Main theme – Nine of swords, Surrounding cards – The wheel of fortune, Three of pentacles, Four of cups, Five of cups, Queen of swords, Queen of swords.
There is a LOT of mental activity occurring for us this week, with a lot of us finding ourselves stuck in our minds, and riddled with anxiety over the past. However, fear not, as the presence of the wheel of fortune tells us that we are still dealing with our karma, specifically past karma, and this is likely our egos putting up one huge fight as we move towards expansion, and rapid manifestation, as depicted by the three of pentacles.
Past healing, childhood healing, and learning better coping mechanisms as a response to trauma, is VITAL this week, as we are revisited by our worst fears. Our fears, of abandonment, and neglect. The five of cups does suggest this has been such a prominent theme within our lives, looking back at the past, and mourning over all of the people who have left us… We fear, will this happen again? Will this continuously happen? Is this our birth script?
As i mentioned, this time is very, very paramount for manifestation, so i do suggest seeing the bigger picture here, things are changing for you rapidly – the three of pentacles suggest financial expansion, teaming up with others who recognise your talent, and creating profitable, and inspirational things within your field. You are still so worried, and looking back at the past, but all of these things are in your head. Because the number 9 represents completion, i DO see this as you completing this cycle of worry, and stress. Apart of you DOES recognise the changes that are occurring beneath the surface, but you also feel as if things may be too good to be true, particularly based on how things turned out in the past.
The four of cups is suggesting that you are not seeing this new beginning in its entirety, or appreciating it for what it is, likely because you are still so fearful that it will all be snatched away from you..This is where the queen of swords comes in. The reason that you become so overwhelmed with your thoughts, is because you do not express yourself enough. Vocalise. Do not be a victim of passive aggression. Let things out – create, express, let go, release, you have so many people who could benefit from your experiences, from what you have to say, from what you have been through, so why are you wallowing around in misery?
Spread the word, educate, ADVISE, be there for your fellow community members who need to hear about your experiences. Perhaps this week, you may dabble in public speaking, spoken word poetry, you may write a book, podcasts, soundcloud, ANYTHING that enables you to get your voice out there, to use your experiences in a powerful way, that heals, not only you, but those around you.
Do not allow things to stay stuck in your mind. Get them OUT! Dance, perform, write, cry, get it all out! But one thing you must NOT do, is keep everything stuck at a mind level, giving yourself headaches, and unnecessary stress. This is all energy, recycled energy coming back to you, ancestral energy, karmic energy, energy that needs to be released somehow, so do it some justice, do us all a favour, and let this energy go..
Your little self is very fearful right now, and intimidated by change, so it is CLINGING on to past memories, and clinging on to perceived pains, and judging everything, and everyone that comes in its way, and creating mental blockages, and havoc, like ‘Oh no, he’s gonna be just like everybody else’., ‘I know that I said I would get out there more, and be sociable, but she only talks about herself, she;s not conscious enough for me, she’s not gonna understand me’.. Bla, bla,bla! All of this NONSENSE, attempting to stop you from venturing out, and stepping into new territory. You need to get used to it baby love..Because the karmic energy right now, is PUSHING for you to expand, manifest, and move forward, so your little self needs to just take a back seat, and fall ALL the way back, because all of this niggling fear, and doubt is not even cute anymore..We have been there and done that. You do NOT know the full story, so please, stop bs’ing yourself, and everybody else.
People are recognising you this week as somebody who has successfully broken karmic chains, and they want to know you, and they want to align themselves with you – and you better let them, because you all have things to teach one another. You can all heal together. It is really important to make strength out of all of your badness. Laugh about it. Make jokes about your anxiety, give advice to others about how they can defeat their negative self talk, just transmute, transmute, transmute! Somebody from the past may be returning to you this week with a message – to tell you why something worked out in the way that it did. They too see your progress, so do not worry about their return.. You have bigger fish to fry, like the people who are depending on you to deliver these messages, you are destined to deliver..
The wheel of fortune is changing gradually, so that you can see the change manifest before your very eyes, it is not going to happen at lightening speed, because it is working in tandem with you. The most high needs to see your progress.Needs to see if you really mean what you say. How far have you TRULY come? Now is your chance to show..
Calm the shit down, right now..Go meditate. Go write something. Go look in the mirror, and shake those hips to something funky…Get OUT of your mind. Let GO! Let it OUT!
Happy healing my sacred beings ~
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