Full Moon in Pisces – September 2016 Liberation from Generational & Karmic debt – Financial expansion & making magic from the debris.

Tonight’s full moon in Pisces is the powerful awakening that we have all been waiting for! 

Falling on a 7 day (1+6) – the opportunity for spiritual growth & psychic knowing is even more heightened. The number 7 represents seeing into the darkness, & harnessing the mind of God. You are gifted with widened vision at this time & you must know within your core, that what you can see, is only half of the truth.

Pisces are the dreamers, the intuitives & the ones who emotions run deep enough to access the unconscious realms.
Pisces is also a very, very pensive sign! A lot of people carrying this energy tend to be deep thinkers & dependent upon which way they steer their mind, they will either find themselves thinking negatively & stewing in the doom & gloom of the past, or thinking creatively, & using their gifts of enhanced psychic awareness to envision their future plans, goals & ambitions.
In conjunction w/ the energy of Chiron, the wounded healer, this moons energy is bringing up deeply embedded wounds from our subconscious & past lives(childhood). One of these primary wounds, is the wound of isolation – not feeling apart of something & the wounds that we carry from our karmic & generational lines. 

It is no longer time to dwell on what HAS been, if we do not have enough respect for ourselves to witness how far we have come on our journey.

We must use our past experiences to remind us of the mission at hand… The goal is expansion & liberation – so that we can ignite this type of consciousness in others.

Inner child liberation calls for the finally severing of negative & traumatic karmic & ancestral patterns.

If our ancestors were poor, this does not mean that we must embody poverty consciousness, if our ancestors were not granted self expression, this is no reason for us to live small & undiscovered.

You are the one who must go further than the others have gone.

Patterns & cycles of depravity will highlight themselves to you in order for you to finally find your means of escape. 

Freedom in the form of financial stability will be of particular importance to you as this is also a form of manifesting greatness/value.

If you are deeply connected to the moon, a dark night of the soul will also present itself, asking you – ‘How far have you really come? Can you make it on your own? Or is codependency & ancient stories the mark of your soul?’.

So much of the hard work that you put in at this time, will undoubtably pay off, so it is important for you to channel your wounds & experiences towards creativity & manifestation.

Your karmic debt is only indebted to you when you do not recognise its existence. Once you become aware of the energies, imprints & archtypes that are holding you back, there is little reason for you to continue to entertain their presence within your life, or your energetic field.

Your inner child no longer wishes to be a prisoner of your untrue thoughts, so it is time to dig into the darkness of your soul & retrieve from their your true purpose & mission on this earthly plane.

Putting your creative talents to the forefront of your mind should be your priority. You must believe that there is an excess of success & abundance available to you at all times – despite what past experiences may have caused you to believe about yourself.

There is a profound shift that is occurring, that is pushing those with specific missions tied to awakening mass consciousness, to spread their wings & show the collective just how much we have to offer! 

The opportunity for a new beginning will present itself in various ways. A situation may be so challenging & uncomfortable for you that it pushes you to take opportunities & chances that you would not usually consider – all in attempts to break free from your mould.

Your sensitivity is not your enemy. Neither is your tenderness & rawness. These intrinsic parts of you were given so that you may no depth. The type of depth that gives  you that shamanic edge. It is only through accessing the darkness that dwells within, that you can know just how to let the light in.

You cannot carry the past with you where you are going – the two vibrational frequencies are not in alignment. One is dense – the other endless, lighter, & more playful. 

Things are literally being burned from your path. It is only when we are desperate, weak & sick, with nowhere to turn, that the glare of the divine becomes most blinding. You literally can see into the darkness through this emerging fire. Fire completely transforms everything in its path; this is Kali – the divine feminine who has absolutely no more time to waste.

I feel as if this energy is particularly more straining for the masculine; as such intense & deep soul searching is something that the feminine is already very familiar with. 

This transition will prove confusing, but very illuminating for the masculine has who has resided in a false sense of hyper masculinity for  most of his life.

Happy healing my sacred beings ~
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9/9/2016 999 portal opening//closure – What’s the big shift all about?

As most of you already know, we are in a 9 year cycle according to numerology (2016 – 2+0+1+6=9). In numerology the goal is always to add the numbers down until a single digit number is reached, aside from master numbers.

Not only are we currently in a 9 year, but September marks a 9 month & this day, marks a 9 day – culminating in 999. Now this is a very special//spiritual number; actually it is said that this is the number of Christ & in attempts to mock him, the devil turned this number upside down – creating 666, the number that is so associated w/ evil & demonic activity etc.. Now the number 9 is representative of our life cycles, specifically the end of a cycle. Today marks the shift in our karmic transactions – we are truly changing, evolving, rewriting our karma & embarking on a transformative period in regards to who we are, who we have been & who we will be in the future..

Some of us will feel this shift internally on a very profound level – others of us, who are resisting the Change, will feel much resistance & may receive emotional flash backs in the form of past memories//dreams, that ask us to relinquish them..

Perhaps there have been many spirit messengers in the form of people you have met this year & their purpose for entering your life is finally becoming clear.. This marks a time of LESSONS, taking the painful lessons that we have endured & using them to end this karmic cycle of abandonment, loss, & abuse…

The time has come – a newest you is arriving, the door is knocking – answer, by listening to the wisdom that surrounds you.

– Cindy

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

Seek Cindy 2016 ©

General weekly reading – 5th-11th September; An offer, and a decision.

Main theme – knight of cups, the chariot, two of swords, six of pentacles, strength.

This week, with the main theme being the knight of cups, there is something being offered to us. Perhaps this is an offer of love – it may be from a current partner, or somebody who is coming back from the past, to try and articulate to us, how much they have grown, and what they have learnt. 

There are some decisions to be made about fairness, equality, and justice. Perhaps this is the message that this person is bringing us, retrograde may have us revisiting this scenario because it has a vital piece of the puzzle of life awaiting us. Maybe this person was apart of our past karma, a karmic attachment, and the decision that we make this time around will show how much we have grown, or progressed.

The chariot card indicates that one of our choices this week is in moving forward. Does the past have anything left to offer us? Does this individual truly have anything to give us apart from this display of love? And is this display genuine enough for us to stick around for them? The six of pentacles asks us to weigh up what we are really getting ourselves into here. Maybe in the past, we were in a poor position, and we looked to them, and they did not offer us the helping hand that was needed. Maybe now WE are in this powerful position, and we see how the wheel of life is always changing, and rotating, and no situation at all is permanent.

Or, you may be the person this week reaching out, and making an offer to somebody. An old lover, somebody you have wronged, somebody you have missed, and have this burning desire to make contact with. Perhaps you feel you have gone on a journey, an inner battle, and now you return with more to offer them – whether this is more of yourself, or more financial//emotional security. 

The strength card adds wisdom to our years, we know more now, we have experienced enough of what we do not want, to know what we do want, especially when it comes to love. Settling is not an option this week, as we have come to realise our worth through painful love experiences.

Perhaps there are many displays of love and affection offered to you this week, from multiple sources, and you must decide whether it is within your best interest to stay single, or to date, mingle with others, and spend this period of time finding yourself.

Maybe it is best to take the time to get to know yourself more this weekend, perhaps you are still cautious about putting all of your eggs into one basket – as you should be. 

You are done with one sided relationships, be they platonic or romantic in nature, and apart of your divine strength is knowing now that you are in control of your own destiny. You have learnt so much about karma, through reading informative pieces like my own, and through analysing, and assessing life’s experiences, no body can stop you now in bolting forward and creating the kind of life that you desire.

You are not a victim of love this week, you are in the drivers seat. There is power in knowing who you are, and what you want, and knowing your shadow self well enough to know when you have attracted a lover through the darkness. 

Pay attention to fight or flight signals. This is your body’s intuitive way of letting you know when to get the hell out of there. Remember, you are not a victim of love, no longer a bystander in your karmic relations. 

You have this inner strength and inner power that you did not have before. So you’re like, ‘I’m in control. I get to choose’. Nothing, and nobody stands in your way now, and this also goes for you in terms of career.. Putting that work in, is going to pay off at this time.

Happy healing my sacred beings ~ 

© Seek Cindy 2016

Twin Flame weekly reading – 29th August-4th September; The balancing; of romance, and earthly duty. 

Main theme – Ace of swords, what is occurring for both twins – King of pentacles, Masculine – two of pentacles, queen of cups, the world, Feminine – six of wands, the lovers, ten of cups. 

Numerological breakdown – 29th (11 day) revelations, spiritual realisations, and lessons – 4th (organisation, hard work, structure, and stability. 

The main theme being the ace of swords shows that both twins this week, are experiencing a mental break through, a process of mental clarity, the likes of which have not been seen in a long while. This is a 360 transition of the psyche. A shift in perception, and perspective thinking. Things are revealed to them through internal knowing, without much conscious effort – this could be the work of a spirit guide, or strong intuitive ability growth. They are bursting with ideas this week. This is, ideas about ways to build new finance, and generate income also, as shown by the King of pentacles, which was also present in the general weekly reading.

It seems both twins are desperate for financial freedom this week through purposefulness, and serving their purpose, although for slightly different reasons. I feel like this quest for financial expansion is not at all selfish, or just for materialistic gain, they truly see how this masculine component, (money), to paramount internal healing, and United consciousness

Progress within their respective fields, and dedication toward work, and growth shows just why these divine lovers, were hand picked by the divine to go out there and do the work that they are doing, to spread the message, to care for the masses. They are both responsible and this week, they are only growing in responsibility as they recognise the weight of their mission, and why they must keep going with it.

This means breaking free from poverty consciousness, and dispelling myths about timidity or limitations. These divine lovers are destined to do work that expands world wide, they have these huge destinies, and their consciousness this week is echoing, ‘I want more for myself, because I want more for others’. 

Realisations, epiphanies, revelations will arrive to them this week, ‘THIS is what it was all about all along. Me. Me and my purpose’. 

The feminine this week, is breaking free and breaking out of co dependency, whilst the masculine, is recognising that it is okay to mean on somebody, and to be a little emotionally vulnerable, and emotionally open. This is where the two of pentacles comes in, balancing his work life/duty, with, his queen of cups, he thinks to himself, ‘If and when I have enough, when there is no lack, I can provide more resources, not only for myself, but for others. And this is my purpose, and this is my place’.

He is stepping into his role this week, of the provider, and the protector, and the care giver. Balancing his finances with his earthly duties, and his responsibilities is very important to him this week, and it is equally important for him NOT to feel like the entire world is on his shoulders. He may need the emotional support, and reassurance from the feminine, and with the lovers card on her side, it seems as if she is willing on some level to provide this, even though her focuses are currently on building her own empire.

He is opening up emotionally bevause of how open and vulnerable the feminine has been with him. He sees her as this delicate creature, emotional, sensitive, nurturing, and maternal – the archetype of the wife, and the daughter (simultaneously). 

This is a huge shift in consciousness, because the feminine instead of being just focused on him, and love, and relationships, as she once was, now, she is focused on her own victories, with the six of wands, she is looking toward financial gains, Recognition within her field, and getting what she deserves, by learning the vital lesson, that it is indeed what she deserves. 

She is falling in love with her work, and her purpose again. Romantic Love is important, and will always play a major role within her life, but, she is realising, that if she wants healthy love, non attachment love, then she needs to have her ‘own’. And this is not the only type of love..

Her own energetic pool of resources, a love outside of love, a thriving career, a steady life, good friends, emotional equilibrium. She needs to be balanced before everything can come together full circle – as with theten  of cups. Emotional fulfilment is at her door, knocking, she can have it if she wants. She is worthy of love, she is love. And if there was ever a doubt about this within her mind, this week will dispel this myth. 

The way that the masculine views the feminine is changing. In the world card, it appears as if the feminine figure is almost giving birth to the earth, and to a new world. This is the gratitude in him for what the feminine represents – conjuring, birthing, maternal, eternal love. This is placing an end to separation consciousness, within, and without him. Inspiring him Not to abuse his power, because this is a sensitive, beautiful, and vulnerable soul – much like he himself is.


Happy healing my sacred beings ~ 

© Seek Cindy 2016.

General weekly reading – 29th August-4th September; New month, new me. 

Main theme – King of pentacles, Surrounding cards – strength, three of pentacles, justice, King of wands.

With the main theme being the King of pentacles this week, we are deciding to get very serious, and very practical about our finances, ambitions, and career path. No matter what has happened in the past, we realise now, that self sustainability, and self responsibility is at the core of taking us on the next step of our healing journey.

It is all about the money honey. Okay, well not really, not ALL about, but it is coming to our attention that a certain level of autonomy is needed in order to maintain our progress and internal work. Maybe we need that money to move out of our family home because our family are still just too triggering, maybe there are places that we long to go, and things that we long to do to aid our growth that require financial improvement. 

We understand this week the immensity of the importance of our life’s work. The justice card suggests that our life’s work may be in tandem with offering a service to humanity in some way, something that heals, nurtures, or balanced the course of the destiny of others, you must know, that when you heal others, you heal a part of yourself in the process. This is universal reward.

Your inner core is changing this week. You understand that right and wrong is less about what happens TO you, and more about how you REACT to what happens to you. Things will always go wrong, I mentioned this in my retrograde article, but it is essential for highly sensitives to build up a strengthened inner core, so that we are not so easily offended. This is where the strength card comes in. 

Strength comes this week from the purposefulness of our passions and future directions. We have big goals, we have a large calling as depicted by the three of pentacles. Maybe we do not necessarily know what this calling is to be EXACT, but we have felt the pull our entire lives. This is enough reason to no longer play small. We need to gather our ideas, because THIS, this passion, purpose, ambition, drive, is going to be what actually, and finally liberates us from our past, and our limitation consciousness. 

We are balancing our masculine nature with two King archetypes. The king of wands is this acceleration, and bursting free of our creative and sexual chi. We may be feeling hyper sexual this week, we may be exploring, experimenting, because we are no longer feeling shameful, and like we have to hide ourselves. 

For my feminine enchiladas, this may mean a lot of male attention for us this week, OR a special male in particular who steps in to show his dominance, among the pack.

Tapping into creativity to make a new alchemical solution out of our past pains, tearing ourselves open to new heights, manifesting admiration for our work, and accolades, sees us reminded this week, that the BIGGER picture, is worth more than ALL of the bullshit, that we have had to endure..

You are a BOSS this week! People are like, ‘look at that boss, with all of that courage’, and you are to step into this role with confidence. Take control over your life. The victim mentality gets nothing accomplished, but keeping you stuck within your wound. This week, is about stepping into your light, it’s the, ‘what happens next?’ How can you take all of your experiences, and lessons, and abilities, and bring them, and yourself OUTWARD into the world.

I am so proud of you guys this week!
Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Seek Cindy 2016.

Excessive fatigue, and ascension. 

Honestly, I have been so incredibly exhausted with all of these shifts in consciousness, and reality occurring. It has definitely been a time of rapid change, and switching different dimensional timelines, and un-doing past life karma – enough to make anybody exhausted!

Pay particular attention to dreams during this time, especially dreams about death, as they articulate to us what we are letting go of subconsciously, energetically & etherically. 

Dreams about death do not pertain to physical death in a sense, but rather a death of the things that these persons are associated with.

Our cells are rejuvenated whilst we sleep, new brain connections are made, as old ones die. And sleep is the cousin of death, so you can be sure that all of the sleep that you are catching up on at this time is bringing you renewal, and rebirth.

You may even be experiencing psychological and physical regression – looking younger & fresher as a result of dropping harmful energies from your auric field.. This is a time of letting go, and allowing so much that has been stored within us to fall to dust. I highly suggest a heavy physical cleansing in preparation for this full moon. Cleaning the house, that attic/storage room that you dump old, irrelevant rubbish in – yes even that too must now be cleansed! Re-arrange the placement of your room, change your bed covers, dust for cobwebs – this is all related to the condition of yourself internally. Your home is an extension of yourself.
Happy clearing my babies…

Ashe.


© Seek Cindy 2016. 

Friction and opposition; The necessary stages of healing. 

It appears almost as if a cruel twist of fate.. The moment that you find yourself in a state of spiritual, emotional, mental, and psychological elevation & inspiration, is the moment that you will rub up against those who seem to be at the mouth gate of the complete opposite.

Resistance, friction – an opportunity to test, are you truly ready to move to the next level? Are you really ready to fight for yourself? To love yourself more? And to excel in ways you previously never have before?

Okay, then I will send you this test, this test that once used to rock you & shake you at the knees… And now you will see, how you handle this.. How well you fare against the kind of strife that once paralysed you.
The entities that exist as low vibration cess pits in others will recognise when your own vibration is uplifting, they will recognise the resistance that you pose to whom you once were & out of bitterness & spite, they will do everything within their power to attempt to bring you back to a place where you recognise them…

Demonic entities (low vibrational beings) absolutely HATE to be ignored, it remains them that they are unloved, not of the light & not apart of God’s graces, & they confuse the vessel that they possess that it is rather they who are unlovable.

Do not be so shaken dear one. Know that this too is apart of the process… This too is healing, challenging & changing you at the most molecular, biochemical level.


You know that you are healing, when your arguments now turn into psychological expressions of communication, and resolution.

I have absolute zero interest these days in engaging in heated disputes with anybody.. My inner child is currently dancing happily, and she seriously has no intention of being unnecessarily wounded. My shadow self is also currently doing cute things, like parenting my inner child & enduring a process of self analysation & introspection, so anybody after anything else, needs to fall all the way back, have several seats & go get a coffee with kermit & them…

As a highly sensitive person, I find that engaging in any type of back & fourth is incredibly draining & this is why so many empaths seem to avoid confrontation…

The energetic back lash after is NOT worth it..

I find the inner parent in myself now reaching out to others who try to cause conflict & trying to parent them.

I mean, there is clearly an inner child present who does not know how to appropriately & articulately express itself…

And I am tempted to ask?

‘What is it at this time that you require?’

‘What causes you such dissatisfaction that you feel the need to misconstrue my words & energy in such a manor?’

The energy of resolution, is entirely separate from the energy of conflict.

Nobody is out to get you amor, I promise you that much. Well, unless indeed you do perceive things to be this way.

And it is the enemy within, the one who has a chronic dissatisfaction with self, that perceives itself to be a target, that determines that everybody is somehow out to harm it..

Gradually, as we heal, the sometimes timid, often defeatist voice within our head that lacks reason, will cease to think that all others have an agenda, particularly energetically vampiric souls.

There is not much that you can do outside of yourself, you cannot control others, you cannot control who they are, what they do, nor their emotional reactions & responses toward you – all that you can do is attune yourself, so that you experience internal harmony.

Realise that the actions of others are a reflection of their own perception & THEIR reality, similarly, your experiences, actions, and conclusions are relative to your own perceptions and narratives.

You can CHOOSE to buy into an experience if it resonates w/ you.

If it does not? Then you can choose to drop it from your auric field. As simple as you nearly picked it up.

Each day, make a conscious decision of that which you wish to indulge in.

However, in the end, regardless of all of our dealings, of those who cause us friction, of those who rub up against the unhealed parts within us, it is important with our labelling of others, not to write them off, or paint them as the perpetual bad guys – for this creates more separation and bitterness.

Our time & experience upon this earth is limited. Why are we so disregardful & disrespectful towards others? Do we know when will be the last time that we will be given the opportunity to see them? Surely, we do not wish for our last ever words to them to have been filled with malice.

To lose somebody unexpectedly places a shift upon the ways in which you view death, loss & life.

At any moment, one can become lost to the infinite cycle that is.

This is why human life is so precious! Why we should try to rise above our own petty differences & see the beauty of humanity for what it is.. All humans are sacred. Yes even those whom we dub ‘energetic vampires’, toxic, or emotionally & energetically draining…

Even they too are sacred.

I am not under any circumstance suggesting that one should put up with their bullshit, but rather, even in establishing & strengthening boundaries, we should try to speak to the inner child in them, the wounded one that is.

Harbouring any type of hate, resentment, or ill feeling towards others burns away deeply at us, more than it affects any other..

Go to sleep every night with forgiveness on your mind, understanding that we are all human, we are all learning, we are all growing, and we all make mistakes on this path…

Hate nobody. Express grief over their actions, but please do not ever carry hate in your heart for them… Especially those who abuse you, as this prolongs the process of abuse.

Cindy Anneh-bu

© Seek Cindy 2016.