Twin Flame WEEKLY Reading 19th-25th December – Karmic revelations/re-evaluations, The mirror to the shadow, & spiritual responsibilities | Happy Holidays my beauties!

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Main theme – 9 of swords, What is occurring for both twins – Ace of pentacles, Masculine – 6 of cups, 10 of wands, 8 of wands, Feminine – 7 of cups, Knight of swords, Strength.

First of all, I would just love to say happy holidays to all of my enchiladas, and loyal fans, and followers, and readers.. It has been an amazing journey since I first began doing this weekly readings, to see my reader content grow, and to receive the repetitive support from my viewers.

Take this holiday season easy! We have the winter solstice, and we see a peak to the culmination of a spiritual 9 year – to check what this 9 year meant, check the bottom of this reading for the 2016 9 year forecast, that I completed at the end of 2015!

Numerological break down calculation – 19th (10) – Balancing of masculine & feminine energies, death & rebirth, ending, and beginning of a new cycle, transformation, and God consciousness – 25 (7) – Spiritual lessons, collective consciousness, the unconscious mind, wisdom gained through hard ship, creative genius, & occult knowledge.

The 9 of swords crowning this reading speaks of a spiritual revolution, much like judgement day.. The 9 of swords can represent the influx, and overflow of thoughts that arrive to us, when we are met with the reality of our shadow self.
A perfect mirror of who we have been, and who we can be – The dark side of ourselves that is.
This may include memories, or triggers of past scenarios, and events, where we have been less than responsible, or just in our actions.. Our worries, and anxieties relate to our increasing awareness of our empathic natures..

The journey from the ego, to the heart center can often be a tricky, and complicated one. Existing in our heart space means feeling compassion, and a growing sense of understanding, of your own thoughts, and feelings, and that of others. Sorrow, guilt, regret, or disappointment in self, and others can often occur when we are met with a mirror of ourselves.. The sometimes shameful, or harmful things that we have done.. But I do not believe in the energy of shame, as I feel that this is apart of a tactic used many years ago, through psychological, and religious invasion, about being unworthy of forgiveness, or redemption. Nobody is unworthy of forgiveness, or redemption, and that is the ultimate truth.. Holding on to pain, revenge, and existing in our trauma often causes us to believe that we, or others are not worthy of being reborn.. In order to be reborn, you must first know that you deserve to, and this is why both twins should let go of their concerns about themselves at this time.

The ace of pentacles speaks of having no regrets. It is not time to dwell in the past, or to dwell on what has occurred, understand where you have gone wrong, by all means, and take responsibility for each of your actions.. But forgive yourself, above all.. The ace of pentacles is a new chance of a beginning provided from spirit. This is the chance to start again, to reconnect with your own sense of value, and to remind yourself of what is at stake when you neglect yourself.. This ace is offered to you, but it is up to you whether to take it or not, to work for it.. To give up old ways, and to begin rebuilding. Anything can happen when you start from a 0 point.. Surrender.

The 6 of cups representing the masculine speaks of his consideration of past union, soul mate unions, and reconnecting with the feminine. The longing and the push, and pull toward her is definitely prevalent, but it is not separate from its own fears, and concerns..

The 10 of wands is spiritual heaviness, concepts, masks, and facades previously warn by the masculine, that have kept him separate from himself.

The 10 of wands speaks of the end of the road, a time period where we can no longer carry on as we have been, being dishonest, elusive, or trying to distract ourselves by going beyond our measures..

This can include juggling too many partners, or destructive behaviours in attempts to not have to deal with the dwellings of our soul, or what our subconscious mind tells us. The 10 of wands forces us to take a straight, and narrow path, as opposed to stopping along the way to accumulate more distraction.. Sometimes, people can intentionally busy, or overwhelm themselves, in order to escape, or exist in an illusionary realm.

This presents a new side of the masculine.. Maybe he has separated himself from friends, partying, drinking, or a life style that offered him some type of shelter.. As his week would have it, he can no longer rely on this form of escapism, and so, is now left isolated.. With nothing but himself to look at .. And his actions.

The 8 of wands is messages, and spiritual revelations that arrive to him as flashes of insight this week.. Understanding himself, and his karmic dealings, are apart of him working with a new template.. He may also be projecting mental messages to the feminine, understandings, & realisations about his own side of the picture.. About her own shadow self, whilst he learns about his own. There’s very much a projection of mental templates. When we let go, and surrender to what is, we receive messages far quicker.. This is why the ego is often so quick to attempt to defend itself, and come up with explanations..

Because if the heart were to always speak to us, we would not be able to commit half of the irresponsible behaviours that we do..
The 8 of wands is the butterfly that whispers in our ears, sent from the heavens, that let’s us know it is time to pause, and to re-evaluate… Consider this a time for redemption for the masculine, a maturing, and an understanding of what it means to exist communally, as apart of society, apart of a network, rather than consider himself alone, which is what fuels narcissism.

The 7 of cups on the side of the feminine, talks of indecisiveness, over imagination, and idealism.
Perhaps the feminine is realising this week particular times, and incidences where she may have been out of touch with reality, or refusing to see the truth.. This could relate to the way that people have treated her in the past, karmic attachments, family, friends, and even the masculine himself..

When we exist primarily in our emotions, it becomes easily to be pulled to, and fro, not really existing in truth, or careful thought, but allowing ourselves to be taken away on a whim of emotion.. Because of this, we may have been somewhat unfaithful, to ourselves, or others, at the drop of a hat, dependent upon which emotional state we choose to dial into.

This is not inherently ‘evil’, or insidious in a sense, but it can become that way when we attempt to punish others for double crossing us, or project what can be considered as emotional abuse. This is actually one of the deterrents to union, because the masculine is actually very hyper sensitive to criticism, just like the feminine..
Another sub product of narcissistic qualities, which because of the nature of healer’s upbringings, are often quite prevalent among them.

The knight of swords is a message from the masculine that comes in fast, and heavy, and this message is actually provided to both of them, so it may be projected as a mirror image, from one, to the other. This is a change of perception that arrives to us, clear communication that requires us to take fast action.. You cannot escape the nature of change that is coming, because it will permeate your thoughts.. You will be able to think about nothing else, other than the changes that need to be made.

Maybe the feminine holds an addiction to dramas, conflict, or even unfaithfulness, because of the changing nature of her emotion.. For the fearful masculine who abhors abandonment, any notion of erratic motion can be alarming..Causing retreat.

The strength card is the feminine gaining responsibility over herself, and her emotions. Taming her ego self, and the ‘catty’ nature of herself, is something that she does effortlessly, once she learns to relax into her heart space.. Forgiveness of herself, forgiveness of others, and understanding of the dual nature of existence.. Life will have ups, and life will have downs, and no amount of lashing out, or attempts of control will bring change to any of this.. We have to embrace this, and attempt to work WITH it.

Happy healing, my sacred beings |

Numerology report. 2016, year of the number 9, and spiritual advancement.

What separates the number 9 from some of the other numbers? Authenticity.

The number 9 is what a lot may refer to as the number of integrity, when the 9 is living in truth that it, otherwise the number 9 is quite bitter and unpleasant. For this reason, this year must be entirely about living in your truth, whether this means spiritually, emotionally, mentally, or physically, this is the year that any falsity, and lack of resonance will feel, and even prove painful.
This is especially vital for those who have remained silent for a large portion of their lives, lack of expression, timidity, loss of direction, throat chakra in-activation or otherwise, which tends to relate to empaths, old souls, and those who identify with being highly sensitive.
This year is all about remodelling the narrative of you being the meek, passive backgrounder who always gets passed by, and always misses out on the best opportunities. You will re-write this script successfully, with the self actualising energy of the number 9, who is truly, a natural born leader – to the right audience!

Famous revolutionary, and prominent, spiritual activist, life path 9, Robert (Bob) Nesta Marley.
Numerologically speaking, we are in the year of completion, resolution + wholeness (2+0+1+6) = 9. One of the most spiritually tuned numbers.
Isn’t that beautiful? Last year knocked us out with all of the fluttering and stuttering!
Last year, the numerological sum of the number 8, was all about spiritual growth through hardship, financial progress, and determination. Last year was very much about sacred unions also, as 8 takes the same form of the infinity symbol. Longevity, was the ultimate goal, and establishing independence from restrictive regimes.
This year, is all about tying up the loose ends – ‘nearly there now’, and reaping the rewards of hard earned work. Coming home, to you. To reach the number 9, and enjoy the intensity of its fruits however, requires patience, and cultivation of 3 (creativity) and 6 compassion.
#lifepath9 will do well to integrate both creativity and service to humanity if they are to live in harmony, and gain financial advancement. When self serving and bitter about past occurrences, the number 9 will remain stagnant, ungrateful, and will not receive its rightful blessing.
If willing to leave the past behind, and use painful experiences as motivation for human compassion and understanding, the 9 will prosper. There is great responsibility on the number 9, so for this reason, even in the early stages of this month, you may be feeling pressured, acknowledging that the heat is on, and you must remain more determined than ever. The expectancy upon this number can cause procrastination.
The number 9 is a test of faith, faith that inevitably breeds results. To whom much is given, much is required. The number 9 is also the spiritual channel. So seemingly spontaneous insights and realisations are to be kept, recognised as prophecy.
There is amazing energy, and opportunity now available for those who fully wish to step into the path to do so..
Was there a lot of death around you last year? This is really typical before rebirth processes, it welcomes detachment into our awareness.
And is also symbolic of the transformation we ourselves are undergoing. There is also no greater spiritual awakening than losing a loved one.

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© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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General Weekly Reading – 19th-25th December 2016; Winter Solstice, the darkest depths of death, & Happy holidays |

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Main theme – Death, Surrounding cards – Three of pentacles, The emperor, The high priestess, Ace of pentacles.

Numerological break down calculation – 19th (10) – Balancing of masculine & feminine energies, death & rebirth, ending, and beginning of a new cycle, transformation, and God consciousness – 25 (7) – Spiritual lessons, collective consciousness, the unconscious mind, wisdom gained through hard ship, creative genius, & occult knowledge.

The winter solstice is marked as the darkest night of the year, & as we have all come to know, darkness is associated w/ feminine energy, rebirth, revelations & deep soul healing..
We are nearing the end of a 9 year cycle, which brought us many karmic lessons, along w/ the opportunity to break our repetitive cycles, effectively healing wounds…
The next few days up until December the 25th are likely to grant us major reflection, before the initial soul death, that initiates us into a new path.

It is no coincidence that this birth-date was chosen to represent the birth of Christ, or rather Christ consciousness, which is the humility that gives rise to new light..
Remember the nativity story?
Mary & Joseph endured many trials on their journey to ensure that Christ was born safely.. This can be seen as a metaphor for the many doors that we knock on, & the triumphant journey that we have embarked on, as the year comes to a close.

Appreciate the lessons that have taken you thus far. Time may currently appear stilled, as information travels to you effortlessly, with little resistance from you, or your ego self..
Allow your old world to sink into the depths of this darkness.
Prepare for the rebirth of all rebirths…
The beginning of a 10 year cycle.
10 – NOT 1. (2+0+1+7). Many numerologists prefer to act as if the 0 holds no value, but I believe it actually adds greater value and potency to the number that it follows.

It is no surprise to me considering the winter solstice that the Death card appears for us this week as the main theme.. The death card speaks of the deep, intense transition period that we are all experiencing at this time. This is inevitable change, a death of the old ways, and a major transformative period. This week, the death has more to do with our inner child workings than anything else. Something has triggered us this week to take a deep and intense look at our soul’s journey thus far, perhaps a karmic attachment, or a painful event that caused us to assess the areas in our lives that know instability, and chaos. 

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Death is both the recognition, and the realisation that we can no longer carry on in the ways that we have been, as it no longer holds value, or substance to where it is that we are trying to go.. This is a natural process in our lives, the kind of change that meets us at the end of a cycle of lessons, and growth. It is the only permissible step after the many trials, and tribulations of a 9 year. Integration truly means making these changes. We may be called to abstain from certain things, behaviours, addictions, and methods that have recently, or in the past led us astray…. Maturity knocks on our door at this time, and almost like autumn leaves, we are asked to allow certain things to fall away, once, and for all.. It appears as if there is little choice, resistance, and holding on to these beliefs, and behaviours will lead to an unhealthy destination.

Death, by all means means rebirth.. And this is something that we have been working towards for the entirety of this year, particularly since September, the 9 month – where our karmic work picked up severely . We are asked to find more creative methods to deal with our pain at this time, perhaps alchemical – instead producing art, or sharing our wounds with the world through expression of the soul. Rebirth means creating something new, and more beautiful, where something old, and outdated once took place.. Instead of ignoring, burying, or even relinquishing our wounds, we are simply called to make something of them, to grow through them, and to understand them.. If we do not clean out the old, we grow stale, and there is no room for newness, or fresh breath. This is just the cyclical nature of existence. Our old self must be recycled as apart of the grand design – our new self is called from a higher plane of existence, to sit with us, to join with us, to merge with us.

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The emperor is symbolic of this new order, stability, and restoration that beckons us energetically…Perhaps the death that we are experiencing must occur because our life has previously been build on shaky ground, and it is time, by all means, to finally get things together… This is very much masculine energy, and at times can represent the father figure. Maybe we are addressing and identifying wounds that relate to the father issues in our life – our lack of responsibility for self, and others, our feelings of abandonment in relation to our father, and our ability to be the head of our selves, and the head of our own house holds – in this case, the house hold representing the mind. The emperor encourages taking full responsibility for yourself, and for what you manifest.. Becoming fully conscious actually means recognizing that you are the creator of your own experiences, and to blame everything, and everyone else around you renders you powerless. This goes against everything that the law of attraction, and the law of metaphysics stands for.

To truly be a sovereign being, means to take accountability. Victim consciousness should be becoming a thing of the past, as this is associated with co-dependent tendencies, and many of us are growing fed up of looking to others, or holding others responsible for our time, and emotions. If you really believe that you are validated, and worthy of building this empire that you foresee, then it is up to you to show, and to prove this.. Not to blame your parents for the opportunities that you did not have, not to blame your surroundings for not being work-able, not to blame your ex, or karmic attachment for leaving you too heart broken, but to take all of those experiences, and turn them into liquid gold.. If things are not working out, MAKE them work out..

The ace of pentacles is the opportunity for a clean slate that is being offered to you by the most high at this time. Revelations arrive heavily, and prevalent with the high priestess, and it is up to you to use these golden opportunities  to excel yourself. Your intuition is at an all time peak this week, along with your psychic connections, and spiritual experiences. If you have been taking the initiative to get closer to God at this time, then God will also show you how he/she is also growing closer to you. Dreams, experiences, or synchronistic moments that leave you feeling touched by an angel, almost as if you wish to cry…

A new opportunity to discover yourself, to build a new path, and to be renewed, and reborn unto this earth is available to you.. It is important to create distance, or even do a chord cutting ritual between you, and your old self at this time. If you need any help with the working, or the items used, then do not hesitate to contact me about purchasing one of my personally written  kits for doing so – Cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk 

Karmically, the ace of pentacles represents a fresh start. You may not see it, but there are so many pathways that are currently open, and opening to you, if you can just let go of some past habits, notions, and beliefs. It will not be entirely easy, but change never us.. The opportunity is simply presented, you have to work towards it, and show that you are capable of sustaining it..

The three of pentacles is representative of this sustenance… So, God has given you this golden opportunity for change, for newness, creative ideas, inspiration, manifestation energy, but what are you going to do with it? How are you going to ensure that you make the best out of what you have, and multiply? The three of pentacles is all about that long money… Making your money last, taking initiative, and running with the opportunity that you have.. Do not waste ANYTHING at this time, all of your experience is a gold mine.. And you have a GOLD mind. Working with others, accepting help where it is needed, and expanding your network will all prove beneficial to you this week. Do some research about ways that you can maximise.. Make lists, purchase a diary for the new year, write down some intentions, and write down some goals.. Focus ALL of your energies into the creation of this new path, as it will pay off if you do so.. Your soil is most fertile at this time, but you also need to work with what is given. Nothing is going to fall haphazardly into your lap.. At least not without you first creating an opening, or drawing a destination for it to land. This is the kind of growth, and expansion that may require us to leave our comfort zone, or stray away from what we have previously known.. 

Shyness, timidity, reservation, or sloppiness are all areas that we will have to conquer, and face this week if we are indeed to grab our golden opportunity with both hands, AND feet! There’s a pressing desire to follow our dreams, and acquire financial wealth, and stability, and once again, this all starts with how we are feeling energetically, and the steps that we take to invest in ourselves. You are a business.. So it is important that you treat yourself as such, and give yourself the respect, and the value that you deserve. Victim consciousness, and poverty consciousness is of the old way.. Though none of these things are inherently your fault, but rather a product of your past experiences, if you continue to view yourself as the helpless, poor soul who was mistreated, then you will always live in the shadow of your pain.. It is time to BOSS up! As only you can..

Happy healing, my scared beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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General Weekly Reading – 12th-18th December 2016; Fight to the finish, future plans, and establishing healthier foundations.

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Main theme – Five of wands, Surrounding cards – King of cups, Page of pentacles, The star, Knight of pentacles. 

Numerological break down calculation – 12th – 3 ( Creation, expansion, manifestation, communication, and exploration) – 9 – ( Creativity + compassion for others, creating a new home space, Healing abandonment consciousness, resolution, completion. 

The five of wands as the main theme represents the struggle against ones self, in particular this week, one’s former self, and one’s lower self. The fight to the finish can mean a struggle against family karma, or old templates that keep us tied to a certain way of living. Because the number 5 represents change, there is a deep internal change that is trying to occur on a spiritual level, but in order for full transformation to occur, we need to establish a balance within, so this is the fight between our two selves, the higher self, and the shadow self, the masculine side, and the feminine side. 

We may find ourselves this week struggling against or challenging old triggers, particularly emotional triggers, as they attempt to regress us to a less accomplished version of ourselves. Whenever the 5 of wands appears, we seek expansion. And naturally, if you wish to come up on top, you must fight! This is the very nature of existence. The sperm that made you, had to fight to the finish line in order for you to be CREATED. In the same way, we must fight the old ways now, in order to create an entirely NEW path.. We could be fighting against in our world externally, and fighting with old friends, or seeing friction between family members, and those we once felt connected to. Do not fret if you find people from the past falling away, or your new views are being challenged by those around you – this is all being constructed to re-shape your spirit. To show you that you truly do have a warrior spirit, and even though you have already been through so much, you can handle what comes your way.. And it will mature you for the next stage of your life that you are about to enter – which will require more conviction, and dedication from you.

The page of pentacles represents us walking away at some point this week from the strenuous struggle that is the inner battle. Many of us DO defeat the doubt of our lower selves, and can walk away, preserving something that we have taken from the fight, perhaps a new perspective, plan, or piece of advise to share with others. The pentacle represents a message that we have carried from our past experiences, perhaps this is something that our inner child has learnt through self observation, and wishes to share with others. This could be an idea, a charity, or a business venture that we have been inspired to follow – relatively in its early stages, but we are showing a lot of passion towards it this week. This is the, ‘I do not wish to struggle against myself anymore. But THIS is what my struggle has taught me’. Perhaps to have a more strong work ethic, to take more chances, to take a different path, to be more organised, or to deliver a message about healing etc.

The star card is representative of us lighting a way this week. We are definitely sharing our gifts with others, which more than likely is also offering us a renewed sense of hope, passion, and purpose. This is like a rebirth of our consciousness, particularly our subconscious, to channel our emotions in a new way, to express ourselves, and to give back. Representative of the zodiac of Aquarius’ the water bearer here is the one who gives knowledge, insight, and hope to others. There is a promise of a better tomorrow, even in the spells of negativity that we experience this week, there is still the hint that things really are not as bad as they once were – because they are not.  The star card can also represent divine guidance, a divine presence that follows us, and guides what we do, and heals us in our worst moments. Do not be afraid to look for some extra help this week, or to call on more guidance if you are feeling weakened. Something as simple as saying, ‘God be with me’, ‘God protect me’, or ‘Alhamdulilah’, when your heart is heavy, may assist you with the courage needed to carry on..

The king of cups is the desire to express ourselves, and our emotions in a healthier way this week. Even if we are feeling emotionally overburdened, there is a sense that we will not resort to unhealthy tactics or means to cope. Instead, we may be extra creative at this time, allowing all of the emotion to flow to, and fro us, also gifting us with strong intuitive insight, and new ideas. The king of cups also represents a balance between our emotions, and our responsibility to others. We may be much more emotionally vigilant this week, and more responsible for the energy that we create, and the energy that we give out. A healthier form of expression is definitely pursued, as there is the sense that we are growing all too tired of the everyday battles, and contradictions.

There is an illumination of the patterns that lead to restriction, or overreaction, and the knight of pentacles represents us looking out into the future, and focused on tasks, goals, and accomplishments that we have set for ourselves, with the expanding knowledge that we can achieve, and conquer new territory. The maturity of a project, business venture, or idea is largely dependent on our healing, and the ability to develop some sort of routine thus week. 

I DO see victory ahead, but it MUST be worked toward. Self accountability, goes a LONG way this week!

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading – 12th-18th December; Gemini spin; The heart vs mind, Pondering duality & irrationality.

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Main theme – Two of swords, What is occurring for both twins – The moon, Masculine – Three of swords, King of pentacles, Queen of cups, The feminine – Two of pentacles, Eight of pentacles, Knight of pentacles.

Numerological break down calculation – 12th – 3 ( Creation, expansion, manifestation, communication, and exploration) – 9 – ( Creativity + compassion for others, creating a new home space, Healing abandonment consciousness, resolution, completion. 

The two of swords this week for both the masculine, and the feminine talks of decisions, pathways, crossroads, and directions that they both must take. This is a very pivotal time. The year is coming to an end, and as a 9 year would have it, we have endured many lessons, trials, and tribulations, and experiences that have accelerated our growth capacity.

The two of swords, and the moon card represents the typical clashes of the intuition, vs, the logical mind. In other words, the conflict, and the meeting of the masculine and the feminine. What we know in our hearts, what our signs tell us, what our spiritual mind tells us, vs, the demands, and the logic of the mind. 

The two of swords may speak of procrastination. It is possible to know in the mind what we have to do, yet not be ready to take a direction, out of fear of making the wrong choices. In the traditional taro deck, the two of swords presents a woman who is blind folded, with two swords hovering, each beside her. Because of the blind fold, we may interpret that the figure represented in the image hesitates to make a decision, because they feel like they do not know enough information about the choices that are present to them. This could be a conflict between two people – whether to stay, or go, move forward, or maintain a familiar path.

The moon can also point to delusions, and over emotionalism. We may wonder if we are being taken for a ride, or if the path that we are to took actually holds some sustainability – some sense of reality. 

Our emotions, and our intuitive knowing may be overwhelming us, with attention of one thing, whilst our logical, and rational mind may conjure fears, doubts, warnings, and reservations.

The masculine this week may be receiving strong impulses through emotional resonance, and perhaps even dreams – day dreams about what is to come, and where is the right place for him to venture.. However, strong emotional reactions have possibly not always been a strong point for him, or something that has brought him peace. The three of swords could indicate a past hurt for him, or a current hurt that interferes with his ability to make a decision.

This decision could represent him possibly taking a chance in love, or exploring a more open, and sensitive side of himself. Thoughts of heart break, loss, or separation may plague his mind this week. He could find himself dwelling on an incident, that caused him to become detached from his heart. If he is to move forward with a decision that he is pondering, he considers just how jeapordising this may be to him, and perhaps one of his visions revolve around him being struck in the heart once again, and how this may play out..

There is a lot of existing in a somewhat ‘fictional’, or rather hypothetical realm this week, as we toy with what is reality, and what COULD be reality. This is the characteristic of the intuitive, or imaginative mind. Freely tapping into other realms, and modes of thought in order to compare, and contrast what really is truth. The truth is what we hold dearly to our heart, and in order to know truth, we have to hold faith..

There is a fear of stepping too deeply into the unconscious – (which is the feminine), and failing to see practically, or remain grounded. He may be a water sign, or have water in his chart, this could be a Scorpio, Pisces, or Cancer masculine energy who is familiar with being emotionally overwhelmed, and does not want to live a reality in which he is ruled, or bound unhappily by his emotions. So far, being logical, and practical has helped him to achieve what it is that he feels is essential to being a man – financial security, and power – which represents in this instance, the king of pentacles. 

The king of pentacles represents a sense of safety that he finds in dedicating himself to more earthly pursuits, such as acquiring finance. This is  something of substance for him, something that to him is real, what he can actually see, feel, and rely on. His sense of security, and safety is very, very important to him at this point, because the instability, that both he, and the feminine have faced in the past, has been a huge theme present in their dark nights of the soul. Moving forward means assessing the errors, and mistakes of the past, and finding newer, and more mature ways to ensure that we no longer make these petty mess ups. The clean up is always far too emotionally demanding, and expansion demands that we are fully present. This is truly all that the masculine seeks to be right now – fully present, but he must realise that to be fully present in your emotions, also means to achieve intuitive stimuli. And this is JUST as real, as what he sees around him.. In-fact, it is the unconscious realm that MANIFESTS all that he sees around him… Envision a blue light… Surrounding him, that he can touch, and tap into at whim to dial into a reality.. Yet he remains stuck. Fearful of what the bright, blue, beautiful light could mean for him. Maybe he has strong religious ties, and the idea of anything too metaphysical still appears strange, and even alien to him. 

He seeks financial growth, fruition, and completion of something that he has been working on for a while now, and I do see it being granted to him.  If it is a promotion, and he worries if he is ready to step into the shoes required of him, then he should trust himself more, and his ability to learn, and adapt along the way. He does also have worries that engaging with the feminine may psychologically overwhelm him – the moon can appear sinister at times because it leaves us untamed, in the world of our deepest thoughts, and phobias. 

He may seem distracted right now, because other areas of his life desire his focus, and he tries to find the perfect balance between soul searching, and earning money.. To view the contradictions discussed with the Gemini full moon energy, check out my Gemini full moon reading for the 13th here.. https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/12/13/full-moon-in-gemini-december-  13th-contradictions-of-the-mind-the-conflict-of-emancipation/ 

The queen of cups, is indicative of how he views the feminine. He does in-fact this week recognise her as somebody very emotionally sensitive, intuitive, and brave; and there is a part of him that wonders what, or if, he alone can add to  her already emerged throne. In many ways, she appears like an angel to him. There is a recognition of her softness, and tenderness that beckons him, and also causes him to review aspects of his own emotions. 

She could be inspiring in him this week a more creative side, or a side that wonders off into the abyss, retrieving information. He does sight her as more balanced, and more patient this week, and wonders if this means that her attentions could possibly have shifted..

As the lunatic moon would have it, apart of his subconscious also teases him with the questions – ‘What if this is all a trick?’

‘What if she is a skilled manipulator who may be playing him into thinking that this may be something worthwhile?’

There is still the sense that he feels undeserving of this. Maybe he has hurt the feminine in the past, and he is riddled with guilt considering the ways he may potentially hurt her again. He may even feel that he is protecting her by staying away, or maintaining distance. 

It is much easier for him to rely on rational thought, to protect from any damage, than it is for him to delve into the ‘nonsensical’/’feeble’, notion of romanticism, and perfection that the feminine seems to project.

The feminine this week, is extremely focused on her finances – and more power to her. The 2 of pentacles represents the ultimate balance between heavy emotions, and her earthly duties. Her earthly responsibilities MUST be seen to, but her intense emotions are not something that can be quenched, so what is to be done? A merger of the two, ofcourse.. A fuel for the fire shall we say.

Her intuition may be constantly reminding her of, or drawing her attentions to the masculine, but she is 1000% focused on what can sustain her in the long run, and provide her too with longevity – unlike the turbulent emotions, or unstable relationships from the former days. 

Because the two of pentacles also represents the infinity symbol, this week, she is looking at the type of business, or finance, that will keep providing for her. 

The knight of pentacles is a very strong sense of future vision, and purpose. Turning a small business plan, into an over night success that multiplies itself. 

The 8 of pentacles suggests that she is very aware of her manifesting powers this week. There is a strong urge to push forward with plans, ideas, and what matters this week. She is giving birth to something new with this full moon, through both her vision, and her dedication.

She has known ALOT of poverty consciousness, and a lot of lack, and she definitely does not want to go back to the place which holds nothing for her. Everything of value that she has taken from her dark places, she is already using to manifest change, and to inspire creation. 

Her choices in these next few stages, are absolutely PARAMOUNT, because everything is building this new foundation now. She recognises on an unconscious level that self sustainability, is the groundwork for self respect, and consequently respect from others, including the divine masculine. Being overly dependent upon him, in the past, for grounding, or for validation back fired – numerous times, so it is now time for her to create her own kingdom, or rather, queendom.

Financial security really is the basis for her to discover other areas of herself, in full freedom, and security.

She does realise this week that she does not have to exile, quell, or disguard her emotions in favour of stability. Rather at this time, she works WITH them, creating the perfect unity, of masculine, and feminine. 

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Twin Flame *DAILY* reading December 14th *Divine Feminine Liberation* The powerful energy of Ophiuchus – The risen woman.

 

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Main theme//Unified energy – Queen of wands, Masculine – The high priestess, The energy that the masculine projects to the feminine – Justice, Feminine – Strength, The energy that the feminine projects to the masculine – The empress.

Woah! What an absolutely gorgeous spread of cards that we have in front of us.. I trust you will have noticed, that this is probably the MOST feminine spread that I have ever pulled for a twin flame reading of any kind. All the cards are representative of a feminine archetype, and we have the most powerful feminine cards presented here.. The high priestess, the empress, AND the queen of wands? What an absolutely amazing, and magical time that this must be for the feminine rising, AND for the masculines who are being led back to themselves THROUGH the feminine. So this is the essence of the role of the feminine.. To lead a man back to himself, through leading him back to his soul, through HER… This portal can be through sacred sexuality, or even through an open heart space of belief that she holds for him..

With the main theme as the queen of wands, there is a lot of spiritual awakenings, and epiphanies available today for both twins. This is very Ophiuchus energy, the feminine who has once again risen, and taken her rightful place on the throne.
This is very feminine spiritual energy, so this relates to our crown chakra being activated – seeing things from our spiritual perspective, our third eye being opened, and us learning the power of living from the heart space..

The queen of wands is HIGHER understanding. The kind of awakening that can come through sexuality, through creativity, or through any kind of boldness. Because the feminine is owning her path, and actively sharing her gifts, she is awakening everything, and everyone around her, PARTICULARLY the masculine. He has been caught in this radiant ray that she is shooting out. Her vision, becomes his..

The high priestess representing the masculine once again speaks of the masculine borrowing the feminines vision. He is beginning to see things how she has always seen them.. Through a spiritual veil, for what they REALLY are.. So this is his intuition becoming enhanced.. He may not fully understand at this time that this is actually his intuition, and this is his third eye being activated, but he knows that this has something to do with the divine feminine.. Secrets, of ancient kind are being revealed to him, perhaps these are things that he once thought were taboo.. They may be a breath away from conventional religion, or what he is used to experiencing, but now he is being thrown out into the spiritual world. Many answers come to him almost effortlessly.

The justice card as the energy that he projects to the feminine speaks of his realisations, and awakenings to himself, and those around him. He is much more aware now of his short comings, of the things that he does that are unfair, and the ways in which they are unfair, but he may feel a little stuck as to what to do about this straight away… He may find himself feeling a little down, or even guilty today because of just how much he is tapping into the feminine, and experiencing the pain that she has been through, not just through him, but through her life in general…

He is coming into the knowing that he wishes to do things differently, in accordance with something that does not stir up as much negative spiritual karma.. Yes, he is beginning to believe in spiritual karma of sorts, because he is seeing many signs around him of how this manifests..

The strength card for the feminine is a powerful selection for her today, because it speaks of her overcoming martyr syndrome. The lion in this photo, represents the ego, and the woman towering over the lion, represents the soul, or the essence of us, conquering our programming, and what we have been taught to believe about ourselves. Because the feminine ego is associated with victim-hood, and feeling eternally wounded, and abandoned, this speaks of a period of time when the feminine takes responsibility for herself, her feelings, and emotions. She’s not interested in telling herself the same old stories, that people do not care about her, that she is disadvantaged etc.. These were all voices in her head, apart of her shadow self, and they were TRIPPING! Yes girl – as in, they were talking shit, all this time, and you better know it boo!

The empress, as the energy she projects to the masculine, is all about her abundance.. This is about her womb energy, her worth, her settling into her power. The empress is the gifter, and the giver of life.. Everything that she touches, reaches fruition.. This is a highly creative and bountiful time for her.. In her work, in her life, in her family, in her love, everything is currently multiplying and manifesting around her.. And the masculine sees this.. Even with, or without him,she is a power house.. THIS is what we need more of! The feminine REALLY stepping into her divine truth, and CREATING, not simply being a victim of what is created…

What a powerful, and beautiful eve this is!
Happy healing, my most, most sacred beings

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Full moon in Gemini – December 13th – Contradictions of the mind – The conflict of emancipation.

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Photo credit – Maharani Rutan.

Numerological break down calculation – 13th – The number 13 deals with feminine energy. This is the energy of the dimension that is penetrated after we leave the physical realm. Some say this is the most sacred number because there were 13 at the table, at the last supper before Christ died.  This marks the energy of re-birth, and resurrection after death. This is the who, the why, and the how, that we are to become, and to process after the period of death that has followed us through from September.

The energy of the Gemini always brings to us dualism, & along w/ that, contradiction.
If you know a Gemini, you know that usually, there are two sides to them.One side of the Gemini may be sweet, charming, & using their intellect for higher gain, whilst the other side of them may be dark, manipulative, & often moody.

THIS particular full moon entices us to view the areas of our lives where we may be the same.
Great mental ability is an anecdote, as much as it is the sickness, & we must do our best to tap into the best of who we are, instead of falling victim always to shadow behaviours, such as jealousy, vindictive, gossip, & retaliation.

It is indeed those who are armed W/ the knowledge of their dark side, who are blessed enough to challenge it..
But simply knowing of its existence, is not always enough to achieve this.

We are asked to observe ourselves, & our changing nature, & what thoughts & triggers lead us back to a point of darkness.

W/ a highly progressive mind, most Gemini’s find themselves thinking intensely of the future & our anxieties of what this future may look like, or how we may challenge ourselves to arrive at it, may be highlighted at this time.

Gemini, ruled by Mercury, relates to our ability to communicate, and also to process the messages that are presented to us. Our communication is entirely dependent upon the ways in which we communicate with ourselves, the way we have been brought up to communicate, and our ability to be EXPRESSIVE. If there are ways that you are holding yourself back, or limiting yourself in anyway, then this will show, through the strong emergence of your shadow self – that is built upon repression, and in-expression. Get out there – and let yourself be heard! Allow your voice to be known! Make your mark on this earth. Burn a fire through your trials.

The full moon in Gemini also represents the juxtaposition, (conflict)  between our present self, and our future self. The patterns, and programs that still bind us, and the future projection of ourselves that is not weighed down by all of these outdated formulas. But this is actually pretty wonderful news! Because the battle is between the present, and the future, which means that much of our focus has shifted away from the past.

There is a fear that we may become lost in the collective sea of the matrix, if we cannot snap our minds into action – into overcoming the shadow instincts.Gemini holds higher perspective, so there is nothing more painful than seeing everything that plagues the masses, yet still becoming a product of it yourself.. This is the very real worry, or doubt for many of us right now, although, with Sagittarian energy following closely behind, we are reminded to posess an energy of enthusiasm, and to take things one step at a time. Even though Sag focuses on the bigger picture most of the time, it is the smaller, day to day victories that allow them to know that there is indeed a bigger force at hand.

Over emotionalism at this time should Be met W/ caution, as we acknowledge that it often thwarts our ability to get things done & to move forward, particularly in the working world.
There’s a strong necessity to accept the spiritual messages that are echoed to us, whilst not losing touch of the tangible world, & the clarity that they both can bring – dually.
Turn your shadow side into art, allow your darkness to bless you.
Opposing Sagittarius, the super-moon today speaks of liberation, & freedom from internal conflicts.

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Twin Flame (Divine Love) Weekly Reading. 5th-11th December; Destruction of the old, Creation of the current, Completion of the new.

 

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Main theme – Tower, What is occurring for both twins – The magician, The masculine – Queen of pentacles, Three of wands, Five of wands, The feminine – Knight of pentacles, 8 of pentacles, 10 of wands (reverse).

Numerological break down calculation – 5th-11th. 5 – Liberation, change, newness, freedom from restriction, breaking binds, seeking new adventure. 11th – Spiritual awakenings, new gateways, openings, lessons learnt, epiphanies. 

The tower symbolises destruction, transformation, creation, and sudden – unexpected changes. This week is highly symbolic of the kind of disruption that forces us to take a different course/route, that asks us to rebuild from the rubble of what is no more. There are many awakenings that are brought to divine lovers at this time, in order to rapidly usher them out of their comfort zone, and out of the old matrix, into the new world. This is all about understanding that they both cannot go back to old ways, because honestly? There is nothing to go back to but destruction, and the recent realisations that have been brought to us, will not allow us to fit into this model any longer. There is a call for newness as the universe intervenes this week with twins who are still not willingly willing to make that first step forward. What spirit will tend to do in these situations, is make our lives so uncomfortable, that we have no choice but to complete re write things. 

Usually, this is a change that we did not plan, but actually something that signified to us the shaky foundations that we once stood on. Things definitely took place within this time that were of a certain karmic nature – intended to draw your attention to patterns in your life that desperately needed your attention. The magician card as the occurrence card for both twins, is the perfect articulation of how destruction, leads inevitably to creation.

Divine lovers this week, are asked to begin piecing together a new world, from the destruction of what they used to know. Manifestation, is highly potent this week, because we are starting from a 0 point – from there, anything is possible. This is like babies – learning how to walk, and talk again, as we have to re-create entirely, with the new conscious awareness of ourselves. There is a lot of focus on HOW twins can make this ‘next life’ of theirs more enjoyable . There is a divine force orchestrating many of the changes, but this does not mean that twins are entirely powerless. They may draw up templates at this time of what they wish to achieve within the next 2/5 months in order to provide themselves with a clear path/guideline for manifesting. 

The queen of pentacles on the side of the masculine speaks of him confronting his fears, and issues to do with committing to tasks, and the conviction that it requires to see that anything he puts his efforts to is a success. The colour red relates to the root chakra, which determines our sense of safety, and security in the world. Because this is still a feminine card, it points to nurturing your craft, and growing an attachment to it. Perhaps in the past the masculine had problems with holding down a job, or committing to anything once it become routine – out of fear that if he were to lose it, or things were to go wrong, he would blame himself . He is being challenged this week to re-evaluate his relationship with his feminine nature, and money. He also needs a certain level of creativity, and imagination to create more avenues for income to arrive, and this all encourages him to tap into another side of himself.

The queen of pentacles could also indicate him seeing how far the feminine has come on her journey, and admiring the steps that she has taken to get to where she is. There may be some hesitance on his part to reach out to her, because he may feel as if he is not as accomplished as she is right now, and he is toying with finding ways create a more successful path for himself. He may be recognising her growth, her maturity, her boldness,and becoming inspired by it. 

The three of wands is representative of his desires this week to manifest MORE. Spiritually, he is travelling further than he has before. He is struggling against himself to reach new heights, and his spirit truly does want to break free. Maybe he wants to travel to new places, and he is really challenging himself to do things that he would not previously have done.. He definitely IS making some progress, but there are still fears, and doubts in relation to being in unfamiliar territory. His former foundations are crumbling because they were TOO small for his depth of spirit, but in many ways, they were comfortable to him, because they did not challenge him to break free from his fears, or to be more than what he was prepared to be at the time. He is recognising this week how VAST the possibilities are for him, and he may indeed be finding this a little intimdating. Maturity to him has always been something that existed in the far distance, something that he would somehow learn or pick up along the way, and now, it is knocking on his door, and asking him to rise to the challenge.

The five of wands is his determination this week to ride the waves of change, and not to succumb to a lower, or older version of himself, no matter how tempting it may be.

Every so often, he hits one of his blockages as he is trying to expand outside of himself. This indicates a wall of defense, that the three of wands sees him trying to push past. He is learning through experience at this time, experiencing the world through brand new eyes, and new senses – & he sees the feminine exploring new sides of herself & excelling, so he’s like.. ‘If she can do this, then I can too’, because he sees ALOT of her in himself, especially this week..

He may have old friends resurface, who tempt him with the ease of his former ways, or perhaps minor set backs, in the form of him not feeling skilled enough, or educated enough present themselves. He does know that he has a lot to offer, but at the same time, he knows that he lacks experiences in many areas also, because his emotional development differs from that of others within the same age range as him.. He is a WORTHY warrior, & he needs to have a little more faith, & belief in himself & his abilities this week & stop comparing himself to others. They have walked a different journey, and live a different life, & it is not a race to the finish.. He may find himself even more advanced than he thought, in just a short while! He is a fast learner, he just hasn’t given himself the opportunity in the past to learn, & to stick to what he was learning..Out of fear.

The knight of pentacles appearing on the feminine side shows that she too is exploring her masculine side, and thinking in terms of the future, and her vision of it. No longer looking towards the past, she wonders how she can create a path ahead of her that is bountiful, using the current resources that she holds. In many ways, she is sitting on a gold mine, and she knows this, she also knows that she has to think carefully, and tactfully, about how she is going to manifest all of the abundance that is promised to her. There is a little bit more pressure applied when you KNOW that you can manifest almost anything. In taking control of her own life, and her own affairs, she realises that whatever is manifest, she will have  to answer to – and this could go either way! The eight of pentacles indicates that she is already this week seeing some of the rewards, and accolades that come along with her manifesting her desires.. The minute that her focus shifts, and she no longer feels mental lack, or starvation, the universe/the most high rewards her, and shows her just what comes out of putting in the focused intention, and the work that has been set for her… Because the 8 also relates to karma, this is indicative of her changing her karmic wiring this week, from poverty, and victim consciousness, to believing that she can create, and conjure all that she seeks, and desires. 

Identifying what works, & what does not work, what has worked in the past, & implementing a keen strategy, & routine is important to the feminine, if she wishes to solidify this functional, and self motivated life that she is building for herself. Fix your focus from what is lost, and what is gone, to what can be gained, because everything that you are putting into the universe, is being  returned to you at a rapid rate right now. Think bigger, enhance your vision, and look to all that is possible, because many things are! Your dreams, your goals, and your destiny will reveal themselves to you in many ways, mostly through profound thought, and insight into what you have ALWAYS been skilled at. There is potential here to be very successful, and to lay the ground work for something that will speak very well of you as a character, and you as a business individual . 

The 10 of wands in reverse speaks of the feminines determination this week to overturn ancestral karma, patterns, and programming. She shows little, to no interest this week in taking on other peoples problems, and burdens as her own. Where she is going, she will not be able to carry all of those useless, and outdated things, because they weigh her down, and do not provide her with the clarity that  is necessary to manifest, and visualise. Spiritually, she is releasing MAJOR bondage, and blockages, and refusing to partake in old binding patterns. If she comes from a generational line of heavy karmic debt, curses, or perceptions about what women should, & should not do, then she is VERY likely this week, to flip a finger to all of those things. 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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