General Weekly Reading 9th-15th January 2017; Full moon in Cancer, childhood healing, and karmic shedding.

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Main Theme – (Six of cups), Surrounding cards – Two of wands, King of swords, The sun, 6 of cups, The hierophant. 

Numerological break down calculation – 9th – Childhood wounding, past life patterns, leaving pains of the past behind, creating something that allows you to channel your pain, healing others whilst healing yourself, profound creative work – 15th – (6) – Family issues, family karma, being apart of, or accepted into a community, children, maternal affairs, and bonding.

The full moon in Cancer blesses us this week with an emotional opportunity to finally lay some of our most concrete wounds to rest. The energy of Cancer prides itself on family orientation, feelings of belonging, sensitivity, and community values. This is the individual who is the devoted mother, the devoted father, and dedicates themselves tirelessly to making a happy, and a healthy family home.. So, as full moons would have it, the area of family, and security, and childhood settings are highlighted to us, in a way that causes us to question, and reflect some of the values that we have inherited from our family home.

This is definitely a time of immense healing, however, when healing periods tend to occur, so do the wounds that accompany them, and some of us could be experiencing this week what is classified as a dark night of the soul, although, the sun card actually suggests that we are working through this, as opposed to being beat down, or defeated by it.. This is the light at the end of the tunnel, the understanding of ourselves, our behaviours, and where a lot of our pain has come from; giving us the energy, and the opportunity for transcendence. IT DOES hurt to re-live certain memories, and this may even cause us to feel as if we are still caught in the vibration of these energies, however, these memories arrive to us for our own understanding, in order for us to make peace with them, to forgive others, and to know how to heal, or soothe our own inner child. .It is time to be a parent, firstly, to yourself.. What do you deserve? Scrap that – what does your inner child deserve at this time? How will you deliver it to them?

The 6 of cups sets the tone of childhood day dreams, past life karma, or the conflicts that exist between us, and our former selves/experiences. There is a dreamy energy that pertains to the past anytime that the 6 of cups is introduced.. A time for understanding, making peace, and resolution of things that occurred in our past that shaped us today.

Perhaps we are being triggered to remember specific times when we were not allowed to be children, not allowed to shine, not allowed to flourish, maybe we were bullied, alienated, or made to feel as if we were not good enough, and the full moon in Cancer magnifies dreams, or recollection of these moments, and energies – in hopes that we can break, and severe this type of cyclical damage..

There is a strong emphasis on not passing on these themes, and karmic templates to the next generation – that is specific to some of us who may be looking to start a family, pregnant, or already in the presence of a child whom they witness their own image in.. There is also a gift shared when the 6 of cups is present, so this may be the gift of new karma, either to our children, or our own inner child. The interest this week lies in gifting a past situation with a new outlook, an emotional revamping. 

Symbols, or old items, memories that pop up from the past could be assisting us to visit these areas that we once decided were either too painful to be open, or worthy of suppression in order for us to proceed with our day to day lives.. The moon has absolutely no regard for what you attempt to repress, and WILL undoubtedly shine a light on all of your darkness-es, whilst also illuminating areas of your subconscious mind..

The sun card however, speaks of the CONSCIOUS mind, and in combination with the king of swords, likely indicates that although there is a lot of subconscious realisation going on, we are integrating all of our findings into our conscious actions, and conscious awakening so that we are sure not to repeat the same patterns. The sun is a masculine card, representing the ego, and this is the inner child actually breaking free from the ravenous ego, that attempts to manipulate, and control it..

We see the image of a child care free, raising their hands up, almost as if there is no need to control, or worry about this part of the journey that they are on.. Issues with being controlled, or feeling anxious give us the chance this week to see what has really been holding us back.. Likely, it was none other than ourselves, and our beliefs about who we were.. It is time to enjoy the journey, even the uncertainty of it, and not feel so compelled to cling to our fears about where we are going in life.

Maybe there is creative work, and creative life force that wishes to flow through you, but you struggle to understand how you can make a living this way, or you have doubts about actually being worthy of being paid for your work.. It is time to come out of the closet. True freedom is in the way that you express yourself, and in trusting that others will identify with the message that you share, because it is a very unique message. Nobody is like you. Nobody can bring what you bring to the table. Your fears of  not being seen, no longer need to be tangible. ALLOW yourself to be seen. ALLOW your voice to be heard. Stop hiding yourself away in shame. Your inner child deserves the form of liberation that is promised to you by the 2 of wands.. It is time to venture into new territory, to appreciate new  heights, and your procrastination is only delaying the inevitable..

This is probably one of the last weeks that you will look back at your life and yourself in such a way, because this portion of the journey asks that you throw yourself into the pits of a new horizon. Looking at how far you have come, means it is time to look at how far you can now go… You have been through so much over the years, for sure, but there is a profound awakening occurring on a deep level, that asks you to take all of the lessons, and all of the pain, and use them to initiate you onto this new path..

The path of doing things differently. You do not change who you are over night, of-course not, and you are not expected to.. This is why appropriate planning must be put in place before you can declare yourself fully reborn. Think about what has been holding you back specifically, and how you can turn this around, because in the new world, in the new energy, remember *whispers* nobody will know who you used to be. This is the beauty of recreation. Who do you want to be now? This is not about adopting a false image or a false sense of self, but rather identifying with who you TRULY are, before all of the abuse, before family templates told you what and who you should be, and identify with.. How are you to paint your own canvas? The wildest, most liberated, creative, and imaginative part of yourself is dying to be reborn.

If you feel personally victimised by members of your family, then the sun may be warning you that you are still playing the role of the poor, unfortunate victim, and this is why it is so easy for others to imprint on you. Whatever your issues were with persecution consciousness, you need to learn to celebrate yourself now, and to become comfortable with sharing yourself, and your gifts with the world. Stop tip toeing around others, and yourself… There is no fear of being attacked when you stop attacking yourself.. Venturing into new territory can be scary at first, but, practices such as yoga, meditation, or visualisation will help you to feel comfortable in your new energetic body… Picture yourself as somebody who is light as a feather, yet with the impact of a bolder. Agile, precise, clear, and highly intellectual like the king of swords. This is about changing the wiring of your mind, from somebody who thinks that they are not capable, or that they always mess up in some ways by being too much. Allow yourself to be too much.. Not energetically no, because you always need to keep a piece of you, to you, but allow yourself to be more than what you were ever allowed to be.. Sure, people will be jealous, people may be intimidated, but once again, if you stop fearing persecution consciousness, then their jealousy or their envy will not effect you in the same ways.. See it for what it is. An energetically recessive soul attempting to stop your glare, because they have no light of their own.

The king of swords is logic. As creative, dreamy, and ideallistic as we may be with our dreams, and passions, we need to balance this out with the masculine energy, which is execution. The HOW. How are you going to make this a reality.. Get off your arse, (yes, I am British, so I say arse, not ass), and grab your dreams by the horns. You cannot just sit there and wait for everything to fall into your lap. You need to do research, research the field that you are entering, make sure that you are knowledgeable about it. Be clear, and focused on what you want. Practice calming techniques so that you do not give overwhelmed by the part of you that still does not think that you can handle all of this.. The study of self is also encouraged with the king of swords, it is important to know yourself, and to be honest about your strengths, and your weaknesses so that you know what needs work.. Thinking positively about yourself, and what you want to do does not mean denying the areas that you perhaps need more work, study, or growth… The king of swords knows the power that the mind yields, so warns to be VERY cautious about what you feed your mind, and what you allow your mind to believe – a new template is asked to be created here. A mind that is not so easily manipulated by outside forces.. It is time to trust yourself to stand up for yourself. You do not need a crutch.

The hierophant presents the opportunity to create a dent in the cycle of your karma.. This is the spiritual figure who dictates law from above, and allows it to befall on those on earth, according to a certain order, and regime that expels the balance of existence. In order for you to change this, and to change your past life patterns, you need to know what they are, but most importantly, you NEED to know how you perpetuate them.. People treat you, the way that you treat yourself. Still playing small? That narcissist sees that.. So, what do you think you are to them? The prime target of-course.. Spiritual messages are abundant this time in assisting you to change the flow of energy that has been draining vital life force for a long time for you. You may be mourning over situations involving the family, and the hierophant suggests that there are lessons to learn, even in this situation, lessons that you may teach to others, to ignite their own healing, and to help them not to perpetuate their own cycles of dysfunction.

Rewards will present themselves in healthier family dynamics following these realisations, and shifts that you are making..

The 6 of cups, along with the 2 of wands can also speak of soul mate love.. Because of the level of spiritual transformation, and childhood healing that is occurring, people from the past may be returning with a message.. This could be twin flame love, a lover who now realises, and returns to confess their love for you, because they have cleared a lot of the baggage, and karmic debt that was cluttering their truth. Forgiveness is a healthy practice, even if you do not wish to look back, and reconcile with this individual in a romantic, or very close fashion. You may forgive them, and send them on their way, for your own healing, and also theirs. An offer of love is made, and it must also be accepted. Just because you deserve it. You will be meeting a lot of people now on a soul level, as opposed to an ego level, which will bless your friendships, and relationships.. Past karma associated with feelings of rejection, or feeling lonely, and abandoned are tackled when we allow our soul group to enter into our lives, and we do not perpetuate behaviours that push, or pull them away. Let new friendships form with your soul group, as you clear out narcissistic, and one sided relationships that fueled your negative view of yourself. 

Existing once again as an active member of a community means allowing some responsibility on your part. Responsibility with your thoughts, and responsibility in regards to the way that you approach, and relate to others. Lost, or suppressed parts of yourself including your childhood passions, and the depth of love that you are truly capable of is returning to you, but the king of swords asks for balance in terms of discernment. Not everybody is deserving of you, of your time, your gifts, or your efforts, and you have to know this as a key part of self love. A mature tone is introduced to even out our naivety, as we must take the steps to nurture, and parent our own growth. 

I recently came across a picture of my childhood best friend in my childhood home, that had been trapped in my radiator for I guess about 8 years.. I found it particularly strange that it had managed to stay wedged in there for this long, and only fall out at this time. And like I do with all seemingly strange events, I took it as a sign. I proceeded to take the picture downstairs, and I burnt it, watching it turn to ash as I did. To me, it represented not her, but the person that I was at the time that the image was taken. Lost. Uncertain. In pain. In search of somebody, or something to validate me. And toxic.. I no longer own that life. In-fact, I can hardly recall it at all. This too, is a ‘past life’.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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Twin Flames (Divine lovers) Weekly Reading 26th December-8th January 2017; Ambitions to be free, financial contemplation, and spirit elevation.

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Main theme – 9 of pentacles, What is occurring for both twins – 2 of cups, Masculine – Justice, Two of swords, Two of pentacles, Feminine -Knight of pentacles, The star, Eight of cups.

Numerological break down calculation – 26th – 8 -8 – The number 8 in numerology is representative of karma, and recognising karmic cycles in order to abolish them. Where the number 8 appears, we are asked to consider how we have been living, and what we have been manifesting. Abundance, business, financial success, and humanitarianism also governs this number. 

The of pentacles relates to the feeling of satisfaction that we experience when we have successfully manifested our goals, and can physically see the evidence of our efforts around us. The focus, these two weeks for both twins, lies with making things work for them, bending the flow of the universe, and their own energies, in order to receive the results that they want.. This is a highly potent time to manifest, and there is a lot at stake here, so both twins are likely to be consumed with making it happen… The process of putting in the hard work, and doing things differently, ie doing things right are presented to them both this week.. 

This is a very similar energy to the magician card  – how can they reap the benefits of the work that they are doing? Truly, they have both been putting in a lot of work to create the world that they would like to see, and many of them may be wondering  – okay – so, where are my results?Your results this week, lie with your ability to achieve, attain, and maintain balance.. It is not enough to put in the work from one angle alone. Coming up with the ideas, but not seeing them through, is futile… Chasing after money, without adding creative ideas, or avenues to attract this money, will only get you so far.. This is where the two of cups comes in.. You may wonder, what does money have to do with love? Well – a lot actually, seeing as they BOTH have to do with our self worth. The two of cups, is the kind of balance that both twins need to establish, if they are to have healthy relationships.. This is not about blaming, either the masculine, or the feminine, because they both have roles to play in terms of why their love has not been harmonious in the past. You need a balanced approach, and a balanced life style, in order to have balance, in any other area of your life. 

I feel like a lot of twins have family  karma that is tied into not having enough time, not making the most out of their time, OR feeling as if they are lacking – all of these themes will be presented in order to be tackled by both twins this week.. Especially, the masculine in regards to having time, and having enough. There is a lot that is open to you at this time, so you have to act wisely in tying up the loose ends. What have you learnt about yourself recently? About your energy? About how you operate, that could help you to break this so called spell of bad luck that you once believed yourself to be under? The 9 of pentacles is joy once our dreams have not only been realised, but have been pulled into our reality. What can you do to ensure that this is an approaching reality for you?

Both twins may feel strained as it appears that, the more that is open to you, the more that you are against the clock to make improvements to your life. You need to start already living like you have the life that you desire, as this will wire your brain to be grateful, and to already exist AHEAD of time. Beat time… Now’s your chance. Look out for signs, symbols, and messages that alert you about your work, either let you know you are going in the right direction, or serve as a warning about what is to come if you continue in the direction that you are heading in..

The inner balance of the 2 of cups asks us to work on learning how to be the divine masculine, and the divine feminine. Imbalance is toxic – anyway around. Too much negative energy? Too much feminine energy? Both can do some serious damage, in terms of being abusive. The masculine is asked to be more open to his creative, and intuitive side, as this will ensure that his ideas in terms of gaining finance are ever flowing, and abundant, as depicted by the infinity symbol present in the two of pentacles. He needs to make better decisions in terms of how he attracts his money, and how he maintains balance with multiple things in his life. The feminine is prone to multi tasking, and not really choosing one specific avenue, but the masculine, tends to focus on one area of his life, and neglect other areas that require his attention. His lesson..Is in trying to incorporate room for more, without over extending himself. 

The knight of pentacles describes the feminine attempting to balance her masculine energies in the RIGHT way this week. She appears to be turning away from the masculine, as he learns the lessons that he needs to learn with the justice card. A part of her realises that she cannot stir, or speed up his awakening process in anyway, and she needs to focus on watering her own garden.. He is going through a process, but that honestly is not your business right now. Your BUSINESS, is your business right now.. What are you doing to make sure that your goals are not only a thought in your mind but are becoming a reality manifest around you? Spirit asks.. How are you working towards making your vision a reality? And is movement being made? Or are you just standing still, lost in time, waiting – waiting for the masculine, and claiming that you have ‘no time’.  She spent so long waiting for the masculine to level up, that she forgot that she isn’t all that perfect herself, and really does need to level up in some areas still.. Including her relationship to the physical world. Let spirituality serve you physically. Put your imagination to paper. 

The feminine this week, must focus on her inner masculine, and this will manifest as the men that are around her, or the men that she is drawn to at this time, platonic, or otherwise. This will tell her everything that she needs to know about the relationship with her own inner masculine. Is she drawn to men who are broke? (Financially), or broken, (Spiritually)?

The star card arrives to remind the feminine to have hope, even though times, and situations may appear difficult at certain stages of this week. There is a light being shone on darkness, so it may appear at times that there is nothing but darkness, but she needs to learn how not to dwell on the negative – BALANCE, because excessive negativity is one of the things that drives lovers away, including the divine masculine himself… Focus on positive visualisation.. Divine guidance is present at this time, watching over these events, so any isolation, or abandonment that she feels, is merely to do with old karmic propaganda. She needs to remain focused on her work, which is, about nourishing herself, and giving back to herself. Be very weary of falling into negative patterns, and traps of thought, because right now, you’re attempting to break free, which means that things will tempt you, and tempt your spirit…. It’s a trying time.. The eight of cups describes this period of emotional battle against her triggers…

The eight of cups sees the feminine moving on from the old ways, and old habits, in search of a higher, better truth. She is being more direct in terms of what she wants, and what she does not want, and anything that attempts to pull her into old cycles, she will be drawn away from. She is likely to run a mile from anything that triggers her this week to act in a way that she truly is done with. There is a determination here to turn her back on alot of things, as she comes into profound realisations about these things. 

Some feminine twins may be walking away from the masculine, or it could appear this way, whether temporarily, or indefinitely because they may be witnessing him juggling with his shadow self, and higher self, and no longer be interested in waiting around for one side to win..  She has a battle of her own, and this takes precedence. She is walking away from co-dependent habits, repetitive cycles, and negative self talk. She thinks, ‘I need to find me. I need – to DEFINE me’. 

With the justice card, the masculine experiences some heavy karmic release, and realisation this week. He may be going through a tough time, or a situation that places him on a fast track level to spiritual, mental, physical, and emotional maturity. This is really for his own benefit, though he may not really see it that way, or feel that way whilst it is happening.. The two of swords is about the pivotal point that he reaches in which he must make some kind of decision that will effect this next stage of his life.. This could be a decision that relates to choosing one partner, over the other, especially if the divine feminine is not the only woman in his life. There is something that he must put right, especially as ideas about morality, and karma become more clear to him by the day.. Getting in touch with his intuition could be urging him to make a decision that his logical mind has been putting off for a while. In some ways, he’s been quite relaxed with his awakening, and this could be the wake up call that he needs.. 

The two of pentacles could describe him trying to juggle things, and keep up with demands that are just not working out. He could be realising this week that a lot of the things that he puts efforts into are actually draining him of vital time, energy, and resources, and he needs to level up, ONCE again, if he is to manifest the 9 of pentacles in his life. It could be his attachment to his old world, and his new world that he juggles, and struggles to find balance with this week. Spirit asks that he makes a decision. He cannot dabble in between two worlds any longer, a clear path is being laid out for him, and he must either take it, or stay confined to the old ways of being… Which actually, are weighing heavily on his spirit, because he is much more in touch with spirit now. When the truth hits you, you cannot hide. Indecision, or procrastination will not make the problems simmer down, or go away.. Something may need to be released, or abandoned, as something else is realised.  He is going through this back, and fourth, as some fears about fully stepping into 5D are still present. 5th dimensional thinking requires that you fully take responsibility for yourself, and the karma that you are creating, and it is not for the faint hearted, or those who avoid responsibility..

He knows on some level that fully stepping into 5D, or letting go of certain things will drag his edges all the way… Confrontation of the past self, confrontation of the shadow self, and confrontation of one’s own limitations are ALL themes relevant to him at this time. The energy may seem harsh for the masculine right now, because nobody likes to face their darkness, BUT remember that in all darkness, light is able to penetrate. The light of knowledge will set him free, if he wills for this eternal cycle of not having enough, yet having too much to do, to come to an end. This could also relate to his decisions about ways that he makes money.. Perhaps, there is some illegal activity involved in one of the ways that he currently makes money, and as morality becomes more of a theme for him, he will decide whether he can still carry on this way.. And if he is to drop one of his ways of income, what does this mean for him then? How will he fill his time? Perhaps the fear of time is tied into his fear of not wanting to be still enough, for all of his thoughts to take over..

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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General Weekly Reading 26th December-8th January 2017; My karma, and I. A new start to the year..

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Main theme – Justice, Surrounding cards – Queen of pentacles, Page of pentacles, King of wands, Two of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 26th – 8 -8 – The number 8 in numerology is representative of karma, and recognising karmic cycles in order to abolish them. Where the number 8 appears, we are asked to consider how we have been living, and what we have been manifesting. Abundance, business, financial success, and humanitarianism also governs this number. 

Happy new year my darlings! First  of all, I would just like to state what a wonderful journey it has been with you all since I first started doing these readings last year. They actually just started off as something that I was trying out, so I am absolutely ecstatic that they took off in this way and were so successful! I hope you guys receive as much joy reading them, as I do writing them..  

 I had a few unfortunate incidences last week, and I ended up losing the work that I did for the weekly, and twin flame weekly reading, so this weeks reading covers two weeks worth of energy, which I still feel is pretty accurate, because no themes, or experiences are confined within a weeks space only, the same themes, and energies tend to follow us into the next week, and sometimes even into the next month. There is no strict or linear time line on this..

So, it has been a very crazy time.. A lot has been happening personally in my own life, in terms of lines that I have drawn in the sand, and targets that I have set for my own personal well being. The holidays are quite a strange time, I mean there is the energy of happiness, and family, and joy, but because of Astrological placements, and the energy conjured in December, it can also be a time of intense philosophical thought, nostalgia, and even slight depression. BUT, with promise, it does appear that the energy already is getting lighter, and easier for us to work with. Many of us will need to recover from what I like to call, the holiday blues. Time spent with family that highlights to us some of the trauma, or karmic cycles that we have picked up, or have had to endure over time.. Which brings me onto the beauty of this weeks reading; the main theme, is karma.

The justice card is suggestive of heavy karmic work that arrives in at this time. Justice being a major arcana, suggests a period of transformation on a core level in our lives – a complete re-invention of the things that have remained injustice, out of balance, and out of alignment with our soul’s demands.. In legal terms, justice speaks of things going in your favour, winning a court case, or proving your innocence, so, in spiritual terms, this is highly similar.. Justice is that which serves an order of integrity, morality, or keeps the balance, and the principles of life intact. What is right? What is wrong? And how can we live by, and uphold our ideals about what is fair? How have we been unfair, abusive, or potentially sneaky, and avoidant?

The justice card arrives to highlight to us cycles, specifically repetitive cycles that speak of dysfunction.. ‘Old’ karma that appears almost like a trap, because you keep doing it over, and over, especially if a part of you, (your intuition), knows that what you are doing is not in alignment with who you truly are.. This tackles the false layers of self that we have built over time in order to protect our inner child, our inner bruises, or separate ourselves from painful truths. What we have not wanted to face, is brought up for acknowledgement, and it is up to us to be heroic at this time, and do what IS right, because there is quite a clear distinction. This is not about the shadow self, and the higher self, this is about plain and simple, what serves your best intentions, and does not diminish your responsibility to others, and the well being of others. 

Possibly, an issue or an incident that does not sit well with you draws your attention to areas that you have tried to ignore. You may even catch a glimpse of your former self in those moments. If you are non-pleased with what you see, it is important to forgive yourself, for the times that you did not know better. For the times that you were so out of touch with your intuition, that you let the darkness get the best of you.. That you did things that you regret. 

These cycles are not brought to your attention to shame you, but rather so that you can reconcile with yourself, and with others. Restoring balance, and order into your life is of the utmost important at this time, and rectifying old wrongs..The two of swords indicates that strength is needed at this time in order to make a vital decision. You may feel compromised, between your intuition, and your rational/logical thought, but a decision must be made if you are truly to get on track in terms of restoring balance into your life.. This decision may relate to cutting something out, or releasing something that no longer serves who you have come to be.. You may even notice that certain friends, or family members around you have been toxic, and you need to decide how best to handle this, so that it does not interfere with your own well being. This could be a decision that YOU need to make to walk away from something, or somebody, maybe temporarily, or maybe indefinitely.. You will have to see how the wind blows, but in conjunction with the justice card, it appears that this choice or decision that you must make will alter your life in a pretty major way… There’s something that you need to decide to be done with. This may relate to finally sticking up for yourself in some way, or by declaring self respect..

‘I am not going to do this anymore’ ‘I am not going to PUT UP with this anymore’, is the echoes of your soul at this time, and you need to stick to your convictions, or I promise, the same bullshit will keep happening.. You can forgive whoever you need to forgive, but if you go right back to  being the same with them, without having a conversation about what occurred, you will find that the same scenarios continue to unfold. If something is depriving you, then it is not up to that thing to remove itself from your life, it is up to you to modify where necessary, or remove it entirely. Life does not bend to your will. If you want change? CHANGE. This could point to something that you knew intuitively was bad, but you just chose to ignore it, like, ‘Well, it’s fun, so it doesn’t really matter’… Or, ‘Well, it’s not that bad.. ALL the time’.. Yeah, it is time to stop making excuses for poor behaviours, and injustice. You have been through enough to KNOW better now.. Use discernment, it is time to DO better..

The king of wands this week, is representative of a strong, and sturdy will power. Spiritually, you will need to level up, and tune your energy if you are really going to go after this change, and make modifications to your habits, and ways of doing. You need to know that you are deserving of change, in order to strike change, and the king of wands is that confident in himself – that his self love alone is a motivating factor. This is the inspiration for change.. When your energy boosts itself, naturally you attract things, and experiences of a higher vibration, but you need to let go of what is of a lower vibration first. You have to have a certain amount of BOSS energy to change your life. The willpower to say no, the strength to abstain, even when times get hard, or temptation is difficult. This type of energy is actually very specific in trying to come through for highly sensitive individuals, old soul healer types, empaths etc who spent most of their lives very shy, meek, or unsure of themselves. They may have hidden their talents, walked in their own shadows, maybe it was a result of being bullied, (even by family members potentially), that shut them down in this way.. BUT with the king of wands, you better get up and claim your throne.. Nobody is going to do it for you. You ARE strong, and you ARE capable, and so much self talk is encouraged this week, as you are building, and fighting against the negative voices of the former template. 

The page of pentacles touches directly on inner child issues, and this cross over that we are attempting to make. Perhaps the holidays, and time spent with your family triggered you negatively to regress. Regression in psychology talks about, going back to a former state of being that no longer represents you, when you are around specific people. So, this may be you now, in your adult form, as successful, and independent, but, when you are around your family, you morph back into this uncertain, and clumsy individual, despite all the work that you have done,  just because this fits an archetypal (routine) dynamic. We have to be very mindful of regression, because once it is over, we are likely to feel very wounded, or disappointed in ourselves because of it.

Break up with your negative family karma! You have seen life OUTSIDE of the template, never, ever forget that.. That gives you power.. Not saying you should stunt on your family  members who are still in the dark, but just remember, you do not have to subscribe to any experience that does not sit well with your wisdom. The page of pentacles is a message from your inner child about how you are going to create these new opportunities, and experiences for yourself. One step at a time is encouraged, in order to morph into the queen of pentacles eventually.. There may be a naivity, or an innocence present in y ou at this time, because you are not exactly certain of the steps that you are going to take to build this new reality, but you are ready, and willing to just go.. More than often? That is enough to start a fire! The page sees vision, so even if his fruits are far from manifest, it is okay.. Because, he is on his way to them. Think of yourself in this way. You are not there yet.. But you know how to work towards there..You know what ‘there’ looks like. There must be an implementation of new habits, that will eventually develop into patterns, this week.. We are all about working with PATTERNS, breaking some, and creating some new ones. 

What areas of your life do you need to change based upon recent awakening experiences? You do not need to start big. You do not need to be too dramatic about this change. This is not about grand new years resolutions that put you off in the first week because you have demanded too much of yourself. The smaller steps do add up. Do not let anybody tell you that they do not, or will not.. You just tackle them first! The page of pentacles shows determination to take something small, and invest it, until it potentially becomes self producing.. If you do something for long enough, it becomes a habit.. You do it almost without thinking about it.It is all about getting started.. We often procrastinate because we are afraid of failing. But..Imagine if there was no such thing as failure? Only practice.. 

I encourage a lot of inner dialect with the inner child this week.. Ask you what mini you wants?How value can be brought to the adult self now. The queen of pentacles, like the king of wands, describes standing in your power, and trusting your worth to bring you value in multiple areas. This is an individual who is creative, successful, and grounded, as the colour red represents the root chakra – our sense of safety, the antithesis of anxiety – the conquering of our obstacles! 

What marked your childhood experiences? Did you not like your walk? Well… Work on developing a more confident walk, who will ever know?

Were you teased for being over weight? Sign up to the gym, begin running every morning, and transform that memory within yourself..  Newness IS promised, but the level, and impact of change is dependent on the work that you are willing to do.

With the information that you have acquired, especially through your triggers, you should be almost unstoppable at this point. Alot of feminine energies, are learning to balance their inner masculine side, going after what they want, not being afraid, nor confined by judgement, or persecution consciousness.  With the king of wands, a lot of masculine energies are connecting with their feminine side by finding spiritual strength – God speaking through them, (think of a Sagittarius man – very philosophical, and aware), literally LIT on fire, with knowledge through channeling. 

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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Twin Flame WEEKLY Reading 19th-25th December – Karmic revelations/re-evaluations, The mirror to the shadow, & spiritual responsibilities | Happy Holidays my beauties!

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Main theme – 9 of swords, What is occurring for both twins – Ace of pentacles, Masculine – 6 of cups, 10 of wands, 8 of wands, Feminine – 7 of cups, Knight of swords, Strength.

First of all, I would just love to say happy holidays to all of my enchiladas, and loyal fans, and followers, and readers.. It has been an amazing journey since I first began doing this weekly readings, to see my reader content grow, and to receive the repetitive support from my viewers.

Take this holiday season easy! We have the winter solstice, and we see a peak to the culmination of a spiritual 9 year – to check what this 9 year meant, check the bottom of this reading for the 2016 9 year forecast, that I completed at the end of 2015!

Numerological break down calculation – 19th (10) – Balancing of masculine & feminine energies, death & rebirth, ending, and beginning of a new cycle, transformation, and God consciousness – 25 (7) – Spiritual lessons, collective consciousness, the unconscious mind, wisdom gained through hard ship, creative genius, & occult knowledge.

The 9 of swords crowning this reading speaks of a spiritual revolution, much like judgement day.. The 9 of swords can represent the influx, and overflow of thoughts that arrive to us, when we are met with the reality of our shadow self.
A perfect mirror of who we have been, and who we can be – The dark side of ourselves that is.
This may include memories, or triggers of past scenarios, and events, where we have been less than responsible, or just in our actions.. Our worries, and anxieties relate to our increasing awareness of our empathic natures..

The journey from the ego, to the heart center can often be a tricky, and complicated one. Existing in our heart space means feeling compassion, and a growing sense of understanding, of your own thoughts, and feelings, and that of others. Sorrow, guilt, regret, or disappointment in self, and others can often occur when we are met with a mirror of ourselves.. The sometimes shameful, or harmful things that we have done.. But I do not believe in the energy of shame, as I feel that this is apart of a tactic used many years ago, through psychological, and religious invasion, about being unworthy of forgiveness, or redemption. Nobody is unworthy of forgiveness, or redemption, and that is the ultimate truth.. Holding on to pain, revenge, and existing in our trauma often causes us to believe that we, or others are not worthy of being reborn.. In order to be reborn, you must first know that you deserve to, and this is why both twins should let go of their concerns about themselves at this time.

The ace of pentacles speaks of having no regrets. It is not time to dwell in the past, or to dwell on what has occurred, understand where you have gone wrong, by all means, and take responsibility for each of your actions.. But forgive yourself, above all.. The ace of pentacles is a new chance of a beginning provided from spirit. This is the chance to start again, to reconnect with your own sense of value, and to remind yourself of what is at stake when you neglect yourself.. This ace is offered to you, but it is up to you whether to take it or not, to work for it.. To give up old ways, and to begin rebuilding. Anything can happen when you start from a 0 point.. Surrender.

The 6 of cups representing the masculine speaks of his consideration of past union, soul mate unions, and reconnecting with the feminine. The longing and the push, and pull toward her is definitely prevalent, but it is not separate from its own fears, and concerns..

The 10 of wands is spiritual heaviness, concepts, masks, and facades previously warn by the masculine, that have kept him separate from himself.

The 10 of wands speaks of the end of the road, a time period where we can no longer carry on as we have been, being dishonest, elusive, or trying to distract ourselves by going beyond our measures..

This can include juggling too many partners, or destructive behaviours in attempts to not have to deal with the dwellings of our soul, or what our subconscious mind tells us. The 10 of wands forces us to take a straight, and narrow path, as opposed to stopping along the way to accumulate more distraction.. Sometimes, people can intentionally busy, or overwhelm themselves, in order to escape, or exist in an illusionary realm.

This presents a new side of the masculine.. Maybe he has separated himself from friends, partying, drinking, or a life style that offered him some type of shelter.. As his week would have it, he can no longer rely on this form of escapism, and so, is now left isolated.. With nothing but himself to look at .. And his actions.

The 8 of wands is messages, and spiritual revelations that arrive to him as flashes of insight this week.. Understanding himself, and his karmic dealings, are apart of him working with a new template.. He may also be projecting mental messages to the feminine, understandings, & realisations about his own side of the picture.. About her own shadow self, whilst he learns about his own. There’s very much a projection of mental templates. When we let go, and surrender to what is, we receive messages far quicker.. This is why the ego is often so quick to attempt to defend itself, and come up with explanations..

Because if the heart were to always speak to us, we would not be able to commit half of the irresponsible behaviours that we do..
The 8 of wands is the butterfly that whispers in our ears, sent from the heavens, that let’s us know it is time to pause, and to re-evaluate… Consider this a time for redemption for the masculine, a maturing, and an understanding of what it means to exist communally, as apart of society, apart of a network, rather than consider himself alone, which is what fuels narcissism.

The 7 of cups on the side of the feminine, talks of indecisiveness, over imagination, and idealism.
Perhaps the feminine is realising this week particular times, and incidences where she may have been out of touch with reality, or refusing to see the truth.. This could relate to the way that people have treated her in the past, karmic attachments, family, friends, and even the masculine himself..

When we exist primarily in our emotions, it becomes easily to be pulled to, and fro, not really existing in truth, or careful thought, but allowing ourselves to be taken away on a whim of emotion.. Because of this, we may have been somewhat unfaithful, to ourselves, or others, at the drop of a hat, dependent upon which emotional state we choose to dial into.

This is not inherently ‘evil’, or insidious in a sense, but it can become that way when we attempt to punish others for double crossing us, or project what can be considered as emotional abuse. This is actually one of the deterrents to union, because the masculine is actually very hyper sensitive to criticism, just like the feminine..
Another sub product of narcissistic qualities, which because of the nature of healer’s upbringings, are often quite prevalent among them.

The knight of swords is a message from the masculine that comes in fast, and heavy, and this message is actually provided to both of them, so it may be projected as a mirror image, from one, to the other. This is a change of perception that arrives to us, clear communication that requires us to take fast action.. You cannot escape the nature of change that is coming, because it will permeate your thoughts.. You will be able to think about nothing else, other than the changes that need to be made.

Maybe the feminine holds an addiction to dramas, conflict, or even unfaithfulness, because of the changing nature of her emotion.. For the fearful masculine who abhors abandonment, any notion of erratic motion can be alarming..Causing retreat.

The strength card is the feminine gaining responsibility over herself, and her emotions. Taming her ego self, and the ‘catty’ nature of herself, is something that she does effortlessly, once she learns to relax into her heart space.. Forgiveness of herself, forgiveness of others, and understanding of the dual nature of existence.. Life will have ups, and life will have downs, and no amount of lashing out, or attempts of control will bring change to any of this.. We have to embrace this, and attempt to work WITH it.

Happy healing, my sacred beings |

Numerology report. 2016, year of the number 9, and spiritual advancement.

What separates the number 9 from some of the other numbers? Authenticity.

The number 9 is what a lot may refer to as the number of integrity, when the 9 is living in truth that it, otherwise the number 9 is quite bitter and unpleasant. For this reason, this year must be entirely about living in your truth, whether this means spiritually, emotionally, mentally, or physically, this is the year that any falsity, and lack of resonance will feel, and even prove painful.
This is especially vital for those who have remained silent for a large portion of their lives, lack of expression, timidity, loss of direction, throat chakra in-activation or otherwise, which tends to relate to empaths, old souls, and those who identify with being highly sensitive.
This year is all about remodelling the narrative of you being the meek, passive backgrounder who always gets passed by, and always misses out on the best opportunities. You will re-write this script successfully, with the self actualising energy of the number 9, who is truly, a natural born leader – to the right audience!

Famous revolutionary, and prominent, spiritual activist, life path 9, Robert (Bob) Nesta Marley.
Numerologically speaking, we are in the year of completion, resolution + wholeness (2+0+1+6) = 9. One of the most spiritually tuned numbers.
Isn’t that beautiful? Last year knocked us out with all of the fluttering and stuttering!
Last year, the numerological sum of the number 8, was all about spiritual growth through hardship, financial progress, and determination. Last year was very much about sacred unions also, as 8 takes the same form of the infinity symbol. Longevity, was the ultimate goal, and establishing independence from restrictive regimes.
This year, is all about tying up the loose ends – ‘nearly there now’, and reaping the rewards of hard earned work. Coming home, to you. To reach the number 9, and enjoy the intensity of its fruits however, requires patience, and cultivation of 3 (creativity) and 6 compassion.
#lifepath9 will do well to integrate both creativity and service to humanity if they are to live in harmony, and gain financial advancement. When self serving and bitter about past occurrences, the number 9 will remain stagnant, ungrateful, and will not receive its rightful blessing.
If willing to leave the past behind, and use painful experiences as motivation for human compassion and understanding, the 9 will prosper. There is great responsibility on the number 9, so for this reason, even in the early stages of this month, you may be feeling pressured, acknowledging that the heat is on, and you must remain more determined than ever. The expectancy upon this number can cause procrastination.
The number 9 is a test of faith, faith that inevitably breeds results. To whom much is given, much is required. The number 9 is also the spiritual channel. So seemingly spontaneous insights and realisations are to be kept, recognised as prophecy.
There is amazing energy, and opportunity now available for those who fully wish to step into the path to do so..
Was there a lot of death around you last year? This is really typical before rebirth processes, it welcomes detachment into our awareness.
And is also symbolic of the transformation we ourselves are undergoing. There is also no greater spiritual awakening than losing a loved one.

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General Weekly Reading – 19th-25th December 2016; Winter Solstice, the darkest depths of death, & Happy holidays |

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Main theme – Death, Surrounding cards – Three of pentacles, The emperor, The high priestess, Ace of pentacles.

Numerological break down calculation – 19th (10) – Balancing of masculine & feminine energies, death & rebirth, ending, and beginning of a new cycle, transformation, and God consciousness – 25 (7) – Spiritual lessons, collective consciousness, the unconscious mind, wisdom gained through hard ship, creative genius, & occult knowledge.

The winter solstice is marked as the darkest night of the year, & as we have all come to know, darkness is associated w/ feminine energy, rebirth, revelations & deep soul healing..
We are nearing the end of a 9 year cycle, which brought us many karmic lessons, along w/ the opportunity to break our repetitive cycles, effectively healing wounds…
The next few days up until December the 25th are likely to grant us major reflection, before the initial soul death, that initiates us into a new path.

It is no coincidence that this birth-date was chosen to represent the birth of Christ, or rather Christ consciousness, which is the humility that gives rise to new light..
Remember the nativity story?
Mary & Joseph endured many trials on their journey to ensure that Christ was born safely.. This can be seen as a metaphor for the many doors that we knock on, & the triumphant journey that we have embarked on, as the year comes to a close.

Appreciate the lessons that have taken you thus far. Time may currently appear stilled, as information travels to you effortlessly, with little resistance from you, or your ego self..
Allow your old world to sink into the depths of this darkness.
Prepare for the rebirth of all rebirths…
The beginning of a 10 year cycle.
10 – NOT 1. (2+0+1+7). Many numerologists prefer to act as if the 0 holds no value, but I believe it actually adds greater value and potency to the number that it follows.

It is no surprise to me considering the winter solstice that the Death card appears for us this week as the main theme.. The death card speaks of the deep, intense transition period that we are all experiencing at this time. This is inevitable change, a death of the old ways, and a major transformative period. This week, the death has more to do with our inner child workings than anything else. Something has triggered us this week to take a deep and intense look at our soul’s journey thus far, perhaps a karmic attachment, or a painful event that caused us to assess the areas in our lives that know instability, and chaos. 

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Death is both the recognition, and the realisation that we can no longer carry on in the ways that we have been, as it no longer holds value, or substance to where it is that we are trying to go.. This is a natural process in our lives, the kind of change that meets us at the end of a cycle of lessons, and growth. It is the only permissible step after the many trials, and tribulations of a 9 year. Integration truly means making these changes. We may be called to abstain from certain things, behaviours, addictions, and methods that have recently, or in the past led us astray…. Maturity knocks on our door at this time, and almost like autumn leaves, we are asked to allow certain things to fall away, once, and for all.. It appears as if there is little choice, resistance, and holding on to these beliefs, and behaviours will lead to an unhealthy destination.

Death, by all means means rebirth.. And this is something that we have been working towards for the entirety of this year, particularly since September, the 9 month – where our karmic work picked up severely . We are asked to find more creative methods to deal with our pain at this time, perhaps alchemical – instead producing art, or sharing our wounds with the world through expression of the soul. Rebirth means creating something new, and more beautiful, where something old, and outdated once took place.. Instead of ignoring, burying, or even relinquishing our wounds, we are simply called to make something of them, to grow through them, and to understand them.. If we do not clean out the old, we grow stale, and there is no room for newness, or fresh breath. This is just the cyclical nature of existence. Our old self must be recycled as apart of the grand design – our new self is called from a higher plane of existence, to sit with us, to join with us, to merge with us.

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The emperor is symbolic of this new order, stability, and restoration that beckons us energetically…Perhaps the death that we are experiencing must occur because our life has previously been build on shaky ground, and it is time, by all means, to finally get things together… This is very much masculine energy, and at times can represent the father figure. Maybe we are addressing and identifying wounds that relate to the father issues in our life – our lack of responsibility for self, and others, our feelings of abandonment in relation to our father, and our ability to be the head of our selves, and the head of our own house holds – in this case, the house hold representing the mind. The emperor encourages taking full responsibility for yourself, and for what you manifest.. Becoming fully conscious actually means recognizing that you are the creator of your own experiences, and to blame everything, and everyone else around you renders you powerless. This goes against everything that the law of attraction, and the law of metaphysics stands for.

To truly be a sovereign being, means to take accountability. Victim consciousness should be becoming a thing of the past, as this is associated with co-dependent tendencies, and many of us are growing fed up of looking to others, or holding others responsible for our time, and emotions. If you really believe that you are validated, and worthy of building this empire that you foresee, then it is up to you to show, and to prove this.. Not to blame your parents for the opportunities that you did not have, not to blame your surroundings for not being work-able, not to blame your ex, or karmic attachment for leaving you too heart broken, but to take all of those experiences, and turn them into liquid gold.. If things are not working out, MAKE them work out..

The ace of pentacles is the opportunity for a clean slate that is being offered to you by the most high at this time. Revelations arrive heavily, and prevalent with the high priestess, and it is up to you to use these golden opportunities  to excel yourself. Your intuition is at an all time peak this week, along with your psychic connections, and spiritual experiences. If you have been taking the initiative to get closer to God at this time, then God will also show you how he/she is also growing closer to you. Dreams, experiences, or synchronistic moments that leave you feeling touched by an angel, almost as if you wish to cry…

A new opportunity to discover yourself, to build a new path, and to be renewed, and reborn unto this earth is available to you.. It is important to create distance, or even do a chord cutting ritual between you, and your old self at this time. If you need any help with the working, or the items used, then do not hesitate to contact me about purchasing one of my personally written  kits for doing so – Cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk 

Karmically, the ace of pentacles represents a fresh start. You may not see it, but there are so many pathways that are currently open, and opening to you, if you can just let go of some past habits, notions, and beliefs. It will not be entirely easy, but change never us.. The opportunity is simply presented, you have to work towards it, and show that you are capable of sustaining it..

The three of pentacles is representative of this sustenance… So, God has given you this golden opportunity for change, for newness, creative ideas, inspiration, manifestation energy, but what are you going to do with it? How are you going to ensure that you make the best out of what you have, and multiply? The three of pentacles is all about that long money… Making your money last, taking initiative, and running with the opportunity that you have.. Do not waste ANYTHING at this time, all of your experience is a gold mine.. And you have a GOLD mind. Working with others, accepting help where it is needed, and expanding your network will all prove beneficial to you this week. Do some research about ways that you can maximise.. Make lists, purchase a diary for the new year, write down some intentions, and write down some goals.. Focus ALL of your energies into the creation of this new path, as it will pay off if you do so.. Your soil is most fertile at this time, but you also need to work with what is given. Nothing is going to fall haphazardly into your lap.. At least not without you first creating an opening, or drawing a destination for it to land. This is the kind of growth, and expansion that may require us to leave our comfort zone, or stray away from what we have previously known.. 

Shyness, timidity, reservation, or sloppiness are all areas that we will have to conquer, and face this week if we are indeed to grab our golden opportunity with both hands, AND feet! There’s a pressing desire to follow our dreams, and acquire financial wealth, and stability, and once again, this all starts with how we are feeling energetically, and the steps that we take to invest in ourselves. You are a business.. So it is important that you treat yourself as such, and give yourself the respect, and the value that you deserve. Victim consciousness, and poverty consciousness is of the old way.. Though none of these things are inherently your fault, but rather a product of your past experiences, if you continue to view yourself as the helpless, poor soul who was mistreated, then you will always live in the shadow of your pain.. It is time to BOSS up! As only you can..

Happy healing, my scared beings ~

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General Weekly Reading. 5th – 11th December; No holding back, and no going back.

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Main theme- (Knight of wands), Surrounding cards – Queen of wands, The moon, Six of swords, King of cups.

Numerological break down calculation – 5th-11th. 5 – Liberation, change, newness, freedom from restriction, breaking binds, seeking new adventure. 11th – Spiritual awakenings, new gateways, openings, lessons learnt, epiphanies. 

The knight of wands as the main theme, suggests that this week, we are to embark on a renewed sense of passion, purpose, and enthusiasm. This is clear, and direct action in the form of the dreams that we have, and the targets that we have set for ourselves. There seems to be an extra push this week to expand, and to achieve. Perhaps we feel as if we have spent  alot of time procrastinating lately, or unsure what it is that we want – in relation to the moon card, but something this week definitely jolts us from our slumber, and we do receive the clarity, and the information that we have been waiting for. We may be receiving positive, and much awaited news that arrives to us quickly, that helps us to clear some of the spiritual cobwebs that have existed within our minds recently.  This could be motivation from outside forces that confirms to us what our next step should be.

You may find yourself keen on delivering a message to the world this week about who you are, now that you are becoming clearer about your sense of power. There is a boldness to the way that you do things, perhaps because you are no longer afraid of getting things wrong. There is a sense taht you spent a lot of time in the shadows because you felt you did not have the capability of the resources to move forward. Now… You see that it is more about your intention, and your enthusiasm, than the tools that you actually use to cultivate what you want. Making the best out of what you have this week means removing yourself from victim consciousness, and just working with what is, in order to create something larger than yourself.

Sagittarius//fire energy may be having a big influence on us this week in terms of what we can achieve, and setting the bar even higher for ourselves. This is a period of creation, as wands represent fire, and burning a new path for ourselves, through removing the old. The knight of wands also represents a swift journey away from the past – looking towards the future, and being more enlightened about what we would like that future to look like. 

The moon card also represents the recent period of time that we have spent looking into our subconscious mind, and perhaps getting more clear on our triggers, and our shadow self. Armed with our new knowledge, we can navigate things differently, bringing the unconscious, to the conscious – to tackle our limiting beliefs, and actions in a more efficient way.

The king of cups is representative of emotional maturity, and also speaks of a healed heart chakra. This week focuses on our ability to give love to others, and to receive love, whilst making sure that we have taken care of our own kingdom first – so that we may be more generous in our offerings. There is a sense that we are no longer willing to take on more than our fair share. This can also point to masculine energies this week coming into harmony more with their emotions, and their intuitive side. With the queen of wands side by side with the King of cups, we see a contrast, yet a fusion here of feminine passion, and masculine taming. Not taming in the sense of dampening ones fire – but this speaks of masculine energies becoming more in touch with an emotional, and humble side of themselves, whilst the queen of wands represents many feminine energies finding their purpose, and passion, and inspiration. Remember in the article where I wrote that Ophiuchus the 13th zodiac was a blend of Scorpio, AND Sagittarius? Well, these two cards offer no better explanation.

The king of cups sends healing messages to our spirit directly, this is unconscious messages about past wounds, and how we can overcome them in order to be the best version of ourselves. This is also about us using our painful past experiences to take us to that NEXT level. What have you learnt that could give you an edge? Will spiritual awakenings have been caused by more emotionally trying, and challenging periods in your life? Your motivation, and inspiration this week will come from an intense desire to re-shape your destiny, to use the past as a clear indication of what you DO not want, and what you DO want.

Previously, you may have been suffering from the type of mental fog that kept you stuck, or trapped in day dreams, and illusions, but the 6 of card arrives with an offer of hope – moving away from emotional trails, and taking a community with you. Because of what you have learnt, and experienced, you are able this week not only to re-arrange your own thoughts, but to hold the door open, and inspire others to also take a look at how their own thoughts may be leading to their downfall. You are desperate for mental peace, and actually, this time you are being PROACTIVE in making it possible. This is very much in relation to your ancestral karma also, and the negative programming that you have taken from family, and your community. In seeing how it does not serve you, this week, you take a closer look at your own emotional wiring, and how you can be an asset to those who need healing on a mental, and emotional level. 

Alternatively, there may be news arriving to you fast this week about something that you have been awaiting clarity on. This may be a job promotion, or a part in a play that you really desired. Something that was hidden can be revealed through emotional resonance, or through this message that you receive, that causes you to view things differently entirely. The knight of wands, in combination with the moon can also signify a pregnancy! So those of you who have been trying to conceive, this may just be your lucky week! Make sure you take those pregnancy tests! 😉

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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General Weekly Reading October 31st-November 5th; Creativity, creation, and the expressions of the inner child.

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Main theme, (page of wands), The fool, The sun, Knight of swords, Eight of swords.

 Numerological break down calculation – 31 (4) – Stability, order, structure, organisation, & understanding – 5 – change, freedom, liberation, travel.

The page of wands is symbolic of messages from the inner child. This is the creative part of ourselves that deeply wishes to establish itself. Do you remember the fondness of your youth? The way it felt as if you were experiencing everything for the first time as apart of a magical reality? All of your gifts? All of your talent? All of that which made you come alive?

This is the hand of inspiration, and the gift of feminine energy that remains untapped – free flowing.

Remember the way your creative juices would flow when you were much younger? Writers block was a non entity. With all of the shifts, and recent childhood revelations coming to pass, the page of wands is our desire to turn our wounds into art.  Making light from a dark situation. We may find ourselves particularly playful, excited, or experimental. A spark is re-ignited this week that reminds us of our passion and purpose. Of why we are here. Why we love.

With the eight of swords this week, there is definitely an element of being too stuck within our minds this week. A lot of our perceptions about lack and the way that our life has ‘turned out’, is a cause for concern this week.

Things are changing at an alarming rate, and there is temptation for us to wonder if we are somehow being ‘punished’, or if there is some negative karma following us. All that is currently occurring is simply challenging you to change your perception about what you are experiencing. You are being somewhat deconstructed mentally, so that you can build some entirely new belief systems. If you choose to view things in the old light, you may struggle a little more than you should this week. 

The fool is the journey of abandonment. There is a rush and a feeling of exhilaration  experienced this week as we leave some things behind. We are abandoning a sense of abandonment. Travelling light means focusing on the future, what it has to offer us, and what we can bring to it. There is detachment – but not in the sense of no longer caring – Rather, we are open to more possibilities now. The understanding that if something does not work out in the way that we intended, it still has something to teach us, is a mark of peace for us this week.

The sun card is the inner child giving birth to itself – all over again. You are letting your inner light shine, and in turn a light is being shone on your darkness.

‘Here I am. This is where I have been hiding’. You are ready to present yourself, and your talents to the world in a liberated fashion. What is shame to somebody who has owned themselves entirely? All of your darkness is illuminated, and instead of rejecting it, you show compassion to the stifled inner child that once created it.

The knight of swords represents your gifts of enhanced perception to the world. You are coming in strong with new and polished views about self  worth, and life in general. Not wanting to keep this to yourself, you charge in to share with others what you have learnt; teaching them and teaching yourself along the way.

There is a strong determination to pass on what you know, because you do not wish for others to be trapped in the same old ways that you are now kissing goodbye to.

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Seek Cindy.

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