Full moon in libra – A balance between extremes, chasing natural highs.

Full moon in Libra -A balance between extremes.

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11th April 2017.

Numerological significance – The number 11 is much like a door way, or a connection to a higher state of being. Where ever the number 11 appears, so does an awakening, and an opportunity for us to learn even more about ourselves through past lessons. The number 11 can sometimes be lessons learned through pain, more often than not, and it can highlight to us where we may be out of balance, and sync with ourselves, or those who mirror aspects of us.

  • Seek Cindy.

Libra ruling balance, co-operation & harmony reminds us of the justice card in the taro.
Getting things in order financially, laying the soil, & the groundwork for what is to come.

Libra in terms of relationships can see us engaged in further self analysis.

In order to create a sense of equilibrium, we need to understand the part that we play.

It is almost as if time freezes, & the offset of mercury retrograde causes even further engagement in self observation.
Finding yourself in a meditative state does not always have to mean sitting on the floor w/ your legs crossed, & your index finger curved towards your thumb.

Meditation can be the thoughts that come to you when you refrain from acting on your impulses.

If your relationships have adopted a similar narrative for a while, then this full moon inspires you to assess why.
You may be triggered by, or encounter an experience that allows you to see where your peace is being shaken, or war models within you that make peace, internally & externally, difficult to maintain.

Logical thinking & critical analysis allows us to make mental improvements that benefit our emotional experiences.

The ultimate yin & yang, the libra is able to make unbiased decisions.

This full moon could highlight to us areas in our lives where we need to maintain balance between our escapism, and or idealism. Idealism is very different from escapism, because idealism can conjure plans, recipes, and ideas for greatness, whereas escapism can become the place that we go to to hoard all of these grand inventions, without ever actually seeing them through.

It could be time with this full moon illuminating to put yourself first, and focus on your own better interests, however, you are also reminded how going it alone can be performed to your own detriment. You will need the support and help of others along the way, however this manifests, it is important not to shut the world out. Co-operation is needed. You may not be best friends with everybody in the world, but this does not mean that you should not have allies.

Do not let your professional work suffer because you chase emotional highs in love. Perhaps it is highlighted to you how often you allow romantic relationships to get the better of you because you make them the sole basis of your own happiness.

However, since Libra is so keen on relationships, you are being guided to find the right balance, between catering to yourself, and not shutting yourself off from those who wish to cater to you.

As full moons focus on releasing, you may want to sift through the ways that you hold on to any resentment towards others, or any relationships that you could be holding on to that need to be altered so that there is more balance involved. Maybe you are too co-dependent, maybe you are too unattached, and this full moon is showing you that.

Pleasure, beauty, and grace is needed to appreciate life, but once again, we are also asked to consider that there are more trying times in life that will also require navigation. It is important to be able to remain clear headed and level headed enough not to be taken under by every slight occurrence, or every emergence of trouble.

Full moon releasing ritual –

You will need a journal to complete this ritual that I have come up with for this full moon in Libra.

Seeing as Libra rules balance, fairness, and justice in relationships, and areas of life pertaining to a community, or social group, single out one of your past relationships this week to analyse.

Write down the name of the individual you wish to analyse, and why you have chosen them. This works better if this was an ex that you were in love with.

Write about your feelings for them now.

Write about your feelings for them during the relationship.

Write about your feelings for them after the relationship had ended.

What made it end?

How did you react to it ending?

How did they react to it ending?

And what was your NEXT relationship like?

Likely, the person you would have chosen is somebody who had quite a significant impact on your life, and you may be thinking of them now.

Once you have journaled these things down, you also need to journal and recite to yourself that you release all of the painful lessons associated with this relationship, including some of the beliefs that it left you with about love.

You may write a letter of forgiveness to them, or even a note if you do not wish to divulge so much energy to them. Once this is completed, you may either burn, or rip up the note, signifying your willingness to depart from whatever energy the experience stored within, and for you.

Repeat as you see fit. – Perhaps there are few people you need to do this with.

Thoughts//affirmations to consider –

I am not the same person as I was when I loved this person.

I am not somehow less deserving of harmonious relationships than anybody else.

Though I am not faulty, I am willing to take an open and honest look at myself.

If I harm or misunderstand others, I do so to myself, therefore, I try to be objective when I need to be.

Happy full moon đź”®

Seek Cindy 2017 ©

General Weekly Reading – 3rd-9th April – On the highway, to home.

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Main themes – King of wands, The star, Surrounding cards – The chariot, Queen of swords, Queen of pentacles, 10 of swords, 2 of swords. 

Numerological breakdown calculation – 

3 – Creativity, charm, communication, community, unity consciousness, integration – 9 – Wounded consciousness/abandoning victim consciousness, humanitarianism, the seeker, wisdom, trials and tribulations.

The king of wands this week represents our PERSONAL power – the

‘I AM’. 

The month of April truly saw us embodying more feminine aspects, doing healing work that focused on others, birthing new projects, and coming up with the ideas and the theories that we need for our frame work. However, April graces us with some new found stability, and the authority to literally pull ourselves together. The number 3 usually relates to piecing together separate fragments, in order to create a new picture, and can sometimes be a lofty process, especially if we are not used to accumulating growth outside of ourselves. The number 4 representing the month of April is very much about ensuring that we are safe, and secure, not only in our body, but in our thoughts.

What does it require in order to be safe? Have you ever truly thought about it? Is it financial security? Or emotional security? And can the two live among one another. Our sense of safety in relationships and our day to day life is pulled into question. Perhaps we shut ourselves off from others because we have not activated the power of the star. That is healing that pours over our lives after a series of trying tests, or revelations pouring in.

The star card encourages us to heal the effects of the tower that occurred in the previous week. This is the break down of the world around us so that we can acknowledge that we have not been in alignment as we have thought. This week is very much a second go. And if you have found yourself triggered lately, it is highly important to forgive yourself, and to realise, there was still an excess of lessons that you had to incorporate. It may have felt like a difficult balance last week.. Trying to integrate spiritual lessons, emotional balance, and keep an eye on financial matters.. It can cause us to suffer in more areas than one when we are unable to fund the right balance for all areas to shine, if not equally, at least proportionally – but it is vital to find a calm balance. One that is not chaotic. And is understanding and forgiving when one area has to take precedence.

Authority, discipline, and vision for the future are called into order for us this week. This desire for change meets the hope for change, which actually propels us even further than desire. Hope comes from the heart, whereas desire comes from the spirit, our more primal impulses.. This is not always enough to shift us into gear, particularly if we have any fears or phobias about stepping into the light in this way. This week takes a look at our future projection, the self that we hope to become one day, even through all of our trials, and tribulations.

The star appears after the tower card in the taro to remind us to feel hopeful in the face of turbulent change, and to remember who we are after we have fallen apart.

It is easy to revert to a version of our-self that is a only a shell of who we truly are.

Timid, scarred, and uncertain of the world represents somebody who is out of alignment with their root chakra, and sense of safety in the world. For a person to feel as if their safety needs have been fully met, they need to feel safe in their own body. Secure within who they are. Proud. And commanding without being demanding.

The king of wands in conjunction with the chariot allow you to be forthcoming with your destiny.

The 10 of swords is representative of a previous incident that left you feeling personally victimized, overwhelmed, or wounded that is now coming to an end. The queen of swords may represent boundaries that must be established, between yourself, and others.

Perhaps you have been forgetting who you are, your own grace, and neglecting yourself in favour of keeping the peace, or going in a direction that you do not necessarily wish to be driven in.

A vital decision is presented to you with the 2 of swords, and you will be asked if you will continue with the unfair situation that exists before you, or whether you will make the best out of a bad situation.

Ultimate truth is called for in this situation, and not the type that is malicious, or spiteful, but the type that is just.

A new balance and purpose to life is explored as you are more willing to touch upon the unknown – to explore what feels good, and natural to you.

The queen of pentacles harnesses this power because she knows all that her coin is worth. How certified are you in your own worth?

Maybe it is time for you to learn a new skill, or gain a qualification in an area of your interest. You may be receiving some congratulations, or accolades for your works worth, and others may fail to even know or understand how this work was born through strife.

The chariot moves forward with dedication. The road may seem long, and tedious, with many bumps along the way, but when you are sure, and structured in what it is that you want, you are willing to endure minor setbacks, and overcome them too.

You see the king of wands is actually stronger for the ego deaths that he has acquired, and this fire energy, and desire to stand up for self is as a result of past persecution.

You are fast coming into your own because you are a keen observer with vast life experience. This does give you an advantage, so do not see it as a burden.

Take your trials. With their betrayals, and pains, and misunderstandings, and assert yourself anew.

Find joy in life, focusing on the everyday victories.

And yes, there are wins EVERYDAY,

so long as we please the senses that surround us.

Happiness does not always have to be a big grand gesture, and every little day we draw closer to magic.

Duality becomes ever more prominent as we learn to take the good with the bad, and not be halted by the bad.

Remember,

it is all a game of perception.

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Happy April! I would just like to take the time to congratulate you all because last month there was quite a lot of shadow work & integration going on.. And some of us may have felt as if we are just never going to get the hang of this spiritual thing… Once we figure one thing out, something else falls under the bus… And we are confused all over again.. Well this is the energy of integration.. To make whole parts fit together, sometimes you have just got to understand and accept how they do not fit. And then redirect your time, & energies… April should be much smoother for us because this is all about building the correct structure & foundation for what we HAVE managed to fit together & finding our feet in coordination.

So, I must ask, are any of you feeling particularly triggered today, or even over the weekend? There have been some funny energies — I feel like temptation from the past, or energies trying to lure us off the correct pathway & into the darkness.

I have officially pulled the cards for both the general weekly reading AND the TwinFlame weekly & I may just alert you that you may be in for a bit of a triggering week BUT it does end up all well in the end, especially if you keep up with these readings and stand aware in the fluctuations…

We may be triggered with childhood stuff once again, but this is all about stepping into your personal power..
Both readings will arrive by tomorrow, you may begin purchase of the TwinFlame weekly early, (as of now), but I will forewarn you, if you do, it won’t arrive to you for roughly another 24 or so hours!

Blessed be my beings, remember to stay in CONSCIOUS awareness…

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win Flame *DAILY* Reading – valentines day special 14th-15th February 2017; The perpetual ending.

Twin Flame *DAILY* Reading – valentines day special 14th-15th February 2017;

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Main theme – 7 of cups, Masculine – 5 of cups, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – Death, Feminine – 2 of pentacles, The energy the feminine projects to the masculine – The world.
Clarifying card – The world (again)
On this commercialized lovers holiday, it appears that twin flames are a little less concerned with the dramatic displays of annual scheduled love, and affection, and are more consumed with the intense life changes, and transitions that are occurring for them.. This is actually fantastic, because just a few years ago, both twins, especially the feminine were likely still caught in egotistical displays, and may have actually got pulled into the dynamics of this faux lovers holiday..

Do not get me wrong – any holiday that dedicates itself to the celebration, and expression of love is one you can count me in, but those of us who have dedicated, and practically sacrificed ourselves to the path of divine love know that it is far more complicated than roses, tasty chocolate, and carefully crafted words in a hallmark card… True love is heart shattering, soul awakening, and divinely orchestrated, and this year, none of the twins are getting too caught up in the theatrics of everything..

For the sake of my twins who may not be in contact with their lovers today, or who may be going through many more dark night of the soul-esque super challenging separation periods, I hope that you are not triggered by this holiday.. Love is something that is expressed daily. Love is something that we are, and not something that we can attain, and not something that can be taken away from us. Love – just is. Love, is the divine.. And love is more than abundant today.. Should you open your eyes to the prize that God is delivering..

The 7 of cups is God, and the universe opening up multiple pathways for both twins on this day. This is the true gift. Manifestation is ripe right now, as spirit presents us with the multiple pathways, and opportunities that are available to us. It is very possible at this time to experience some of your wildest dreams, and imaginations. What was your childhood hope? What did you dream about incessantly? Was it being a writer? An artist? Or a painter? Spirit alerts your attention to the fact that you can be anyone of these things, it is just as simple as choosing a route, and breaking free of your moldings, and your barriers in order to grab a hold of one of these destinies. Time for change has NEVER been so abundant..

Look to your right – There is an offer there. Look to your left – There is another.. Which will you choose? Won’t you choose? Now that you can see that destiny is less about what is handed to you without choice, and more of what you CHOOSE to do once you have become aware of your karma, and patterns. You can choose an old path, or you can choose a new path, and spirit is entirely impartial in this game. Of-course God, and the universe probably have a preferable avenue for you to follow, the one that leads you more closely to your destiny, but free will, is a very REAL thing..

At this time, you are channeling even more information from the universe, receiving confirmation, news, and new found understanding. Especially the masculine, who is now being challenged to view life from an entirely different perspective. For him, the 7 of cups is the crust of the world opening up, and showing him a larger, wider view.. This view may shock him. The fact that there is SO much more out there, and available than he once thought.. The world is magic, and so is he..
The world is very much in both twins palms right now – decisions, crossroads, and possibilities.

The 5 of cups represents the masculine experiencing somewhat of a mourning period. The change that is arriving for him is pretty swift, and he may have a sense that it is premature, perhaps he was not ready for a change of this magnitude, and a part of him still wished to cling onto his boyish charm, innocence, and youthful persona. The 5 of cups is a wake up call – to wake up. To see that the previous way he was living, was not for him, and this may be a little difficult for him to digest, because he thought he had just a little bit longer to live in ignorance..

The three of cups that he mourns over could indeed be a pregnancy, this 3rd party situation that I have talked to death. It could have all come to a head, as he experiences a hint of nostalgia today – thinking about the past, how things have been, and how they could have been.. There is a lot changing for him pretty fast, and he may feel almost swept off his feet, as if he has not quite had the chance to process what is happening to him.. Change at this time is quite frightening to him, and he may not know which avenue to choose, even though he has reached this pivotal point where expansion is the only probable outcome.

He actually may be getting triggered by the romantic aroma of valentines day today and may be feeling a little lonely, not as a direct result of it, but because of the feeling in the air of unity, and family, and flattery.. He could be thinking back to a time where he was younger, had women swooning over him, and how he took people, or things for granted. More than anything he is mourning his youth, and the natural passing of time..

The death card symbolises the masculine projecting to the feminine that he is undergoing immense change, and transition at this time. Perhaps he communicates this to her verbally, or even physically – there may be a noticeable change in his demeanor, in the things he says, in the ways that he behaves. Perhaps she has dreams of him where he appears more mature, or forward thinking. The death figure in this instance is very much like the knight of cups, instead, instead of delivering a message of love, he delivers a message of change. His change is undoubtedly sparking some change within the feminine also, and directly impacts her life’s journey, and experiences. As they are very much one, whilst he changes, things also fall away, and fall apart for her..

The world card shows the feminine beckoning the masculine to expand, and explore himself even further. Death is not enough – it is Resurrection that he seeks afterward that will define him. So the world card asks, how will you reinvent, and re-create yourself after this change? How will you become one with yourself, and your surroundings? How will you recognise that there is a pattern in life, and seek to break it?
This is the feminine going around with a metaphorical magic wand and commanding change, and beauty in not only her life, but the life of others. He sees her as this almost untouchable version of who she used to be, looking back at him, and holding the space for him to also enter this womb of change. She is asking for him to reborn – you see how the world card is in the shape of a circle with the woman inside – this is symbolic of birth – in the womb, where we all start off as a woman. A new cycle is revealed to him via the feminine, and he is asked to undergo this shamanic birthing, and death, by letting go.

The two of pentacles sees the feminine juggling all of the gifts that are being presented to her at this time.. This is a very abundant time for the feminine, with opportunities, and experiences multiplying for her because she has done so much of the work that she needed to do. A lot of energy has been cleared for her, and she may find a lot of financial success and drive at this time. There may be multiple projects that she is inspired to work on. She definitely does keep the masculine in her thoughts, but there is a sense that this twin flame mission is of even greater purpose than just reuniting with her masculine.. She begins to realise that even if they are not in constant communication, they are affecting one another’s lives, and blessing each other with universal portals. The feminine may experience moments of doubt, but then experience random moments of fresh bursts of energy as she tries to balance and maintain her life as she slips between 3D and 5d so regularly.. The reason she must integrate these two states, is because even though 5D is where she does most of her spiritual work, and healing work, it is 3D that so desperately needs her healing, and the work that she draws fourth from other realms..

The world card is definitely her taking things in her stride.. It is not as difficult as it once was, and even the difficult times are being seen as portal openers, also..

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

Twin Flame *DAILY* reading *FULL MOON IN LEO//ECLIPSE SPECIAL* 10TH-11TH February.

Main theme//Unified energy – The chariot, Masculine – The fool, Feminine – 2 of swords, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – Knight of cups, The energy the feminine projects to the masculine – high priestess. 

So my loves, I am so excited for this taro spread this evening because it absolutely oozes of forward movement, and strategy.. The chariot sees us take a leap into the future, it appears that a lot of the barriers, and constraints that were weighing us down before have been abolished now.. This may be in the form of self defeating thoughts, and habits, or even areas of our lives associated with poverty consciousness, and lack.. The chariot sees a lot of us taking movement, and initiative to make things happen. if there is a goal that we have, then likely at this time, we are letting nothing stand in our way.. With the innovative, and inspiring energy of Leo, we are all systems go.. There is a lot of movement into future progression, so perhaps we have actually made a physical effort to get closer to that which we seek.. There is also the sense that time is on our side, because we are a lot more balanced now..
This could also represent the feminine learning to control his inner beasts, and his direction in life. He may be becoming a lot more clearer about what it is that he wants from his life, and how to get it now.. The fool suggests that a lot of the fog has cleared. There is a youthful energy about him as he steps into this latest version of his life.. Those of you who have purchased, and read my weekly twin flame reading (Available for $3.33 via paypal email – Cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk) will know that this is quite a time of confession for the masculine, and perhaps he experiences this new lightness of spirit and joy because he is no longer holding onto things of the past, or any secrets or skeletons that he held in his closet.. He may be clearing his conscience at this time, and remembering a time in his life when he did not have so much burden, or responsibilities.. Also as the weekly mentioned, he could be walking away from karmic attachments – in the form of a soul mate lover, or past habits..
The knight of cups sees him projecting an offer of love or a proposal to the feminine.. Perhaps he asks at this time that she embarks on this new journey with him.. He could be pouring his heart out to her, feeling both opened and determined to express something to her.. There is the notion that nothing stands in his way now, so perhaps he truly has got rid of a lot of baggage from his life.. The 2 of swords suggests that this is a time of contemplation for the feminine, and many will be wondering whether they should take the masculine up on his offer, or pursue in a new direction based upon past disappointments, and instability.. The moon also enhances the feminines drive, and desire for forward movement.. Some of the feminine may be feeling as if they have outgrown their masculine, or as if it is just too little too late.. The weekly twinflame reading also goes into this.. The high priestess reveals a spiritual tone that she projects back to him.. She may be thinking, ‘I know that you are coming’. He may be thinking, ‘ I know that you know that I am coming’.. The spiritual elements of the moon reveal much that is hidden in their subconscious, especially the unconscious of the masculine. He may be having many realisations, and AHA moments at this time. He looks to the feminine as somebody who holds the secrets, he knows that she knows a lot about esotericism, and at this time he too wishes to understand this intense connection.. He moves steadily towards her, but she is somewhat unmoved.. Perhaps this is because she has grown so balanced in herself, and her own emotions.. She is not so quick to act on impulse. She ponders, what could this truly mean…

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

Twin Flame Weekly Reading – 30th January-5th February 2017; Dark nights of the soul that make us all whole.

Greetings my love bugs – As I have mentioned on both my Instagram page, and my twitter, last week was a pretty emotionally, and energetically demanding week for me, and I did not find the chance to complete the general weekly, and the twin flame weekly then – HOWEVER, the cards were pulled, and I did find it very important to share the information that I found in them.. Although late, I believe this reading can still help many of us make sense of what was occurring for us last week. Please do enjoy, and understand a lot of these energies do tend to linger into the new week also.. The weekly for THIS week, will be posted shortly..Many thanks for your LOYAL readership!

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Main theme – 9 of swords, What is occurring for both twins – 3 of wands, Masculine – 5 of swords, 2 of swords, King of wands, Feminine – 4 of swords, The chariot, Six of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 30th – 3 (magnified by the presence of the 0) – Empathy, community, communication, creativity, birthing, merging, the divine mother – 5 – Change, transition, travel, newness, liberation, journeying. 

The 9 of swords demonstrates intense mental activity, and a sense of restless thought occurring for both twins this week.  Perhaps it appears that things may have taken a turn for the worst, as our worst fears, and issues revolving abandonment and rejection are played out before our very eyes. The 9 of swords always represents the darkness in our subconscious mind  – the nightmares, and anxieties that we have over what could go wrong in our lives. As 9 symbolises completion, likely, it is because both twins are aware that they have reached a time of immense change and conclusion in their lives, that they hold so many worries, doubts, and fears about what is to come. 

The 9 of swords can symbolise our natural reaction to death,  change, and destruction. This is the backlash of certain events that occur like the tower. Perhaps there has been huge change, something that has shaken us off of our feet, and caused us to re-evaluate life as we know it.. A realisation that we can no longer cling to what was, but this leaves us with the traumas of what have been.. We may have found ourselves this week re-living the past, pondering past mishaps, and facing the looming thought of loneliness. The 9 of swords can be a card of, ‘What have I done? How can I fix this? And where will I go from here?’

It may seem scary to make the leap from one state of being to another, but with the 3 of wands both twins are supported immensely to know that it is time to make the jump. A new life awaits the both of them, but yes it is both inevitable, and vital that they must face their own darkness, before they can introduce the necessary changes for salvation. 

There may be some hesitance to let go of what we thought we knew because of apprehension or anxiety about what this next stage may truly mean for us, but in order for us to manifest the visions that we have long conjured, there are definitely these vital changes that must be made. Holding on to the past only prolongs our pain, and suffering, and the 3 of wands hints that there are ships of opportunity waiting for us, to sail us to new lands, in search of what it is that we truly do want. The mind can often contradict itself – slipping between comfortability, and bravery. Both twins this week definitely seek new heights, and expansion, but they have also grown very comfortable with t he worlds that they know. A message returns to them. Perhaps they have prayed on something, asked for answers, or clarity, and it arrives to them this week – in the form of a dark night of the soul.

Relax. Do not worry so much about what is to come – just know that it will come. There is a brimming excitement about the next stage in your journey that is ready, and willing to surface, but your challenge is to silence the mind enough to allow what is to unfold – to unfold. The mind can often play tricks on us especially if fear has had a large grip and influence on our existence. It is time to directly confront our fears. What are some of your fears? And how do they hold you back from love, from experiencing what it is that you truly desire? Both twins are asked to plunge into the depths of themselves, because dreams wait for no man.

The 5 of swords describes an element of the masculine that I have discussed in previous readings. This is the part of himself that tries to protect, and to preserve himself by acting in a way that is typically in his own interest, and not at the interest of those involved with him. Perhaps he prefers to keep things to himself – he may have difficulty with expressing himself, or allowing himself to be vulnerable, so likely, he hides a part of himself, and in doing so this week, he finds himself in great trouble.

The feminine may be expecting more from him at this time. Greater levels of communication, and reciprocity, but the 5 of swords can suggest that mentally, he is fighting a silent battle. He may be hiding something, with-holding information, or dealing with a situation less than in a manor that is head on. This is all about the ego self. The part of the self that compartmentalizes itself, after one has suffered much trauma, and deception in their lives. He may be wearing the suit of deception himself, and engaging in back and fourth displays with the feminine that leave her feeling tired, and worn out. Energetically, she may be feeling tired of going to war for her masculine – Reaching out to him only to have him turn her away, hide things from her so evidently, or fail to show up. To him, this is something that allows him to maintain a part of his own identity, separate from her – careful not to get himself too entangled in her emotional web – but to her, this becomes just another game of attempting to prove her worth – through trying to get him to communicate directly, and confront matters in a straight, and narrow way. Perhaps it is vulnerability that he fears, so he gives only parts of himself, and parts of information away to others, always keeping a part for himself.

 He may have learnt to survive that way, and this week, the 5 of swords is teaching him that he can no longer carry on in this way.. Perhaps his deceitful ways may be catching up with him, and the 9 of swords represents his understandings, and peace making with the ills of his past.  The 2 of swords represents for him the crossroads for change – should he choose to take that path.

The 5 of swords, and the 2 of swords can sometimes describe a decision that must be made between 2 individuals. Perhaps in the 5 of swords there are 2 individuals who he is being secretive with, refusing to confess the entire truth. This could be why the individual presented in the card holds 3 swords – indicating that he is the cause, and the holder of the 3 of swords – which is the card that represents heart break, confusion, and disappointment. Perhaps this is what he causes for others when he behaves in these sneaky ways, whilst the 2 of swords that lay on the ground represent the decision that he is still refusing to make. 

His mind could potentially be split in to two, seeing the potentialities, and possibilies that could layf or him if he chose one of either path. Either way, a door way by the divine opens, and he must choose to step through one of the doors. He can no longer carry on in the same direction anymore, and his thoughts are intrusive to him at this time – urging him to take a closer look at his actions. Much mental activity, and thought could be creating stress for him, that only further causes him to push others away, as he experiences his own dark night of the soul. He may be attempting to avoid the situation entirely, but this does not mean that it does not creep up in his thoughts. This precipice that he sits on could be the difference between him receiving bountiful blessings, or still keeping in tune with the stagnant life that he has come to know. He may be needing to separate himself from a particular behaviour, mind set, belief, or person at this time, and time is ticking on for him to make a decision. The decision that he makes, will speak volumes about his desire, and determination for maturity. If indeed he can consider the needs of all those involved, and act in a way that is not only serving to himself. There could be the sense that any decision that he makes at this time may cause a great ripple effect, but still, he knows that he must move forward at this time.

The 4 of swords in combination with the 6 of swords suggests that this is an immense period of healing for the feminine. Whatever the masculine is battling, or has going on over on his side, is directly impacting the feminine and the way she views herself. A dark night of the soul is triggered in order for her to retreat within herself, and find the peace of mind to make sense of things. The 9 of swords energy truly does take a hold on the feminine in this week, and she shows towards the beginning of the week a desire to rest, and replenish herself. She may be engaging in a lot of journal-ling, prayer, or spirit work this week as she turns to something within her in order to cope with this dark, and worrisome time. Perhaps she has not heard from the masculine, and she can feel his 5 of swords energy – that he is battling with a situation in his mind, and refuses to be completely open to her about it. For a long while, she has been very communicate with him,  they both have problems with communication, but it appears that she seeks to take a break from being highly expressive, as she feels that he is not doing the same.

The 4 of swords is a period after healing, when we try to gather our thoughts, and to find peace with what happened. 4 symbolises structure, order, and stability, so there is the idea present that she really wishes to find peace in her thoughts at this time, as she realises how they can wreak havoc on her emotions, when she does not monitor them, or remain present in them.. Both this week are dealing with the impact that childhood trauma, or experiences tends to have on our minds, the way we think, the way we communicate, and the way we treat others. 

The feminine wishes to heal from this painful situation, mostly by understanding why it took place in the first place, and accountability plays a huge role in the dynamics for both twins this week. With the chariot, and the 3 of wands energy, some feminines may be choosing to move on from the masculine, to create some space, or even to allow him the space to deal with his own inner battles, whilst she deals with hers. The 4 of swords could be her calling time out on the situation, maybe she withdraws because she realises that at this time, it is a battle that cannot be won. The masculine is split into two, battling his own demons, and it appears that she is exhausted from battling a life time of her own. 

The chariot energy is forward movement.. After she has received the information that she needs through the 4 of swords, she has a desire to charge on, this time with more responsibility, and control over her own life. The chariot pulls along to sphinxes, indicating the wildness inside of the feminine. Her inner beasts, as she attempts to steer her in life in the right direction by taking some responsibility over it. She may be coming to the realisation that for a long time she was not in the drivers seat – acting on impulse alone, and allowing her thoughts, life circumstances, and the thoughts, actions, and opinions of others to move her along life. Many awakenings and epiphanies that she collects during her period of rest, and isolation will be the inspiring jolt that she needs to move forward.. This distance that she creates is in attempts to find peace, and is not directly related with how she feels about the masculine – although he triggered this, her search at this time is actually much greater. As she attempts to seek peace of mind overall, and lay a lot of past issues, and wounds to rest.

The 6 of swords places a large emphasis on family healing, and family wounds. She may be coming to the realisation that many of her thoughts, and experiences are in relation to habits, and beliefs that she picked up in childhood. The dark night of the soul and 9 of swords energy may very well point to the recognition of her shadow self being born of childhood wounds. It can be a very difficult time when we come to these realisations, and they do cause for us to be completely, and entirely honest with ourselves, but it is so necessary for change.. The feminine may be dealing with issues of safety, not feeling protected, or guarded, as the figures in the 6 of swords card are. Perhaps this relates to the feminine feeling unprotected by her father, lacking in masculine energy, or perhaps directionless, in relation to the men in her life.. She attempts to ignite her own masculine energy, with the chariot yielding both the yin, and yang in co-ordination to keep a steady pace that is direct, and certain of itself.. She may be seeking the aid, and counsel of others, trusted friends in order to comfort her at this time, or reassure her that these changes she is making, although difficult, are the right thing for her. There is a strong sense of community, so perhaps she is motivated to heal others because of the healing that she is working on within herself.

The knight of wands at the end of the week shows that the masculine has a strong determination to fight the challenges presented to him within his mind. His spirit is strong, despite all of the weary battles, and there is illumination that is coming to him this week, about what he is to do, and his role as a provider – whether this be the provider of love, security, finance, or communication. There are certain roles that he must step into and take seriously as he reaches this stage of maturity. Perhaps he is cautious of hurting others by telling the full truth, or he cannot stand to let go of some crutches in his life, but the king of wands suggests some courage, conviction, and willpower that arises within him. Towards the end of the week, he is much more willing to take responsibility for things.. Perhaps this is because the feminine triggers him by seemingly moving away from him, or he feels energetically that she is checking out in order to tune into herself. 

The feminine may be growing tired of a situation that presents itself here, and rightly so, as she has been back, and fourth for a long time dealing with this seeming lack of inconsistency. The king of wands is gradual change on his behalf, perhaps he did not have the best father figure or remodel, and he is learning what it means to carry the divine masculine archetype, through the triggering that the two of one another provide each other with. Although this week appears very heavy, and intense in terms of self confrontation, everything is happening as it should to bring them both greater levels of awareness, and depth. They have healed a great deal on their journey, but there is always more understanding to be gained, and this week suggests a MAJOR push, and stepping stone in them confronting the truth of themselves, the best way that spirit knows how – Through a dark night of the soul. The king of wands is all about the illumination received when the masculine finally connects with his third eye, and allows communication to flow through him freely, and openly. A lot of the things that he has been blocking himself off from realising, come to him this week, and unblock his sacral chakra. This has a lot to do with his sexual energy, so his awakening can be tied into a sexual awakening in a sense.

Perhaps he is gaining knowledge of the relevance, and importance of his own sexual energy – no longer seeking to abuse it, or to receive gratification in low vibrational ways.. This does not serve him, and as he matures actually, only depletes him if he does not recognise it as his life force. There is an empty pleasure in frivolous casual encounters that do not replenish his soul, and he is beginning to acknowledge this. The real worth is within him, and how he can express himself, and his feelings in colourful, and creative ways.

I cannot say for certain that when he turns around and is ready to confess himself the feminine will decipher that she is fully healed, or even ready to embrace this next part of her journey with him, because her healing retreat, and mental healing does not seem as if it is something that she is taking lightly, or doing briskly this time. She recognises that it is a big effort, and there are multiple layers of herself that she must now get to know. He may think that he can awaken, click his fingers, and everything will return to normal.. But this may just be another time that both twins have to look unto themselves, in order to look into the frame of God.. Co-dependency, either way, will never make for a happy home. .

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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Twin Flame *DAILY* reading 8th-9th February 2017 – follow us on FB for DAILY posts..

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Main theme//Unified energy – The wheel of fortune, Masculine – 7 of pentacles, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – 5 of wands, Feminine – King of pentacles, The energy the feminine is projecting to the masculine – Queen of swords.

So there is a particular theme occurring at this time with twins surrounding finances.
It appears that there are issues around the masculine’s ability to produce & show up, with the 7 of pentacles, & the King of pentacles telling two separate tales.
The 7 suggests that the masculine ATTEMPTS to be ready, but perhaps universal forces, in the form of the karmic wheel that is the wheel of fortune suggest that he is not quite ready.
The wheel of fortune is very symbolic for this being an 8 day – a day of recognising karmic cycles, whilst the number 9 speaks of resolution, & completion.
Both twins take this time to ponder their karmic cycles. They are becoming aware of their own input in lifes situations & circumstances.
What have I done in my life that has contributed to me experiencing some of the things that I have?
There is a growing awareness of themselves, coupled with a strong desire for change.
The wheel spins – showing us both the good & the bad.
Our life purpose, & our shadow self.
Movement is dependent upon how we can effect the flow of energy, by changing something within ourselves.

The masculine works hard to be different at this time, & with the 5 of wands he fights again his own inner forces for change. Mind vs heart. Should he reach out to the feminine? Or should he just let karma play its part… Past incidences have shown him that the feminine can be the queen of swords – quite sharp with a razor tongue when she is not happy..
And he wonders at this time if he is ENOUGH for her – good enough, particularly in regards to his financial situation.

Maybe she had lashed out at him recently, growing frustrated that things were not moving quickly enough, & he knows that this is because he is experiencing lack, or poverty consciousness, but how can he tell her this?
He still has his pride.. But not in an egotistical way.. Rather in a desire to preserve & protect that which others have attempted to take from him.

The King of pentacles shows the feminine’s desire for financial stability at this time. She could be taking charge, being her own boss,
& expecting the masculine to follow suit.. She holds a space open for him to become secure, & to be giving, to both himself & others, but Time suggests, he is not yet there… He has a struggle he has not told her of.

She looks toward being self sufficient, no longer co-dependent, as intense contemplation has told her that, to win, you need to BELIEVE that you are a winner!
Self confidence may seem like self indulgence, but she has been through so much to get here.
The queen of swords is the feminine introducing some boundaries.
You cannot be half in & half out anymore masculine.
The feminine is willing to tell you how she desires for it to be. She does have deep feelings for you, but she will not be ruled by feelings alone.
Common sense & logical thought means that if you are not willing to step up to the plate, she cannot see a future of continuous struggling with you.
The masculine gains the sense that she is doing her own thing at this time, that she is not about the B.S anymore, & him showing up for her, or not will not effect her monumental flow.
She activates her throat chakra & masculine energy by working feverishly on herself.
Pardon her, if she comes off rude. She merely knows what she is deserving of.
Take it easy, the both of you..
Change need not be harsh.
Blessed be, my sacred beings ~

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TwinFlame **AQUARIUS NEW MOON** reading – Follow our facebook page for DAILY TF news.

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Main theme//Unified energy – THE STAR, Masculine – King of wands & Four of cups, Feminine – Judgement & the page of pentacles.

What an amazing card to receive for the new moons main theme energy – The star card, which is actually the card that represents Aquarius as a sun sign.
So, the star card arrives after the tower card. This is the recent life experiences that twin flames have been through that have entirely shaken things up for them. So this is recent revelations about the ways that they have been living their lives, changes, and epiphanies that have come on very strong, and have rearranged the course of their destiny.. Sometimes, these significant changes, and life events can seem as if they are working AGAINST us, so many of us may have felt as if we were losing our grip on reality, or as if things have hit us harder than we deserve.. The truth is, this is very much the energy of Kali, the healing goddess who heals first, by completely fucking shit up.

Once, we have cleared this path of everything that we do not want, what is left, is actually all the tools required for us to rebuild. KNOWLEDGE. Understanding. Heightened awareness. All that is brought by the healing energy of Aquarius.
The star is renewed hope..Things are not actually as bleak as we once thought they were, once we get ourselves unstuck from our minds, and the coming days following the new moon reveals a new beginning for twin flames. There is a shift in their energy fields, when they actually begin to feel very lucky, as opposed to the heavy and tense energy that they were feeling in the days before. The dust is settling, and the fog is clearing.. The star in the image suggests a light emerging to show them the way in the darkness. They may start to look back and realise why everything had to happen as it did, and gain a new appreciation for life, and life’s lessons.
The feminine once again is being very nurturing at this time.. She is pouring hope, and faith not only into herself, but also into the masculine. If he is going through a hard time, then she is choosing to focus on herself, rather than to be judgmental to him.
She is a new woman. Emphasis on the woman, embodying so much more of her feminine charm – she is leading the way for this renewed sense of beginnings. Alot of clearing is happening at this time, and they will both feel the effects of this soon enough.

The king of wands in conjunction with the four of cups is the masculine taking the time to step into his role as the divine masculine. He is actually turning his life around by changing his perception now.. You see the cup that he continuously failed to realise was an opportunity from the divine? Well, he is turning around now, physically, and metaphorically, and realising that this cup is offering him a token for a new beginning. Perhaps things did not work out in the way that he thought, maybe he expected his life to take a different course, but this is a spiritual awakening that arrives to him, in the form of an emotional upheaval, that will find it’s own balance. He is not looking at the past anymore, and he is coming into more close contact with his intuition.. His predictions may be getting stronger, and he can no longer ignore for much longer that he is actually gifted in many esoteric, metaphysical ways..

Judgement is the feminine taking a look at her destructive behaviours.. If her recent relationships have seen challenges, and destruction, then, she will be looking within, and she will be assessing herself, instead of just blaming past partners, or everyone around her for her behaviour. She is becoming less selfish, and less neurotic. In realising that the world does not revolve around her, but actually revolves around a bigger picture, she learns to tame her ego, and remove this, me, me mentality.
The page of pentacles sees her offering a gift to the masculine.. This is a gift that has not reached the full stages of maturity. Perhaps she extends some comfort to him.. Or sends him a message whilst being very weary of not coming across too strong. She knows he needs some support at this time, but she too is going through a lot, so she cannot afford to OVER give in the energetic department. She makes a small offer. She is busying herself by correcting smaller wrongs along the way. .This is much like the show, ‘My name is Earl’, she knocks on doors, metaphorical to correct many karmic wrongs from her past, as she is now very aware of herself. She can catch herself in the act of wrong doing.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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