Mercury Retrograde April 28 to May 22. – What does it really signify? Do’s, and don’t s, and debunking myths.

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The infamous mercury retrograde. So, we have all heard so very many things about it, but likely, most of those things have all been negative, but what is the truth? Are these brief, but seemingly lengthy periods of the months really more trouble than they are worth? And if so, then what can we do during this time to preserve ourselves, and use this planetary phenomena to our highest benefit?

For those of you who are not quite familiar with mercury retrograde, it refers to a period of time when Mercury passes the earth, slows down, and creates the illusion of stopping. Ofcourse this is just an illusion, but all the way up there in the universe, even the energy surges can get a little complicated, and hazy! And that definitely reflects for us down here, both internally, and externally.

Because Mercury rules communication, travel, and technology, these are the areas that are most likely to be affected by this strange illusionary period of time. I have found however, that it is communication issues, and break downs in these areas that cause the most turmoil, affliction, and confusion during the period of retrograde.

Not only does Mercury appear to halt, but time in general seems to slow down, and we may grow frustrated with how long things take to come into fruition, or with the ways in which others are dealing with our requests for progression.

This particular retrograde, is centred around the themes of identity, self empowerment, and finances, which means that these will be the areas highlighted the most in communication, travel, and technology, but as I mentioned earlier, particularly in the areas of communication.

Although retrograde tends to get a bad rep, I see slowing down, as a period of time in which we may re-assess, re-calculate, plan, strategise, and come back stronger than ever, so take all of the mishaps that occur during this period as learning tools, and developmental ideas for better expansion.

The issues of identity likely to come up around this time will be centred around how others see, and treat us. In terms of communication, it is likely at this time that we become more aware of manipulation tactics, or coercion used against us, or even the ways in which people’s attitude changes, and shifts with us. Perhaps a new lover suddenly cuts communication off with us, perhaps, we recognise that somebody speaks to us with a little less respect than we deserve.

Now, for other people, this may be seen as a bad thing, and retrograde legend tells that we would usually lash out at this person, perhaps irrationally, and then regret it later for our approach. However, let us look at this from a different angle..

Retrograde highlights our ability to see, to be in the know about these areas. So, instead of reflecting this knowledge outwards, and creating a scene where one does not need to be created, we can choose instead to work on ourselves, realise how we may be aiding this person to affect us, or trigger us in this way, and reflect that internally, and work on changing some things about the ways in which we respond, and communicate with others.

Self empowerment comes in here by reminding yourself that you are worthy of love, respect, and appropriate communication. Once you realise this, you can begin living your life in a manor that reflects this full circle. It is likely that when people do not treat you with enough respect, and consideration, you are giving your power away to them, and allowing them this opportunity for energetic violation. Keep an eye out for the way that people address you, but also for the ways in which you address, and respond to them.

Do you stand up for yourself, and voice your opinion where necessary? I do not mean in an aggressive manor, but rather an assertive, and self actualised one. Let people know who you are. Let people know what you are worth. Stop giving your power away, and then wondering why people do not see it.

Self empowerment also arrives in the case of travel. When you are travelling, are you prepared? Do you arrive on time? Do you give others the impression that you are well put together, thorough, and presentable? Or is your foundation still a little shakey? If you are constantly turning up late to places, and being tardy, people will treat you like somebody who doesn’t have their life together, because that is exactly what you will look like. Tidy it up. Live like you are the boss, and you will be the boss.

In terms of finances, we are fast coming into this awareness that financial stability, and longevity is very necessary for self empowerment. If you want to be able to rely on ourselves fully, and maintain our sense of self power, and autonomy, then we do need to ensure that we have valuable, and valid resources. Perhaps a business transaction that you are trying to push through is taking a little longer than you would have appreciated, and because others can not work with your deadline, you may grow even more frustrated, and angry at others, and yourself.

How about making sure that next time you have the essential tools that you need, so that you can operate on the tasks at hand, with, or without the input of the people that you are trying to make this happen with. I am not saying that you can do everything on your own, because of-course you will need some support in some elements, but, your business and your career will be far more secure if you do not need to rely too much on external efforts. Remember this is YOUR livelihood, and YOUR passion, and you need to treat it as such.

You can go where you want. You can do what you want. You can be who you want, when your finances are in order. Now money, may be a little bit of a difficult, or touchy subject for a lot of empaths, and this is because money has a lot to do with issues of self esteem, and a lot of empaths, and highly sensitive souls actually have very low self esteem, and issues surrounding feeling worthy of receiving, and accepting money. This will be challenged during this retrograde. If you continue to play small in this sense, then others will continue to treat you this way.

Tarot reading – How to flourish, as opposed to survive this mercury retrograde period.

Page of swords, Eight of swords, Ten of cups.

  • The page of swords is all about bravery, honesty, and communicating one’s thoughts, and feelings effectively. Instead of lashing out when you identify some inconsistencies in a person’s behaviour, or ways of relating to you, check in with yourself to ask if you have been fully present, and honest with yourself first. If this is a relationship of value to you, then it is absolutely imperative that you make it clear, in an assertive, consistent, and honest way with the person.
  • Do not stew in your perceived victimisation regarding this individuals actions, and end up entrapping yourself in harmful thoughts as depicted by the eight of swords. Rather assess the situation for what it truly is. Sometimes, others do not even intend to be disrespectful, or disregardful of us, and we can help them to correct themselves by drawing our true feelings to their attention, NOT by snapping at them, or making irrational, and impetuous demands.
  • What we truly desire is the type of fulfilment signified within the 10 of cups, but this type of fulfilment only arrives when we COMMUNICATE that it is fulfilment that we desire, and map out a clear distinct plan on how we are going to achieve this. Communication is everything, in terms of boundaries, respect, having your needs met, and building strengthened bonds, and relationships. You may find that during retrograde many people from the past return to you, and take heed, because they all have a message relating to communication. Did you fall out with them because you overreacted instead of communicating about a particular situation? Did you give them a chance to express their own thoughts, feelings, and opinions? Or were you too one dimensional and self centred in your decisions to make sense of what was really happening.
  • Reflect, reflect, reflect. Be patient. Do not make any hasty decisions PARTICULARLY in love. No, do not send that, ‘You obviously do not care, so I think we should just forget it’ text during retrograde ladies.. Work on yourself. Ask yourself why you have so much time to even be concerned with such happenings?
  • Do not jump to conclusions. Remember, you never have all sides of the story, and you cannot control the actions and outcomes of others. All you can do is work on yourself to create the best, most solid version of yourself, particularly internally.

 

 

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SCORPIO – Taro reading, Week 3-11th. What are you currently feeling?

Hello, my wonderful Scorpio’s! Yes, this is truly one of my more random, and spontaneous readings, but spirit called for me to do this, and i never refuse to answer such a call!

So here, i will quickly lay out a spread that i have intuitively drawn for Scorpio. This spread will focus on what Scorpio is currently feeling, and the themes that are influencing Scorpio’s behaviour.

 

Taro cards.

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Six of swords + Nine of wands + Justice + Queen of cups.

With the six of swords present, it appears as if Scorpio, you are enduring some sort of healing process, as this describes a move. This may be a physical move, in which you can break away from a certain limitation, or life situation that was causing you stress, in order to move towards happier times, and inevitably, better health.

You may be experiencing mental break throughs, going through past deeds, any past misdeeds, and assessing things that have unfolded in your life up till this point. This nine of wands proves that you are entering a new phase in your life, perhaps where loose ends are being tied up, or you are truly motivated to cultivate some type of wholeness, and inner peace. I feel that you are maturing in many ways, and you are coming to understand that the cultivation of hard work, and doing what needs to be done should take much priority.

The justice card suggests once again, that you have had past misdeeds on your mind. Perhaps you feel that you have been treated unfairly in life, or perhaps you are feeling as if you have treated others unfairly, as a result of you being first treated in this way. Whatever way this plays out, you are truly seeking a sense of justice right now, desperate for wrongs, to be righted, so that you can have that completion present within the 9 of wands.

The queen of cups suggests you may be feeling highly emotional at this time, highly sensitive, highly intuitive, highly psychic, or perhaps, (if you are male), this represents a woman in your life who embodies these energies. Perhaps you are reminiscing over good times spent with her, and you have acknowledged ways in which you behaved that may have brought her pain, or discomfort, and now you are really focused on gaining that JUSTICE for you both. You may even be feeling as if this person is the one who can bring you the wholeness present within the 9 of wands.

If you are a woman, then it is likely that you are this queen, you may have been a warrior for love, enduring many past hurts, and now you are awakening to the realisation that you deserve more than what you have been receiving, and you demand this JUSTICE, in order to move into a happier life period, and finally achieve the wholeness, completion, and satisfaction that you have been working toward.

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Full Moon in Virgo, Opposition Pisces.

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Today, on the 22nd of the 2nd, we are experiencing a full moon. Now full moons are usually the period where the manifestation of the intentions made from the new moon, are supposedly brought into fruition, and brought back onto the surface, so that we can see how well we played into these particular sets of themes, and perspectives.

Numerologically speaking, the number 2, or 22 represents building, balance, co-operation, and the utilisation of both masculine, and feminine energies, working in unison.

To view my new moon article, see here https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/02/08/february-8th-new-moon-in-aquarius-numerology-detachment-karma-twin-flames-renewal-and-creative-activation-tarot-

Our most reason new moon, new moon in Aquarius, was all about detachment, and using logical discernment to be motivated in our business desires, effectively dropping everything that weighs us down, in order to strive towards our highest achievement.

So, how have you all been doing with that?

It is okay if you haven’t entirely detached, or separated yourself from all limiting thoughts, feelings, and behaviours. What is important is, you have planted the seeds to do so, and that you are well on your way to becoming conscious of what holds you back, and what does not work.

Virgo, is pretty much continuing this theme that we hold of masculine energy – logic, observation, and ctitique, from an objective standpoint. It is easy for us to become lost in the flow of life, and allow ourselves to be carried away by our emotions, (like our very idealistic, and intuitive friend Pisces), and this is absolutely great for our creative imagery, and intuitive ability – but it is not so great for those of us who feel an acceleration in our earthly missions, and need to press on, is it?

Once again, we are being asked to balance our feminine side, with our masculine side.

Can we allow ourselves to tap into divine knowing, and truth, without becoming too distracted from the matters that lay at hand? This  full moon asks us not to become carried away by our desire to figure things out through aimless, and relentless day dreaming.  Often, when we feel as if we have much to do, we tend to grow overwhelmed, and instead decide to do nothing. This is pretty harmful.

This attitude serves us absolutely no good if we are to use the immense potential of this numerological 9 year to actualise our goals, see here https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/01/08/numerology-report-2016-year-of-the-number-9-and-spiritual-advancement/

We have HUGE fish to fry this year, and much is expected of us starseeds to continue raising the collective vibration, and providing a warm bosom of supporting comfort, and welcoming home, to those who are only just crossing the threshold and embracing the journey of healing, and self awareness.

Careless day dream is fun, and yes, it even does serve to bring us answers, in the most insightful, and intuitive ways, but too much of it becomes stagnancy, and passivity, in the very way that our beautiful, dreamy Pisces opposition can also wreak disappointing results.

We are introduced to a juxtaposition here with Pisces energy in opposition. Pisces is all about femininity, delving into the world of dreams, and refusing to take too much action, instead opting for things to just ‘go with the flow’, and trusting ‘divine timing’. Oh, how wonderful divine timing can be. But all those who study the law of metaphysics and magic, will be very familiar with the thought that there are multiple destinies mapped out for us in the vast multidimensional universe, the one that we effectively strive toward, envision, and work to manipulate our vibrations toward, is the one that we will tap into.

It is okay to day dream, (some times), but allow this day dreaming to be pro-active, focused even.

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On the other hand, how often do perfectionists have fun? I mean, they are often so busy scrutinising, and analysing every detail of everything, they can often forget all about themselves, and become lost in the expectancy that befalls upon them, and their own limitless requirements of themselves. Do not be so hard on yourself.

One of the things that i admire about the energy of Pisces, that is often viewed as laziness, and lethargy, is actually their ability to chill out. Okay, so sometimes they may indulge in a little too much self care, and forget to chase their goals, but one thing that you can never say about them, is that they do not make time for self love. Because usually they do, and then some! Being a water sign, they are constantly checking in on themselves, checking in on their feelings, and ensuring that their inner world has not been rocked too much by the harsh realities and motions of the 3d world.

Do not neglect yourself on your quest to conquer the world. How shall it be conquered without an active conqueror? Pour love into you, too. Because water is also transparent, during this time, we may be presented with mirrors that reflect our shadow selves, and aspects of ourselves that we need to allow to die, if we are to keep a clear mind for the tasks, and requirements ahead, avoiding all distraction.

 

Tarot reading – What to expect for this forthcoming full moon period – including the main theme for the remainder of this month.

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Main theme – The five of wands.

The five of wands is a card that typically presents quarrelling, competitiveness, arguments for arguments sake, and a period where everything seems to be rising in opposition against us. It is very likely for us to feel this way when undergoing periods of great change. You can almost taste sweet satisfaction, and taste success, but every time you are just about to allow happiness to settle in, a swooning memory from the past, or a potential enemy of the future comes to spoil the day. Perhaps your greatest competitor is the you from the past. So desperate to separate yourself from former perceptions, and from past experiences, you have become your own worst enemy in a bid for mass, and immense transformation, even at the expense of your own peace of mind. You must remember not to bite off more than you can chew, and not to juggle too much just because you are so desperate to prove yourself. This card can also represent standing your ground, and standing up for yourself when challenged about your thoughts, beliefs, or perspectives. It is time for you to trust yourself, to trust that you are operating in the way in which the divine would like you to,  and go fourth in your aims, and ambitions, even if it appears that you are doing so alone.

Twin flames:

What the masculine is thinking/feeling –

Page of wands.

Considering that pages are messengers, and wands cards represent the notion of taking action, doing, and moving, it is clear to see here that the masculine is experiencing, (pardon my British colloquialism), ‘ a fire up the bum’. Something within him is burning to take action, to grab hold of the world, and to use his boyish charm to make a mark on the world. Perhaps he is beginning to realise that he has been too passive in matters of the heart, and areas of his life that require him to take action. The page of wands is pretty cheeky, some might say cocky, but i just feel as if he is highly confident, because he has assessed his situation, and knows better than ever, that if you do not go after what you want with a burning enthusiasm, it will not fall into your lap. Many twin flames may find themselves in the coming weeks/months met with a new side of their twin flame, a more embracing side, a side destined to win them back over. His new found excitement may be causing friction within his existing environment, and those around him may not understand his desires to take a different path, explore new avenues, or challenge this status quo, as presented by the five of wands, but he is so determined, that he holds no qualms about going it alone!

What the feminine is thinking/feeling –

Eight of cups.

The eight of cups is all about leaving the past behind, leaving behind what no longer suits us, and delving within ourselves to provide ourselves with the nourishment that may be missing from external areas. The feminine gene-pool has been incredibly perceptive, and analytical lately. Growing tired of having the world around her constantly influence, interfere, and affect her emotional stability, she has now opted to try to take control of her own happiness. Long gone are the days where she relied upon others, or looked toward them to fulfil her. She has recognised how empty, and non-satisfactory this practice is. Perhaps she has not yet reached the peak of perfection (9 of cups), but she is no longer stuck within herself, (7 of cups), and is now very ready to take the next step in leaving the past behind, and becoming the person that she knows, that she was always destined to become. Now is not the time for her to abandon her efforts of detachment, and weeding out the useless, and the unnecessary. Much has been accomplished, but there are still things weighing her down, and causing internal, and external conflict, as presented by the five of wands.

 

Full moon manifestation meditation –

Sit with your palms faced down to the ground, so that you are centred.

Repeat,

I am allowing the things that do not resonate with me to fall away.

I am no longer a victim of the past, I am a perpetrator of the future.

I am active, I am focused, and I am determined.

I am easily able to tap into my intuitive knowing, because I am balanced, as well as focused.

The answers that I seek will come to me, even whilst I am not actively seeking them.

 

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Scorpio man, and the Sagi/Ophiuchus woman; A love tale of spiritual depth. 

  
13th astrology dates –

  
For those of you who are unaware, or who just choose to ignore the 13th zodiac, and the new shift of things, those who exist under the sun sign of Scorpio, would have, in the case of many people shifted, either to libra, or Virgo, making way for me, and my previously hidden sun sign, ‘ophiuchus’. I will go into the full details of ophiuchus later, and why she has only just recently re-emerged into our zodiac system, (though she has always existed!) 

However, I have a belief that all those who exist under Scorpio in 12th zodiac astrology, have strong elements that also relate to the traits of Scorpio. Yes, it is all a little bit confusing, and difficult to keep up with, but, it is just like the way that I identify with many, (but not all) of Sagittarius traits, even though, I have found myself to be identified as ophiuchus.
I felt absolutely compelled to write this article, spirit led me to, and there is no way that I can turn down spirit.

There is actually a special type of spiritual love that appears to keep formulating, between women belonging to the sagi/Ophiuchus sun sign, and men belonging to the sun sign of Scorpio.

Those of you who have read my article a while back on December energies will remember that I drew upon a significant relationship between the two sun signs!

There is a reported tale that Scorpio represents divine masculine energies, whilst the sign Ophiuchus represents divine feminine energy that was exiled due to the ways of patriarchy. 

Now the divine masculine Scorpio is plagued with guilt over not being able to protect his divine feminine, Ophiuchus from the persecution, and ultimate death that she suffered.

But what he doesn’t know.. Is she has been re-birthed!

For this reason, Scorpio men represent the energies of death, darkness, spiritual turmoil, psychic knowing, an internal battle between masculine and feminine energies, and for a large part, spiritual confusion.
When we finds his divine feminine again in the form of Ophiuchus something deeply within him awakens.. He is struck with the chase. He does not understand what is happening to him, but he is aware that something is taking place. 

Sceptical initially, the divine creates distance…. ‘The two then dance an eternal, internal dance…’ 
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Monthly forecast – Jan 2016 New moon in Capricorn, balancing masculine energies, and twin flames – love, with no attachments.

  
Hey guys! How are you all doing?I trust that you are all enjoying the full benefits of the predictions of my first ever new year report, based all on numerology! (If you haven’t had a chance to check it out yet, click here https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/01/08/numerology-report-2016-year-of-the-number-9-and-spiritual-advancement/   )

I promised you all that this year would be full of spiritual surprises, spiritually motivated, and spirit is wasting no time, and taking no prisoners, in manifesting instant results! This is the spiritual year of the number 9. As I mentioned before, the number 9 makes use of all of the tough lessons that it has learned, and uses creativity, and compassion, to ultimately entice success!

So success, that is what we are focusing on this year. All we really want to see, is the manifestation of all of our hard work, all of our learning, and all of our trials. What has it all amounted to? And how do we know where to start from?

This new year started as best as it could! With a new moon in Capricorn. Now, new moons, are all about the harvest, it is dark, so we do not see the moon, and as we all know, darkness is necessary, and required, for anything to grow. We started our ‘compost’, shall we say, in one of the most masculine, straight talking, and no nonsense sun signs!

Now, sometimes Capricorn gets a bad rep.. And I am even guilty of a few, ‘bad’ whisperings about Capricorn, but Capricorn is not always the cold hearted, distance, and narcissistically calculated embodiment that we have come to think it is! 

One of the reasons that Capricorn appears too straight forward, and too blunt, is because Capricorn energy is all about that drive – that drive to succeed! That intense hunger, that is willing to put emotion aside, and trust logics, in order to take action, and progress as it needs. Capricorn sees the target, and is rarely concerned about collateral damage, or who may become caught in the storm.

This is the exact template of masculine energy. Conquering. Power. Action. And determination. And that is exactly the kind of sentiments that we require to have our goals met this year, and to step outside of our comfort zones. 

Feminine energy has aided, and asssisted us all in tending to our wounds, and now… Enters the masculine father, to ensure that we do not get too caught up in dwelling in our wounds, and misfortune, and that we are now ready to take pro-active measure, to kick start our lives into action, and not re-action.

See, so not so bad after all is it?

  

As the divine feminine arrived in full effect at repetitive intervals in 2015, our main mission now, is the integration, and incorporation of the divine masculine. In order, to embrace these two opposing energies, we must change the ways in which we view masculine energy. There is nothing wrong with power. Drive. Nor ambition to succeed. It has only become perceived as ‘wrong’, because it has previously existed without the influence of the divine feminine working in harmony, and produced many of the corporate leaders, and elites that we have come to witness today. Plain sociopaths, only dedicated to the pursuit of power, at the hands of exploitation, and manipulation of others.

Now, we are seeing a new kind of power. A power that is both nurturing, and aggressive, when it needs to be. True power, (such as balanced feminine power), knows that it does not have to exercise power over others to show that it holds power. Power is something non-relative. It is all entirely dependent on the individuals journey, and ability. 

  
Twin flames; love, with non attachment.

One of the major problems, or triggers within the sacred Union template, is the desire for control. It is very likely that the power dynamics often shift, due to control measures that were used upon both twins during their childhood. They probably come from families who are also obsessed with the notion of control. Particularly on the part of the twin embodying the masculine energies. It is their lack of control in the situation that causes them to run. And it is the feminine energies desire to gain control over her love, that causes her to continue chasing, and injuring herself in the process.

Once we understand that love, and control, can not be housed in the same compound, we are one step closer to achieving harmony. Within ourselves, and within our love.

It is time to change the ways in which we view masculine energy. This will help the masculine twin in the sacred Union to make peace with himself, and begin to exercise control, and assertiveness over his life, whilst helping the feminine twin to heal the aspects of herself that associate masculinity with brutality. 

Look out for manifestations of men speaking from the heart chakra.

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December 11th New Moon in Sagittarius //(Ophiuchus). Twin Flames; into the depths of darkness, confronting the shadow, healing, and a wave goodbye to 2015.

  
  
December 11th – portal closure.

Opened 11/11 novembers new moon.

For the purposes of those whom are unaware, and still abide by the 12th zodiac, western astrology, I have included the sun/star sign of Sagittarius within this article, although by 13th zodiac astrology, technically, this new moon is representative of the energy traits of Ophiuchus.

Now, I will go into deal about what the 13th zodiac is all about, what it represents, and why it was so hidden, and buried for approximately 2000 years, whilst alienated from main stream, modern astrology!

Truly, the ultimate facts are amazing, and I cannot wait to fully unveil them, as it is my birthday on the 10th of December, and I found no better time to reveal this knowledge, than now! 

I will briefly go into some of the traits, and aspects of the energy, and enchanting symbolism behind ophiuchus, in order to get you all to understand what this new moon is all about, and what it means for spiritual enlightenment, twin flames, and where we are on our healing journey. 

Before I get into all that, I would once again like to discuss the significance of the number 11. And how it has played a hand in all of this. 

The last new moon was also on the 11th, was actually 11/11, and symbolised the opening of a universal/energetic portal, a portal led, and ruled, by Scorpio.

The number 11 is by nature a gateway number, and has often been referred to as a spiritual gateway, or as I have referenced, portal. As represented by the shape of the number 11, appearing as two pillars, and symbolising dual natures working simultaneously, which of course we all know, govern existence, (masculine and feminine, yin and yang, night and day, light and shadow, life and death.

And that is all that scorpio’s energy is about, along with the energy of the number 11 – the integration of two opposing, yet complimentary sides, ultimately culminating in life and death, the underworld, and the afterlife.

Scorpio holds a powerful energy of transformation, rebirth, and immortality, (inevitably related to healing, as sickness and ultimately death is a natural process of life).

Life path number 11’s will be very familiar with their otherworldly tendencies, their exposure to a world rarely seen by many, often in the form of extra sensory perception, psychic abilities, or strong intuition. 

I like to think of Scorpio as a very primal energy, signifying its richness, antiquity, and divinity. This can be interpreted from the actual animal itself being one of the first created animals on this earth, pre dating all mammals, as it is well adapted with adjusting to changing climates and temperatures. It has existed through it all, and has an appropriate amount of knowledge, and endurance to show for it!

Ultimately, the shaman.

  
The initiatory path.

For this reason, I view Scorpio, and the energy associated with Scorpio to be the iniatory path, into the darkness, into the shadow, and into the true underworld that is the sun sigh of Ophiuchus – November 30th-December 17th.

Ophiuchus is actually the intermediary between Scorpio, and Sagitarius, and actually possesses many more Scorpion traits in my opinion, than traditionally Sagittarius traits.

  
Scorpio and Ophiuchus are all about mysteries, secrecy, and ‘hidden’ knowledge. Many people attribute such qualities as being withdrawn, contemplative, quiet, and suspicious with those carrying Scorpion energy, and this comes as no surprise, as they are natural channels, and shamans on the path,  therefore unless they develop a creative outlet, there is no other way to express their inner world. You can hardly find yourself talking to the everyday ordinary person about how you near enough hear voices in your head, (or gut rather), and can practically predict the future, and know things that you cannot explain.

Scorpio is all about the inner world, once again, ‘hidden’, and shrouded in secrecy. Introversy, and high levels of empathy are associated with both scoripos energy, and that of Ophiuchus. I like to refer to them as the old souls, as they both possess unparalleled magnetic ism, and intense sexual energy, (once again to do with them being primal, and ancient, such as kundalini, and essentially healing). These are energies that cannot be destroyed, and continue to manifest coiled up at the pit of each soul, waiting to be awakened. Souls who posssses these sun signs are not only awakened, but they ARE the awakening.

Now before I get off track, Ophiuchus energy is also associated with being primal, as it is represented by the serpent. 

There is so much occult knowledge, and spiritual stigma surrounding the serpent being, and in my humble opinion, it is the perfect symbol of transmutation, alchemy and healing. The snake is an animal which has the ability to ‘shift’, or rather alter realities, when it is ready to sacrifice itself, and allow apart of itself to die, becoming reborn in the process. It is Scorpio that leads us through the dark path, which can only be described as the death, the shedding of the skin.

  
Ophiuchus is all about healing, the path of the healer, and the occult knowledge that belongs to the healer, as a result of undergoing the initiation process – the death, in which case, Ophiuchus is the revival.

 This symbol is still present with us among modern times, and is often used in hospital, or medical institutions to convey medicinal, and healing properties. 

This is of course all about subliminal planting, as on some level, those who have kept these symbols around, are aware that they are still embedded somewhere in our subconscious, and therefore, instantly recognisable for its purposes.

The symbol is often represented as the rod of Asclepius, or, instead consisting of two snakes spiralling upward, ‘the caduceus’ taking the shape and form of the DNA helix. This is also believed to be elaboration for the alchemical, and transformational principles of this astrological sign. 

As memories from previous incarnations, soul imprints/missions, and karma is stored within the DNA, the unlocking of an energy of this sort, is thought to give birth to hidden, divine knowledge, whether by access of the akashic records, or by full blown kundalini awakening. (It is no surprise that both my twin and I are of these two signs).

Not many are aware, but the sign of Ophiuchus is also the astrological symbol for the woman, who is represented by the number 13, (which has since been darkened by the intensions of patriarchal dominance, and the silencing of the divine feminine).

It is the woman who is the original healer, keeper of the secrets, and the knowledge, accessed by the fact that she herself is a portal, much like the number 11. The divine flows through her. This can be symbolised by the shaping of the yoni, (the vaginal lips), which also take the form of two pillars, some may say a gateway. And woman has long been brought healing and forbidden, sacred knowledge by the presence of the serpent. They hold a sacred relationship that is as old as mankind.

  
The integration of dual sides, is the ultimate goal of this new moons energy. This will have presented itself in the form of the shadow self, and the dark night of the soul that was activated by the opening of these energies on 11/11, the last new moon.

Attention drawn toward the shadow self would have taken us in, to face the aspects of the self that we chose to ignore, or repress in everyday interactions, (but still know that it exists).

The shadow self may be associated with rage, hyper alertness to sensitivity/perceived abandonment, excessive jealousy, or manipulation, and will have been directly born as a result of an injury (psychological), dating back to childhood – particularly in the case of twin flames. 

For twin flames, it could very well be their twin who has been triggering these issues within them, all for the purposes of healing, and transmutation.

The dark night of the soul does not only manifest itself as depression, but can also present itself as mental foginess, procrastination, and inability to progress. Often times, the universe//source//the most high, will slow us down, and bring us to our knees, so that we can be still, and take heed to the messages that are trying to be conveyed to us.

The journeying into the shadow self will include many images/flash backs to child hood memories, and you could even find yourself coming across objects, people of significance from your past. This is all intended to re-connect you with certain periods in your life, and help you to understand why your shadow self may only have grown more vicious over time.

Beware – as triggers are usually the way that source delivers these intuitive messages to us. If you keep stumbling accross emotions that are difficult to swallow, (loneliness, frustration, fear), then take all of these as alerts to yourself, from your soul.

Once again, ‘hidden knowledge’, as the journey toward self discovery, and the integration of the shadow self is so personal and intimate.

Twin Flame message.

You can take it as the energy that is currently ruling is in the favour of feminine flow, and this will directly affect the way that both twins think of, and view one another. Transformation is imminent. Not only are both twins faced with their own shadow self, but upon doing so, they gain a new understanding, and perception for the shadow aspects of their twin flame, and recognise how the entire path is paved with these difficult trials.

This new moon is all about acceptance of the initiatory path, and the surrender, to the knowledge, and the teaching that it brings. Even if we do not necessarily understand what is happening, and why, we are aware that we are underneath the guidance of something bigger than us, and we are far more interested in furthering our healing missions, than forcefully provoking reunion.

‘Twin flame runners’, who are operating at an energy that may be classified as highly masculine/logical, will have no choice but to let the light in, and undergo their own process of illumination. 

Feminine energy, though passive, is powerful, and she will no longer take no for an answer! She has returned, after thousands of years, and is ready to bless everybody on the path with the knowledge that she carries. She has witnessed the imbalances created in her absence, and Scorpio is also relying on her to transform his dark energies. 

As we smoothly transition into the sun sign of actual Sagittarius, from December 18th, we are likely to experience the freedom, change, and exploratory energies that Sagittarius brings!

Finally making it out of the otherside, we will have endured an entire death, healing, and rebirth process, in such a short amount of time, and should be more ready than ever to put our new skills, and spiritual abilities to the test!

If you were experiencing particularly abnormal, or chaotic dreams, they are likely to calm down, or once again be easily forgotten upon waking, unless you record them..

As I have mentioned before, intuitively, and astrologically, 2016 is going to be an amazing year for twin flames, old souls, and healers! It is the year for dramatic change, compassion and resolution. 2+1+6=9, the number of completion, and wholeness, (the additional number of mine and my twins life paths!)

Do not despair if your twin is still undergoing the dark night process, this usually just means that they are at a different level of the spiritual process, and just need a little bit of time catching up, and accepting that the serpent is not the enemy once depicted in mythology. But rather, the poison, is the very medicine.

  
This is an absolutely spectacular time! 

Women – you are returning! Men – you are awakening, and I can not wait to trigger my own change with the numerological earth age of 5 (23). 

Ophiuchus energy breaks the status quo- all over again, man and woman are uniting to rebel against the powers that be, and eating from the tree of knowledge! 

  

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How Numerology/Astrology could have saved me from a failed love story.. Sample Report Version. 

  
Well, I thought what a better example to use than myself.

I experienced two life changing, transforming unions over the past few years. The first, was my ‘false twin flame’, twin flame prep, or rather ‘karmic attachment, and the second, was my actual twin flame, the true love of my soul. And guess what, both of them were the life path of 11. 

So I know what you are thinking, that pretty much means they were the same right? And that is why I confused the first with being my actual twin flame instead of a prep? Well, yes, and no. Those belonging to the same life path group may indeed mimick one another in a magnitude of ways, but depending on the individuals actual energetic imprint, and other influencing factors, such as star sign, two souls belonging to the same life path will vary in different ways.

So yes, both of these two men shared similar life path 11 energies, thriving internal worlds, intense intuition, and sensitivity, but they articulated this very differently.

  
My false twin flame was not a horrible man. If he was, I would never have fallen so deeply for him, (despite the fact that he was such an avid manipulator, who’s ego wouldn’t have had things any other way). He was simply consumed, by many things associated with being a wounded healer upon this journey, particularly narcissism.

My false twin was a Capricorn. Known for their seemingly cold, stand-offish and closed nature. Combined with being a life path 11, his thriving intuition and chaotic inner world meant that he developed an extra stern, and hard exterior, as not to let any news slip of his internal drama!

Capricorns, (men especially), have been taught from an early age that outward displays of emotion do not garner affectionate responses, and therefore tend to withhold emotion (viewing this as a statement of power), whilst finding ways to punish those who do open up, and who show a level of emotion that causes them to feel uncomfortable. 

So how was my life path 11 twin flame any different?

  

Well, for one, he was a Scorpio. Now scorpions, men especially, are known for their intensity, emotionally, and romantically. He was the 11 who was open about the chaos that became of his mind, allowing me the open space to reciprocate, opening up about my own experiences with over thinking as a life path 7, and cultivate an open trusting, intimate bond.

Scorpions are very sensitive to rejection, so whilst, my false twin was with holding emotion as a form of power/punishment/dominance, my true twin flame, simply held in his emotion through fear of being rejected, not through malice, not through manipulation, but through a fear of not being enough.

The Capricorn however, in his state of deprivation, had managed to convince himself that not only was he ‘enough’, but in-fact, was ‘too much’, and I should have been lucky to know him – cheeky or what?!
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Me via cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk to set up an appointment. 

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