The fallacy of healing.

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For those of us who have endured any type of deeply entrenched psychological, physical, emotional, or energetic trauma at some point in our lives, it is fair to say that we will always be ‘altered’ in some way. To be altered does not necessarily mean to remain faulty, as we are sometimes perceived as, as we battle with the after effects of trauma; depression, anxiety, insomnia, reclusiveness, in-expression, or otherwise.

To always be altered simply means that we will belong to a different category of people throughout our lives. A category of people who are perhaps more careful with their words, savour experiences a little longer, love a little harder, and bruise a little easier. But this should not always be looked at as an ailment. So, we are highly observant, so, we may  be a little too highly observant, and we may actually make mountains out of mole hills sometimes for the way that we search so deeply into things.

Can it not be said that we are gifted with divine vision? The ability to pick the ordinary  apart, and in it find something rather extraordinary? Well, truth be told, we are never exactly going to be normal, no matter how hard we try, no matter how many smiles we adorn, no matter how many normal people we can fool within a set time frame..

At the end of the day, once we return to our place of solitude, we will once again be these super sensitive souls, who hold on to our analytical, and intellectual ability as if our life depends on it. Likely, we have spent a lot of time alone, whether intentionally, or unintentionally, and we are rather attached to the way that things exist within our minds, and the perceptions that we hold about the way that the world exists.

This can be our ally, providing us with deep, introspective, philosophical, and highly perceptive insight into life’s greatest mysteries, but it can also render us too rigid, unwilling to accept new information that comes our way, or judging new situations, by old outcomes, and experiences.

I do not say that we cannot heal. However, I say  that healing can be difficult unless we are willing to release some of the perceptions that we have locked and bolted tightly away within our minds. For instance, the perception that somebody will always hurt us, or that somebody is always trying to insult, offend or undermine us.

Sure, perhaps for a lot of our lives, whilst we have shrunk ourselves, and played the victim, indeed others have latched on to this and exploited our lack of self esteem, but things do not always have to be this way. Not everything that somebody says is somehow intended to bring you down, or disarm you in some way.

Learn to separate constructive criticism, and caring advice, from belittling, and manipulation. However, if you have a gut instinct, (and not just an ego instinct), go with it.

It has taken me a long time to arrive at a place where I can let go of some of my anger, suspicion, and hostility, and hear what others around me have to say, truly HEARING them, and not just listening to the bits and pieces that I am searching for. If i recognise within myself an insatiable spirit, that just wants to be right, or just wants to be wounded, I separate myself from the conversation, and the situation, and give myself some time to view things from all perspectives.

However, some people may say that because I can still be triggered in old ways, I have not fully healed. And is this true?

Well, yes, and no..

In actual fact, I conceive that I have healed because I have a fully developed understanding, and acknowledgment of my shadow self – the part of myself that craves attachment to pain, and drama.. I am able to recognise almost instantaneously when I am acting from a place of the shadow, and pull myself back from this, and approach things from a different angle, or, if worst comes to worst, I am not afraid of damage control – being open, and honest about where I went wrong, and expressing my apologies. It is important to be honest when we make mistakes, or express moods, and  outbursts that can be energetically draining to others.

However, I view healing as something of a journey, rather than a destination, as I am constantly learning, unlearning, relearning, programming, and de programming parts of myself. Every day that passes me by, I learn more about myself. Honestly, especially within the past few days, I almost feel as if everyday is a quickening, a chance for redemption, and sweet revelation, and it is.

You cannot run away from the path of healing. Even when you claim to be fully healed, you will learn next week of something that still triggers you, of something that you have not yet fully dealt with, of something that you have carried through your childhood memories with you. The fallacy of healing is that it happens all at once, because the truth is, it does not.

Healing is truly a journey, and I do not believe that you ever stop unravelling parts of yourself in a quest to retrieve your lost soul fragments, and neither should you feel like any less of a warrior because you are not emotionally dead inside.

Our deepest sensitivities are our super powers. They are what grant us the ability to produce the potent art that we do, to create the love stories that only we could know.

Edgar Allen Poe was severely depressed, he would also go down as one of the greatest, and most intricate poets in history..

It is no secret that Carl Jung explored so deeply the concept of the shadow self, and owning one’s darkness, so could it be that he too fell into the same fate that plagues so many great, and wondrous minds?

There is something to be said about creative talent, and psychological affliction, and this is not me in anyway whatsoever glorifying mental illness. Because to be afflicted with the spirits of self doubt, negative thoughts, and traumatic memories is absolutely no gift. But, it is what is within us, even beyond all of our pain and suffering that is a gift.

I cannot say for certain what came first, the illness, or the passion – but I can say that in a cruel twist of fate, so cliche of the divine nature of balance, the two are intrinsically linked. And we have to do what we have to do. We cannot say that we wish to shut our eyes, and no longer receive intuition, inspiration, or beauty, so how can we say that we will away the things that push us to create, to excel, to destroy, and to become?

Do not allow people to make you feel guilty for mourning. You may experience your best day today, and crash once again tomorrow, this does not mean that you are not healing – this simply means that you are collapsing into your self, learning more about yourself, and how to make peace with your psyche. It is the struggle up against yourself to listen to your demons, being ever so compassionate with them, asking them, ‘What is it that you want now?’

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

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General Weekly Reading – 25th-31st July 2016; Journey to inner God/Goddessa.

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Main theme: Temperance, Surrounding cards, Ace of pentacles, Three of swords, Three of wands, The high priestess.

This week, our focus is entirely with achieving emotional, balance, and mental, and material stability, as we recognise the importance of the trio going hand in hand.

Temperance is our theme relates to our need to balance, both our emotions, and our mental input. It is vital that we keep track of the thoughts that enter our mind, and their penetrating factor. Nothing is so important right now as having faith, as we have reached a very crucial and pivotal moment in our life’s journey. The three of swords suggests that although things may be in the process of coming together financial, we still hold worries, and anxieties about the future. Perhaps we cannot see the full truth of who we are, or who we will be, and the uncertainty of our day to day moods, threatens to destabilise us, and thwart everything that we have worked so hard to achieve.

Balance is a large requirment at this time, in silencing the mind, and the thoughts that it conjures, we can listen to the internal nature of our truth – the high priestess, the part of us that knows where we are going, and knows that we will indeed arrive there safely. Everyday, we are stepping more, and more into the truth of who we truly are, and of course it can cause all types of anxiety to ponder an existence so different from the one which we currently own. You have stated that you wanted change to arrive in your life for so long, now that it is finally here, it appears quite scary? And the quick pace of everything may be throwing you entirely off balance.

The high priestess is the inner voice that guides you, that you need to learn to tune up, instead of tuning out. This will steer you to make the right decisions, for yourself, and for your career path. You may be given the opportunity this week to expand upon your career, this can be anything from a business idea, to somebody trying to bring you in on a new partnership. As your social circle expands, so do your career opportunities. Make sure to take note of the things that may come your way, as you are not the only one at this time capable of rapid manifestation. If somebody offers you a chance to get in on their scheme or idea this week, thoroughly consider what this could mean for you, they could possibly be embarking on a financially worthy project – one that will benefit both you, and them mutually.

Your ships are setting sale, and you are moving away from who you were in the past, and this is always going to feel quite unsettling. Do not worry about the people that you feel may not make it on the journey with you. Those that were supposed to come with you, will find their way to board with you, those who are not supposed to embark on the next part of your journey, will be removed in due time,  in a specific way. That is not for you to be concerned about. The weight of the things that no longer serve you may indeed be getting you down, but I promise you, that this is just the shedding process. You have a bigger vision, and a bigger destiny ahead of you now, do not be afraid to tap into your highest order.

If the shadow self is pulling at your hinges and asking you to worry and stress about everything, talk to it in the same way that you would soothe your inner child, tell it that you have got this, and there is nothing at all to worry about..

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

 

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading – 25th -31st July; Transformative flames.

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Main theme – five of swords, What is occurring for both twins – ten of cups, Masculine – Strength, Nine of cups, The sun, Feminine – King of cups, Eight of swords, King of pentacles.

Before I begin, I would just like to note once again, that this reading is not limited to those who identify with the term twin flames alone, and high level soul mates should find great solace in these readings. Once again, the terms masculine, and feminine are actually interchangeable, and not always dependent on one’s gender. A woman may identify with the masculine side, perhaps because she is the masculine energy in the relationship, and vice versa.

This week, we may find ourselves engaged in several arguments, conflicts, disagreements, and flares of the egoic self. We have reached a point within our journeys where we are ready for change, and bursting to excel, so the only left plausible response, is to rub up against our shadow selves.  The only problem is, we find ourselves in conflicts and disagreements with the shadow selves of others – the shadow nature of theirs, that mimics ours.

You need to check in with yourself seriously this week, when you find yourself engaged in a back and fourth tug, as depicted by the five of swords. All you want to do is to make that journey accross to the light, but the law of balance dictates that you are not merely a light being, you are also very much shadow (ego), and this still causes you some discomfort. The trick is to never get rid of your ego self, but rather to become aware of your shadow self, which is like the bruised part of your ego, so that you can bring to it some illumination, and healing.

Be very observant of who you find yourself in conflict with this week. Is it your mother, your brother, your sister, or your father? Perhaps take some time to look at the ways in which you are much like them. Do you have a habit of taking on more than you can handle and then playing the victim? Are you passive aggressive, holding on to thoughts, feelings, and then poisoning others with your bitterness as a result? Are you guilty of co-dependency? Perhaps relying too greatly on others for your own happiness, and self satisfaction, and then when they cannot provide you with the support that you need, you drown into the depths of despair?

It is important to become conscious this week of your self perpetuated habits and patterns of defeat. More than likely, it is these specific patterns, and templates that cause drama and friction within your highly developed soul mate (twin flame) union.  The five of swords can also represent an internal battle within yourself, and to shift your thoughts. 

Both twins this week, are very sick and tired of battling themselves, and housing their own demons within their minds. Enough is enough. This is the week of getting down to the root of the problem, and trying to kill it. The ego will always exist, but the shadow self, does not have to. The ten of cups being what occurs for both twins this week, suggests that even though they are battling the last remains of their shadow consciousness, their sights are still very much set of emotional satisfaction, and long term achieved goals, and happiness. This is actually the basis of their clearing out this week. They are able to pull themselves back much more easily, and check in with themselves to acknowledge when they are acting out of programmed patterns, or the lower self. This makes re-union far more reachable, as it is these underlying patterns that restrict us from accepting love, and giving love in a way that is more free, and independent of past wounding. 

Over on the side of the masculine, the inner conflict within him, is allowing him to emerge more victorious. He is gaining greater control over his emotional impulses, and reactions, because he is balancing himself out, and recognising where they arise from. His battle has been long, and hearty, but becoming honest with himself about his lower nature, and his own insecurities, is providing him with the exact liberation that he required as depicted by the sun card. This is his inner child, learning to run, free, and wild, without judgement. Many of those carrying largely masculine energies spend most of their lives trapped within their minds, worrying about being logical, making the right decision, and appearing a certain way, as not to get taken advantage of. Ironically, the biggest struggle of all, is the battle within their own minds, and the battle to conquer their own lower nature, it is the inner beast that poses a threat, and this threat that manifests in the outside world. The strength card shows his dominance. Perhaps strength has come to take on a new form – resilience, self awareness, and honesty with the self, a new kind of freedom, and strength that he is embracing, because he has worked very hard for it to come.

The nine of cups shows the sense of completion that comes with him figuring himself out, and becoming more honest with himself. He is free to be who he wants to be, because he does not have so many pre-conceived notions about what it means to be masculine, and what it means to be strong. This is a much lighter energy presenting itself to him, things are getting better, he is finding that he is completing his old cycle, and beginning an entirely new one – one in which he is more in control, because he is more in charge of his emotions. The only thing that he can hope to control is himself, and this gives him a greater satisfaction than trying to control everything around him. He is learning that his behaviour has a direct influence on the world around him, and what he sees. 

This week, he has learnt a vital lesson in self acceptance. 

Over on the feminine side, we see that not only has she grown more accepting of the masculine traits within herself, but she is also still very much thinking of her masculine twin. The king of cups represents harmony with the masculine side that exists within, and without her. Emotional balance, acceptance, and equilibrium. The king of cups is both masculine, and feminine – at his best. Perhaps the feminine once feared confrontation, particularly confrontation of her own habits, and self defeating beliefs, because this would mean facing the possibility that she was a ‘bad person’. Now, her consciousness level has elevated, and she has freed herself mentally by accepting that to look deeply into her darker nature, does not mean to accept that she is a bad person… We all have a dark side, and the very thought of not being as well rounded, friendly, or perpetually polite as people expect females to be, once caused her mental anguish, and conflict between who she was.

She is learning this week the importance of speaking your truth, voicing your concerns, and not keeping everything so trapped within the mental realm, and boarded up in her mind, because this leads to passive aggression, conflict, emotional, irrational outbursts, and taking things far more seriously than they need to be taken. When you voice your concerns, as they appear, you are not necessary being confrontational, and aggressive, but you are valuing yourself as a human, and also valuing the person who you are expressing yourself to, enough to be honest with them. There must exist a healthy balance however, as presented by the king of cups, one must be able to express their concerns in a way that is not riddled with blame, shame, or guilt. This is the, ‘I appreciate you, and I love you, but I felt this way when you acted like this..I would appreciate it if next time you could….That would really make me happy’, instead of, ‘Why do you always do this? I am so sickened and hurt by you..This is just like that time last year when you… This is not fair… I do not deserve to be treated in this way..’ See the difference?

With the king of pentacles, the balancing of the masculine energy – drive, determination – raising to the challenge, is paying off in a major way, because her finances are about to take a turn for the better. She is gaining recognition for who she is, her sheer determination, and her desire to persevere and succeed no matter what. She is done with playing games, with being overly passive, and letting life happen to her – she is ready for this new dawn, this dawn of taking responsibility, and taking accountability of her life. Perhaps this also relates to healing a father complex. If she had a father who was once emotionally detached and always working, she may have associated such drive, and ambition with selfishness, egotism. Now, she knows that a healthy balance of self preservation, and self motivation is most necessary – regardless of how others may perceive this change in her. This is who she is now, and she is not about to let anybody compromise this empire that she is building.

She knows that this journey will come with hurdles, she knows that people will try to knock her down the harder she climbs, but this is all to do with learning that conflict can be healthy, and the true meaning of conflict, is to find resolve, no matter the circumstance. Conflict is all about crafting together a better version of yourself, only if one can be honest enough with themselves, to breathe fire through the friction. Fire transforms us, makes us bold, resilient, and wiser. She is willing to fight for herself, for her truth, and for her voice, now she knows who she is. She may still have moments of fear, and doubt, but this is just her clearing away the last parts of her shadow voice – because she is learning that it is nothing more than a hazardous spirit. Perhaps this week, she is finally feeling confident or prepared to go through with business ideas that she has held on to for quite a while.  Her views about the masculine are changing, she no longer views masculinity as so harsh, or penetrating, but rather, as the fragile, and sensitive being that he truly is at his center. Whilst she is learning to up her fight, he is learning to drop his, because he is no longer in constant conflict with the self. This is the balancing, and exchanging of the two energetic templates.

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~ 

 

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Monthly Life Path Reading – ALL Life Paths July 2016.

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General life path reading for the month of July.

Ace of pentacles, Five of wands, Queen of swords.

This month of July asks us to focus on our deepest ambitions, and our actions, and intentions toward the manifestation of our dreams. How dedicated are we to our purpose? Are we working diligently, and effectively toward self actualization? Are we leaving too much in the hands of divine timing, and are we stern in our efforts to challenge our own self limiting, and self defeating habits.

The ace of pentacles arrives with the promise that whatever business venture, project, or purpose that we are working on is definitely about to experience a new direction, and offer us the fulfillment, and longevity that we seek – but first, we have to be willing to put in the work for this to happen. The five of wands speaks of the internal struggles within ourselves. Perhaps on a conscious level we know what we want, and we know exactly how to get it, but subconsciously, we set up all of these obstacles, and complications that make it harder for us to get to where we need to be.

Perhaps subconsciously many of us still have a fear of success, and this keeps us from being clear, and precise in our convictions as denoted by the queen of swords. The queen of swords represents the precision and direction that comes with knowing exactly who we are and exactly what we want. Do you yet have a clear map of where you would like to be? And can you envision your life once your destiny has been fulfilled? If you cannot, then perhaps this is why you keep creating complications, and blockages for yourself. It is a lot easier to manifest when we have a clear picture of what we are trying to manifest.

This month suggests to you getting things in order. There is a lot of friction building with the five of wands, but it seems as if this friction is only taking place in order to push you to stand up for yourself, be bold for yourself, go hard for what you want, and have a stronger sense of self.

Work on your planning, and work on your strategy. Create a clear structure of what you would like so that there is no confusion, but make sure that you put in the work for yourself, if you expect others who are working for, and with you to lead by example. It is important to challenge the part of yourself that would just prefer to sit back, and watch things unfold.. One day, you will be able to accept income this passively, but for now, there are truly things that require your attention, and direction, so get up – and fight!

 

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Nine of wands, Ten of pentacles, Six of pentacles.

Life path 1/0.

This month, the life path of 1 is still very much concerned with building financial security, and stability, and protecting, and preserving the family home. The number 1 this month realises that they have been through their fair share of struggles, and disappointments, and they realise that the only way to keep these things at bay, is by cultivating some level of stability. The ten of pentacles speaks of their desire to be whole, and complete.

Perhaps there are some worries and concerns this month about being enough, what it means to be enough, and how achieving some sort of secure, or consistent income is vital to the nature of survival, and comfort.

Balance is the main theme this week, getting in what they put out, and radiating and sharing their abundance with those closest to them. The importance of family ties, providing for the community, and teaching, or giving something of substance to others is most important for them this month. Perhaps they step into their roles as community heads, and they need to work a little bit harder because they have others dependent upon them. This is actually the extra push that they need to believe in themselves even further, they know that impressionable minds are watching. Maybe this is the change that they need to become for their children, perhaps their parent, or themselves, they want to prove to somebody that a better life is actually available, and they wish to prove so through using themselves as an example! Alot has been coming at you, coming for you, but you are truly stronger than ever, and you need to stuck to your ideas, because they are going to bring you some stability.

This number is truly called on this month to receive some fruits of their earnings, but they are reminded that they are very much beacons of their community/family, and they must learn the importance of sharing things accordingly. This is how you ensure the ebb and flow of give, and receive. Give unto others, and allow them to give unto you. It is time to stop seeing yourself as a lone wolf, as this individual, me against the world. If you are so closed off in that way, you will only ever live half a life.

 

Life path 2.

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Eight of swords, Page of cups, Death.

This month life path 2, you really need to take a closer look at yourself when it comes to things that manifest within your life, particularly to do with the area of love. The eight of swords shows that you tend to entrap yourself mentally by conjuring certain ideals, perceptions, and beliefs, and sticking to them with vigor. You are a channel, and you are very intuitive, and divine, but a lot of your information may actually be stemming from some emotional bias. Perhaps you have been hurt so much that now you have come up with all of these theories, and restrictions that you believe will keep you vulnerable from becoming hurt, but actually, what they are truly doing is hurting you.

The knight of cups speaks of being worn down, or torn down in love, and waiting anxiously, and desperately for a new beginning. The only one who can give you this new beginning that you seek is yourself, and you must liberate yourself by breaking away from these thoughts. Do not be afraid to be vulnerable, vulnerability does not have to be a bad thing. Stop looking at the past, and mourning over it, the future has literally not even arrived, and there is no guarantee that you will continuously experience the bad luck that you have experienced. Recognise that that bad luck is tied into the way you view YOURSELF.

The death card speaks of a transformation of spirit. It is time for a cleanse, a renewal, a period for you to accept defeat, but not true defeat. This is just the acceptance that you are not always right about people, things, and situations. Give the world a chance again, and it will give you a chance. If you want love, and you want affection, learn to be honest about this, learn how to articulate this, and do not keep your boarders, and barriers up about how this may be a weakness. Learn to express yourself, and your needs in the right ways, so that they can be met. A new beginning is actually waiting for you, but you need to get outside of your mind a little bit.

If there is somebody this month that you have feelings for, then you need to be honest about this, and you need to communicate this, and you need to be sure about this!

 

Life path 3.

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Knight of cups, Page of swords, Two of wands.

Have you been waiting for somebody to come through for you? Somebody to mature? Grow up, and finally face up to their responsibilities? This month shows that this person may very well return to you and show the desire and dedication to become a better individual. This time round, you may very well be working on planning, and building your future together, and cultivating the type of balance that could see this union through…Lasting the test of time this time.

Alternatively, the page of cups, and the page of swords may represent you, and your transition from an emotional wreck, to an individual capable of taking responsibility for themselves, and taking the right action in their lives. The two of wands suggests that you have a clear path way available for you to excite your spirit, and offer you some adventure, you just have to pick yourself up, and keep on going.

All you have is your word, and your truth, and you truly do need to stick to this. You may be on your knees, or start this month feeling a little hard on your luck, but the page of swords suggests that the key to making it out of this is by being honest with yourself, about your own short comings, and about places where you still exhibit inner child syndrome. Do you constantly say that you want more and better for yourself, but never actually take the initiative or do the necessary work for this to be possible?

You want this new beginning, and you are so desperately seeking a new chapter in life, but you have to be honest about your own short comings. You must be honest about the things that are holding you back from getting this new beginning. Perhaps you are far too focused on love, and you judge love as your point of elevation, or progress in life, rather than focusing on something a little more guaranteed, let’s say a career for example.  Love, can only save you so much. You have to learn to save yourself also, and to allow yourself to be saved. You are the only one who can grant yourself this truth, and the salvation that you so desire. A new beginning may also require working on your shadow self – which ofcourse would mean that you would have to be honest about what your shadow self consists of. Many doors can open for you this month, if you can rise to the challenge of acknowledging them, though they may be a little different from what you are used to.

 

Life path 4.

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Two of swords, The moon, Knight of cups.

So, number 4, this month, you have some decisions that you must make in regards to love. The two of swords indicates that there are two clear paths to choose, but you may be a little bit confused and you may be procrastinating because you cannot quite seem to pick one of these paths. Perhaps they both have their sets of pros, and cons, and you understand that there are deep implications for any one of these decisions that you must make. These decisions may affect the areas of finance, home, long term settlements, and love. Maybe with the knight of cups, you have an offer of love coming in, but you are already connected with a partner, and you feel quite stable, and secure with this person. You may no longer be happy with them, or happy with your current life, but you know that delving into a completely new life scenario seems unstable, and you are all about security, and stability. Do not be afraid of opening up your heart center this month, I feel as if this is something that you have been avoiding doing for a while, because you find emotions quite messy to deal with at times, but you really must make a decision, for your highest good. The moon suggests that even though things are unclear, and you are a little unsure about what direction to take, your intuition ALREADY knows the right answer, this is the month for you to try to connect a little deeper with the ethereal realms, because they will offer you some insight that you need. It is not always about thinking so logically, and strategically, sometimes, you really do have to just go with your heart.

Life path 5.

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King of swords, Four of swords, Page of swords.

This month, number 5, you are saying enough, is enough to something. You are DONE. You have so much mental activity occurring which shows that you have been quite stressed. You have been overthinking a situation, over, and over again, and it has caused you to feel stuck, and stuck for you, is the absolute worst feeling, as a number that naturally seeks freedom, expression, and adventure. Something has been keeping you in captivity, and this month, you are really focused on making this transition in growth. You want to go from being meek, passive, and closed mouth, to being bold and expressive like the King of swords. The King of swords tells it like it is, he is articulate because he knows that his word, and his mind is of value. You can only speak your truth when you know what your truth is, and you know that your truth is right for you. This is about coming out from underneath the wings of the expectations, and demands of others. You are sick of people telling you what to do. You are sick of people telling you how to be, and you have taken some time out to think about your strategy.

The four of swords suggests that maybe you have thought this scenario to death, and now it is time to take action, and stop meditating on what you are going to do – just do it. Speak up, tell this person that enough is enough. Why are you so fearful of making your voice known to them? Perhaps it is because it is a family matter, and things are far more sensitive when family are involved. Maybe there is an occupation that you wish to take up, or a partner that you wish to be with, and your family do not agree. This month, is the time to tell them, that you are an adult, and you do know what is best for you, and you ARE about to prove it. You are standing bold this month, you are fighting for something, and no cause is in vain.

It is important for your inner child to be expressive at this time, whether this is through art, or through finally voicing what is has always needed to voice. Do not be reactive, so on guard, and attack people for the wrong reasons , (small grievances), as this will invalidate the power of your word, and defense. Wait for the right moment, maybe sit some people down and talk with them, do not act hastily, or speak harshly in the middle of a disagreement. This will make it seem as if you are still immature and uncertain.

 

Life path 6.

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Seven of swords, Temperance, King of swords.

This month, number 6, you are running away from some home truths. You need to spend some time with yourself, and looking into yourself, and being honest about why you keep taking on more than you should be doing. The seven of swords suggests that instead of owning up to the fact that others may be taking advantage of you, or that you may be being taken for granted, you continue to pile up all of these responsibilities, requirements, and ‘favours’ for people. But whilst you are doing all of this, you are neglecting yourself, and your personal responsibilities to the self. The temperance card asks you, why are you refusing to be balanced? You do not want to face the truth of the matters, but it is only in facing this truth that you will realise, that you have been taking on too much. You are such a yes man, you are like, yes, I will do this for you. Yes, I will take care of this for you…But what about YOU?

The king of swords is so disappointed this month that you are not standing strong, and bold in your convictions like he is. Maybe you have not been able to focus on your career/studies because you are putting the needs of others before your own, and you have too much going on, to even give the best of yourself to your work. Your mind is not really in the right place, and that bothers me. You are looking back, checking how everybody else is, instead of looking forward and thinking about how you are going to push through and better yourself, so you are not stuck in this position forever.

Put the swords down, firstly. These are all of your thought streams. The, ‘What will this person do if I do not do this?’ ‘What will happen to this person if i do not complete this favour for them?’ And ask yourself, ‘What will become of me if i do not do this for myself?’ ‘How will i ever improve my situation if i do not work on this for myself?’. You need to gain a clarity about the direction that you are to take in your life. Do not be so ruled by energy, and the emotions of others. You need to be willing to say no sometimes, you need to tell others when, and where they are not pulling their own weight, otherwise, you will never get done all of the things that you need to do, and yes, you really do NEED to do these things!

 

Life path 7.

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The emperor (reversed), Ten of wands, Two of wands.

This month, my fellow 7’s you are entirely and completely highly ambitious, and motivated! HOWEVER, this is not always, always the best thing, let me explain..The emperor in reverse suggests that you have taken on so much responsibility, and so many ideas, that you just cannot seem to get anything together, and get it organised. This is not necessarily a negative reading, because the two of wands suggests that the horizon, and this new venture into the beginning is RIGHT infront of you, you just need to work on your planning, your structure, your balance, and your precision. The ten of wands warns of taking on too much. You have so many ideas, you have your hands dipped into so many pots..You are realising your manifestation power, and the weight of your talents, and you want to spread them everywhere, because you know you are all about getting everything that you deserve right now. I KNOW that it is a 9 year, but calm down firefly..Everything will come in due time. Try focusing on projects one, by one. Complete one task, before you attempt to work on another, otherwise, you will just be a mess, and you will end up with half completed tasks, or rather nothing done.

Also be aware of perfectionism this month. You know you are a brain box, so who are you trying to prove so much to? Nothing needs to be ‘perfect’, just create. The ten of wands may also suggest that we could be thrown out of harmony by the things of the past that we still hold so closely to our spirit. Learn to release, and let go on this journey, because we can sabotage ourselves with the energy of self belief. Even when we are working on something, if we still have an idea in our minds of the scared, wounded little child that we once were, we will create from this energetic standpoint, and not from the energy of the beautiful butterflies that we are now! Think big, and big will come to you. Drop off the excess along the way, and for the love of God, do not let everybody else’s problems be your own! This month, is about YOU!

 

Life path 8.

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Page of swords, Three of cups, Justice.

Somebody this month, is going to be telling you about yourself, and you NEED to hear this, because you have not exactly been in the best of alignments, or been the best of yourself lately. I see this being a younger person perhaps than you, or maybe their energy is just lighter, more playful than yours, so they can see things from a different perspective. They are bringing you some truths, and you truly need to hear it, because sometimes you like to behave as if you know everything, and as if nobody can tell you anything. That attitude, will not allow you to pick up new wisdom in life, because you will always think that your wisdom triumphs others, and this is not true.

The three of cups suggests that you need to have some fun this month. Lighten up, why has your energies been so heavy? You perhaps cannot focus on your business or your work because you have been worried so much about everybody else, and everything else, and I am not talking about their well being, you have been worried about how well they are doing, and you have felt a little threatened by their progression, so you have been working like a squirrel in order not to get left behind. Cut it out, it is not cute right now…Have some fun with your friends, go out, enjoy yourself, meet with a community, your ideas will become less rigid, you will meet people who inspire you, you will get fresh ideas for your business, overall, your energy will start to feel better.

The justice card speaks of karma being made aware to you. Perhaps it is this younger energy and the truth that they bring you, that causes you to take a deeper look at yourself. You need to understand more about how input and output works, and how the energy that you give out, determines your life experiences. If you have been in a rut, and things have not been as good as they can be, then you need to take a look perhaps at how you have been treating others. Maybe you shut people off too much because you want to feel like you can conquer the whole world alone. Well the truth is, you cannot, and you will always need to rely on other people, and allow other people to rely on you.

 

Life path 9.

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Seven of wands, Eight of wands, The devil.

This month, life path 9, your challenge is in recognising the things that bind you, and keep you chained to lower vibrational habits, and beliefs about yourself. The truth is, you posses power, action, and magic, but if you do not go out there and utilise all of your God given talents, life will continue to be less than satisfactory for you. I feel as if sometimes you like to sit on your opportunities, because you can be quite ideallistic, and like to imagine everything working out, and somehow unravelling in the future, even though every single action that we make every single day determines our future.

The devil card suggests that a lot of your unconscious habits, behavioural patterns, and beliefs are geared toward a lack of belief in yourself, and a lack of understanding of what you want. You have been through a great struggle within yourself, and outside of yourself these past few months, says the 7 of wands, but it is also absolutely true that if you were to become aware of the things that add to your negative karma, your life would change very briskly.

Because you often lack belief in yourself, you have a tendency to become prey to addictions. Whether these addictions take the form of recreational drugs, or excessive negative thinking, these inherited behaviours actually cause you to make your own blockages, and cayyour own obstacles. You think that you are fighting everything else, but what you are really fighting this month is yourself. Do not make everybody else the devil, because then you will remain ignorant, and non progressive. Take some time to be honest with yourself – entirely honest with yourself, about the way that you behave, the things that you do, and the ways in which you sometimes come across to others. Perhaps you lack patience, you have a reactionary persona, and others may find you difficult to work with, and harmonise with. You will need the help and support of others on any journey that you may decide to take. Please ensure that you are not burning vital bridges by starting unnecessary arguments, and allowing your ego/lower self to rule you.

Learn a lesson in flexibility, shift your own energies, become a little more lighthearted, receptive, and playful, and see how it pays you back in kind..

 

Life path 11.

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Three of swords(reverse), Three of wands, the fool.

This looks like an absolutely fantastic month for you life path 11! You are clearing out your karmic closet, and leaving behind some of the things from the past that held you back, or kept you in captivity. Perhaps you are healing a wound to do with a past lover, or a scenario that involved you, a past lover, and another. Maybe somebody that you loved who moved on, or a partner who was unfaithful to you. Not only has this opened you up to experience new beginnings and new intimacy in love, but it has also caused you to take a greater look at yourself, and perhaps looked at some of the ways in which you may have been perpetuating negative relationship cycles, and karmic patterns. I do see this as a month of growth for you, and definitely maturity.

Those walls that you have built around your heart, and your reluctance to let anybody get too close to you is slipping away. Now, you are far more concerned with what you can do for others, and what others can do for you. Balance. You no longer see love as, ‘What do I deserve?’, but rather what is more deserving than love? Everybody is deserving of love, yes, including you, and you are ready and willing to let others explore themselves, and their journey, wherever this may take them.

The three of wands and the fool suggests that you are on a journey yourself. Perhaps your new found confidence in yourself and in your love has inspired you to take more risks. You may find yourself hanging around with different crowds, doing things you have never done before, and travelling to places you would not previously have traveled. All in all, you are having a fantastic time this month, and you are manifesting new experiences because you are so ready and willing to let go of the old.

Maybe you are starting a business with others, an overseas business, or linking up with others in different parts of the world, and expanding your network. Your portfolio is growing, your opportunities are growing, and with this new found confidence, who is there to stop you now?

 

Life path 22.

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The world, King of swords, Three of wands.

So finally, 22, you are getting more in touch with your sensual self – this is the self who knows exactly what they wants, and goes after it, because they understand that the world in all of its glory, is ever generous, ever giving, and opportunities, and experience are infinite. The world card arrives to you to expand your boarders. You have so much light, charisma, charm, beauty, and magic within you, and you would be nothing short of awful to keep this all to yourself..

Many people will be requiring your skills, your knowledge, and your presence this month, and that is because you have unlocked an endless portal within you, that breathes life, creativity, and passion. I see you being very creative this month. This may not necessarily be just limited to the arts, but perhaps you are experimenting with new hair styles, new clothes, new fabrics, and new versions of yourself previously unexplored.

It is almost as if there has been a great shift within you, a huge burden lifted off your shoulders, and now you are in far more fluent, and frequent communication with your higher self. You know what to do to make yourself feel good, so this enables you to no longer rely so heavily on others in order to make you feel good about yourself.

The king of swords arrives when we have liberated ourselves. This king does not describe somebody who has come into your life, but this is very much you, and the energy that you embody when you take control of your own life, your own affairs, and your own happiness. You are your own boss this month, clear about who you are, what you want, and what you do not want, and what you need to do, you take control of your happiness, and you are much more vocal if a situation presents itself that you do not approve of. Bye bye hyper femininity. Bye bye martyr complex, hello in touch with self syndrome..

The three of wands is much about you expanding, and exploring new territory. You are definitely going new places this month, and I feel as if you are CALLED to many of these places, there are a lot of deep level soul mates where you are going, and they are going to assist you in this transformation that you have already started. Their vibration is going to match the one that you are cultivating now, so you can relax, you have done so much of the work already, your tribe will handle the rest..

 

Life path 33.

life path 33

Five of wands, Ace of cups, Knight of pentacles.

This month, you are challenging and breaking through your perceptions about love, and about yourself. You are conflicted about a situation in which you were likely forced or manipulated to compromise your own integrity, and your better judgement. Listening to your intuition is VITAL, as the master builder, but for some reason, in love, you have been reluctant to listen to the truth that has been echoed to you, likely because you have not believed in yourself or your gift enough, or you were more concerned with keeping love in your life, even your intuition told you it was not the love that was right for you.

So yes, you may have some bruises on your heart this month, and you may be struggling to deal with a situation to do with matters of the heart that ended abruptly, or ended with harsh words being said. As much as you may wish you could take some things back, you do need to understand that everything happens for a reason, and this situation is building your character, feeding your masculine energy, and challenging you to rise, and to stand up for yourself.

Love will always be there for you, this is a given. This is a reminder to you to always listen to your heart, even if this means there are some unfortunate decisions that you will have to make.

You are given the opportunity now for a fresh start, to build a new foundation, to start all over again, this time being more focused on the side of yourself that is capable of having discernment, and being a little more forward, and active – as depicted by the knight of pentacles. You may notice that your sex drive is increased this month – and this tends to happen when we have actualized more of our masculine essence. This month should see you channeling your efforts, and your experiences into your creative work – possibly seeking financial reward, and acclamation. It is definitely time to look toward the future with everything that you have learnt. You will find that others do treat you with more respect when you are a little bit more solid within yourself, and sure of who you are.

 

July 19th; Full moon in Capricorn – Healing the father wound, ambitious awakenings, and balancing home duties, with financial responsibility – Intuitive reading.

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Full moon in Capricorn.

Today marks the emergence of the full moon in Capricorn, and what a timely one it is.
We have all been busy sorting through our emotional closets,facing our shadow selves, fighting the last of our demons, and clearing through karmic family debt, and perceptions of romantic love.
Now, after a roller-coaster of emotional, and spiritual work, we are being thrust into the material plane with the direct, and forward energy of Capricorn.
Rarely has there been a sign so openly, and blatantly masculine.
The sign of Capricorn lends itself to planning, structure, long term plans, and investments, business goals, and financial liberation.
If it were a life path, it would be the number 8.
Capricorn has so much promise, and so much destiny tied into being successful, and this makes it one of the most ambition signs that we have.
From a young age, Capricorn is stirred with the idea of vision, a prosperous future, and a life in the spotlight, or a life that places them directly in charge of their own finances, and destiny.
Many old souls, healers, and empaths can identify with this feeling, of having something special within them, that desperately needs to be seen, and heard by the rest of the world. Many times, this is the one childhood hope that keeps them clinging to often confusing and turbulent upbringings.

Well now, full moon in Capricorn provides the perfect template for the hyper sensitive old soul, who has always dreamed of, but never been fully committed to self actualize, and propel themselves into the depths of their true destiny.

Numerologically speaking, this full moon in Capricorn falls on a number that is also heavily associated with authority, leadership, and masculine energies. (1+9) = 1, as some numerologists prefer to simplify it too. However, for the ones that recognise the significance of the 0, this period marks a transition of endings, and new beginnings presented by them. Balance, and recognising that life is always unsteady when the scales are unfairly tipped.

This full moon presents to us a culmination of everything that we have been working on. We can now sit back, and watch from a vantage point, as we see the fruits of our labour come into harvest. But this moon also comes with a warning, a very clear warning, not to revert to ways of procrastination, and stagnancy.
Both of which are major threats to the advancement of the self, and the advancement of one’s career.
The healing of the masculine, and the father template arrives with this moon to challenge the way that we view clarity of speech, and clarity of intention.
Far from being too harsh, pushy, or overly assertive, this energy seeks to get things DONE.
This is no longer being the push over, and sending a clear message to others about the self; what we are willing to put up with, and what we are willing to sacrifice, and preserve in order to move forward.

In recent weeks, we may have witnessed a challenge between our home, and family duties, and our career, and financial elevation. Whilst we so desperately seek to keep a calm balance, we have realised now how focusing too much on one area, can be to the detriment of the other.
Money problems, arguing with loved ones over consistency, and financial flow.
Perhaps we have been running on low energy, and this has also influenced our ability to accumulate, attract, and keep currency.
Now, we are realising that the state of our home, our home affairs, and our financial stability are intrinsically in sync, and the two run toe to toe with one another.

Maybe your mental functioning has been compromised by the vibrations at home – causing you to stagnate, worry, and lose focus more than you would in any other circumstance. External pressures may have weighed in,
how to be a good father, mother, sister, brother, whilst still placing one’s needs and requirements first.
In all things, a balance of masculine, AND feminine energy is required.
There should always exist a fine balance between being too harsh, and not being a push over.
Think of the King of swords.
Somebody who expresses his feelings openly, so that everybody is clear about their path, and position, and nobody is under the attack of passive aggression, or under the assumption of something that is a falsity.
Speaking our mind to those who need to hear it may be a very real temptation right now, but we must do so with moderation.
The directness of this full moon lends a hand to not only being honest with others, but also with ourselves.
If we have been particularly lazy, lethargic, or avoidant of responsibilities, then now is the time for the full moon to shine a light on that, and we must accept, that we have nobody to blame but ourselves.

This is very much the father wound. Without a strong, secure father figure present, many children grow up internalizing the victim narrative of their mother – who also carries the psychological wound of abandonment, and passes this on. Even if a father figure was figure present, if he was not somewhat reliable, responsible, or stable, it is very likely that this individual did not inherit healthy masculine properties, such as consistency, and stability..
And this is exactly what this full moon in Capricorn seeks to challenge within us.
Taking responsibility for your life and fathering yourself, not only places you in the position to be the best parent for your child, but also the best parent for your life, your business, and your project.

This is the illumination of the things that you BS about, all of the excuses that you make for why you cannot keep up with work load, why you feel unmotivated, and why you cannot get your final idea off the ground. Yes, some childhood lapses may come into play, but for the most part, you have a psychological fear of dependency, and responsibility.
You know that if you were to start this great, grand project, others would begin to depend on you, and you fear your own availability, and reliability.
This is the part where you must remain present, and consistent with your efforts of planning, and grounding.
It is important not to escape too much into dream, and fantasy world, like a Pisces.
Use your dream like imagination, and day dreaming to conjure ideas, and channel information, but know when to shut it down.
When that voice in your head says it is time to work, WORK.
Sometimes emotional complexities must be removed in order for you to move forward in the areas that you must, this does not mean that you are turning cold hearted, or that you are being selfish, this merely means that you are finally ready to prioritize your career.
Stop thinking about the examples, and the leaders that you never had. Stop fearing stepping into these big shoes, and being a disappointment to yourself, and others.
It is your time to shine, start one bit at a time.
Build everyday, and do not let trivial matters like a lack of romantic love confuse you about your worth.
It is time to stop looking for completion outside of yourself, work to give yourself the abundance that you deserve.
You ARE the 10 of pentacles, and if utilized correctly, this full moon will allow you to tap into the essence of ideas, and insight that will bring you even further to the places that you need to be…

However, escapism into your work is also equally damaging in hazardous, and usually is a signal of somebody who is running away from the home, or running away from their own thoughts.
Do not run from the home into your work, whatever matters are occurring at home will not disappear just because you are focused on your work, and in-fact, this will distract you from truly connecting with, and understanding others, which is a core part of your purpose here on earth.
Instead of trying to run away and focus on building, and boosting your career, live in the present as much as possible. It is this type of escapism and day dreaming that keeps you procrastinating.. STAY present! Keep in the moment, it has a lot to offer you if you can articulate your wants, and desires, and stick to your truths about what you do, and do not do.

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

 

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General Weekly Reading 18th-24th July; Full moon in Capricorn – Balancing emotions, and duty.

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Main theme – four of cups, Surrounding cards, Two of cups, Six of wands, The magician, Knight of swords, High priestess.

This week, the main theme, is the four of cups. The four of cups is all about us getting projects, desires, and goals handed to us from all corners, and all areas, but our minds still being occupied with something that we perceive to be missing. I pulled an extra card this week, and that card happened to be the magician. In conjunction with the four of cups, I believe that this is trying to tell us that we can actually manifest any, and everything that we want, and this week, whatever we put our minds to, can actually develop, and grow into something tangible, BUT this does not stop the fact, that this week, our mind is on the one thing that we cannot seem to get, or we do not seem to have. Maybe this is love..Maybe even though things are going great in our career, we feel unfulfilled in matters of the heart, the two of cups would most certainly suggest that we are waiting for something, or someone who is to come and help us to feel complete.

This is not so much co-dependent love, because we have built ourselves up to a point now, where we have our own stability, this is just truly about wanting somebody or something to share that with. If we are already in a relationship, then perhaps we are no longer happy there, and we miss the kind of love, and union that we once dreamt about in childhood.

The magician is telling you, that if you want this new beginning, and new opportunity, then you have to be willing to balance, integrate, and harmonise everything that you already have. Yes, you have come very far, but potentially, if love was to come into your life right at this very moment, it could distract you. However, love is ALWAYS there. Perhaps the kind of huge display of love that you are looking for is not present right now, but that is because you are focusing on your gifts, and manifesting to do with your career, and so that is really what is being made more apparent to you.  I feel that once you finish building, and you look up, your love will be right there.

The two of cups also suggests that this love that you are longing for, or looking toward, is ALSO thinking of you, and wanting to be closer to you. Everything that you are worrying about, is NOT real. Your love is there. Stop trying to make it one or the other, love, or your career. They can be the SAME thing, they can fuel one another.

The six of wands, does show that you are being recognised for your talents this week, and being congratulated for the work, and the efforts that you put in – so please, do not stop. You need to appreciate yourself, and appreciate how far you have come. Things are changing rapidly for you, and just because you cannot see what is occurring behind the scenes within the love department, does not mean that nothing is occurring

The high priestess, is all about making the intangible, tangible. So perhaps this is about your intuition this week, being particularly strong, and telling. Also, it should be noted that there is a full moon behind the high priestess, and this week, we have a full moon in Capricorn. This is a time of heightened emotions, heightened sensitivities, heightened intuition, and whispers – guiding, and pointing our way. This is a very feminine energy, a creative energy, and also encourages us to trust our subconscious mind, even if we cannot physically see, or prove what it is telling us. Somebody we desire, may be far closer than we think.

The knight of swords is very relevant, for this juxtaposition we have occurring with the full moon opposing Cancer. Cancer can represent the high priestess, as this is a very watery, psychic sign, whilst Capricorn, is very masculine, and speaks of being direct, and ambitious. The knight of swords knows exactly what he wants, and is very logical in his approach, so that he goes straight after his target, without excessively worrying, or creating barriers through thought.

This week, is about using the information that we take from our intuition, and our higher selves, and making something brilliant with it! Using the ideas to know exactly what we are going to build, and how we will maintain it. This is a card that cancels out procrastination. Like I said, love, and work do not have to oppose one another. Duties with the home, and the family, and work, and career, can be harmonised. We need to ensure that we are balanced in these areas this week, and we do not let one side of our responsibilities suffer.

This new idea, or insight that you have working for you, is going to be very financially satisfactory for you, should you charge ahead, and see it through. Please just do not get side tracked by feeling sorry for yourself this week, being too hard on yourself, or refusing to look at the things that you DO have going for you – because they are plentiful!

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

 

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Twin Flame (Divine love) Weekly Reading 18th-24th July; Ships coming in.

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Main theme – Three of cups, What both twins are dealing with – Four of swords, Masculine – Six of pentacles, Ten of pentacles, King of cups, Feminine – Temperance, Nine of pentacles, Four of cups.

Before I begin, I would just like to note once again, that this reading is not limited to those who identify with the term twin flames alone, and high level soul mates should find great solace in these readings. Once again, the terms masculine, and feminine are actually interchangeable, and not always dependent on one’s gender. A woman may identify with the masculine side, perhaps because she is the masculine energy in the relationship, and vice versa.

This week, it appears as if both twins are in for a break, a period of some fun, laughter, sunshine, happiness, and time spent with loved ones. The three of cups is a card of community, communication, creativity, and manifestation. This being the MAIN theme for both parties this week, does show that there is a desire to live life on the more lighter side of things. The energy is clearer this week, far less dense, so it enables both twins  to be able to enjoy themselves a little more. The four of swords, as ‘What are both twins experiencing’, is all about the twins deciding that they no longer wish to carry so much heavy karmic debt within their minds. The four of swords speaks of rest, mental rest most importantly, and allowing the psyche to heal, and make peace with what is, and what was. There is a strong desire this week to create the type of happiness that they seek, instead of just waiting for it to fall inside of their laps.

Perhaps, they have been a little secluded for a while, and now they are ready to unveil themselves unto the world again, including all of the gifts, and the magic that they have to offer. The three of cups may mean that they are realising just how valuable they are in terms of playing a role, and being apart of the community spirit. Things are going GREAT for them this week, people are in awe of them, they are looking more beautiful, they are more pleasant to be around, and because of this, they attract much more goodness, and grace, and happiness, and abundance into their lives.

So, this week, both twins are kind of going through the exact same thing. With the six of pentacles on the side of the masculine, we see that he is getting some kind of compensation, or pay back for some hard work that he has been putting in. Life is finally being fair to him, he is less worried this week than he was last week about his financial payout, and stability.

The ten of pentacles shows JUST how stable he is this week. He is working on building some type of solid foundation, and with this foundation, he can get ready to embrace a new start, and this new start can include within it, anything that he wants it to. This is the ending of his financial troubles, and the beginning of a new period of abundance for him, and this is likely what enables him to be able to re-enter his community, and have all of these fun times, and happy ventures. Perhaps he was so closed off before because he was so worried about his financial situation. He did not know what he was going to do, or which way he was going to turn, so how could he have fun?

I feel that this marks a period for him also where he can be more giving, more loving, and more affectionate to others, as shown by the King of cups. This king, is a very balanced king..Financially, emotionally, mentally, he is not clouded, and he is able to provide, because he is provided for. This is what we have always wanted for the masculine, but when somebody is strained, or stressed about money, and about who they are, there is no way that they can be in a position to be giving, or open at all..

Now, he can relax, and he can be a little bit more vulnerable, he can be a little bit more of himself because he believes in himself more. Money is very important to the masculine’s image of self identity, and this is healing a bruise within that he had about his self image. He is much more fulfilled this week, more generous, sweet, open, and much like his old self. I feel this is a more playful version of him, one who is more in contact with his heart, and his intuition.

Over on the feminine side, she too is striking luck with some financial abundance! The 9 of pentacles is very similar to the 10 of pentacles, and actually, is just but a breath away! The only thing that separates these two cards is, whilst the 10 of pentacles suggests the ending of one cycle, and the beginning of another, (likely to do with finance), the 9 of pentacles is more like a rounding up, or a summing up, rather than an ending, and a beginning. This is the culmination of something that the feminine has been working very hard towards, and now it is finally all coming together.

Perhaps this was her vision, of her future, of her career, of her finances, of her long term goals, and achievements, but she is really excelling this week! Finally, she is getting some recognition that she deserves, and this is making her feel very good about herself. She is proud of herself, because she knows JUST how hard she has worked, even if nobody else knows it. This is her reward for the service that she has been putting in, and in this 9 year, I feel that this speaks of much more to come for her. This is also related to karma, she has really earned this good strike of luck through making internal changes, and changing her fortune. This is the type of abundance that has come from going on a journey, picking up lessons along the way, and staying on the intended path.

The four of cups cards suggests that, even though she is having all of these fun times with friends/family/social settings (three of cups), she is STILL missing something, still thinking of something, and still looking to something – And I believe that this something, is her masculine twin. She is longing for him this week, yes, the noise of his energy is even louder than all of the praise, and attention that she is getting. The cup held by the king of cups, is actually the cup that she is waiting for.

She is like, ‘Hey, now, I have my life in order..I can FEEL that you have yours in order, so what are we waiting for? We need to just come together, and see what we can build’. She is really thinking about love this week, young love, playful love, intimate love, because now she is more at home with herself, she is in a far better position to love in the RIGHT ways, and she has a lot of love to give. Things are going wonderfully, and she just wants to share this, and magnify the beautiful elated feelings that she has been feeling..

The temperance card arrives to ask her to have faith in divine order, and guidance. The angel presented in this card too presents a cup, of fresh beginnings, love and fantasy, but I do not see that he is quite ready to give it. He wishes for the feminine to stay on her path of hard work, and creativity, because it has more to give her. If she were to stray now, or potentially lose sight of her focus, she could be placing everything she has worked so hard for in jeopardy. So, at this time, she is asked to listen to her intuition, because it is guiding, and comforting her every second, and actually..This longing that she has, is giving her extra fire, and fuel for her creative work, she is channeling the masculine, they are both tapping into one another, and providing each other with that JUICE, that fire! When everything does come together, as a whole, it is going to be beautiful, so do not stress that, but do not stress divine timing either.

She has JUST been given a reward in terms of her karmic, and financial destiny, yet she STILL wants all of her Christmases to come at once..Lady, haven’t you learned anything? The 9 of pentacles shows the beauty of progression, of waiting for the harvest, this is what makes this all that much more enjoyable, and worth while. Why do you want all of your ships to come in at once? Don’t you want to savour, and enjoy them, individually?

I think that because she is focusing so much on the lack of this specific cup returning to her, she is magnifying its distance, when truly..The distance is not that great, and she knows this – deep down, it is closer than ever! She has cups being offered to her from every single direction, yet still, her eyes are wondering, and her faith is wavering. She just needs to learn to TRUST!  She has worked on everything else, but this..

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

 

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