Twin Flame Weekly Reading – Spring edition 21st-27th March 2016.

I feel as if spring time is going to be particularly significant for twin flames. There is massive amounts of healing happening particularly on the side of the feminine twins, and i am receiving the information that a lot of them are awakening to the reality that the twin flame union was largely about one of their parents, and the relationship model that they hold with their parent, very likely to be the parent of the opposite sex to them.

However, i do feel like this is all helping in weakening, and eradicating any blockages that present themselves, and stall progression, or keep that twin trapped in repeated, harmful cycles.

This time may be very difficult for both twins, as they experience a dark night of the soul-esque dilemma, especially the masculine. I mean, the feminine twin, ( does not necessarily have to be a woman, but the one embodying mostly receptive energies), has been dealing with this for along time, and her alchemy began long ago. Actually, many twins began their separation period around this time, last year, so we can see that spring is very powerful in anchoring the twin flame dynamic, and assisting it through the stages.

All of the darker aspects of ourselves, that we do not really appreciate facing, or we have tried to run away from, will really become apparent to us, not just in this week, but within the last few weeks of March, and the first few weeks of April.

The easter holiday coinciding with this time of Spring energies, is incredibly symbolic, as i feel that the Christian faith used the metaphor of Jesus Christ being crucified, and resurrecting exactly 3 days later, to predict, or rather, prophesize, what goes on during this period.

We are trying to crucify our shadow selves, so that we can emerge, a lighter, more faithful, and evolved version of ourselves.

So without any further ado, here is your twin flame weekly reading, of this week..

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King of wands, King of swords, The Chariot, Two of pentacles, Queen of cups, The world, Seven of swords, Seven of cups, Six of cups, The emperor.

Okay, so in the middle, at the top, we have the main theme, that outlines what is influencing the behaviours of both twins at this time, as presented by the emperor.

In the lower middle, we have what both twins are experiencing this week, as presented by the queen of cups.

So, this week, the theme for both twins, is all about establishing order, structure, balance, and some kind of social, or societal respect, as depicted by the emperor. It seems to me as if both twins are awakening to the truth that their lives, have been less than in perfect shape. Maybe they have been pulling the wall over their eyes, and have failed to see that all of the progress that they have made, whilst still being progress, did not touch on the true issues that existed at hand, the issue of maintaining balance, order, and equilibrium within their lives.

As the emperor also represents a paternal figure, they may come to the realisation this week, that they are the way that they are because of their father. Maybe they inherited some abuse, intentional, or unintentional, that may have stifled their growth, or their ability to thrive. Perhaps abandonment was thrown into the mix, and now, with the, ‘queen of cups’. they both attempt to heal these wounds, using self compassion, consideration, and a kick start in to ‘drive’ mode.

On the left hand side, we can see that the masculine, is feeling pretty masculine this week! Maybe he has awakened to the realisation that he has been too passive in his life, letting opportunities, goals, and desires slip by him. Maybe he was filled with the knowledge that he was not good enough, or that he could not actualise his goals, but this week, we see him shaking off these beliefs, with the presence of the king of wands. This is all about inspirational energy, and creativity, with the will to carry out your desires.

The king of swords suggests his clarity in acknowledging what his desires are, whilst awakening to tactile strategy of how he may make this a reality for himself. He really does not want to waste time anymore because he sees how much time he has wasted in the past, and all he is looking to do now, is find positive solutions to any problems that present themselves to him at this time, in order to establish the order, and the rule of the emperor. He likes the finer things in life, it was only his lack of belief in self that deprived him of these.

The chariot really suggests that he knows what he wants now, and he is so ready to go charging forward and claim it. Last week, we spoke of the chance for promotion, or elevation within his work field, maybe now he is in the processes of working hard than ever, in order to make his dreams of excelling in this field a reality.

Perhaps he has become inspired by watching others achieve their vision, and he is fast coming into the awakening that he is no less deserving than anybody else, nor any less skilled!

With the two of pentacles, we are asking the masculine, not to forget his feminine. Balance afterall, is the overall key here. Yes, he wants this money, and this success ,and this new, transformed image of himself, but he has to remember that there are also other priorities in life, and to neglect them, and to neglect his inner self, will mean possibly reverting back to old ways, acting from a place of unawareness.

I believe that it was this queenly influence that enabled him to look deeply enough within himself, to realise how passive, and self defeating he had been.

Over with the feminine now, we definitely have healing occurring for her with the presence of the six of cups – she is learning the benefits of forgiveness, maybe forgiveness of her father, the emperor, or perhaps moving to a place where she no longer holds all men responsible for the misdeeds of her father. Whatever she is seeing in her minds eye, she is moving towards calmer waters, and it appears as if there is somebody with her, steering her, supporting her, or holding her hand during this time, so she feels safe as she transitions.

Moving into the seven of cups, this is a very spiritual time for her. Anything from day dreams, night dreams, intuition, flashes of vision and insight will be made apparent to her, because she is becoming more open to herself, and the world around her. Learning to trust her battle wounds, and the wisdom that they bring her.

Whilst i said that the masculine is being very masculine this week, she is actually being very feminine this week, delving into emotions, and intuitions, so one might say that both twins are truly tapping into themselves, their divine feminine, and divine masculine roles, and this all somehow ties into one another’s destinies.

It may seem as if the masculine no longer has time for her, or the desire to entertain her, but he is truly busy trying to become the vision of masculinity that he was never taught to be, and this is actually intended on coaxing the feminine into reaching into herself, and also realising the ways in which she has been sabotaged, by self, and by learned patterns.

The seven of swords can suggest for her – going it alone. If you cannot find your ‘clam’, if others do not support you, if you feel as if you are doing everything by yourself, and failing to get others to see things from your perspective, then it is time to walk away, and take your own route. The seven of swords is sometimes seen as a card of dishonesty, but i do not feel it dishonest to put yourself first, and look after your own back.

This is going to seem, ‘sneaky’, and underhand to alot of people, but the feminine is SO used to putting everything, and everyone first, that this is truly the best thing for her at this time.

However, if the opportunity presents itself for her to have to face any issues of confrontation, or speaking her truth, then she must rise to the challenge, and not cower away from challenges that may cause her to stand in her masculine power. She is not to forget what she has learnt, and is learning.She is to confront all of her fears now. And she is to be honest with herself about the things that are coming up – even if they are painful.

The world card introduces a spiritual tone into the feminine’s reading this week. Perhaps she realises just how important her journey of healing is, because it is tied into the journey of so many others. There are people relying on her, to be the beacon of light in her community, to speak out, and to be a source of good, and how will she ever do this genuinely and honestly, if she is yet to fully heal and discover her own wounds?

There is so much more at stake now, and she cannot risk falling apart at this interval. In the past, when things got too heavy, she allowed herself to remain too passive, and to cave in on herself, now, she sees the bigger picture, how many people she will be letting down, how many things will fall apart, if she does not face her demons, once and for all.

I also find it particularly interesting that the world card holds the infinity symbol, very similar to the original card depiction of the two of pentacles, suggesting that once again balance is the most important twin flame lesson of this week, and finding harmony, amongst their dual natures.

 

Blessed be my sacred beings, i wish you all happy healing upon this journey!

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General Weekly Reading. What to expect this week? 14th-21st March, preparing for Spring.

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The empress, Two of cups, Ace of wands, The high priestess, The king of pentacles.

Hello my darlings!

Yay, i am so excited to bring to you once more your weekly reading.

So what is on the cards for us this week? What has BEEN happening, and what can we expect to happen?

Just from the first glance of this spread, i am so excited for us this week!

I mean spring is coming soon, and we are definitely springing! I am most certainly going to do a special reading for spring because i feel like so much is coming for us in spring, so much is about to happen, and the energies are already so beautiful, and so potent, i just cannot wait!

So, before i get too carried away..Let us see what we are working with THIS week.

So this week, we are really dealing with themes of self realisation, and self actualisation.

Who’s the boss? YOU DA BOSS. You’re really starting to see it now, aren’t you? Starting to realise what they tried to keep from you for so long. You are powerful. You are lit. You are it. You got the juice, no literally..

With the empress, you are indulging in some form of luxury, and flamboyance. Maybe you are treating yourself to some new goods, a make over, getting your nails done, or buying some new underwear! You are starting to feel far more sexy, comfortable, and sensual in your own body, and you really want something external that’s going to mirror this change that is happening within you. Go for it! You are a lady who deserves it, and i am so happy that you are finally coming to realise this!

With the king of pentacles, whatever you are doing, whatever is making you feel on top of the world right now, keep doing it, because it is also very lucrative, and will bring you the financial success, and stability that you desire.

Have you been manifesting like crazy lately? Well, it is because you have upped your game, and you have elevated your energy. You are beginning to attract, what you are.

HELLO High priestess! Wow, so this week you are doing  alot of digging into the subconscious, and the unconscious mind. Such powerful symbolism here with the empress also, feminine energy is definitely running rampant at this time, and you know me – i love that!

With the high priestess here, we are receiving a lot of the answers that we have been seeking to the bigger questions lately, perhaps these are questions about love, with the two of cups, where we stand in love. We may be getting ‘messages’, or an influx of synchronicity that confirms many of the feelings, and suspicions that we have had deep within.

This is the week that will make you trust your intuition, if you were previously a little doubtful.

And with the ace of wands, this new project, or vision, that you have undertaken, will really light your fire this week. You may begin to envision a future of expansion. Where these new ideas will take you, all of the money that they will make you, and the happiness, and the foundation that this will lay for you.

Enjoy the ride, it’s the 9 year of completion, this is about getting EVERYTHING that you deserve.

 

Blessed be my sacred beings, and happy healing ~

 

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The shadow self, soul retrieval, the divine feminine – healing, not ‘taming’, and twin flame lessons.

Now, I am going to be honest with you guys, very honest with you guys, because I feel that I have to be. Because, you show me so much love for my work, and I put so much love into my work, and I feel that it is owed, mutually.

Those of you who keep up with my regular work, will have known that I have been a, ‘twin flame specialist’, in the past, and that recently, I have not posted any work on twin flames.

There is a reason for this. I went through this period, (a few weeks), after my birthday of intense disbelief in the entire twin flame Union, and process, and began to become quite disdainful of all of the features, promises, contrasting information, and sufferings in opinion. Ofcourse, like all, this disbelief, and disregard, came from the ego, and the fear that I was feeling about not being loved, or wanted, and how my, ‘twin flame’ reflected all of this. Nothing seemed to make sense, and all I kept coming across were people who would tell me the most devastating stories about their twin flames, and I began to wonder how something so divine could cause such pain. 

This is when I took a step back. I started analysing everything for what it truly was, typical life path 7. I experienced something phenomenal, and life changing within my Union, and looking back at my life, since I connected with him, there is no doubt in my mind, that his arrival was a spiritual awakening.

So, how could I answer for all of the others, who I began to suspect were just dealing with karmic attachments, or abusive relationships? All I could sense from them was desperation, and pain.  And divine love has nothing to do with that. 

This is where I came to my new, final conclusion. To scrap the term, ‘twin flame’ altogether. Because this blanket term guarantees some sort of standardised path way, beliefs, and experiences that are shared amongst twin flames. This, ‘template’ also just so happens to also mirror that of an abusive, or emotionally stunted relationship. 

I experienced divine love. A sacred union. And that was it. That is all that I need to know. I do not need to necessarily label it, because then I am placing my experience in comparison with that of others, and basing my expectancy on attachment to this theory.

For the purposes of this article, and perhaps a few others, I will narrowly mention this term, here and there, as it is widely recognised, and relatable, but in my book, and for future reference, I will refer to this as, ‘the sacred union’. As I feel that the name, ‘twin flame’, has become a commodity, a fallacy almost.

However, in recognising this, there are still a few key features, that relate to, ‘divine love’, or, ‘a sacred Union’. 

One of these are, the balancing, and harmonising of emotional, and energetic templates. That is what this article will focus on.

I hope that you enjoy it..

– Seek Cindy.

  
Allowing the sacred feminine, a place to be safe, is the most loving thing that another can do for her, but first, it is the most loving thing that she can do for herself.
Despite what television dramatisation, and popular culture alike has taught us, women are in no way one dimensional. We are not either pretty, cute, and quirky, or bitchy, difficult, and slutty. Actually, woman is a mirage rather of all of these things – pretty exciting is it not?
Well, not to traditional values that wish to keep women tightly under wraps, under surveillance, and under control. For, how do you control the woman that is wild? How do you tame her if her moods are so explosive, and spontaneous that you cannot first anticipate them? You cannot. And that is the essence of the divine mother. Like nature, like the universe, she is unpredictable. Her emotions, come and go, as they please, like crashing waves heeding to the moons calls for rhythm.

Neither can she be destroyed, like lakes that run smoothly down to the river Nile.
The problem is, most men of this generation have been taught to be quite passive. Quite burdened, and quite fragile when dealing with all it is that the divine feminine has to offer. ‘She must be sweet. And loving. And doting. And otherwise in attendance to me, or I do not know how to handle her’.
I, myself, am a woman much like a volcano. I am a spiritual channel, and an empath, so ofcourse, I can so easily flow from one extreme to the other. Flexibility is my nature, fluid – much like the ocean.

And God forbid, I detect a hint of withdrawal, or abandonment, my fears will bubble to the surface, and spill over like hot lava, and everything, and everyone in its way will be burned.
But when I am a lover – when I am being loved, when I am perfectly in tune with the divinity of my lover, as he is with me, the passion that I unveil, and the protection that I bless us both with is second to none, rarely ever seen in plain existence.
So, what is a mere mortal man to do? Turn me away? Because my shadow self is a little too shadow’ey? Well, the twin flame Union is designated apparently to cause one to identify with their shadow self, and work on re-integrating their dark self, with their light self, effectively healing all previous wounding. 

  
From my knowledge, it does not speak on ridding the self of the shadow self entirely, or pretending that it does not exist.

Can the shadow self know unconditional love? Why, ofcourse it can.. It is the inner child, and truly that is all it wants,

The goal is to identify which triggers set off which emotions within your shadow self, and what you can do to give love, and attention, to the thoughts, memories, and experiences around this trigger. This is similar to the shamanic journey of soul retrieval.
However, much like with the shaman, the discovery of his darkness is not a foe, but instead an ally.. Signifying the depths from which he/she has travelled to locate their wisdom, and also giving them great insight into all levels of knowing, and feeling on this plane.

Let us also look at the wounded healer template.. The wounded healer never ACTUALLY becomes fully healed themselves. They may have found ways to cope with their pain, and still live a fruitful, and purposeful existence, but it is the memory of their pain, and their triggering of such pain when healing others, that allows them to know exactly what the afflicted needs. Why, they simply travel to a place within their own mind, where they were once afflicted, and treat another, by mentally treating themselves.
So, from my observation, you cannot wish to do away with your darkness, or your womanly wilderness. And neither, should this make you a less than suitable participant for a partner. The partner who cannot handle the divine feminine in her entirety, has had fear, and timidity forced upon him.

And yes, in many ways this describes, ‘the runner’, in the twin flame dynamic, often the reflection of the current state of the male psyche – docile, in a state of passivity, male ego, and fragility.
But just because this man is not ready, by his own shortcomings to embrace you.. Does not mean that you are not to embrace you, which is exactly what happens to the ‘stayer’, during the separation stage. She begins to question herself, and her worth. Why has this person loved me? Is it because I was too much? Too clingy? Too forward? Too embracing?
Well yes, the answer to all of these things, is yes, actually, you probably were that way. But this is not a problem that lies with you, necessarily, no, not you alone. As in sync with your behaviour , your partner was also too distant, too apathetic, too fragile, and too fearful. You both were out of sync, not just you. 

For example, in the case of soul mate partnerships, many men, take on the responsibility of catering to a woman who may be viewed as emotionally explosive. If he himself has attained a significant level of balance, he will be able to nourish her accordingly, and help her, (not do the work for her), to integrate a path of healing, and resolution, knowing that now, she is safe with him. Safe from whatever traumas, and experiences developed in childhood that contributed to her shadow self. In the case of twin flames, both, are spiritually unadapted when the separation stage must occur.

The goal during healing.. Is to flow to a place of middle ground. Where your chakras are not too open, and neither are his too closed. 
When this type of middle ground is achieved, even when the divine feminine explodes like the volcano that she is, she will be able to identify with what emotions are passing through her quickly, and be able to feel, and experience her emotions, without judging herself, therefore, sooner returning to a place of inner peace, and equilibrium 

What will also happen is that, the divine masculine who has opened his chakras further, will be able to accept, and embrace the challenges that arise within the divine feminine, loving her during her toughest trials, whatever they may be, and not shying away, out of fear, from his divine duty..
Cinderella Anneh-bu
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Last night, I dreamt of the moon..

  
“Last night, I dreamt of the moon, and crashing waters, gushing aggressively towards glass walls that barricaded me, and I know that I dreamt of them because of you.
The moon represents so many things, intuition, feminine energy, fertility, love/romance, the unconscious, emotions, and alchemical illumination.
All of that, is you.
You are the walls that barricade me, and the ocean waters are the feelings that you do not want to let in.
You can see them coming, through the transparency of the walls, you can see that they exist, but as the moon also rules illusion, you are trapped inside of confusion, is this mere intrusion, or can such a love truly exist?
Once again, my darling, look to the moon for your salvation from doom..
It is asking you to be in tune, with the other aspect it rules, intuition..
My love, just listen,
You have been blessed with the clearest of visions, should you trust your intuition..

And that is a given, such provision,
Just listen.
And the moon, how it glistens, when you listen to its melodic traditions.
Feminine energy is a force to be reckoned with, and in the dream,
We were both fearful of the spaces In-between..
It is not the water, nor the moon that strikes the fear,
It is the distance, from here, to there.
Because what is the difference,
between illusion, and romantic confusion?”

Cinderella Anneh-bu