General weekly reading 27th March-2nd April 2017 – A blast from the subconscious past, that lasts.

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Main theme – Page of cups, Surrounding cards – 4 of swords, 9 of pentacles, 3 of cups, page of wands, The archangel Raphael.

Numerological break down calculation – 27th (9) – The integration of spiritually based lessons, creativity through pain, neglecting abandonment consciousness, dealing with childhood wounds – 2 – Balance, co-operation, faith, harmony, love, and relationships.

For this weeks general weekly reading, we take a close glimpse at the archetype of the fish, as it governs two of the cards that are presented before us, once in the page of cups card, and again in the angel Raphael card.. The animals that make an appearance in this weeks general weekly reading are quite symbolic, and this is a big week for healing, transition, growth, and spiritual understanding. But, we will get to that all later..

The fish presented in the cup of the page represents the exploration of consciousness, particularly the unconscious mind, so dreams may be particularly powerful, abundant, or prophetic this week.  Try setting an intention for something you would like to know, or understand before going to sleep, and then taking a note book into the bedroom with you, so that you can remember what it is that you dreamed of. 

Likely, it is a time that more of us are expressing our spiritual nature, and those of us who have been called to see beyond the veil, but have been distracted by societal propaganda, are now too coming back to reveal what has always tried to reveal itself to us.

The page of cups truly is about letting go.. The boyish charm, and wonder in the eyes of the figure relates to somebody who is carefree, perhaps they trust the free spirited nature of water to always support them, and for mother earth to always, ‘have their back’, no matter what occurs.. The antithesis of the one who is always worrying, anxious, tight lipped, or stressed.. Likely, we borrow this trait from a family member who passed it down to us, likely a masculine figure, though not always. This week inspires you to pull all of that back, and to dare to dream, to dare to just exist, without worrying, about paying bills, about failure, or what is around the corner.. This is not neglecting your responsibilities, but simply working at them, without allowing them to rule you.

Past life prompts may be made more apparent to you this week also. What causes your underlying fears of betrayal, or departure?  This is  a wonderful time to conjure your hopes, and dreams, as your subconscious mind is most receptive at this time of input, and output alike. 

Even MORE consciousness reigns supreme. The legendary Carl Jung once said,

Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.’

The energy of the great mother, and the great healer  (Yemojah) is in abundance this week also. This is the purest version of the divine feminine essence, not the destructive, or dark element that has been shown to us in previous weeks, in order to accelerate our growth, and awareness of the shadow aspect. We have done so much shadow work, and it is time now to gather ourselves to embrace a lighter aspect of ourselves, that seeks to bring the shadow to light, for healing, and resolution. 

This energy of the great mother inspires us to trust, to trust love again, to open our hearts to healing, and to trust the divine, and have no fears about the doors that are currently being open for us. Panic, and trust in God have no home together. 

This is about unconditional love. And learning how to accept it, when we have never had it before, instead of pushing it away. We assess our vulnerability in love. The page of cups is a youthful, poetic, and innocent love, but we have to let love into our hearts enough, to be as vulnerable as he.

There are so many connotations here with great beings that have been bringing us sacred knowledge for centuries – (Research the Dogon tribe, and the Nommos).

The 3 of cups represents unity. Yes, this is a very spiritual week, and I feel as if this has to do with our foundations, our family life, and acceptance among ourselves, and our community. The traditional theory of the holy trinity – the father, the son, and the holy spirit very outlandishly branded the feminine essence insignificant in this holy triad of sorts, and this is very much about learning to de-program our minds of feminine inclusion. 

We could be finding our place in the world this week by re-connecting with past life, or soul connections. There is a healing of family issues, perhaps breaking away from self blame, taking responsibility for others, or identifying ways that we may have pushed others away because of our inability to function as apart of a healthy united dynamic. 

The 4 of swords is a contemplative energy. Our psyche undergoes transformation this week, and we may be made to rest, or slow down in order to entirely digest the information that comes to us. The word re-group springs to mind. 

The 4 of swords is also indicative of returning to the body finally, not feeling as if mind, body, and spirit are separate. 

The 3 of cups is a blending of yourself that needs to take place in order for you to feel whole again. This could be a blending of your emotional self, with your expressive self, with your hard working self.

Placing ones self back together, as you have been so scattered, and fragmented. 

With the page of wands, there is inner child healing also occurring at this time. We take a look at our sense of expression, and perhaps blockages in the form of how we expressive ourselves. If we are truly to be bold, authentic, and stand in our power in the way that Aries energy suggests – View the FULL impactful New moon in Aries energy read here – 

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2017/03/27/new-moon-in-aries-2728th-march-the-ultimate-destruction-re-creation/

then we will NEED to be expressive. Song, dance, poetry, and laughter are ways that we can connect with this inner voice inside of us that is dying to be expressed. 

We are to look creatively toward the future, neglecting the strains of the past. If indeed we find we hold scars related to receiving, and being disappointed, the page of wands is stepping out of the fear body, and expressing what has been silenced. Do not be afraid of your own intensity, or expression, and do NOT be afraid to be seen any longer.

The 9 of pentacles is divine feminine grace, and blessings. When you trust in the most high, the most high provides. Dare to dream, because you are open and deserving of blessings. JUST as much as the next person.

The bird that sits perched on the figure in the 9 of pentacles is also pretty symbolic.. The bird represents freedom, higher knowledge, and higher vision, and it seems to have flown around, and returned to her, as she too embarks on a journey of completion. This is also very symbolic of love as a message to us, and how true love equals freedom. We should not fear abandonment, or neglect. If indeed, the love that is housed for us is true, it could do a 360 around the globe, but will still always return to us. In the mean time, it is our own crops that we should mind. 

Turn your creative inner world into a business venture, plant seeds everywhere that you go, and watch great things manifest. Spring id a wonderful time to use your creative genius. 

Archangel Raphael – I am strengthened and healed by the power of divine love.

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Raphael (Standard Hebrew רָפָאֵל, Rāfāʾēl, “It is God who heals”, “God Heals”, “God, Please Heal”) is an archangel of Judaism, Christianity, and Islam who in the Christian tradition performs all manners of healing. In Islam, Raphael is the fourth major angel; in the Muslim tradition, he is known as Israfil.

Heavenly function – Angel of healing through joy.

Gifts for earth – He can help us to seek the gift of healing; he helps us find the healing n nature and universal energy.

Raphael is seen walking with a staff or caduceus entwined with a snake, symbolising healing. He carries a water gourd and in front of him leaps the curative fish. He is often shown with his right forefinger pointing upwards towards heaven in a gesture of reassurance, and hope, reminding us where true healing comes from.

The symbol of this snake is very significant for what is occurring this week, as snakes represent transformation, death/rebirth, and the sunsign of Ophiuchus – which is associated with the divine feminine, Resurrection, and medicine.

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading 16th-22nd January; Plenty of exits, and many happy returns..

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Main theme, (8 of cups),What is occurring for both twins – Queen of pentacles, Masculine – Queen of wands, 9 of cups, The high priestess, Feminine  – Ace of wands, 5 of cups, Page of pentacles. 

Numerological break down calculation – 16th 1 – new beginnings, inspirational energy, action, drive, determination//6 – care giving, family, community, healing, inner child work (6+1) a new beginning for the family =  (7) – Lessons learnt through hardship, enhanced perception//intuition//harnessing the mind of God-22nd – The MASTER builder, working on establishing solid firm foundations, using creativity to bridge a gap between self, and others.

{The terms masculine & feminine refer to energetic templates, and do not necessarily limit themselves to gender assignment, or sexual orientation}

The 8 of cups this week represents both twins transition, from a lower state of mind, to a higher state of consciousness.  Many lessons have been learnt over the course of the past several months leading up to the new year, being particularly intensified in the last weeks of December, and finally, they are now ready to lay the past to rest, and embark on the new path that lies before them. The 8 of cups is all about moving on, leaving the past behind, and making a decision based on your recent experiences to introduce some changes into your life. Remember, with the 7 of cups opportunities were being presented, by many of them were not what they seemed, and the others were simply lessons that were being offered to us, in order for us to choose an avenue, to choose a destiny.. The 8 of cups represents the choice that we have made, and our desire to move into that new direction, non-restricted, recognising that the old ways have nothing much left to offer us. A recognition of the habits, behaviours, beliefs, and actions that led to our set back causes us to seek new heights this week, and to make a conscious effort to integrate this sense of awareness into our day to day lives. As the number 8 represents karma, and infinity, we have witnessed the power of the effects of our karma, of cause, and effect, how our actions, and our subconscious patterns create our destiny, and now – both twins are ready to create a new destiny..

There is a lot of moving on from karmic situations, perhaps friendships that are no longer serving, or karmic attachments/soul mate contracts that were tied into a previous, non developed version of ourselves. Many of those persons, and situations that they both move on from this week were actually blocks to their union, so this does suggest that contact is made, and when it is made, there is the desire to resolve any past tension or conflict.. For the twins who do get into contact this week, there is a clean slate presented here. The forces that were previously at work keeping them restricted no longer have so much power over them, and they can see clearer than ever. The masculine may have made his choice after deciding that his behaviours were not a result of what he wanted, but of what his societal programming, or subconscious programming told him to do. He has a much greater awareness of himself now, with the high priestess, which points to a heightened sense of intuition. listening more to his inner voice, means listening less to his ego voice. He is integrating his higher self, with his lower self – sacred alchemy, and seeing the feminine in a new light.

The masculine could also be healing a lot of issues that he has with women, in particular his mother. His abandonment consciousness may have arose from a sense that his mother was abandoning him, and instead trying to gain his fathers attentions – or another man for that matter. His dismissive attitude of the feminine may have been born through this, and through watching his father be emotionally absent, and mentally distant. He now realises, what an unhealthy response this is.

The queen of pentacles represents the feminine taking center stage in this weeks reading, and this is also highlighted by the presence of 3 prominent feminine figures – the queen of wands, the high priestess, and this queen of pentacles. The feminine has come such a long way, and has done so much to preserve herself, and move herself away from victim consciousness. Financially, she no longer wants to be associated with the traits of poverty consciousness – lack, feeling as if she does not have enough, feeling as if she is not enough, and giving away her power, and she makes a conscious effort to challenge these theories about herself, and it shows in her new found position of power. The masculine appears to be looking over at her, also in awe of how far she has come, and who she has become. She has unlocked the keys to success, all whilst managing to stay graceful, feminine, nurturing, and caring. Her balance is incomparable.. I feel the sense that their separation may have taken place initially when she did not have very much going for herself, and could have been unintentionally parasitic as a result of this. Nobody can love somebody who does not love themselves, for even if this individual tries, the one who sees themselves as unlovable will reject their efforts, and make them the center of their insecure universe – placing far too much restriction, and responsibility upon them.

The queen of wands speaks of the masculine being drawn to the feminine, and her light this week. He may feel an intense surge of sexual energy towards her, because she is owning her sexual power, and not afraid to shine a light on the gifts that she possesses. Her creative energy manifests to him as sexual energy, as he recognises how abundant she is, and how everything that she touches seems to turn to gold.. He too, wishes to turn into this gold, through her, and he may be recognising that much of his transition is somehow sparked, or triggered by her.. Perhaps it is her words that he remembers that kept him above waters in times of doubt, it could be her unwavering love for him, and her belief in him, but he is showing some gratitude this week, and also displays the desire to pay her back for her efforts some how, in attention, or confirmation.

She has a very powerful presence this week, and persona, so it is no wonder that he has found himself caught in her glare. He sees exactly what she is doing, and creating – true alchemy, and he wants some of that potion! She has come out of a very dark period, and because she chooses to focus on herself, and gift to herself, he knows that she knows her worth, and he can see her worth even more clearly. Remember, she shows him the path. If she cannot see her worth, how shall he see it? How shall he even see his own? The ace of wands on her side is also the wand of magic that she yields in the image as the queen of wands. Her spirit is taking on a trans-formative process, even though she may not even understand the extent to which this is happening. A new path is burning through her old one, and her strength, and conviction to herself is paying off in a major way… The 9 of cups is the masculine pondering his dreams coming true. What is his dream? His dream is to be with the divine feminine, and to have financial success.. So he works, chips away, and crafts his little craft, putting in extra work, and late night hours to make his hopes, and wishes a reality.. The universe offers him to his surprise, an opportunity to make this happen.

Perhaps he feared that the feminine would not be there on his return, that the feminine no longer loved him, and the most high shows him that this is in-fact untrue, causing him to also challenge perceptions about himself as being unlovable. He simply had to make the journey forward, the journey that he has been putting off for weeks.. The high priestess indicates that he could no longer ignore the signs, dreams, and urges. This powerful woman was revealing herself to him in a very powerful way.. A growing connection with his intuition, and third eye means that he can almost feel the feminine everywhere that he goes, and in everything that he does.. His intuition is definitely growing stronger, and this may scare him, but it can also bring him closer to achieving what he wants, if he pays attention to the ideas, and pointers that he is getting at this time.. He grows more powerful as she does.. He could be getting more in touch with a creative side of himself, allowing him more freedom to express who he is.. Previously, he could have worried too much about societal perception, or strict ideas about what it means to be masculine, about what it means to be a man, now – there is  a strength about him that is not so concerned with pack mentality.

The 5 of cups is the fear of change presented for the feminine this week.. When the masculine returns to her, it may be that she simply feels this is too good to be true. The trick, is to remain present. Remember all that she has learnt, and to stay steady on the path, unwavering, even though yes – this is a HUGE break through. The page of pentacles stays dedicated regardless. You have a mission, and you had all these things to do whilst you were waiting for him to contact you, do not lose your head and abandon them now.. Remember,  it is your duty to remain at queen status, so there are minor details that the page will have to keep up with in order to preserve this role. Your work is not done yet, though you are excited about the final result, it is the process of creation that is the most important.. She may find herself thinking this week about what she has lost, as she creates a new. Typical of the feminine – she needs to look back one last time to make sense of what has happened. Something that is no more. Perhaps a karmic attachment who was keeping her warm whilst the masculine was away, and now he returns, she does not really know what to do. Maybe she cares about both individuals in the picture, and is very conscious of not hurting anybody, or exhibiting selfish/narcissistic behaviours. 

The page of pentacles represents the feminines pride in the lessons, and the work that she has integrated since their separation. She says, ‘Look! Look what I have now. Look what I have achieved, look what I am becoming’, and she is not shy about showing him that she has learnt so much, including indepdendence. The queen of pentacles is the woman who has learnt how to be a wife, a mother, and a woman,  as these are three different rights of passage that are not necessarily inter-linked. To the masculine, he cannot think of anybody else who would be the perfect fit to sit, throne by throne with him, when he becomes the king of pentacles. The queen of wands shows her fiery passionate nature, maybe she is a fire sign – or she has a lot of energy bursting out of her, but she has learnt how to use this to the best of her advantage, much to the relief of the masculine, who didn’t really want to be at the receiving end of her backlash – which he once was! She knows how to take care of all of those who require taking care of, whilst still looking after herself, and not neglecting her responsibilities. This is a woman who is fully conscious, and can add more than she takes away from somebody’s life.. The high priestess shows the different ways that the masculine envisions her. Her sense of security, pride, and independence is not harsh, malicious, or stand-offish, there is still a purity about her that is receptive, receiving of messages, and welcoming. She knew that he was coming to deliver a message. He knew that she knew.

Change is still a scary concept to the feminine this week, and she gets to view things from the masculines point of view. Remember when she handed everything to him on a plate, and he seemed scared of it? He seemed intimidated? He seemed to back away? Well, this is because, when your deepest wish is handed to you, like the 9 of cups suggests, you tend to automatically think ahead, to a day where you may have to give it up, or to the past, to a time where it caused you some pain.. Do not worry too much about the ins, and outs of this… Enjoy it for what it is. A lot of change is currently present, and it is change for the better, but you have to remain conscious in it, not to get taken away on a wave of emotion. As you move away from your old world, you may witness a lot of concepts crumbling, things you once enjoyed, ideas you once clung to, and although this is scary, it is also very beautiful.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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General Weekly Reading – 16th-22nd January 2017;The sacred mother/ The process, the precision, and the poignancy of inner child healing.

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Main theme, (The sun), Queen of wands, The star, Four of cups, Six of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 16th 1 – new beginnings, inspirational energy, action, drive, determination//6 – care giving, family, community, healing, inner child work (6+1) a new beginning for the family =  (7) – Lessons learnt through hardship, enhanced perception//intuition//harnessing the mind of God-22nd – The MASTER builder, working on establishing solid firm foundations, using creativity to bridge a gap between self, and others.

There is a very strong emphasis on feminine energy this week, and the profound healing that is experienced when the feminine leads with this type of self evaluation, and understanding. Yes, for the most part, this will relate to a woman, or women specifically who are taking charge in their healing journeys, and triggering others to heal, but f or many, it can also symbolise the part in the divine masculine, that is feminine energy, that is awakening, taking centre stage, and becoming more comfortable with itself.. Likely, if this is the case for the masculine energy, this realisation of this once dormant part of himself, was triggered, or made manifest through an external feminine source – it may have been a lover, a mother, a sister, or all of the above… Either way, the feminine is shining through in a particularly strong way this week. The feminine energy present in all of us, is really coming to understand itself, as the feminine energy embodied by the woman, is finally coming to understand her mission, and take her place as the divine being that she is. Her mission essentially revolves around awakening others to their own truth, and holding a torch light for them to see into their subconscious mind – reflected by the star card.. This card also represents the sun sign of Aquarius, which is all about bringing knowledge, healing, and other worldly views to the planet. 

People are awakening to spirituality, because of this energy that the feminine is openly pouring into multiple spaces at once. She gets to see her work, and the fruits of her efforts this week. She is beginning to realise who she has touched this week. She may be getting a message, or messages from people of the past getting back in contact, telling her, ‘Thank you for the time that you helped me.. Thank you for your words, your presence, your energy, your time’.

The sun card introduces the strong undertones of masculine healing. As the moon card represents the feminine, this card, represents the masculine, and the sun in the image shining down on him to become his true self, is the power of the queen of wands, who is this light nurturing, and nourishing all that she reigns down upon. Perhaps she has allowed him to realise that there is this whole other side to him, that he is free to reveal to the world and others. She is accepting of him, this more feminine, care free side of himself, that may not necessarily fit into traditional, or stereotypical ideals of what it means to be a man, or to be masculine. This offers the freedom to be more in touch with himself, and with his creativity. 

This is a very, very strong week for healing, carrying through the powerful messages, and themes that we experienced through last weeks Full moon in Cancer energies. A lot of memory recreation happens this week signified by the 6 of swords.. Healing, on a mental level, as we travel to a more calm, and peaceful state of mind. The kind of peace that is only achieved when we have pierced through our darkness, as the star card suggests. The sun is the conscious mind, and being the main theme, relates to us bringing our shadows to the light.. This is all our traumas, and our deepest fears that have  recently been dragged to the surface so that we have no other option but to face them, deal with them, and conquer them. The inner demons that never sleep, even when you do. Look at the image on the star card.. This woman is pouring water, (energy, knowledge, and vitality), into the earth, (masculine energy), and into the water, (feminine energy). This speaks of the healing, and the realisations that are occurring currently to bring us balance. On an earthly level, we are integrating lessons that we have learnt about money, finances, work, and the home, whilst on a spiritual level, we are working to enhance our intuition, and our creative fruits..

The sun card is the element of Christ consciousness this week, all about the re-emergence, and the rebirth after our persecution, and Crucifixion. You have to die, in order to be reborn a more connected version of yourself.. And keeping in fashion with biblical reference, after this transformation, it was the women that Jesus revealed himself to. You may feel more drawn this week to explore Jesus, or his teachings, as the dark night of the soul, is all about this process of transformation, and transition/ascension to a higher state. 

The four of cups is the situation that brought you recently, this drama, or this ‘karma’. So, you cannot see that a fresh cup, a new beginning, a new template, a new opportunity is being given to you by the divine’s grace, if you cannot tear yourself away from looking at the rubble that this experience left. This experience wanted to TEACH YOU.  Why would you put up with this situation? Why would you let things get so far? So bad? Because.. You were refusing to honour yourself, to see yourself, to be true to yourself, to witness yourself with the eyes that the divine witnesses you with. You did not recognise yourself, as the sun card represents himself. All the work that went in, and continues to go in to healing from this situation, will be brought back to the light in a creative way.. It IS the light. The darkness, IS the light. Only after over coming your trials will you truly come to understand this. 

There is passion, and purpose this week in saying, ‘I am going to own myself.. JUST as I am.. WITH all of my wounds, JUST as my gifts are, AND, I am divorcing trauma’… Moving away from power struggles, and re-integrating into a community, is all that this process is about. See this article here that speaks of re-integration.

 https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2015/12/28/spiritual-mental-and-emotional-healing-re-integration/

If you are not seeing a way out at this point, which the four of cups may suggest, then you are simply not looking clearly enough. Take this opportunity. See it for what it is. You may be asking too many questions, or trying to THINK your way through to your healing, instead of just feeling it through. Questions such as, ‘How is this going to work? How am I going to go about this?’ should be abandoned from your mind.  It is about a feeling, a knowing, not a thought, that will come through excessive analysing. You will know, when this door//opportunity is just opened for you, just granted to you.

*TRIGGER WARNING*

Themes relating to sexual abuse, particularly for the feminine energy may be brought up for healing this week, or may have recently been triggered, so that the feminine can make peace with them, and no longer allow them to stunt her self image..

See here for articles relating to the divine feminine, and healing through sexual trauma-

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/08/27/the-polarity-of-feminine-sexuality/

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2015/09/27/sexuality-and-spirituality-two-sides-of-one-coin/

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/01/05/hook-up-culture-sacred-sensualitysexuality-tantric-sex-and-womb-healing/

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/02/12/the-truth-about-sex-is-it-good-is-it-bad-and-can-it-truly-determine-our-worth/

The sacred whore, and the divine mother, are the exact same template – just polarised versions of a dual perspective.. And acknowledging this, is granting SO much peace, and strength to the feminine this week, in order to reclaim her power. Mary, the mother of Jesus, and Mary Magdalene, BOTH healed Christ. Look at the image in the star card.. The figure appears almost naked,  yet she wears white which symbolises purity, and virginity. It almost appears as if somebody has torn her dress, yet she does not look victimised.. Straight away, she knows what to do, guided by the star, she proceeds to pour her knowledge back into the earth. She is a healer, because she has been broken.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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Full moon in Cancer January 12th 2016; The mother/father wound, Revisiting childhood themes, nostalgia, and creativity.

moon-in-cancerFull moon in Cancer January 12th.

Numerological calculation – 12th – (1) – New beginnings, creativity, enthusiasm, directness, inspiration, energetic charge, (2) – Balance, co-ordination, co-operation, the marriage of opposing aspects of self, (1+2 =3) – Creativity, expression, channeling, communication.
Full moons naturally shine a light on our deepest & darkest subconscious, but being in the sign of Cancer? This time? There is an even greater emphasis on that which dwells within the shadows.

Arguably, one of the most sensitive signs in the zodiac, Cancers are ruled by their desire to feel loved, accepted, wanted & needed. A Primal necessity & desire for us all – though many of us wouldn’t dare to admit it!

Vulnerability is our Achilles heal W/ this full moon, & we are shown areas of our lives where we may still be operating from a limited, intimidated child like version of ourselves.
Inner child wounds are very common for those W/ this sign in their chart, & many of us will be revisiting these childhood themes through dreams, or soul mate triggering.
It is time to make peace W/ our fears of abandonment, & our feelings of loneliness, for they are only perpetuated when we continuously abandon ourselves.

Watery signs tend to wreak havoc on our creative nature, albeit subliminally. The interpretation of so much energy, from the past, and from our subconscious always inspires us to wish to express ourselves in some form of another. You may find yourself highly inspired at this time, remembering childhood dreams, passions, and talents that once brought you to your knees with excitement. If you have neglected any of these passions, because you felt as if you lost touch with this intimate nature of your childhood self, then it is time to retrieve what was lost. Drawing on emotional experiences, and just how far you have come will provide you with vast new material to work with, to work through, and to work from. Do not hold back. Be dreamy, and imaginative as you conjure the life that you wish to paint for yourself now.

What stories from your childhood do you continuously tell yourself? & play out because you are too fearful of being anything more than you are. You are asked to closely look at the mother wound/the father wound, stories from your past & your family to identify any burden you carry now.
Your past life karma is closely associated w/ the karma of your parents. Understand their own limitations, so that you can transcend yours.
It is time to spread your wings, proverbially & physically & stop pressing on old wounds.
Your inner child demands & deserves the type of freedom, only you can provide.

We are facing ourselves in a major way with the full moon in CANCER…
Being a water sign, there is a clear vision of our deepest fears, thoughts, feelings, and emotions…
Many of us will be wishing to reconcile with our family+our loved ones+ there is a lot of healing in regards to those templates this week.

It is time to come together.. In more ways than one.. Lost soul fragments are being retrieved, and falling into place…

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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General Weekly Reading 9th-15th January 2017; Full moon in Cancer, childhood healing, and karmic shedding.

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Main Theme – (Six of cups), Surrounding cards – Two of wands, King of swords, The sun, 6 of cups, The hierophant. 

Numerological break down calculation – 9th – Childhood wounding, past life patterns, leaving pains of the past behind, creating something that allows you to channel your pain, healing others whilst healing yourself, profound creative work – 15th – (6) – Family issues, family karma, being apart of, or accepted into a community, children, maternal affairs, and bonding.

The full moon in Cancer blesses us this week with an emotional opportunity to finally lay some of our most concrete wounds to rest. The energy of Cancer prides itself on family orientation, feelings of belonging, sensitivity, and community values. This is the individual who is the devoted mother, the devoted father, and dedicates themselves tirelessly to making a happy, and a healthy family home.. So, as full moons would have it, the area of family, and security, and childhood settings are highlighted to us, in a way that causes us to question, and reflect some of the values that we have inherited from our family home.

This is definitely a time of immense healing, however, when healing periods tend to occur, so do the wounds that accompany them, and some of us could be experiencing this week what is classified as a dark night of the soul, although, the sun card actually suggests that we are working through this, as opposed to being beat down, or defeated by it.. This is the light at the end of the tunnel, the understanding of ourselves, our behaviours, and where a lot of our pain has come from; giving us the energy, and the opportunity for transcendence. IT DOES hurt to re-live certain memories, and this may even cause us to feel as if we are still caught in the vibration of these energies, however, these memories arrive to us for our own understanding, in order for us to make peace with them, to forgive others, and to know how to heal, or soothe our own inner child. .It is time to be a parent, firstly, to yourself.. What do you deserve? Scrap that – what does your inner child deserve at this time? How will you deliver it to them?

The 6 of cups sets the tone of childhood day dreams, past life karma, or the conflicts that exist between us, and our former selves/experiences. There is a dreamy energy that pertains to the past anytime that the 6 of cups is introduced.. A time for understanding, making peace, and resolution of things that occurred in our past that shaped us today.

Perhaps we are being triggered to remember specific times when we were not allowed to be children, not allowed to shine, not allowed to flourish, maybe we were bullied, alienated, or made to feel as if we were not good enough, and the full moon in Cancer magnifies dreams, or recollection of these moments, and energies – in hopes that we can break, and severe this type of cyclical damage..

There is a strong emphasis on not passing on these themes, and karmic templates to the next generation – that is specific to some of us who may be looking to start a family, pregnant, or already in the presence of a child whom they witness their own image in.. There is also a gift shared when the 6 of cups is present, so this may be the gift of new karma, either to our children, or our own inner child. The interest this week lies in gifting a past situation with a new outlook, an emotional revamping. 

Symbols, or old items, memories that pop up from the past could be assisting us to visit these areas that we once decided were either too painful to be open, or worthy of suppression in order for us to proceed with our day to day lives.. The moon has absolutely no regard for what you attempt to repress, and WILL undoubtedly shine a light on all of your darkness-es, whilst also illuminating areas of your subconscious mind..

The sun card however, speaks of the CONSCIOUS mind, and in combination with the king of swords, likely indicates that although there is a lot of subconscious realisation going on, we are integrating all of our findings into our conscious actions, and conscious awakening so that we are sure not to repeat the same patterns. The sun is a masculine card, representing the ego, and this is the inner child actually breaking free from the ravenous ego, that attempts to manipulate, and control it..

We see the image of a child care free, raising their hands up, almost as if there is no need to control, or worry about this part of the journey that they are on.. Issues with being controlled, or feeling anxious give us the chance this week to see what has really been holding us back.. Likely, it was none other than ourselves, and our beliefs about who we were.. It is time to enjoy the journey, even the uncertainty of it, and not feel so compelled to cling to our fears about where we are going in life.

Maybe there is creative work, and creative life force that wishes to flow through you, but you struggle to understand how you can make a living this way, or you have doubts about actually being worthy of being paid for your work.. It is time to come out of the closet. True freedom is in the way that you express yourself, and in trusting that others will identify with the message that you share, because it is a very unique message. Nobody is like you. Nobody can bring what you bring to the table. Your fears of  not being seen, no longer need to be tangible. ALLOW yourself to be seen. ALLOW your voice to be heard. Stop hiding yourself away in shame. Your inner child deserves the form of liberation that is promised to you by the 2 of wands.. It is time to venture into new territory, to appreciate new  heights, and your procrastination is only delaying the inevitable..

This is probably one of the last weeks that you will look back at your life and yourself in such a way, because this portion of the journey asks that you throw yourself into the pits of a new horizon. Looking at how far you have come, means it is time to look at how far you can now go… You have been through so much over the years, for sure, but there is a profound awakening occurring on a deep level, that asks you to take all of the lessons, and all of the pain, and use them to initiate you onto this new path..

The path of doing things differently. You do not change who you are over night, of-course not, and you are not expected to.. This is why appropriate planning must be put in place before you can declare yourself fully reborn. Think about what has been holding you back specifically, and how you can turn this around, because in the new world, in the new energy, remember *whispers* nobody will know who you used to be. This is the beauty of recreation. Who do you want to be now? This is not about adopting a false image or a false sense of self, but rather identifying with who you TRULY are, before all of the abuse, before family templates told you what and who you should be, and identify with.. How are you to paint your own canvas? The wildest, most liberated, creative, and imaginative part of yourself is dying to be reborn.

If you feel personally victimised by members of your family, then the sun may be warning you that you are still playing the role of the poor, unfortunate victim, and this is why it is so easy for others to imprint on you. Whatever your issues were with persecution consciousness, you need to learn to celebrate yourself now, and to become comfortable with sharing yourself, and your gifts with the world. Stop tip toeing around others, and yourself… There is no fear of being attacked when you stop attacking yourself.. Venturing into new territory can be scary at first, but, practices such as yoga, meditation, or visualisation will help you to feel comfortable in your new energetic body… Picture yourself as somebody who is light as a feather, yet with the impact of a bolder. Agile, precise, clear, and highly intellectual like the king of swords. This is about changing the wiring of your mind, from somebody who thinks that they are not capable, or that they always mess up in some ways by being too much. Allow yourself to be too much.. Not energetically no, because you always need to keep a piece of you, to you, but allow yourself to be more than what you were ever allowed to be.. Sure, people will be jealous, people may be intimidated, but once again, if you stop fearing persecution consciousness, then their jealousy or their envy will not effect you in the same ways.. See it for what it is. An energetically recessive soul attempting to stop your glare, because they have no light of their own.

The king of swords is logic. As creative, dreamy, and ideallistic as we may be with our dreams, and passions, we need to balance this out with the masculine energy, which is execution. The HOW. How are you going to make this a reality.. Get off your arse, (yes, I am British, so I say arse, not ass), and grab your dreams by the horns. You cannot just sit there and wait for everything to fall into your lap. You need to do research, research the field that you are entering, make sure that you are knowledgeable about it. Be clear, and focused on what you want. Practice calming techniques so that you do not give overwhelmed by the part of you that still does not think that you can handle all of this.. The study of self is also encouraged with the king of swords, it is important to know yourself, and to be honest about your strengths, and your weaknesses so that you know what needs work.. Thinking positively about yourself, and what you want to do does not mean denying the areas that you perhaps need more work, study, or growth… The king of swords knows the power that the mind yields, so warns to be VERY cautious about what you feed your mind, and what you allow your mind to believe – a new template is asked to be created here. A mind that is not so easily manipulated by outside forces.. It is time to trust yourself to stand up for yourself. You do not need a crutch.

The hierophant presents the opportunity to create a dent in the cycle of your karma.. This is the spiritual figure who dictates law from above, and allows it to befall on those on earth, according to a certain order, and regime that expels the balance of existence. In order for you to change this, and to change your past life patterns, you need to know what they are, but most importantly, you NEED to know how you perpetuate them.. People treat you, the way that you treat yourself. Still playing small? That narcissist sees that.. So, what do you think you are to them? The prime target of-course.. Spiritual messages are abundant this time in assisting you to change the flow of energy that has been draining vital life force for a long time for you. You may be mourning over situations involving the family, and the hierophant suggests that there are lessons to learn, even in this situation, lessons that you may teach to others, to ignite their own healing, and to help them not to perpetuate their own cycles of dysfunction.

Rewards will present themselves in healthier family dynamics following these realisations, and shifts that you are making..

The 6 of cups, along with the 2 of wands can also speak of soul mate love.. Because of the level of spiritual transformation, and childhood healing that is occurring, people from the past may be returning with a message.. This could be twin flame love, a lover who now realises, and returns to confess their love for you, because they have cleared a lot of the baggage, and karmic debt that was cluttering their truth. Forgiveness is a healthy practice, even if you do not wish to look back, and reconcile with this individual in a romantic, or very close fashion. You may forgive them, and send them on their way, for your own healing, and also theirs. An offer of love is made, and it must also be accepted. Just because you deserve it. You will be meeting a lot of people now on a soul level, as opposed to an ego level, which will bless your friendships, and relationships.. Past karma associated with feelings of rejection, or feeling lonely, and abandoned are tackled when we allow our soul group to enter into our lives, and we do not perpetuate behaviours that push, or pull them away. Let new friendships form with your soul group, as you clear out narcissistic, and one sided relationships that fueled your negative view of yourself. 

Existing once again as an active member of a community means allowing some responsibility on your part. Responsibility with your thoughts, and responsibility in regards to the way that you approach, and relate to others. Lost, or suppressed parts of yourself including your childhood passions, and the depth of love that you are truly capable of is returning to you, but the king of swords asks for balance in terms of discernment. Not everybody is deserving of you, of your time, your gifts, or your efforts, and you have to know this as a key part of self love. A mature tone is introduced to even out our naivety, as we must take the steps to nurture, and parent our own growth. 

I recently came across a picture of my childhood best friend in my childhood home, that had been trapped in my radiator for I guess about 8 years.. I found it particularly strange that it had managed to stay wedged in there for this long, and only fall out at this time. And like I do with all seemingly strange events, I took it as a sign. I proceeded to take the picture downstairs, and I burnt it, watching it turn to ash as I did. To me, it represented not her, but the person that I was at the time that the image was taken. Lost. Uncertain. In pain. In search of somebody, or something to validate me. And toxic.. I no longer own that life. In-fact, I can hardly recall it at all. This too, is a ‘past life’.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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Greetings my enchiladees! The time has come again.. Every now and then, I give you all on my wordpress a preview of the absolutely happening fun that is happening over on my facebook page, (Hehe). If you did not already know, OR if the twin flame weekly readings are just not enough to quench your twin flame thirst.. Every day, or every two days over on my facebook page, I deliver a daily reading.. For you to check in with yourself, and your progress through the day, as opposed to waiting a whole week to truly understand what may be going on for you..

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Twin Flame *DAILY* 8th-9th January 2017.
Main theme//Unified energy – Justice, Masculine – Three of pentacles, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – 7 of cups, Feminine – Queen of swords, The energy the feminine projects to the masculine – King of pentacles.

The main theme presenting itself as the justice card, speaks of more karmic wiring, and re-wiring that currently occurs for us at this time. Putting our foot down on habits, and behaviours that have been cyclical in our lifes, as we recognise patterns with a heightened perspective.. Our ability to see errors in our past, coupled with our desire to make changes is indicative of the process of ascension that is occuring; that is, the ability to view ourselves from a somewhat detached perspective.. It is usually attachment to our ego that deters us from viewing things as they are, as we would rather sugarcoat things, and play it safe..

The justice card obliterates the part of the ego that always needs to be right, therefore challenging the soul to shine through, and strive for better.. And that is exactly what the soul does as it calls for some order, and change, to the things that have failed to change, over time..

The three of pentacles shows the masculine becoming more fluid, and flexible in his dealing with others. Perhaps before, he was a little selfish – a byproduct of poverty consciousness, fearing that for some reason he does not have enough, so he must keep all that he has to himself.. He is learning how to trust others more, open up to them a little bit, and the benefits of sharing with others, and existing as apart of a community… Maybe this is a shared project that he is working on, work, and finances improving for him because he is willing to listen to other ideas.

Maybe he is actually working FOR somebody else, stepping into his role, as a healer, or somebody who works for many to reap the benefits – not just himself.

The energy that he projects to the feminine describes procrastination, and fear of making the wrong decision. He spends a lot of time day dreaming, about what is possible for him, all the steps ahead of him, and the different avenues that he can take on his step to happiness. He recognises now just how hard the hand of karma can come down, and he is very, very cautious of either making the wrong move, or choosing an option that will end up doing him more harm than good..
he is likely thinking about the future, and how his life will turn out if he takes the option of being with his twin, vs being with somebody else..Many different realities are presented to him at this time, and though they all appear sparkly, and bright, he knows that not every single one of them is what they seem… He could be prone getting caught up in his emotions, so there is definitely a fear here of him possibly being illogical. In some ways, he is unsure if his union with the feminine is another part of his day dreams, but little does he know.. She also day dreams of him..

The queen of swords indicates the feminine balancing her masculine side – logic, and a fixed standpoint… Contrary to the 7 of cups, she is trying to be more rigid, to take form, as opposed to being wishy/washy, confused, or going back and fourth between fear, and knowing what she wants..She attempts to take control of her mental state, her often chaotic thoughts, and be focused on what it is that she needs to accomplish. Discipline is a major factor for her at this time, both for her, and her masculine.. There is an emerging sense that even if she is yearning to be in his arms, she will not portray this outward, because she knows that babying him, or falling to his demands always leads to the same old story..

The king of pentacles as the energy that she projects shows her holding up an image of what she requires from the masculine at this time. Maturity, self determination, and self responsibility are what she views in an ideal partner.. In the past, she was willing to settle for the masculine, even if he did not necessarily fit into the ideals of what she thought a self reliant individual was, she was willing to look past this, and potentially compromise her own satisfaction. NOW, the tables are flipping.. I mean seriously changing, if he wants things to be harmonious, then he definitely does need to sharpen up in some areas… Grow selfless, be more reliable..

Twin Flame *DAILY* Reading 10th-11th January 2017.
Main theme//Unified energy – 6 of pentacles, Masculine – The tower, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – The moon, Feminine – Three of wands, The energy the feminine projects to the masculine – Queen of pentacles.

The 6 of pentacles is representative of a much needed balance, give and take, ebb and flow that is working itself into the inner workings of both twins.. This manifests in quite different ways.. Though the feminine is also learning how to be more of a giver, what she is most importantly learning, is how to receive..How to let others love her, and help her, and how to accept these blessings without feeling guilty… She once compromised herself from receiving good things; partially because she subconsciously believed that she did not deserve them, but also because she was closed off to them.. Because she was so harsh and judgmental of herself, even when something good was coming her way, she would find a way to deny it, or suggest that it was not what it really appeared to be.

The masculine, is learning about how to be more of a skilled giver. This is the antithesis of narcissism, or selfishness.. He is learning about the value of giving to others, and treating others with a certain level of equality, and importance, so that, they return the same to him.. This is them both learning about their shared responsibility as humans. What you put out, you will inevitably get back.. So keep an eye on the back, and fourth that you create!

The tower card speaks of destruction, destruction of the ego, and change being introduced to our lives in a swift way.. When the tower card creeps up on us, we were either holding on too tightly to our old lives, or living in a state of repetitive outdated cycles. The tower tears everything apart, because the foundation on which it was built upon was shaky to begin with.
He could be losing friends, or a heart piercing situation could be shattering his ego.. This kind of transformation feels quite chaotic, and messy.. But he is likely coming into the realisation of WHY this happened.. In learning to treat people better, he can build a new world from the rubble that the tower leaves in our lives.

The moon card projected to the feminine, is all about the subconscious messages and symbols that he receives from her, reflected BACK at her.. There is a full moon looming over us in the coming days, and the effects of this are actually very potent to him at this time, more so than the feminine.. This is because, he is stepping into the feminines shoes, of feeling, and having revelations brought upon him.. He may be communicating his feelings, fears, thoughts, or emotions to the feminine through dreams, and she should be very conscious at this time of the dreams that she receives… If any feminine wishes to decode their dreams, and do not understand what they represent, please send me an email at cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk, to book a dream interpretation reading..

The three of wands shows the feminine at the next stage of development.. She too has experienced the drama of the tower card in her life, but, she moves away from the chaos, and sails to new lands.. Expansion, of the spirit, the mind, and the body call out to her, and she responds.. Spirit has worked very hard to get her here, and most importantly, she has worked very hard to know that she is worthy of being here.. This is about stepping into new shoes, not being afraid to venture into the unknown, and trusting herself to do things that she has never done before..

The queen of pentacles is a sense of power and self worth. The feminine says to the masculine, telepathically – ‘I now KNOW my worth, and nothing can take that away from me’.. Even if she burns for him inside, she will turn this fire into the fire that births nations.. She will channel it into her creativity, she will use it to further herself, and push herself towards her dreams..Because she knows that the thing of worth that she holds, is herself.. She no longer wants to be short changed. This is her deciding what she deserves, and what she will tolerate.. Not giving her power away to anybody, not even the masculine. This is a command of respect, and a bold one at that… Hunny, you never chase a man.. He is a hunter by nature, and he will hunt for what he wants.. All you need to do, is be open to his invitation. You have walked a HELL of a long way.. Let him walk the rest.. And meet you, at that mid point.. Some feminines may very well be receiving a message from their masculine in the coming days, he could notice the shift in energy and attentions away from him, as she focuses on herself..

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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Twin Flames (Divine lovers) Weekly Reading 26th December-8th January 2017; Ambitions to be free, financial contemplation, and spirit elevation.

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Main theme – 9 of pentacles, What is occurring for both twins – 2 of cups, Masculine – Justice, Two of swords, Two of pentacles, Feminine -Knight of pentacles, The star, Eight of cups.

Numerological break down calculation – 26th – 8 -8 – The number 8 in numerology is representative of karma, and recognising karmic cycles in order to abolish them. Where the number 8 appears, we are asked to consider how we have been living, and what we have been manifesting. Abundance, business, financial success, and humanitarianism also governs this number. 

The of pentacles relates to the feeling of satisfaction that we experience when we have successfully manifested our goals, and can physically see the evidence of our efforts around us. The focus, these two weeks for both twins, lies with making things work for them, bending the flow of the universe, and their own energies, in order to receive the results that they want.. This is a highly potent time to manifest, and there is a lot at stake here, so both twins are likely to be consumed with making it happen… The process of putting in the hard work, and doing things differently, ie doing things right are presented to them both this week.. 

This is a very similar energy to the magician card  – how can they reap the benefits of the work that they are doing? Truly, they have both been putting in a lot of work to create the world that they would like to see, and many of them may be wondering  – okay – so, where are my results?Your results this week, lie with your ability to achieve, attain, and maintain balance.. It is not enough to put in the work from one angle alone. Coming up with the ideas, but not seeing them through, is futile… Chasing after money, without adding creative ideas, or avenues to attract this money, will only get you so far.. This is where the two of cups comes in.. You may wonder, what does money have to do with love? Well – a lot actually, seeing as they BOTH have to do with our self worth. The two of cups, is the kind of balance that both twins need to establish, if they are to have healthy relationships.. This is not about blaming, either the masculine, or the feminine, because they both have roles to play in terms of why their love has not been harmonious in the past. You need a balanced approach, and a balanced life style, in order to have balance, in any other area of your life. 

I feel like a lot of twins have family  karma that is tied into not having enough time, not making the most out of their time, OR feeling as if they are lacking – all of these themes will be presented in order to be tackled by both twins this week.. Especially, the masculine in regards to having time, and having enough. There is a lot that is open to you at this time, so you have to act wisely in tying up the loose ends. What have you learnt about yourself recently? About your energy? About how you operate, that could help you to break this so called spell of bad luck that you once believed yourself to be under? The 9 of pentacles is joy once our dreams have not only been realised, but have been pulled into our reality. What can you do to ensure that this is an approaching reality for you?

Both twins may feel strained as it appears that, the more that is open to you, the more that you are against the clock to make improvements to your life. You need to start already living like you have the life that you desire, as this will wire your brain to be grateful, and to already exist AHEAD of time. Beat time… Now’s your chance. Look out for signs, symbols, and messages that alert you about your work, either let you know you are going in the right direction, or serve as a warning about what is to come if you continue in the direction that you are heading in..

The inner balance of the 2 of cups asks us to work on learning how to be the divine masculine, and the divine feminine. Imbalance is toxic – anyway around. Too much negative energy? Too much feminine energy? Both can do some serious damage, in terms of being abusive. The masculine is asked to be more open to his creative, and intuitive side, as this will ensure that his ideas in terms of gaining finance are ever flowing, and abundant, as depicted by the infinity symbol present in the two of pentacles. He needs to make better decisions in terms of how he attracts his money, and how he maintains balance with multiple things in his life. The feminine is prone to multi tasking, and not really choosing one specific avenue, but the masculine, tends to focus on one area of his life, and neglect other areas that require his attention. His lesson..Is in trying to incorporate room for more, without over extending himself. 

The knight of pentacles describes the feminine attempting to balance her masculine energies in the RIGHT way this week. She appears to be turning away from the masculine, as he learns the lessons that he needs to learn with the justice card. A part of her realises that she cannot stir, or speed up his awakening process in anyway, and she needs to focus on watering her own garden.. He is going through a process, but that honestly is not your business right now. Your BUSINESS, is your business right now.. What are you doing to make sure that your goals are not only a thought in your mind but are becoming a reality manifest around you? Spirit asks.. How are you working towards making your vision a reality? And is movement being made? Or are you just standing still, lost in time, waiting – waiting for the masculine, and claiming that you have ‘no time’.  She spent so long waiting for the masculine to level up, that she forgot that she isn’t all that perfect herself, and really does need to level up in some areas still.. Including her relationship to the physical world. Let spirituality serve you physically. Put your imagination to paper. 

The feminine this week, must focus on her inner masculine, and this will manifest as the men that are around her, or the men that she is drawn to at this time, platonic, or otherwise. This will tell her everything that she needs to know about the relationship with her own inner masculine. Is she drawn to men who are broke? (Financially), or broken, (Spiritually)?

The star card arrives to remind the feminine to have hope, even though times, and situations may appear difficult at certain stages of this week. There is a light being shone on darkness, so it may appear at times that there is nothing but darkness, but she needs to learn how not to dwell on the negative – BALANCE, because excessive negativity is one of the things that drives lovers away, including the divine masculine himself… Focus on positive visualisation.. Divine guidance is present at this time, watching over these events, so any isolation, or abandonment that she feels, is merely to do with old karmic propaganda. She needs to remain focused on her work, which is, about nourishing herself, and giving back to herself. Be very weary of falling into negative patterns, and traps of thought, because right now, you’re attempting to break free, which means that things will tempt you, and tempt your spirit…. It’s a trying time.. The eight of cups describes this period of emotional battle against her triggers…

The eight of cups sees the feminine moving on from the old ways, and old habits, in search of a higher, better truth. She is being more direct in terms of what she wants, and what she does not want, and anything that attempts to pull her into old cycles, she will be drawn away from. She is likely to run a mile from anything that triggers her this week to act in a way that she truly is done with. There is a determination here to turn her back on alot of things, as she comes into profound realisations about these things. 

Some feminine twins may be walking away from the masculine, or it could appear this way, whether temporarily, or indefinitely because they may be witnessing him juggling with his shadow self, and higher self, and no longer be interested in waiting around for one side to win..  She has a battle of her own, and this takes precedence. She is walking away from co-dependent habits, repetitive cycles, and negative self talk. She thinks, ‘I need to find me. I need – to DEFINE me’. 

With the justice card, the masculine experiences some heavy karmic release, and realisation this week. He may be going through a tough time, or a situation that places him on a fast track level to spiritual, mental, physical, and emotional maturity. This is really for his own benefit, though he may not really see it that way, or feel that way whilst it is happening.. The two of swords is about the pivotal point that he reaches in which he must make some kind of decision that will effect this next stage of his life.. This could be a decision that relates to choosing one partner, over the other, especially if the divine feminine is not the only woman in his life. There is something that he must put right, especially as ideas about morality, and karma become more clear to him by the day.. Getting in touch with his intuition could be urging him to make a decision that his logical mind has been putting off for a while. In some ways, he’s been quite relaxed with his awakening, and this could be the wake up call that he needs.. 

The two of pentacles could describe him trying to juggle things, and keep up with demands that are just not working out. He could be realising this week that a lot of the things that he puts efforts into are actually draining him of vital time, energy, and resources, and he needs to level up, ONCE again, if he is to manifest the 9 of pentacles in his life. It could be his attachment to his old world, and his new world that he juggles, and struggles to find balance with this week. Spirit asks that he makes a decision. He cannot dabble in between two worlds any longer, a clear path is being laid out for him, and he must either take it, or stay confined to the old ways of being… Which actually, are weighing heavily on his spirit, because he is much more in touch with spirit now. When the truth hits you, you cannot hide. Indecision, or procrastination will not make the problems simmer down, or go away.. Something may need to be released, or abandoned, as something else is realised.  He is going through this back, and fourth, as some fears about fully stepping into 5D are still present. 5th dimensional thinking requires that you fully take responsibility for yourself, and the karma that you are creating, and it is not for the faint hearted, or those who avoid responsibility..

He knows on some level that fully stepping into 5D, or letting go of certain things will drag his edges all the way… Confrontation of the past self, confrontation of the shadow self, and confrontation of one’s own limitations are ALL themes relevant to him at this time. The energy may seem harsh for the masculine right now, because nobody likes to face their darkness, BUT remember that in all darkness, light is able to penetrate. The light of knowledge will set him free, if he wills for this eternal cycle of not having enough, yet having too much to do, to come to an end. This could also relate to his decisions about ways that he makes money.. Perhaps, there is some illegal activity involved in one of the ways that he currently makes money, and as morality becomes more of a theme for him, he will decide whether he can still carry on this way.. And if he is to drop one of his ways of income, what does this mean for him then? How will he fill his time? Perhaps the fear of time is tied into his fear of not wanting to be still enough, for all of his thoughts to take over..

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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General Weekly Reading 26th December-8th January 2017; My karma, and I. A new start to the year..

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Main theme – Justice, Surrounding cards – Queen of pentacles, Page of pentacles, King of wands, Two of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 26th – 8 -8 – The number 8 in numerology is representative of karma, and recognising karmic cycles in order to abolish them. Where the number 8 appears, we are asked to consider how we have been living, and what we have been manifesting. Abundance, business, financial success, and humanitarianism also governs this number. 

Happy new year my darlings! First  of all, I would just like to state what a wonderful journey it has been with you all since I first started doing these readings last year. They actually just started off as something that I was trying out, so I am absolutely ecstatic that they took off in this way and were so successful! I hope you guys receive as much joy reading them, as I do writing them..  

 I had a few unfortunate incidences last week, and I ended up losing the work that I did for the weekly, and twin flame weekly reading, so this weeks reading covers two weeks worth of energy, which I still feel is pretty accurate, because no themes, or experiences are confined within a weeks space only, the same themes, and energies tend to follow us into the next week, and sometimes even into the next month. There is no strict or linear time line on this..

So, it has been a very crazy time.. A lot has been happening personally in my own life, in terms of lines that I have drawn in the sand, and targets that I have set for my own personal well being. The holidays are quite a strange time, I mean there is the energy of happiness, and family, and joy, but because of Astrological placements, and the energy conjured in December, it can also be a time of intense philosophical thought, nostalgia, and even slight depression. BUT, with promise, it does appear that the energy already is getting lighter, and easier for us to work with. Many of us will need to recover from what I like to call, the holiday blues. Time spent with family that highlights to us some of the trauma, or karmic cycles that we have picked up, or have had to endure over time.. Which brings me onto the beauty of this weeks reading; the main theme, is karma.

The justice card is suggestive of heavy karmic work that arrives in at this time. Justice being a major arcana, suggests a period of transformation on a core level in our lives – a complete re-invention of the things that have remained injustice, out of balance, and out of alignment with our soul’s demands.. In legal terms, justice speaks of things going in your favour, winning a court case, or proving your innocence, so, in spiritual terms, this is highly similar.. Justice is that which serves an order of integrity, morality, or keeps the balance, and the principles of life intact. What is right? What is wrong? And how can we live by, and uphold our ideals about what is fair? How have we been unfair, abusive, or potentially sneaky, and avoidant?

The justice card arrives to highlight to us cycles, specifically repetitive cycles that speak of dysfunction.. ‘Old’ karma that appears almost like a trap, because you keep doing it over, and over, especially if a part of you, (your intuition), knows that what you are doing is not in alignment with who you truly are.. This tackles the false layers of self that we have built over time in order to protect our inner child, our inner bruises, or separate ourselves from painful truths. What we have not wanted to face, is brought up for acknowledgement, and it is up to us to be heroic at this time, and do what IS right, because there is quite a clear distinction. This is not about the shadow self, and the higher self, this is about plain and simple, what serves your best intentions, and does not diminish your responsibility to others, and the well being of others. 

Possibly, an issue or an incident that does not sit well with you draws your attention to areas that you have tried to ignore. You may even catch a glimpse of your former self in those moments. If you are non-pleased with what you see, it is important to forgive yourself, for the times that you did not know better. For the times that you were so out of touch with your intuition, that you let the darkness get the best of you.. That you did things that you regret. 

These cycles are not brought to your attention to shame you, but rather so that you can reconcile with yourself, and with others. Restoring balance, and order into your life is of the utmost important at this time, and rectifying old wrongs..The two of swords indicates that strength is needed at this time in order to make a vital decision. You may feel compromised, between your intuition, and your rational/logical thought, but a decision must be made if you are truly to get on track in terms of restoring balance into your life.. This decision may relate to cutting something out, or releasing something that no longer serves who you have come to be.. You may even notice that certain friends, or family members around you have been toxic, and you need to decide how best to handle this, so that it does not interfere with your own well being. This could be a decision that YOU need to make to walk away from something, or somebody, maybe temporarily, or maybe indefinitely.. You will have to see how the wind blows, but in conjunction with the justice card, it appears that this choice or decision that you must make will alter your life in a pretty major way… There’s something that you need to decide to be done with. This may relate to finally sticking up for yourself in some way, or by declaring self respect..

‘I am not going to do this anymore’ ‘I am not going to PUT UP with this anymore’, is the echoes of your soul at this time, and you need to stick to your convictions, or I promise, the same bullshit will keep happening.. You can forgive whoever you need to forgive, but if you go right back to  being the same with them, without having a conversation about what occurred, you will find that the same scenarios continue to unfold. If something is depriving you, then it is not up to that thing to remove itself from your life, it is up to you to modify where necessary, or remove it entirely. Life does not bend to your will. If you want change? CHANGE. This could point to something that you knew intuitively was bad, but you just chose to ignore it, like, ‘Well, it’s fun, so it doesn’t really matter’… Or, ‘Well, it’s not that bad.. ALL the time’.. Yeah, it is time to stop making excuses for poor behaviours, and injustice. You have been through enough to KNOW better now.. Use discernment, it is time to DO better..

The king of wands this week, is representative of a strong, and sturdy will power. Spiritually, you will need to level up, and tune your energy if you are really going to go after this change, and make modifications to your habits, and ways of doing. You need to know that you are deserving of change, in order to strike change, and the king of wands is that confident in himself – that his self love alone is a motivating factor. This is the inspiration for change.. When your energy boosts itself, naturally you attract things, and experiences of a higher vibration, but you need to let go of what is of a lower vibration first. You have to have a certain amount of BOSS energy to change your life. The willpower to say no, the strength to abstain, even when times get hard, or temptation is difficult. This type of energy is actually very specific in trying to come through for highly sensitive individuals, old soul healer types, empaths etc who spent most of their lives very shy, meek, or unsure of themselves. They may have hidden their talents, walked in their own shadows, maybe it was a result of being bullied, (even by family members potentially), that shut them down in this way.. BUT with the king of wands, you better get up and claim your throne.. Nobody is going to do it for you. You ARE strong, and you ARE capable, and so much self talk is encouraged this week, as you are building, and fighting against the negative voices of the former template. 

The page of pentacles touches directly on inner child issues, and this cross over that we are attempting to make. Perhaps the holidays, and time spent with your family triggered you negatively to regress. Regression in psychology talks about, going back to a former state of being that no longer represents you, when you are around specific people. So, this may be you now, in your adult form, as successful, and independent, but, when you are around your family, you morph back into this uncertain, and clumsy individual, despite all the work that you have done,  just because this fits an archetypal (routine) dynamic. We have to be very mindful of regression, because once it is over, we are likely to feel very wounded, or disappointed in ourselves because of it.

Break up with your negative family karma! You have seen life OUTSIDE of the template, never, ever forget that.. That gives you power.. Not saying you should stunt on your family  members who are still in the dark, but just remember, you do not have to subscribe to any experience that does not sit well with your wisdom. The page of pentacles is a message from your inner child about how you are going to create these new opportunities, and experiences for yourself. One step at a time is encouraged, in order to morph into the queen of pentacles eventually.. There may be a naivity, or an innocence present in y ou at this time, because you are not exactly certain of the steps that you are going to take to build this new reality, but you are ready, and willing to just go.. More than often? That is enough to start a fire! The page sees vision, so even if his fruits are far from manifest, it is okay.. Because, he is on his way to them. Think of yourself in this way. You are not there yet.. But you know how to work towards there..You know what ‘there’ looks like. There must be an implementation of new habits, that will eventually develop into patterns, this week.. We are all about working with PATTERNS, breaking some, and creating some new ones. 

What areas of your life do you need to change based upon recent awakening experiences? You do not need to start big. You do not need to be too dramatic about this change. This is not about grand new years resolutions that put you off in the first week because you have demanded too much of yourself. The smaller steps do add up. Do not let anybody tell you that they do not, or will not.. You just tackle them first! The page of pentacles shows determination to take something small, and invest it, until it potentially becomes self producing.. If you do something for long enough, it becomes a habit.. You do it almost without thinking about it.It is all about getting started.. We often procrastinate because we are afraid of failing. But..Imagine if there was no such thing as failure? Only practice.. 

I encourage a lot of inner dialect with the inner child this week.. Ask you what mini you wants?How value can be brought to the adult self now. The queen of pentacles, like the king of wands, describes standing in your power, and trusting your worth to bring you value in multiple areas. This is an individual who is creative, successful, and grounded, as the colour red represents the root chakra – our sense of safety, the antithesis of anxiety – the conquering of our obstacles! 

What marked your childhood experiences? Did you not like your walk? Well… Work on developing a more confident walk, who will ever know?

Were you teased for being over weight? Sign up to the gym, begin running every morning, and transform that memory within yourself..  Newness IS promised, but the level, and impact of change is dependent on the work that you are willing to do.

With the information that you have acquired, especially through your triggers, you should be almost unstoppable at this point. Alot of feminine energies, are learning to balance their inner masculine side, going after what they want, not being afraid, nor confined by judgement, or persecution consciousness.  With the king of wands, a lot of masculine energies are connecting with their feminine side by finding spiritual strength – God speaking through them, (think of a Sagittarius man – very philosophical, and aware), literally LIT on fire, with knowledge through channeling. 

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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Twin Flame WEEKLY Reading 19th-25th December – Karmic revelations/re-evaluations, The mirror to the shadow, & spiritual responsibilities | Happy Holidays my beauties!

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Main theme – 9 of swords, What is occurring for both twins – Ace of pentacles, Masculine – 6 of cups, 10 of wands, 8 of wands, Feminine – 7 of cups, Knight of swords, Strength.

First of all, I would just love to say happy holidays to all of my enchiladas, and loyal fans, and followers, and readers.. It has been an amazing journey since I first began doing this weekly readings, to see my reader content grow, and to receive the repetitive support from my viewers.

Take this holiday season easy! We have the winter solstice, and we see a peak to the culmination of a spiritual 9 year – to check what this 9 year meant, check the bottom of this reading for the 2016 9 year forecast, that I completed at the end of 2015!

Numerological break down calculation – 19th (10) – Balancing of masculine & feminine energies, death & rebirth, ending, and beginning of a new cycle, transformation, and God consciousness – 25 (7) – Spiritual lessons, collective consciousness, the unconscious mind, wisdom gained through hard ship, creative genius, & occult knowledge.

The 9 of swords crowning this reading speaks of a spiritual revolution, much like judgement day.. The 9 of swords can represent the influx, and overflow of thoughts that arrive to us, when we are met with the reality of our shadow self.
A perfect mirror of who we have been, and who we can be – The dark side of ourselves that is.
This may include memories, or triggers of past scenarios, and events, where we have been less than responsible, or just in our actions.. Our worries, and anxieties relate to our increasing awareness of our empathic natures..

The journey from the ego, to the heart center can often be a tricky, and complicated one. Existing in our heart space means feeling compassion, and a growing sense of understanding, of your own thoughts, and feelings, and that of others. Sorrow, guilt, regret, or disappointment in self, and others can often occur when we are met with a mirror of ourselves.. The sometimes shameful, or harmful things that we have done.. But I do not believe in the energy of shame, as I feel that this is apart of a tactic used many years ago, through psychological, and religious invasion, about being unworthy of forgiveness, or redemption. Nobody is unworthy of forgiveness, or redemption, and that is the ultimate truth.. Holding on to pain, revenge, and existing in our trauma often causes us to believe that we, or others are not worthy of being reborn.. In order to be reborn, you must first know that you deserve to, and this is why both twins should let go of their concerns about themselves at this time.

The ace of pentacles speaks of having no regrets. It is not time to dwell in the past, or to dwell on what has occurred, understand where you have gone wrong, by all means, and take responsibility for each of your actions.. But forgive yourself, above all.. The ace of pentacles is a new chance of a beginning provided from spirit. This is the chance to start again, to reconnect with your own sense of value, and to remind yourself of what is at stake when you neglect yourself.. This ace is offered to you, but it is up to you whether to take it or not, to work for it.. To give up old ways, and to begin rebuilding. Anything can happen when you start from a 0 point.. Surrender.

The 6 of cups representing the masculine speaks of his consideration of past union, soul mate unions, and reconnecting with the feminine. The longing and the push, and pull toward her is definitely prevalent, but it is not separate from its own fears, and concerns..

The 10 of wands is spiritual heaviness, concepts, masks, and facades previously warn by the masculine, that have kept him separate from himself.

The 10 of wands speaks of the end of the road, a time period where we can no longer carry on as we have been, being dishonest, elusive, or trying to distract ourselves by going beyond our measures..

This can include juggling too many partners, or destructive behaviours in attempts to not have to deal with the dwellings of our soul, or what our subconscious mind tells us. The 10 of wands forces us to take a straight, and narrow path, as opposed to stopping along the way to accumulate more distraction.. Sometimes, people can intentionally busy, or overwhelm themselves, in order to escape, or exist in an illusionary realm.

This presents a new side of the masculine.. Maybe he has separated himself from friends, partying, drinking, or a life style that offered him some type of shelter.. As his week would have it, he can no longer rely on this form of escapism, and so, is now left isolated.. With nothing but himself to look at .. And his actions.

The 8 of wands is messages, and spiritual revelations that arrive to him as flashes of insight this week.. Understanding himself, and his karmic dealings, are apart of him working with a new template.. He may also be projecting mental messages to the feminine, understandings, & realisations about his own side of the picture.. About her own shadow self, whilst he learns about his own. There’s very much a projection of mental templates. When we let go, and surrender to what is, we receive messages far quicker.. This is why the ego is often so quick to attempt to defend itself, and come up with explanations..

Because if the heart were to always speak to us, we would not be able to commit half of the irresponsible behaviours that we do..
The 8 of wands is the butterfly that whispers in our ears, sent from the heavens, that let’s us know it is time to pause, and to re-evaluate… Consider this a time for redemption for the masculine, a maturing, and an understanding of what it means to exist communally, as apart of society, apart of a network, rather than consider himself alone, which is what fuels narcissism.

The 7 of cups on the side of the feminine, talks of indecisiveness, over imagination, and idealism.
Perhaps the feminine is realising this week particular times, and incidences where she may have been out of touch with reality, or refusing to see the truth.. This could relate to the way that people have treated her in the past, karmic attachments, family, friends, and even the masculine himself..

When we exist primarily in our emotions, it becomes easily to be pulled to, and fro, not really existing in truth, or careful thought, but allowing ourselves to be taken away on a whim of emotion.. Because of this, we may have been somewhat unfaithful, to ourselves, or others, at the drop of a hat, dependent upon which emotional state we choose to dial into.

This is not inherently ‘evil’, or insidious in a sense, but it can become that way when we attempt to punish others for double crossing us, or project what can be considered as emotional abuse. This is actually one of the deterrents to union, because the masculine is actually very hyper sensitive to criticism, just like the feminine..
Another sub product of narcissistic qualities, which because of the nature of healer’s upbringings, are often quite prevalent among them.

The knight of swords is a message from the masculine that comes in fast, and heavy, and this message is actually provided to both of them, so it may be projected as a mirror image, from one, to the other. This is a change of perception that arrives to us, clear communication that requires us to take fast action.. You cannot escape the nature of change that is coming, because it will permeate your thoughts.. You will be able to think about nothing else, other than the changes that need to be made.

Maybe the feminine holds an addiction to dramas, conflict, or even unfaithfulness, because of the changing nature of her emotion.. For the fearful masculine who abhors abandonment, any notion of erratic motion can be alarming..Causing retreat.

The strength card is the feminine gaining responsibility over herself, and her emotions. Taming her ego self, and the ‘catty’ nature of herself, is something that she does effortlessly, once she learns to relax into her heart space.. Forgiveness of herself, forgiveness of others, and understanding of the dual nature of existence.. Life will have ups, and life will have downs, and no amount of lashing out, or attempts of control will bring change to any of this.. We have to embrace this, and attempt to work WITH it.

Happy healing, my sacred beings |

Numerology report. 2016, year of the number 9, and spiritual advancement.

What separates the number 9 from some of the other numbers? Authenticity.

The number 9 is what a lot may refer to as the number of integrity, when the 9 is living in truth that it, otherwise the number 9 is quite bitter and unpleasant. For this reason, this year must be entirely about living in your truth, whether this means spiritually, emotionally, mentally, or physically, this is the year that any falsity, and lack of resonance will feel, and even prove painful.
This is especially vital for those who have remained silent for a large portion of their lives, lack of expression, timidity, loss of direction, throat chakra in-activation or otherwise, which tends to relate to empaths, old souls, and those who identify with being highly sensitive.
This year is all about remodelling the narrative of you being the meek, passive backgrounder who always gets passed by, and always misses out on the best opportunities. You will re-write this script successfully, with the self actualising energy of the number 9, who is truly, a natural born leader – to the right audience!

Famous revolutionary, and prominent, spiritual activist, life path 9, Robert (Bob) Nesta Marley.
Numerologically speaking, we are in the year of completion, resolution + wholeness (2+0+1+6) = 9. One of the most spiritually tuned numbers.
Isn’t that beautiful? Last year knocked us out with all of the fluttering and stuttering!
Last year, the numerological sum of the number 8, was all about spiritual growth through hardship, financial progress, and determination. Last year was very much about sacred unions also, as 8 takes the same form of the infinity symbol. Longevity, was the ultimate goal, and establishing independence from restrictive regimes.
This year, is all about tying up the loose ends – ‘nearly there now’, and reaping the rewards of hard earned work. Coming home, to you. To reach the number 9, and enjoy the intensity of its fruits however, requires patience, and cultivation of 3 (creativity) and 6 compassion.
#lifepath9 will do well to integrate both creativity and service to humanity if they are to live in harmony, and gain financial advancement. When self serving and bitter about past occurrences, the number 9 will remain stagnant, ungrateful, and will not receive its rightful blessing.
If willing to leave the past behind, and use painful experiences as motivation for human compassion and understanding, the 9 will prosper. There is great responsibility on the number 9, so for this reason, even in the early stages of this month, you may be feeling pressured, acknowledging that the heat is on, and you must remain more determined than ever. The expectancy upon this number can cause procrastination.
The number 9 is a test of faith, faith that inevitably breeds results. To whom much is given, much is required. The number 9 is also the spiritual channel. So seemingly spontaneous insights and realisations are to be kept, recognised as prophecy.
There is amazing energy, and opportunity now available for those who fully wish to step into the path to do so..
Was there a lot of death around you last year? This is really typical before rebirth processes, it welcomes detachment into our awareness.
And is also symbolic of the transformation we ourselves are undergoing. There is also no greater spiritual awakening than losing a loved one.

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General Weekly Reading – 19th-25th December 2016; Winter Solstice, the darkest depths of death, & Happy holidays |

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Main theme – Death, Surrounding cards – Three of pentacles, The emperor, The high priestess, Ace of pentacles.

Numerological break down calculation – 19th (10) – Balancing of masculine & feminine energies, death & rebirth, ending, and beginning of a new cycle, transformation, and God consciousness – 25 (7) – Spiritual lessons, collective consciousness, the unconscious mind, wisdom gained through hard ship, creative genius, & occult knowledge.

The winter solstice is marked as the darkest night of the year, & as we have all come to know, darkness is associated w/ feminine energy, rebirth, revelations & deep soul healing..
We are nearing the end of a 9 year cycle, which brought us many karmic lessons, along w/ the opportunity to break our repetitive cycles, effectively healing wounds…
The next few days up until December the 25th are likely to grant us major reflection, before the initial soul death, that initiates us into a new path.

It is no coincidence that this birth-date was chosen to represent the birth of Christ, or rather Christ consciousness, which is the humility that gives rise to new light..
Remember the nativity story?
Mary & Joseph endured many trials on their journey to ensure that Christ was born safely.. This can be seen as a metaphor for the many doors that we knock on, & the triumphant journey that we have embarked on, as the year comes to a close.

Appreciate the lessons that have taken you thus far. Time may currently appear stilled, as information travels to you effortlessly, with little resistance from you, or your ego self..
Allow your old world to sink into the depths of this darkness.
Prepare for the rebirth of all rebirths…
The beginning of a 10 year cycle.
10 – NOT 1. (2+0+1+7). Many numerologists prefer to act as if the 0 holds no value, but I believe it actually adds greater value and potency to the number that it follows.

It is no surprise to me considering the winter solstice that the Death card appears for us this week as the main theme.. The death card speaks of the deep, intense transition period that we are all experiencing at this time. This is inevitable change, a death of the old ways, and a major transformative period. This week, the death has more to do with our inner child workings than anything else. Something has triggered us this week to take a deep and intense look at our soul’s journey thus far, perhaps a karmic attachment, or a painful event that caused us to assess the areas in our lives that know instability, and chaos. 

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Death is both the recognition, and the realisation that we can no longer carry on in the ways that we have been, as it no longer holds value, or substance to where it is that we are trying to go.. This is a natural process in our lives, the kind of change that meets us at the end of a cycle of lessons, and growth. It is the only permissible step after the many trials, and tribulations of a 9 year. Integration truly means making these changes. We may be called to abstain from certain things, behaviours, addictions, and methods that have recently, or in the past led us astray…. Maturity knocks on our door at this time, and almost like autumn leaves, we are asked to allow certain things to fall away, once, and for all.. It appears as if there is little choice, resistance, and holding on to these beliefs, and behaviours will lead to an unhealthy destination.

Death, by all means means rebirth.. And this is something that we have been working towards for the entirety of this year, particularly since September, the 9 month – where our karmic work picked up severely . We are asked to find more creative methods to deal with our pain at this time, perhaps alchemical – instead producing art, or sharing our wounds with the world through expression of the soul. Rebirth means creating something new, and more beautiful, where something old, and outdated once took place.. Instead of ignoring, burying, or even relinquishing our wounds, we are simply called to make something of them, to grow through them, and to understand them.. If we do not clean out the old, we grow stale, and there is no room for newness, or fresh breath. This is just the cyclical nature of existence. Our old self must be recycled as apart of the grand design – our new self is called from a higher plane of existence, to sit with us, to join with us, to merge with us.

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The emperor is symbolic of this new order, stability, and restoration that beckons us energetically…Perhaps the death that we are experiencing must occur because our life has previously been build on shaky ground, and it is time, by all means, to finally get things together… This is very much masculine energy, and at times can represent the father figure. Maybe we are addressing and identifying wounds that relate to the father issues in our life – our lack of responsibility for self, and others, our feelings of abandonment in relation to our father, and our ability to be the head of our selves, and the head of our own house holds – in this case, the house hold representing the mind. The emperor encourages taking full responsibility for yourself, and for what you manifest.. Becoming fully conscious actually means recognizing that you are the creator of your own experiences, and to blame everything, and everyone else around you renders you powerless. This goes against everything that the law of attraction, and the law of metaphysics stands for.

To truly be a sovereign being, means to take accountability. Victim consciousness should be becoming a thing of the past, as this is associated with co-dependent tendencies, and many of us are growing fed up of looking to others, or holding others responsible for our time, and emotions. If you really believe that you are validated, and worthy of building this empire that you foresee, then it is up to you to show, and to prove this.. Not to blame your parents for the opportunities that you did not have, not to blame your surroundings for not being work-able, not to blame your ex, or karmic attachment for leaving you too heart broken, but to take all of those experiences, and turn them into liquid gold.. If things are not working out, MAKE them work out..

The ace of pentacles is the opportunity for a clean slate that is being offered to you by the most high at this time. Revelations arrive heavily, and prevalent with the high priestess, and it is up to you to use these golden opportunities  to excel yourself. Your intuition is at an all time peak this week, along with your psychic connections, and spiritual experiences. If you have been taking the initiative to get closer to God at this time, then God will also show you how he/she is also growing closer to you. Dreams, experiences, or synchronistic moments that leave you feeling touched by an angel, almost as if you wish to cry…

A new opportunity to discover yourself, to build a new path, and to be renewed, and reborn unto this earth is available to you.. It is important to create distance, or even do a chord cutting ritual between you, and your old self at this time. If you need any help with the working, or the items used, then do not hesitate to contact me about purchasing one of my personally written  kits for doing so – Cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk 

Karmically, the ace of pentacles represents a fresh start. You may not see it, but there are so many pathways that are currently open, and opening to you, if you can just let go of some past habits, notions, and beliefs. It will not be entirely easy, but change never us.. The opportunity is simply presented, you have to work towards it, and show that you are capable of sustaining it..

The three of pentacles is representative of this sustenance… So, God has given you this golden opportunity for change, for newness, creative ideas, inspiration, manifestation energy, but what are you going to do with it? How are you going to ensure that you make the best out of what you have, and multiply? The three of pentacles is all about that long money… Making your money last, taking initiative, and running with the opportunity that you have.. Do not waste ANYTHING at this time, all of your experience is a gold mine.. And you have a GOLD mind. Working with others, accepting help where it is needed, and expanding your network will all prove beneficial to you this week. Do some research about ways that you can maximise.. Make lists, purchase a diary for the new year, write down some intentions, and write down some goals.. Focus ALL of your energies into the creation of this new path, as it will pay off if you do so.. Your soil is most fertile at this time, but you also need to work with what is given. Nothing is going to fall haphazardly into your lap.. At least not without you first creating an opening, or drawing a destination for it to land. This is the kind of growth, and expansion that may require us to leave our comfort zone, or stray away from what we have previously known.. 

Shyness, timidity, reservation, or sloppiness are all areas that we will have to conquer, and face this week if we are indeed to grab our golden opportunity with both hands, AND feet! There’s a pressing desire to follow our dreams, and acquire financial wealth, and stability, and once again, this all starts with how we are feeling energetically, and the steps that we take to invest in ourselves. You are a business.. So it is important that you treat yourself as such, and give yourself the respect, and the value that you deserve. Victim consciousness, and poverty consciousness is of the old way.. Though none of these things are inherently your fault, but rather a product of your past experiences, if you continue to view yourself as the helpless, poor soul who was mistreated, then you will always live in the shadow of your pain.. It is time to BOSS up! As only you can..

Happy healing, my scared beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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