitive, and their earthly missions are tied into this sensitivity. How they may transmute their pain into strengths, and wisdom, and not let it defeat them – because, if they were to let it defeat them, it would swallow them whole.

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Look at your parents. What was their love story? Are you adopting this to be your own? Even if it does not need to be. Are you still carrying the wounds of your mother? Of your father? And allowing this to poison your relationships today? Please. If you are to let anything die in this time, let it be your past relationships. No matter how painful, disgraceful, or shameful, let them go, let them die. Stop allowing them to define you. Stop using them to define your present love experiences. Stop poisoning your chances for happiness, by holding onto all of this trauma. It is time now, to rise, for us to re-write.

The number 2, is all about partnership, harmony, the balance of the masculine, and the feminine, so doubled, we are really being asked to centre ourselves. How can you balance your masculine with your feminine, if you still hold anger towards men? If you still hold bitterness towards women? This will manifest to you projecting trauma within yourself, dependent on the energetic embodiment that you are resisting.

Alot of us, since the start of this year, would have been confronted with heart awakening situations. Anything from heart break, to triggering of our recurring patterns. Can you identify the link? The link that is you. The part that you play in your downfall. Do you create stories in your mind of ill love, and then sit back and watch them manifest, in pain, in pity? How thick is your pain body? These are all of the questions that we need to sit with in this time. The pain that you are experiencing, is not in vain. It is asking you to be compassionate with your inner child, it is asking you, to face yourself, once, and for all, and to stop running.

If Scorpio’s are naturally empathic, and highly sensitive, then why is it that so many Scorpio’s come across as narcissistic? Avoidant? Or emotionally unavailable?

The simple answer? A fear of being vulnerable. How many of us are terrified of vulnerability? Actually, this fear, causes more blockages, and pain, and destructive manifestations, than any actual discrepancies from romantic partners. Pain is painful. This we cannot deny. But why do we spend so much time resisting this pain? Is it pressing on an already existent core wound that says, we are not good enough? So, we run away from ourselves. We run to lovers. We run to others. We want PROOF they we are good enough, that we are NOT broken, though our actions, and our thoughts, say otherwise.

Why do so many people turn to addictions? Buy bottles of spirits when their heart has been broken? Jump from relationship, to relationship for fear of being alone? Because they do not want to come home to themselves. Because they know that nobody will be home.

Don’t be so hard on yourself. One step at a time. The journey of coming home to you is difficult, especially if you’ve been absent for a while. Heart chakra awakening is so shaky.. One moment you’re elated, in a bubble of love, the next, your subconscious fears come a knocking again. This is okay. This is uncovering, layers, upon layers. Similar, but different from desensitisation. If you keep uncovering, and experiencing these same wounds, after a while, they will no longer feel so alien to you. You will come to understand them, and learn how to nourish them. Stay with yourself in that moment. ESPECIALLY in that moment. Do not judge yourself for the pain, or doubt that is coming back up. This is YEARS of pain, YEARS of trauma, GENERATIONS of blockages. The pain is not just your own. It belongs to your matriarchal line, your patriarchal line, and you are doing everybody a great service. Let that give you motivation, motivation to be so bold in this pain..It is okay.

Cast your mind back to the first time somebody made you feel less than. I promise you, they felt less than too. It is a sick curse that gets passed on, and now, you can break that chain. Everybody is in pain. Do not feel broken, wronged, or victimised. The ones who hurt you, are mirrors of their own hurt, irresponsibility, and inability to come home to their own selves. I tell you, this journey is only for the brave..

If your immediate response/reaction is pain/neglect/abandonment consciousness, then ask yourself, are my feelings rational, or irrational? Is this me talking? Or, are these the words/thoughts of my society, of my culture, of social media. The whispers of false gratification, superficiality, and egotism.

Women, feeling accomplished, and worthy if they have a boyfriend, this is an age old template, that may cause you, a woman, to feel somehow less than, if your heart is broken by a lover. You may consider, ‘Am I not worthy like these other women?’. Please, do not buy into this facade. Come home to YOU. Stop seeking outside for answers.

Men, feeling accomplished, masculine, defined, when they have a selection of partners to choose from, that may cause you, a man, to feel somehow less than, if you feel that you are vulnerable to a woman, or that a woman, is taking advantage of you. You may consider, ‘I am the one who needs to be in control here. I am the one who needs to be a man. Am I not doing this correctly? Do people not respect me?’. Please, do not buy into this social facade. Come home to YOU. Stop watching the rest of the world, stop categorising.

Tarot reading.

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Main theme – Six of swords, surrounding cards, Death, The moon, The chariot, The King of cups.

The main theme here, is everything that I discussed in the beginning of this article. I usually do not like to pull the cards until I have intuitively written what I have felt, just to exercise my own intuition, without having to rely on the cards as a prop.

So, the six of cards, is all about the journey of healing, over water, (which relates to emotions, particularly feminine emotions). This is about the journey to calmer waters, after a tumultuous period, and usually does signify that we have some support, and company on our journeys. I feel that this is universal support, and divine guidance. So if you find yourself feeling particularly alone at this time, then remind yourself of these words. You are not alone right now. This is happening on a grand scale. And you are being supported IMMENSELY at this time, even when you choose not to see it.

We are really supported in these energies by the presence of the death card. Now, this card is all about transformation, isn’t this so funnily accurate? The death of the old self, as we transition, into a lighter, more aware sense of ourselves. Death, inevitably brings mourning, but we are advised to know that this is not our final stop, and there is much more ahead of us. We cannot afford to get caught up in this transitory period, we are moving, flowing, and this, we must embrace.

The moon, speaks of feminine energies, whilst the king of cups, is a balanced masculine energy. Once again, this relates to our internal power struggles, and how they manifest themselves in our romantic relationships. Green, is representative of the heart chakra, so the masculine must really take a look at him, or herself at this time, and all of the wounds and blockages that have been accumulated over time.

The moon arrives to intensify this healing period, and to bring to light hidden, more feminine aspects, enabling us to sit with our pain this time, and not avoid it, in the ways in which we may have in the past. This is a fantastic juxtaposition, showing that this particular healing period is well rounded, as opposed to other times, we may have focused on minute portions of our pain. Now, we are being asked to consider the entire picture.

The chariot, is our go, go, go button. Once we know ourselves, and we realise how we have been self sabotaging, we create a clear path of healing for us to walk on, and we are told to look forward, to be direct, to be clear, and not to get hung up on the past. Whether this be our romantic past, or the past of our parents, or even their parents. This journey, is about constantly looking forward. We are living in babylon – literally, and the only thing that will save you, is to be you. Not what has been done to you. Not what others perceive you to be. Not what others think is correct. Not what society says needs to be done.

The chariot says, you are strong, you are bold, you are a powerful driving force. You have just lost your way a little, you have just been deceived alot. But now, slowly, gradually, you are leaving things behind on this journey, so your chariot becomes lighter, so your journey, becomes faster.

A very symbolic aspect of this particular full moon, I felt was the death of legendary artist, Prince. Not only was he born on the 7th day, but he was the life path 9, which represents completion, whilst the 7th, represents perfection. I ask us all to take comfort, in our symbol, (pun intended), of the journey that awaits us. Perfection, completion, and resolution, all in tandem with death.

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Happy healing my angels – I am with you all at this time, in faith, and in light,  but especially, in dark.

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Life Path 9 – The creative visionary 🔮✨

  
So I have already composed a piece on life path 9, using the late, great Bob Marley to illustrate my piece, but I just felt like this needed to be done, and yes, there is another 9 who deserves all of the attention, and all of the glory that all 9’s so rightly receive… The life path of 9 is the creative visionary. This is the soul who is granted the ability to see life in colourful patterns, not so easily available to the rest of us.

This is because 9 represents completion, so anywhere that the 9 is present, so will be the Holy Spirit.

The life path 9 is rigged with earlier life troubles, if not a physical ailment, then an emotional or psychological one that places them directly in path with the divine, and extra sensory gifts.

In the case of prince, when he was younger, he was born with epilepsy, and would have seizures.

One day, he walked into a room with his mother, and told her that he wasn’t going to be sick anymore. She asked him, how he knew this? To which he replied, ‘because an angel told me so’. The number 9 is born with the rarest gift, not only humanitarian qualities, but the ability to be a channel of inspiration, monumentally, consistently, and so effortlessly.

This is a number composed of care giving (6), and creative expression/manifestation (3), and 9’s are always drawn to spirituality, simply because they have no choice – spirituality? Is drawn to them… Born on a 7 day, the magnificent prince has the extra edge of mysticism, and esoteric living.. Never to be forgotten.
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Twin Flame Chronicles, By Cindy Anneh-bu.

  
It has been a while since I have composed a full article that has been twinflame related. I cannot really say why, because I do not know so myself – except for the fact that it has been quite a strange time.

Those highly sensitive of us will have noticed so many shifts occuring within these past few weeks, and much of a quickening of time that sort of merges all of these transitions, making our changes appear as if they are happening in the blink of an eye. And quite frankly, they really are. It’s quite hard not to forget about some details, and not to leave some things behind when things are moving forward so quickly, and  I guess that that is kind of the purpose of all of this.

To have nothing to look back to.

Anyway, I find myself often caught Inbetween those feelings of hopelessness, doubt, and low faith that every twin flame experiences.

 The, ‘Wasthis ever my twin?’, ‘This individual definitely does not care about me’, and my favourite yet, ‘are twin flames even real?’.

If you keep up with my work, and my persona, you will know that I am somebody who thrives on honesty. It governs all of the work that I do, and everything that I put into it. This is why for so long, I was concerned about imposter syndrome, even though I knew about the gifts that I possessed.

Honesty to me means, being honest with myself. Whilst I am experiencing these fluctuating moods, I do not feel that it is right to write or comment about twin flames, as this would not be coming from a sincere place. Sure it would get me a lot of new twin flame followers/reading purchases, but it wouldn’t be real. So it would not be me.

Now, I find myself in a strange circumstance. Something beyond my control occurred a few days ago, and it has led me to come back to the home that I left, a while ago, to escape my troubles, to escape myself, and to escape the town that my twin and I shared. Now, I am back. And I do not know how to feel.

I do not think that I will see him. His energy tells me that he is far, slightly troubled, but safe. But seeing him is not my concern. My concern is this feeling that I now find myself sitting with. This feeling, that everything that surrounds me at this moment, reminds me of everything that I once did not want to see.

I had to leave this place, to fully awaken, because it contained too many ghosts. Yet right now, it is not so bad. It is only strange. And strangely lonely. I am alone here, but I guess that I am always alone. I merely had more background noise in the place that I was before.

And coupled with Scorpio full moon energy appearing tomorrow, and the fact that my ‘twin’ is also the sun sign of Scorpio, I can not help but to wonder what all of this means. For me, my growth, and my sanity.

I wonder now, this feeling of aloneness, is it even anything to do with my twin? Or is it still me. Running from me. I wonder what other people do when they are alone, as they always seem to cope, never really feeling compelled to reach out to anybody so desperately, as I find myself doing.

Maybe it is the fact that others do not tear themselves apart so much in the same ways. It all begins mentally, I dig, and I dig, so deeply into the akashic records I find myself 5 years back, wishing that things could have gone differently – fantasising sadistically about all of the people who have left me.

But life is so transient, so temporary, and I know this. And I have sat with this knowing, yet somehow still, I think to myself, if all shall pass, and all shall pass, then what is life from moment to moment? Who am I if I have nothing to hold in concrete truth?

I am not my home, because homes can so easily be taken/destroyed. I am not my family, because the only thing that binds us is blood and genetics, I am not my lover, because healthy love knows autonomy, and with that, all of the things that should mean the most to me, are not even mine..

The full moon is tomorrow, and I am worried for my heart. But like all things, I know that this too shall part..

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading 18th -24th April Deep healing.

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Main theme – Four of swords, what both twins are dealing with – ten of wands, Masculine – Page of wands, Two of cups, The star, Feminine – Three of swords, Seven of wands, Eight of pentacles.

Hello, my heavenly twin flames! I know that I have some newbies here, so for those of you who are new to my page, and new to this reading, every week, I carry out a general weekly reading, and then a twin flame weekly reading, to let my divine lovers know what is happening for them, and why. I advise everybody who comes to read the twin flame readings weekly, to also check in with the general reading, to get an overall picture of things. I know how difficult, frustrating and lonely the twin flame journey can be, so I thought that putting these together every week could help us all stay on track, and not go insane!

Now, for those of you who do not prefer the term twin flame, If you are dealing with a high level soul mate, then this reading should also resonate. Please note that masculine, and feminine are merely energetic embodiments, and a man could easily be emulating mostly feminine energies, whilst a woman could represent the masculine energies, and vice versa. This also goes for same sex couples, in which likely, one partner would mostly embody the feminine, and the other, the masculine.

Each week, I pull out a theme card, which is the main underlying essence of the reading, to which all cards relate back to, and the card entitled, ‘What both twins are going through, as an accompanying card for the theme card.

So, this week, the theme for the reading for both twins, seems to be healing with the four of swords. This card is also about rest, contemplation, and re cooperation after a difficult, or strenuous feeling. Let’s be honest, since twins came across one another, their entire worlds have fallen apart. Even before that, they have known nothing but emotional upheaval, and life lessons learnt through strife. I am feeling as if both twins are finally learning how to heal themselves, and how to relax, and unloading all of the baggage present with the ten of wands. This is like the martyr card, biting off far more than we can chew, and people pleasing, something that both twins are all too familiar with.

This week sees both twins slowly, and gradually stepping away from all of this emotional, spiritual, and energetic waste, and overload. Quite frankly, they are over it, and they are fast coming into the realisation that they no longer have to carry all of these burdens. Life can be free, and light, and yes, this is a little frightening, at first.  They have clung to this victim notion for so long, that this too may feel like an initiation process for them, this break to freedom.

Masculine – The page of wands is all about this child like excitement, innocence, and creativity that is now stirring within the masculine twin. This is what happens when we awaken, and begin to heal. We can begin to regress to a care free child like version of ourselves, becoming more playful, happy and honest. He is feeling much lighter now, like he can chase his dreams, and he can follow his heart, and life does not have to be as grey, and as dull as he once thought.

The page of wands is all about light heartedness, and this is further proven with the presence of the two of cups. This card as I am sure that you all know, is all about romantic feelings, balance, love, partnership, and emotional renewal. This masculine, is really healing all of these wounds associated with patriarchy, he is cleansing his heart, and realising that it is actually okay to appear vulnerable, and it is not so bad to allow yourself to be loved. This is a journey for him, because this idea absolutely terrified him before. But as he lets go of the martyr complex, and allows himself to attract goodness, he recognises that this also goes for his love life too, in-fact any area of his life to do with emotions.

Love is good. It feels good. And that is okay, is what he is finally learning. The star card arrives to tell him that his renewed hope is not in vain, and now that he is dropping all of these unnecessary blockages, he can have the life that he desires, and he can be fulfilled in more ways that one. The air is getting clearer, and stars appear to help to illuminate his way.

Feminine – Very interestingly, over on the feminine side, we witness a different type of healing. It appears that there has been a shift in the balance of energies, she becoming more balanced in her masculine energies, as presented by the seven of wands, and the eight of pentacles, whilst he becomes more balanced in his feminine energies, light heartedness, and playfulness.

The three of swords in conjunction with the themes, show that she is lessening her baggage and healing in regards to matters of the heart. She realises that a lot of her pain was actually being caused by herself. The thoughts that she had, the ways in which she composed herself, and the things that she manifested just by thinking so negatively, and operating from old programmed patterns. She does not want to be this victim any-more. She does not want to be so powerless any-more, and she is showing her determination and her strength with the seven of wands card.

This is all about conviction, standing ones ground, and fighting through till the end. Okay, so the feminine is associated with passivity, this does not mean that she has to be associated with vulnerability, and she can still kick ass and be the best wife and divine mother template, and this is exactly what she is coming into awareness of!

She is ready to be her own strength, and to be her own strength means to fight for herself, to stand up for herself, and to be a warrior for herself – balancing her masculine. His healing requires softening up, hers requires hardening up, so that the two may learn to co-operate, and even one another out better.

The eight of pentacles does indicate a lot of financial success, and stability. She has been working very hard, on her business, on herself, and now she is about to reap all of her financial rewards. The number 8 is all about karma, what goes around, comes around, and she truly has been putting in so much hard work, and now she is about to see that she really can manifest anything she wants with self belief, and determination at her side! She deserves this.

With the three of swords, she may even have realised that her painful experiences are her strength, and this is what she is using to cultivate resilience, wisdom, and success, because these experiences, and challenges truly have shaped and moulded her into an amazing version of herself! And she truly does need to witness, and appreciate that now.

Well done to both twin flames! What a rocky, and heavy ride! Buckle up, because we have so much more structure, and order to tend to, before May takes us into the energy of the number 5 – the true change/birthing!

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

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