Numerological break down calculation. 14 (1+4) = 5 – Change, freedom from restriction, liberation, order establishment, leadership, the ability to control ones own destiny. – 20 – Balance, harmony, partnership (magnified by the presence of the 0), healthier relationships, gratitude, and balance of masculine/feminine energies.
The main theme presenting itself as the knight of pentacles speaks of our thoughts that are focused towards the future, future goals, aims, and ambitions. This may be the planning and preparation that we dedicate to what we would like the future, and the near future to look like, based upon the work that we may do now, to make that a reality. This also indicates some foresight, the ability to be able to manifest, and almost see into the future. This speaks of our position of growth, we have gained lessons now from negative past experiences, and we are able to call bullshit far quicker than we were before. This enables us to re-write our karma in a sense, because the same mistakes cannot be repeated if we can spot them a mile off.
Doing things differently this time – going in prepared is the mindset highlighted for this week. The knight of pentacles is one of the only knights who does not act in haste, or eagerness. There is a challenge to be wise and patient about ones decisions, and overseeing matters, and situations with tact – this is the ability to not only start a project, but to finish it also. This may be tying in to a fear of endings, or saying goodbye that many of us have. This is a necessary part of life. Sometimes, the future that we envision just does not contain some of the things, and the people that are currently within our lives, and this is a tough call that we will have to make – if we would like to grow.
The Taurus full moon experienced on Monday also enhanced our desires to grow, and acquire more income – as this is a very earth based sign, tied into material pursuits. Perhaps this ties into our desires for internal balance at this time, as financial stability speaks of our own energetic security, and personal vibrations.
Money is not your worth. But your ability to attract money says alot about your vibrational worth. At least it should in your own eyes.
Money means – being able to buy nice things, being able to treat yourself, and those you love, indulging in things you enjoy, and honestly? In order to open yourself up to receiving these things, you need to believe that you first DESERVE them. This will motivate, and inspire you to do the necessary work in order to attract, and manifest them.
The five of pentacles sees us once again this week revisiting our feelings, and thoughts about lack. This may be abandonment consciousness, or our fears about being left out in the cold. This could also speak of poverty consciousness – the very real fear that we do not have enough, enough to survive, or enough to be considered enough. To look to the future, you need to look at where you have been. And the two of swords is the perfect representative of how our choices, actions, and decisions may have led us to thinking that we are lacking, or that we are not of enough value. Because the number 5 represents change, I do see us this week battling against these old theories, and notions.
The perception of not having enough, is merely an illusion – and you do have the power to change that! It has actually been your mental programming, along with the past choices that you have made, that have kept this belief alive.
There is a battle; between our old ways of thinking//doing//feeling, and this new mental perspective that is trying to push itself through.
It is a dance – between the old, and the new, that we are currently battling with, and many of us may feel as if we are truly battling for our souls. Change is knocking on our door. But there is also a hesitancy present, because this is unexplored territory.
It is time to try a different route, because the grim reaper arrives to offer you a new destiny, (the death card). You can do things properly this time. Through independence, determination, and a strong belief in your value.
You are almost all the way there. It is only your own feet that can trip you up now.
The 10 of wands symbolises an end to doing too much, more than your fair share, or carrying on with something when you know it is towards your detriment. This may be people pleasing habits, or directly taking on more than you should, because you wish to ease the burden of others, or lessen their load.
This may seem like charitable behaviour, but actually, shows a lack of respect for yourself. You can only ever truly give to others, if your own cup is fulfilled. Or else, what you are actually doing, is giving in the hopes that you will be given back to. And that RARELY ever works in our favour. You are NOT responsible for other people’s sloppiness. You can choose to walk away from whatever causes you unnecessary strain stress, or burden. Including your own thoughts, and beliefs about yourself, and what you deserve. And this truly will set you free. We are still dealing with Scorpio energies, which highlight and symbolise to us areas in our lives that require complete death, and destruction. The current universal energies are supporting this transition of yours, remain strong, and remember WHY you are doing this. Because you actually are worth this change..
NOBODY is MORE important than you. And never should you idiolise, or prioritise others above yourself. No, this is not to be confused with selfishness. Some of us have spent a life time giving, and never receiving. Time has come to explore balance, on your OWN terms. It is the feminine energy t hat is receptive, so there is a heavy emphasis this week also on stepping into our feminine energy, of passivity, of allowing things to fall into place without feeling the need to try to control, and manipulate them. Do your fair share, and do not feel as if you have to go above, and beyond, to elicit the type of reaction that you DESERVE.
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