Numerological breakdown calculation – 16th (7) – Spirituality, universal consciousness, psychic ability, mental expansion, problem solving, seeking, research, God consciousness, 22 – master builder, problem solver, creativity & the arts, intuition, broad vision, goal setting, accomplishments, legacies.
The 4 of pentacles points to rigidity & a desire to hold on to things longer than we have to, often because we fear change & we fear that change means abandonment.
This week asks us to take a closer look at the ways in which we view change & our ideas about freedom. Once again, we find ourselves diving deep into the depth of the death that is the old polarity battle – this week us taking a look at what it really means for ‘the patriarchy’ to crumble.
Could it be the habits, people or places that we hold on to longer than we should because the idea of change & freedom (although very enticing) strikes immediate fear inside of us.
Perhaps we fear we do not actually have what it takes to be free & careless in this way… It’s not nexesssrilh the type of carelessness that is chaotic, but the type that allows us to let go of control issues – internally & externally.
The fearful ego will come up with so many reasons why we cannot let go & why we are weary to try new things & we may find this as apart of our family line. Perhaps we had one or two parents who held fear or shame consciousness about stepping out into the world in a major way, & we may have inherited many of these fears, but now it is time for us to step outside of that consciousness, to open our hearts & our minds to all that life may have to offer us… Whatever that may be.
Unrequited love challenges you to say no or say goodbye to the things that are no longer you. You may have to take a bold stand against that which you feel is a false mask or is not deep enough for the oceans that you are attempting to swim. Yes this could relate to offers of love & relationships, but I do see it expanding into several areas of our lives, including that which keeps us small.
This is a big week for the feminine to be brave & step outside the mask & the mould & not be afraid of what’s waiting for her on the other side of the curtain.
The 4 of pentacles this week is also representative of this patriarchal structure & how its effects currently continue to dictate how we feel we need to live our realities.
Letting go of the old world & its clutch to the seams of the false illusions may see us letting go of some friendships, or those who refuse to successfully make the change into the new data..
It appears as if when she tries to leave & see for herself what is available, she is held back & kept captive by energies of fear. Whoever it is who remains on this side of the curtain with her is terrified of the real world themselves & they may manipulate her or play games in order for her not to ever experience what it is on the other side.
This doesn’t usually only represent one person, but beliefs, ideologies & principles about it being taboo to stray too far from the village, or to do things on her own.
Not necessarily relating alone to a woman, this could also describe our fears about making the effort in love, fearing we will not have enough to offer our partners, thinking they may be more experienced or advantageous than us in some ways.
We have to remember that’s where the route of fear comes from, especially when we try to hold on so tightly to something – we essentially fear abandonment, & this week can highlight to us our fears of abandonment & codependent natures that keep us small.
You may stay in a stagnant situation longer than you need to because it is comfortable. Because it minimises the chances of abandonment.
The strength card tears our ego away from a situation in which we may be tempted to act from our lower selves. This is the lesson in responsibility that time has taught. You do not always need to give a reaction, & getting triggered just also shows how tightly you are still holding onto your wounds. Instead, the strength card asks you to recognise a pattern here.
What is it that seems to continuously manifest in your life as a result of these fears & phobias that you have of expansion?
The 4 of pentacles could also represent you marinating on past love experiences that have not turned out how you may have preferred them to.
The 2 of swords is a choice & a decision that you can make this week that will alter the flow of things & cause you to experience life in a different way for once. The world card suggests no looking back. Allowing yourself to leave something behind that you may have only kept around because it boosts or strokes your ego.
You have to make a decision now because you’ve reached a pivotal point where the wall is no longer pulled over your eyes. You see & know better now.. & the ace of cups as an energy actually waits to be presented to you once you take the time to appreciate the world around you & live in the moment.
The world card represents a peaceful death, & a peaceful transition, once we finally & fully let go – whilst the guardian angel of children represents a rebirth – a new start to our lives that is a self promise to experience more joy, wonder & most importantly, ambiguity.
The best parts of life happen when you stop trying to make them happen.
Divine lovers weekly reading – ‘The collapsing of polarity, time & space as we know it – why the separation phase NEVER existed.
This week, divine lovers learn just a little bit more about what it means to be present, & how presence, leads to patience. We have tried in the past, to speed things into existence, often displaying a choke hold level of expectation & control, & it has brought us nowhere. We have tried before, to entirely let things go, to pretend that we do not care about how the world unfolds, only to be reminded later that this is one of the most anxiety ridden things. So what do we learn this week? The art of truly letting go. The art of the knowing & the knower. The knowledge that at any time divine love is at play, so too is divine timing.. It’s not for us to manipulate the future, but to manifest it, in every waking breath.
The feminine this week learns a vital lesson about patience, & the purpose of allowing the divine to be received by her. Openness, & trusting, whilst the masculine makes several decisions that alter the course of his destiny.. He moves towards his goal post with precision, & it is time that reveals to him, where he must go.
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