General Weekly Reading – 30th January-5th February 2017; Facing the subconscious, through the eyes of God.

Greetings my love bugs – As I have mentioned on both my instagram page, and my twitter, last week was a pretty emotionally, and energetically demanding week for me, and I did not find the chance to complete the general weekly, and the twin flame weekly then – HOWEVER, the cards were pulled, and I did find it very important to share the information that I found in them.. Although late, I believe this reading can still help many of us make sense of what was occurring for us last week. Please do enjoy, and understand a lot of these energies do tend to linger into the new week also.. The weekly for THIS week, will be posted shortly..Many thanks for your LOYAL readership!

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Main theme – Page of  pentacles, Surrounding cards – 7 of swords, 3 of wands, The hierophant, Queen of cups.

Numerological break down calculation – 30th – 3 (magnified by the presence of the 0) – Empathy, community, communication, creativity, birthing, merging, the divine mother – 5 – Change, transition, travel, newness, liberation, journeying. 

The knight of pentacles introduces a future undertone into this reading. Something this week has triggered us to look deeply into the future, and how we would like it to be, based upon how the past was. There is a lot of visitation of the past at this time, and it is this recollection of what is no more that causes us to think so intensely about what is to be.

The knight of pentacles has a plan. This is an individual who is calculated, pensive, and seeks to be precise about their actions. There is a pressing desire to make a different mark on the world, and to do things differently, based upon what you have seen and known. Issues surrounding poverty consciousness, and lack may be presented to you, as you seek new, and sustainable ways to expand yourself, and to see that this expansion lasts. There is also a strong emphasis this week on family karma.  The queen of cups could represent the divine mother. What programs, and downloads have you had installed into you as a result of the mother that you had, or the relationship that you had with your mother? Was she responsive to you? To your calls? To your cries as a baby, or, was this love conditional, and how has this caused you to close your heart to love, or reject love, either consciously, or subconsciously. This week, sees us assessing our relationship with the divine mother. The divine mother is the essence of unconditional love, and we will be reviewing some of our blockages in relation to accepting love into our lives. Even those of us who pride ourselves on being empaths, healers, and lovers, many of us hold blockages to do with love, and beliefs about love, and ourselves that see us attracting narcissists, or other co-dependent, and low vibrational relationships. When we believe that we are undeserving or unworthy of love, these are the types of cycles that we so easily fall in to.

We may hold responsibilities this week to this divine mother. For some of us, this will be the cause of us pondering which direction to take in regards to our finances. This could be the part of ourselves that seeks nurturing, emotional support, and beautification. Perhaps our inner masculine side seeks merging with our inner feminine, and the knight of pentacles represents our desires to acquire finances, and take movement, in order to ensure that we can nurture, pamper, and support this most delicate, and sensitive part of ourselves. The heart chakra calls for healing when the queen of cups arrives, and perhaps this is healing in the form of past relationships, as the number 5 numerologically would suggest that some change needs to take place. It is imperative that we look forward at this time, and not dwell on what has been, unless it is to collect the lessons that it has taught us. The knight of pentacles holds something of value in his hands – so this may speak of the information that you have collected through your past experiences, but he knows that what he does with it next will determine whether he will develop into the king of pentacles – self sufficient, and abundant, or whether he will remain stagnant. Vital decisions are to be made at this point, which WILL be life changing. 

The seven of swords speaks of mental avoidance that can be no more. So, if we did have a narcissist in our lives, or somebody who did not necessarily have our best interests at heart? The chances are, that we knew this, that we always knew this, but due to some type of childhood grievance, we chose to ignore ourselves, and our feelings, and proceed with them anyway. Anything that you have been avoiding, or choosing not to be attention to, WILL be brought to your attention this week, and likely, not in a very calm, or soothing manor. The problem is, when you have been ignoring something for this long, when spirit brings it to your attention, it can be quite of a shock. Think – in a very tower-esque fashion. The 7 of swords represents us not being willing to think responsibly, or not thinking accurately about the future. This could relate to inner child syndrome, living without paying conscious attention to what it is that we are doing. The knight of pentacles definitely hints at a looming maturity – having the desire to plan ahead, instead of just existing unconsciously in the moment. It is time for us to take charge of our own lives, and of ourselves, and to weed out those who give us less than we deserve by identifying why, and HOW we also believe that we deserve less.

This is a very, very spiritual time, as well as an emotional time, and you may feel compelled to pull your energies back, retreat a little bit, in order to be contemplative, and to make sense of the many messages, insights, and images that the hierophant is presenting to you. The hierophant is all about spiritual revelation. Whatever it is that you are going through that appears particularly challenging, or ground breaking this week, spirit has WILLED it so, in order for you to learn, and pick up on vital lessons that will change the course of your spiritual destiny. Many of us are being called onto the path of shamanism, and in order to become healers we need to become honest about what needs healing within ourselves. Sometimes, the hierophant asks that we retreat, so that we can cement a stronger connection with the divine. What realisations come to you once you stop thinking from the ego perspective? Once you can silence yourself, and seek counsel from a higher power? Often, when life events are so challenging, we recognise that we cannot seek advice, or guidance from those around us. Perhaps we recognise that our friends do not have the insight, information, or level of assistance that we are requiring. This is the time when we turn to the divine – the most high, for the kind of guidance that stirs our soul.

Many of us on this path, and many of those called to read this are missionaries – messengers hand picked to spread the word, and it is essential at this time, that we learn from these painful experiences, and we learn from what is being revealed to us at this time, because it is a message that we must  pass on, to others, who will also deeply need this message in order to become closer to themselves, and closer to the divine. All of the blocks to unconditional love are pulled up, and revealed in order for us to retrieve the type of expansion, and new territory that the 3 of wands represents. The 3 of wands is all about venturing into new land.. Some of us will be physically travelling to somewhere we have never been before, whilst others of us will be travelling mentally, and spiritually to new lands. Living small, is not living – it is simply existing, and it is time for us to manifest more for ourselves by breaking the barriers that keep us attached to lack, and poverty consciousness. 

Your heart is expanding, preparing you to accept unconditional love, and this may feel like a psychological break down. In many ways it is a psychological death, and likely, you spent so long avoiding truths in your mind because to uncover these truths would mean to be honest about some painful things in your past. It is time to remove the crutch.. Understand more about yourself. Be compassionate at this time.. Seek those who have a healing touch, or can offer you a compassionate listening ear – maybe somebody who practices medium-ship, is on the spiritual path, or has very motherly energy. They will not be able to offer you all of the answers that you seek – as these lie within, but they will be able to hear you out, allow you to express your inner most self, and possibly trigger you into answering the questions that you need to ask yourself. 

So much is available to us at this time, but it is all about our mindset. Do we believe that we are deserving? Can we take these leaps of faith and trust that God and the universe will guide us? And have our back? The 3 of wands describes an individual who has taken the initiative to make the first step into a new life. They decided to move forward, as the 2 of wands presented them with a decision, and in doing so, the 3 of wands sees them waiting to receive all of the accolades and rewards for their bravery. Manifestation means breaking through, and breaking free.. That tough decision that must be made? Let go of your comfort zone.. Take the leap.. So much more awaits. 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.


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TwinFlame **AQUARIUS NEW MOON** reading – Follow our facebook page for DAILY TF news.

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Main theme//Unified energy – THE STAR, Masculine – King of wands & Four of cups, Feminine – Judgement & the page of pentacles.

What an amazing card to receive for the new moons main theme energy – The star card, which is actually the card that represents Aquarius as a sun sign.
So, the star card arrives after the tower card. This is the recent life experiences that twin flames have been through that have entirely shaken things up for them. So this is recent revelations about the ways that they have been living their lives, changes, and epiphanies that have come on very strong, and have rearranged the course of their destiny.. Sometimes, these significant changes, and life events can seem as if they are working AGAINST us, so many of us may have felt as if we were losing our grip on reality, or as if things have hit us harder than we deserve.. The truth is, this is very much the energy of Kali, the healing goddess who heals first, by completely fucking shit up.

Once, we have cleared this path of everything that we do not want, what is left, is actually all the tools required for us to rebuild. KNOWLEDGE. Understanding. Heightened awareness. All that is brought by the healing energy of Aquarius.
The star is renewed hope..Things are not actually as bleak as we once thought they were, once we get ourselves unstuck from our minds, and the coming days following the new moon reveals a new beginning for twin flames. There is a shift in their energy fields, when they actually begin to feel very lucky, as opposed to the heavy and tense energy that they were feeling in the days before. The dust is settling, and the fog is clearing.. The star in the image suggests a light emerging to show them the way in the darkness. They may start to look back and realise why everything had to happen as it did, and gain a new appreciation for life, and life’s lessons.
The feminine once again is being very nurturing at this time.. She is pouring hope, and faith not only into herself, but also into the masculine. If he is going through a hard time, then she is choosing to focus on herself, rather than to be judgmental to him.
She is a new woman. Emphasis on the woman, embodying so much more of her feminine charm – she is leading the way for this renewed sense of beginnings. Alot of clearing is happening at this time, and they will both feel the effects of this soon enough.

The king of wands in conjunction with the four of cups is the masculine taking the time to step into his role as the divine masculine. He is actually turning his life around by changing his perception now.. You see the cup that he continuously failed to realise was an opportunity from the divine? Well, he is turning around now, physically, and metaphorically, and realising that this cup is offering him a token for a new beginning. Perhaps things did not work out in the way that he thought, maybe he expected his life to take a different course, but this is a spiritual awakening that arrives to him, in the form of an emotional upheaval, that will find it’s own balance. He is not looking at the past anymore, and he is coming into more close contact with his intuition.. His predictions may be getting stronger, and he can no longer ignore for much longer that he is actually gifted in many esoteric, metaphysical ways..

Judgement is the feminine taking a look at her destructive behaviours.. If her recent relationships have seen challenges, and destruction, then, she will be looking within, and she will be assessing herself, instead of just blaming past partners, or everyone around her for her behaviour. She is becoming less selfish, and less neurotic. In realising that the world does not revolve around her, but actually revolves around a bigger picture, she learns to tame her ego, and remove this, me, me mentality.
The page of pentacles sees her offering a gift to the masculine.. This is a gift that has not reached the full stages of maturity. Perhaps she extends some comfort to him.. Or sends him a message whilst being very weary of not coming across too strong. She knows he needs some support at this time, but she too is going through a lot, so she cannot afford to OVER give in the energetic department. She makes a small offer. She is busying herself by correcting smaller wrongs along the way. .This is much like the show, ‘My name is Earl’, she knocks on doors, metaphorical to correct many karmic wrongs from her past, as she is now very aware of herself. She can catch herself in the act of wrong doing.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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New moon in Aquarius reading ✨✨ January 2017 – Higher heights in karmic love. Spiritual detachment & 5th dimensional attachment. 


The new moon in Aquarius gifts us with the opportunity to have a complete soul revival. The Aquarian, is the visionary, the one who can see into your soul & tell you all of your darknesses, this is why this sign is usually naturally gifted in astrology.

Now, This energy asks that you do the same.. The judgement card speaks of the ultimate call, the call to ourselves. Yes, eventually, inevitably, we have to answer to the divine, but before we do, our higher self pulls us up & asks us to take a look at the rawness of our journey. How did we get to this point here? Likely, there has been some cyclical behaviour occurring, maybe we reach a point now where we can identify that these situations we are experiencing, are not new, but have actually been shown to us before. There is no greater time for change than now, Aquarius comes to challenge the status quo, to change what has ‘always been’, into – what shall be, & what shall exist in accordance To a higher dimensional vibration.

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Healing comes when we go through painful experiences that shatter our egos- looking back at the past will not allow you to see the beauty of what these experiences brought you. If you are to look back at this time, then it should be to retrieve some understanding, & not to allow your perspective to be stolen from the truth. Gather your thoughts. & then rearrange them. The 5 of cups suggests that this pain will bring you balance, a new emotional beginning, the likes of which you have never seen.

Both the mother & father wound are called into question as this new moon seeks primarily to shatter negative family karma. What will you do differently for this next generation? What relationship model no longer serves you? Maybe it is time to create your own family, & intuitively, you know that this will require a shamanic type of change.

Aquarians are known to be the sign of detachment. To the point that some people even believe that Aquarians are heartless, or cold. This could not be further from the truth. Rather, Aquarians know that they have a grand, divine mission on this earth. They are actually one of the only signs who are born already knowing this, & do not have to be broken into the path of service.

The Aquarius energy, or archetype, will not let over emotionalism, or chaotic relationships deter them from completing this mission. No matter how much they care about someone, or something, if this situation is draining to them, then they will detach in record timing.

This new moon asks of you to do the same. A relationship ended in turmoil & upheaval? Okay. Mourn.. But don’t you dare forget to use all of the ingredients received in the form of the knowledge that it brought you, to heal, to serve, to teach. Nothing that you experience is in vain.

Non attachment, is the root to 5th dimensional living. You must know that you are so attached to everything, that there is no need for further attachment. Everything that you need, exists. Everything that you require, is in you. You are not without. Therefore, detachment, is simply a means of existing.

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Twin Flames (Divine love) Weekly Reading – 23rd-29th January 2017; Confession, redemption, and Resurrection.

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Main theme, (Knight of cups), What is occurring for both twins – Ace of cups, Masculine – The tower, 3 of wands, Page of wands, Feminine – 10 of pentacles, 5 of cups, 7 of pentacles. 

Numerological break down calculation – 23 (5) – Change, transition, death//rebirth, freedom, adventure, travel, liberation – 29 (11) – Spiritual awakening, lessons learned through hardship, illumination, new beginnings, balance.

{For the disclaimer, I would once again like to state that the terms masculine, and feminine energy speak of energetic embodiment, and are not necessarily relational to men, and women. Also, because of the merging processes, and awakenings that are occurring ,the lines between who is the feminine, and who is the masculine are becoming blurred, and they both may relate to and identify with each side. This is the beauty of twin flames, and this is what we have wanted, all along..}

The knight of cups, is like the card of redemption. See how the knight kneels before the cup, and light emanates from above, down onto his heart chakra. An intense awakening occurs for the masculine at this time, one that challenges him to become more aware of himself, his thoughts, his feelings, his emotions, and his knowledge of the spiritual aspects of reality… A crown chakra awakening is all about one’s conscious awareness expanding, this may be God consciousness making itself known to him, the balancing of masculine, and feminine energies, and his ability to fully understand which he did not formally perceive.. Understanding things with his THIRD eye, having new vision, information arriving to him without his conscious effort. He appears to just know things, and this takes us back to the high priestess card that was on his side last week.. This awakening that gives him a breath into the world of all that the feminine dwells in, is still happening within him. He has always been divine, as the divine masculine, but for a long time, he shut off his defenses to this side of himself, in order to be able to navigate in a world that he perceived to be cold, non-moving, and callous in itself – until he too became that way.

Last week was very much about the feminine, but this week, there is a strong focus on the masculine, and his awakening, and redemption process. Things are crumbling, and the masculine is being asked to re-build from a place of intuitive knowing. A lot of things have fallen apart for him recently, and he is ready, and willing to accept some fault for his actions. Karmic themes are playing a role for both he, and the feminine as they learn all about how decisions, and actions carry a weighted effect that we can not always take back. It is time for them both to use this new knowledge to transform their lives in a major way. Those who know better, do better.

His heart chakra is expanding, and he could be returning to the feminine this week in order to spill his guts, reveal his truth, and confess about some aspect of himself, or his being.. The three of wands is indicative of an individual who has set out on a journey, and is now returning. In the time of their separation, or perhaps even in his time of seclusion, he went in searches of some truths. He may not have known that his soul was searching for these truths, but what he was doing was collecting information, and gaining experiences that would expand his spirit, and his consciousness.. He set sail for voyage, and many experiences, a lot of them harsh, or eye opening have forced him to view things from a new perspective.. He returns with a message. He may be telling the feminine what he has gone through, or what he has been doing, and asks for her forgiveness, her blessing, her understanding. 

A more humbled version of himself is revealed as the tower shows his defenses crumbling down. The shaky, and uncertain foundations that he has built in his past, are falling to pieces. He could be telling the feminine about the transformation that he is experiencing, but he need not tell her, because she feels it too, she has always felt it, and she is actually going through the exact same.. Alot of his recognition, and epiphanies may be coming from the fact that he realises that he has hurt the feminine in some ways with his actions, as depicted by the 5 of cups on her side.. She seems to mourn something that is no more.. This is perhaps an energetic change. Because the feminine is so attuned to the flow of frequency, she can feel intuitively that something has died, that much has changed, and when the masculine does return, something about him is not the same. He has reached a peak of maturity, that much is certain, but the lengths in which he has had to travel to find this maturity may leave her with a bitter taste in her mouth. However, she will listen, and like water, she will yield to what it is that he is trying to show her.. The picture that he is trying to paint.

The ace of cups is new life, and new love.. Perhaps the masculine returns with news of a birthing of some sort.. He may have fathered a child himself, or he may be expecting a child. If this is the case, then the feminine can also take this time to view this as symbolic of his transition, and initiation. A birth can only occur when a death has happened. And he is in many ways transformed, as is the feminine – although there is still work to be done.

The ace of cups indicates a very intimate tone, and this is intimacy with the self. The cup of love that the masculine offers is very genuine, and authentic, and the feminine can feel this. Mass heart chakra awakening occurs in the form of Christ consciousness, and both twins may find themselves spontaneously bursting into tears, or feeling marveled, and simultaneously humbled by the grace of God’s love.. This is very much water energy, so if either twin is a water sign, then they will be  even more greatly impacted by these intense transformational energies. Spirit plays so heavily on the heart chakra at this time.. Both twins must expand so that their spiritual receptors are enhanced, along with their knowledge of what has kept them away from experiencing true love.. The realisations may not necessarily be easy this week, neither will be adjusting to the honest mirrors that are presented, but mourning is essential. They must mourn, and let go, and then draw closer to one another. 

The 5 of cups could also signify the feminine letting go of karmic attachments that have stood in the way of her, and the masculine’s union. ALOT is changing with the feminine this week, she is willing to let so many things go, including her own behaviours thoughts, and actions, but she mourns them as they leave because she realises all of the disturbance that they have caused.. In realising her set backs, she realises time that has been wasted, situations that have been sabotaged, times that were not as meaningful as she may have once thought. She is awakening to the reality that she is responsible for her own life now, and there is a sort of mourning of the inner child.. Although it is the wounded inner child, and not the tender part of herself.. That is still very much in existence!

Poetic energy is abundant, and fluent this week, and a great way for both twins to channel these intense emotions would be through creative work.. ESPECIALLY the feminine, as with the 10 of pentacles on her side, she could be creating some business opportunities for herself through the inspiration that she draws from this situation.

The ten of pentacles sees her projecting herself into her future. What will it look like? What will it consist of? She is reaching a pivotal stage of her life where she is ready to enter the next level of progression, and stability, and she does require a masculine counterpart for this. The question is, is her own masculine ready? Has he learnt enough from his travels? Or are there still power battles at play that stall time? She is VERY reluctant at this time to waste anymore time, and she could appear to share the energy of impatience, but what she really feels – is that she is ready to start living her life. She spent a lot of time in her mind, a lot of time with things on pause, and now she just wants to start creating. Re building, and structuring from the rubble that has been the loss, and the confusion of the former version of her who hardly knew herself. They are both starting to learn themselves, now that all of the false layers are coming off, and the shedding reveals their truest soul.

The ten of pentacles suggests that the feminine actually has everything that she wants in her life on her side this week, although she may not be open to seeing this, or may not see this because she is feeling the masculine’s spiritual awakening, and the intensities of it. He is going through a lot on his side, so although things are looking up for her financially, and her life is coming together in profound ways, she still may be looking over at the masculine thinking, ‘Is he okay?’ ‘Should I intervene in this?’ She is really fulfilled, and the picture of this perfect life that she has envisioned IS coming together, but there are still aspects of it that must be introduced, and perhaps this is why she looks to the masculine… There truly is a sense that he is not yet ready, although he has come so far, and with the 7 of pentacles this may just be true..

The 7 of pentacles is a period of patience, waiting, and observing.. I feel as if the time is NOT yet right. Yes, indeed they both have come along way, but there is still work that needs to be done on both sides, and a lot of this is to do with financial work, and facing poverty consciousness.. The feminine could be right in feeling that it is not yet time to have this dream union that she has envisioned, or that it is not yet time to reach out to the masculine. She may be battling herself back, and fourth. She does not want to do the work for him this week, but she does feel the need to console him. So what is to be done? She needs to surrender to the feeling of feeling vulnerable, and powerless, as these are where most of her defenses lie..

She cannot jump in and save the masculine, she cannot force him to be ready if he is not, she cannot substitute her own self work by attempting to run to him, and experience a love still not in its full stages of development.. In this period, much spiritual work is being done, many lessons being learnt, and it is important for us to watch over what we are creating… Almost as if we step outside of ourselves to observe our lives, this is the only way that we can change our patterns. It is not a time for the feminine to act.. Things are still coming together, and the page of wands suggests that the masculine IS coming with his message, and he IS building confidence with this more passionate version of himself, but he needs to address his own issues this week.

There is a lot that he needs to express, but he is still dealing with the blockages from that expression. Perhaps he worries about how his expression will come out. He is very intense, and he is cautious about not coming on too strong, or not appearing forceful, even though the feminine actually wants him to come on this hot, and heavy. They both have this very strange thing that they do – where they either give nothing, or they give too much, and this is exactly why they need to find their balance. The energetic dance that they do back, and forth this week is their attempt to try to establish this kind of balance.. Most of their focus lies with financial matters, and this is perfectly fine as when they finally, and fully come together, they will need to be set up in these ways. They will both need to be independent, and self sufficient, and free of co-dependent or restrictive habits.. So, I say go ahead.. In full confidence, in the direction of your dreams, and aims, as this will directly impact the fruition of the union.

The seven of pentacles can indicate that the feminine  does not yet have her perfect picture because her financial plans are still developing.. She needs to learn a little bit more about strategy, and execution. Which is her balancing her inner masculine. She should not feel this week as if things are not happening, or as if they are moving too slow, they are gaining momentum at a steady pace. And she needs to learn to trust what she cannot see, and what she does not know, because this is the story of her intuition.. She FEELS him there, she feels everything being fine, she FEELS everything coming together, but her mind does not.. And that is the issue. 

The masculine is going to be fine.. He’s facing his shadow, he is doing his work, but he is so strong, and his relationship with the divine has never been stronger. There is a beauty in seeking redemption from his higher self, because it draws him to the feminine.. She is a pivotal factor in his awakening, and he knows this now..He is coming to understand everything SO well, and it’s not scaring him as much as it may have a few years ago, or as much as the feminine would think that it would.. 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading 16th-22nd January; Plenty of exits, and many happy returns..

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Main theme, (8 of cups),What is occurring for both twins – Queen of pentacles, Masculine – Queen of wands, 9 of cups, The high priestess, Feminine  – Ace of wands, 5 of cups, Page of pentacles. 

Numerological break down calculation – 16th 1 – new beginnings, inspirational energy, action, drive, determination//6 – care giving, family, community, healing, inner child work (6+1) a new beginning for the family =  (7) – Lessons learnt through hardship, enhanced perception//intuition//harnessing the mind of God-22nd – The MASTER builder, working on establishing solid firm foundations, using creativity to bridge a gap between self, and others.

{The terms masculine & feminine refer to energetic templates, and do not necessarily limit themselves to gender assignment, or sexual orientation}

The 8 of cups this week represents both twins transition, from a lower state of mind, to a higher state of consciousness.  Many lessons have been learnt over the course of the past several months leading up to the new year, being particularly intensified in the last weeks of December, and finally, they are now ready to lay the past to rest, and embark on the new path that lies before them. The 8 of cups is all about moving on, leaving the past behind, and making a decision based on your recent experiences to introduce some changes into your life. Remember, with the 7 of cups opportunities were being presented, by many of them were not what they seemed, and the others were simply lessons that were being offered to us, in order for us to choose an avenue, to choose a destiny.. The 8 of cups represents the choice that we have made, and our desire to move into that new direction, non-restricted, recognising that the old ways have nothing much left to offer us. A recognition of the habits, behaviours, beliefs, and actions that led to our set back causes us to seek new heights this week, and to make a conscious effort to integrate this sense of awareness into our day to day lives. As the number 8 represents karma, and infinity, we have witnessed the power of the effects of our karma, of cause, and effect, how our actions, and our subconscious patterns create our destiny, and now – both twins are ready to create a new destiny..

There is a lot of moving on from karmic situations, perhaps friendships that are no longer serving, or karmic attachments/soul mate contracts that were tied into a previous, non developed version of ourselves. Many of those persons, and situations that they both move on from this week were actually blocks to their union, so this does suggest that contact is made, and when it is made, there is the desire to resolve any past tension or conflict.. For the twins who do get into contact this week, there is a clean slate presented here. The forces that were previously at work keeping them restricted no longer have so much power over them, and they can see clearer than ever. The masculine may have made his choice after deciding that his behaviours were not a result of what he wanted, but of what his societal programming, or subconscious programming told him to do. He has a much greater awareness of himself now, with the high priestess, which points to a heightened sense of intuition. listening more to his inner voice, means listening less to his ego voice. He is integrating his higher self, with his lower self – sacred alchemy, and seeing the feminine in a new light.

The masculine could also be healing a lot of issues that he has with women, in particular his mother. His abandonment consciousness may have arose from a sense that his mother was abandoning him, and instead trying to gain his fathers attentions – or another man for that matter. His dismissive attitude of the feminine may have been born through this, and through watching his father be emotionally absent, and mentally distant. He now realises, what an unhealthy response this is.

The queen of pentacles represents the feminine taking center stage in this weeks reading, and this is also highlighted by the presence of 3 prominent feminine figures – the queen of wands, the high priestess, and this queen of pentacles. The feminine has come such a long way, and has done so much to preserve herself, and move herself away from victim consciousness. Financially, she no longer wants to be associated with the traits of poverty consciousness – lack, feeling as if she does not have enough, feeling as if she is not enough, and giving away her power, and she makes a conscious effort to challenge these theories about herself, and it shows in her new found position of power. The masculine appears to be looking over at her, also in awe of how far she has come, and who she has become. She has unlocked the keys to success, all whilst managing to stay graceful, feminine, nurturing, and caring. Her balance is incomparable.. I feel the sense that their separation may have taken place initially when she did not have very much going for herself, and could have been unintentionally parasitic as a result of this. Nobody can love somebody who does not love themselves, for even if this individual tries, the one who sees themselves as unlovable will reject their efforts, and make them the center of their insecure universe – placing far too much restriction, and responsibility upon them.

The queen of wands speaks of the masculine being drawn to the feminine, and her light this week. He may feel an intense surge of sexual energy towards her, because she is owning her sexual power, and not afraid to shine a light on the gifts that she possesses. Her creative energy manifests to him as sexual energy, as he recognises how abundant she is, and how everything that she touches seems to turn to gold.. He too, wishes to turn into this gold, through her, and he may be recognising that much of his transition is somehow sparked, or triggered by her.. Perhaps it is her words that he remembers that kept him above waters in times of doubt, it could be her unwavering love for him, and her belief in him, but he is showing some gratitude this week, and also displays the desire to pay her back for her efforts some how, in attention, or confirmation.

She has a very powerful presence this week, and persona, so it is no wonder that he has found himself caught in her glare. He sees exactly what she is doing, and creating – true alchemy, and he wants some of that potion! She has come out of a very dark period, and because she chooses to focus on herself, and gift to herself, he knows that she knows her worth, and he can see her worth even more clearly. Remember, she shows him the path. If she cannot see her worth, how shall he see it? How shall he even see his own? The ace of wands on her side is also the wand of magic that she yields in the image as the queen of wands. Her spirit is taking on a trans-formative process, even though she may not even understand the extent to which this is happening. A new path is burning through her old one, and her strength, and conviction to herself is paying off in a major way… The 9 of cups is the masculine pondering his dreams coming true. What is his dream? His dream is to be with the divine feminine, and to have financial success.. So he works, chips away, and crafts his little craft, putting in extra work, and late night hours to make his hopes, and wishes a reality.. The universe offers him to his surprise, an opportunity to make this happen.

Perhaps he feared that the feminine would not be there on his return, that the feminine no longer loved him, and the most high shows him that this is in-fact untrue, causing him to also challenge perceptions about himself as being unlovable. He simply had to make the journey forward, the journey that he has been putting off for weeks.. The high priestess indicates that he could no longer ignore the signs, dreams, and urges. This powerful woman was revealing herself to him in a very powerful way.. A growing connection with his intuition, and third eye means that he can almost feel the feminine everywhere that he goes, and in everything that he does.. His intuition is definitely growing stronger, and this may scare him, but it can also bring him closer to achieving what he wants, if he pays attention to the ideas, and pointers that he is getting at this time.. He grows more powerful as she does.. He could be getting more in touch with a creative side of himself, allowing him more freedom to express who he is.. Previously, he could have worried too much about societal perception, or strict ideas about what it means to be masculine, about what it means to be a man, now – there is  a strength about him that is not so concerned with pack mentality.

The 5 of cups is the fear of change presented for the feminine this week.. When the masculine returns to her, it may be that she simply feels this is too good to be true. The trick, is to remain present. Remember all that she has learnt, and to stay steady on the path, unwavering, even though yes – this is a HUGE break through. The page of pentacles stays dedicated regardless. You have a mission, and you had all these things to do whilst you were waiting for him to contact you, do not lose your head and abandon them now.. Remember,  it is your duty to remain at queen status, so there are minor details that the page will have to keep up with in order to preserve this role. Your work is not done yet, though you are excited about the final result, it is the process of creation that is the most important.. She may find herself thinking this week about what she has lost, as she creates a new. Typical of the feminine – she needs to look back one last time to make sense of what has happened. Something that is no more. Perhaps a karmic attachment who was keeping her warm whilst the masculine was away, and now he returns, she does not really know what to do. Maybe she cares about both individuals in the picture, and is very conscious of not hurting anybody, or exhibiting selfish/narcissistic behaviours. 

The page of pentacles represents the feminines pride in the lessons, and the work that she has integrated since their separation. She says, ‘Look! Look what I have now. Look what I have achieved, look what I am becoming’, and she is not shy about showing him that she has learnt so much, including indepdendence. The queen of pentacles is the woman who has learnt how to be a wife, a mother, and a woman,  as these are three different rights of passage that are not necessarily inter-linked. To the masculine, he cannot think of anybody else who would be the perfect fit to sit, throne by throne with him, when he becomes the king of pentacles. The queen of wands shows her fiery passionate nature, maybe she is a fire sign – or she has a lot of energy bursting out of her, but she has learnt how to use this to the best of her advantage, much to the relief of the masculine, who didn’t really want to be at the receiving end of her backlash – which he once was! She knows how to take care of all of those who require taking care of, whilst still looking after herself, and not neglecting her responsibilities. This is a woman who is fully conscious, and can add more than she takes away from somebody’s life.. The high priestess shows the different ways that the masculine envisions her. Her sense of security, pride, and independence is not harsh, malicious, or stand-offish, there is still a purity about her that is receptive, receiving of messages, and welcoming. She knew that he was coming to deliver a message. He knew that she knew.

Change is still a scary concept to the feminine this week, and she gets to view things from the masculines point of view. Remember when she handed everything to him on a plate, and he seemed scared of it? He seemed intimidated? He seemed to back away? Well, this is because, when your deepest wish is handed to you, like the 9 of cups suggests, you tend to automatically think ahead, to a day where you may have to give it up, or to the past, to a time where it caused you some pain.. Do not worry too much about the ins, and outs of this… Enjoy it for what it is. A lot of change is currently present, and it is change for the better, but you have to remain conscious in it, not to get taken away on a wave of emotion. As you move away from your old world, you may witness a lot of concepts crumbling, things you once enjoyed, ideas you once clung to, and although this is scary, it is also very beautiful.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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General Weekly Reading – 16th-22nd January 2017;The sacred mother/ The process, the precision, and the poignancy of inner child healing.

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Main theme, (The sun), Queen of wands, The star, Four of cups, Six of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 16th 1 – new beginnings, inspirational energy, action, drive, determination//6 – care giving, family, community, healing, inner child work (6+1) a new beginning for the family =  (7) – Lessons learnt through hardship, enhanced perception//intuition//harnessing the mind of God-22nd – The MASTER builder, working on establishing solid firm foundations, using creativity to bridge a gap between self, and others.

There is a very strong emphasis on feminine energy this week, and the profound healing that is experienced when the feminine leads with this type of self evaluation, and understanding. Yes, for the most part, this will relate to a woman, or women specifically who are taking charge in their healing journeys, and triggering others to heal, but f or many, it can also symbolise the part in the divine masculine, that is feminine energy, that is awakening, taking centre stage, and becoming more comfortable with itself.. Likely, if this is the case for the masculine energy, this realisation of this once dormant part of himself, was triggered, or made manifest through an external feminine source – it may have been a lover, a mother, a sister, or all of the above… Either way, the feminine is shining through in a particularly strong way this week. The feminine energy present in all of us, is really coming to understand itself, as the feminine energy embodied by the woman, is finally coming to understand her mission, and take her place as the divine being that she is. Her mission essentially revolves around awakening others to their own truth, and holding a torch light for them to see into their subconscious mind – reflected by the star card.. This card also represents the sun sign of Aquarius, which is all about bringing knowledge, healing, and other worldly views to the planet. 

People are awakening to spirituality, because of this energy that the feminine is openly pouring into multiple spaces at once. She gets to see her work, and the fruits of her efforts this week. She is beginning to realise who she has touched this week. She may be getting a message, or messages from people of the past getting back in contact, telling her, ‘Thank you for the time that you helped me.. Thank you for your words, your presence, your energy, your time’.

The sun card introduces the strong undertones of masculine healing. As the moon card represents the feminine, this card, represents the masculine, and the sun in the image shining down on him to become his true self, is the power of the queen of wands, who is this light nurturing, and nourishing all that she reigns down upon. Perhaps she has allowed him to realise that there is this whole other side to him, that he is free to reveal to the world and others. She is accepting of him, this more feminine, care free side of himself, that may not necessarily fit into traditional, or stereotypical ideals of what it means to be a man, or to be masculine. This offers the freedom to be more in touch with himself, and with his creativity. 

This is a very, very strong week for healing, carrying through the powerful messages, and themes that we experienced through last weeks Full moon in Cancer energies. A lot of memory recreation happens this week signified by the 6 of swords.. Healing, on a mental level, as we travel to a more calm, and peaceful state of mind. The kind of peace that is only achieved when we have pierced through our darkness, as the star card suggests. The sun is the conscious mind, and being the main theme, relates to us bringing our shadows to the light.. This is all our traumas, and our deepest fears that have  recently been dragged to the surface so that we have no other option but to face them, deal with them, and conquer them. The inner demons that never sleep, even when you do. Look at the image on the star card.. This woman is pouring water, (energy, knowledge, and vitality), into the earth, (masculine energy), and into the water, (feminine energy). This speaks of the healing, and the realisations that are occurring currently to bring us balance. On an earthly level, we are integrating lessons that we have learnt about money, finances, work, and the home, whilst on a spiritual level, we are working to enhance our intuition, and our creative fruits..

The sun card is the element of Christ consciousness this week, all about the re-emergence, and the rebirth after our persecution, and Crucifixion. You have to die, in order to be reborn a more connected version of yourself.. And keeping in fashion with biblical reference, after this transformation, it was the women that Jesus revealed himself to. You may feel more drawn this week to explore Jesus, or his teachings, as the dark night of the soul, is all about this process of transformation, and transition/ascension to a higher state. 

The four of cups is the situation that brought you recently, this drama, or this ‘karma’. So, you cannot see that a fresh cup, a new beginning, a new template, a new opportunity is being given to you by the divine’s grace, if you cannot tear yourself away from looking at the rubble that this experience left. This experience wanted to TEACH YOU.  Why would you put up with this situation? Why would you let things get so far? So bad? Because.. You were refusing to honour yourself, to see yourself, to be true to yourself, to witness yourself with the eyes that the divine witnesses you with. You did not recognise yourself, as the sun card represents himself. All the work that went in, and continues to go in to healing from this situation, will be brought back to the light in a creative way.. It IS the light. The darkness, IS the light. Only after over coming your trials will you truly come to understand this. 

There is passion, and purpose this week in saying, ‘I am going to own myself.. JUST as I am.. WITH all of my wounds, JUST as my gifts are, AND, I am divorcing trauma’… Moving away from power struggles, and re-integrating into a community, is all that this process is about. See this article here that speaks of re-integration.

 https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2015/12/28/spiritual-mental-and-emotional-healing-re-integration/

If you are not seeing a way out at this point, which the four of cups may suggest, then you are simply not looking clearly enough. Take this opportunity. See it for what it is. You may be asking too many questions, or trying to THINK your way through to your healing, instead of just feeling it through. Questions such as, ‘How is this going to work? How am I going to go about this?’ should be abandoned from your mind.  It is about a feeling, a knowing, not a thought, that will come through excessive analysing. You will know, when this door//opportunity is just opened for you, just granted to you.

*TRIGGER WARNING*

Themes relating to sexual abuse, particularly for the feminine energy may be brought up for healing this week, or may have recently been triggered, so that the feminine can make peace with them, and no longer allow them to stunt her self image..

See here for articles relating to the divine feminine, and healing through sexual trauma-

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/08/27/the-polarity-of-feminine-sexuality/

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2015/09/27/sexuality-and-spirituality-two-sides-of-one-coin/

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/01/05/hook-up-culture-sacred-sensualitysexuality-tantric-sex-and-womb-healing/

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/02/12/the-truth-about-sex-is-it-good-is-it-bad-and-can-it-truly-determine-our-worth/

The sacred whore, and the divine mother, are the exact same template – just polarised versions of a dual perspective.. And acknowledging this, is granting SO much peace, and strength to the feminine this week, in order to reclaim her power. Mary, the mother of Jesus, and Mary Magdalene, BOTH healed Christ. Look at the image in the star card.. The figure appears almost naked,  yet she wears white which symbolises purity, and virginity. It almost appears as if somebody has torn her dress, yet she does not look victimised.. Straight away, she knows what to do, guided by the star, she proceeds to pour her knowledge back into the earth. She is a healer, because she has been broken.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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Full moon in Cancer January 12th 2016; The mother/father wound, Revisiting childhood themes, nostalgia, and creativity.

moon-in-cancerFull moon in Cancer January 12th.

Numerological calculation – 12th – (1) – New beginnings, creativity, enthusiasm, directness, inspiration, energetic charge, (2) – Balance, co-ordination, co-operation, the marriage of opposing aspects of self, (1+2 =3) – Creativity, expression, channeling, communication.
Full moons naturally shine a light on our deepest & darkest subconscious, but being in the sign of Cancer? This time? There is an even greater emphasis on that which dwells within the shadows.

Arguably, one of the most sensitive signs in the zodiac, Cancers are ruled by their desire to feel loved, accepted, wanted & needed. A Primal necessity & desire for us all – though many of us wouldn’t dare to admit it!

Vulnerability is our Achilles heal W/ this full moon, & we are shown areas of our lives where we may still be operating from a limited, intimidated child like version of ourselves.
Inner child wounds are very common for those W/ this sign in their chart, & many of us will be revisiting these childhood themes through dreams, or soul mate triggering.
It is time to make peace W/ our fears of abandonment, & our feelings of loneliness, for they are only perpetuated when we continuously abandon ourselves.

Watery signs tend to wreak havoc on our creative nature, albeit subliminally. The interpretation of so much energy, from the past, and from our subconscious always inspires us to wish to express ourselves in some form of another. You may find yourself highly inspired at this time, remembering childhood dreams, passions, and talents that once brought you to your knees with excitement. If you have neglected any of these passions, because you felt as if you lost touch with this intimate nature of your childhood self, then it is time to retrieve what was lost. Drawing on emotional experiences, and just how far you have come will provide you with vast new material to work with, to work through, and to work from. Do not hold back. Be dreamy, and imaginative as you conjure the life that you wish to paint for yourself now.

What stories from your childhood do you continuously tell yourself? & play out because you are too fearful of being anything more than you are. You are asked to closely look at the mother wound/the father wound, stories from your past & your family to identify any burden you carry now.
Your past life karma is closely associated w/ the karma of your parents. Understand their own limitations, so that you can transcend yours.
It is time to spread your wings, proverbially & physically & stop pressing on old wounds.
Your inner child demands & deserves the type of freedom, only you can provide.

We are facing ourselves in a major way with the full moon in CANCER…
Being a water sign, there is a clear vision of our deepest fears, thoughts, feelings, and emotions…
Many of us will be wishing to reconcile with our family+our loved ones+ there is a lot of healing in regards to those templates this week.

It is time to come together.. In more ways than one.. Lost soul fragments are being retrieved, and falling into place…

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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