General weekly reading – 12th-21st March 2018 – Exorcism.

Numerological breakdown calculation – 12th-21st — New karmic beginnings, the innerchild, motherhood, healing the inner child wound, healing parental damage/trauma, completion, a completion of cycles, creativity, art, humanitarianism, teaching. The wounded healer. Family. Harmony. Unity. Community. Acceptance.

The five of swords in combination with the page of cups is the fear that is born when our inner child does not feel comfortable, confident, or secure. Whatever childhood hang ups you are still holding on to that are making it difficult for you to experience freedom, particularly mental-psychological freedom.

The 5 of swords this week holds the page of cups captive, which may be the spirit reflected in the Pisces new moon.

What is the TRUTHFUL essence of your spirit?

There are things that you want to do, & chances that you hope to take, but it feels as if there is a very real fear of backlash here.

So for a lot of us this week, is about narcissistic abuse, particularly the narcissistic abuse that many of us have endured at the hands of parents, or from the wider community around us.

That is the damper on the spirit that we’ve carried with us since long ago, & this week? We get to confront that.

The 9 of swords as the outcome represents the process of de/reprogramming.

Negative thoughts have been implanted into your mind through conditioning, & most of it is not even yours, it is limitations of others, & their fears, & projections.

You may be called to spend less time around those you may perceive to have very draining energies, & perhaps draw some boundaries.

The devil card demonstrates this feeling of heaviness that may have you feeling as if you cannot escape these feelings, or this darkness, but that is what death is for – to break up this ‘pity party’.

The 6 of swords is the opportunity to heal yourself by going back in time.

Ofcourse, we can never truly or fully go back in time, or could we?

Surely this is the psychological process of healing.

We go back into old folders, & files, in order to rearrange this, & build more supportive memories.

In the 6 of swords, the individual seems to go back in time to provide both their inner child, & their (inner) mother with some support.

This does not necessarily have to do with physically healing the mother wound, (although it will for many), so much as it relates to the way that we mirror, & mother ourselves.

The 6 of swords speaks of breaking negative attachments, to attachment.

There is this fear of change, & jumping into the unknown, which relates to comforting the wounded healer in you.

What you are afraid of this week, is what will actually move you.

Do not resist the changes as they come. The wheel of fortune shows that apart of you actually welcomes change, yet you have fears surrounding letting go.

There are worries about manifesting what has already been, but the message is on focusing on building the new, & slowly integrating newer, more peaceful thoughts.

The change will not take place overnight, & you need to be patient with yourself about the process. If you are trying to do it properly.

It is about acceptance of self, & no longer making that anyone else’s responsibility/priority.

You have the answer to the solution already.

The wheel of fortune is about opportunity & taking the chance this week to actually exit the wheel, by choosing a different option, & doing things differently.

In the case that you have been here before, ask yourself, what has changed this time around.

‘Bats symbolize death and rebirth. Sometimes, they are known as the “Guardian of the Night.” It is largely misunderstood and so therefore many of its symbolic meanings are inappropriately fear-based. The bat is a symbol of rebirth and death because it is a creature that lives in the belly of the Mother (Earth). From the womb-like caves it emerges every evening at dusk. And so – from the womb it is reborn every evening’.

It is also a symbol of communication because the Native Americans observed the bat to be a highly social creature. Indeed, the bat has strong family ties. They are very nurturing, exhibiting verbal communication, touching, and sensitivity to members of their group.

The bat is also associated with medicine. Bat medicine teaches us to release fear and any pattern which no longer fits in with our pattern of growth. A new beginning, trusting one’s instincts, the bat is powerful medicine.

Source – http://symbolism.wikia.com/wiki/Bat

The 5 of swords also relates to taking a closer look at behaviours within yourself that may be toxic, or immature. It’s not about blame, or pointing the finger, so much as it is about ownership & understanding.

It can be difficult to accept the ways that our psyche has split, & filtered out certain information, but this is the only way that we can strike the ego at the heart, & arrive at the soul of a situation.

You are moving on to the second stage of the self, so it’s as if one version of you has died & you’re reaching maturation.

Just being alone with your darkness, is enough this week.

Divine lovers weekly preview —

Divine lovers weekly reading – 12th-21st March 2018′ I fought the law and I won’.

A huge emotional rebirth takes place for divine lovers this week. It’s time for the masculine to confront himself in a big way, & his shadows are being illuminated for him to see. It’s a little bit like a panic attack, or a vampire being given a soul again – literally.

The process may not be the prettiest, but it’s teaching the feminine a valuable lesson in not biting off more than she can chew.

The veil from the patriarchal promises that were never gifted to him, are shattering.

There are some masculines who are not taking this very badly, however the ones who used the original patriarchal structure of dominance via manhood to shield & protect themselves against their own weakened ego (childhood hang ups), this time will prove most uncomfortable.

If she tries to involve herself with the breakdown of the masculines lessons, & karma, she will find herself even more exhausted & depleted.

Her awakening consciousness this week is actually born from this feeling of fatigue, & oppression. Although it births a fire spirit that seeks to burn everything to the ground.

She’s fed up with the masculines antics this week, & not in a way that is blaming or shaming him, because she recognises the ways in which she has fed into it herself.

They are BOTH confronting themselves, they are BOTH dealing with the healing of the inner child, & their family’s wounds.

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General weekly reading – The wisdom that the past/paths taught – 5th-11th March 2018.

General weekly reading –

The wisdom that the past/paths taught – 5th-11th March 2018.

Numerological breakdown calculation – 5 – Change, death/rebirth, newness, freedom, open space, liberation, awakening, 11 – Spiritual awakening, masculine & feminine balance, harmony, self mastery, illumination, initiation.

The 3 of wands coming in for this week, is a major sigh of relief.

With the 3 of wands we have passed a major threshold in our lives, & we can stand back, & appreciate the bigger picture, for all that has been.

The 3 of wands is not neglectful of the pains that have occurred in the past, but is still very much grateful & thankful for this thing called endurance.

For this thing called grace.

A lot of us this week actually will be experiencing energy or memory recall, especially through dreams.

One of the parts of trauma that can cause narcissists, or rather narcissistic behaviour, is how we block out memories of painful events that we have been through, but still operate unconsciously from this place of pain, by dishing out pain to others.

And one of my ULTIMATE favourite parts of the healing journey, is actually memory of energy recall, which moves us forward in healing, by taking us backward to view, & remember the past.

This week, or this time, may see you suddenly stumbling upon smaller memories, especially painful ones of incidences were you felt neglect, or abuse.

The 3 of wands is like the overseer, so you watch these memories & situations back, however you are somewhat detached from them this week, because you know that they are gone. You are a soul/sole survivor.

And you can look back at how far you have come, & all of the trials that you have had to endure, & be merciful.

And thankful that the ride is over, for it truly is – over.

The 6 of wands alongside the 3 of wands, creates the 9 of wands, which is representative of forgiveness, & allowing the past to remain in the past.

Cross paths with the present.

The 6 of wands is the feeling we get when we re-enter our body.

This is the physical body remembering who the soul is.

‘Hello my old friend’, it is about time that you return to you.

The 6 of wands comes out of the transition this week. So a lot of karmic work & healing work has been occurring specifically to do with the family & the parents recently, & this has impacted our own internal experiences, & masculine & feminine energy greatly.

Every single template you have taken from your paternal, & maternal gene pools have come out to play in recent weeks.

Healing the karma of your parents is about recognising the model of love that they shared, the way they related to the world, & the way they related to one another.

The lovers card articulates this fresh template in love that we are currently creating. When we forgive those who have hurt us, we also forgive ourselves, because a lot of the time the partners who we attract, mirror who we were in a past life.

If we can create sympathy (not empathy) for them, then we can forgive ourselves.

When we feel empathy for them, we are actually not expressing love, but rather keeping the both of us in bondage.

The lovers card seeks to come out of the darkness that is felt in cards like the devil card energy.

The lovers energy this week exposes all of ones secrets, phobias, & indiscretions. It’s like there are no secrets this week, everything is being pulled to the surface.

For some, this does feel as if it is about moving on, & walking away, & if this is done, I must stress that to lessen cord attachment, it should not be done from a malicious perspective. Rather, we must understand how the situation presents itself to us for us to understand the aspects of our lives that are in need of healing, & security.

The 10 of swords is the martyr complex, or rather victimhood that we are breaking free from this week.

The page of swords charges in to burst ones illusions, & this may be us creating our boundaries, or giving those around us the honest truths about how we feel/think about their actions.

This card could be standing up for yourself this week, & feeling the courage to tell those around you what they need to hear.

As the narrative about the way that you see yourself changes, you stop seeing others as so helpless, & want them too to hold themselves to a higher standard of accountability.

The page of swords seems to cause the 10 of swords which is something like an artificial injury.

It will not harm the person who is receiving the news so much, as it will bruise their ego into understanding that a higher level of themselves is required of them.

I feel if you have a message for somebody this week, or for a lover, it’s either about forgiveness, or about how you recognise yourself in the mistake(s) that they’ve made, aiding you to take a non judgemental approach.

For many we are saying that we need to move on. That this phase of life is over for us, & it’s about understanding how everything is connected, & how everything has been connected, & the way to strike a different course of events, is to change.

Balance is introduced with the intwining nature of the black & white theme. Symbolising the interchanging nature of death, & rebirth, this week finds us losing more of our fears of death & the change in our surroundings.

The tower energy is never truly solid. It is never truly shaky either.

It is both, & exists in the moments in-between.

With the tower, it does not come down this week in such a shaky way as it has in the past. When all is revealed, there is no clear villain, or no clear victim.

The guardian angel of young adult places more responsibility in your hands through knowledge/wisdom.

The key that the character is holding demonstrates new found wisdom that will be used to unlock the next part of their journey.

Divine lovers — (Twin-flame) weekly preview.

Divine lovers Weekly Reading – Motherhood, death & rebirth, changing seasons – Spring brings the promise of new things – 5th-11th March 2017.

The empress & the queen of wands as the main energy display very powerful divine feminine energies that will be coming to the surface this week.

This is an entirely new take on how the feminine sees herself, & how she creates her stories. It’s like she has a guide this week, a divine feminine presence who holds her accountable, a big sister, or a mother, who guides her into initiation.

For some feminines this will be the great spiritual mother herself, & many may feel called to come into contact with a Feminine deity who calls out to them – yemoja (yemaya), Isis, Kali, or Mary Magdalene, depending on which part of her needs nurturing.

Poetry ~

Spring time always seems to arrive before I am ready.

I have not even said goodbye to you, the darkness, my love, when it becomes time to make ready for the new.

I try to hold onto the trees, as the leaves grow loose, but it is no use.

Spring time will come by noon, & with it, my darkest night too shall depart.

I miss you with all of my heart.

When we die & are reborn by midnight,

Tell me that you will not forget me.

Too soon I held on to you,

As if the days would never pass us passed,

By dear, they did last,

Till death, inevitably, incredibly, do us part.

I will not act as if I did not cherish you, every single moment that I knew you.

Cindy Anneh-bu.

The guardian angel of young adults shows the masculine being given more responsibility through this birth. Maybe he is learning how to manage his money better, or how to provide & be there for the feminine.

He definitely learns a lesson in selflessness, although the lesson may be slow to come.

The masculine has always been twice removed, fixated on something or another that caused the feminine to get lost in her thoughts wondering about him.

This could be infidelity, as well as the birth of a child through a relationship experienced outside of the union.

In the past life relationship card, the feminine reminisces over how the relationship used to be.

Something has definitely changed, especially for the feminine & she’s mourning, & experiencing every inch of this change.

The tree card symbolises the changing of seasons, & how things appear on the surface to remain the same, but day by day everything changes on a grand level, & her actions affect her past, as well as her future.

The angel of trust shows the feminine working on the side of herself that felt or feels abandoned, that feels separated from the great mother. It’s a welcoming home for the feminine.

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