General Weekly Reading – 17th-23rd April 2017 – The beauty of simplicity, the simplicity of beautiful living/Karmic bonds – unchained.

 

 

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Main theme, (9 of cups), Surrounding cards – 5 of pentacles, 6 of cups, the moon, 8 of pentacles, king of wands.

Numerological breakdown calculation – 17th (8) – 23rd (5) – karma, infinity, unconditional love, freedom from restriction, liberation, freedom from exile – change, freedom, new beginnings, death//rebirth.

The 9 of cups as the main theme is representative of emotional fulfillment, satisfaction, happiness, and contentment. What is your greatest wish? That which leaves one feeling safe, secure, and supported.

There is likely an incident that takes place either earlier this week, or at some mid point in the week that causes us to experience a state of bliss. Despite how small, or momentary, this even causes us to seek more joy, or greater splendor. Is it a wish that you wishes into existence? Perhaps peace, and harmony at the state of a new found joy.

For you are able to experience the smaller things, the birds in the morning, the sky in the evenings.. It is all apart of a greater puzzle, despite the struggle that the 5 of pentacles teases us with.

Our near past was filled with a lot of strife, and our inner strength takes us on a peaceful journey to set to work for what we want.

Th 8 of pentacles is baby steps and concentration. Rome was certainly not build in a day, and patience shows great faith.

Things are coming together in a beautiful way, once we allow them to.

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Abundance is the fruits of your labour. What you have worked for, and will work for that seats across the table from you now.

Beware of the 5 of pentacles energy of being or feeling deprived, or worn down this week. It does not seem to pose too great of a threat, however, it is still smart to be mindful of.

The 6 of cups is that sense of delight from the past. Maybe nostalgia or positive past memories that reconcile you with a simpler time – your connection to peace, happiness, frivolousness, and joy.

The king of wands KNOWS what life is about, when we forget, this king energy is here to remind us of why we work so hard.

To serve.

And what do we serve?

We serve God, or our source, our creator, in every moment that we show our appreciation.

This lie that you have been telling yourself is coming to an end gradually with the 5 of pentacles. Feeling abandoned, isolated, and mistreated is an old paradigm. It is associated with you having to purge yourself of drama, karma, and trauma that you took on from those around you. Your familiars.

What was not yours to keep..

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The king of wands is this new found strength in the battlefield. You may find yourself this week feeling like you can conquer anything, and you can, it is all in your attitude.

This is a week of karmic returns. It could be old loves returning to give you some perspective, new insight, and to help you to let go of your poverty mentality.

You worked for this. If you have been putting in the work, this week it is going to show.

The moon represents illumination, so we are feeling things very clearly this week, instead of thinking them, or seeing them, pay attention to your feelings.

It’s a time of being very connected to our emotions. We may be drawing information, and inspiration from our dreams, or even experiencing a whole new reality when we sleep. Your dreams this week could be very interesting in terms of pointing the way for you to understand yourself more, and process all of your emotions.

For many, your divination skills are growing, and you can almost cut through the falsity and the fallacies with great accuracy, just to see the truth. Cancelling out whatever on the way is a non-truth, or doing you a disservice.

Generosity, friendship, kindness – the simple things in life. Somebody may give you flowers. Somebody may stop you on the street and tell you how beautiful you are.

It is giving, and receiving, and being open to it all. It’s all about warmth, and safety, and protection, and if you have a guardian angel, or a specific deity, or somebody passed who you feel watched over you, you’re likely to really feel them this week.

The 6 of cups could be a sign, or a message from a loved one that you have really been waiting for.

There is likely a transparency in your relationships this week, suggesting you completed much work last week in facing up to, and eradicating some of the lasting bonds associated with blockages to do with intimacy, and community building.

Likely, the contentment from the 9 of cups comes from a relationship of passion, or honour, platonic or romantic. Enjoy this, you worked for this simpler time – to reap its rewards.

p The three P’s –

  • Passion.
  • Power.
  • Purpose.

Are highlighted to us once again this week. In order for us to exercise personal power, we need to have a passion towards life, towards what we do, we NEED to believe in life once again, and this week may serve as the reminder for why we should..

Our purpose is this passion, mixed with this power, and the results that it creates!

 

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Last week, I taught about two deities from various religious/spiritual faiths;  The archangel Gabriel, from the Christian faith, and the goddess Harmonia from the ancient Greek traditions. 

This week presents a story of triumph for both – especially the divine feminine, and we will be learning more about a popular, and prominent figure of feminine inspiration, and victory against the odds – Esther Afua Ocloo, a Ghanaian female entrepreneur who came from poverty, and also came to establish a world wide name for herself, and her business organisations.

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The feminine awakens even more this week to her divine gifts, and is able to sit in her heart space even more, making her healing even MORE potent, because she does not hold onto ill feeling, resentment, or so much confusion about her chosen path, or her chosen past.

The masculine is making forward movement and progression once again finally – and could be seeking some type of counselling, support, or community in order to  create a reformation of his thoughts, or general character. The destination is clear. They both recognise now that there is so much more to life, and the next weeks will see them position themselves in a place to live from point 0.  No past. And an abundant future. This 10 year takes full effect.

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I decided to draw a number of extra cards this week, as I felt that there was a lot of energy that wanted to reveal itself. The Rumi oracle card chosen, is ‘The passion for purpose’ card, which sets our souls ablaze..

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Twin Flame *DAILY* Reading 28th-29th January 2017.

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Main theme//Unified energy – 10 of pentacles, Masculine – Ace of cups, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – 9 of swords, Feminine – The devil, The energy the feminine projects to the masculine – Ace of wands.
The 10 of pentacles suggests a lot of future thinking, and future projecting for both twin flames at this time.. Something has sparked their minds to think long term, perhaps a burst of maturity that has come with recent harsh life events, or, perhaps even the energy of the new moon in Aquarius, which propels us into future, and forward progressive thinking. The 10 of pentacles is the question, How will my future look? There could be a growing concern about if they are truly doing the work required to live out all of the dreams that they once conjured within their minds? All twin flames are very imaginative, and creative, and idealistic, so it comes as no surprise that they built big childhood dreams for themselves, and now .. It is time to implement, and put in the work that could see these dreams be a reality..
There could be some worry about finances, how they are going to make it to the finish, and this manifests in different ways..

For the masculine, the ace of cups could suggest that his worries about the future, and about finances right now are in relation to this new birth of a child who has arrived to him. He may be dedicated in his efforts at this time to ensure that he does not make the same mistakes with his child that were made with him – ie passing on poverty consciousness. This could have lit a fire underneath his ass to work harder towards his goals.. Alternatively, the ace of cups could represent this more intimate, and open version of himself that is attempting to emerge.
He is definitely getting more mature, and for some reason, thoughts of being alone, or ending up along have played heavily on his mind lately. He is ready to take greater responsibility of what he does, to ensure that this does not end up happening. The 10 of pentacles could be him thinking, will I ever have this happy family dynamic? He is conflicted between this new emotional beginning that penetrates, and the pressing urge to focus on his finances. How to make that money LONG, is his greatest concern at this time..

With the 9 of swords, he is projecting to the feminine, and allowing her to see just how worried he is.. He is stressing himself out a lot at this time, and this may cause the feminine to randomly have dreams of, or feelings of panic, and anxiety, because she is so emotionally connected to him.. He may be suffering from sleepless nights because all he is doing is worrying about money. Maybe he has lost a job, maybe his job is not paying enough, maybe he is having conflict, and arguments with his family members about his finances, and so he may seem a little distant from the feminine at this time, became he has a lot to sort out. I feel as if there is an opportunity that he is not seeing because apart of him is quite addicted to chaotic consciousness – always thinking that something is going wrong, and that he does not have enough time.

With the ace of wands, the feminine is offering much emotional, and spiritual support, either directly, or through her ways of living, and being.. She is working hard to turn the fire that is lit under her ass into progress.. Do not get it twisted. She is feeling the intensity of these changes too.. Along with the call to mature, and level up in many ways, however, she is trying to take it all in her stride, by learning what needs to be learned, and adjusting accordingly.. She may reach out to the masculine to offer him a show of strength, or almost to show him – look, it is done this way.. It is definitely time for change, and she is aiding him energetically to realise that he must make these changes, and if he continues to fight them, he will only have more sleepless nights.. Masculine.. Just allow the feminine to help you.

The devil card is the temptation from the feminine to go back to old ways. They are both so feverishly fighting against the old. And there are a lot of low vibrational thoughts, habits, and tendencies that they both picked up from their traumatic childhoods that they are being asked to identify at this time.. The feminine could be dealing with issues of attachment. She may have been triggered because of the masculines distance, to start obsessing over him again, and forget all of the work that she has done to preserve herself thus far…
She needs to remember that she cannot tie the masculine to her, he has his own life, and his own journey. Even if he may have recently returned with a message, this does not mean that it is time for her to claim ownership. She needs to continue to work on herself.. Remembering that all paths lead back to her.
The temptation to engage in negative thoughts, or abusive cyclical behaviour when she feels neglected needs to be FOUGHT. Release control.. The devil may actually be symbolic of YOU at this time… Trying to chain the masculine down, and keep him a ploy, or a theme in your own desires to be happy.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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General Weekly Reading October 31st-November 5th; Creativity, creation, and the expressions of the inner child.

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Main theme, (page of wands), The fool, The sun, Knight of swords, Eight of swords.

 Numerological break down calculation – 31 (4) – Stability, order, structure, organisation, & understanding – 5 – change, freedom, liberation, travel.

The page of wands is symbolic of messages from the inner child. This is the creative part of ourselves that deeply wishes to establish itself. Do you remember the fondness of your youth? The way it felt as if you were experiencing everything for the first time as apart of a magical reality? All of your gifts? All of your talent? All of that which made you come alive?

This is the hand of inspiration, and the gift of feminine energy that remains untapped – free flowing.

Remember the way your creative juices would flow when you were much younger? Writers block was a non entity. With all of the shifts, and recent childhood revelations coming to pass, the page of wands is our desire to turn our wounds into art.  Making light from a dark situation. We may find ourselves particularly playful, excited, or experimental. A spark is re-ignited this week that reminds us of our passion and purpose. Of why we are here. Why we love.

With the eight of swords this week, there is definitely an element of being too stuck within our minds this week. A lot of our perceptions about lack and the way that our life has ‘turned out’, is a cause for concern this week.

Things are changing at an alarming rate, and there is temptation for us to wonder if we are somehow being ‘punished’, or if there is some negative karma following us. All that is currently occurring is simply challenging you to change your perception about what you are experiencing. You are being somewhat deconstructed mentally, so that you can build some entirely new belief systems. If you choose to view things in the old light, you may struggle a little more than you should this week. 

The fool is the journey of abandonment. There is a rush and a feeling of exhilaration  experienced this week as we leave some things behind. We are abandoning a sense of abandonment. Travelling light means focusing on the future, what it has to offer us, and what we can bring to it. There is detachment – but not in the sense of no longer caring – Rather, we are open to more possibilities now. The understanding that if something does not work out in the way that we intended, it still has something to teach us, is a mark of peace for us this week.

The sun card is the inner child giving birth to itself – all over again. You are letting your inner light shine, and in turn a light is being shone on your darkness.

‘Here I am. This is where I have been hiding’. You are ready to present yourself, and your talents to the world in a liberated fashion. What is shame to somebody who has owned themselves entirely? All of your darkness is illuminated, and instead of rejecting it, you show compassion to the stifled inner child that once created it.

The knight of swords represents your gifts of enhanced perception to the world. You are coming in strong with new and polished views about self  worth, and life in general. Not wanting to keep this to yourself, you charge in to share with others what you have learnt; teaching them and teaching yourself along the way.

There is a strong determination to pass on what you know, because you do not wish for others to be trapped in the same old ways that you are now kissing goodbye to.

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Seek Cindy.

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NEW moon in Scorpio, Themes of death & loss; The mother wound, the womb,depths of darkness, and what the next few days can teach us..

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In Numerology, the number 10 holds very special, and divine weight. This is the number of the all that is. God. The beginning (1), and the end (0). The masculine (1), and the feminine (0). The feminine is the darkness, the absence of light – which is also very much representative of Scorpio energy, which is all about this darkness. It is the masculine energy that brings to us the desire to create (sperm), change in our lives, the clarity, and understanding of what it is that we must do. But before the masculine principle comes through,  we need to wipe the slate ENTIRELY clean, get down to the 0, the nothingness, the silence, the emptiness, the pain.

Scorpion energy rules darkness, depth, and death. If you know any Scorpios, then you  may notice that underneath their natural charismatic persona, lies a brooding, often moody, and contemplative persona. Scorpio takes us very far into the darkness – the darkness of the womb. In the womb, we are submerged in both complete darkness, and silence, yet it is the most peaceful, most connected space for us to dwell. This very feminine energy is all about creation – what we can create from the bottom up, from the point of nothing – we may gain everything. 

The journey that we make through the birth canal, is a very traumatic one indeed. All that we have to do is think about the trauma of childbirth. The blood, the tears, the pain. Yet this is a shamanic initiation for both mother, and child. Especially the mother – who now takes on a new role of the protector, who’s emotions, intuition, and ability to love all expand. She becomes God. The ultimate creator, and watches over her child, the way the divine admires his/her own creations. The child is ripped from their comfort zone. This particular new moon, and the entire month in general have revolved around revisiting these themes of past trauma – the first ever trauma. Specifically in association with any trauma templates that have been passed down to us through the mother. This includes any abandonment by our mothers, or abandonment consciousness that is passed down to us from our mothers. This can even include a mother who was abandoned by parents, or abandoned by your father. 

Our childhood wounds are triggered heavily, possibly with words, situations, (especially in love), or memories that seem to return to us in the strangest ways, at the strangest of times. We are asked to view just how much our adult-life is influenced and impacted by our childhood experiences, particularly what our parents, and our childhoods taught us to believe about ourselves, and the world. 

Everything is affected by what we have endured in the past. Scorpio is the ultimate death. Disappearing into the darkness, and surrendering to our deepest fears. You may notice that this month in particular you may have been even more contemplative that usual – diving to a place within your mind, that only seemed to take you further into your mind. However this was not escape, this was reevaluation and revelation. 

When you are in this state – of stillness, and darkness, like I mentioned before, answers just come to you effortlessly, because you are not searching for anything in particular – you were just allowing your mind to roam, and roam it did.

The fear of being out there – out in the darkness, the abyss, with no safety, no comfort, no mother. Many who identify with the healer template have specific wounds associated with the mother//feminine energy – typically an imbalance of some sort, or a power struggle that exists internally e.g masculine vs feminine, and this often manifests within our relationships, e.g poor relationship quality. 

Scorpio brings all of these themes to the surface, and all of this information is invited to sit with us, ALL at once. This is absolutely no time to shy away from the lies that you have told yourself in order to control your urges to just fall apart. You HAVE to fall apart. Something tells me, that you have had this false notion of control, or ‘strength’ for far too long. 

Which brings me onto another theme of Scorpio energies. Control, is a HUGE factor for many of those carrying the energy of Scorpio. There is a lot of conflict between what the mind says, and what they feel intuitively, and as such, battles between what we know and can perceive in this 3d world, and the intangible things that we may KNOW, but cannot prove are plaguing us… 

For this reason, our lack of REAL, substantial control in situations will likely be triggered. The desire to control external events indicates a fear, a deep intense fear of things falling apart – as they always have, or previously have done. We can learn through situations arising at this time, that the desire to control comes ultimately through fear. Fear of loss. Fear of rejection. Fear of not being enough. Where does that emotion come from? What first made you feel that you were unworthy? And how true is it? How long will you carry this thorn? Ofcourse, it is time for burial, and that is where the death part of Scorpio comes in..

It is time to adorn yourself. Emotionally, mentally, and physically – with the thoughts, and the things that offer you fulfillment. Scorpio is all about the INNER world, it is time to work from inside, out. Only internally can you fix what is broken. Heal the mother wound. Whatever was broken inside of her, was gifted to you also. Yes – gifted. So that you could transmute these experiences. If your mother was repressed, then live a life of freedom.. If she was neglected, or abandoned, then make a CONSCIOUS habit of not abandoning yourself. Release the self blame. You could not control what happened then. There is NO control, only the illusion thereof.

The desire to have somebody CONSTANTLY prove to us that they will not abandon us, and that we are worthy of love can cause us to behave in less than desirable ways. This is also one of the ways in which we relive our trauma, because actually behaving like this, and trying to avoid this, is likely to push others away. Scorpio is very much led by this internal power struggle, and being persecuted; either for having too much power, or not having enough. The struggle of the feminine archetype. 

Too much power? And she is hunted, and persecuted, and ridiculed – to the point that her power is removed. And then? She is left defenseless. In this defenseless state? She either develops victim consciousness, or she swears never to allow herself to be vulnerable again. She as in – the feminine, not necessarily a woman!

As Scorpio also rules themes of sexuality, we are asked to see how sexuality can be used for both spiritual, and liberation purposes. Sex has been used to abuse power, and control for a long time – especially where the divine feminine is concerned. However, in metaphysics, we know that sex is healing – the vagina is healing – the woman is healing, and all this healing occurs within (the yoni), in the darkness, (the womb), so the very essence of feminine sexuality, is transmutation. Feeling sexually charged, and liberated, is actually when the divine feminine as at her best, and if she is to create the change in a new world, then she will need to be armed with some of this knowledge! This power of hers threatens the faithless, and the powerless, and has done so for many centuries, but that is no reason for her to back down now! Rather, it is time to rise up.

Persecution consciousness must be abandoned now. And the masculine needs to learn – that just because the feminine has all of these wonderful gifts, and is captivating, and sensual in this way; does not mean that she will abandon him, or leave him, as he so fears. This irrational fear may cause him to try to control the women around him, and in his life, because he fears the primal archetype  of Eve; who once deceived him in the garden of Eden, and then was exiled – leaving him feeling both betrayed, and wounded. For a long time, we thought that the feminine had the greatest of abandonment issues – but rather, it has always existed as the masculine. He just needed to go inside, (yes pun intended), to figure this all out..

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Seek Cindy.

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Twin Flame ( Sacred lovers) Weekly Reading -3rd-9th October 2016; Awakenings, Patriarchal illusions & Feminine responsibility.

The terms masculine & feminine are used here to describe energetic templates & are not necessarily limited to those identifying as male or female. Also, the term twin flames refers in this case to the highest vibrational frequency of divine love (love typically expressed in a empath’s/healers relationship) & therefore is usually also applicable to soul mates of this kind, & not just limited to those with a belief, or identification with this term.

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Main theme, (Four of wands), What is occurring for both twins – Two of cups, Feminine – Justice, Queen of wands, King of wands, Masculine – Eight of swords, King of swords, The devil.

Numerological break down calculation – 3 – Creation, manifestation, communication, Birthing – 9 Resolution, karmic closure, Closing chapters, Healing abandonment consciousness, Duty & service to others through past experiences.

With the main theme being the four of wands, it appears that both sacred lovers this week are consumed with thoughts about the future, and establishing solid foundations for the future. Perhaps this arrives in the form of thoughts about marriage, settling down, long term goals, & the way that we would like to sculpt our future based on our long held dreams about what the future should look like. Both lovers are enduring their own forms of powerful awakenings, & the two of cups arrives to suggest that the main theme of their awakenings is based on balance – Well duh! Ofcourse it is, after all balance & inner alchemy is the entire goal of sacred love itself. The two of cups is also harmony between lovers, perhaps there has been much thought or discussion about what is fair & what an equal, or sustainable partnership consists of. Divine lovers – the sacred two, and what the two can build together. With the devil card on the side of the masculine, I interpret that perhaps he may be having a little difficulty with the ‘two’ part – perhaps this is an issue once again of the third party situation & challenging belief systems that he holds about the way that love & partnership should be cultivated. He is definitely exploring themes this week of the dark masculine – the masculine archetype that is the shadow, associated with abuse, internal conflict, & control issues. Yes, this may appear as if he is experiencing a dark time & is plummeting, but he is actually elevating himself & his consciousness, as the feminine fully steps into her role as the divine feminine, & holds open the door & the sacred space for him to heal & spiritually evolve. 

Establishing a family dynamic has lately played heavily on the minds of both twins, & this is because as we draw closer to our mission, we are more determined that ever to leave a lasting legacy through the birthing of the third energy – whether this is creatively, or through the physical manifestation of a child. Our mission has existed on a spiritual level for the longest time, & right now, the feminine in particular is concerned with physical manifestation, & perhaps this is why the notion of getting love right & love being fair, stable & just is more important to her than ever! I mean, who in this day truly wants to bring a child into this world on shaky grounds?

Questions are raised about which way to turn, as both twins delve deeply into their subconscious, & attempt to retrieve their truth. It appears with the queen of wands, & the king of wands that the feminine has experienced some type of spiritual awakening through sexual, or creative stimulation. Something about her feels more powerful this week, even though she still has her doubts about if the masculine can make it through & show up for her – somehow, this is not concerning her too much, what is really drawing her attention this week is the part that she plays in the action of the masculine. Internal balance is the goal – because AHA! She has finally realised, that self love, is the basis of all romantic connections & their validity. 

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So, it goes, in nourishing herself & recognising that her power can lie with her being this awakened, sensual,  enlightened & powerful being, she can beckon the masculine to her. And believe me, love is coming – even if he has to fight the desert rains to get there, (& he is currently doing something pretty similar), it is the divine feminine energy that guides, heals & leads a man back to his soul.. She is remembering this, & he may be fighting this, because patriarchy has taught him that he needs to take the lead – which he does, in many ways, but this is just one of those things that he will have to learn – to release control, to know that the divine is the true hero here, not him, at least, not for now. 

Unification, with the grand,great spirit is the ultimate practice this week & it appears that the feminine may be taking this merging a little better because she has been doing shadow work & trying to heal actually for quite a long time now. Remember that the masculine is fairly still new to this type of healing, soul searching & honesty with self. It has only recently been introduced & he needs time to accept what these changes mean. For him, his shadow self has helped him to survive in a world that constantly challenges his masculinity, so he begs the question, what should happen if i should release these walls? Won’t I be more vulnerable?

With the Justice card, & the queen of wands on the side of the feminine, she has borrowed much soul truth from the recent New moon in Libra – the energy of Lilith, the rebellious, sexually awakened feminine is rising through her like the Phoenix. Even if the masculine does make an offer of love to her, if she deems it not enough, or it does not meet the height of the current seat at which she sits upon, she will reject it. Because she is now balanced enough to know that it is not about the lover, but about the love that you receive. 

The eight of swords relates to his ancestral karma & stress associated with trying to break free from & challenge these old concepts that exist within him. He is overthinking a LOT this week & he is trapped between what he has been programmed to believe that he desires & should have, & what the feminine is asking him to be & rise up to. The queen of wands is the torch that she holds for him to see into his own darkness, yet she does not do so in such a judgmental way, rather she says, ‘Look, see..All that you could be!’

With the King of swords opposing the queen of wands, there is a beautiful exchange in feminine & masculine energy continuing this week…The queen of wands has her head in the clouds, she exists with God, & she easily illuminates the path of others just through her being, & her vibrational resonance..This week, she leads the masculine even deeper into the depths of his soul, whilst he teaches her to be grounded, & balanced in her masculine side.

‘The masculine pulls the woman down, (to earth), whilst the feminine pulls the masculine up ( to higher realms), until they both find one another existing in the middle – the balance of two extremes’ – Cindy Anneh-bu.

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A role reversal means seeing things from the point of view of one another. This cures ancestral karma because a lot of our family’s karma is rooted in abandonment, & specifically, the way that we perceive we have both been abandoned, or neglected by the opposite sex.

The king of swords is the masculine being pushed to achieve a state of mental maturity, when his mind does finally clear, he will be more forward thinking & less ruled by the little self. He will come to acknowledge that his duty is about service to others & the desires of his little self will actually hold him back in this mission. There is shedding to do, but it is truly up to him how much of his shadow self he is ready to let go of, & how much of it he actually perceives to be of nuisance. 

The queen of wands & The king of wands is the feminine constantly tapping into the birth of the third energy to create & excel – say whatever you would like about the feminine, but right now, she is ever the opportunist! Lol

This is the ultimate shattering of patriarchal illusions & directly deals with the wounds that have been set in place by societal programming & expectations. The feminine is healing her core wound – abandonment, through emotional deprivation, whilst the masculine works on his core wound – abandonment, through psychological deprivation – the face of strength that he has had to wear, that caused him to want to exist only in his mind, because it was less painful, than existing consciously, in his entire self.

The justice card is all about fairness, so the feminine actually heals the masculine by not judging him harshly – she truly understands this week that he is going through this battle & he is not directly trying to hurt, or abandon her – this comes with recognising that the abandonment that she perceives is an ancient lie told to her, by her.She has this vision of love – but it has to be fair, & it has to be give & take, & stepping into this self confidence & belief about who she is will most certainly enable her to attract her soul vibrational mate – whether this is, or isn’t the person that she once thought it may be.. 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

 

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Twin Flames (Divine love) Weekly reading 26th September- 2nd October; Awakenings, and role reversals.

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Main theme – King of wands, What is occurring for both twins – Eight of pentacles, Masculine – Three of swords, Ace of swords, The high priestess, Feminine – Three of pentacles, Two of wands, Justice.

Numerological break down of the week – 26 (2+6=8) – The number of karma, abundance, and breaking karmic patterns – 2 – The number of balance, co-operation, lovers, and resolution.

With the main theme being the king of wands, this week, both divine lovers are experiencing spiritual growth, and maturity, and opening themselves up to both admit, and receive the gifts that they have to bear. They are presenting themselves and their talents to the world this week, and no longer holding reservations about who they are, or what they have to offer. Going after their dreams, and proceeding in the direction of that which once seemed impossible, is the end goal for them this week.

The king of wands is bold in his endeavors. There is not a thing that he is unwilling to try, an obstacle, that he is unwilling to climb, and his creative influence is absolutely infectious, inspiring those who he meets along the way. With the eight of pentacles as what is occurring for both twins this week, this week, sacred lovers are most concerned with bringing something into existence. This is most likely something of financial prosperity, and something that enables them to put their creative talents, and abilities to good use. This may be the leap in faith that they have been waiting for – the go ahead to release that new project, finish writing that new book, or go after that brand new job opportunity. Whatever is occurring for them financially at this time, is truly happening on a spirit level. Once they break the chains that once caused them to play small, and be doubtful, the world is their oyster, everything is available to, and for them. Including the vital resources, and support along the way to ensure that their dreams actually do come true.

The number eight is also representative of karma, and breaking karmic restraints. This week sees divine lovers not only become aware of their karma, but also begin to re-direct, and personally alter the course of their energetic directions. Generating finance, new experiences, and showing the world the fruits of their mission. 

The king of wands no longer holds any guilt nor reserve about the spiritual gifts that he, or she has – a re-evaluation of persecution consciousness, no longer allowing the opinions, or judgement of others to stand in the way of their dreams. This may also be representative of the masculine fully stepping into his role as the divine masculine – embracing his fiery intuitive nature, and taking charge of situations that he once felt powerless in. This could see him displaying a sense of sensitivity & vulnerability by learning to yield it with empowerment consciousness – rather than allowing it to engulf, or destabilise him. No longer being ashamed, or repressive of his carrying of this unique, divine template.

With the three of swords on the side of the masculine, this week, he is experiencing some stress, worry, anxiety, and over thinking. Perhaps he perceives that the feminine is ignoring him, over him, does not want him anymore, or is not as interested in his advances. Although it may appear this way, actually, over on her side, with the three of pentacles, she is really focused on expansion, the expansion of her journey, on a physical, material, mental, and emotional level. She is just extremely about her career this week, and busy working on ways to establish her platform, and her portfolio. Perhaps in recent weeks, he has been the one distant, or ignoring her, and this has inspired her to take matters into her own hands, take control of her own dreams, and draw her focus towards something that she actually CAN control – her future. The feeling of helplessness that she has come to know, is no longer something that she is willing to entertain, nor put up with.

This is the role reversal we have been feeling happening on an unconscious level.

He could be making a gesture – proposal to the feminine this week, and may be worried, or slightly reluctant as he fears rejection, at the sight of her seeming lack of interest. The ace of swords is representative of this mental breakthrough that he will be experiencing. He has been stuck in victim consciousness quite a lot over these past few weeks, thinking excessively, pondering things over time, and time again, and giving himself unnecessary amounts of stress and confusion. This week, will see him snapping himself out of these mental loop holes, by instantly knowing what to do. Perhaps this is in relation to the feminine, returning to her once he has cleared his mind, and is thinking more in accordance with who he is, and what he wants. In deciding what he wants, he makes a gesture to articulate this to the divine feminine. 

Over on the feminine side, this gesture that has been made to her enables her to make a decision. She stands at a crossroads with the two of wands – decisions must be made, stay or go? The masculine returns from his slumber with a message, once he has acknowledged that this is what he wants, ‘This is how I feel. This is what I want. This is why I have been distant’. And although the divine feminine is still feeling him, and still feels the same about him, she wonders this week whether she can base her future on his seeming inconsistency – particularly as her focus now resides in stability, and longevity. 

He has spent the past few weeks beating himself up about his own decisions, and pondering his own future, and now he has finally decided, will it all be too late?

The feminine says, ‘Okay, that’s great that you’re ready. But I’ve taken this time to focus on myself, to cease co-dependent behaviours – to do other things’. This is all about the feminine facing a new journey that is ahead of her, endless possibilities are available to her as she opens herself back up to the world, and she will need to decide if this contains the masculine, or not, whether she can take him to the next stage with her – or not. 

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The Justice card on the side of the feminine is an indication of just how much the new moon in Libra will be effecting her this week..This is all about inner balance, the understanding of self, the re-writing of karma, the uniting of lovers, and achieving a steady equilibrium. She wants to do things by the book this time – in recognising her old karmic themes, she is very, very conscious this week of ensuring that things do not travel down old pathways. If she does end up accepting this gesture from the masculine, it is because she wants to, and not because she NEEDS to. She HAS been thinking of him, but he is no longer her only focus, as she becomes more concerned with asserting self sustainability, and ending the runner/chaser dynamic, through no longer running from herself, or ignoring her own intuition. ‘I do not NEED to always be chasing you. I would like to chase my dreams’.

The high priestess on the side of the masculine is symbolic, both of his thoughts of the divine feminine, and the internal alchemy that is occurring within him. He is embracing the divine feminine, this week internally, and externally, realising finally that he cannot quite escape her, or her clutches, no matter what he tries. He may see her name pop up, or synchronous reminders of her in the most seemingly random places, and something within him will tell him that this is not at all a coincidence. This is the realisation that on a deep unconscious level his soul truly wants this union, his mind is only just recently allowing itself to accept this, and catch on to its truth. 

If he is indeed still worrying about this 3rd party situation, then this week he will finally shut it down, and make a decision about things. His third eye is truly expanding, and I do feel as if this will be magnified by the appearance of the new moon, as there is a moon crescent present in the high priestess card. Not only is he recognising this week how truly powerful the feminine is, but he is also beginning to appreciate the union for what it is. His worry, and doubt over the past few weeks have simply been his resistance trying to manifest, as he became opened to a whirlpool of the spiritual, highly accelerated, and emotionally heightened world that was the divine feminine – and everything that she opened him up to. 

The justice card on the side of the feminine symbolises the balance that is being re-introduced into her life. Financially, her work is being recognised, and she is being appreciated finally for what she brings to the table. The scales are evening out, so she is learning not to give more than she receives, and simultaneously, to receive all that comes to her for her efforts. The justice card may also signify a divorce, which may represent the masculine leaving the third party situation he was previously involved in, (threes a crowd). 

She may consider moving this week for financial reasons, and perhaps this is what triggers the masculine to reach out to her. She is seeing things from a heightened perspective, and so is he, aside from he is experiencing this spiritually, and she is experiencing this materially. The world is literally her oyster. 

There is also a vital lesson in love that she is learning this week. The masculine is drawn to her, the more she is aligned to her goddess power. These were the natural roles before the interruption of polarity/patriarchal restrictions, and power struggles, feminine imbalances etc.. The feminine is the way shower. So when she directs towards herself, she also directs the masculine towards herself..

 

© Seek Cindy.

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General Weekly Reading – 26th September-2nd October; Shifting states of consciousness, and the journey to balance.

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Main theme -Seven of wands, Surrounding cards – The wheel of fortune, Ten of cups, Three of swords, The world.

This week, for us all, marks an absolutely tremendous change! And I am sure that we have all felt it coming for a long time..So much shadow work has been occurring for us within these past few weeks, and especially this entire month in general, and what a magnificent way to wrap it all up! Libra season; all about balance, particularly the balance of the two inner wolves, and the month of October, the number 10 – signifying the ultimate balance, between life, and death, creation, and creator, masculine, and feminine! Boy, are we in for a ride! But we have done all the work! Why not enjoy it? For we have definitely endured it!

Numerological break down of the week – 26 (2+6=8) – The number of karma, abundance, and breaking karmic patterns – 2 – The number of balance, co-operation, lovers, and resolution.

The main theme being the seven of swords relates to us experiencing a final spiritual break through this week, cultivated around our resilience, and the lessons and the wisdom that we have gained through our trials and tribulations. We are coming up this week much stronger than we have ever been, and this is actually because we have not tried to fight our way out of our struggles, as we have in previous years, and our desire to succeed shows this!  Spiritual strength is apparent to us this week, as we have braved the many storms, and the often chaotic lessons that September has tried to articulate to us.

We are not bruised, or beaten down as one would think – rather we have developed a new widened perception from our experiences, and we are truly coming into alignment with the hum of the universe – the fact that everything does indeed happen for a reason! Particularly the not so pleasant things. This is all about internal change, and internal growth, and emerging a more determined and structured version of ourselves. 

Finally, we are granted the opportunity to see why, where, and how we have been going wrong, with the wheel of fortune, which symbolises a recognition of karma. Perhaps we have been involved in a romantic situation this week, or a painful family situation this week that highlighted to us some of the karma that we have both been creating or perpetuating. We are much at an advantage when we become aware of our karmic bonds, because then we can effectively work to break the cycle, and re-program the parts of our brain where they exist – which is exactly what the month of September (9) was all about! This is MAJOR awareness of past life karma, maybe somebody held up a perfect mirror to us, of who we were, of our own darkness, and shadow self, and the ways that we have been holding our own selves back.

The three of swords represents us transcending old wounds, past painful karma, and releasing stories that no longer serve us. For so long, we have been OBSESSED with this story of pain, we have clung onto it for dear life, and made it the basis of all of our life’s themes, and experiences!  This week sees us healing these ancient and primal wounds of abandonment, and neglect, by realising how we have been abandoning, neglecting, and depriving ourselves, first and foremost. We really are creators, particularly creators of our own destiny, so there is no longer the desire to ask, ‘Why has God forsaken us?’, when we are actually playing God when it comes to the direction, and the beliefs in our own lives! The true question stands, why have YOU been forsaking YOU?

Breaking karmic chains, means opening ourselves up to abundance with the presence of the 10 of cups – the number 10 represents balance, both endings, and new beginnings, when we become aware of the detriment of one cycle, we open ourselves up to a new journey, and a new beginning. This is the process of allowing abundance, and good faith to come to us by believing that we deserve it. Expansion on a mental level breathes space for expansion on an energetic, spiritual, emotional, physical, and financial level also! When we play small, and entrap ourselves in stories about being undeserving, we will actually live a life that re-affirms this back to us!

The world card continues with the theme of ending one cycle, and beginning another, so this week is definitely symbolic of a mass karmic turn around! Opening ourselves up to all that the world has to offer, saying goodbye to a cycle of pain and deprivation, and allowing a rebirth to occur. The image in the world card seems to be transcending this earthly plane through balance, and entering a new dimension – which is actually very similar to what we are all experiencing this week, on a mental, and spiritual level! Entering 5 dimensional consciousness, – unity with the all that is, and the exiling of separation consciousness. As your awareness expands, so does your spiritual experiences, and capability. You are opening doors for anything, from enlightenment, to spiritual guidance to occur! The gateways are now WIDE open! 

The 10 of cups also represents the confidence, and the willingness to go after what you want!You are now focused with establishing strong foundations for the future, so that the past does not repeat itself! 

The three of swords indicates that you may indeed experience some heart chakra activation, awakenings, or openings this week, that may feel uncomfortable, or mimic heart break, worry, anxiety, or sorrow. This is just your emotional, and energetic awareness center expanding, and is like the final phase of the initiatory crisis! The final battle cry of the wounded soldier, before they surrender to death. Think of Christ calling out one last time, as he lay on the cross, before surrendering himself to death, and inevitably re-birth.

© Seek Cindy.

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