Numerological breakdown calculation

9 – childhood wounds, healing family issues, completion, endings, resolution, wholeness, understanding, creativity through pain, 15 (6) – mother wound, lovers, community healing, past life regression.

The main theme presenting itself as ‘religious factors’ & the knight of wands shows this absolutely massive & monumental COLLECTIVE spiritual awakening that is currently occurring right before our very eyes.

Gone are the days when it was just yoga pants wearing, loc sporting, twitter mentoring, self proclaimed hippies who are banging on about the end times, new vibrations, spiritual understanding & religious indoctrination…

NOW, we are in times where you will find people spreading this good word almost EVERYWHERE that you go, those you once thought may never awaken, are awakening..

Family members, old partners, your neighbour down the street, everybody everywhere is feeling a buzz about this new wave of spiritual energy that is bringing illumination… Such a powerful time, & a powerful change to be apart of!

The knight of wands is the passion that a lot of religious sects took away from us. It may be sexual, creative or even self expansion & exploration that is causing for so many of us to awaken from our slumber.

Our old spiritual & religious beliefs, those taught by our families & community are no longer seeming to resonate & the knight of wands is this fire BURSTING through, as we recognise the thinning of the illusions… Ever closer to All Hallows’ eve.

Notice the figure in the angel oracle, she is surrounded by a pink luminescent light – this light is belonging to Archangel Metatron, who I spoke on last week.

He presents himself, to bring healing in the form of knowledge to the masses. Who is he? He is the keeper of the book of life. As we stray away from conventional teachings, we wonder what his book may have to offer us.

Esoteric knowledge. Occult knowledge. Things we dare not have spoken of growing up.

We now see, & begin to feel with the presence of the moon card. The moon card represents the antithesis of all of our emotions & emotional knowing.

It sees us existing in the astral realms & planes just a little bit more & just a little bit longer. See how easy it is to communicate without words.

See how easy it is to FEEL the truth. Empaths rise us, your time is now. For so long you may have judged that which you felt but had no way to prove, when the moon card arrives this week, to let you know that you were right… That you are always right!

And a lot of people this week will be hearing from their divine counterparts – twinflames & soul mates, because this is just the nature of soul expansion & growth – you are drawn towards what feels pure & authentic, you realise who has taught you what, & why they were placed on your path & WHAT they had & still have to teach you – read more about this weeks twinflame reading at the end –

The 9 of wands looking back at the moon card may represent some self pity on our part – which is not entirely discouraged, because we have been through a lot, but just remember not to get stuck there!

The 9 of wands represents the energy from our past & may represent a time where our intuition was always trying to communicate with us, but we just chose not to listen to it. It is easy to frown upon past mistakes & grievances when we know better. We become like a parent to our past child like self, scorning at them for not knowing any better, but how were they supposed to? They were operating under old archaic, outdated & disruptive programming, this however is an entirely new operation, so please remember to be gentle with ALL past selves.

There is this huge uproar & uprooting of the foundations of our lives with the world card. I sense some people picking up & entirely moving to new locations because something just compels them to. This spiritual something that provokes them into a death & rebirth response that may look insane to those around them.

Stay on your path. The change may not be easy because of how big it is but this is so very necessary for your souls evolution. I see things blowing up so it’s really the end of your world. Something major comes to a close that no longer agrees with you, & you’re taking all of these soul lessons with you.

Enough is enough. You watched. You waited. You tried to fit in & grow accustom to this world, but it kept being destroyed because it wanted you to notice – this is just not for you.

It may have been you obeying laws that were man made or of the ego – depictions about how you should be & who you should be with, whereas now you’re very much concerned with obeying the laws of nature, spiritual law, karmic law & the orders of powers higher up than our own.

When you ascend, you don’t really need to take anything with you – just your soul, your body becomes anew, & this is why 3 separate figures on this card are naked. They are not bound by clothes or earthly rules. Remember that clothes became for us when we realised we were naked in the garden of Eden, AFTER & not before our transgressions. To be naked means to be unashamed, pure, free.

FOUR major arcana… I mean it’s absolutely out of this world – LITERALLY, I am so lost for words at the power of this week. So let’s take a look at these major arcanas – they all point to celestial events & astrological placements that are really assisting our shift – the sun, the moon, the star, the world – it appears the entire universe is with us, asking to be born again.

This is the Christ archetype. The sun represents freedom from childhood restraint. Any of us who had abusive or narcissistic parents, this freedom JUST TO BE speaks to us.

Whilst the moon is healing of the unconscious, the sun is the product of what that healing brings to our physical reality, whilst the star works inbetween – on the subconscious parts of our brain – guiding us to the knowledge & the information we may seek to let us know we are on the right path.

The star card is all about coincidence & carefully placed synchronicity. ‘Everyday magic’ that only seems to intensify, everyday.

Some of us this week will be leaving our partners because they may not understand our new found spiritual paths, or we may realise our vibration is no longer in sync with theirs.

The angel of creativity represents the abundance of creative ideas & essence that flows through us, the more we embrace the gateway to these talents & abilities. & the more we discover new gateways & dimensions within ourselves.

It’s an amazing time to be alive! Make the BEST use of your soul! It’s only up from here….

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The devil card in the taro (featured in this weeks twinflame reading) is the PRIME example of this.

Belief.. Those w/ heavy shadow work are actually those with the most capacity to see & become the light. Your shadow self is a gateway to your healing.What is it that weakens you? sexual promiscuity? Addictions? Fear? Insecurity? Then these are what you must conquer in yourself.

Once you become a master of these things within yourself, you’re pretty much like superman if he destroyed kryptonite for good.

The entrapment of the couple by the devil figure is merely an illusion. If they truly desired so, with will & force, they could break free.

There’s a cyclical nature to entrapment. Which means whatever entrails them has been occurring for life times, in countless life situations, It does not NEED to happen. It happens because they do not exercise the will against themselves. There is no outta devil with no inner devil.

The masculine has this POWERFUL AWAKENING this week – like staring directly into God’s light, even when it blurs the eyes… whilst the feminine learns how to operate in the darkness.

She has a plan, a plot, a theory or a narrative this week that she feels will break them both out of peril & she begins to actually have fun with this mission work.

What do you do when you begin to know that you are chosen?

That you only battle because you’re battle worthy?

You start to have fun with it… You begin to not take the path so seriously, so severely… You begin to sense God’s sense of humour.. The sense, that it is all nonsense, attempting to make sense.

He cannot pretend this mediocre life is suitable any longer. He cannot pretend to smile as he realises he’s apart of the Truman show.. There’s a life that exists outside of the fence that he peers over. He has to realise there is no comfort in his comfortability.. It’s really quite deceiving not to be ripped open actually. And his heart chakra is his last obstacle.. He must open to it, entirely, oh how it engulfs.

It is INSANITY to continuously do the same thing, & so this week her perspective MUST shift. It’s time to do the work in a way that’s lighter.

NOTHING that you were born to do should feel that heavy. There’s a real acknowledgement growing that life isn’t supposed to feel cloudy & if ever it does… Then we are CHOOSING this.

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General weekly reading – 2nd-8th October -Relationship karma – moving through new phases of understanding Ones self & the human experience.

Main theme – ace of wands, crowning – past life relationship, outcome – 2 of swords, surrounding cards – queen of cups, page of pentacles, king of wands, 6 of wands.

Numerological breakdown calculation – 2 – balance, harmony, relationships, union, the harmonisation of masculine & feminine – 8 – karma, breaking karmic chains, breaking karmic bonds, freedom from poverty consciousness, a new dawn for interpersonal relationships.

The ace of wands introduces the undertone of the primal energy into this weeks reading. Perhaps we are going back to the beginning, in order to get to a new destination.

The ace of wands may symbolise a new spiritual beginning & journey – one synchronised with the very beginning. This is much like the Big Bang theory – what existed before nothing existed?

Fired by the fiery full moon in Aries on the 5th, this week asks us about our hidden desires, which ofcourse always reveal so much about our hidden fears..

Who were we? Before we took on all of this fear, all of these templates, all of these ideas & suggestions from our communities, & ran with them?

There is a sense of strength & renewal that comes from the ace of wands. I see it like the energy of the continent Africa. Strong. Resilient. Long standing. No matter what may arrive to afflict it.

Long have you been colonised by minds & ideas alien to you. Long have you been told who you are, & how you are supposed to be. But the ace of wands sees you reclaiming your future, & reclaiming your power, in a way that causes a spiritual uproar – FOR yourself.

The ace of wands is willing to go to battle for yourself. Battle against the darkness. Battle against the dark forces, & be battle confident BECAUSE of how far you have already come.

There is a light of determination that shines with the warrior who knows that they were hand selected for battle – as you were.

There is also a lot of sexual, creative & explosive energy that surfaces this week & a lot of us do find ourselves connecting with that inner desire & urge to produce & create in order to express ourselves & make sense of that which lies within.

People who may not have described themselves as particularly artistic or artsy before, will be trying their hand at something creative this week, especially something that connects with that voice inside of them that wants to be free, that wants to break out, that WANTS to be understood, that WANTS to tell its story.

The king of wands & the queen of cups this week play out a story of courtship. You may be hunted, or you may be the hunter this week as love or at least passionate desires take hold. The king of wands is a rather sexual individual, enticing, confident & influential, & this likely could represent two different aspects of yourself.

For some, the queen of cups & the king of wands flirtatious chasing will manifest physically, & play out in this way, but for others, this will be very much about tuning their inner masculine & inner feminine self not to feel so pressured & attacked by external influences.

The king of wands is the archetypal divine masculine. He is confident. Without being cocky. He is artistic & inspirational, without being dogmatic. He is sexual, & liberated, without being perverse — & there isn’t so much pressure for himself to appear as anything more than he needs to be, because his auric reputation speaks for itself.

The queen of cups is the archetypal divine feminine. She is friendly, caring, flirtatious, light hearted, gentle, & courteous – without feeling that she is being taken advantage of, without feeling as if he guard must constantly be up.

This divine balance is the creation of an entirely new way of being & in its own way is the orgasmic creation that forms into life. That forms into the existence that the page of pentacles seeks to manifest.

The page of pentacles is the wishful dreamer. All of these creative ideas have landed in your lap for a reason. Your mouth may be savouring at the idea of the amount of money or abundance that you can accumulate simply from pursuing these plans & ideals.. The 6 of wands envisions the support of the community – perhaps others are finally being able to see your vision manifest & take route, or perhaps this is you visualising a future in which others – including your own neighbouring community & the wider world around you acknowledge your accomplishments & your strife.

For many that is what this new idea, creative insight of business plan represents for you.. The future vision. The image of others finally seeing what you have always seen, what you begin to see now – your own determinations, strengths & courage.

Amidst all of this, is a steamy love affair going on. ‘You have known one another in a past life’ suggests the crowning card.

The 2 of swords as the outcome may represent a decision between two parties. Perhaps you have already been in a dead end relationship for a while, or in a situation that has not really lit your flame – then here, running along comes a new lover, promising riches in the form of the passion & excitement that you have been missing.

A stale mate may currently exist here about which lover to chose, but inevitably.. You must choose. The full moon in Aries on the 5th packs an absolutely powerful punch that you may use to help you make the right decision. What makes your soul sing? It is time to dance..

Divine lovers weekly — ‘Through the flames, into the ethers – death & rebirth is my name, ascension is my game’. Aka ‘I create. I speak. I am’.

The divine lovers weekly this week is very much about turning your wounds into a creative driving force. It’s about the fire that divine lovers are placed in that causes them to strive for more dignity, more discipline & thoroughness in spiritual & physical dealings. The masculine is being sounded towards the trumpet & the feminine takes another week dedicated to strengthening her aura & emotional receptivity, so that she learns to give, as well as receive.

The divine lovers weekly for THIS week – ‘I create, I speak, I am’, 2nd-8th October 2017 sees us taking more responsibility for what we actually manifest & birth into existence. There is a very child like & endearing energy this week, that should pick up

Much lighter & see us creating as we once did when there were not so many barriers surrounding us! Freedom is a central theme for this week, including the lengths that we are willing to travel to achieve it..

Both divine lovers drink from the fountain of eternal

Youth in order to reclaim

Themselves from the darkness & retrace their steps. A lot of union energy seems to be manifesting this week as they both step into their creative boots & let go

Of controlling factors…

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*CURRENT ENERGIES//LESSONS* in love & in life – Divine lovers DAILY**

*CURRENT ENERGIES//LESSONS* in love & in life – Divine lovers DAILY**

Main theme – knight of pentacles//4 of wands,

Masculine – page of pentacles//6 of pentacles, feminine – the emperor, 2 of cups.

With the knight of pentacles, the energies right now are very much surrounding projecting ourselves into the future. And this truly is based upon envisioning a better tomorrow. It’s easy to get very caught up in our own minds & fears & worries & projections, but with the 4 of wands in mind sight, how could we falter?

You are working towards & walking towards this stable place, with a dream or a goal in mind of that which you would like to accomplish. And this does talk of determination & a finish line so perhaps you’re not currently where you would like to be, but you are fastening up your seatbelt in order to get there, & there are happier days ahead.

This also relates to healing inner child wounds by working on building your stability. The marriage between your inner masculine & feminine at this point would be a healthy one!

The knight of pentacles looks on at the 4 of wands like, ‘I’m coming for ya!’ & he means it… this is our inner masculine & outer masculine becoming more focused.

W/ the page of pentacles the masculine looks at this humble fresh start in front of him. It maybe a child but it’s something that’s quite precious to him that he’s looking to invest in. It’s something outside of himself but it definitely helps to make him a better person, & to balance out his own karma.

This gift or this opportunity is changing him slowly & causing him to soften his heart a little & this is why he seems so preoccupied with it, there’s this sense that he has to be really gentle with it, for it he drops it, it will crack.

He almost feels like it’s too good for him, or like he doesn’t deserve it, & he’s planning on what to do with it.

The 6 of pentacles is his efforts to grind & nurture it in the right way. He is planting some seeds & making some deposits that will be sure to have a healthy return.

The 6 of pentacles can represent charitable work, giving freely to others or feeling in debt to society itself. He could be drawing closer towards his mention by drawing closer to him those who need his help in some ways or recognise the spiritual knowledge or fairness that he yields.

He is giving back in some ways & he’s feeling generous whilst doing so because he’s finally coming to understand how blessed he is. This is also about him learning not to take things for granted & about the joys of giving back.

The feminine with the emperor card may represent the feminine experiencing some rigidity or strictness towards herself & others. She is being called to loosen up a little & I speak of this in the divine lovers weekly reading for this week — details placed below *

She is worried about danger & feeling persecuted or hurt & wounded, but her acting like a dictator does not help matters at all.

She needs to not become her father, she needs to know that ‘putting your foot down’ in such a manner that appears like a sulk is dangerous to both herself & others.

She needs to learn to become more fluid in a way that doesn’t compromise her own inner masculine. She can still be a fighter & a go getter, without oppressing others in the process.

She needs to learn to wear her crown with humility. Yes she maybe in a more advantaged or learned position than others but this does not mean she is to abuse her power & become so fixed in her ways. The masculine may not be quite up to scratch as she would prefer (page of pentacles), but not everybody is on her level of awareness & that’s okay! That’s what duality’s about.. Acknowledging & accepting that.

And making room for it anyway.

With the two of cups, she is taking her time to no longer be so hostile.

She needs to be able to open up & to learn this trust that is earned over time & not all at once. When she takes this guard down, & removes her spectacles of scrutiny, all she sees is the masculine, trying. And her own inner masculine is taking steps towards her as she lets her guard down.. Her own inner masculine comes closer to her, as she agrees to give of her cup & take his.

This is the feminine choosing to walk in somebody else’s shoes.

At this time, divine lovers are learning a lesson that is appearing to be my absolute favourite thus far! How to make room for others in their heart, without feeling over or under whelmed.

Just another childhood side effect, that they carried.

We have all come such a long way, & now when I actually do the readings I would like them to also be read as ones ‘inner’ masculine, & ones ‘inner’ feminine, as opposed to just what exists outside of us. After all, the goal that we have been trying to reach is internal balance/alchemy.

Growing up in narcissistic environments or with toxic parents can teach you to either become too closed, or too open, or alternating between the two In a dangerous extreme polarity. But one of the lessons that divine love attempts to teach you, along with higher awareness, is that being open is not a bad thing. It should not have to be associated with being taken advantage of. Because not everybody is like that. Are you? Remember, how you operate in the world is how your world becomes.

Divine lovers weekly preview —

This week takes a look at all prevention methods. And as they say, prevention is better than cure. What are the red flags?

What are we willing to compromise?

And what things do we absolutely refuse to compromise on?

The 2 of cups & the strength card can represent the inner battle taking place within divine lovers this week.

The higher self vs the ego (physical self & needs) & both aspects of themselves wanting to gain domination.

It must be recognised for the sake of the sanity of their dual selves that neither one can or should reign supreme.

This could do with our own subconscious mind & not always trusting it to guide & lead us.

The strength card attempts to tame the wounded ego, perhaps another week at looking into places that we would much rather avoid. It is painful, & the lion does throw its head hack as if it is resisting the advances of the kind angel. Though the angel is not so gentle this week, in fact the angel has held the intention not to be gentle for a while now.

But this week, the chase appears to be coming to an end. The feminine is waking up with the moon card, & she senses when something is not right.

The feminine may be ovulating or on her period this week which brings out all of her emotions even closer to the surface. She too cannot really ignore things that she may have wanted to & a lot of truth is coming out of the wood works.

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General weekly reading – 25th-30th September – The adventurer, the traveller, & the webbing of completed karma. (The breaking of karmic bonds).

Main theme – (3 of wands, the angel of forgiveness, queen of cups, engagement, the lovers.

Numerological breakdown calculation (2+5) = 7 – spirituality, mysticism, higher awareness, expanded consciousness, esoteric knowledge, sacred awareness, 30th – 3 (magnified by the presence of the 0) – rebirth, birth, life force energy, creativity, creation, Big Bang theory, merging, unity, harmony.

Freya Stark solo female / woman traveller

The three of wands poses the question that we all seek to answer. Do we stay? Or do we go? Over the horizon points to different stars, but we may wonder, is the grass only greener because it is not the grass in which we currently inhabit?

Do we fall back on a future that we cannot see or cannot perceive? Or do we move forward? And simply, seek more glories.

The three of wands represents a hunger for new life & a bold daring new spirit. This figure thinks only of what is to come, feeling exhausted by what they have surpassed. A brief look into what the future may bring sees us pondering which new direction to take, for there are many.

We may feel restless in our current reality. Perhaps it is that we have exhausted every angel, & we are now ready for new adventure, to pierce something new.

If new opportunities are presented to you, then this will be the week that you are teased whether to grab them by the hands or not. You may be dabbling in between exits, & the chaos that they may cause,

There is nothing unnatural about this.

Pause, as you take a breath.

The crowning issue being release your ex points to the energy of romantic partnership, especially with the presence of the lovers.

This week is likely to represent us taking the time to nurture our emotional & spiritual strengths in love.

Who are we when we are not the stories of the past?

In order for us to move on with our lives, it is imperative that we release not only our past lover or past relationships, but also the energy that is associated with our past. For many of us our past lover still has residual energy that is effecting our lives.

Perhaps a karmic lover who we cannot separate with because of children, or who still has some kind of control over us.

Simply refusing to forgive somebody or holding onto the pain of the past is enough to keep you somewhere that you are not supposed to stay. Perhaps you are scared to leave because of comfortability, because this individual makes you feel as if you have some type of false security, or stability, but the more you toy with the idea of the future, the more you feel differently.

A part of you knows that there is something more out there, & you figure this out the more you align yourself with the type of future that you want to create.

Forgiveness is an essential part of your journey At this point. This is what moving on truly means. Not holding on to what has been. This is the only way that your relationships can move toward a higher level of commitment. You need to be able to cut the binds & ties & karmic cords that keep you to the pain you’ve experienced.

You need to not align yourself with being the victim in love, or the one who is hurt by love.

Many of us who have been attracting karmic attachments (the same kind of lover) will understand that this is something to do with them as opposed to solely an energy that arrives externally. The knight of swords rushes to give the queen of emotions a message.

If we play close attention to our emotional sensitivity, we will understand why we have felt so stagnant in love & relationships.

A new message about the templates we have been creating arrives in record timing.

A lot of us will be looking for esoteric reasoning for the first time, or looking into spirituality more closer than ever to understand their karmic patterns.

The minute that you shift your attention to you, & stop looking to blame external circumstances, the better.

The knight of swords may also be an energy or individual who attempts to give us the answers that they believe that we seek, but we are actually doing pretty well all on our own by looking into our emotions.

A contemplative time likely makes itself a fundamental theme of our week this week.

We may also find that others gravitate towards us more when we are actually more focused on our own emotional health & emotional care. If feeling particularly sensitive this week, you may want to take the time to temporarily halt some calls or incoming messages & outside influences.

The works & decisions are very much yours to make & inevitably the answer that you seek will be feeling based.

Do not confuse a few moments of bliss here & there for true emotional balance.

The lovers card in the corner suggests that our realisations this week are very much romantic based. Our feminine nature – the side of us that appreciates creativity & emotional fluidity is considering reaching for more, reaching for the stars which actually may see us contemplating leaving others behind. Not behind in the sense that we forget them, but likely for emotional peace we have to surpass them on a spiritual & energetic level.

Heads up. This one is for the Gods.

Your ego may have to be completely set aside.

Divine lovers weekly reading – 25th-30th September 2017 – The burning of karmic bridges (PART 2)

Every so often, the karmic hand of destiny will allow us to see directly into our future, by seeing into our pasts. What is being foreshadowed to us this week allows us to effect a change in the cycle of destiny. Destiny, being the very choices that one makes. The masculine arrives at a crossroads. A tower energy two weeks in a row can only spell disaster. No? Destiny is a game of choice. If he wills it, his life can do a complete 360 turn around, but once again, this is a game of chance & will power. He does not have to accept these fruits. And the feminine does not have to accept that.

The feminine rips off her band aid this week. She says, ‘allow me to know. No matter how painful. Allow me to know. It is the only way that I will grow’ – & she’s only concerned with the truth this week. The falsity that rips through the masculine is her hurricane. She has created this. So that she can understand it.

Let’s step out into the world. And integrate a new spirit – further severing karmic bondage.

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Masculine Mayhem preview —

The divine masculine does his fair share this week to shed himself of past wounding & association with painful love. As he steps closer back into himself, he is asked to confront his childhood self. The part of him that began to associate love & reciprocation with fear & abandonment. He knows now that his thoughts & beliefs are victims of his past, but can he put this theoretical work into practice & allow himself to experience love – once & for all?

General Weekly Reading – 18th-24th September 2017 – Bon voyage, Travelling lightly, New moon in Virgo & (Sneak peak at this weeks DL reading).

Numerological breakdown calculation – 18th – (1+8) = 9 – healing abandonment wounds, humanitarianism, overcoming the past, turning wounds into wisdom, inspired creativity, 24 (2+4) = 6 – Healing innerchild wounds, overcoming victim consciousness, healing love & relationship issues, healing mother wounds.

General weekly reading – Main theme – 2 of cups, Header – let go of control issues, Outcome – the angel of knowing, Surrounding cards – The magician, The empress, 9 of swords, the moon, coming in – knight of swords.

The main theme as the 2 of cups this week arrives to offer us more insight about our issues with intimacy & relationships.

The 2 of cups can relate to bonds, either romantic, in friendship, or those with family & how we leave ourselves open to being receptive to others, & how we give to others who may be in need, or may be in need of a healthier flow.

Part of healing is recognising our natural interconnection to humans & especially the societies & communities that we come from.

You may be dealing with re-entering a community or a partnership & wondering if it is time to trust that which has been brewing, or attempting to come into fruition.

Because of past experiences there may indeed be a lot of doubt & hesitation surrounding if we should indeed move forward, & the moon card suggests that the new moon in Virgo will be playing a role in highlighting any areas where we may possibly feel tied in terms of affection.

We may have our hands busy & dipped in so many areas this week in order to avoid looking at emotions, emotional issues or how we interact with those that surround us.

A healthy balance between cautiousness & over carefulness needs to be met & agreed upon.

Sure, we should all have boundaries that should be maintained & respected, but this does not mean to cut ourselves off completely or alienate ourselves to what may be joyful experiences & trustworthy relationships.

The magician points to manifestation. For a lot of us there will be healing that takes place within our own inner masculine & feminine which is essentially what holds the model & the mould how we perceive the world around us, especially in romantic relationships.

Trust issues only exist when we feel as if we cannot trust ourselves, our own judgement & our own discernment.

The 9 of swords can be an influx of conflicting messages that arrive to us when we are over thinking or coming to our worst conclusions.

We may be thinking about the past, worrying about how to overcome past grievances & to manifest a new reality.

The magician this week is us being very aware of any old tricks that may be attempted to be pulled on us. If indeed there is shadow energy coming to the surface, then we should be more skilled in how we will transmute it.

The magician is confident – not cocky, & knows that our reality is actually down to us to define, & can be steered in a way by the decisions that we make, or the way that we manipulate the energy around us.

You do not have to be a passive victim or a passenger along for the ride that is life.

Take life into your hands. Make the changes that you need to make. If a situation remains unfair or unbalanced then you are encouraged to let it go. Letting go on control issues asks you to see the bigger picture.

The fact that you can never really see it.

It is no use trying to ‘guess’ how something will happen, or how it will go down. Take emotion outside of it & see the ride & pay attention to every stop that it takes you to.

You do not have to make your decision immediately, but when the time comes to act upon it you will know.

The need to control comes from your ego, your fear of vulnerability, & if you experienced any controlling natures or parents in your past, then likely you may have to deal with themes of feeling controlled by others outside of you, or feeling the need to control others outside of you.

This is actually a very creative week however with the empress, & if you could just get out of your head a little, you could create some serious magic! Allow others to flow more by allowing yourself to flow more. Virgo signs can often be too controlling if they put too much pressure on themselves to get everything done & to a very high standard.

You can only do your best. Let go of judgements & resentment of others for not meeting the bar. Life is about trying, & trying again.

We are all learning. We are all a work in progress. And the angel of knowing is all about building trust within ourselves so that we can begin to trust our intuition, & our reality again. Relax. Breathe. Meditate. And ask yourself what you are really trying to tell yourself.

The knight of swords rushes in to free you from the 9 of swords. This is a more free nature. A swifter energy, that swoops in on a Sunday as you are getting ready to iron your work clothes, & says, ‘let us go for a spin – jump in’, before taking you on a wild ride via horseback with laughter, & carelessness.

My new moon in Virgo package deals specifically with how to achieve this balance & middle ground.

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My new moon in Virgo package will be covering 4 specific topics that deal with the issue of the ‘I AM’, or the ‘who am I?’ In order for you to build upon yourself & to gain solidity in healing, you need to have a stable & unwavering perception of yourself, which most highly sensitive, highly spiritual & empathic beings do not.

This is because our defences are very low, our auras are very open, often wishy washy or easily mutable (manipulated), so yes as it stands.. The same thing that makes us so powerful, can often also make us so weak… Topics covered in the video AND the written hand book that will be sent out upon purchase are,

1. Sexuality – how to heal generational wounds or karmic templates about sexuality//childhood//sexual abuse. Why Virgo is referred to as the ‘virgin’ & how trauma can affect sexual experiences.

2. Divine lovers — why has there been so much chaos surrounding them lately? Including biblical verses that perfectly describe their current process.

3. Healing from narcissistic abuse – how to spot karmic FRIENDSHIPS/contracts & the reclaiming of the self w/ affirmation.

4. Healing intimacy issues in relationships – letting your walls down, but not letting your guard down – The Balance between carefulness & reservation.

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Divine lovers weekly reading — *CURRENT* 18th-24th September 2017

The divine lovers reading for this week is much like a beautiful poem. Have you before been scorned? Why ofcourse you have, but through it & from it have you not birthed entirely new worlds?

We do not know it, & we may not see it, but it is rather our pain from past experiences in love that causes us to re-experience the exact same love.

Unpack your baggage. And travel lightly. As the new moon in Virgo (represented by the virgin) asks us to imagine loving as if we have never been hurt.

This may require a hell of a lot of visualisation, forgiveness of self, & patience with self, but both divine lovers this week show determination to learn from past experiences – especially the feminine.

She explores what it would be like to not be so careless in love, with such a reckless heart that she owns, whilst the masculine experiences what it is like once more to lose everything, & to have to work on the process of reestablishment.

The masculine mayhem this week is actually a little different & will be delivered as a conversation between me & a divine masculine about how he is currently feeling & what currently rings true for him. As all divine masculines are related & connected, I thought this would be a more authentic way to get to the truth of these current energies!

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General Weekly Energetic Updates – 11th-17th September 2017.

Main theme – (The tower – reversed), 6 of cups (reversed), 2 of pentacles (reversed), 10 of cups (reversed), justice card (reversed), header – 4 of wands, outcome – 8 of cups (reversed) Issue – The chariot.

Numerological breakdown calculation – 11 – spiritual illumination, understanding, spiritual mastery, karmic understanding, intuitive principle – 17 – a new spiritual beginning, expanded consciousness, awakening, epiphanies, decision making, apocalyptic realisations (8) – Karma, breaking karmic bonds, transcending poverty consciousness.

There comes a time in our lives where maturity becomes quite a priority of ours.

Upon this journey, we will lose so many things, but we will also gain so many more.

Predictability becomes something that is not a given. And the main theme presenting itself as the tower card in reverse suggests that we are looking to gain control over that which we can predict.

It’s very safe to say & I have mentioned in previous weeklies that there has been an immense tower energy sweeping through pretty much beginning the month of August, which is no surprise because August was an 8 month, representing breaking free of karma.

And very true to its nature of death & rebirth – the number 8 has brought us much cataclysmic change in the form of rebirthing ourselves.

Look at the way that the number 8 motions. It comes in & comes out & back in again, almost as if it is unsure of itself.

This is how it creates new direction – much like a DNA strand. It goes to show that no matter where we go, we likely end up at the same place. This is, until we change direction…

And this is what karma is all about.

And this is what birth is all about.

We take a close look at family & family bonds this week, which can also include our soul family, so karmic attachments, & those we share similar energy, lessons, or vibrations with.

The tower card in reverse actually places those in question exactly where they need to be. Although it does so in a shaky way – one that seems to be too harsh, too sudden, or too frightening.

In the tower reversed energy, the effects of the tower falling actually begin to fall into place & make sense like a puzzle sorting itself out.

Usually, when things went wrong you could leave, or you would leave & thus your foundation would continue to be more shaky, but the tower in reverse confronts issues head on, because quite frankly – the tower is sick of itself.

That feeling of uncertainty simply makes one sick to the stomach, doesn’t it?

And yes this does include an unhealthy dose of anxiety… Anxiety in small amounts CAN be healthy in my eyes, because it can sometimes alert us to looming dangers, but in high amounts, anxiety simply means that something is not quite right, & in all areas anxiety is indicative of there not being a tight enough or secure enough structure:

There needs to be some kind of security, trust, loyalty, or fixed state here & we are desperately seeking it this week.

So much from our past has been learnt. What does it look like & feel like to both be & experience loyalty & supreme honesty? A rock solid foundation starts in the home & it is the home that we must look to.

Communication is likely to become improved with family members this week as a last ditch attempt to save everything from collapsing.

Expect those you never expect to attempt to be on their best behaviour, in fear of losing everything that they have built.

The 6 of cups takes away childhood innocence so we are likely looking to rectify our wounds that lie with instability & feeling as if we have not had a chance to enjoy our childhood. Which could include financial strains, or lack of some type of bond.

We are learning the importance of community this week, team building & balancing multiple areas of our lives. Perhaps our home life was suffering because we worked too much, or our work life was suffering because we spent too much time at home.

The 2 of pentacles sees us trying to balance two things that do not go together & failing miserably, instead losing both things.

This could represent for some being caught or found cheating, or finding out about somebody else cheating.

It is pointless to live this life of dishonesty where nobody wins.

And we see very much how karma is actually caused by our own actions, so faithfully the chariot rolls by to save the day.

This is determination to create new habits & with this fierce effort, we see ourselves implanting change that is quite swift. Behavioural changes are noticed almost instantaneously & forward movement is the only thing on our minds.

The 8 of cups in reverse takes on a different tone this week. I feel as if this talks of actually staying & having the strength to work things out as opposed to taking the easy way out.

There are some people who we need to leave behind on this journey, but there are also those that we need to stay & work with. To try to understand, because there is a karmic lesson present here for us, & in the past walking away was all too easy to do.

Some people are going home, to try & make some things better.

It’s like you try to get away, but you need to heal this. And the justice card in reverse is telling you that there was an injustice here.

The wheel of luck or experience was not on your side because you were being ruled by personal karma that continuously led you into this tower situation, where everything did feel wrong & imbalanced, but you proceeded anyway.

Childhood issues & early programming are called into question for this weeks revelations.

Why put up with what you have – for so long.

The chariot is like this anger, but it is directed in the right way, towards willpower.

This is the energy of waking up & being like, ‘I cannot believe I was allowing this to go on for so long – underneath my breath. My own life being steered, by something outside of me’.

The chariot sees us wanting to learn from the past & be transformed by it.

It’s learning how to find this brand new balance, & how to use ones personal & inner demons as a guidance system.

Divine lovers **DAILY** pull — Current energetic influences.

Divine lovers **DAILY** pull —

9 of swords.

The 9 of swords represents the energy of anxious thoughts, doubts, nightmares, an influx of intrusive messages, & fear.

This may be the energy that describes the sleep you had last night, or may describe the sleep that you are about to have tonight.

If the latter is the case, then you may want to be sure to remain conscious of yourself & your thoughts as to avoid this from happening. As this reading may serve as a premonition for what COULD be to come, & what can be avoided.

This is very typical at times of growth spurts, as there is something about knowing we are so close to our goal that can cause us to retreat back into fear.

A dark night of the soul or karmic wounds are likely presented here.

We may wonder,

What have I done?

‘Am I making the right decision?’


‘How do I fix this?’

Do not be so hard on yourself. You must not worry about fixed outcomes & controlling your reality in such a way that there is no room for you to experience anything else outside of it.

There is a difference between trying to steer your reality, & working in accordance with the divine to manifest your reality.

Something that is fated or destined relates largely to the choices that we make & this is why you can never directly predict one outcome, & this is why you should not attempt to – even the most conscious of us.

Attempting to control your reality comes from a place of fear, or lack.

A deep intense worry that a current situation or life event(s) that you may be going through will play out exactly as it has played out in the past.

Really this is a fear of loss, abandonment, uncertainty, or devastation.

But my love, the trick is, this time will not be just like before! Because if it were to be, you would not be so conscious of it as you are now.

In the past, you just watched things happen. Now, you know so much better.. you do so much better.

Loosen your grip on your reality.

You can only control your reactions, & your perception of reality, you cannot control anything or anyone else outside of you.

Fate is that which you create.

Not what you dictate.

Or attempt to manipulate..

Once again, the work goes back to you.

The strengthened you.

The warrior in the worry.


Divine lovers weekly for this week — ‘food for thought’ encourages us to lighten the load once again as we move through one of the last phases of this transitory period.

Take a deep breath in, & when you breathe out, remember to enjoy the moment!

Have some fun – life is not supposed to be all about figuring out what’s going to happen next or warding off potential ‘attacks’. You learn from the grievances of the past, & then you do what you do best… You move on.

This recent lessons weren’t to get us stuck, but rather to unplug us, & send us charging forward…

Learn to make the work less heavy with the feminine as she strives for strength & goodness in all that she does.

The gift of time, knowledge & study of her path make her a wise teacher this week…

And the masculine not only goes, but grows through the motions.

Placing in the necessary effort that we likely have not witnessed from him for a while..

This past week was all about learning how not to get so triggered by our triggers!

Growth & prosperity lead to longevity..

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– Masculine Mayhem.

This weeks masculine Mayhem reading sees the masculine attempting to break down walls & barriers that he has held up in relation to allowing others into his life with ease… He deals with a very strong energy in his life this week that has been keeping him held down or rather as apart of a puppet show. For many this will represent a mother figure, it could be his own mother or potentially the mother of his children.

In an attempt to gain autonomy over his life the masculine this week will have to be bold & draw some of his own boundaries..

Fears about men being too harsh or too rigid may have led him to this point here, pretending as if he did not have feelings or going ahead with demands that demanded just a little too much of him.

As he breaks away this week he also needs to slowly begin to let guards & defences down..

The masculine is standing up for himself & it helps the feminine to meet him half way, learning compromise between her two selves also.

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