Twin Flame (Divine love) Weekly Reading November 28th-December 4th; Ascension, Change, Resurrection, and the inner child martyr.

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Main theme – Wheel of fortune, What is occurring for both twins – 10 of swords, The masculine – Four of pentacles, The sun, Ten of wands, The energy that he projects to the feminine – Knight of swords, The feminine – The world, 6 of cups, 9 of wands, The energy that she projects to the masculine – 3 of pentacles.

Numerological break down calculation – 28 (2+8) = 10 – Endings, new beginnings, the completion of a cycle, death/rebirth – 4th – Structure, stability, order, organisation, and security. 

The main theme existing as the wheel of fortune is indicative of karmic changing, and a new karmic cycle beginning for both twins this week. The wheel of karma is always turning, and always changing, and usually when it turns, it is turning our entire life upside down with it. This speaks of us embracing death, and with the ten of swords as what is occurring for both twins, it appears as if this death arrived as a painful ending to something. An ego death is revealed here, an old way that was no longer serving both twins is brought to a halt, potentially by a painful situation that opened their eyes to the reality of the karma that they were both creating, and entertaining..

At one point before this, both twins may have felt as if they were somehow cursed, and wondered why things would always play out in the same, or in similar ways for them, and this recent ego death is allowing them to see that, actually, they were NOT cursed, but it was their perception of feeling, and thinking as if they were cursed, that truly manifested these feelings, and experiences to them.

The 10 of swords speaks of victimisation, allowing others outside of you to have a little bit too much power over you, say over you, or control over your happiness. Giving their power away in this way was because of a lot of childhood concepts, and beliefs that they held about their worth, and their value, and upon looking within this week, however painful this may be, they are recognising this. Because the number 10 however relates to endings, it appears as if this one lesson delivered by spirit was so heavy, that both twins will draw a line in the sand HERE, and there is much thoughts about change on a grand scale, beginning with the changing of the pattern of thoughts that they conjure. There is a very, very strong desire not to repeat the mistakes of the past, and the universe, and God is assisting both twins in this process, through alerting them to how these karmic situations were made manifest in the first place.
The wheel of fortune is also the number 10 in the taro deck, indicating that this is a grand time of endings, and new beginnings, and both twins should be comforted in the knowledge that whatever is being taken away from them at this time, is going to be replaced by something of a more fitting vibrational match..

Both twins have successfully completed a MAJOR stage in their life’s journey, and they should be very conscious of this point of the ‘luck’ that is about to pick up in their lives. In reality, this is not anything that is necessarily new to them, it is only know that they have allowed themselves to witness that when their thoughts are channeled in a positive way, they have SO much power to manifest even more positive experiences, and opportunities.

Our karma changes, as we change our minds.

The cycle that is ending at this time is associated with pain, rejection, and neglect, and this has been a story that has followed both twins ever since childhood, and probably even further back through past life karma.

With the four of pentacles, this week, the masculine is exploring his obsessions with financial gain, and perhaps holding on too tightly to things out of fear of loss, or ridicule. In some areas, he has held on too tightly to things, in other areas, he has not held on tightly enough, and this is all to do with his perception of not having enough abundance. He almost feels as if when he gets something good, he must cling on to it with all of his might, because it will soon be taking away from him, and this has caused him in the past to be too controlling, of himself, and sometimes of others around him. This control comes from fear, and he could potentially be over working himself at this time toward his own detriment. He is very desperate to get everything together financially, and to build this sense of stability, but he must be very careful of over doing things, and STILL feeling as if there is some sort of point to prove.

He IS expanding this week however, and is a little more conscious and aware of his actions, and behaviours, and where they are stemming from. Once he realises that he is NATURALLY abundant in all areas, then he will not feel so much as if he has to take on more than his fair share – in all areas of his life.

The ten of wands speaks of him coming out of a period of feeling that he almost has to prove himself,and his worth, because naturally, and all on his own, he is not good enough. Perhaps he has been the yes man previously, trying to please everybody else, or over compensate for things, because deep down, his inner child did not feel good enough.
The sun card shows that his inner child this week is extremely reading and willing to burst out of these old models, and enlighten him to a new perspective, one that is filled with more light, and ease… He does not have to travel so heavily, and if he could cast his eyes back to a time when there was more beauty, and wonder in his life, he will realise this. So, this is about identifying collective thoughts, fears, and phobias that he picked up along the way, and letting go of the many pressures to fit in, or to be seen a certain way. There is a lot of pressure on the masculine about the ‘right’ way to be a man, and I feel as if he has internalised a lot of this, and tried to embody a part of EVERYTHING that he thought made him a man.. Perhaps he was role playing, (embodying several false faces & personas at once), displaying this false sense of self, and armour that he used to protect himself…

This week, he is recognising that, there is nothing to protect himself from, apart from his self, and his own thoughts..

The energy that he is projecting with the knight of swords, shows that he is a messenger, with a divine message, and he is REALLY stepping into that role this week..Because of what he has learnt, he seems to have a light about him this week, and part of him paying back his karmic dues involves him enlightening others around him, and teaching them about this new found perspective of his. One of his missions involves alerting other masculines of the flaws within their template, and he seems to be teaching others a thing or two this week. This could also relate to him providing the feminine with a new perspective, he has communicated something to her this week, and it is like a relay race, in which he passes this divine truth on to her, and then she passes it onto another, or onto others.

She may be seeing his truth this week, and tapping into him more easily, which helps her to understand more the struggles of the masculine. He has actually come a very long way to deliver this message, and to become who he is now.
For some of the masculine, this will see them reaching out to the feminine, perhaps to offer some sort of apology, or to explain things from his end.. Either way, the feminine does not seem to be as closed minded about hearing him out, or learning from what he has to say, even if she is not necessarily ready, or willing to take him back romantically..

There is an energy of friendship here.. SO perhaps some divine feminines are willing to start things off again as friends, before taking off into anything too hot, and heavy, and this to me, sounds like a fantastic idea!

The world card on the side of the feminine speaks of an acceleration in consciousness, mentally, and spiritually, she is currently out of this world! And I mean this because she is challenging all types of outdated 3D programming, belief systems, and indoctrination around the matrix. Whether this is in relation to old religious/spiritual truths, beliefs about love, beliefs about men and women, or beliefs about being deserving, she is moving past a sense of limitation, and seeking a truth that is more universal, that FEELS closer to God, and oneness… Alot of the teachings of our society is based on ego, and separation, and she is realising this week that this has only caused her further struggle, and pain, so she lifts herself from all of the drama, and welcomes this period of death, and transition..

Mentally, she is leaving the world, because she is entering a new world, one that is more balanced, in harmony, and more connected with the masculine, and feminine principles. This is the opposite of wanting to fight the male patriarchy, rather, it borrows understanding of WHY the masculine felt the need to protect himself so, and does not look to men, or their behaviours as inherently evil.

She has gained a deeper understanding of the masculine, because she can see how his struggles either directly spark, or are born from her own.. This is allowing her to piece together an entirely new perspective, and it sets her free in many ways.

The 6 of cups is a card of union, or rather re-union. This is a card of childhood nostalgia, and perhaps a little dreamy, and may point to both twins actually merging, and coming together on a spiritual level. Their inner children are clearing, heavily, and very fast, so that they can be more receptive of what one another has to offer, without so many road blocks, and adulthood fallacies.

In breaking away from karmic bonds, and shedding some of her belief systems, this week, the feminine is able to display a version o f herself, and her love that is more playful, innocent, and childlike. This is a pure love, not an expectant love. But an unconditional love, the love that we give when we do not have a fear of not receiving. . Because we know that the love is always returned to us somehow, and it is always received, so we do not need to look for outward displays of gratification.

She is also handing a lot of love out to the community this week, because she is so loving of herself, and this gives her a lot of time, peace, and focus to share with others. This is a challenging of old perceptions. Perhaps the feminine had a mother who had victim consciousness, and would never give without the expectancy of receiving. Perhaps her mother once taught her that to give meant giving until you are left with nothing. But this again, is a perception of lack. When we are bountiful, we can give, and know that we will always be returned to…
And the masculine does return, over, and over again, when he is given the space to return..Think of the prodigal son in the bible..

Because she opens the doors to allow this playfulness to shine through, the masculine learns through example, and also feels more relaxed, (the sun card), to display more of who he really is.

Her energy was once VERY heavy, and this is one of the reasons that the masculine withdraw himself, and became distant.. Because he felt all of this expectant, vampiric, and victimised energies radiating from her, (through NO fault of her own ofcourse)… But now? We know better.. So, we DO better!

Think back to the way that love was done as a child. If we were children who were fortunate enough to have a relatively good childhood, then we were taught that love was something that could, and should be given freely. This is before 3D adulthood templates are downloaded to us about courtship, who should have the power in the relationship, how love should be articulated, and who should, or should not be chased ..

When the feminine is in a relaxed state, not worrying, or having anxiety attacks about the masculine, he comes through because he knows that he won’t be judged, and too much won’t be expected of him too soon.

The 9 of wands shows the feminines utter STRENGTH this week! She is looking back on how far she has come, and my! How far she HAS come! She has come through a period of much struggle, and strife to get where she is now, and as she rests, she awaits for more answers, and profound realisations to reveal to her the truthful nature of this previous cycle of her life. She knows that everything was pretty fated, and everything happened to prepare her and sharpen her more… And now, she awaits for the answers to carefully continue to unravel themselves.. And they do.

There is an appreciation of her journey thus far, BECAUSE it has brought her so much knowledge, and spiritual depth. A sigh of relief is breathed, as she knows that a new period is about to begin for her, each with its own set of struggles, although she knows that this time, she will be FAR better equipped to handle things. She may feel slightly battered, and bruised from all the turmoil of recent weeks, but there is a strong sense that all was not in vain, as she stands currently, she has earned many spiritual stripes for bravery, and volunteering to embark on all of these soul lessons for the purpose of truth, and light.
A worthy warrior, if there ever was one!

The energy that she projects to the masculine speaks of her expansion, and how this radiates an energy of expansion, and newness for them both. In many ways, she has torn his old world apart,and is still continuing to do so. This is new opportunities, and new doors opening for him, because she is holding this space for new belief systems to be created on his path. She shows him this week the importance of team work, possibly community work, and NOT being so focused on the I//the self//the egotistical desires. Perhaps through sending him love, believing in his natural abilities, or being an example of growth for him, she is changing his world, and showing him just how much MORE there is to see, to feel, to know.. Financially, this also speaks of her being the bounty for him to manifest a new project, or career role. As she grows the financial baby in her belly, he too benefits from this.

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General Weekly Reading 28th November-4th December; Confronting the hidden parts of the psyche, healing, revelation, and retreat.

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Main theme – Five of swords, Surrounding cards – The hermit, The hanged man, Four of swords, Ace of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 28 (2+8) = 10 – Endings, new beginnings, the completion of a cycle, death/rebirth – 4th – Structure, stability, order, organisation, and security. 

With the four of swords, and the hermit re-appearing in this weeks reading, we are looking at a period of healing, and resolve that has been spanning out over the past few weeks. There is a strong desire here to slow things down, take things easier, and to process the information that is coming to us. With the five of swords as the main theme, perhaps some of us are dealing with the fall out this week of separating ourselves from something, or someone, that we had been holding on to for a long while. Perhaps we have recently, or are coming into information about the truthful nature of this situation, and it is clearing up a lot of the fog, or confusion that we held about matters from the past.

There is definitely a karmic theme, in the form of realisations, and perhaps the situation that we are dealing with, or healing from, has taken place in the past – or something similar, so our attention has been drawn to an area of our life that clearly and obviously requires acknowledgement, or tweaking. 

The five of swords encourages us to take a look at the areas that we have been avoiding, and the conflict that exists within our minds, or our lives. This relates to all of the unsteady foundations that we have built, and the thoughts in our minds that have not been in alignment with what we truly desire, or at least, what we desire on a soul level. This week is all about mind vs soul; and there is a closer look at the way that our minds operate, and how this manifests the reality that exists around us.

Perhaps there are some truths that exist deep within the crevice of our soul that we have not allowed our mind to ponder. This also talks of childhood issues, and dramas, as it is usually after some trauma that our mind separates itself from our heart in this way, and we lose a sense of trust in ourselves, and our abilities. 

Coming back to our senses this week, can also lead to us walking away from certain people – perhaps these are people that we have witnessed bring more conflict than resolution into our lives, and reflect an old way of living that we are now trying to break away from. There is much anti resistance this week, as many situations call for us to just examine, and observe them, rather than allowing ourselves to get emotionally entangled.

Many of us actually are pretty worn out from recent events, and though there is an emerging fire waiting to carry us through to the next stage of transformation, we are perfectly happy at this point to reside in a state of limbo ~ collecting information, and observing our surroundings. So much is learnt when we actually go within, and listen to the rythyms of our inner selves.

The hermit represents our choices this week to confront the higher self, the most honest self, the oldest self, and the wisest version of ourselves. The great thing about such periods of confusion in life is, they are often so confusing that even if we attempted to explain them to somebody else, they would never be able to accurately capture what it is that we are attempting to describe. 

Therefore, what tends to happen, is we go within for answers, and we go pretty deep within. Do not be surprised this week if you find yourself having memories that you suppressed from the past, or specific moments in your life, or childhood that stick out to you. Your past life experiences have so much to teach you about who you are, and where you are now. You will get the answers that you seek, but these need to be YOUR truth, and nobody else’s. Healing is needed this week, and for healing to occur, there needs to be some level of peace, and quiet, and retreat. Maybe you want to book some time away for this period, maybe you would like to take some time off, or even spend some time in nature to recharge yourself. Some of the realisations that come may be difficult to swallow or deal with, especially if you are looking back, and recognising some of the ways in which you might have allowed yourself to be treated.

The hanged man, is a huge sigh of relief. Holding on to everything, including drama, outcomes, and trying to control every aspect of our life, is another form of conflict. We cannot fight against what is. Even when we are trying to manifest, we are not bending the will of the divine, we are simply trying to align ourselves with the best plan that the DIVINE has mapped out for us. Sometimes we will manifest certain things that we want, whilst other things may take a little longer, or appear not to come at all. And this needs to be okay. We need to trust in the process to do what it does, and do what it is doing. The hanged man is about knowing that you are always in the right place, at the right time, and you do not need to doubt that, or try to manipulate circumstances. Let go… Breathe. Ask yourself what it is that this situation that you are stressing over will bring to you? Why is it so important to you? Is the reason valid for your level of worry? Or is this just another one of those things that you are basing your worth, and happiness on? Let go of all of the things that you are trying to manifest out of self pity, and self delusion. If there is somebody that you KNOW you have to walk away from, then you need to stop wondering why they haven’t called you, or why they are not chasing you – because you only want them to call because this will affirm to you in some way that you are indeed worthy of love, and affection.

You need to let go of all of these things, and concepts that you feel will ‘prove’ to you that you are worthy after all. This worth that you seek can only be granted to you. So perhaps it is time to go within and see why it is so difficult for you to seek this worth, and to see why you have been manifesting everything that is opposite to your true value. 

Stillness, meditation, and prayer will be a HUGE release for you this week. Do not worry if you are unfamiliar with prayer, or if you have not meditated in a while – Spirit has actually been waiting for you to return to yourself in this way, and has placed many signs, symbols, and messengers in your path about this. Alot of questions that you hold, ‘why did this happen?’, ‘what was the purpose?’ are there for you to know. Tap in to yourself… Tap into the pain of you, AND the situation, because there are two separate pains there to be explored. There are some things that you need to be honest with yourself about – so that you CAN mourn, and let go. Let go of these habits, and let go of the illusions that surround you.. There is a lot of cleansing going on at this time, and spiritual heaviness that wishes to leave you. But first, you have to see the lies that you have believed about yourself that have kept this illusion alive. 

Nobody in this world is obligated to give you more, if you do not first give yourself more. The ace of swords is definitely indicative of this clarity, and break through that is arriving to you. You will experience towards the end of the week, a lighter state of mind, and this is possibly because you are so willing to give your concerns, and afflictions to God, and focus on the things that you can control. If you do find yourself praying this week, please make sure to also pray for those who have wronged you, and ask God to deal with the things that are troubling your mind, so that you can focus on your day to day tasks. To know what you stand for sometimes, you have to stand alone, so that you can question yourself appropriately, and accurately. 

The most high at this time wishes to renew your mind, and your consciousness, so that many of your old thoughts are filtered out, and your level of manifestation is actually in alignment with experiences that are beneficial to your growth, and not harsh lessons that you have to learn about pain. A new way of seeing yourself will bring new eyes to your world….. Even though there is an element of heaviness attached to the themes this week, there is also much renewal, and newness that is offered to you once honesty with yourself is introduced into the equation.

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New Moon in Sagittarius//Ophiuchus – into the depths of darkness, childhood dreams, manifestations & phobias – 29th November 2016.


NEW MOON IN SAGITTARIUS//OPHIUCHUS – November 29th 2016.

So I am just a LITTLE bit more hype about today’s new moon because it is in my sign of Sagittarius, or correctly, for those who are familiar w/ the 13th zodiac – Ophiuchus. It is really long to get into all of that right now, so what I will do is just split it half & half for my new moon weekly reading & discuss the dual energies – which are pretty similar in a lot of cases!

So Sagittarius energy propels us into the future, so yes, all of those ascension emotions, symptoms & feelings that you have been working through are on the ball! This is a time of moving into a heightened mental & spiritual space – thinking about things on a higher level & seeing the bigger picture.

Expansion on every single level is being encoded into our beings & that causes many of us to look into our past – we need to know where we have been to access where we are going & how we are going to get there.

An 11 day is particularly pivotal for twin flames! Because this is our number – ultimate balance & spiritual awakening. So much understanding is up for grabs, today specifically, so keep your eyes & your ears open – what a fantastic energy we have at this time!

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New moons are representative of a period of darkness, stillness, & at times isolation. During a new moon we may find ourselves coming out of a period of uncertainty, delusion, or illusion about something.

It provides us W/ a fresh template to gain clarity & if our previous month was foggy, the opportunity to plant new seeds for growth.

That which you wish to plan//manifest & resurrect must take priority within this hour.

Sagittarius highlights to us our biggest dreams, & the hopes & ambitions that are beyond the understandings of our society//community & therefore this energetic point brings us rebellion.

The antithesis of playing it safe & playing by the rules.

In order to establish your hopes & wishes W/ Sag fire, you must understand your fears & blocks W/ the apprehension of Ophiuchus.

Ophiuchus is both death & rebirth. But the process shortly after the death relates to our fears about stepping outside of what we know – our fears of being too big, too bold, too successful.

Persecution consciousness is very ripe W/ this sign & we must do well to fight the constraints about who we’ve been taught to be.

Identifying your phobias & blocks about not being enough, being incapable or not being enough, gives one the power to overcome their deepest fears.

If we have recently endured a painful situation//break up, then this new moon highlights the lessons that we must have inevitably collected from this experience. Sagittarius is the higher learning that can only be obtained through real life experience, through pain, & through the wisdom that it brings. There is heavy importance placed on healing ones self, so that this healing can be taught to others. You have a lot to teach in regards to recent life events & transitions, & this is in relation to your wider goals. 

This is very much about healers discovering that they are healers, owning up to their gifts, & no longer being afraid of exploring, or believing in this aspect of themselves.

A particularly potent & important energetic period is highlighted to the feminine as Ophi is HER energy. Her ressurection from patriarchal ruin, her once again taking place in the rightful hierarchy that is life.. 

There is a lot of rebellion towards old systems of error & patriarchal organisations world wide as it stands, & Ophi takes us into this new age.. With a burning passion & desire that she has transformed from her anger. A little aggression is to be expected at this time, (but the good kind), as this time around the feminine is not looking to victimisation as a source of understanding what she has experienced. 

Ophiuchus is the resurrection of the divine feminine after being burnt at the stake & with this healer status, (represented by the snake), it appears many of the feminine will have transformed this Time around & are no longer timid about who they are… Set your intentions towards bountiful income, endless manifestation, a portal of good luck, & the highest heights you can perceive.

It is time to believe in going to that next level – even if no one around you has been there before.

Ascension begins here.

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General Weekly Reading – 21st-27th November; Rest, Resolution, Contemplation.

Main theme, (four of swords), Surrounding cards – The hermit, ten of wands, strength, the chariot.

Numerological calculation break down – 21 (3) – Creation, creativity, channeling, communication,rebirthing – 27 (9) – completion, karma, healing, over coming wounds, service to community, humanitarian consciousness.

The four of swords represents rest, healing, contemplation, & reflection. The searching of the psyche for answers. The number for is representative of order, structure, & stability, & indicates our desires to gain more control over our thoughts – both consciously & subconsciously.

The hermit reveals to us some much needed answers that we seek. Perhaps we see mirror versions of ourselves reflected in others, or we get to catch a glimpse of our truth by becoming honest & aware of our shadow aspects.

The ten of wands sees us contemplating what on this journey is, & is not necessary to us, & our level of development at this point. There is much truth to be extracted from recent events, including past situations that have brought us the most pain & conflict. There is a stronger desire to conquer our negative thoughts, & to make sense of the mental pictures that we create. 

The chariot represents the realisation that we can control the direction that our thoughts & our manifestations go, as long as we learn to master our own minds. 

Abstainance in some form is to be practiced this week. There may be targets that we must set ourselves to meet, to ensure that we do not repeat some of the mistakes of the past. The hermit is the higher learning & the higher wisdom that arrives to us when we dig deeply enough into ourselves. There are far more answers that lie in the unravelling of ourselves, than there are in unravelling the behaviours & actions of others. To know ourselves takes priority this week – especially knowing our triggers, & alerts.

There is also a desire to teach what you’ve learnt to others this week, in regards to finding conflict resolution, & carrying ancestral burdens.

What makes us tick the way that we do? Where did we inherit some of our thought patterns & shadow aspects. Entire honesty & a thorough look at the person before us when we engage w/ the mirror, is provoked.

At this stage in the journey, surely you have learned that all of the best answers come from the most uncomfortable situations. If you truly want a future of difference, it is time to create an internal you that mirrors this requirement of change. It is very, very much about you & how you handle situations this week, because you cannot control anything that is outside of you. You can only monitor your own behaviours.

There may indeed be confrontation of some of your shadow aspects. The strength card indicates that you seek this week to dominate your lower nature – once & for all, in favour of a balanced approach, (masculine & feminine energy). Too much ego is narcissism, not enough ego, is victim hood. Yet the perfect middle between the two must be obtained. 

The four of swords usually sees us looking over a situation that caused us any level of trauma, or discomfort, but there is a sense that things will be seen differently this time, because you are willing, & to let go of the situations that bind you to a lower vibration. If you do revisit less desirable themes, it will be because you have the desire to understand them, so that you do not find yourself repeating the same mistakes.

You may acknowledge this week that many of the things that have been holding you back, have actually been nothing to do with you. Possible family karma, or collective fears that you have taken on as a highly sensitive individual. 

You are finding ways to break free, & this may bring fear to others around you, so watch out for many triggers from those who will attempt to entice your old self. Your old impulsivity. This is like a test from spirit – detaching from your desire to be reactive, instead of responsive is paramount to emotional, & mental maturity!

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Twin Flame Weekly (belated) reading – 14th-20th November; Masculine growth, and healing, feminine sovereignty.

Main theme, (The empress), What is occurring for both twins, (The high priestess), Masculine – Five of swords, Nine of pentacles, Five of cups, What energy the masculine is projecting to the feminine – The king of wands, What energy the feminine is projecting to the masculine – Three of cups.

Numerological break down calculation. 14 (1+4) = 5 – Change, freedom from restriction, liberation, order establishment, leadership, the ability to control ones own destiny. – 20 – Balance, harmony, partnership (magnified by the presence of the 0), healthier relationships, gratitude, and balance of masculine/feminine energies.

The empress card as the main theme, speaks of our desires for beautification, luxury, and abundance. We are coming out of a thick spell of feeling as if we are not enough, we do not own enough, and we do not have enough. The empress card is the energy of the mother, the desire to look after things, to look after ourselves, and to treat ourselves to the best that life has to offer! As we grow, our search for the finer things in life grow. Have you ever noticed how people with depression tend to stop self care? Sometimes they put on weight, sometimes they lose too much weight, but their inner feelings, reflect their outside presence. Well, the empress card is the opposite of that – this is us moving towards the light, (like a seed), and growing into something beautiful. We may be changing our appearance to reflect this new found inner beauty, or deciding to take measures that cater to our body more – a better diet, a monitoring of negative self talk etc..This is also very fertile energy, the energy that we exhibit when we can make ANYTHING happen. If it is a new life that we seek, it is a new life that we shall manifest. The empress is like the divine feminine touch – anything that she focuses her intentions on, will become fruitful. So be careful where your focus is at this time!

The divine feminine standing in her power, also allows for the masculine to realise what a goddess she actually is! This is very much about the feminine stepping back into the role of the priestess, who heals, and guides, and teaches, and shows the community the way to go – specifically the masculine! AND this week, he is okay to taking heed to her lead,  because he is actually seeing that she has the answers – whatever the questions may be! This is very ancient energies at work here – reminiscent of who, and what the divine feminine used to be. The most fertile soil is typically the darkest, and it is during our inner turmoil that both twins have been through, that has enabled them to recognise just how much they deserve! This has also provided them with the light that presents itself with the high priestess..

The empress also speaks of certain responsibilities, and duties that we have to the home, and our family life. Maybe we are healing family issues, and healing the sense of not belonging that we once had. We are actually very vital, and valuable members of the community as twin flames, because of this new earth that we are healing to form! There are certain obligations that we must meet because there are others, a community of others who are reliant upon us. I feel as if the feminine recognises that a little bit more this week, and maybe walking away from the idea that she has to chase love, or neglect all her priorities because of love – the eight of cups is very symbolic of this cutting of karmic ties with abusive love, one sided love, or becoming lost in ideas about love.

The high priestess is a surge of intuitive, psychic, and emotive themes that we will be dealing with this week. This is very much the energy of Scorpio – thinking about somebody, and then they contact you, dreaming about somebody, and having that reveal something to you about them, or about yourself. Premonitions even, may be abundant. Much translation about what is, or has been hidden, is now coming to light at this time. A deeper connection with the unconscious mind is established, and we are really encouraged to go within, and seek our own counsel, as not everything is as it seems on the outside, and we cannot always find the answers that we need to, through asking others. The psyche may be forcing both twins this week to look back at a thing that they may rather not dwell on, because there was still healing there that needed to be put into place. 

The justice card suggests the feminine taking things in her stride. Though this is an intense period, and revelations may arrive erratically, and spontaneously, she is seeing the karmic lessons in all – so this is really helping her to let go, and to deal with things! What is fair, and what is just according to spiritual law, is something that she is learning to abide by. Yes, a lot of hurtful things may have happened to her, but there is a strong sense now, that even those things too served a purpose, within divine, or karmic law.

This may appear to the masculine, as if she is creating distance with him, but I feel as if any distance created is actually to help both of them heal. She is simply living a reality more in alignment with her truth, and if the masculine is still fighting his, and struggling with his, then yes, many of the feminine may be walking away from their masculine at this time…In search of higher truths, answers that he cannot provide. For this reason, many feminines this week will actually be battling with a third party situation – which is another divine masculine that presents himself in her life. This is not unusual in twin flame dynamics. There are lessons that both DESPERATELY need to learn, and if for whatever reason, one party cannot mature enough, or keep up their end of the soul contract, another counterpart will manifest themselves to teach the other twin the lesson that they need to know. In this case, if the divine masculine cannot step up to the level of spiritual and emotional maturity that is being asked of him, then yes, the divine feminine will likely have met another masculine counterpart with whom lessons will unravel.

The eight of cups is definitely the feminine going on a journey that seems to point away from the masculine. BUT, because there may be three parties involved, she may be walking away from a karmic attachment, into the arms of her actual twin, this karmic attachment may have mimicked a twin, and held this space open for him, OR she may be walking away from her twin, and into a soul mate union, with somebody who she perceives just might be her actual twin. Yes, this is where things may get a little complicated for some, BUT I assure you, there is a rhyme, and a reason still, and there is a lesson involved for every single party, and things will reveal themselves, and sort themselves out, as they should, in due time. Whatever happens here, the feminine does need to walk away, or take some time away from a certain situation, and this may be to do with the five of swords present on the masculine side.

The five of swords can represent an inner struggle for the masculine this week – change is happening for him, but I feel as if he finds this a little scary, and intimidating, because there may be some people, or some things that he has to walk away from, in order to stand in power for the divine feminine, and this can pose a challenge. This is why the third party situation may be so complicated. Some of the masculines right now, are willing to rise to the challenge, (all will eventually, though in their own time), and these are the ones that the feminine will be moving towards, because it mirrors her energy of elevation. SO much masculine energy is asking to be healed by her this week, and in the coming weeks – this may be brothers, fathers, uncles etc, who all seek her counsel, because they know that the divine feminine has this POWERFUL healing, and understanding energy- much like a mother to all!

The five of cups is the masculine considering some loss, and potentially regret from the past. He is digging into his past, and feeling sorrow over something that happened, something that went wrong. This could indeed be the third party situation, maybe he feels the feminine walked away from him, maybe he feels as if he will be letting someone, or some people down if he makes this decision that he needs to make – and yes this decision involves the divine feminine. Because she has stepped into her power now, he knows, and feels that she will not settle for any less, so this poses some pressure for him. Is he enough for her? Can he be enough? Can he be loyal? Can he deal with commitment issues? All of these questions are posed to him. He may be resisting the change because he does not quite understand where it is leading him. Some of the masculines will be acting out – because they are in fear, but I feel the feminine will not pander to it as much, because she will recognise it for exactly what it is! Fear energy! 

The five of cups may also relate to a third party situation that involves his past – perhaps there was infidelity in the past, and this has affected his outlook on love, and the amount of love that he has been willing to give up until now. Maybe somebody cheated on him int he past, this could have even been the feminine who hurt him in some ways with another, and it may be difficult for him to fully apply himself in love because he fears, loss, and change, and abandonment – and these are all themes, and perspectives that will be made clear to him this week! Perhaps, the third party situation relates to HIM, and the empress, and the high priestess may be representing two separate women in his life, – ‘The empress’, representing somebody who he already has a home with, or who is the mother of his child, and the high priestess, representing this spiritual woman, and huge spiritual lesson who has come into his life. He may be feeling torn in between the two, and with the justice card on the feminine side, along with the eight of cups, she may be deciding to walk away from this situation, because of the lack of balance, or fairness, on her part, as well as the other party. 

Lastly, there are many complications with the twin flame union – specifically dealing with this union being somehow taboo, or forbidden, therefore, the third party situation that the masculine could be mourning, may indeed relate to a community, or family who may be disapproving of his decisions to be with the feminine. Either way, this will mark a sign of manhood for him, and he will need to decide which direction to take, although any direction that he does take, will result in him letting somebody down, or  having to lose something. This is a right of passage. 

The feminine may be directly, or indirectly asking the masculine to make some sort of a decision about what he actually wants.  She is getting over some sort of heart break, or unpleasant situation by choosing a different route. The eight of cups represents her fall from grace. She no longer needs pander to everything, and everyone, before catering to herself. The eight of cups is her journey away from negative karmic attachments, not just in the sense of relationships, but also habits, belief systems, what she allows herself to receive, and financial consciousness also. She is allowing herself to receive further abundance, and this journey she is going on, sees her stopping along the way to enlighten people. But she surely is placing herself as number one priority from now on.  She is ready to board the ship of life, so if the masculine does something this week, like forgets to text on time, or does not call when he says he should, she will not be waiting by the phone anxiously – she will be out, living her own life. The feminine is turning away from co-dependency, and themes of attachment, at an alarming right, and so thankfully so! This attachment was an illusion, fueled by the idea that she had to belong to something other than herself in order to be great.

The nine of pentacles on the side of the masculine is indicative of things changing, and improving for him, even though he may not necessarily recognise this at face value. His financial matters are improving, and he is achieving a sense of completion in his career, little does he know, this is all because of the shining graces that the feminine has shone on him, and the abundance that she has shared with him through manifestation. If you look to the spread presented, you can almost see a light emanating from the divine feminine, and befalling directly on the knight of cups in the image, who appears to be kneeling, with his cup empty, waiting for her divine grace to be poured onto him – and it is. For the feminine, heals, and heals, regardless of whether she means to, or not. She shines the light, and holds the torch for others to see into their own darkness, and to transform their ways, and that is exactly what she has done for the masculine this week! The knight of cups is an offer of love – it appears the masculine may be at his weakest, but he is simply going through many spiritual and karmic lessons at this time, and is searching for a new beginning, that begins with love. This may also be representative of multiple masculine energies that are seeking the feminine compliance, and guidance at this time, and she does give to all – not sexually, in the way that the masculine may fear..

The energy that the masculine is projecting to the feminine at this time being the king of wands is actually indicative of his growth, and spiritual break through around the ending of the week, or the beginning of the new week. He emerges from his soul searching, and shadow self victorious, stronger, and he is dealing with issues to do with sexual dysfunction, lack of energy, and lack of belief in self. The energy that the feminine is projecting to the masculine, as the three of cups, speaks of her efforts to re-integrate into the community, for the purposes of self healing, and healing of others. This could even be family relations improving for her. If she appears distant, or as if she is off having fun somewhere, this is because she is. But the masculine is not to worry, she is just dealing with her former consciousness of being alone, feeling lonely, or fearing that she is not apart of something great.

 

The energy for this current week, and the next are absolutely explosive! And there is so much happening, and so much opportunity for transformation, and elevation! What a fantastic time to be a twin flame on a mission to construct a new earth… There is such heavy focus on the masculine at this time because he is doing all of the work that the feminine has always done. Confronting issues, learning how to manifest, and finding his place in the world, in terms of emotional responsibility to himself, and others.

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General Weekly Reading – 14th-20th November; A glimpse into the POTENTIAL future, death, and transition of former concepts.

Main theme – (knight of pentacles), five of pentacles, death, two of swords, ten of wands.

Numerological break down calculation. 14 (1+4) = 5 – Change, freedom from restriction, liberation, order establishment, leadership, the ability to control ones own destiny. – 20 – Balance, harmony, partnership (magnified by the presence of the 0), healthier relationships, gratitude, and balance of masculine/feminine energies.

The main theme presenting itself as the knight of pentacles speaks of our thoughts that are focused towards the future, future goals, aims, and ambitions. This may be the planning and preparation that we dedicate to what we would like the future, and the near future to look like, based upon the work that we may do now, to make that a reality. This also indicates some foresight, the ability to be able to manifest, and almost see into the future. This speaks of our position of growth, we have gained lessons now from negative past experiences, and we are able to call bullshit far quicker than we were before. This enables us to re-write our karma in a sense, because the same mistakes cannot be repeated if we can spot them a mile off.

Doing things differently this time – going in prepared is the mindset highlighted for this week. The knight of pentacles is one of the only knights who does not act in haste, or eagerness. There is a challenge to be wise and patient about ones decisions, and overseeing matters, and situations with tact – this is the ability to not only start a project, but to finish it also. This may be tying in to a fear of endings, or saying goodbye that many of us have. This is a necessary part of life. Sometimes, the future that we envision just does not contain some of  the things, and the people that are currently within our lives, and this is a tough call that we will have to make – if we would like to grow. 

The Taurus full moon experienced on Monday also enhanced our desires to grow, and acquire more income – as this is a very earth based sign, tied into material pursuits. Perhaps this ties into our desires for internal balance at this time, as financial stability speaks of our own energetic security, and personal vibrations.  

Money is not your worth. But your ability to attract money says alot about your vibrational worth. At least it should in your own eyes.

Money means – being able  to buy nice things, being able to treat yourself, and those you love, indulging in things you enjoy, and honestly? In order to open yourself up to receiving these things, you need to believe that you first DESERVE them. This will motivate, and inspire you to do the necessary work in order to attract, and manifest them.

The five of pentacles sees us once again this week revisiting our feelings, and thoughts about lack. This may be abandonment consciousness, or our fears about being left out in the cold. This could also speak of poverty consciousness – the very real fear that we do not have enough, enough to survive, or enough to be considered enough. To look to the future, you need to look at where you have been. And the two of swords is the perfect representative of how our choices, actions, and decisions may have led us to thinking that we are lacking, or that we are not of enough value. Because the number 5 represents change, I do see us this week battling against these old theories, and notions. 

The perception of not having enough, is merely an illusion – and you do have the power to change that! It has actually been your mental programming, along with the past choices that you have made, that have kept this belief alive.

There is a battle; between our old ways of thinking//doing//feeling, and this new mental perspective that is trying to push itself through. 

It is a dance – between the old, and the new, that we are currently battling with, and many of us may feel as if we are truly battling for our souls. Change is knocking on our door. But there is also a hesitancy present, because this is unexplored territory. 

It is time to try a different route, because the grim reaper arrives to offer you a new destiny, (the death card). You can do things properly this time. Through independence, determination, and a strong belief in your value. 

You are almost all the way there. It is only your own feet that can trip you up now.

The 10 of wands symbolises an end to doing too much, more than your fair share, or carrying on with something when you know it is towards your detriment. This may be people pleasing habits, or directly taking on more than you should,  because you wish to ease the burden of others, or lessen their load. 

This may seem like charitable behaviour, but actually, shows a lack of respect for yourself. You can only ever truly give to others, if your own cup is fulfilled. Or else, what you are actually doing, is giving in the hopes that you will be given back to. And that RARELY ever works in our favour. You are NOT responsible for other people’s sloppiness. You can choose to walk away from whatever causes you unnecessary strain stress, or burden.  Including your own thoughts, and beliefs about yourself, and what you deserve. And this truly will set you free. We are still dealing with Scorpio energies, which highlight and symbolise to us areas in our lives that require complete death, and destruction. The current universal energies are supporting this transition of yours, remain strong, and remember WHY you are doing this. Because you actually are worth this change..

NOBODY is MORE important than you. And never should you idiolise, or prioritise others above yourself. No, this is not to be confused with selfishness. Some of us have spent a life time giving, and never receiving. Time has come to explore balance, on your OWN terms. It is the feminine energy t hat is receptive, so there is a heavy emphasis this week also on stepping into our feminine energy, of passivity, of allowing things to fall into place without feeling the need to try to control, and manipulate them. Do your fair share, and do not feel as if you have to go above, and beyond, to elicit the type of reaction that you DESERVE. 

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Supermoon in Taurus November 2016 – Beautification of the home, the self & physical duties. Masculine & Feminine togetherness. 

The Taurus supermoon that we experienced on the 14th encourages us to secure our finances & responsibility to earthly duties – family, friends, work, appearance.

Numerologically, the date of the 14th brings us to the number 5. This is a number of change, transition, death//rebirth & breaking free from restriction. The number 1 is the energy of newness, often impulsive but determined, whilst the number 4 deals w/ structures that are difficult to dismantle. 

Especially those of us on the hyper feminine//imaginative side. We must meet our creations with physical produce.

It is not only the feminine conjuring of our aims that pull our wildest dreams toward our direction, but it is also the implementation of the work necessary to make these dreams a reality.

Security, longevity & consistency are highlighted to us at this time as strictly important themes & areas in our lives where we are, or have experienced discontent & instability may present themselves as huge obstacles that appear problematic to overcome.
Nothing is too difficult for us. This concern is only emphasised so that we may step up our game & fight even harder for equilibrium – the kind that reigns supreme both internally & externally.

There is no obstacle present that cannot be overcome when the practice of a consistent & thorough routine is introduced. 

Life is like a garden. When we leave things untidy & non attenteded to, horrible weeds will grow. This is reflective of any areas in our life. Our life & our journey is like a plant – & therefore requires both maintainance & the promise of regular nurturing. 

The Taurean energy charges forward with ambition because they carry both pride, & respect for themselves. It is not that they are too prideful to ask for help, or support, but they have come to know the importance of being self sufficient. Especially if they ever hope to be of service to others.

Martyr syndrome will ultimately be challenged during this period, along w/ victim consciousness. The idea that one is powerless, because this concept only brings further discord, & separation from self – & many of us have reached the end of the road of dissatisfaction.  We have walked so far away from self, that there is no longer any where to travel, but backwards, on the journey that ultimately leads back to a United consciousness with self. 

– A heavy theme with divine feminine rising. As powerlessness was formerly her Achilles heel.

Beautification is a strong theme w/ Venus ruling & lets not forget we are still dealing w/ scorpion energies, so the intense pull to be both masculine & feminine may be causing some of us confusion.

Areas of your life where you feel you are lacking, challenge you to step into a more responsible role. Be the father for yourself implementing structure. Be the mother for yourself – nurturing your home & your financial pursuits.

You may wish to buy new clothes, take on new work, or buy new furniture.

As your self esteem struggles against itself for elevation, your physical reality will wish to mirror these changes within.

It is time to sit down w/ yourself & draw up plans – focusing on where your patterns & experiences w/ chaos & fear were once born.

Discipline is not the enemy here.