What is persecution consciousness, & how does it effect our growth?
The number 13 somewhere along the lines in history came to be associated with bad luck, or misfortune – most notably Friday the 13th, although in other cultures it is regarded as a symbol/totem of good luck.
Whatever way we look at it, this number has been associated with so much mysticism, speculation, fascination, & like all things that contain these 3 – fear.
One of the most popular scandals & conspiracy theories with this number, is its association with Christ himself. He had 12 disciples, meaning that he would have made up the 13th number, & actually, the 13th member of his disciples has usually been dubbed as Mary Magdalene herself, Ofcourse hidden from traditional church teachings because of obvious outrage – how could a woman be one of Jesus chosen few?! Aren’t women unclean, unholy, & untrustworthy, as unfolded by Eve herself, only earlier in this bible..
For me however, the most interesting association with this number, has been its connection with the goddess, or the witch, & how this ties in with my sunsign – Ophiuchus.
Now before you all cut my head off, I know that people typically have a very love/hate connection with the idea of a 13th sign being introduced, & shoving the other signs out of the way, however, I seem to have this weird theory, (with no way of proving Ofcourse – yet), that many of the traits/characteristics held by those within the 12th zodiac Signs, are not very nearly much as affected, as Sagittarius is.
In other words, yes, likely most of you even with this inclusion, still very much embody the same traits that you always have.
The real distinction here, belongs to the Ophiuchus members, who never truly or quite felt like a Sagittarius.
Who FELT all of the freedom, & agreed with the higher learning, but never quite identify with the portrayal as consistently charismatic, fiery, & out going/sociable.
Because the deep secret, for many ‘Sagittarians’ is the fact that beneath the surface, & often hidden from the prying eyes of their infatuated audiences, there is a very broody, extremely deep, & often sullen/dark element of themselves, very generously gifted from their Scorpio traits.
Because that’s just the thing about crossing this threshold. They now become equal light, & equal dark. They ARE the fire (illumination) element that Sagittarius provides, but they are also the death & the depth that Scorpio is.
Ophiuchus removes sagittarians from just being the light/care free energetic versions, & invites them to explore the demons within not only the crevices of their unconscious/subconscious mind, but also that of the collectives.
(Note how the snakes spiralling upward also mirror the DNA helix, & can also be brought into association with the kundalini awakening serpent).
Ophiuchus IS the shadow & the shadow work. 13, is the collective darkness, & the collective darkness coming to an end, especially in association with the persecution, degradation, humiliation & eventual burning of the witch – the inner feminine occult goddess, the sacred, secret, hidden elements of womanhood, sexual persecution/perversions, & the birth of something far more encompassing of her holiness, her holy mess, the holy grail itself.
It is no coincidence that all of these stories & accusations are coming out about Hollywood directors. Hollywood is deeply entrenched in the occult, & making occult sacrifices/ritual donations for the entities & the beings that govern these changes & turnings of event. The named & shamed directors & producers are simply sacrificial tokens to the entities – usually dark, that feed off of whatever transition or exploration the universe is going through. This may be the dark side of the goddess Kali, or any other dark goddesses that may have been formed through the pain of persecution. The humiliation & public scrutiny these producers/directors face, is the great sacrifice. It’s the purge. So that the rest of the elite, can continue in their dealings. They offer others over. So that they do not have to answer to the dark goddess themselves.
What happens when light & dark meet at equal points in the sky Ophiuchus? Since you are making an appearance to us in JUST few days…
The shadow obstructs the light.
And this is the 9 of swords. The feeling that this purge? Is just TOO purgey & not enough heal-y, (indeed I just made up my own words).
The queen of pentacles is representative of nurture & growth. Being given a gift that one finds beautiful to cultivate, & find joy & pleasure in doing so.
The feminine within us all is being asked to open ourselves up to become more receptive to receiving, & allowing ourselves to feel/become blessed.
This is likely to feel very uncomfortable & to create friction because a lot of us sadly are not used to people genuinely caring for us, & making sacrifices on our behalf. And this is a very typical Ophiuchus trait, feeling betrayed, let down by, or unable to open up to others, as Ophiuchus is the burned & persecuted witch – although typically associated with the image of a serpent toting male!
She was burned for her gifts, for her ability to practice natural healing & magic, inexplicable to the male dominated patriarchal hierarchy that was beginning to sweep through like the intense, engulfing wave that is religion, Christianity to be specific.
Tucked away in the akashic consciousness of the divine feminine, is abuse, it is lack, it is persecution, it IS feeling exposed, & it is vulnerability that fears & perceives the next incoming attack.
There could be a real dichotomy that presents itself at this time between self expression/finding ones self through spiritual freedom, & the polarities of religious order, structure, & indoctrination.
For more info on that, check out my latest article – https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2017/11/15/help-i-am-damned-for-eternity-how-do-i-cope-a-spiritual-initiatory-cross/
It is the feminine feeling abandoned by the masculine. Where was he whilst she was being burnt, raped & persecuted? How did the Scorpio king allow her to face death in such a way that he now holds deep seated guilt, & feelings of insecurity & inadequacy, for not being able to protect the feminine?
It can ONLY be a happy family if the feminine exists there. The whole is not whole at all without her, & many people may begin to feel as if they are longing for ‘the one’, or their soulmate, because of this internal desire for the masculine & the feminine within us all to experience unity & healing once again. The empress oversees everything that happens within the 10 of cups. Divine mother holds so much power & honour as the true head of the house hold. The masculine has to release this illusion of control. No, he does not truly have it. He never does. Because control itself is an illusion to a universe built on chaos & unpredictability.
But if he accepts the feminine, & honours her just as she is, it is only ripe fruits she will bear.
The 6 of swords is the journey of healing that sees the entire family moving toward a new calmer state.
Both counterparts are tired of fighting with one another, but the king of pentacles must know that his financial stability means nothing, if there is nobody for him to share it with, with love.
He needs to learn to work for the feminine, & not just for himself, seeing her as an extension of himself, & when he does, the feminine will feel secure enough to give, & give, & give…
‘It is safe for you to love’.
So much of the heavy work you have been doing, is done. You do not have to display the same level of burden, or heaviness that you used to. The 4 of pentacles is simply an energy of doing too much. There is over attachment or a sense of loss present. It’s rigidity, a fear of movement & acceptance. It is the masculine fear. If I let go, I lose everything.
It is holding on too tightly because sometimes we believe that things will just leave anyway.
This is a contrast to the queen of pentacles who sees multiple avenues opening up just from nurturing this ONE thing.
The 3 of pentacles negotiates with new parties. We become more comfortable to accept community support, & responsibility.
A life of handling everything in isolation is far too draining, because this isn’t the way that we are to live.
Greater responsibility is given to us through the divine with the king of pentacles, especially the accountability that we have shaded ourselves from in the past.
The 10 of cups & the empress speaks of matriarchal responsibility.
Welcoming the feminine back into the collective bosom.
Back into her home to attain harmony once again.
She watches over the community as it grows & blossoms, adding her own nurturing, to both self & others.
It is the end of sacrificial donations.
As much as it is attracting, it is also allowing.
You can only be in a position to give, if you are receiving.
The 6 of swords meeting the 6 of pentacles talks about a shift in the way that we relate to others. Accepting more means holding yourself accountable to what you do & do not allow from others in your life.
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The 5 of wands is the card of, who knows best? Has it been all of the voices outside of us? Or has it been us? Who knows us best? Who OWNS us best? There is a part of the journey unfolding that is challenging both divine lovers to stand up in truth & decide the rest of the journey for themselves. There are likely many outside theories & forces at this time attempting to guard the journey for them, particularly those who represent the old world & the old fixed structures & routines, but in their very pioneer natures, they are being challenged to discover what the true voice of reason is & has been..
Further shadow work inspires them to take greater action on the decisions made. What is brought to them at this time is knowledge of what has not worked & why. The feminine may likely revisit themes of obsession, addiction & darkness as the new moon in Scorpio brings to the surface her worst fears – all of the things the centuries of persecution accused her of being. Alone. Unlovable. Faulty. Whilst the masculine is presented with a huge life lesson that shakes & awakens him, to slow down, to think twice, to know that the divine is far mightier than he could ever be. Humility at its finest.
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