Twin Flame (Divine lovers) Weekly Reading – 10th- 16th;The loyalties & disloyalty of the shadow self, abandonment consciousness, and Masculine rebirth.

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Main theme – Five of swords, What is occurring for both twins – Two of swords, Masculine – Page of swords, Knight of swords, The wheel of fortune, Feminine – The lovers, The fool, Six of pentacles. 

Numerological calculation break down – 10TH – The alpha and the omega. The beginning, and the ending of the all that is. God consciousness – unity consciousness, and the acceptance of masculine-feminine duality, conclusions, and understanding – 16th (7) – Lessons gained through spiritual hardship and karmic cycles.

The 5 of swords this week, is representative of the shadow aspects of the self. This is all about the sneaky behaviours, and selfish interests that we embody throughout our desires to escape our emotional pain, possibly through manipulation of others, victimisation of ourselves, and failure to take responsibility for what we do.

There is a LOT of mental activity occurring this week within both divine lovers minds. There is a lot of back and forth-ing, and beating themselves up over the things that they have been struggling, or previously refusing to accept within themselves. As mentioned in the general weekly reading, this is introducing a process of anti resistance; the five of swords, and the two of swords, is the process before they settle into this anti resistance method, and actually give up all of the mental chatter, and calamity that is happening for/to them.

We find ourselves going very, very deeply within this week – perhaps deeper than we would have liked to, but this is very necessary for tapping into unconscious realms of realisation. It is like a rabbit hole that we must fall into, in order to be reborn, and revived. We have to hit our lowest point, for us to accept some home truths.

The five of swords is confronting the shadow aspect of ourselves that actually enjoys, and even attracts, and welcomes drama, and conflict subconsciously. There is much about the dark side thus far that has been drawing us, and I feel that it is more to do with our separation from self, and our misunderstanding about who we truly are – and what we deserve, and what others deserve from us. This is the type of dysfunction that is often born from growing in a traumatic childhood, or experiencing some type of childhood abuse. There is usually some pushing and pulling, polarity and division consciousness that occurs within us. In reality, the feminine, and the masculine aspects of ourselves, and the higher self, and the shadow self, should be united, respectively, as one.. But certain environments, and upbringings do not allow for the nurturing, or understanding of both.. Growing up in a culture where these two roles were very much separated, and exaggerated will also cause this type of conflict – such as heavily religious backgrounds, that regarded the shadow self in shame, and rejection, or patriarchal structures, that insist on men being hyper masculine, and women being reactive, and entirely submissive.. Hopefully now – we have all learnt, that hyper masculinity is just as toxic to the person embodying the masculine energy, as excessive submission, and powerlessness is to the one embodying feminine energies. The masculine who is hyper masculine is very much disconnected from his feelings, and therefore himself, brutalising him in a sense, whilst the feminine who is hyper feminine, is stuck in victim consciousness, and therefore grows spiteful, often hateful, resentful, and vengeful – psychologically that is. 

You have to be honest with yourself this week about the relationship templates that you create. These things are not just happening to you for no reason. You are not just falling into these situations. You DO play a vital role in this. For the masculine, he may be coming into the realisation that he has been ruled by his own selfish desires, and manipulative tendencies, with the wheel of fortune on his side. This is quite a blow in the face, because he is also realising how he has actually inherited these behaviours, if not directly from his father, then from somewhere in his culture, or genetic line. Perhaps his own mother, or other women who are important to him in his life, have faced the similar fate – of the selfish actions of the masculine template, and he is realising now that he too is embodying this toxicity. His fear of being abandoned – has caused him, to become the one who does the abandoning. 

Let us take a look back – all of the way back, to the masculine archetype. This is a very primal, carnal energy.. Right, the masculine had to hunt for decades, he had to face, and brave many dangerous situations, go to wars, leaving behind his family, and detaching from his emotions in that way. This was the original wound. The separation from source, (God). In order for him to be able to commit these acts, for the most part, he had to suppress, or relinquish altogether the feminine energy that existed within him, otherwise, the pain of these acts, would be too overwhelming. At this time, sexual intercourse, was the only way that the masculine could experience tapping into this feminine/divine energy once more, or feeling close/attached to something. Because his main drive was populating the earth – his desire to do so, coupled with his detachment coping mechanisms, meant that he pretty much became ‘promiscuous’, if you would put it in such terms. 

Now, what has happened is, as we have moved into higher realms of consciousness, been exposed to the new world, and elevate as humans, we are moving away from our primal, and carnal desires, and actually becoming more centered as a civillised, and aware species, which means, we should no longer be ruled by these primitive activation codes. A lot of the masculine templates, particularly those embodying hyper masculine templates, are struggling with this elevation, particularly the re-integration of divine feminine energies – which is granting them empathy, and self awareness. Yes, THIS is what is occurring currently this week! 

The feminine – had no choice, in the olden days, but to stay with the family – unprotected, and bound to her duty as the feminine – which first bred the abandonment consciousness, and the internal resentment towards the masculine; although, these were just the cards that they were both dealt. Now this wound continuously manifested over time, creating further division, and polarity among the masses – and ‘twin flames’, or sacred lovers, as you will, incarnated with the exaggeration of both of these templates, for a reason. Only those carrying the original wound, can transform it. Now, many believe that this wound goes back to the father wound, but it actually goes even deeper – it’s the entire masculine wound; The father, is simply the main embodiment of this, or rather, the materialisation of.

The masculine is desperate for change this week – through his new found understanding, and realisation, documented by the knight of swords. Perhaps things have recently blown up in his face, and he cannot afford to be the same person anymore. The page of swords transitioning into the knight of swords shows his rapid  mental maturity. Some sort of realisation or loss has definitely kicked him into awareness, he is more aware now of what is at stake – and it really is a battle for his soul, because he will NEVER be fulfilled, unless he confronts these issues. 

With the two of swords, there may be a decision that he is making this week, possibly, based on the third party situation that was previously discussed. He will have to let some people down this week, but this means maturity, especially if one of those persons, is him. Breaking away from things & people who serve his selfish desires to feel wanted/needed. 

The knight of swords charging in could represent his fast return/message to the feminine, after he has made up his mind about what he wants. However, with the fool card present on the side of the feminine, it appears as if she too has a decision to make, and very well could be walking away from him. There is a sense here however, that she is not at a loss, because she has taken something from this situation, most likely lessons, and wisdom. She has a sense of direction now, has learned and grown from her mistakes, and is actually, no longer the fool.

The six of pentacles on her side, also calls fairness into question. Is/Was this love fair to her? Is it equal? Or was one person carrying all of the weight? Does she have enough energy/resources to put into this situation? Or is she bleeding herself dry? Perhaps there has been a part of her subconsciously, that has enjoyed victimisation in this way – because it allows her to lash out at the masculine, and demand, over, and over again that he proves his love, and devotion – further exhausting the both of them!

The lovers card also on the feminine side, is her re-assessing her past relationships. Karma rears its head again this week to say, ‘AHA! You see this pattern? This is going to keep appearing unless you do something’. Perhaps the page of swords is revealing to her that she is attracted to this baby boy syndrome, the wounded, narcissist lover who has not quite faced himself, and his issues fully – because she too is unwilling to be fully honest, and truthful with herself about some things – particularly in regards to self worth, and being deserving. It has been easy for her (her shadow self rather), to attract these types of lovers, because then she can just sit back, and fall into her victim-hood, and say, ‘You see – I knew he was a bad guy. I knew he was going to leave me’, instead of taking responsibility for her own shadow. Subconsciously, she knows that if she entered a relationship with somebody who was more balanced, they would soon notice that she was imbalanced, and she would have had to make more of an effort to heal – which her shadow self was previously unprepared to do!

There is a reversal in karmic energy this week, that is so primal, and so many centuries old, that I do not even feel like I can articulate it.. If you are feeling strange this week, it’s okay, things are being rearranged on a cellular level. Times have changed now. Spiritual consciousness has made it so that more and more of the masculine souls are becoming more in touch with their spiritual/emotional self, whilst the feminine souls are no longer bound financially, or for safety purposes, and can now walk away from a situation that depletes their soul…This shadow work, particularly of the masculine, is clearing karmic templates for the feminine, of pain, distress, helplessness, and abandonment. 

I would once again like to affirm, that forgiveness is SO key this week! Please feminine, be the strength that I know you can be..Without forgiveness, the karmic cycle will recycle itself.. And you have great work here to be done to not allow that to occur!

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

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What is the quickening?


What is the quickening?

The quickening can be described as a time when vast revelations, realisations, and enhanced perceptions are coming into play.

It is a point that most of humanity reach within the matrix, where it becomes apparent that there is a clear divide between the world of illusion, and the world of truth, and one of these truths become the one thing that once seemed illusionary, and slightly delusional – ‘Anything is possible’.

This is referred to as a quickening because traditionally, such revolutionary ideals about human consciousness, and the transition/progression of humanity as a collective took hundreds, even thousands of years to cement, and take place, however during a quickening, everybody seems to catch on pretty quick, and experience this grand, and vast change simultaneously.

This is a movement for the human psyche, although it may affect some individuals far more greatly, and the effects of the shift may be more apparent in those who were already accepting of this coming change, rest assured, it WILL have a profound impact on everybody.. And you will notice within the coming days many people who seemed as anti conspiracy, and anti hippie as possible spewing revolutionary ideals.

Once the veil of illusion has been lifted, people get to see that if the life they have lived has been a lie, then what is the truth? Beckoning them to go out in search for their OWN truths? Calling them to detach from the pseudo reality that has been served to us, and pursuing the manifestation of their own reality – no matter how wondrous, or complex.

This, is the quickening. Once they have made this desire to tap into their own inner worlds, their ability to tap into their dream dimension, and bring it into fruition, will have them living in a state that almost appears as a dream world. This is because it is..

Unplug from the collective dream of agendas, and dogma… And step into your own.

The world is y(ours). 


There is no way that you have not felt the new wave of ascension & elevation energy that has/& is currently pouring through.

This energy tends to arrive with, or rather as a pressure, pushing things intently to the surface& pushing other vital things away, in response.

This is all about no longer having the wool pulled over our eyes. Our rose tinted glasses are officially being removed& we are being asked to see the truth of ourselves, our lives, our governments, our parents, our societies, and our cultural backgrounds.

This is the truth coming in an a large scale& as we see hirearchal systems crumbling apart&not being as stable, trustworthy, or reliable as we once thought, (think brexit), we are being asked to take a deeper look at how we govern ourselves, and even better… Why we have allowed all of these systems to rule & control our modes of thinking&being, when there is nothing remotely perfect or sound about them?

This is the ultimate reclaiming of self.

Relationships falling apart at this time ARE a blessing.

I can almost guarantee that these will be relationships that mirrored past relationships, or, you may have noticed that conditions only grew worse because you once again, did not learn to hone your intuition.
Those of us who have been doing this work for a while, empaths& highly sensitive old souls will acknowledge we have broken through the thresh hold of duality, yes, we still experience moments of old triggering& alerts to the inner child (who is recovering, at its own pace), but we have become much more adapt at being aware of what our inner child is trying to say, and how to soothe/nourish it.

Our manifestation abilities are absolutely soaring, as we realise that the 5th dimension& the path to true soul evolution/magiks, has always been encoded within the mind, and within the self.

You must see your shadow self, in a new light, face to face, in order for you to know what to leave behind.

This is not the process of becoming, this is the process of un-doing, coming home to the self& returning to whom we always were.

The remembrance&the quickening – call it what thou will. 

Full moon in Leo! Our first full moon of the year, journey to self empowerment, twin flames, what it means, and what we have all been feeling. 

  

Hey guys! I am so excited to be back with you all, for another year, sharing all of my findings, and uniting with you, in spiritual fire!

Yes, fire, and heat, because that is all that our glorious FIRST full moon of the year will be focusing on this month.

Okay, so before I start, let me just give you all a little bit of information, about our bright, and blazing zodiac Leo! 

Leo is an absolutely brilliant zodiac to begin the first full moon of the year with, and I am so excited that in the first month, we were greeted with the energy of Capricorn, and now, the equally stormy energy of Leo! This is definitely indicative of the fact that this year (numerological year of the number 9), is taking absolutely no breaks in propelling us toward self actualisation, and our ultimate best!

This is definitely not the year of sitting around, and feeling sorry for ourselves, oh no, this is the year of fighting, of leadership, of standing up, and standing out!

Leo is often referred to as Leo, the lion, and this is because of everything that the zodiac of Leo represents. Strength, leadership, security, and empowerment.

When we think of the lion, we think of an animal that is in charge of their territory, seemingly fearless, whilst still remaining true to its loyalties, of family gathering, and responsibilities to the work, and home, in the case of the lion, ‘hunting’, going after what you want, and ensuring that this benefits not only you, but the community that you are providing for.

In this instance, this moon is all about creativity, self empowerment, and truth! How does our creativity serve those around us? How is our creativity fitting in with our truth? Are we digging deep enough, and offering the most authentic version of ourselves? Are we using our pain to motivate us? Or, are we still using our pain as an excuse to remain flaccid, dormant, and inactive!

Sweetheart, this year, is not the spoon feeder! It will not allow us to delve so deeply into our wounds, that we remain demotivated in the same ways that last year allowed us to. Last year was very much about the welcoming, and re-integration of feminine energies, whereas this year, is all about the integration of masculine energy, and realising how this energy can be our friend, and actually propel us toward our highest heights.

Now, this is very important within the twin flame setting, especially for the female twin flames who usually happen to also be the stayers. It is important to challenge your relationship with men, and the ways in which you view men, especially the twin flame women who have estranged ,or strained relationships with their fathers. Healing this blockage, will offer you entirely new perspective on the twin flame union, especially your own.

Sure, masculine energy can seem like a pain. Especially if it is hyper masculine. But masculine energy does not have to be viewed in the sense of overpowering, and conquering, and we can take this full moon to see how it can actually motivate us, to chase our goals, and not to dwell on past miseries!

  
Empowerment is not meant to be scary!

For many old soul, healer types, empowerment may be confused as confrontation, and the thought of confrontation for those types, is just enough to send them over the emotional, and energetic edge, fretting with anxiety, and a racing pulse. But, it is time for us, to re-invent the ways in which we perceive empowerment, and wing true to ones self. Your duty on this earth is all about speaking your truth, not only that, but BEING your truth. It is time to self actualise. To realise how valuable, and necessary your voice is, and to come out of the timidity that causes you to be shy, or uncertain about standing your ground.

You must stand your ground, and protect your tetritory, just as the lion does! 

Creativity is absolutely magnificent, because it offers us the opportunity for alchemy, transforming something less than desirable (ie pain), into something valuable, like wisdom, and awakening for the masses. Most of my best poetry, and pieces were post twin flame separation, and during my dark night of the soul!

It is time for us to focus on how negative experiences can be utilised beneficially on our journey, and acknowledging that they do NOT have to paralyse us.

Has your art, and your creative flow been honest lately, are you digging in as deeply to ypurself, and your truth as possible? Or are you still afraid of what people may make of your truth. The best art is naked, vulnerable, unconcerned with societal perception. The ones whom it is meant for, need it more than anything.

  
How brave, and bold the lion is.

The lion has absolutely zero use for fitting in, and blending into normality. It’s mane alone speaks of its desire to take charge, and to be recognised for the divine creature that it is! The message from this full moon in Leo, is encouraging you to step outside of yourself, to be the divine instrument of love, light and truth that you are, regardless to the ways in which this may intimidate the other animals within the jungle.

You can no longer be concerned with upsetting others, nor offending them, when so much is at stake! You are a warrior of truth, and a way shower, so please continue to show the way, even if you have to burn some bridges, and set some bushes on fire in the process. Ofcourse, the lion knows that its responsibility to itself, and its pack means that it is less than favourable with the other species that share inhabitance with it, but what does the lion care? As I mentioned, there is far more at stake than being ‘liked’ here.

Twin flames; a lesson in empowerment, not victim consciousness.

 

In the lion family, within the animal kingdom, there is a very clear order, and hirearchy. Yes, the male lion is considered to be the leader of the pack, but rather, it is the female lion who may tame him, and whom he takes heed to. But do not be mistaken, the female lion is equally as vicious, if not more than her male counterparts, particularly if she is protecting her young, or if she has been left to fend for herself!

This is a very important lesson for the twin flame female in the union, (the one embodying mostly feminine energies) to realise. She is a powerful, and unstoppable force all on her own. And being ‘on her own’, is actually an opportunity for an acceleration of her strength, and not the opposite. 

The kingdom is hers.. Whether or not her ‘king’ is currently present. So, what if he has other territory to cover? Parts of the wilderness left explored, more hunting to do? Does this mean that he should be persecuted? His freedom stunted? Or should he be celebrated for his fiery determination, and desire for strength?

Traditionally, and biologically, the female is the stayer, the one who keeps watch of the forteess, and awaits for the male to return from hunting. But why should we adhere to familiar doctrine?

This full moon in Leo asks all twin flame women to seek wholeness by becoming that very masculine energy that they so desire, and admire. Not chasing it, but becoming it. It holds so very much to teach.

Once she can shift her perception in this way, her twin flame runner is no longer an enemy, or a perpetrator, because she is no longer a victim.
Full moon meditation –

I stand strong in my truth.

I am one with my truth.

I am capable of immense, and powerful manifestation.

I am a warrior, not a victim.
Blessed be my sacred beings ~
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