General Weekly Reading – 24th-30th April 2017 – A home of peace.

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Main theme (5 of swords), Surrounding cards – The moon, 10 of cups, 9 of pentacles, 5 of wands.

Clarifying – The hierophant.

Numerological break down calculation – 24th (6) – Lovers, home, community, care-giving, nostalgia, inner child work – 30th – (3 magnified by 0) – Creativity, community, holy trinity, communication, shadow integration.

With the energy of the numbers 6, and 3, penetrating this reading, it appears that we may be looking at another week of unblocking the deeply embedded chains of childhood programming.

The 5 of swords this week represents separation from the past, or a past separation. Another week of change sees us continuing last weeks themes.

Parting from that which no longer serves, nor deserves us.

The 5 of swords is mental victory over a trying and tiresome situation, or mental events.

This could signify a relationship that we are willing to leave behind, that at times left us feeling defeated, or cheated in some ways. The 5 of wands could represent ego battle, or trying to bring two worlds together that do not quite fit.

Our desires for the ultimate finish presented in the 10 of cups could have been holding s hostage from seeing the truth that the moon attempts to reveal to us..

This is unconscious rumblings in the night, in the dark. The ‘hidden’ truths that we have shied away from, installed into us as a result of our upbringing, that are now causing friction with our newly emerging reality.

Narcissism to me is always a word heavily associated with the 5 of swords energy.

This week for us seeks HEALTH, that which offers to us vitality once again. Like a secret, sacred serum that comes to clear any confusion. The 5 of swords ultimately is confusion, a card of not knowing or not facing the truth. Our mind could be battling itself, and battling everybody else, and this does not leave room for freedom. If your guard is always up, then you are on survival mode, and defense mode, and are not allowing yourself to experience the truth of the moment. The new moon in Taurus sees us peering into our unconscious truths and making them conscious truths. This is what earth signs do very well. They are expressive of their truth in a way that provides concrete evidence, which is also illumined by the presence of the 9 of pentacles.

Look out for the behaviours articulated when we do not express ourselves and in turn suppress our inner nature. The 5 of swords in the presence of the 5 of wands is inner fighting, back biting, or behaviour that is non conducive with team building.

We could be coming to the realisation this week that we have always been in a battle of some kind.

Remember that the 10 of cups has come a long way. Through trials and tribulation this energy has worked to build this steady foundation, and it is time for you to work to build your own. The number 3 is harmony with all aspects of ourselves – emotional, mental, physical, and how this creates the spiritual.

The number 5 being about change also suggests that we are cutting away more of what we do not need – any excess toxicity, or hidden agendas.

The 9 of pentacles removes us from the drama and asks us to rise above our own illusions to focus on what truly matters.

If persons or situations appear to be intentionally causing havoc, or causing any doubt, then the hierophant appears to put a stop to all of that.

The hierophant represents the spiritual law and the karmic law that you cannot and must not deny.

No more smoke and mirrors.

The 10 of cups is a sense of renewed hope, above any perceived distractions, your eliminations bring you closer to your one truth.

Your life’s purpose.

You cannot build a steady foundation on uneven ground.

Sometimes it is in our shadow mirrors that we are allowed to peak into the depths of our hidden agendas, or repressed feelings. The new moon definitely seems to be having an affect on dragging to the surface the things that we would have rather ignored.

It is important to take the time to recover, and translate what is being revealed to you.

The hierophant to me, always calls time on our bullshit.

This card also talks about needing to be whipped into shape.

The hierophant lays down spiritual law, and much like the justice card makes a bid for us to fall back into shape.

There has been a lot of talk of rapture, and whether this occurs in a biblical sense or a sense of consciousness, many are once again discussing the possibility of a major humanity shift, and souls who are pioneering this shift.

Whether we refer to these chosen souls as the 144, or twinflames, it is no secret that there are those on the outskirts of society who are trying to make a message known of a new way of living.

Things are just becoming clearer, and clearer, and less easier for us to deny. More synchronicity, enhanced dream perception, more timely intuition etc…

There is a way to deliver a message, and it comes from living as the

example that

you portray.

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The twinflame weekly energy reading (24th-30th)

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Twin Flames *DAILY* Reading 22-25th February – Embracing changing tides!

Twin Flames *DAILY* Reading 22-25th February – Embracing changing tides!Main theme//Unified energy – The guardian angel of maturity, Masculine – 8 of cups, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – Page of cups, Feminine The lovers, The energy the feminine projects to the masculine – Wheel of fortune.


The guardian angel of maturity: AS I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY, I ALSO DEVELOP MY STRENGTH –

 Angel function – To guide our emotional growth.

Gifts for Earth – It can help you to understand your growth process towards maturity; allow yourself to do the things in life you have always desired; cope with the responsibilities of adulthood. 

The angel helps us mature into wise beings capable of handling responsibilities and making fruitful choices to enhance our joy and well-being. It shows us how to age with grace. It carries the Lantern of wisdom, and a trumpet, symbolising an appreciation of music, one of the great beauties of life. 

The angel of maturity takes us on a journey through intense self exploration. Both twins are coming into a very profound journey of understanding who they truly are, and who they have been.

The energy of Pisces plucks out many childhood fears, and phobias associated with change, feelings of deserving, and ideas about our capabilities, or rather in-capabilities.

It is no longer permissible to play small, because playing small is not in alignment with the expansive nature of our souls, or our minds at this time.. Recent awakenings, and triggers have been scheduled us to go even deeper within, and to release and relinquish even more blockages.

Aren’t you glad now that your twin returned to you? Even if briefly.. Even if they soon showed you that they were STILL not ready for union, although so close – as it allowed you to see ways that you also still needed to work on yourself..

Emotional maturity comes knocking when we can no longer carry on being activated by our childhood wounding, and living from a space that does not grant us much, if any justice..
Your heart wants one thing, but the limitations of your mind do not allow you to reach for this something. Well, this is quickly becoming a thing of the past. Baby boy syndrome, or Princess pan syndrome is pulled into question as both twins realise how they have been selling themselves short. It could be time to make big changes in order to make their dreams and desires a reality. It could be time to take the leap of faith, moving on from repetitive cycles, moving into higher states of awareness, and acting upon that which we have always dreamt, but never dared.. 
The 8 of cups is all about the masculine going on his own journey to locate the treasures of what he wants..He may be sensing finally that something is missing in his life. Mundane day to day pleasures do not really fit the excitement that his soul rumbles for..This is the journey of the hero – who seeks to find his saving grace.. To save himself, and to save something else. Maybe he is coming into the knowledge that his destiny is greater.. Although he does not necessarily know what his calling may be, he realises that he has one. Maturity calls for him to make a conscious decision about where it is that he wants to be, and to stick to it.. Past fears about commitment are waning, as he realises that to be responsible, means to commit to something. 

The lovers card on the feminine side also sees her pondering past relationship cycles. She is coming to a big close in her life where she is realising something that has been a major block in her life for a long time, particularly in regards to love, and past lovers.. These realisations may come quick, and fast, years of misunderstanding, and confusion being cleared up to her in almost seconds, without her conscious effort.. This is the energy of Pisces, enhanced intuition, clarity, and validated knowing. 
She could be looking within and realising why so many of her past relationships did not work.. Maybe unconsciously, she never truly wanted them to, because she was not ready to take the responsibility of what it meant to be in a relationship, and placed her burdens, her sense of worth, or importance in the hands of others..

The wheel of fortune shows the feminine calling time on everything. It is time for them both to enter into this state of awareness, and she takes the position of the angel of fate.. She projects to the masculine a mirror of himself, and an opportunity for change, and for growth, as he witnesses that she strives ultimately for self improvement, and awareness, inspiring, and triggering him to do the same..

The page of cups is the masculine projecting day dreams, and visions to the feminine.. She has been on his mind lately, and she is feeling this through emotional resonance.. He could be communicating from a purer place in his heart, more open, and more honest, and asking her to break down her walls and do the same..

In this state of emotional purity and child-like innocence, the feminine can also see into her own subconscious mind.. When she taps into the energy of the masculine she may be able to feel that he is fighting with himself, although his love for her is pure – causing her to wonder what possible blockages she too may have in regards to the nature of being accepting, and communicating.

Major lessons are gathered at this time that cause them to re-visit their childhood patterns, behaviours, and learned beliefs..

This is SUCH a powerful time of growth, and I could not be more proud of both…

Blessed be, my sacred beings ~

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win Flame *DAILY* Reading – valentines day special 14th-15th February 2017; The perpetual ending.

Twin Flame *DAILY* Reading – valentines day special 14th-15th February 2017;

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Main theme – 7 of cups, Masculine – 5 of cups, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – Death, Feminine – 2 of pentacles, The energy the feminine projects to the masculine – The world.
Clarifying card – The world (again)
On this commercialized lovers holiday, it appears that twin flames are a little less concerned with the dramatic displays of annual scheduled love, and affection, and are more consumed with the intense life changes, and transitions that are occurring for them.. This is actually fantastic, because just a few years ago, both twins, especially the feminine were likely still caught in egotistical displays, and may have actually got pulled into the dynamics of this faux lovers holiday..

Do not get me wrong – any holiday that dedicates itself to the celebration, and expression of love is one you can count me in, but those of us who have dedicated, and practically sacrificed ourselves to the path of divine love know that it is far more complicated than roses, tasty chocolate, and carefully crafted words in a hallmark card… True love is heart shattering, soul awakening, and divinely orchestrated, and this year, none of the twins are getting too caught up in the theatrics of everything..

For the sake of my twins who may not be in contact with their lovers today, or who may be going through many more dark night of the soul-esque super challenging separation periods, I hope that you are not triggered by this holiday.. Love is something that is expressed daily. Love is something that we are, and not something that we can attain, and not something that can be taken away from us. Love – just is. Love, is the divine.. And love is more than abundant today.. Should you open your eyes to the prize that God is delivering..

The 7 of cups is God, and the universe opening up multiple pathways for both twins on this day. This is the true gift. Manifestation is ripe right now, as spirit presents us with the multiple pathways, and opportunities that are available to us. It is very possible at this time to experience some of your wildest dreams, and imaginations. What was your childhood hope? What did you dream about incessantly? Was it being a writer? An artist? Or a painter? Spirit alerts your attention to the fact that you can be anyone of these things, it is just as simple as choosing a route, and breaking free of your moldings, and your barriers in order to grab a hold of one of these destinies. Time for change has NEVER been so abundant..

Look to your right – There is an offer there. Look to your left – There is another.. Which will you choose? Won’t you choose? Now that you can see that destiny is less about what is handed to you without choice, and more of what you CHOOSE to do once you have become aware of your karma, and patterns. You can choose an old path, or you can choose a new path, and spirit is entirely impartial in this game. Of-course God, and the universe probably have a preferable avenue for you to follow, the one that leads you more closely to your destiny, but free will, is a very REAL thing..

At this time, you are channeling even more information from the universe, receiving confirmation, news, and new found understanding. Especially the masculine, who is now being challenged to view life from an entirely different perspective. For him, the 7 of cups is the crust of the world opening up, and showing him a larger, wider view.. This view may shock him. The fact that there is SO much more out there, and available than he once thought.. The world is magic, and so is he..
The world is very much in both twins palms right now – decisions, crossroads, and possibilities.

The 5 of cups represents the masculine experiencing somewhat of a mourning period. The change that is arriving for him is pretty swift, and he may have a sense that it is premature, perhaps he was not ready for a change of this magnitude, and a part of him still wished to cling onto his boyish charm, innocence, and youthful persona. The 5 of cups is a wake up call – to wake up. To see that the previous way he was living, was not for him, and this may be a little difficult for him to digest, because he thought he had just a little bit longer to live in ignorance..

The three of cups that he mourns over could indeed be a pregnancy, this 3rd party situation that I have talked to death. It could have all come to a head, as he experiences a hint of nostalgia today – thinking about the past, how things have been, and how they could have been.. There is a lot changing for him pretty fast, and he may feel almost swept off his feet, as if he has not quite had the chance to process what is happening to him.. Change at this time is quite frightening to him, and he may not know which avenue to choose, even though he has reached this pivotal point where expansion is the only probable outcome.

He actually may be getting triggered by the romantic aroma of valentines day today and may be feeling a little lonely, not as a direct result of it, but because of the feeling in the air of unity, and family, and flattery.. He could be thinking back to a time where he was younger, had women swooning over him, and how he took people, or things for granted. More than anything he is mourning his youth, and the natural passing of time..

The death card symbolises the masculine projecting to the feminine that he is undergoing immense change, and transition at this time. Perhaps he communicates this to her verbally, or even physically – there may be a noticeable change in his demeanor, in the things he says, in the ways that he behaves. Perhaps she has dreams of him where he appears more mature, or forward thinking. The death figure in this instance is very much like the knight of cups, instead, instead of delivering a message of love, he delivers a message of change. His change is undoubtedly sparking some change within the feminine also, and directly impacts her life’s journey, and experiences. As they are very much one, whilst he changes, things also fall away, and fall apart for her..

The world card shows the feminine beckoning the masculine to expand, and explore himself even further. Death is not enough – it is Resurrection that he seeks afterward that will define him. So the world card asks, how will you reinvent, and re-create yourself after this change? How will you become one with yourself, and your surroundings? How will you recognise that there is a pattern in life, and seek to break it?
This is the feminine going around with a metaphorical magic wand and commanding change, and beauty in not only her life, but the life of others. He sees her as this almost untouchable version of who she used to be, looking back at him, and holding the space for him to also enter this womb of change. She is asking for him to reborn – you see how the world card is in the shape of a circle with the woman inside – this is symbolic of birth – in the womb, where we all start off as a woman. A new cycle is revealed to him via the feminine, and he is asked to undergo this shamanic birthing, and death, by letting go.

The two of pentacles sees the feminine juggling all of the gifts that are being presented to her at this time.. This is a very abundant time for the feminine, with opportunities, and experiences multiplying for her because she has done so much of the work that she needed to do. A lot of energy has been cleared for her, and she may find a lot of financial success and drive at this time. There may be multiple projects that she is inspired to work on. She definitely does keep the masculine in her thoughts, but there is a sense that this twin flame mission is of even greater purpose than just reuniting with her masculine.. She begins to realise that even if they are not in constant communication, they are affecting one another’s lives, and blessing each other with universal portals. The feminine may experience moments of doubt, but then experience random moments of fresh bursts of energy as she tries to balance and maintain her life as she slips between 3D and 5d so regularly.. The reason she must integrate these two states, is because even though 5D is where she does most of her spiritual work, and healing work, it is 3D that so desperately needs her healing, and the work that she draws fourth from other realms..

The world card is definitely her taking things in her stride.. It is not as difficult as it once was, and even the difficult times are being seen as portal openers, also..

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

Channeled message from the divine masculine – 12th February 2017.

Channeled message from the divine masculine – 12th February 2017.

It is only in my darkest, & most humble moments that I seek to reach out to you.

Not because that is the only time I think of you. But because that is the only time that I am still enough to truly think of you. You exist in the silence & in the darkness. When I pull myself away from everyone & everything & find a moment to explore my own truth.

Who I have been.

How far on this journey that I have travelled only to realise that I have gone nowhere at all.

In my desires not to become like my father, I have found myself in his image.

Being just as deceitful to you as I have watched him be to me.

I will bide my time before making any bid to you too big to compromise.

I wonder if you will digest my words, as I myself am unsure how long I will feel this way.

It is difficult at times to feel in the heart yet be contradicted by the mind, & I haven’t told you much but rejection is the thing that I fear the most.

I have been on unstable ground since I can remember. So when I tell you that I feel for you & then I pull my love away.. I am always, almost, just as confused as you.

– Divine masculine.

General Weekly Reading – 6th-12th February 2017; The Taming of the shrew- The healthy ego vs the unhealthy ego. 


Main theme – (Strength), Empress, 6 of wands, 9 of pentacles, 2 of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 6 – Family, home, maternal feelings, love, the lovers, compassion, healing, community, empathy – 12 (1+2) = 3, Manifestation, communication, creativity, community, family, integration. 6 + 3 = 9 – Completion, healing of past wounds, wounded healer, humanitarianism, resolution.

The taming of the shrew; Shrew definition – a small mouse-like insectivorous mammal with a long pointed snout and tiny eyes. (Meekness or timidity metaphor).

2.a bad-tempered or aggressively assertive woman.

It is no coincidence that the strength card chose to make an appearance at this time considering that the main feature of this week is the powerful full moon in Leo!

The energy of Leo takes us into the energy of boldness, physical appearance, & the presence that we hold in relation to taking up space.

Thus, Leo inspires us to take a closer look at our ego. Check out my full moon in Leo article for more details. 

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2017/02/11/full-moon-in-leo-10th-11th-february-eclipse-awakening-the-sleeping-giant-there-is-a-vast-difference-between-the-ego-the-shadow/

The ego can be your bestfriend, or your worst enemy, dependent upon how aware, and conscious you can become of it. Too much – and You turn into the hungry narcissist, always searching for validation, & raging or misbehaving when you do not get it. This weekly reading in particular suggests a rather strong message from the feminine, as the strength card depicts a powerful woman who has learned to conquer her inner beast, & the empress card which Expresses all the feminine could be once her ego is balanced.

The empress is the energy that we invest in ourselves, in order to create surroundings that are supportive of our individual energetic expression. No more are the days that we seek to look outward for others to validate us, or to provide us with the essentials to create our own destinies.

Birth, and creation are signified here in a major way in combination with the expressive energies that the full moon in Leo asks that we tap into. The empress can be symbolised by the sprouting of beautiful, bountiful flowers, that have seen the test of time, or reached their peek. 

If there is anything in particular that we have been sitting on, fearful to do, or uncertain of, this may be the week that we conclude that we are ready, either to take that next step forward, or to put out a creative project that has fully developed. Perhaps an energy is born within us this week, that sustains us, and allows us to watch over the growth of something new, becoming more responsible, and conscious in order to be able to nurture it, and ourselves.

The 9 of pentacles speaks of a time where things reach fruition. This full moon presents a powerful time for manifestation, & accumulation, despite new moons typically being the phase for manifestation. The number 3 could be abundant in our sightings this week, with Valentine’s Day around the corner inspiring us to fall in love with life again.. Spring is around the corner, and it is nearing time for us to present to the world what our darkness has taught us. There is much to share, and to offer, and it is reinforced with the 6 of wands that if we place in our best efforts, we will reap luxuries, and rewards.

This could be a time to plant seeds – seeds of thought in order to build new habits. The 6 of wands represents the individual who returns from battle, after a lengthy fight against external, and internal forces. 

There could perhaps be a job promotion this week, the promise of a new endeavour, or a chance to maximise our financial security. The strength card asks that we do not let our ego get the best of us. Perhaps we are asked to humble ourselves towards our own struggles, & the struggles of others. We may be growing more compassionate, & understanding, as we learn just how much conflict is apart of the greater picture in life.

The two of swords sees us on the brink of monumental change. Perhaps we are asked to choose a direction, and or a destination. This may be the difference between choosing a new path, or remaining stagnant. It is easy at times of great change to grow fearful when we do not know what quite to expect, but the empress suggests timing is an important factor in manifestation. You have to experience all of the seasons, to truly know the abundance of the entire cycle.

A pivotal point is reached in which we must choose a destination, & choose to surrender a part of ourselves. Free will is still always, a very big factor.

The feminine energy could have a huge week of transition at this time. Being made more aware of her current or past placements in relationships. The empress could encourage us all to build a home within ourselves before seeking accommodation elsewhere. It is imperative to know who you are at this point – especially if you have spent a life time being confused, or fearful of persecution consciousness.

Realise that royalty is at your feet, years of patriarchal conditioning and bashing have just attempted to narrow your path. Even masculine energies have much to learn about the feminine this week! Perhaps a mother figure, a mother that they have made of a woman, (if they are male), highlights to them the true vision of the woman.

The 6 of wands is definitely a journey about being in search of heroism – wherever that may take us. A consciousness arises to do things with more tact, & to find better, healthier coping mechanisms.

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2017.

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading – 30th January-5th February 2017; Dark nights of the soul that make us all whole.

Greetings my love bugs – As I have mentioned on both my Instagram page, and my twitter, last week was a pretty emotionally, and energetically demanding week for me, and I did not find the chance to complete the general weekly, and the twin flame weekly then – HOWEVER, the cards were pulled, and I did find it very important to share the information that I found in them.. Although late, I believe this reading can still help many of us make sense of what was occurring for us last week. Please do enjoy, and understand a lot of these energies do tend to linger into the new week also.. The weekly for THIS week, will be posted shortly..Many thanks for your LOYAL readership!

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Main theme – 9 of swords, What is occurring for both twins – 3 of wands, Masculine – 5 of swords, 2 of swords, King of wands, Feminine – 4 of swords, The chariot, Six of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 30th – 3 (magnified by the presence of the 0) – Empathy, community, communication, creativity, birthing, merging, the divine mother – 5 – Change, transition, travel, newness, liberation, journeying. 

The 9 of swords demonstrates intense mental activity, and a sense of restless thought occurring for both twins this week.  Perhaps it appears that things may have taken a turn for the worst, as our worst fears, and issues revolving abandonment and rejection are played out before our very eyes. The 9 of swords always represents the darkness in our subconscious mind  – the nightmares, and anxieties that we have over what could go wrong in our lives. As 9 symbolises completion, likely, it is because both twins are aware that they have reached a time of immense change and conclusion in their lives, that they hold so many worries, doubts, and fears about what is to come. 

The 9 of swords can symbolise our natural reaction to death,  change, and destruction. This is the backlash of certain events that occur like the tower. Perhaps there has been huge change, something that has shaken us off of our feet, and caused us to re-evaluate life as we know it.. A realisation that we can no longer cling to what was, but this leaves us with the traumas of what have been.. We may have found ourselves this week re-living the past, pondering past mishaps, and facing the looming thought of loneliness. The 9 of swords can be a card of, ‘What have I done? How can I fix this? And where will I go from here?’

It may seem scary to make the leap from one state of being to another, but with the 3 of wands both twins are supported immensely to know that it is time to make the jump. A new life awaits the both of them, but yes it is both inevitable, and vital that they must face their own darkness, before they can introduce the necessary changes for salvation. 

There may be some hesitance to let go of what we thought we knew because of apprehension or anxiety about what this next stage may truly mean for us, but in order for us to manifest the visions that we have long conjured, there are definitely these vital changes that must be made. Holding on to the past only prolongs our pain, and suffering, and the 3 of wands hints that there are ships of opportunity waiting for us, to sail us to new lands, in search of what it is that we truly do want. The mind can often contradict itself – slipping between comfortability, and bravery. Both twins this week definitely seek new heights, and expansion, but they have also grown very comfortable with t he worlds that they know. A message returns to them. Perhaps they have prayed on something, asked for answers, or clarity, and it arrives to them this week – in the form of a dark night of the soul.

Relax. Do not worry so much about what is to come – just know that it will come. There is a brimming excitement about the next stage in your journey that is ready, and willing to surface, but your challenge is to silence the mind enough to allow what is to unfold – to unfold. The mind can often play tricks on us especially if fear has had a large grip and influence on our existence. It is time to directly confront our fears. What are some of your fears? And how do they hold you back from love, from experiencing what it is that you truly desire? Both twins are asked to plunge into the depths of themselves, because dreams wait for no man.

The 5 of swords describes an element of the masculine that I have discussed in previous readings. This is the part of himself that tries to protect, and to preserve himself by acting in a way that is typically in his own interest, and not at the interest of those involved with him. Perhaps he prefers to keep things to himself – he may have difficulty with expressing himself, or allowing himself to be vulnerable, so likely, he hides a part of himself, and in doing so this week, he finds himself in great trouble.

The feminine may be expecting more from him at this time. Greater levels of communication, and reciprocity, but the 5 of swords can suggest that mentally, he is fighting a silent battle. He may be hiding something, with-holding information, or dealing with a situation less than in a manor that is head on. This is all about the ego self. The part of the self that compartmentalizes itself, after one has suffered much trauma, and deception in their lives. He may be wearing the suit of deception himself, and engaging in back and fourth displays with the feminine that leave her feeling tired, and worn out. Energetically, she may be feeling tired of going to war for her masculine – Reaching out to him only to have him turn her away, hide things from her so evidently, or fail to show up. To him, this is something that allows him to maintain a part of his own identity, separate from her – careful not to get himself too entangled in her emotional web – but to her, this becomes just another game of attempting to prove her worth – through trying to get him to communicate directly, and confront matters in a straight, and narrow way. Perhaps it is vulnerability that he fears, so he gives only parts of himself, and parts of information away to others, always keeping a part for himself.

 He may have learnt to survive that way, and this week, the 5 of swords is teaching him that he can no longer carry on in this way.. Perhaps his deceitful ways may be catching up with him, and the 9 of swords represents his understandings, and peace making with the ills of his past.  The 2 of swords represents for him the crossroads for change – should he choose to take that path.

The 5 of swords, and the 2 of swords can sometimes describe a decision that must be made between 2 individuals. Perhaps in the 5 of swords there are 2 individuals who he is being secretive with, refusing to confess the entire truth. This could be why the individual presented in the card holds 3 swords – indicating that he is the cause, and the holder of the 3 of swords – which is the card that represents heart break, confusion, and disappointment. Perhaps this is what he causes for others when he behaves in these sneaky ways, whilst the 2 of swords that lay on the ground represent the decision that he is still refusing to make. 

His mind could potentially be split in to two, seeing the potentialities, and possibilies that could layf or him if he chose one of either path. Either way, a door way by the divine opens, and he must choose to step through one of the doors. He can no longer carry on in the same direction anymore, and his thoughts are intrusive to him at this time – urging him to take a closer look at his actions. Much mental activity, and thought could be creating stress for him, that only further causes him to push others away, as he experiences his own dark night of the soul. He may be attempting to avoid the situation entirely, but this does not mean that it does not creep up in his thoughts. This precipice that he sits on could be the difference between him receiving bountiful blessings, or still keeping in tune with the stagnant life that he has come to know. He may be needing to separate himself from a particular behaviour, mind set, belief, or person at this time, and time is ticking on for him to make a decision. The decision that he makes, will speak volumes about his desire, and determination for maturity. If indeed he can consider the needs of all those involved, and act in a way that is not only serving to himself. There could be the sense that any decision that he makes at this time may cause a great ripple effect, but still, he knows that he must move forward at this time.

The 4 of swords in combination with the 6 of swords suggests that this is an immense period of healing for the feminine. Whatever the masculine is battling, or has going on over on his side, is directly impacting the feminine and the way she views herself. A dark night of the soul is triggered in order for her to retreat within herself, and find the peace of mind to make sense of things. The 9 of swords energy truly does take a hold on the feminine in this week, and she shows towards the beginning of the week a desire to rest, and replenish herself. She may be engaging in a lot of journal-ling, prayer, or spirit work this week as she turns to something within her in order to cope with this dark, and worrisome time. Perhaps she has not heard from the masculine, and she can feel his 5 of swords energy – that he is battling with a situation in his mind, and refuses to be completely open to her about it. For a long while, she has been very communicate with him,  they both have problems with communication, but it appears that she seeks to take a break from being highly expressive, as she feels that he is not doing the same.

The 4 of swords is a period after healing, when we try to gather our thoughts, and to find peace with what happened. 4 symbolises structure, order, and stability, so there is the idea present that she really wishes to find peace in her thoughts at this time, as she realises how they can wreak havoc on her emotions, when she does not monitor them, or remain present in them.. Both this week are dealing with the impact that childhood trauma, or experiences tends to have on our minds, the way we think, the way we communicate, and the way we treat others. 

The feminine wishes to heal from this painful situation, mostly by understanding why it took place in the first place, and accountability plays a huge role in the dynamics for both twins this week. With the chariot, and the 3 of wands energy, some feminines may be choosing to move on from the masculine, to create some space, or even to allow him the space to deal with his own inner battles, whilst she deals with hers. The 4 of swords could be her calling time out on the situation, maybe she withdraws because she realises that at this time, it is a battle that cannot be won. The masculine is split into two, battling his own demons, and it appears that she is exhausted from battling a life time of her own. 

The chariot energy is forward movement.. After she has received the information that she needs through the 4 of swords, she has a desire to charge on, this time with more responsibility, and control over her own life. The chariot pulls along to sphinxes, indicating the wildness inside of the feminine. Her inner beasts, as she attempts to steer her in life in the right direction by taking some responsibility over it. She may be coming to the realisation that for a long time she was not in the drivers seat – acting on impulse alone, and allowing her thoughts, life circumstances, and the thoughts, actions, and opinions of others to move her along life. Many awakenings and epiphanies that she collects during her period of rest, and isolation will be the inspiring jolt that she needs to move forward.. This distance that she creates is in attempts to find peace, and is not directly related with how she feels about the masculine – although he triggered this, her search at this time is actually much greater. As she attempts to seek peace of mind overall, and lay a lot of past issues, and wounds to rest.

The 6 of swords places a large emphasis on family healing, and family wounds. She may be coming to the realisation that many of her thoughts, and experiences are in relation to habits, and beliefs that she picked up in childhood. The dark night of the soul and 9 of swords energy may very well point to the recognition of her shadow self being born of childhood wounds. It can be a very difficult time when we come to these realisations, and they do cause for us to be completely, and entirely honest with ourselves, but it is so necessary for change.. The feminine may be dealing with issues of safety, not feeling protected, or guarded, as the figures in the 6 of swords card are. Perhaps this relates to the feminine feeling unprotected by her father, lacking in masculine energy, or perhaps directionless, in relation to the men in her life.. She attempts to ignite her own masculine energy, with the chariot yielding both the yin, and yang in co-ordination to keep a steady pace that is direct, and certain of itself.. She may be seeking the aid, and counsel of others, trusted friends in order to comfort her at this time, or reassure her that these changes she is making, although difficult, are the right thing for her. There is a strong sense of community, so perhaps she is motivated to heal others because of the healing that she is working on within herself.

The knight of wands at the end of the week shows that the masculine has a strong determination to fight the challenges presented to him within his mind. His spirit is strong, despite all of the weary battles, and there is illumination that is coming to him this week, about what he is to do, and his role as a provider – whether this be the provider of love, security, finance, or communication. There are certain roles that he must step into and take seriously as he reaches this stage of maturity. Perhaps he is cautious of hurting others by telling the full truth, or he cannot stand to let go of some crutches in his life, but the king of wands suggests some courage, conviction, and willpower that arises within him. Towards the end of the week, he is much more willing to take responsibility for things.. Perhaps this is because the feminine triggers him by seemingly moving away from him, or he feels energetically that she is checking out in order to tune into herself. 

The feminine may be growing tired of a situation that presents itself here, and rightly so, as she has been back, and fourth for a long time dealing with this seeming lack of inconsistency. The king of wands is gradual change on his behalf, perhaps he did not have the best father figure or remodel, and he is learning what it means to carry the divine masculine archetype, through the triggering that the two of one another provide each other with. Although this week appears very heavy, and intense in terms of self confrontation, everything is happening as it should to bring them both greater levels of awareness, and depth. They have healed a great deal on their journey, but there is always more understanding to be gained, and this week suggests a MAJOR push, and stepping stone in them confronting the truth of themselves, the best way that spirit knows how – Through a dark night of the soul. The king of wands is all about the illumination received when the masculine finally connects with his third eye, and allows communication to flow through him freely, and openly. A lot of the things that he has been blocking himself off from realising, come to him this week, and unblock his sacral chakra. This has a lot to do with his sexual energy, so his awakening can be tied into a sexual awakening in a sense.

Perhaps he is gaining knowledge of the relevance, and importance of his own sexual energy – no longer seeking to abuse it, or to receive gratification in low vibrational ways.. This does not serve him, and as he matures actually, only depletes him if he does not recognise it as his life force. There is an empty pleasure in frivolous casual encounters that do not replenish his soul, and he is beginning to acknowledge this. The real worth is within him, and how he can express himself, and his feelings in colourful, and creative ways.

I cannot say for certain that when he turns around and is ready to confess himself the feminine will decipher that she is fully healed, or even ready to embrace this next part of her journey with him, because her healing retreat, and mental healing does not seem as if it is something that she is taking lightly, or doing briskly this time. She recognises that it is a big effort, and there are multiple layers of herself that she must now get to know. He may think that he can awaken, click his fingers, and everything will return to normal.. But this may just be another time that both twins have to look unto themselves, in order to look into the frame of God.. Co-dependency, either way, will never make for a happy home. .

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2017.

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General Weekly Reading – 30th January-5th February 2017; Facing the subconscious, through the eyes of God.

Greetings my love bugs – As I have mentioned on both my instagram page, and my twitter, last week was a pretty emotionally, and energetically demanding week for me, and I did not find the chance to complete the general weekly, and the twin flame weekly then – HOWEVER, the cards were pulled, and I did find it very important to share the information that I found in them.. Although late, I believe this reading can still help many of us make sense of what was occurring for us last week. Please do enjoy, and understand a lot of these energies do tend to linger into the new week also.. The weekly for THIS week, will be posted shortly..Many thanks for your LOYAL readership!

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Main theme – Page of  pentacles, Surrounding cards – 7 of swords, 3 of wands, The hierophant, Queen of cups.

Numerological break down calculation – 30th – 3 (magnified by the presence of the 0) – Empathy, community, communication, creativity, birthing, merging, the divine mother – 5 – Change, transition, travel, newness, liberation, journeying. 

The knight of pentacles introduces a future undertone into this reading. Something this week has triggered us to look deeply into the future, and how we would like it to be, based upon how the past was. There is a lot of visitation of the past at this time, and it is this recollection of what is no more that causes us to think so intensely about what is to be.

The knight of pentacles has a plan. This is an individual who is calculated, pensive, and seeks to be precise about their actions. There is a pressing desire to make a different mark on the world, and to do things differently, based upon what you have seen and known. Issues surrounding poverty consciousness, and lack may be presented to you, as you seek new, and sustainable ways to expand yourself, and to see that this expansion lasts. There is also a strong emphasis this week on family karma.  The queen of cups could represent the divine mother. What programs, and downloads have you had installed into you as a result of the mother that you had, or the relationship that you had with your mother? Was she responsive to you? To your calls? To your cries as a baby, or, was this love conditional, and how has this caused you to close your heart to love, or reject love, either consciously, or subconsciously. This week, sees us assessing our relationship with the divine mother. The divine mother is the essence of unconditional love, and we will be reviewing some of our blockages in relation to accepting love into our lives. Even those of us who pride ourselves on being empaths, healers, and lovers, many of us hold blockages to do with love, and beliefs about love, and ourselves that see us attracting narcissists, or other co-dependent, and low vibrational relationships. When we believe that we are undeserving or unworthy of love, these are the types of cycles that we so easily fall in to.

We may hold responsibilities this week to this divine mother. For some of us, this will be the cause of us pondering which direction to take in regards to our finances. This could be the part of ourselves that seeks nurturing, emotional support, and beautification. Perhaps our inner masculine side seeks merging with our inner feminine, and the knight of pentacles represents our desires to acquire finances, and take movement, in order to ensure that we can nurture, pamper, and support this most delicate, and sensitive part of ourselves. The heart chakra calls for healing when the queen of cups arrives, and perhaps this is healing in the form of past relationships, as the number 5 numerologically would suggest that some change needs to take place. It is imperative that we look forward at this time, and not dwell on what has been, unless it is to collect the lessons that it has taught us. The knight of pentacles holds something of value in his hands – so this may speak of the information that you have collected through your past experiences, but he knows that what he does with it next will determine whether he will develop into the king of pentacles – self sufficient, and abundant, or whether he will remain stagnant. Vital decisions are to be made at this point, which WILL be life changing. 

The seven of swords speaks of mental avoidance that can be no more. So, if we did have a narcissist in our lives, or somebody who did not necessarily have our best interests at heart? The chances are, that we knew this, that we always knew this, but due to some type of childhood grievance, we chose to ignore ourselves, and our feelings, and proceed with them anyway. Anything that you have been avoiding, or choosing not to be attention to, WILL be brought to your attention this week, and likely, not in a very calm, or soothing manor. The problem is, when you have been ignoring something for this long, when spirit brings it to your attention, it can be quite of a shock. Think – in a very tower-esque fashion. The 7 of swords represents us not being willing to think responsibly, or not thinking accurately about the future. This could relate to inner child syndrome, living without paying conscious attention to what it is that we are doing. The knight of pentacles definitely hints at a looming maturity – having the desire to plan ahead, instead of just existing unconsciously in the moment. It is time for us to take charge of our own lives, and of ourselves, and to weed out those who give us less than we deserve by identifying why, and HOW we also believe that we deserve less.

This is a very, very spiritual time, as well as an emotional time, and you may feel compelled to pull your energies back, retreat a little bit, in order to be contemplative, and to make sense of the many messages, insights, and images that the hierophant is presenting to you. The hierophant is all about spiritual revelation. Whatever it is that you are going through that appears particularly challenging, or ground breaking this week, spirit has WILLED it so, in order for you to learn, and pick up on vital lessons that will change the course of your spiritual destiny. Many of us are being called onto the path of shamanism, and in order to become healers we need to become honest about what needs healing within ourselves. Sometimes, the hierophant asks that we retreat, so that we can cement a stronger connection with the divine. What realisations come to you once you stop thinking from the ego perspective? Once you can silence yourself, and seek counsel from a higher power? Often, when life events are so challenging, we recognise that we cannot seek advice, or guidance from those around us. Perhaps we recognise that our friends do not have the insight, information, or level of assistance that we are requiring. This is the time when we turn to the divine – the most high, for the kind of guidance that stirs our soul.

Many of us on this path, and many of those called to read this are missionaries – messengers hand picked to spread the word, and it is essential at this time, that we learn from these painful experiences, and we learn from what is being revealed to us at this time, because it is a message that we must  pass on, to others, who will also deeply need this message in order to become closer to themselves, and closer to the divine. All of the blocks to unconditional love are pulled up, and revealed in order for us to retrieve the type of expansion, and new territory that the 3 of wands represents. The 3 of wands is all about venturing into new land.. Some of us will be physically travelling to somewhere we have never been before, whilst others of us will be travelling mentally, and spiritually to new lands. Living small, is not living – it is simply existing, and it is time for us to manifest more for ourselves by breaking the barriers that keep us attached to lack, and poverty consciousness. 

Your heart is expanding, preparing you to accept unconditional love, and this may feel like a psychological break down. In many ways it is a psychological death, and likely, you spent so long avoiding truths in your mind because to uncover these truths would mean to be honest about some painful things in your past. It is time to remove the crutch.. Understand more about yourself. Be compassionate at this time.. Seek those who have a healing touch, or can offer you a compassionate listening ear – maybe somebody who practices medium-ship, is on the spiritual path, or has very motherly energy. They will not be able to offer you all of the answers that you seek – as these lie within, but they will be able to hear you out, allow you to express your inner most self, and possibly trigger you into answering the questions that you need to ask yourself. 

So much is available to us at this time, but it is all about our mindset. Do we believe that we are deserving? Can we take these leaps of faith and trust that God and the universe will guide us? And have our back? The 3 of wands describes an individual who has taken the initiative to make the first step into a new life. They decided to move forward, as the 2 of wands presented them with a decision, and in doing so, the 3 of wands sees them waiting to receive all of the accolades and rewards for their bravery. Manifestation means breaking through, and breaking free.. That tough decision that must be made? Let go of your comfort zone.. Take the leap.. So much more awaits. 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.


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