Divine Lovers Daily Reading – 28th-29th January 2019 – The secure things in life – Money, career and emotions.

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Main theme – The emperor/Healing family issues. Masculine – 3 of pentacles, ace of pentacles. Feminine – 8 of pentacles/7 of pentacles.

The emperor and the healing family issues takes us on a journey to once again break down and analyse how the father wound or our relationship with our fathers has impacted our sense of stability, security and foundations, particularly in these next 2 days in relation to our finances. Masculine energy although present within both man and woman is mostly expressed to us through our fathers. The responsibility or lack of responsibility shown to us in matters of providing for the family and existing as a strong, consistent role model is also downloaded unto us from our fathers and you can see the devastating affects that can be produced in many communities when the father figure is absent, how it obliterates and destabilises families and their ability/chances of survival. Needless to say, the father is a very central and important figure, however, for divine lovers these next 2 days, it becomes not so much about using the father as an excuse for the shortcomings in their productivity or accumulation but taking control of where things may have not been the most secure, within and without.

Healing family issues does not focus so much on the emotional journey of forgiving one’s parents, or one’s father for that matter but places more of a focus toward the recreation of a healthier family dynamic for the next generation. Healing happens when we decide to live our lives in a way that is not reflective of those who hurt us or let us down. That is when true forgiveness begins and it has nothing to do with pretending to let go or attempting to forget what the person has done to you or has not done for you.

Self-responsibility and determination is at the root of this reading today.

The masculine in particular at this time seeks to be a better man and to put a system of better practices in place than the ones he saw. A protective nature towards the feminine is also developing within him, perhaps because she has decided to become her own knight in shining armour, perhaps because he sees how at one point she truly tried to rely on him, but now is developing a strength that sees her willing to take on more for herself, without playing into victimisation or woe is me – challenging what he thought he knew about both him and her.

Most divine lovers at this time are focusing on achieving freedom through financial security, a theme that also plays out throughout this week’s divine lovers weekly – (Purchase details below).

The emperor shows both becoming very clear regarding their boundaries and what they want for themselves. A hunger and determination to look towards the future as opposed to staying focused on the past, or on their limitations.

The emperor represents making some of the ‘harder’ decisions in order to introduce greater levels of self-discipline and authority over one’s life.

Something is motivating them to become more conscious and serious about the life that they are building and for the most part, it’s a reluctance to end up in similar situations that they’ve experienced in the past.

A focus is placed on fixing and healing low vibrational energies and fixing their poor habits at this time.

Financial security becomes paramount to the masculine whilst the feminine strives to get her emotions and occasional emotional instability in check.

The 3 of pentacles describes the masculine going out to find work and stability within his community. The masculine becomes progressive in his efforts to sell his products or focus more closely on business and entrepreneurship. This comes to some after the feminine has been constantly reminding him that it’s time for him to take things more seriously.

The ace of pentacles may suggest a promotion or an opportunity that he is offered to build and expand upon what he already has. If he has his own business, he could be working with developers or finding ways to bring his product into materialisation/final stages.

He may also be interested in taking more financial risks and expanding at the expense of him starting his own family or his family expanding, as many feminine’s at this time are actually pregnant. ‘Nesting’ for the masculine is the process of gathering enough stability and security to ensure that the feminine has a safe space to deliver in.

The king of pentacles shows the feminine making much needed sacrifices in order to achieve her financial goals. She may be putting in more hours at work, staying behind late or sacrificing some social time with her friends/family. The feminine begins to mature as far as finances are concerned and challenges the masculine to do the same. Some feminine’s may be worrying about the masculine’s abilities to remain productive. The 7 of pentacles is patience and perseverance whilst the feminine waits for things to come together. This period may require more focus towards her career/finances than her desires to control or monitor the masculine’s actions.

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Preview — With the knight of pentacles the feminine wants the best future for herself and each and everyday she is discovering more and more just how much she is worth it.
With the world card, the masculine needs to begin to slowly draw and pull away from the confines of his family or this community that he has been so focused on keeping up appearances with. The world always signifies an ending to a particular time period of our lives. Something is changing with and for divine lovers this week and as bittersweet as it is the importance of the focus should be upon embracing what is to come. It is never easy to leave behind all that you have had to rely upon for most of your life and yes it does feel a little uncomfortable. The reason the masculine has probably previously held on so tightly to this life and to this world is because it did give him a sense of security and safety. It was like a band aid that protected him from going out into the real world and having this feeling of being alone. He was hiding behind this community in many ways because he did not and does not know who he would be without it. If this is about moving out of the family home, then some masculine’s are not quite ready to make this leap because they are afraid of what kind of man or family lead they would be if they fully made the jump.

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The truth about new age-ism & conventional religion; God, are you there? It’s me, returning.

New age spirituality as a belief system has been argued by scholars to be very vague & difficult to define considering it’s broad range of practices & incorporation of several traditional & some modern religious schools of thoughts. I would define it as a theology centred around healing, the re-establishment of a new God figure that’s removed from Abrahamic religion’s interpretations & a fusion of African & eastern theological & philosophical practices. In short? New ageism has no home. In my opinion it’s a school of thought that borrows from every other pre-existing school of thought with the determination to appear radical, edgy, advanced in its time & superior to its alternatives. However, I have found many of its supporters to be desperately in search of a sense of belonging, understanding & ultimately – sense of esteem.

New ageism typically preaches that no matter who you are, what you have done or what you continue to do (continue being the main word of fixation here), all you have to do is meditate, own some crystals, declare that you are a positive being, follow moon cycles, agree that we are all one & you are effectively cleared of all of your personal life choices & decisions. A real lack of accountability & pseudo humanitarian philosophy is birthed here. And I want to talk about it today. I feel that the 3 universal year wants expansion for us all. And apart of my expansion is coming to terms with the ultimate truth. What do I REALLY believe? It’s time to know.

– Cindy Anneh-bu

So I wanted to do a post to discuss my views & my feelings about new ageism & many people may be very confused because I may appear to fit in to the stereotypical notion of new ageism. I consider myself spiritual. I discuss buzzwords such as ‘empaths’, ‘numerology’, ‘the universe’ & I use taro cards. And for the most part I’d be lying if I said the new age movement didn’t directly impact the work that I am doing now. However, that does not go to say that it was a direct result of it.

There will always be callings & always those who have gifts as seers & I’m so grateful to the break I had away from religion because it finally gave me the opportunity to find myself.

Whilst religion is very much about the experience of the collective, occult teachings allowed me to dive into the mystical experiences of the INDIVIDUAL. The self. Who my soul truly was & what my lessons were & what I was supposed to do with them.

Religion was far too monotonous & collective to ever offer me that.

And in a time I became increasingly isolated & depressed as I was initiated onto the path, I needed something more. Something fitting. Something that explained what the strange things happening to me were. And the occult gave me that.

The occult. Occult teachings, vastly different from new ageism.

What I believe new ageism does? Is create an entirely different religion w/ the illusion of freedom.

You’ll regularly find ppl challenging you on how ‘spiritual’ you are, what is ‘ego’ & governing what you should eat (veganism) & what you should wear – head wraps etc.

Not to mention new ageism has an incredibly & dangerously potent dark, possessed & obsessive side, particularly referring to angel numbers, spirit guides & twinflames.

How many of you has known somebody who became so obsessed w/ angel numbers they’d look for them repeatedly & convince themselves that God ALWAYS had a message for them, even toward their own detriment of thinking complete narcissists were their ‘twinflames’ & if they just held out on their pain & longing for long enough, they’d be rewarded w/ this individual’s love.

Is this not any more abusive than suffering to be rewarded in God’s kingdom?

I know so many people who have been negatively impacted & become obsessed w/ angel numbers, even to the point of believing that these numbers were drawing them towards certain people & in many instances I do believe new ageism can open you up to be toyed with by other entities/djinns who you can call to come in to your space through meditation, harmful chanting, using magic tools such as charms & taro cards – without any prior knowledge or safety measures to handle what you’re conjuring.

What new ageism does is make hidden, occult knowledge (which is disastrous when placed into the hands of the wrong people) wildly generic & available to all, especially very young & impressionable women who are in search of an identity.

Who do not have to heal their depression or their anxiety anymore because they can suddenly attach to being ‘empaths’ & simply perceiving the emotions of others. Because they can simply detach from this world, declaring that they are ‘starseeds’ from another galaxy & that the only reason they feel existential turmoil is because they’re waiting on their alien family to come & get them.

We fail so many young women & men when we expose them to this world of magic & worship as if it’s a fad & all they have to do is buy a few crystals & stick a picture of Kali on their wall?

What do white teenage girls or black women in their 20’s know about Kali, an Asian goddess depicted ripping the heads off of men? Absolutely nothing. We know not of the energies we’re calling into our space. We borrow mythologies & deities from every which way & morph them together to form new identities.

We glorify Lilith who’s depicted as a rebellious, demonic figure. We reference Aleister Crowley, abandon God in favour of the ‘universe’ & declare ourselves god’s & egotistically bash anyone who attempts to challenge our ideology.

New ageism opens people already usually vulnerable to & suffering from mental illness to a hub of psychosis. ‘Spirit guides’ which could easily be demonic entities navigating their world. Telling them to meditate, leaving them open to the spirit world, not knowing what they’re bringing back with them.

And let us discuss this consistent idea of ascension that removes us so far from the present moment, with the promise that if we just hold on a little bit longer, just till the next gateway everything will be fine & all of our problems will be healed.

A lot of the spiritual gurus that regurgitate this information are not necessarily at fault. Many of them really do operate under this hope that they too can somehow separate themselves from the trauma of their reality & create illusions in which they already have. It is the superiority complex that feeds their broken ego. Not their sudden switch to another reality.

Buzzwords are used to pain a picture of being all knowing & all seeing & a lot of gurus become gods to those just starting out on the journey, instead of actually turning to god, they look to their nearest internet guru for direction & let me tell you, if your favourite spiritual influencer is not mentioning God REGULARLY, this person is harnessing your energy for their own gain.

Do not let new ageism erase God for you. That’s what it wants to do. To leave you confused. To leave you worshiping false gods.

It wants you to perpetually look to astrology or numerology instead of praying. It wants you to be so confused, anxious & scared that you have no patience for life.

It wants to introduce sexual immorality using the suggestion of ‘sacred sexuality’, sacred sexuality is still very much exclusive!

Now? I’m not saying religion is perfect – I still cannot stand it. And I’m not saying spirituality cannot truly heal you. I’m saying life is a journey & you must learn to use TOOLS to teach you & assist you, as a medium back to God & not something that you become obsessed with.

Personally? I have been drawn lately more towards Christ’s teachings & the re-interpretation of the bible through my new understanding of occult teaching & personal realisations of patterns that play out.

I think religious scripture can be quite dangerous when you are consuming it as a sheep, somebody who does not have a gnostic background or understanding & takes everything EXTREMELY literal & not allegorical.

However even with holy books I take them with a pinch of salt because I know that for the most part they were written by those who did not wish for us to decipher the hidden messages to be powerful enough to free ourselves of our own karma. And a lot of us who have spiritual gifts can determine that many holy books were written by & for those in-fact who could not handle the level of intensity & power that came with holding sacred knowledge, so they severely watered it down.

However I would suggest to go back from an esoteric point of view & study any holy book of your choice – the more the better. The Torah, the Quran & the bible are amazing scriptures to start with! Grab a highlighter & a notebook & work your way through breaking down interpretations.

Each day select a passage to read & if it does not resonate w/ you at the time? Pray to God for understanding.

PRAYER – absolutely key in both breaking generational curses, making sense of your next move & building a stronger relationship w/ the divine.

When it comes to angel numbers? If they seek you out? Then pay attention as God does speak in numbers. What NOT to do? Is see one of a few numbers & scramble to attach meaning to them.

Astrology is a beautiful tool. But do not become too attached to any one thing.

When it comes to meditation? Visualising a white light or repeating a mantra such as ‘God is w/ me’ or ‘Subhanallah’ will allow you to declare you’re meditating in the name of God.

Fasting is also an amazing tool to bring you clarity.

– Cindy Anneh-bu © 2019

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Divine Lovers *Daily* Reading//Lessons – 12th-13th January 2019.

Art – Vincesm

Main theme – The angel of forgiveness/The moon, Masculine – 7 of pentacles/Let go of control issues, Feminine – 10 of cups/Free yourself.

The main theme of today’s daily reading follows the same signature ascribed to the weekly reading (See below for purchase details). Dreams & subconscious revelations surrounding fears of vulnerability are central at this time.

Both divine lovers may find themselves feeling particularly sensitive & hyper vigilant to betrayal or disappointment.

Both are motivated by unconscious phobias from past pain & situations take place to bring those wounds to the surface – even threatening the foundation of the relationship.

Salvation is found if one or both divine lovers can remain conscious enough to determine the driving force behind these heavy weighted interactions.

With the 7 of pentacles, the masculine appears to be waiting on something. He may be waiting on a job opportunity or news from a venture that he is working on. He may feel anxious or on edge during this process or even pessimistic wondering if his visions will reach fruition in time.

The masculine has a habit of being overly hard on himself at times & even though he may not vocalise it, would be appreciative of support & encouragement from the feminine at this time.

His anxiety may translate as a hostile attitude towards the feminine whilst his fear may see him being controlling.

The masculine is still familiarising himself with ways to communicate what he is thinking & feeling, traditionally this has not been his strong point.

Dealing with feelings of being powerless is his specific trauma/Achilles heel, along with the fear that he may one day lose the feminine because of this.

He may find himself mentally flashing to times in his childhood or in his past where he was made to feel powerless or lost something & there was nothing he could really do about it.

He may not understand his harsh tones & attitudes actually serve to push the feminine away rather than achieve his goal of bringing her closer.

If he is to lose or alienate the feminine at this time, then he has nobody to blame but himself.

The situation that he wants or the life that he is envisioning will indeed come together. It just requires for him to allow things to fall in to place rather than trying to manipulate the reality around him, which only causes grief for everybody involved.

The ‘let go of control issues’ card perfectly outlines this dynamic.

You see the way the masculine figure sits down on the seat, almost trying to pretend as if he is unbothered by the feminine leaving. He appears to be looking slightly over at her, ever so slightly so that she does not feel she is important enough to get his full attention. Masculine, are we really still playing passive aggressive games at this point because we are fearful of baring our true soul & full emotions? Who are you fooling? If you keep acting nonchalant & like you don’t really care the feminine will take this as a cue & sooner or later will train herself not to care too.

The spirit guides of both the masculine & the feminine are pleading with the masculine to open his heart, let his pride down, release his worry & allow them to assist him on the path to divine love.

What he needs to understand in dealing with the feminine is that he’s really dealing with her inner child. Look at the little girl the feminine figure cradles. This is her inner child who she appears to be protecting from the masculine. If the feminine doesn’t feel safe to be vulnerable like a child, then the relationship will never work. It’s not her adult self that she needs to be able to trust the masculine with. Rather it’s the most vulnerable, innocent, emotional & sensitive part of herself.

He needs to know this & recognise what’s at stake here.

The 10 of cups speaks of the picture that the feminine has of love resulting from her parental love or childhood figures. She ponders the narrative of a woman who is in a loveless marriage, trapped & unhappy, however she stays under the lock of having children whom she cannot disadvantage by tearing their home apart & because she has the perfect image of a happy family to portray to her peers, society & those who will one day judge her.

Perhaps this is the version of love & togetherness that the feminine witnessed from her family.

What the feminine truly fears? Is entrapment & unhappiness. Do you see the tight grip that the masculine figure has on the feminine’s face in the 10 of cups imagery? I’ve never seen the picture in this light, but it appears as if his controlling behaviour is keeping the feminine on a tight rope, perhaps enabling her sense of self & individuality to slowly erode. The fear that I discuss in my theory of the ‘good wife’ – the woman who loses herself & is slowly replaced by the version of herself that her husband most wants her to be.

Whilst the masculine is afraid of loss, the feminine fears loss of identity & these two themes continue to play out until they can communicate these phobias with one another & have them understood.

The free yourself card challenges the feminine to take control of her own happiness & her own sense of self. Whilst her happiness is so intrinsically tied into the masculine? Ofcourse she will continue to feel stifled & as if she must fit into his idea of perfection. Nobody ever said the feminine should stop living her life & most of her lack of freedom is self indicted. The feminine needs to develop a new sense of fun & a taste for life. It’s time for her to discover new desires of hers. Perhaps travel to places alone, get herself comfortable & confident with meeting new people. Somebody can only take control over your life if you’re not willing to take control of it yourself.

And masculine? The feminine showing you devotion & submission, isn’t the same as her losing her right to life.

Both lovers need to practice the art of forgiving those who have wounded them in the past, in order to find the space to forgive one another in the present.

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