The truth about new age-ism & conventional religion; God, are you there? It’s me, returning.

New age spirituality as a belief system has been argued by scholars to be very vague & difficult to define considering it’s broad range of practices & incorporation of several traditional & some modern religious schools of thoughts. I would define it as a theology centred around healing, the re-establishment of a new God figure that’s removed from Abrahamic religion’s interpretations & a fusion of African & eastern theological & philosophical practices. In short? New ageism has no home. In my opinion it’s a school of thought that borrows from every other pre-existing school of thought with the determination to appear radical, edgy, advanced in its time & superior to its alternatives. However, I have found many of its supporters to be desperately in search of a sense of belonging, understanding & ultimately – sense of esteem.

New ageism typically preaches that no matter who you are, what you have done or what you continue to do (continue being the main word of fixation here), all you have to do is meditate, own some crystals, declare that you are a positive being, follow moon cycles, agree that we are all one & you are effectively cleared of all of your personal life choices & decisions. A real lack of accountability & pseudo humanitarian philosophy is birthed here. And I want to talk about it today. I feel that the 3 universal year wants expansion for us all. And apart of my expansion is coming to terms with the ultimate truth. What do I REALLY believe? It’s time to know.

– Cindy Anneh-bu

So I wanted to do a post to discuss my views & my feelings about new ageism & many people may be very confused because I may appear to fit in to the stereotypical notion of new ageism. I consider myself spiritual. I discuss buzzwords such as ‘empaths’, ‘numerology’, ‘the universe’ & I use taro cards. And for the most part I’d be lying if I said the new age movement didn’t directly impact the work that I am doing now. However, that does not go to say that it was a direct result of it.

There will always be callings & always those who have gifts as seers & I’m so grateful to the break I had away from religion because it finally gave me the opportunity to find myself.

Whilst religion is very much about the experience of the collective, occult teachings allowed me to dive into the mystical experiences of the INDIVIDUAL. The self. Who my soul truly was & what my lessons were & what I was supposed to do with them.

Religion was far too monotonous & collective to ever offer me that.

And in a time I became increasingly isolated & depressed as I was initiated onto the path, I needed something more. Something fitting. Something that explained what the strange things happening to me were. And the occult gave me that.

The occult. Occult teachings, vastly different from new ageism.

What I believe new ageism does? Is create an entirely different religion w/ the illusion of freedom.

You’ll regularly find ppl challenging you on how ‘spiritual’ you are, what is ‘ego’ & governing what you should eat (veganism) & what you should wear – head wraps etc.

Not to mention new ageism has an incredibly & dangerously potent dark, possessed & obsessive side, particularly referring to angel numbers, spirit guides & twinflames.

How many of you has known somebody who became so obsessed w/ angel numbers they’d look for them repeatedly & convince themselves that God ALWAYS had a message for them, even toward their own detriment of thinking complete narcissists were their ‘twinflames’ & if they just held out on their pain & longing for long enough, they’d be rewarded w/ this individual’s love.

Is this not any more abusive than suffering to be rewarded in God’s kingdom?

I know so many people who have been negatively impacted & become obsessed w/ angel numbers, even to the point of believing that these numbers were drawing them towards certain people & in many instances I do believe new ageism can open you up to be toyed with by other entities/djinns who you can call to come in to your space through meditation, harmful chanting, using magic tools such as charms & taro cards – without any prior knowledge or safety measures to handle what you’re conjuring.

What new ageism does is make hidden, occult knowledge (which is disastrous when placed into the hands of the wrong people) wildly generic & available to all, especially very young & impressionable women who are in search of an identity.

Who do not have to heal their depression or their anxiety anymore because they can suddenly attach to being ‘empaths’ & simply perceiving the emotions of others. Because they can simply detach from this world, declaring that they are ‘starseeds’ from another galaxy & that the only reason they feel existential turmoil is because they’re waiting on their alien family to come & get them.

We fail so many young women & men when we expose them to this world of magic & worship as if it’s a fad & all they have to do is buy a few crystals & stick a picture of Kali on their wall?

What do white teenage girls or black women in their 20’s know about Kali, an Asian goddess depicted ripping the heads off of men? Absolutely nothing. We know not of the energies we’re calling into our space. We borrow mythologies & deities from every which way & morph them together to form new identities.

We glorify Lilith who’s depicted as a rebellious, demonic figure. We reference Aleister Crowley, abandon God in favour of the ‘universe’ & declare ourselves god’s & egotistically bash anyone who attempts to challenge our ideology.

New ageism opens people already usually vulnerable to & suffering from mental illness to a hub of psychosis. ‘Spirit guides’ which could easily be demonic entities navigating their world. Telling them to meditate, leaving them open to the spirit world, not knowing what they’re bringing back with them.

And let us discuss this consistent idea of ascension that removes us so far from the present moment, with the promise that if we just hold on a little bit longer, just till the next gateway everything will be fine & all of our problems will be healed.

A lot of the spiritual gurus that regurgitate this information are not necessarily at fault. Many of them really do operate under this hope that they too can somehow separate themselves from the trauma of their reality & create illusions in which they already have. It is the superiority complex that feeds their broken ego. Not their sudden switch to another reality.

Buzzwords are used to pain a picture of being all knowing & all seeing & a lot of gurus become gods to those just starting out on the journey, instead of actually turning to god, they look to their nearest internet guru for direction & let me tell you, if your favourite spiritual influencer is not mentioning God REGULARLY, this person is harnessing your energy for their own gain.

Do not let new ageism erase God for you. That’s what it wants to do. To leave you confused. To leave you worshiping false gods.

It wants you to perpetually look to astrology or numerology instead of praying. It wants you to be so confused, anxious & scared that you have no patience for life.

It wants to introduce sexual immorality using the suggestion of ‘sacred sexuality’, sacred sexuality is still very much exclusive!

Now? I’m not saying religion is perfect – I still cannot stand it. And I’m not saying spirituality cannot truly heal you. I’m saying life is a journey & you must learn to use TOOLS to teach you & assist you, as a medium back to God & not something that you become obsessed with.

Personally? I have been drawn lately more towards Christ’s teachings & the re-interpretation of the bible through my new understanding of occult teaching & personal realisations of patterns that play out.

I think religious scripture can be quite dangerous when you are consuming it as a sheep, somebody who does not have a gnostic background or understanding & takes everything EXTREMELY literal & not allegorical.

However even with holy books I take them with a pinch of salt because I know that for the most part they were written by those who did not wish for us to decipher the hidden messages to be powerful enough to free ourselves of our own karma. And a lot of us who have spiritual gifts can determine that many holy books were written by & for those in-fact who could not handle the level of intensity & power that came with holding sacred knowledge, so they severely watered it down.

However I would suggest to go back from an esoteric point of view & study any holy book of your choice – the more the better. The Torah, the Quran & the bible are amazing scriptures to start with! Grab a highlighter & a notebook & work your way through breaking down interpretations.

Each day select a passage to read & if it does not resonate w/ you at the time? Pray to God for understanding.

PRAYER – absolutely key in both breaking generational curses, making sense of your next move & building a stronger relationship w/ the divine.

When it comes to angel numbers? If they seek you out? Then pay attention as God does speak in numbers. What NOT to do? Is see one of a few numbers & scramble to attach meaning to them.

Astrology is a beautiful tool. But do not become too attached to any one thing.

When it comes to meditation? Visualising a white light or repeating a mantra such as ‘God is w/ me’ or ‘Subhanallah’ will allow you to declare you’re meditating in the name of God.

Fasting is also an amazing tool to bring you clarity.

– Cindy Anneh-bu © 2019

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Divine Lovers *Daily* Reading//Lessons – 12th-13th January 2019.

Art – Vincesm

Main theme – The angel of forgiveness/The moon, Masculine – 7 of pentacles/Let go of control issues, Feminine – 10 of cups/Free yourself.

The main theme of today’s daily reading follows the same signature ascribed to the weekly reading (See below for purchase details). Dreams & subconscious revelations surrounding fears of vulnerability are central at this time.

Both divine lovers may find themselves feeling particularly sensitive & hyper vigilant to betrayal or disappointment.

Both are motivated by unconscious phobias from past pain & situations take place to bring those wounds to the surface – even threatening the foundation of the relationship.

Salvation is found if one or both divine lovers can remain conscious enough to determine the driving force behind these heavy weighted interactions.

With the 7 of pentacles, the masculine appears to be waiting on something. He may be waiting on a job opportunity or news from a venture that he is working on. He may feel anxious or on edge during this process or even pessimistic wondering if his visions will reach fruition in time.

The masculine has a habit of being overly hard on himself at times & even though he may not vocalise it, would be appreciative of support & encouragement from the feminine at this time.

His anxiety may translate as a hostile attitude towards the feminine whilst his fear may see him being controlling.

The masculine is still familiarising himself with ways to communicate what he is thinking & feeling, traditionally this has not been his strong point.

Dealing with feelings of being powerless is his specific trauma/Achilles heel, along with the fear that he may one day lose the feminine because of this.

He may find himself mentally flashing to times in his childhood or in his past where he was made to feel powerless or lost something & there was nothing he could really do about it.

He may not understand his harsh tones & attitudes actually serve to push the feminine away rather than achieve his goal of bringing her closer.

If he is to lose or alienate the feminine at this time, then he has nobody to blame but himself.

The situation that he wants or the life that he is envisioning will indeed come together. It just requires for him to allow things to fall in to place rather than trying to manipulate the reality around him, which only causes grief for everybody involved.

The ‘let go of control issues’ card perfectly outlines this dynamic.

You see the way the masculine figure sits down on the seat, almost trying to pretend as if he is unbothered by the feminine leaving. He appears to be looking slightly over at her, ever so slightly so that she does not feel she is important enough to get his full attention. Masculine, are we really still playing passive aggressive games at this point because we are fearful of baring our true soul & full emotions? Who are you fooling? If you keep acting nonchalant & like you don’t really care the feminine will take this as a cue & sooner or later will train herself not to care too.

The spirit guides of both the masculine & the feminine are pleading with the masculine to open his heart, let his pride down, release his worry & allow them to assist him on the path to divine love.

What he needs to understand in dealing with the feminine is that he’s really dealing with her inner child. Look at the little girl the feminine figure cradles. This is her inner child who she appears to be protecting from the masculine. If the feminine doesn’t feel safe to be vulnerable like a child, then the relationship will never work. It’s not her adult self that she needs to be able to trust the masculine with. Rather it’s the most vulnerable, innocent, emotional & sensitive part of herself.

He needs to know this & recognise what’s at stake here.

The 10 of cups speaks of the picture that the feminine has of love resulting from her parental love or childhood figures. She ponders the narrative of a woman who is in a loveless marriage, trapped & unhappy, however she stays under the lock of having children whom she cannot disadvantage by tearing their home apart & because she has the perfect image of a happy family to portray to her peers, society & those who will one day judge her.

Perhaps this is the version of love & togetherness that the feminine witnessed from her family.

What the feminine truly fears? Is entrapment & unhappiness. Do you see the tight grip that the masculine figure has on the feminine’s face in the 10 of cups imagery? I’ve never seen the picture in this light, but it appears as if his controlling behaviour is keeping the feminine on a tight rope, perhaps enabling her sense of self & individuality to slowly erode. The fear that I discuss in my theory of the ‘good wife’ – the woman who loses herself & is slowly replaced by the version of herself that her husband most wants her to be.

Whilst the masculine is afraid of loss, the feminine fears loss of identity & these two themes continue to play out until they can communicate these phobias with one another & have them understood.

The free yourself card challenges the feminine to take control of her own happiness & her own sense of self. Whilst her happiness is so intrinsically tied into the masculine? Ofcourse she will continue to feel stifled & as if she must fit into his idea of perfection. Nobody ever said the feminine should stop living her life & most of her lack of freedom is self indicted. The feminine needs to develop a new sense of fun & a taste for life. It’s time for her to discover new desires of hers. Perhaps travel to places alone, get herself comfortable & confident with meeting new people. Somebody can only take control over your life if you’re not willing to take control of it yourself.

And masculine? The feminine showing you devotion & submission, isn’t the same as her losing her right to life.

Both lovers need to practice the art of forgiving those who have wounded them in the past, in order to find the space to forgive one another in the present.

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Scorpio Season – What’s the reason for the treason?

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When we think of Scorpio energy, what’s the first thing that comes to our mind? Sensuality, sexuality, death and rebirth, control, and intense, watery emotions. But there is something so devious and cunning about Scorpios, that usually sends those unsuspecting of Scorpio’s sting, running in the opposite direction. It is not that Scorpio’s are unkind, or even that they deserve the bad rep of being cold hearted and cunning, but the represent the part in all of us that we would rather ignore, wish away, or act as if did not exist.

Scorpio is all about the dark side. Our dark side that is and the shadow self that is composed of the darkest crevices of our psyche that we would prefer to conceal from the every day world. When we are born in to society, we only know from those around us what is right and what is wrong and of course that is subject to the specific society that we belong in. But what happens when the requirements of our society goes against in our inner desires? What happens when there is shame surrounding the things that make us tick?

Our sexual quirks? The things that our parental figures shamed us for? The things that we ourselves were never taught how to nurture and appreciate? The parts of ourselves and our beauty that society shamed us for? The part of us that developed hatred and fear in our heart and befriended those demons under the bed that only came to manifest as our inner voice years later? What then.

Well, then, we get a Scorpio native. We get somebody who is constantly wrestling what with they are allowed to show and what they have to keep buried within. And ofcourse, as a result of this, every perceived rejection or abandonment, is just that much more painful. Why? Because we already expected it. Scorpio is about the wounds that make us feel unlovable and the way that they drive love away from us.

If like myself, you’ve faced challenges in your childhood that you had to learn to keep to yourself, because you just did not know how to articulate them, or because it may make others see you differently, then you likely developed a shadow consciousness. The shadow consciousness does not exist so much beyond the surface as many would think, as it is often at the forefront of daily interactions, especially ones that require for us to be intimate and emotionally vulnerable.

This month may see the surface of some of your deepest rejection wounds. What are the things that you fear, specifically regarding sex and safety? Do you fear that it is not safe for you to love others? Do you fear that others may not love you if they knew of your inner most sexual desires and requirements? Scorpio is also about intense jealousy because it is about control vs a lack of control. Truly, Scorpio represents the part of us that is scared to lose control, so contrarily tries to take too much control of their surroundings. If you have these deep, intense fantasies surrounding love and sex, you may fear that your partner shares them also. And if they share them, does that risk them being unfaithful? Suspicion regarding what is taboo also plagues our Scorpio natives, though I ask of you all to use this Season to guide yourself like the angel of death towards your deepest darkest fears. Take a walk with yourself as you confront them. As they confront you.  See through each and every rejection. Feel it deeply. Until it is no longer your worst fear. Let it hurt so much. Till it hurts no more.

I usually say that water signs represent the triad of childhood feelings. Pisces – The inner child, Cancer – The childhood home and Scorpio – The childhood. It is not uncommon for us to experience particularly heightened or chaotic emotions in our love lives during this time, so keep a journal to keep a track of what is coming up for you emotionally and also how you are dealing with it.

An analogy that I use when envisioning Scorpio, is a very controlling, yet attractive man who is terrified of his woman realising any perceived weakness inside of him and leaving him for somebody else. Although he is charming and sleek, he still fears that others will figure out a deep and dark secret about him and for this reason, he ties his lady to a leash. The lady represents Ophiuchus – what happens when the witch rises from the ashes. And doesn’t seek revenge, or redemption, but looks to be reborn. And we may see many of these themes playing out in our lives internally and externally during this time.

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Divine Lovers Daily Reading – 8th-9th November 2018

Main theme – 2 of cups/TheDivineda.jpg angel of the miracle of love.
The 2 of cups hones in on the feminine’s emotions and resentments towards the masculine as he may attempt to correct his previous wrongs. The feminine appears unmoving, though she must remain aware in these days not to fall in to Scorpio’s traps of darkness or depression, tempting as it may be.

The angel of the miracle of love reminds the feminine today that even if things are unwell with the masculine, there is still enough love in her life and around her to last her a life time and that she should not despair.
For some feminine’s, the masculine will be attempting to bring them back home. He will spend his next days trying to diffuse the situation and get the feminine to see things from his point of view.

It’s a long journey for them before they can arrive home and not all will be so willing to go.
It’s a trip for two.

Once more, the difference between a karmic attachment and a soul mate, is how well a heart awakening can spark a change.
Is the masculine renewed?

With the codependency card the feminine
may be bugged about just how much energy she seems to feed into these empty situations with the masculine. She may be snapping out of her trance today momentarily to realise that she actually has been wasting so much of her vital mental space, addicted to love, addicted to thinking about love. Recognising her part in co-creation helps the feminine to take more control over her life. She does not need to think about the masculine every minute or pick him apart, because surely when she does she finds even more fault. It is simply a matter of staying, or going and nothing in-between. If the feminine can recognise that she does not need to obsess over anything, she can begin to plan her next step.
The 2 of wands is a ray of rare light that shines upon the feminine in these coming days. She begins to make plans for more room to enter in to her life. Perhaps she thinks of moving and some feminine’s will be thinking of moving on. Feminine’s simply thinking of taking a break will wonder where next to place their time and energy. I feel some feminine’s ready to date again whilst others thinking about getting back in to education.

If the union is to be repaired, I do not see it as something that happens quickly as the feminine seems to have support around her from others who help to keep her strong and focused.

The ‘let your friends help you’ card may be a source of unease for the masculine. He sees the feminine in his sights and knows that all he has to do is just prove to her how much he wants her. But he knows that the feminine also has others in her mind. It is not as if she is gullible, but the feminine has in the past let the masculine get the better of her by allowing his energy to dominate hers. She seems to have had a group or a few friends around her recently who have tried to remind her of who she is and the masculine may feel a little threatened by it. It’s like a scooby doo monster – ‘If it wasn’t for those meddling kids-‘
Too bad masculine. Do the crime, do the time.
His broken heart is not quite enough to woo the feminine who seeks to break up her relationship with dependency.

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Weekly Reading Preview — Divine love is paved with good intentions.

‘Destiny is paved with good intentions’ is NOW OUT!!! -Preview & Purchase details below — This week, the feminine’s ideas about love and romance are put to the test. How much will the feminine strive to preserve the image that she has been attempting to cultivate for so long? Many feminine’s have been holding on to marriages that have not worked, yet they refuse to let go of it because of external perception.

The feminine learns this week how to focus on her own future and how to preserve the things that are truly going to bring her closer to her dream version of herself. She recognises that the only thing that can truly be concrete in her life is herself. And as such, she must honour this within herself by doing the best that she can do for herself.

She needs to know what works in her favour and what does not and this exists on a much larger scale than just the divine masculine. All of the people who refuse to face their shadow selves are being scrutinised intensely and a decision is being made upon them as far as the feminine is concerned. She seems to be taking no prisoners because the intensity of the Scorpio energy has made her realise the importance of having what she wants.

The feminine grows tired of the masculine’s recurring behaviour and she lets him know it. However, he believes that this time is just like all the other times. He may intend to come back with the knight of cups, but this version of himself still is not mature enough and is once again likely trying to rush the process if he does return.

He may choose to return because he sees that the feminine is more care free and enjoying her life. Any feminine’s who are enduring space from the masculine, try and make this time the best time of your life. The masculine does not seem to learn until he sees that you can be a functional independent source all on your own. But you can’t fake it till you make it. Not with this one. You have to truly chase your passions. Really do the things that make you feel free.

The death period is likely to feel uncomfortable and many feminine’s may feel as if they are going through a mourning process – losing things from the past and wondering what direction they are to move in, however, this is not set to last as we move in to the last weeks of the year. Things should pick up for the feminine and it starts with her taking the time out to get a little more acquainted with herself.

Who knows the feminine better than the feminine?

Well, anyone who has been paying attention.

It seems like for a while the feminine turned into a ghost like version of herself and began to focus on the dreams and demands of others and a lot of feminine’s I am sensing, hardly even know who they are anymore.

What the masculine really needs to remember as he represents the energy of Scorpio, is that the feminine represents Ophiuchus – serpent energy, the snake charmer and healer and whilst the masculine is the place where things go to die, the feminine is the place where things go to be reborn.

The feminine is the one who can always overcome fear. The same way Ophiuchus overcame the persecution of the men who accused her for her gifts and burnt her at the stake, the feminine overcomes the dungeons that the masculine himself has created to keep her entombed.

Fear is no longer enough to keep the feminine chained. And we are moving past the age where fear was used to enslave and keep under control those who are great kin of the great spirit.

The difference in the feminine this week, is that she is prepared to leave. Even if she thinks she may not be leaving with very much, even if she knows there are some people who fear she is making the wrong decision, the feminine is prepared to leave.

The devil card and the wedding card could be a secret that the feminine found out about the masculine. Something may have come out of the darkness. Perhaps some feminine’s are finding out that their masculine was married and freeing themselves from the entrapment of expecting something more than he could offer. — To purchase this week’s Oshun special ritual along with the reading, paypal £10 to paypal.me/seekcindy

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The divine lovers weekly reading is a 3000+ page written report that governs the emotions, mental placements & spiritual lessons that both masculine & feminine energies collectively are experiencing week by week. I tap into the collective energies & use the cards as a tool to reflect back to me what I am seeing & what is currently occurring in Karmic & divine relationships for the collective. The divine allows it to be so that we enter certain periods (such as Scorpio season), that play out different elements of our relationships) Sometimes, the energies will focus more on one side than the other, meaning the week proves to be a bigger or more defining week for one. This week, it appears to be the feminine going through the motions.

This is an accurate description of what exists beneath the surface of the couple’s strengths & strains.

I’ve been helping people with these written versions of romantic therapy sessions for about 3 years now & helping to bring understanding to difficult situations through enabling others to understand their own emotions better. Whatever is unsaid will exist here.

There is a lot of karma to be unravelled for the last part of the year, so pay attention to the readings these next few weeks.

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*OUT NOW!!!* Divine lovers weekly preview — (Destiny is paved with good intentions).

‘Destiny is paved with good intentions’ is NOW OUT!!! -Preview & Purchase details below — This week, the feminine’s ideas about love and romance are put to the test. How much will the feminine strive to preserve the image that she has been attempting to cultivate for so long? Many feminine’s have been holding on to marriages that have not worked, yet they refuse to let go of it because of external perception.

The feminine learns this week how to focus on her own future and how to preserve the things that are truly going to bring her closer to her dream version of herself. She recognises that the only thing that can truly be concrete in her life is herself. And as such, she must honour this within herself by doing the best that she can do for herself.

She needs to know what works in her favour and what does not and this exists on a much larger scale than just the divine masculine. All of the people who refuse to face their shadow selves are being scrutinised intensely and a decision is being made upon them as far as the feminine is concerned. She seems to be taking no prisoners because the intensity of the Scorpio energy has made her realise the importance of having what she wants.

The feminine grows tired of the masculine’s recurring behaviour and she lets him know it. However, he believes that this time is just like all the other times. He may intend to come back with the knight of cups, but this version of himself still is not mature enough and is once again likely trying to rush the process if he does return.

He may choose to return because he sees that the feminine is more care free and enjoying her life. Any feminine’s who are enduring space from the masculine, try and make this time the best time of your life. The masculine does not seem to learn until he sees that you can be a functional independent source all on your own. But you can’t fake it till you make it. Not with this one. You have to truly chase your passions. Really do the things that make you feel free.

The death period is likely to feel uncomfortable and many feminine’s may feel as if they are going through a mourning process – losing things from the past and wondering what direction they are to move in, however, this is not set to last as we move in to the last weeks of the year. Things should pick up for the feminine and it starts with her taking the time out to get a little more acquainted with herself.

Who knows the feminine better than the feminine?

Well, anyone who has been paying attention.

It seems like for a while the feminine turned into a ghost like version of herself and began to focus on the dreams and demands of others and a lot of feminine’s I am sensing, hardly even know who they are anymore.

What the masculine really needs to remember as he represents the energy of Scorpio, is that the feminine represents Ophiuchus – serpent energy, the snake charmer and healer and whilst the masculine is the place where things go to die, the feminine is the place where things go to be reborn.

The feminine is the one who can always overcome fear. The same way Ophiuchus overcame the persecution of the men who accused her for her gifts and burnt her at the stake, the feminine overcomes the dungeons that the masculine himself has created to keep her entombed.

Fear is no longer enough to keep the feminine chained. And we are moving past the age where fear was used to enslave and keep under control those who are great kin of the great spirit.

The difference in the feminine this week, is that she is prepared to leave. Even if she thinks she may not be leaving with very much, even if she knows there are some people who fear she is making the wrong decision, the feminine is prepared to leave.

The devil card and the wedding card could be a secret that the feminine found out about the masculine. Something may have come out of the darkness. Perhaps some feminine’s are finding out that their masculine was married and freeing themselves from the entrapment of expecting something more than he could offer. — To purchase this week’s Oshun special ritual along with the reading, paypal £10 to paypal.me/seekcindy

Or £6.66 for this week’s reading.

The divine lovers weekly reading is a 3000+ page written report that governs the emotions, mental placements & spiritual lessons that both masculine & feminine energies collectively are experiencing week by week. I tap into the collective energies & use the cards as a tool to reflect back to me what I am seeing & what is currently occurring in Karmic & divine relationships for the collective. The divine allows it to be so that we enter certain periods (such as Scorpio season), that play out different elements of our relationships) Sometimes, the energies will focus more on one side than the other, meaning the week proves to be a bigger or more defining week for one. This week, it appears to be the feminine going through the motions.

This is an accurate description of what exists beneath the surface of the couple’s strengths & strains.

I’ve been helping people with these written versions of romantic therapy sessions for about 3 years now & helping to bring understanding to difficult situations through enabling others to understand their own emotions better. Whatever is unsaid will exist here.

There is a lot of karma to be unravelled for the last part of the year, so pay attention to the readings these next few weeks.

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Divine lovers daily reading – 5th-6th November 2018

Divine lovers daily reading – 5th-6th November 2018

Main theme, (4 of swords/knight of swords) Masculine – 3 of swords/3 of pentacles, Feminine – The world/6 of cups.

The 4 of swords represents a period of calm, thorough and clear thought that arrives as a result of us having the time and the patience to think over certain situations, until we are satisfied with a complete, or at least partially complete outcome. With yesterday’s reading we saw divine lovers unraveling following the aftermath of a period of eruption, however today it appears that both divine counterparts, particularly the masculine, have come to conclusions regarding the nature of the dispute and likely seek to bring balance towards it.

The knight of swords is a messenger that comes in hard and fast and could represent the masculine making contact with the feminine after taking some time to think about his actions and participation in the fallout. The knight of swords may be the masculine attempting to rush in before it is too late. Perhaps time has passed since the incident took place and he wonders if the feminine will believe that he was inactive for too long. The 4 of swords can also represent the feminine in deep contemplation as the masculine comes towards her to deliver his message. She may be temporarily unavailable or inactive because she is contemplating the entire template of what the relationship with the masculine has existed as. The feminine may not be so readily willing to begin communication again and some feminine’s may have even shut that door completely.

With the 3 of swords, the masculine’s awakening may be something to do with the fact that he has been heartbroken upon realising that this time he may actually be losing the feminine for good. He may feel her pulling away and panic because he wonders if he really did take too much time to get back to her.

The 3 of swords energy is what propels him to move forward as he may feel a sense of anxiety and imbalance following things not being right between him and the feminine.

The Backstreet boys song, ‘I want it that way’ continuously played in my head for the day and revealed itself to be the lyrical expression of what the masculine currently feels ~

‘Tell me why

Ain’t nothin’ but a heartache

Tell me why

Ain’t nothin’ but a mistake

Tell me why

I never want to hear you say

I want it that way.

Now I can see that we’ve fallen apart

From the way that it used to be, Yeah

No matter the distance

I want you to know

That deep down inside of me

You are, my fire

The one, desire

You are (You are, you are, you are)’.

With the world card the feminine comes to terms with what it means potentially for the union to truly be over with the masculine. In the world card it does indeed seem as if she has waited for him to be ready and he took a little too long to show her that this was something that he wanted to hold on to. The feminine has two wands in her hand as she rises up leaving the old weight behind her, meaning that she is learning just how much responsibility she has over her own world.

The 3 of pentacles card sees the masculine trying to make provisions behind the scenes to create stability for the feminine. There is something that he tries to do to make up for the damage that he has caused or is causing and it is something like a plea or a bargain that he makes. He may try to purchase something for her that he believes will help her to feel a sense of greater security or it is as if he gives something to her parents or family members as compensation for something that has gone on with the feminine.

With the 6 of cups, the feminine is faced with an offer from the masculine. Though it may just be that she perceives it as juvenile, or something that only would have worked with her in the past. If she does give in, it’ll be more because of past memories and oath, not because of a current feeling of security.

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The feminine learns this week how to focus on her own future and how to preserve the things that are truly going to bring her closer to her dream version of herself. She recognises that the only thing that can truly be concrete in her life is herself. And as such, she must honour this within herself by doing the best that she can do for herself.

She needs to know what works in her favour and what does not and this exists on a much larger scale than just the divine masculine. All of the people who refuse to face their shadow selves are being scrutinised intensely and a decision is being made upon them as far as the feminine is concerned. She seems to be taking no prisoners because the intensity of the Scorpio energy has made her realise the importance of having what she wants.

The feminine grows tired of the masculine’s recurring behaviour and she lets him know it. However, he believes that this time is just like all the other times. He may intend to come back with the knight of cups, but this version of himself still is not mature enough and is once again likely trying to rush the process if he does return.

He may choose to return because he sees that the feminine is more care free and enjoying her life. Any feminine’s who are enduring space from the masculine, try and make this time the best time of your life. The masculine does not seem to learn until he sees that you can be a functional independent source all on your own. But you can’t fake it till you make it. Not with this one. You have to truly chase your passions. Really do the things that make you feel free.

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Divine lovers Daily Reading – 3rd November.

The tower exists at the hands of the masculine’s negligent behaviour and often self-absorption.

The tower represents some false sense of security or pretence that the masculine has been getting away with, that finally comes to a head. The feminine goes down with the tower because it was apart of her illusion also.

‘Oh how the mighty have fallen’, the masculine appears shaken by the experience with the feminine and his ego defence has been penetrated by the swords present within the 3 of swords.

He recognises how in vain the 7 of swords actions were. Perhaps he’d been given multiple opportunities and failed to think that his actions would have any lasting effect. This is also particularly highlighted to feminine’s who may be back and forth in their words with the masculine. The masculine is only ever going to get away with what he can whilst he can. Often, the tower represents the universe having to intervene and throw a spanner in the works, because perhaps both divine lovers were not understanding the totality of the situation. If it is time for them to separate or create distance from one another in order to be able to face their own truths, then no matter of ignorance will stall this. The tower is what happens when both masculine and feminine are hard headed and choose to live in comfortable bliss instead of opening their eyes fully.

Intuition is a hell of a gift. Sometimes it comes with so much turmoil we would rather be blind. It is also a by-product of trauma to create alternate realities, in this case realities in which both masculine and feminine continued behaving as if there were no real issues present. Real karmic issues cannot be brushed underneath the carpet and it is seeming as if responsibility lies on the feminine this week to play the role of the mother. But this is the role of the harsh mother. The masculine mother. The one who stands for duty and honour and promise and timing. In the strength card it appears as if she removes something from the masculine and he does not like it. This could be to do with his pride or his ability to feel boastful. He has definitely abused something and the feminine seeks to retrieve it from his mouth, meaning this could be the feminine urging the masculine to be more truthful. She appears like an angel in white suggesting that she may be working with the masculine whilst he sleeps to transform him or arrives as a deep spiritual lesson for him. However, the feminine is doing it, It seems much more involuntary than she would care for. It is almost as if she has no choice and has been tasked this.

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Listening to her own intuition is what will prove to be the feminine’s saving grace this week, as her intuition has attempted to reach her all of this time but has been hidden behind a veil of her wilful ignorance.

This week, the feminine’s ideas about love and romance are put to the test. How much will the feminine strive to preserve the image that she has been attempting to cultivate for so long? Many feminine’s have been holding on to marriages that have not worked, yet they refuse to let go of it because of external perception.

The feminine learns this week how to focus on her own future and how to preserve the things that are truly going to bring her closer to her dream version of herself. She recognises that the only thing that can truly be concrete in her life is herself. And as such, she must honour this within her self by doing the best that she can do for herself.

She needs to know what works in her favour and what does not and this exists on a much larger scale than just the divine masculine. All of the people who refuse to face their shadow selves, are being scrutinised intensely and a decision is being made upon them, as far as the feminine is concerned. She seems to be taking no prisoners because the intensity of the Scorpio energy have just made her want what she wants, now. – Divine lovers weekly reading preview. (OUT Today) – Purchase made available within hours.

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The feminine learns this week how to focus on her own future and how to preserve the things that are truly going to bring her closer to her dream version of herself. She recognises that the only thing that can truly be concrete in her life is herself. And as such, she must honour this within herself by doing the best that she can do for herself.

She needs to know what works in her favour and what does not and this exists on a much larger scale than just the divine masculine. All of the people who refuse to face their shadow selves are being scrutinised intensely and a decision is being made upon them as far as the feminine is concerned. She seems to be taking no prisoners because the intensity of the Scorpio energy has made her realise the importance of having what she wants.

The feminine grows tired of the masculine’s recurring behaviour and she lets him know it. However, he believes that this time is just like all the other times. He may intend to come back with the knight of cups, but this version of himself still is not mature enough and is once again likely trying to rush the process if he does return.

He may choose to return because he sees that the feminine is more care free and enjoying her life. Any feminine’s who are enduring space from the masculine, try and make this time the best time of your life. The masculine does not seem to learn until he sees that you can be a functional independent source all on your own. But you can’t fake it till you make it. Not with this one. You have to truly chase your passions. Really do the things that make you feel free.

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