NEW moon in Scorpio, Themes of death & loss; The mother wound, the womb,depths of darkness, and what the next few days can teach us..

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In Numerology, the number 10 holds very special, and divine weight. This is the number of the all that is. God. The beginning (1), and the end (0). The masculine (1), and the feminine (0). The feminine is the darkness, the absence of light – which is also very much representative of Scorpio energy, which is all about this darkness. It is the masculine energy that brings to us the desire to create (sperm), change in our lives, the clarity, and understanding of what it is that we must do. But before the masculine principle comes through,  we need to wipe the slate ENTIRELY clean, get down to the 0, the nothingness, the silence, the emptiness, the pain.

Scorpion energy rules darkness, depth, and death. If you know any Scorpios, then you  may notice that underneath their natural charismatic persona, lies a brooding, often moody, and contemplative persona. Scorpio takes us very far into the darkness – the darkness of the womb. In the womb, we are submerged in both complete darkness, and silence, yet it is the most peaceful, most connected space for us to dwell. This very feminine energy is all about creation – what we can create from the bottom up, from the point of nothing – we may gain everything. 

The journey that we make through the birth canal, is a very traumatic one indeed. All that we have to do is think about the trauma of childbirth. The blood, the tears, the pain. Yet this is a shamanic initiation for both mother, and child. Especially the mother – who now takes on a new role of the protector, who’s emotions, intuition, and ability to love all expand. She becomes God. The ultimate creator, and watches over her child, the way the divine admires his/her own creations. The child is ripped from their comfort zone. This particular new moon, and the entire month in general have revolved around revisiting these themes of past trauma – the first ever trauma. Specifically in association with any trauma templates that have been passed down to us through the mother. This includes any abandonment by our mothers, or abandonment consciousness that is passed down to us from our mothers. This can even include a mother who was abandoned by parents, or abandoned by your father. 

Our childhood wounds are triggered heavily, possibly with words, situations, (especially in love), or memories that seem to return to us in the strangest ways, at the strangest of times. We are asked to view just how much our adult-life is influenced and impacted by our childhood experiences, particularly what our parents, and our childhoods taught us to believe about ourselves, and the world. 

Everything is affected by what we have endured in the past. Scorpio is the ultimate death. Disappearing into the darkness, and surrendering to our deepest fears. You may notice that this month in particular you may have been even more contemplative that usual – diving to a place within your mind, that only seemed to take you further into your mind. However this was not escape, this was reevaluation and revelation. 

When you are in this state – of stillness, and darkness, like I mentioned before, answers just come to you effortlessly, because you are not searching for anything in particular – you were just allowing your mind to roam, and roam it did.

The fear of being out there – out in the darkness, the abyss, with no safety, no comfort, no mother. Many who identify with the healer template have specific wounds associated with the mother//feminine energy – typically an imbalance of some sort, or a power struggle that exists internally e.g masculine vs feminine, and this often manifests within our relationships, e.g poor relationship quality. 

Scorpio brings all of these themes to the surface, and all of this information is invited to sit with us, ALL at once. This is absolutely no time to shy away from the lies that you have told yourself in order to control your urges to just fall apart. You HAVE to fall apart. Something tells me, that you have had this false notion of control, or ‘strength’ for far too long. 

Which brings me onto another theme of Scorpio energies. Control, is a HUGE factor for many of those carrying the energy of Scorpio. There is a lot of conflict between what the mind says, and what they feel intuitively, and as such, battles between what we know and can perceive in this 3d world, and the intangible things that we may KNOW, but cannot prove are plaguing us… 

For this reason, our lack of REAL, substantial control in situations will likely be triggered. The desire to control external events indicates a fear, a deep intense fear of things falling apart – as they always have, or previously have done. We can learn through situations arising at this time, that the desire to control comes ultimately through fear. Fear of loss. Fear of rejection. Fear of not being enough. Where does that emotion come from? What first made you feel that you were unworthy? And how true is it? How long will you carry this thorn? Ofcourse, it is time for burial, and that is where the death part of Scorpio comes in..

It is time to adorn yourself. Emotionally, mentally, and physically – with the thoughts, and the things that offer you fulfillment. Scorpio is all about the INNER world, it is time to work from inside, out. Only internally can you fix what is broken. Heal the mother wound. Whatever was broken inside of her, was gifted to you also. Yes – gifted. So that you could transmute these experiences. If your mother was repressed, then live a life of freedom.. If she was neglected, or abandoned, then make a CONSCIOUS habit of not abandoning yourself. Release the self blame. You could not control what happened then. There is NO control, only the illusion thereof.

The desire to have somebody CONSTANTLY prove to us that they will not abandon us, and that we are worthy of love can cause us to behave in less than desirable ways. This is also one of the ways in which we relive our trauma, because actually behaving like this, and trying to avoid this, is likely to push others away. Scorpio is very much led by this internal power struggle, and being persecuted; either for having too much power, or not having enough. The struggle of the feminine archetype. 

Too much power? And she is hunted, and persecuted, and ridiculed – to the point that her power is removed. And then? She is left defenseless. In this defenseless state? She either develops victim consciousness, or she swears never to allow herself to be vulnerable again. She as in – the feminine, not necessarily a woman!

As Scorpio also rules themes of sexuality, we are asked to see how sexuality can be used for both spiritual, and liberation purposes. Sex has been used to abuse power, and control for a long time – especially where the divine feminine is concerned. However, in metaphysics, we know that sex is healing – the vagina is healing – the woman is healing, and all this healing occurs within (the yoni), in the darkness, (the womb), so the very essence of feminine sexuality, is transmutation. Feeling sexually charged, and liberated, is actually when the divine feminine as at her best, and if she is to create the change in a new world, then she will need to be armed with some of this knowledge! This power of hers threatens the faithless, and the powerless, and has done so for many centuries, but that is no reason for her to back down now! Rather, it is time to rise up.

Persecution consciousness must be abandoned now. And the masculine needs to learn – that just because the feminine has all of these wonderful gifts, and is captivating, and sensual in this way; does not mean that she will abandon him, or leave him, as he so fears. This irrational fear may cause him to try to control the women around him, and in his life, because he fears the primal archetype  of Eve; who once deceived him in the garden of Eden, and then was exiled – leaving him feeling both betrayed, and wounded. For a long time, we thought that the feminine had the greatest of abandonment issues – but rather, it has always existed as the masculine. He just needed to go inside, (yes pun intended), to figure this all out..

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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New (Black) Moon in Libra 30th September 2016; Balance, Justice, The creation of the unified self. 


Numerological break down – 30th 3 – Creation, manifestation (maximised by the potential of the 0) – infinite creation & manifestation – particularly of the feminine aspects of self.

The new moon in Libra which also happened to be a black moon (two new moons in one month), is symbolic of a period of balance & resolution that has steady been introducing itself into our lives for the past few weeks.

Balance & integration between two seemingly opposing halves; the shadow self & the higher self. The divine feminine within & the divine masculine within..

The period following this new moon was all about the emergence of this shadow self & the acknowledgement that the shadow self is far more potent & more powerful if we are severely imbalanced of either masculine, or feminine energies.

So, as God would have it, if you had previously been hyper feminine, a fresh burst of masculinity has slowly been boiling inside of you recently, & vice versa!

Libra rules justice, so this is a period of karmic resolution – breaking your karmic debt includes changing your set of behaviours, thoughts, beliefs & patterns.

The things that once held us back are highlighted to us & this impacts our relationships.

We are more conscious than ever of taking too much, or giving too much & how this effects the flow of the way that we experience & receive on a social & personal level.

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Autumn Equinox, Mercury goes direct & Libra season; what to expect?


There is something hauntingly enchanting about the corresponding months, October, November& December.. Every true mystic is enthralled by Autumn & Winter.. Fog, darker evenings, fuller moons, mist, boots, cosy nights & All Hallows’ eve.

Autumn Equinox arrives to us, in collision w/ Mercury going direct, & the wondrous Libra season!

Now, Autumn, is all about letting go, letting go of what no longer serves us, & allowing transformation to occur.

The leaves change colour, they fall off, & the trees allow themselves to shed their old skins, knowing that they will undoubtably be re-imbedded & re-nourished! Wet skies enable purification – water is symbolic of cleansing, newness, rebirthing & growth – as depicted by the notion behind baptisms.

This is a time of allowing the old to fall away, naturally, without resistance to what is.

Adopting new coping mechanisms & new perspectives & belief systems brought on by our reluctance to continually resist ourselves & struggle up against what is, & what will be.

Mercury going direct & libra season is symbolic of things finally beginning to level up & making sense to us – on a very, very straight forward & linear level. We can tend to get lost in our emotional worlds & the worlds of the what If, especially on this spiritual journey, as opposed to actually working with what we have & striving to make the best out of way lies Infront of us.

Over thinking, worst case scenarios & trying to create stories based on old information is an out dated template & it does not serve us in anyway.

Libras are very logical – dare I say mathematical. Libra season may bring a season of reason & resolution to old perspectives you have held.

Above all – libra seeks justice! Justice & balance – internal balance does require you to hold on to the tangible, the things that you can see & control. 

We may be struck even more at this time with the desire to fix things & make things right. Practicality means focusing on earthly matters, development, strategy, & how we can use our emotions to further our determination, rather than hinder us in our desire for energetic maintenance & fairness to all.
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General Weekly Reading – 19th-25th; Creating a harmonious new awakening. 


Main theme – queen of wands, surrounding cards, 9 of swords, queen of swords, the fool, the hierophant.

With the queen of wands as the main theme this week, we are carrying on from last week with the energies of illumination & transformation. This is the presence of Kali – the great mother of destruction & creation. This is the type of heat pressure that is applied to our life to bring to our attention that there is the requirement for change – immense change & rapid change.

We are still undergoing transformation through illumination of the shadow aspects of ourselves that keep us in lower vibrations,

The queen of wands is illumination of the Unknown & unseen realms – we are making realisations about who we truly are & awakening to the power that lies inside of us – just waiting to be accessed as we desire.

Inspirational thoughts, ideas & electric intuition are all promised for us this week.

The hierophant dictates spiritual messages being passed down for us to pass on back down to others. A lot of the revelations that we make this week, are not to be kept to ourselves, there are people who could really benefit & heal from this information – so it is important for us to be vocal vessels.

The queen of swords inspires us to express ourselves in the most passionate ways. Creativity is here right now & maybe we can spread our Godly messages through a creative outlet. Creation & expression is the ultimate in healing. This is also about feminine liberation – breaking out of that necessity to play small & wounded.

The feminine energy is larger than life this week – but not only in the feminine. The presence of such strong feminine energies also allows the masculine templates to dig deeper into themselves than they usually might & retrieving deep soul truths for healing.

This is complete honesty about ones journey & identity. 

The 9 of swords suggests that there are still some worries & anxieties about the future plaguing our minds this week. This may also be mental over stimulation; when we have so many thoughts & ideas occurring at once about what we would like to achieve,  & what our purpose requires of us, we can often worry that we do not have enough time, or resources.

Things are changing pretty fast & this can feel discomforting & unsettling, but it is important to breathe & embrace this process for what it is – a new beginning.

The fool card presenting itself for the second week in a row indicates this mass process of burning away the old & going on a new journey. 

When you are at your most powerful, you are also at your most vulnerable, because you have so much ability to create – and you may not know what to create! 

The fool encourages you to do some research & perhaps planning about ways you can capitalise on the greatness within you. Maybe take a course, or seek advice from somebody who is already established in the field that you wish to break into. 

Trust that you are meant to be an inspirational figure in the lives of others & the most high will always work with you to find a way to fulfil this purpose. 

The hierophant represents the building of a strong community. You do have people willing to help you & support you – use them! Especially if they share a common goal, I am sure they will be thrilled to participate with you!

Ultimately, you need to trust yourself & your ability to create, produce & ignite change, at this time, your voice is very needed. Writing down what you channel may help avert over thinking. You do not want to miss the revelations, realisations & epiphanies that arrive so freely to you at this time – but neither do you want to get them mixed up with paranoia.

Meditation & prayer to see things clearly & to decipher messages as they truly are – will help you to meet the signs & symbols that call out specifically to you.

You have everything that it takes now to build & creative this life for yourself that you want. Do not worry about lack anymore, because it does not exist, but if you cling to it, then it will surely materialise!


Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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Full Moon in Pisces – September 2016 Liberation from Generational & Karmic debt – Financial expansion & making magic from the debris.

Tonight’s full moon in Pisces is the powerful awakening that we have all been waiting for! 

Falling on a 7 day (1+6) – the opportunity for spiritual growth & psychic knowing is even more heightened. The number 7 represents seeing into the darkness, & harnessing the mind of God. You are gifted with widened vision at this time & you must know within your core, that what you can see, is only half of the truth.

Pisces are the dreamers, the intuitives & the ones who emotions run deep enough to access the unconscious realms.
Pisces is also a very, very pensive sign! A lot of people carrying this energy tend to be deep thinkers & dependent upon which way they steer their mind, they will either find themselves thinking negatively & stewing in the doom & gloom of the past, or thinking creatively, & using their gifts of enhanced psychic awareness to envision their future plans, goals & ambitions.
In conjunction w/ the energy of Chiron, the wounded healer, this moons energy is bringing up deeply embedded wounds from our subconscious & past lives(childhood). One of these primary wounds, is the wound of isolation – not feeling apart of something & the wounds that we carry from our karmic & generational lines. 

It is no longer time to dwell on what HAS been, if we do not have enough respect for ourselves to witness how far we have come on our journey.

We must use our past experiences to remind us of the mission at hand… The goal is expansion & liberation – so that we can ignite this type of consciousness in others.

Inner child liberation calls for the finally severing of negative & traumatic karmic & ancestral patterns.

If our ancestors were poor, this does not mean that we must embody poverty consciousness, if our ancestors were not granted self expression, this is no reason for us to live small & undiscovered.

You are the one who must go further than the others have gone.

Patterns & cycles of depravity will highlight themselves to you in order for you to finally find your means of escape. 

Freedom in the form of financial stability will be of particular importance to you as this is also a form of manifesting greatness/value.

If you are deeply connected to the moon, a dark night of the soul will also present itself, asking you – ‘How far have you really come? Can you make it on your own? Or is codependency & ancient stories the mark of your soul?’.

So much of the hard work that you put in at this time, will undoubtably pay off, so it is important for you to channel your wounds & experiences towards creativity & manifestation.

Your karmic debt is only indebted to you when you do not recognise its existence. Once you become aware of the energies, imprints & archtypes that are holding you back, there is little reason for you to continue to entertain their presence within your life, or your energetic field.

Your inner child no longer wishes to be a prisoner of your untrue thoughts, so it is time to dig into the darkness of your soul & retrieve from their your true purpose & mission on this earthly plane.

Putting your creative talents to the forefront of your mind should be your priority. You must believe that there is an excess of success & abundance available to you at all times – despite what past experiences may have caused you to believe about yourself.

There is a profound shift that is occurring, that is pushing those with specific missions tied to awakening mass consciousness, to spread their wings & show the collective just how much we have to offer! 

The opportunity for a new beginning will present itself in various ways. A situation may be so challenging & uncomfortable for you that it pushes you to take opportunities & chances that you would not usually consider – all in attempts to break free from your mould.

Your sensitivity is not your enemy. Neither is your tenderness & rawness. These intrinsic parts of you were given so that you may no depth. The type of depth that gives  you that shamanic edge. It is only through accessing the darkness that dwells within, that you can know just how to let the light in.

You cannot carry the past with you where you are going – the two vibrational frequencies are not in alignment. One is dense – the other endless, lighter, & more playful. 

Things are literally being burned from your path. It is only when we are desperate, weak & sick, with nowhere to turn, that the glare of the divine becomes most blinding. You literally can see into the darkness through this emerging fire. Fire completely transforms everything in its path; this is Kali – the divine feminine who has absolutely no more time to waste.

I feel as if this energy is particularly more straining for the masculine; as such intense & deep soul searching is something that the feminine is already very familiar with. 

This transition will prove confusing, but very illuminating for the masculine has who has resided in a false sense of hyper masculinity for  most of his life.

Happy healing my sacred beings ~
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New Moon in Virgo; September – Solar eclipse; a glimpse – into the darkness, via the light. 


The new moon in Virgo arrives to us, to deliver us the message of productivity, strategy, and purposefulness. This is, the full understanding of what we are to accomplish on our path, what is it that is expected of us at this time, and HOW it is that we are going to achieve our necessary goals.

It is not nearly enough to know your purpose in this world, or what pulls you toward your passions, but one must have a direct, and fairly scripted idea of how they are going to accomplish all of their ambitions, with practicality, and realistic goals.

It is time to put your money where your mouth is. You know that you are capable, everybody knows that you are capable, but what are you going to do about it?

Are you waking up early enough in the day to get all of the tasks in your planner done? Do you even have a planner? Do you have a clear structure, and do you have a pathway that you can enter to bring you to where you need to go?

Do you have that individual to design your website? Do you have the necessary materials to publish your book? Have you researched your business field? Do you have the contact of a good provider? Do you know how to use Final Cut Pro? 

All of the practical processes that you require to further your career and ambitions at this time are called into question. 

This is no longer a time for emotional overflow, or emotional entrapment. We are not suppressing our emotions, or denying their importance, we are simply recognising that financial longevity and security is an absolutely fundamental aspect of healing, liberation, and independence consciousness. 

We have done so much work with the divine feminine, and feminine energy, we have explored her in her entirety, but it is the masculine energy – of thoughtfulness, honing the ability to use mental strength resilience, and focus to over come even the biggest hurdles, that will take us toward the process of creation. 

Ideas hold no value//weight.

It is the implementation of these ideas into action, and profit that holds value//weight.

Now is the time for action, and deligence. Your emotions are powerful, and potent IF channelled into constructive passion, if not given any direction, they run the risk of running your life, and running you into the ground. 

The Integration, of ones spiritual purpose, and financial accomplishments are being married with this new moon. It is possible for one to be both of service, and to be serviced, all at the same time.

The perpetual balance, 

Give and take – 

What it means to be at the right place, at the right time. Working with divine timing, by manipulating your own time in the right ways.

Your earthly responsibilities are called into focus. A glimpse into the darkness, means a glimpse into the psyche, where we will find ideas, philosophies, and unorthodox inventions, based on our own personal experiences, however, it is the process of creating light from our darkness, and the confines of our subconscious, that creates the genius template. Adding structure to your madness. A rhyme and a rhythm, to your eccentricities. This takes you from being the crazy bum on the street, shouting about the apocalypse, to Richard Branson, in his office, who took a crazy idea, structured it, and gave birth to a self regulating multi ranking franchise. 

This calls for the building stage. Relinquishing victim consciousness and dependency, means we are ready to be fighters for ourselves. Nobody else is going to do this, nobody else is going to go the full journey for us, but us.

It is only self dependency that grants true freedom from emotional entrapment – feeling helpless, feeling like we cannot trust ourselves to JUST be enough. 

Which brings me to the lovers card. I only chose to pick one card for this new moon reading, as I feel that intuitively, many of us already know exactly what is going on. 


This card symbolises to us, the process of falling in love with ourselves, and creating a third party energy through ourselves. The new moon periodically is a time of birthing something new, and allowing seeds to be harvested into something we wish to have manifest. The lovers represents the merging, integration, and harmonisation of two opposing aspects – how can we use all experiences, even those negative to keep us on track on our paths? How can we marry our creativity, with our practicality, to ensure that we do not inherit ‘scattered’ brain, or excessive, aimless day dreaming like many creatives do.

Are we still dependent upon love to save us? Do we still fall apart when our love lives go array because we have nothing left to be passionate about?

This is the energy of inspiration; there is nothing more inspirational than love, and the eternal dance between loss, and gain. Everything must be used up in the journey to success. Nothing is to go to waste, we must take all with us – the good, and the bad. 
Happy healing my sacred beings ~ 

© Seek Cindy 2016

Full Moon in Aquarius – Expansion, Karmic relations (attachments), finales, and letting go of the ‘little self’.

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It is no secret that for the past few months, (weeks especially), we have been enduring a mass, intense cleansing process, in which many of our shadow traits, and fears have been brought up to the surface. Those of us who have been caught up in a fallacy of healing, (knowing what to do to heal, but not actually digging deep enough to heal, or to know what to heal), have been hit with massive realisations, as we have been urged more, and more to confront the truthful intricacies of our wounds, and dilemmas. This has not been a time for the faint hearted, and I believe that empaths, and highly sensitives in particular have been targets, as we are homes for tremendous amounts of karmic residue, ancestral wounding, and woundings belonging to the entire collective template, specifically embodying masculine, and feminine akashic wounds, dependent upon our gender, or dominant energetic gender resonance, (masculine, or feminine energies).

And what an absolutely FANTASTIC full moon to be gifted with at this time, after our new moon in Leo, only a few weeks back. And I can tell you, the theme of expansion, being target driven, and living, and thinking big, is most certainly continued here, with our sign of intellectual goals, big dreams, and non-conventional thinking.

There is no room for the little self, the victim complex, or small thinking where the energy of Aquarius is concerned. This sign deals with service – service to humanity, and wider thoughts on a grand scale. This is a time where we ask ourselves, have i been too humble, and passive about the gifts that i posses? How can i be sure that i am applying myself to the best of my ability, and reaching as many people as possible? A calling song for the empaths, light workers, artists, creatives, and hyper sensitives who so cleverly fuse their past experiences, wounding, healing, and teachings into fruitful means for the consumption of others. This is largely all that the Aquarian seeks to accomplish – to use their big ideas, intuition, and ability to see through the strains, and the toxicities of society, and culture, to be of service – in a big way. Much like God’s right hand man, this is the energy that propels us into a place of service, and purpose. There is no way that you can STILL think at this point that you are unworthy, abandoned, unloved, or placed here for anything other than a higher purpose – so all of these old, and karmic stories you have been telling yourself, must die here, must die now, along with your old self.

Accessing a broader goal, means seeing yourself in a new light. It is true that you cannot hope to play small, or to think small of yourself, if indeed you are to achieve largely. You have to believe in yourself in order to make any dreams come true, and it is time to see your past experiences for eactly what they were – lessons, vital lessons, and directions from the most high, about how to live your life, about what needs healing, about how to heal others. Nobody said that messages would be brought to you via hawk, wrapped up in golden lined paper, and sealed with a pretty little golden bow. Nope – the most high has this almost sadistic way of gifting lessons to us through painful encounters, particularly using our family lineage, and relationships, once we get old enough to experience them. Hey, I guess source knew that this was the only way to ensure that the message was not missed – nor neglected.

Part of our evolution in this time, is using our collective lessons to be of service in some way, to point out the truths in the pains, that many of the rest of society, and the world fail to see, because they have not allowed themselves to be sensitive enough to feel so deeply, to perceive so deeply, to collect so much data, and frequency. 

It is time that we must realise, our lives are not only for us, and in this way, we can never be alone, neglected, or in the wrong place, at the wrong time. Our lives belong  to those whom we inspire, and those whom inspire us, no matter how this inspiration threads, and weaves itself. For me? I discuss narcissists alot, to quite an intricate degree, and I cannot help but thank my ex lovers, for providing me with such a heavy, and hearty body of work, and pool of knowledge. This is my growth, this is my ability to work in moderation, to take the good, with the bad, and to be grateful for the accessing of such karmic recognition. It is only in recognising our karma, that we are able to clear it. Had i not identified a pattern of being attracted to narcissists, and narcissistic abuse, i would not have recognised that something in me dances in unison to their song, that something in my family, harmonises, with this very script.

The numerological placement of this full moon alone speaks volumes of its purpose within our lives. The number 18, is a culmination of new beginnings, (1), and karmic cycles, (8), inevitably bringing us to the number 9 (1+8), which is the number of resolve, conclusion, endings, rounding things up, preparing for death/rebirth, and using the lessons that we have learnt to grow stronger, to communicate, to create. 

Tarot reading;

                                  The world, strength, the lovers, five of swords, six of pentacles.                               


The world card sees us definitely exploring themes of expansion here, believing in divine timing, and divine guidance, being at the right place, at the right time, and all of our life events and experiences being in sync to offer us the best possible chances of being perfectly suited for our roles, ambitions, and purpose. This is all about understanding that there are no coincidences, we are tied to a certain string, a certain rhytyhm, and in appreciating this, we can effectively clear our karma by showing gratitude towards the things that have hurt us in the past. For they too, were necessary. Looking back is futile at this point, particularly when we have such a grand destiny ahead of us, unfolding for us, by the second. Thinking small is a thing of the past, associated with our ancestors who could only achieve so much, only do so much, and lived in fear for the most part. This karma, is not ours to keep. Merely ours to acknowledge, appreciate, and transmute. The age of Aquarius represents a new dawn, and so shall the full moon in Aquarius. The lovers card in culmination with the strength card speaks our our ancestral karma that manifests within our relationships. It is true that our relationships are direct reflections of the patterns that we inherited from our family, ancestral lines, and most specifically parents. If we had somewhat shaky foundations, as many empaths, and light workers do, then this set us up for many dysfunctional romantic relationships later down the line. The weight of these relationships no doubt cemented the thoughts that many of us already held, that we were somehow damaged, destined to live out a life of abandonment, or unworthy in some ways. However, this is our grand opportunity, to realise, along with the world card, how even these experiences were most fated, useful, and purposeful. The five of swords represents an ending to this inner, and outer conflict, with the six of pentacles urging us to write a new script, for ourselves, and our relationships. This is representative of fairness. Knowing that fairness is truly what you deserve, that fairness exists within love, and opening ourselves up to receive it, by no longer displaying the themes of lack consciousness, and scarcity as depicted by the five of swords. The strength card is the conquering of our little self, our ego self, the beast within that constantly seeks harmful, and harsh relationships through our negative self talk. The world card is all about our responsibility to serve, realising that our past experiences are in fact bigger than us even, and expansion is the goal of such painful endings, not shrinking, not quelling, and not re-enforcing out dated mental, and internal stereotypes..

Welcome a new version of yourself, a version so prone to healing, and positive experience, that you are almost unrecognisable..Keep the faith. Monitor your self talk, slowly re-wire the expectations and connections of the mind.

 

Happy healing my sacred beings ~