Divine Lovers Daily Reading – 23rd-24th May

Divine Lovers Daily Reading – 23rd-24th May.

Main theme – Ace of swords/You deserve love.

Masculine – The magician/Strength. Feminine – The moon/The fool.

Art – Girl alone in the dark forest.

The more that the feminine does she shadow work, the more she is afforded with truth – SeekCindy

The ace of swords is a jolt of energy or a spark that moves divine lovers into a new position in these next two days. There’s a wake up call & an answer & the feminine particularly is finding herself ready & wanting to move. For a lot of feminine’s this is about moving forward & a mental leap that is taken after a period of stagnancy & confusion. It’s as if the boats are moving now & the water has been unplugged & both are allowed to move & roam more freely.

If the feminine was waiting on an answer or a suggestion, then she receives it in these next 2 days & what she’s ready to do with it becomes clearer.

The ace of swords also represents a push from the universe so there is mental support in this area that allows for divine lovers to see things as they are. There’s an awakening about past patterns, especially the ones that they have been implicit in & the feminine is waking up from these illusions of not seeing the truthful motives of others, or at least not allowing for her intuition to listen to the part of her that does know the motives & truthful intentions behind others.

A strong mental force is being cultivated within the feminine & for a lot of them this is about being fed up of being in the dark or being left in the dark about the truth, shut away from their own subconscious minds.

The moon card is all about waking up from the spell & recognising how the feminine’s emotions have been used against her & used to sway her, particularly by those who know or hold access to some of her darknesses. Truth pierces through her & she may be calling people out in frustration once she recognises the extent of their lies or deceit.

The feminine does have these people around her who are often making excuses or often keeping her bound to them in some way because of their emotional displays & I do feel as if as the feminine finds out about one of these people, she begins to notice other areas in her life where this same energy is being exhibited.

The fool card is all about the feminine breaking free. Feminine? When you get the answer that you want or the truth that you perceive it is imperative that you act on it, even & especially if this means turning away from those you would usually turn further to in times of emotional turmoil. The fool card does represent that this person or people will still try to be in the feminine’s ear & tell her half truths & promises to get her to stay, but there’s a confidence that’s brewing in the feminine that suggests she’s not so willing this time to go back to old dimensions & delusions.

I’m seeing a lot of feminine’s saying ‘This is just crazy’, after offering the masculine particularly (the karmic masculine) chance after chance.

The you deserve love card potentially suggests the feminine nearing herself towards a newer love interest. The feminine behind to understand that there truly is more out there for her & so long as she keeps herself attached to the energy of those who have been trying to blind her from her truth, she has no access or no claim to the abundance that she should so inherit.

The magician card & the strength card shows two separate energies & two separate masculines, as the gateway is still open here between those transitioning to experiences with the new masculine & those still struggling against the karmic masculine.

The karmic masculine is involved in some type of overt display thats supposed to show on the surface that he has changed. The magician card shows the karmic masculine attempting to manipulate not only himself, but those around him into thinking that he has learned from his mistakes & that he knows what to do this time around. The feminine will find him intentionally trying to do things to prematurely paint himself as a new figure, with the strength card showing that his determination lies with making the feminine think that she has had or is having a positive effect on him, which plays into the feminine’s internal desires to have somebody finally turn around & acknowledge her & her pain.

The new masculine (divine masculine) that many feminine’s are coming into contact with are working with the magician energy in a different way. If they are waking up to the truth that it is the feminine that they want, then the magician card shows them fighting for her & them trying to arrange things in their life to ensure that the feminine would have a comfortable arrival. This is a man on a mission, somebody who is being meticulous about their journey & the strength card shows them learning from the feminine. They see how strong she is, how much knowledge she has & uses that to try to integrate into their growth.

This is a listener.

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Issues to do with balance, fairness & equality are pulled into this week’s themes heavily & take the centre stage for the revolution that is being sparked by the feminine.

Something tips the scales out of balance this week, leading only for them to be tipped back into harmony. The everyday ordinary patterns that both divine lovers have followed up until this point are being challenged suddenly the feminine has a different idea about what she’d like the present or the future moment to look like, specifically dependent upon how the past with the karmic masculine has looked. The feminine’s are awakening to a truth, almost as if instantly snapped out of an illusion & many of them seem to be thwarted by the level of inequality shown. The feminine may feel as if she has been robbed of something, particularly time, money or energy & she begins to witness how this relates to the way that she has related to love, personal responsibility, & intimacy.

There’s a transformational energy occurring for the masculine. The fire will determine who will make it out onto the other end & whom the universal ashes will simply consume.

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What is the ‘good wife syndrome’?

What is ‘the good wife syndrome’, & how has it led to the betrayal of TRUE feminine freedom? (And I’m not talking about proverbs!)

’ ‘The good wife’ is a gown, that every feminine has the potentiality of downloading unto herself, through the Akashic record/memory of womanhood.

It is like becoming possessed by a spirit. One that causes a woman to selflessly give, & perform, & produce & provide.

It is the old fashioned/traditional, even patriarchal definition, of the ‘good wife’, the fixer, the pleaser, the one who gives, & gives, because then it means that she can be considered, ‘a good woman’.

The ‘good wife’ is a template, or a narrative shall I say that every woman//femme is exposed to/capable of adopting.

This is the stereotypical image of a good woman, in patriarchal, male dominated & lead societies, where women are mostly subservient, & seen, but not heard.

Narcissistic men, or men with baby boy syndrome are like flies to honey for women who become possessed by this template, or actively seek to manipulate it in women who may have father, or even mother issues.

At the subconscious root of each woman playing the role of the ‘good wife’, is the need to be needed. And the need to be loved through the dependency of this needing.

For this reason, ‘the good wife’ syndrome tends to affect mostly women who are looking for love from men who are psychologically unable to provide it.

The more that they resist the affections of the woman embodying ‘the good wife’, the more that she becomes embezzled in this energy. The more that she cleans, the more that she fusses, the more that she serves. All in hopes that he will recognise how ‘good’ she is being, how worthy of ‘wifehood’ that she is.

Frankly speaking, ‘the good wife syndrome’ is all about women receiving cookies, or a pat on the back for making a man the centre of their worlds.

The good wife syndrome aka pick me spell will have a woman giving up everything that she loves, everything that makes her who she is & everything that marks her spark, just to please her man and ESPECIALLY to prove to him that he has nothing to be threatened about when it comes to her.

Because the good wife syndrome tends to be most attractive to men who suffer with severe insecurity issues (baby boy syndrome), the more that the good wife seeks to dim herself down & slowly wither into thin air, the more her masculine will require more depths of her to show her devotion. His insecurity can never be quenched & thus neither can her slow demise.

Because the good wife is so ‘good’ & not like other women, she begins slowly to separate herself from the ‘influence’ of her friends who expose her to the side of herself that once lived – the fearless spirit, the artsy demon, because what they stand to represent, is the fact that apart of her will never change. Instead, she changes everything around her to convince herself that her internal desires have been lost.

They never do become lost. Though she does.

Narcissistic men know about this desire in many women, & play on it. Even though they naturally display tendencies of being incapable, & child like, they are willing to play up to this, as they know that it gives the woman a role to serve.

– SeekCindy ©

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Divine Lovers *DAILY* Reading – 8th-9th May 2019

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United energy – Free yourself/Queen of pentacles, Masculine – Ace of swords (reverse)/King of wands, Feminine – King of pentacles, 9 of wands.

The free yourself card once again points to a merry go around situation and specifically asks for the feminine to take charge of the situation, by opting for a different outcome. The masculine may find himself caught in his usual cycles of allowing his mind to get the best of him and cause him to see a different version of reality than what it is, and the feminine has to make the decision in these two days for herself, not to become caught in the rat race. It appears as if the feminine may have been guiding the masculine in his awareness program and every time she thinks that he may be making progress, it may seem as if he takes two steps backwards and at some point, the feminine must appear to be exhausted by the constant ups and downs.

A message is being shown to the masculine and he actually has the opportunity to build something of value with the feminine should he take the time to pay attention. It is up to him  this is something that he has to want to do and to exercise a lot of will power for. The feminine looks for financial stability at this time and it shows with the queen of pentacles and some feminine’s may be feeling as if this will be difficult to find with the masculine, particularly if he has issues such as gambling, drinking or quitting jobs. The feminine must decide within these next two days whether she will continuously allow herself to be dragged, or whether there is a boundary that she can explore with the masculine that will allow him to no longer be able to tap into her energy in that way and I believe that it lies with recognising that the masculine is on his own timeline, and he is only ever going to see what he is ready to see, or what he allows himself to see. It appears as if it does hurt the feminine to see the masculine caught in these cycles, but it very much does threaten what she is also attempting to build.

Some masculine’s I am seeing are suffering from mental affliction and are actually unable to free themselves because they need some help. If this is the case, then the feminine may have to recruit some professional support or the support of somebody who can assist her to help her masculine to do this.

Mentally, the mind is also a factor within these next two days, as entrapment is a central theme. How stuck are we? Is the question that is posed and both divine lovers may be looking at the ways in which they are not making enough of a committed effort to remove themselves from their situations. I am sensing that a lot of feminine’s want to move home and some are deciding that if the masculine is not ready to move with them or is not sure about the direction that he’s ready to take, then even though she feels her time may have been wasted, she’s willing to take the initiative to move.

This card is further demonstrated with the king of pentacles on the side of the feminine. The king of pentacles represents the feminine being disappointed in the masculine but being strong enough anyway to do the work that needs to be done. If the masculine owed some money to the feminine or needed to help her to pay something off, then the king of pentacles describes the feminine working to ensure that she has the ability to pay this off or handle this herself, because she may be recognising some ways in which the masculine is unreliable.

The king of pentacles is a much needed message to the feminine anyway to tap into her own masculine side and to make sure that this side of herself is committed and dedicated to helping her and keeping her on target, so that she does not need to rely so externally upon the masculine. So within, so without. This can be a frustrated energy from the feminine who wonders why she has to do all of this work or why she’s left to take on all of this baggage and it may trigger her to think of other times in the past when she has had to deal with so much. A lot of feminine’s are feeling fed up and wondering when their luck is going to change and when they are going to have to stop working so hard and truthfully feminine? This stops when you stop giving others so much responsibility in your life, more than they deserve and more than they can handle. There’s a feeling with the feminine that if she were doing all of these things before and not waiting on the masculine, things would not have got as piled up as they are now. The queen of pentacles represents the feminine wising up, whilst the 9 of wands reminds her not to look outside of herself for others to finish her healing journey for her.

With the ace of swords in reverse, the masculine seems to have had another plan or another vision that did not come into fruition. Perhaps he was very excited and very sure about something, it may even have been a new job, yet it seems that for some reason, the masculine was unable to carry his vision through and this is because of a lack of dedication and commitment that he has. The ace of swords in reverse can be a relapse for masculine’s who do have addictions, or this could be a reality check for him. His work and his healing may have been superficial, and perhaps now he is being challenged to show up and present what he has had to offer. The ace of swords in reverse is a revelation or a truth that did not go in his favour and make the masculine appear disingenuous. This thing did not go in the way that the masculine planned for it to go and with the king of wands, he spends these next two days trying to salvage himself, though for many masculine’s I feel that it is more about making sure that their ego is intact, than it is rectifying and working on what has been wrong.

Some masculine’s are seriously lacking self-confidence, whilst others simply seem to lack the direction, vision and conviction to carry out long term plans and goals. There are things that the masculine has to do at this time and some of them will find themselves keenly stepping up to the plate, focused upon self-improvement. His best bet would be to lay low, do not do any talking, and just get the job done. Some masculine’s are telling the feminine that they will not let her down this time, whilst some feminine’s feel as if they have already been let down and this is why they have to fight for themselves.

 

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This week, the feminine confronts the wounded feminine template, aka the mother archetype, or the mother wound. How far she can be stretched within her boundaries, particularly by the masculine is tested this week, along with just how much the feminine is willing to take and just how much is too much. The feminine is having a lot be revealed to her this week and it is a time of reflection for her to make it through this part of the detachment process. The feminine is becoming aware of the areas in her life where she has been attached codependently, because she fears rejection, because they fear abandonment and vice versa and there becomes an understanding on behalf of the feminine how her ability to overly rely on others has been linked to her inability to properly and appropriately connect with the mother. The feminine has been seeking love in all places apart from within her own soul and she’s being made to pause this week and come to terms with a lot of information. The mother wound suggests that the feminine was believing that she could prove her love or her worthiness of love by loving the masculine so much that he transforms. This is about the dream that a lot of the feminine’s have to be the one who saves the masculine. The good girl transforming the bad boy into a gentleman archetype. This is a big week for the feminine proving, just how much she has learned, to herself. This is a big week for the feminine to confront her wounds and to stand face to face with her demons – the fear of the absence of love and shelter. It’s almost as if the masculine is turning away from the feminine, so that she has no choice but to face herself. A lot of work is completed this week, emotionally and spiritually and the feminine is advised to stay hydrated, as well as to get a lot of sleep and journal her dreams if she can because a lot is going on in the subconscious realm at this time. The feminine is cleansing a lot of her past wounds and it may be important to give the heads up that this week is likely to be with it’s triggers! There’s only one superhero in the story this week feminine, and it may just surprise you who it is..

With the 4 of cups this week, the feminine receives a rude awakening and it is almost as if she is ripped from her illusions, to the point that there is no going back to the colourful delusions of before. Tempers are likely to be flaring from her and although she is within her every right to feel this way, self-accountability also asks the feminine to reconcile with the part of herself that does not enforce the boundaries she first places up..

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Divine Lovers Weekly Reading – 29th-5th May 2019 – ‘It takes two’ (PREVIEW)

This week, both divine lovers are gifted with the opportunity to clear some more karma. It appears to be a period of reset as well as a period of isolation. This week allows both to delve deeply into the self work that needs to take place & the stakes are high. It’s like a battle for one’s soul this week & the masculine makes the bid to save his own, particularly from the loss of the feminine. Perhaps the feminine has offered an ultimatum, as it appears that the masculine really becomes focused on his own healing & it appears that he has not been left with any other choice. Whilst the feminine focuses on introducing dependability & stability into her own life, she seems to find that the masculine is with her where ever she goes. If there is much unresolved tensions & much left unsaid, the feminine finds this week that she cannot escape it. This week provides the perfect template for mature, open & honest conversation, as well as a chance to see how seriously they’re both taking their healing journeys at this time. The feminine is called to hold herself accountable & to see deeply & honestly into the mirror that the masculine holds up for her. This week isn’t about good or bad, villain vs victor. It is simply about learning, seeing, being & understanding with new eyes.

A long standing issue for both of them in matters of the heart is brought up for clearance this week & the key? Is not to fight it once it arrives.

With the separation card, there’s a lesson attached to this week’s energies that can only take place once the two divine lovers are existing or have existed apart. For a lot of people, this may be the week that the gap of separation closes and there can be some communication between the two, but I do feel as if this rests in the court of the feminine more so than the masculine and how well, if well at all that she is able to adjust after this separation period.

For a lot of the feminine’s this week signifies something of a test. The feminine has a longing and a yearning for the masculine, but she is told and taught to wait, because she has been through this or something similar such as this in the past and she needs to trust this process of separation because it is purposeful. I do feel as if the divine is really using the separation from the masculine to get the feminine to reach and dig deeply into herself. It is triggering something within her that has existed as a karmic blockage for her for several life times.

For a lot of feminine’s this week who have been triggered by the distance between them and their partner, I do not feel as if the masculine is leaving for a negative reason. Rather I do feel as if the masculine is leaving for his own personal self-development. There will be some masculine’s who are leaving or have had to walk away because the wish to improve who they are and work on themselves, particularly financial. It appears as if he recognises this week how many stages of life that he has passed through and he understands that he has reached a position in which he must truly change now and decide the type of man he would like to be. He has a lot of flash backs of past memories this week, it’s like he is seeing visions and stories play out within his mind and he gains insight and perspective into his own behaviours, particularly his shadow self.

The feminine may also be identifying with her relationship issues with her father, particularly if her father was not in the picture enough to be able to offer her the stability that she deserved and needed. This may even be why she placed added shame and blame onto the masculine. For some, they still had not got over the fact that their father was this way and now another man who claimed to love them comes into the picture and does not or did not show it in his actions. Another week is up for grabs for the feminine to work on issues that she has to do with resentment. The magician card focuses heavily on letting go so that the feminine can create the type of life around her that she actually enjoys. Once again, both divine lovers find themselves heavily inside of their minds at this time and with the 4 of swords the masculine is more reflective than he has been in a while. The masculine appears to let down or has let down something or somebody who means a lot to him and with the ten of pentacles this can represent his children.

The feminine is able to work through a lot of the issues that she had in childhood and with her father, through holding her tongue and not being able to tell her father some of the things that bothered or hurt her. She developed a program of keeping tight lipped and carrying on in the face of pain, which doesn’t help anyone and just pushes away people that otherwise may be given an opportunity to redeem themselves or give her some of the respect and intimacy that she deserves and desires.

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Divine lovers daily Reading – 2nd-3rd May 2019

United energy – The hermit/Separation, Masculine – 10 of pentacles/worth waiting for. Feminine – Strength (Upside down)/Attraction.

The hermit card is a solitary energy & can suggest a period of revising not only the events of our past, but also our own emotions. Both divine lovers are somehow left to their devices which may symbolise a period of physical or emotional distance. The masculine is particularly represented as needing to take some time away. The ten of pentacles suggests he may be dealing with themes of building or planning for the future that require a reset.

With the separation energy it appears that he must go on leave or a voyage. Some may be dealing with issues of financial loss or perhaps new job opportunities that call out to them & this tests how well the feminine is to do in this period of her time alone. How she behaves will determine much.

With the separation card, this does appear to trigger any separation issues that she may have, but these come complementarily & allow her to explore her own self & own soul. If ever there were a time to practice the opposite of codependency, it would be now. Although the masculine appears distracted he may offer a clear message about what happens when & if you abandon the self.

Perhaps the masculine is triggered first or a conversation or dispute occurs in which he takes the needed messages on head & thinks of alienating distractions in order to execute them.

With the strength card in reverse the feminine may wrestle with her own ego in these days & appears to attempt to gain tighter control over her own impulses & lower self. She may have found that she allowed parts of her lower self leak out or fears that she may be tempted to resort to old methods. The feminine may find that in time alone she is more triggered to reach out to the masculine or may grow irritated by his apparent distance/desire to pursue.

The strength card in reverse reminds the feminine that the battle against her own self is probably the greatest battle that she will fight & conquering this part of herself may often call for her to be harsh or brutally honest with herself for the sake of understanding & acting in accordance.

The attraction card suggests she does find solace in listening to her higher self in these two days & develops considerate & carefully placed self appreciation methods. The feminine focuses on detoxing & whilst she does so pieces new emotional journeys together.

The worth waiting for card speaks on the masculine’s process of building. The masculine can feel that the feminine may be wishing for him to make it out the other end & succeed or fulfil his venture, but the masculine wishes that the feminine knew that it was a journey & that there would be certain pit stops that he had to make or achievements that he has to accomplish along the way.

The masculine would like the feminine to know that even though everything is not as he would like, he would still like to approach her, he would just like for her to be patient. He does consider himself to be worth waiting for in regards to the feminine.

The feminine may be waiting for him or waiting to support him when he gets out on the other end, but both lovers have to understand that this time the masculine is not able to escape his lessons so easily, it will take time for him to get around to where he would like to be. His work at this time is breaking generational curses, specifically to do with not doing things as his father did or did not do.

The masculine knows that people are counting on him, as well as waiting to see how he manages to cross the finish line, but he’s more focused & determined on the smaller pieces of the journey this time. Complete focus & drive. It’s not about the end goal. But the spaces in the middle.

Divine Lovers Weekly (Preview) – 29th-5th May 2019 – It takes two.

This week, both divine lovers are gifted with the opportunity to clear some more karma. It appears to be a period of reset as well as a period of isolation. This week allows both to delve deeply into the self work that needs to take place & the stakes are high. It’s like a battle for one’s soul this week & the masculine makes the bid to save his own, particularly from the loss of the feminine. Perhaps the feminine has offered an ultimatum, as it appears that the masculine really becomes focused on his own healing & it appears that he has not been left with any other choice. Whilst the feminine focuses on introducing dependability & stability into her own life, she seems to find that the masculine is with her where ever she goes. If there is much unresolved tensions & much left unsaid, the feminine finds this week that she cannot escape it. This week provides the perfect template for mature, open & honest conversation, as well as a chance to see how seriously they’re both taking their healing journeys at this time. The feminine is called to hold herself accountable & to see deeply & honestly into the mirror that the masculine holds up for her. This week isn’t about good or bad, villain vs victor. It is simply about learning, seeing, being & understanding with new eyes.

A long standing issue for both of them in matters of the heart is brought up for clearance this week & the key? Is not to fight it once it arrives.

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Divine Lovers *Daily* Reading – 24th-25th April 2019

Main theme – The fool/SoulMate, Masculine – 8 of wands/past life relationships. Feminine – The world/Let your friends help you.

The fool card & the soul mate card as the main energy shows that there are conflicting energies or motions being experienced between both divine lovers.

Whilst the feminine seeks her emancipation & enjoys the time she is currently taking to explore herself, it does appear that a part of her mind is still on the masculine or still on the relationship & she finds herself having to merge a world of independence, joy & exploration, with a world of knowing & understanding that she met the masculine for a reason & whether she admits it or not, the masculine means something to her.

The fool card represents what happens when we attempt to navigate & take a new beginning, whilst the soul mate card is representative of the invisible wire that connects us with others, especially those who have touched our lives or are meant to touch them.

Yes this is your soul mate is not indicative that divine lover’s are the one & only people that can ever be with each other, but the soul mate card rather recognised that both divine lovers had a very specific message & soul lesson to teach to one another & this message should not be forgotten & in some instances? This message should not be forgiven either.

There may be a temptation in these next 2 days on the part of the feminine to think about what life with my masculine may be like if he ever were to change or do things differently, but there’s also a part within her that knows that this is wishful thinking.

Grief happens in stages.

Death happens in stages.

And the feminine currently finds herself having to let go all over again. The journey towards breaking free from codependency happens in stages & yes there are moments when the feminine will second guess herself, but she is assisted in the process by reminding herself that her feelings are valid. Her experience with her masculine was valid. And her having any feelings of missing him or reminiscing about being in his company, are entirely normal & not necessarily symptomatic of her moving backwards.

With the 8 of wands, it appears that the masculine is going to be communicating with the feminine at some point during these 2 days & it does suggest that he may be hot & heavy when he does so. The masculine appears to be coming in strong & direct & it appears as if he has little to no time to waste. Perhaps he has been biding his time, considering his approach, or feels as if he has wasted enough time not going after the feminine.

Some masculine’s may be wondering if it’s too late & they want to get to the feminine before her freedom leads her into the arms of another. For many masculine’s their worst fear is that the feminine will find somebody who she falls hopelessly in love with, somebody who’s interested in the same things that she’s interested in, somebody who she is more in alignment with. There’s a sense that he is going to begin taking their period of separation or the boundaries that the feminine has drawn, a little more seriously within these 2 days & as so he should, so should the feminine continue to reinforce them.

Boundaries do not have to exist in the absence of still having feelings for the masculine, feminine. You can still have feelings for him. You can still think about him. You can still miss him. But this is no excuse to give up or become lenient upon your boundaries. You’re doing this more for yourself than anybody else & remember that. This is about you building trust within yourself. If you never learn to trust yourself with others again, how will you ever love again?

With the world card the feminine is shown to be enduring an ending that is taking a process. She looks over at the masculine whilst she’s going through these changes & apart of her wonders what a life in which he doesn’t exist would be like/look like for her. The attachment is difficult, yet the show must go on.

With the past life relationship card, it appears the masculine also spends these days thinking about his past time with the feminine. Something in him knows & believes that the feminine is one of a kind & that losing her would mean losing a part of himself.

The masculine counts on the past, on the memories, on the feminine’s softer encounters with him, for him to be able to win her back. Even though he fears her moving on with this newer counterpart, he also believes that nothing can make up for the time he & the feminine shared & he doubts she may truly wish to start all over again with another.

If only he can revive the past & make the feminine remember how things were in the beginning, he believes that he can win her back. But this is no game masculine. The feminine must make this declaration to move forward & it has nothing to do with finding loop holes to get her to change her mind. The feminine needs to be set free. Nobody knows what that will mean for the future. But for now? It’s truly what she needs.

With the let your friends help you card, the feminine is inspired within these 2 days to spend some time in the company of those who love her the most. Perhaps she will not feel like smiling so much or will not find their jokes so appeasing, but it’s helpful for her to be around positive energy & those who are full of life & luck. The feminine is reminded to look on the brighter side of life & appreciate the simpler things. There will always be people around to help pick her up when she needs it. And she should never be in doubt of this.

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There is a large focus this week upon building & gathering resources for future use. The feminine feels particularly lucky or charmed this week and she gets a message or an omen that she’s been needing about how to move forward & when to proceed.

A lot of seeds are being manifest this week so it’s a good time to go after any projects, ideas or business ventures that have been at the tip of their minds.

The builders will be shown from the talkers this week & foundations are being set to promote independence, as well as equality.

There’s a lot of movement this week, but there’s also a lot of intense thought that goes into the movement.

Back and forth communication is sent between both divine lovers, almost as if they’re communicating about a vision or two separate visions that they are trying to bring into manifestation. It’s a busy week for both but I do feel as if they bounce ideas & thoughts off of one another, even if this is to do with the way in which they conduct themselves.

There are also periods of pauses in action this week as knowledge comes to both parties as still as they can be. Observation is a necessary tool not to repeat some of the same mistakes as in the past.

It’s a very attractive week & the feminine finds that the more she can be still, the more that the answers that she needs can come and greet her.

The feminine must take great care in this week to watch not only her mouth, but her thoughts. There’s an intense energetic streak of thoughts manifesting into things & her finding herself bound to objects & targets before she could understand the consequences. It’s a little bit like the energy of mercury retrograde & I am not so sure about current planetary alignment, but I find that this is a time of more listening, than doing.

The decisions that the feminine worries about are still finding themselves in a final process of closure in this week as she navigates new ways to let the decision make itself.

The masculine is finding himself going through a transition period, such as a spiritual boot camp & the feminine has to be able to stand back & let that happen.

The more that the feminine teaches herself about her own healing/reconciliation process, the more she receives information to allow the masculine to attempt his own healing process.

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Divine Lovers *DAILY* Reading – 17TH-18TH April 2019.

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United energy/Main theme for both – Judgement/New love, Masculine – King of swords/Wheel of fortune, Feminine – Strength/2 of pentacles.

The judgement and the ‘New love’ card represent an energy that I’ve been discussing for the past 2 weeks regarding the feminine awakening to the truth behind this union and engaging in a shift because of this. There’s the strong energy from Mary Magdalene coming through, suggesting the feminine is working on forgiving herself for past transgressions whilst witnessing or coming into the awareness of a masculine counterpart willing to see her and treat her as pure.

In these next 2 days, the feminine is very much a pioneer for this new energy and begins to live life in a way that suggests that she’s no longer under any illusions about life, or about who she is. This energy feels light and fluent, particularly taking care to rid herself of all those who posed a threat to her inner peace – especially those who did so passively or insidiously.

There’s a new found confidence within the feminine because of the heavy karmic baggage that she’s dropped. The judgement was the ending towards this energy that kept her stagnant and blinded by obligation, as well as manipulation.

Being able to see and witness the truth clear as day not only helps her to improve her relationship with the divine, but also reinforces her right to demand and expect more for herself. Once you remove the trickery and deception, all that’s left to experience is life.

The ‘new love’ card can be relating to the feminine finding, meeting or speaking with a new person who becomes more and more of a potential romance on her mind. A lot of feminine’s have relaxed into the idea of a new template in love where they’re treated with more patience, sincerity, care and genuineness.

Whilst some feminine’s think about opening themselves to experience this reality in love, knowing and understanding of it’s possibilities, for other feminine’s their own masculine is stepping up and attempting to prove himself as a new man playing a new role in her life. For feminine’s looking and thinking of a new masculine, there’s a fun, light hearted energy about his approach. The feminine could be finding a partner who already exists in the new energy that she’s making her way towards.

The judgement card shakes and awakens everyone. So if the feminine is indeed looking towards a new love interest, then this is awakening some masculine’s to recognise that the feminine is not as complacent as she once was.

The king of swords for the masculine is representing two different energies, dependent upon which masculine is speaking. Because for many feminine’s there’s a new masculine energy that’s coming in, I have to read this reading through the perspective of both, as they’re both really saying or expressing two different things. There’s definitely a new energy that the feminine is ushering in after the recent purges and rebirths she’s been experiencing and this directly cultivates a new world for the masculine alone, especially with his sense of understanding relationships. Whether a new masculine counterpart is being brought in to match the feminine’s new vibrational alignment, or her old, traditional masculine is stepping up to the plate to formulate a new self, the feminine will be experiencing this change in love, especially being born within these next two days. The divine lovers weekly will go into this new energy that she births in detail (Purchase details below).

The king of swords for the new masculine is representative of somebody who appears to be focused, intellectual, driven and direct in their pursuits. This is really an energy that will benefit the feminine well, especially as this individual appears to be a very strong masculine energy in response to a very feminine and playful energy that’s being reignited inside of her. The king of swords as the new man or masculine that the feminine is dating strikes me as somebody who’s interested and investing in not only exploring, but also impressing her. He appears to wonder about her, who she truly is, how she moves, how she lives and may be watching her on a low key scale, invested in showing her over time who he truly is.

If representing the old masculine, the king of swords can be somebody who watches on from the side lines and vows to let the feminine live the life that she is living. Although bitter, this masculine seems to return to a life that feels safer for him, perhaps choosing to reserve his emotions or emotional expression and instead go back to work, studying, or go back to the life that he knew prior to the feminine. He seems to watch her and understands that her life is going in a new direction, yet still feels some annoyance and defensiveness about her rejection. A lot of the masculine’s are just waiting or hoping that the feminine will make contact, so they can express to her everything that they have been thinking/feeling.

The wheel of fortune is all about change and in any case points to the masculine maturing. The old masculine who is stuck in his wounded state is trying to fathom the lessons that he is to learn through the feminine growing in this way. Many of them are still seeing it from the point of feeling sorry for themselves and he focuses on plans and ambitions that he has for the future and appears to change his course of direction. One way, the old way hasn’t been working. So perhaps it is time for him to move, travel, or knock on other more fulfilling doors. A life lesson has caused for him to withdraw and potentially become more cautious within himself. Some wounded old masculine’s are thinking, ‘Fine. I’m going to take this on the chin and live my life’, but they fool themselves if not doing it from an authentic place. They will surely come around and meet the feminine again, or a woman just like her if they’re still not confronting themselves.

The new masculine’s who some feminine’s are dating and who are approaching their lives are interested in investing in this change with the feminine. There’s the energy of excitement to enter her life and to show her something new. He also has new skill sets and experiences that he’s willing to put to the test. This masculine is a little more mature, in age or in emotions and wants to do things differently with the feminine than he has done in the past, perhaps he’s learned a lot about women and would like to show that side of himself.

With the strength card in these two days the feminine is heavily focused on karma, particularly her own. There’s an understanding of how her own behaviours play and have played a role in the situations that have manifested particularly within her love life and the feminine spends these days having a much-needed conversation with her lower self. She recognises what got her in loops of experiencing the same low vibrational energy before and a lot of it was to do with her wounded inner child. The feminine is being more aware and conscious of her lower self or perhaps her impulsivity and becomes very careful with what she says and does. It’s as if she is maturing also in these days and she doesn’t want the only thing getting in her way to be herself. Any issues to do with low self-esteem, victimisation or jealousy are also being tackled with the feminine as she seeks now to become her best self, especially if she is truly transforming and not willing to end up in a similar place as before in the next few weeks/months.

The 2 of pentacles shows the feminine juggling quite a few different areas of her life in these 2 days. When things have remain relatively untouched for a while they tend to pile up and it may seem like the feminine has more on her hands than she can handle, but it’s important for her not to lose faith, hope or belief in herself for this part of the journey. Some feminine’s are completely rebuilding themselves from scratch, trying to accomplish things they have not done alone before and generally trying to get their life into order. It may seem lonely at times, particularly if detachment from co-dependency is at the root. She’s really determined to show that she can do it, mostly to herself, and is willing to take on new challenges in order to integrate a higher level of living into her consciousness. The feminine tries to handle more responsibility and to be less one track minded. Some feminine’s are distracting themselves with busy work intentionally, whilst others are determined to have more in place this time when embarking on romance with a new person. Having emotional soundness in combination with financial stability and strength is a skill in of itself. But it definitely shows others that you know your worth. This time, don’t slip and remain attentive. The divine is showing the feminine what she has to do in these two days to get on track and as she listens, she completes these tasks conscientiously.

Divine Lovers Weekly – 15th-21st April – Changing faces (PREVIEW)

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This is a big week for the feminine in terms of defining herself and who she would like to be. Before now, the feminine has very much had her life defined and dictated for her, including where she would go, what she would do and what she would experience, but this week, the divine is asking her to take a little bit more control over her life and the direction it goes in. Will she listen? Because the masculine seems to be coming in with his own plans and ideas for her and it appears he’s been working on his swaying or convincing potential. Will the feminine go towards this direction, or can she see now how wide open the path in front of her is. This really comes down to an issue of co-dependency and both divine lovers know this. This week the feminine will be asked just how much she loves her own independence and can rely on herself alone to make the right decisions. It’s time for the feminine to step out into the big, wide world and a lot of feminine’s are feeling apprehensive about this. Usually to make it big in life or make it bigger than your surroundings, you have to be willing to say no to a lot of things, including experiences that seem good, but just do not resonate with your spirit journey. It’s a test of self-preservation as well as seeing how far the feminine has worked to confront her karmic wounds to do with guilt and obligation. Do not think that this week is any less a test than the previous past few weeks, it just all seems more worth it and more purposeful somehow this week.

Both divine lovers this week are being instructed to let go and to move forward, especially of the past. A new mind frame is being born and there is a desire within both to move and to begin changing the ways and the things that no longer serve them. Clarity is being delivered and it calls for us to clean up our life and our surroundings. This is the week of detoxing. And it does not require so much feeling, as it requires doing. There’s a necessary energy of moving forward coupled with an understanding of what needs to be let go of. There’s also a mercilessness to the swift change being taken under this week and it’s very much a spiritual journey that requires trusting what you are guided to do and the messages that you are to carry out.

There does appear to be a conflict of interests for divine lovers still stuck in the old paradigm of good vs evil (especially the masculine), instead of just accepting that some things are necessary.

There’s a lot of emotion to be explored and it appears that the feminine is experiencing it all this week.

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