Twin flame weekly reading// Valentine’s Day special. 

Just like I mentioned in my new moon article [see here], https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/02/08/february-8th-new-moon-in-aquarius-numerology-detachment-karma-twin-flames-renewal-and-creative-activation-tarot-reading/

 it appears as if the more that the feminine twin pulls into herself and balances her masculine energy, the more that the masculine twin pulls into her, and is captivated by her desire to become self actualised. In an exchange of energy, and power dynamics, whilst she travels outward, a role that is ‘traditionally his’, ‘he’, moves inward and checks his intuition, and individualism for direction.

All in all, it seems as if Union is looking rather smooth sailing, whether the external appearances give this theory away or not! Look out for dreams of your twin, telling you the things that they can not yet bring themselves to say.. This includes tone/feel/energy of the dream.

  
In honour of Valentine’s Day in two days, I have decided to post a twin flame reading!

The middle card, the 9 of wands, represents the theme of the Union, whilst the cards on the left hand side, represent the masculine emotions +the cards to the right, depict the feminine emotions.

in the middle, the main theme for both, is a period of rest, or achievement after a considerably strenuous, or difficult period. This suggests that both twins HAVE made it through the worst, & though tired & slightly bruised, they will be okay & can look onwards towards a period of reward + resolution (especially in this 9 year). On the masculine side, we see that much emotion + getting in touch with the feminine side is occurring. The presence of the ace of cups + the queen of cups, suggests that he is learning to tap into his intuition + allowing the part of himself, that is attached to her to thrive. He is becoming more aware of how his actions affect others emotions + how his actions in the past may have affected hers. He is softening at his core + learning emotional balance. This is quite interesting, because on the opposite side, the feminine is reflecting that she is focusing on herself, w/ the four of cups – they are both focusing toward the feminine + her focus on herself, is allowing her to gain strength. The 2 of swords can be intercepted as her thinking of love, though this card usually depicts a woman blind folded, which can indicate that she has turned her focus away from the union at this time, in order to nourish herself.

The 7 of swords has appeared twice for twin flames this week + it is my understanding that the male twin feels as if he will betray somebody by pursuing his twin, but he is fast becoming more comfortable with the idea of this betrayal. Much like his twin, he is becoming ready to take his own route, regardless of how this may affect what others think. His mind, is on his beloved + he cannot take it off..

The 8 of cups represents a period in time where we let go of the past + the painful notions associated with it. Past experiences may have been a powerful block in this Union.

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Twin flame reading sample, and testimonial. Where love and numerology meet.

As part of the twin flame reading, I provide a mini analysis of both partners birth dates to determine any common ‘sacred Union’ numbers. Good indications of which are the presence of the numbers 8, 11, or 22, though not limited to. A 5-6 tarot card selection is also drawn, dependent on how many questions that the client requires to be answered. Generally, clients provide their own questions, but I am happy to assist if necessary. 

  
You have amazing energy, and amazing spiritual attuning, and I am ecstatic to tell you, that the union that you are dealing with is indeed a DIVINE Union, and I found something very interesting when assessing your birthday sequence, and numerological numbers!

Your birth date – 8 1   
                              1 (1+7)= 8 

You both have the appearance of both the numbers 1, and the numbers 8 within your birth sequence. 

The number 8 is a prominent twin flame number, and a number of heavy karmic, and spiritual energy. It represents infinity, and the coming together of two separate energies, or whole energies, as represented by the shape of the number, and the two o’s uniting as one source – one energy.

This coming together is symbolic of the way that twin flames must both be whole, and complete, before coming together in unison, and unity.

You also both have the number 1 present, which is also indicative of the spiritual channeler, the leader, and the spiritual channel. Number 1 has lessons being transported to them, usually in the form of sharp awareness, acute intuition, and in many cases intense, and obsessive over thinking. 

If anybody is going to solve an age old problem, it is somebody with the number 1 in their birth chart, as they will search relentlessly within their mind for answers.

It is my belief that the collision of the two of you in one another’s lives, sparked memories, emotional, and mental digging, and many lessons, about the past, and the present, to erupt.

Sure, it may have high intensity, and high highs, and low lows, but this is exactly where the two of you must find, and maintain balance! At all costs. There is no greater Union, or experience that will teach you this. This is all about stop, look, and LISTEN!

Your life path number.
Life path 9.You are the life path of 9, the compassionate, spiritual, creative, and artistic healer, and it shines through your skin, your smile, and your eyes. Your energy is Very playful, very child like, and you have a very colourful, and vibrant view of life. This is amazing, do not lose this, as it Spurs on your creative and artistic nature.

Your inner child makes you very open, and receptive to others, and this has likely caused you both great pain, and disappointment on your journey, but you have a very, very strong heart, and a very strong spirit, and you are not the number 9 who will close their heart, and develop narcissistic tendencies due to all of the pain that you have experienced. 

Pain, that is something very, very familiar, and frequent to the life path 9. Pain from childhood, that is most likely related to abandonment, neglect, and rejection, even if this happened on an unconscious level.

Most 9’s grow sceptical of people, and build up walls, as soon as they recognise that the world does not share their idealistic, or caring nature, but ultimately, you are a healer, full of healing abilities, and potential that will grow once you settle into yourself. You need to learn to trust yourself more, because you are a natural leader, and you are not to play any secondary position in this journey called life.

The world so desperately requires your light, loving and playful energy, as so many people lead dark lives, and cannot see the light of their situation. You are the light in many situations. And all those who you have graced have been blessed by your inspirational energies, and healing qualities. 
Use your vision to heal the world, to heal yourself, and most importantly to heal your family line. You are apart of the divine feminine collective, a pure crystal being, the divine mother, and your destiny does lie with nurturing, nature, and blossoming ‘flowering’. You are the sun. And anything that is dark, will rise to the surface, to life, with you.

You are a blessing, to your divine counterpart.

Your love, is the life path of 10. This represents nature, death, rebirth, the beginning, and the end, the alpha, and the omega, and the coming together of feminine, and masculine energies. The 1 is a masculine number, and can appear to be a phallic symbolic for the main reproductive organs, whilst the 0 can be representative of the womb, of the portal through which life enters.

Your tarot reading –

1. What is in my loves heart for me? 

Page of pentacles.

The page of pentacles is a positive card to receive in a tarot deck! This page is considered a messenger of sorts, and he pushes through with his message with determination and enthusiasm.

Your love sees you as a new beginning, he recognises that if he were to nurture this relationship, and truly give his focus to it, it will grow and blossom into a love that he could have never imagined. He also recognises that you are a message in his life, a spiritual message, and your arrival has forced him to want to become a better version of him self, and pursue his path and his ambition with grace. 

2. What is on my path for love?

Nine of swords.

The nine of swords does seem like an alarming card to draw in a deck, as it points to worry, anxiety, doubt in regret, but as you are now aware of its emergence, you may do your best to combat these particular feelings from manifesting. 

Because you have such a restless mind, and such a finely tuned receptivity to even the slightest impulses, you may often find yourself splitting hairs, and losing your mind with over thinking, or doubting your lovers efforts/abilities to stay with you. As I mentioned, abandonment and the fear of is a theme within life path 9’s, and this also mirrors a fear that your love has. Of being fooled. Tricked. Unappreciated, and/or exploited.

These very worrisome thoughts actually cause the manifestation of negative experiences. You must try to silence the doubts and the fears within your mind surrounding this love. If you judge this love by the loves in your past, then it will meet the same fate as those of your past. Premature ending.

Release the blockages that cause you to fear abandonment in love. They are in concrete, and will only manifest if you draw them to you with your focus, and behaviours.

3. What is influencing my loves behaviour?

The hanged man.

The hanged man represents a lack of control, a willingness to appear vulnerable, and allowing ones self to be suspended in time, and space. These are all things that your love is absolutely terrified of, and reluctant to allow. He fears that if he ever fully allows himself to be vulnerable, and to be suspended in air in this way, he will find himself hurt, and also meet the same fate that he has always faced – abandonment, and overall rejection.

Whilst he is also stuck in his mind, he spends great time calculating his every move, and is very concerned with the way that he appears on the outside. If he finds that he is being under appreciated, or he senses that he may not have your full attentions, he will immediately pull back and feign disinterest to get you back where he wants you. Yes, this does sound manipulative.

But to him, this is how he has learned to protect himself from the many dangers and offences in life.

4. What can I do to heal?

The chariot.

The chariot is a card all about charging through with determination, and steady progress. This particular deck for this card depicts a man who appears to be some sort of Pharaoh, charging through with his two noble, and faithful creatures. To me, this also indicates the integration, and working together of two pairs. In this instance, your masculine and feminine energies. Whilst you are very feminine, masculine energy will offer you the ability to move forward in life, and expand and capitalise on your art, regardless whether your emotional, and romantic love is unfulfilling or not. In the past, you have neglected other areas of your life for love.

Now, this card asks you to use the many highs and lows in love to inspire you, to motivate your art and your life goals, rather than to stagnate them.
5. What is the best course of action to take?

Five of pentacles.

The five of pentacles is a card that represents financial
Loss, spiritual loss, and emotional loss. This card serves as a warning to not neglect yourself, even in times that love is difficult or stressful. The best course of action to take is thorough internal fulfilment, so that no matter what appears in your love life, you do not become destroyed easily, and allow yourself to become deprived. It is very important within this Union that you maintain steady energy, as anything other wise would set you backward in your many lessons.

Use your art, and your creative expression to enrich you in times of difficulty. You can not allow yourself to suffer or to fall in love any longer. You must learn to rise in it. And in doing so, you will also benefit your love, and teach and challenge him how to grow, and how to hold himself higher in unconditional love, and bonds. The focus on other pursuits will also allow you to release the desire to control him, or outcomes with him.

6. Would it be more beneficial to move back or stay here?

The tower.

The tower card represents complete destruction, and the tearing down, and rapid change of your current surroundings. In terms of staying, or eliciting change, I would say that this card points to moving back. Tearing apart your current world, and experiencing a new dawn. Typically, when we think of ‘moving back’, it seems as if we are regressing to the past, but if your current reality has grown stagnant and unfulfilling, then i believe that you recognise that you have left unfinished business in your old town.

Perhaps your arrival will also shake, and stir things up for others, and allow you to collect more clues about who you are, and who you have become.

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Testimonial – Hi, Cindy…

All I can say is W O W !!!!! Thank you so so much!! You are truly so talented at what you do & I appreciate how thorough and in-depth you went with all my information. I also love how even though I paid for two separate readings you so effortlessly wrapped the information from both together!! So helpful and so RARE!! You are a gem.

A lot of what you wrote me mirrors a lot of what I have been feeling within myself (about myself and my love), but I have been going through SUCH a huge spiritual awakening for the past 4ish months that I can’t quite remember what is real or not…My love and I are not talking at the moment (for about a month), cuz I know we both have shit to work through on our own and it was so so helpful to not only get reflected where he is at but also MY shit that I need to work on!! Yes !! I appreciate you being so honest, oh and I LOVEDD the 8-1 1-8 birthday pattern you pointed out to me! So amazing.

I was going to write down just the “highlights” of your reading in my journal, but I ended up writing the whole thing LOL it all is just too good. Thank you for the comfort and the affirmations. I am going to be recommending you to all I know and thank you for being who you are and sharing your gifts with the world!!! So grateful to have connected with you. Happy full moon :))

xoxoxoxo
E.

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Romantic life path calculation Reading Sample, and testimonial. Seek Cindy © 🔮

Romantic life path calculation reading includes – the analysation of both parties’ birth numbers, and any themes and behaviours they present.

(Differs from twin flame reading).

  
You are dealing with a divine Union! What many would call a twin flame Union, and your love is most sacred. Both you, and your lover have a mission, a shared mission, of spiritual unity, light working, and collective healing of the earths atmosphere and energies.
Never have I seen, nor felt such an intense spiritual connection between two pairs! You are BOTH the life path of 22, the MASTER spiritual number, the life path number shared by Tupac, and Albert Einstein.

This means that you are BOTH divine channels, and he has an extraordinary amount of feminine energy within him, divine feminine energy, this is why he is so connected to you.

He understands you on a deep level, a level that touches your heart, not only your heart, but your soul, and you can determine this deep level of love, and this intense bond, and that is why you have come to me.

You know this person deeper than anybody has ever known them, and he knows you deeper than anybody else has. 
Because you both carry such high sensitive energies, you are both highly empathic, and highly intuitive possessing keen healing, and telepathic abilities. So you can just imagine how magnified the pain is between the two of you, when one of you is suffering. And that is just it. That is the thing. Both of you usually are suffering, all of the time, internally. Because you are both spiritual channels, and spiritual channelers, you have a thriving inner world, and you are constantly picking up energies from your surrounding environments, from each other, and from the troubles of the world, and your society.
The best way for the two of you to handle these intense energies is through creativity, and creative life force energy, which is sexual energy, that raises kundalini, and healing energy. The only potential downside to this is, once kundalini awakening has begun in both of you, you will both emotionally, and spiritually erupt as you are met with blockages from the past, and from your childhood. Like I have mentioned, you have both known a lot of pain. In your childhood, and in your karmic family lines.
I believe that there is a disconnection between him and his father, and you are your mother. You are to heal these karmic lines, and come together to re-write the templates of what it means for a man and a woman to love each other.

He may struggle with his sensitivities, and you too may struggle with yours, but it can be harder for him as a man to navigate in this world with such sensitivities, so if he tries to hide who he is, from himself, from the world, and from you most importantly, you have to understand that this is not intended to hurt you, but only as measure to protect himself.
Most of the time he does not even truly understand what is happening with him, or why he feels as he does. If he does not continue and pursue his creative outlet, his mind will continue to plague him, and he will wonder if he can ever truly find a moment of peace.
The two of you’s relationship may sometimes prove chaotic for this very reason. You both have big visions, big goals, and a large mission set to you by the divine.

The number 22 is the number that brings divine perspective into the world. They need more love than the usual soul, and this can manifest in different ways.

As your partner also carries masculine energies, it is likely that his sensitivities may cause him to withdraw, appearing aloof and unconcerned.

You, however, respond to outward displays of love, and affection, and need to find a way to understand that he does not always operate in the ways that you would prefer him to, or the ways that you would prefer love to be shown.
You both need to heal, and whilst you do this together, it is also very important to do so individually, one may say, ‘apart’. It is very important for you to give one another space, mentally, and emotionally as best you can, whilst

Maintaining your love, because you both have so much going on internally, and you are like sponges, picking up energy from everywhere, and wanting to heal everyone, and everything!
He must learn how to become more comfortable with his sensitivities, but this will require you to be patient with him during the transition.

You must slowly learn to embrace a different kind of love, that does not always require love to be externally proven to know that it exists.

Kindest regards,

Seek Cindy.

Testimonial – 

Good evening, 

Once again, thank you for an insightful reading. 

It still gives me goosebumps reading through it, though I’ve done so like a hundred times in the last 4 days.
This experience has been a much needed affirmation that my spirituality is valid and real. It’s so easy for one to shrug off Devine messages as either a coincidence in a world where one has been conditioned to believe that if you can’t prove it, it doesn’t exist. 

From the moment I met this gentleman, I had a strong sense familiarity around him. It was like I’ve known him forever and would open up to him and constantly wanted to be in his presence.

Funny how I’m not usually like this even with close friends, he in the contrary wouldn’t reveal much about himself. Long story short, I would have recurring dreams about him that wouldn’t make sense at all to me. You’re absolutely spot on about the dynamics of our union, even the not so pleasant ones. He does come across unconcerned and withdrawn most times and distances himself quite a lot; this behavior had me contemplating cutting all ties with him. It is one of the most difficult things to get right and I’ve almost given up on completely walking away from him. 

My word, your reading was a snapshot into each of our individual lives and as a union. Perfectly put into words, knowing the root cause was most overwhelming.

I’ve always had this feeling that we’re in each other’s lives for a reason, he’s in mine to teach what it means to love (though it’s not easy) and I’m in his life to teach him to acknowledge and embrace his gifts and ancestors. 

There’s so much of like to share with you to validate your reading, I’m afraid I might end up going off course. Hopefully this is the first of a long lasting relationship, it’s been an absolute pleasure receiving your guidance. 

Thank you so much, Bus.

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Client V’s reading. Romantic life path, name interpretation, advice, and tarot.

  
Name interpretation –

In ancient times, the name Vivienne was actually the name of Merlin, (the famous wizards mistress). For this reason, the name is often associated with a woman who is strong, powerful, magic, and enchanting. She is independent, free from patriarchal dominance, and does not adhere to regular stereotypes. It can also be suggested that she is a watchful keeper, as she watches all of Merlin’s Magic, and takes notes for her own. 
Romantic life path calculation.

Astonishingly, both you, and your love interest are of the life path of 8.

The life path of 8 is associated with longevity, financial success, breaking free from restriction, and oppression, and liberation.
For this reason, it is very likely for number 8’s to enjoy freedom, travel, new adventures, and also their independence. Number 8’s may appreciate change very much, although they are quite structured and prefer for things to be done a certain way.
The number 8 has a fear of failure, and a fear of vulnerability. They would rather wrap up their emotions and keep them close to their heart than share what is going on with them. A number 8 stuck in a stagnant and unfulfilling may very well just disappear, leaving their partner guessing, and leaving them wondering what happened to the relationship.
This is because the number 8’s are not one for confrontation. They may appear self assured and structured on the surface, but beneath they have long struggled with self expression, and standing up for themselves.
The number 8 is caught in a strange world. Trapped between a deep sensitivity, and a deep desire to shield this sensitivity.
I believe that your love is on the dawn of a new horizon. He is experiencing and undergoing life trials and tribulations that are causing him to look within himself and take a greater guess at who he might be. This has been a difficult year for him, with a lot of growth. I see travelling in his destiny. So perhaps if he has not yet already travelled this is something that he will be doing so.
He is feeling slightly hopeless, and boxed in. Not necessarily by you, but by forces beyond his control. His career. His finance. And his joy. He is not fully satisfied within himself, and right now his focus lies on getting himself out of this pickle. It is not that he does not want your love, rather love, is pretty much the last thing on his mind right now. 
You also may be feeling on the edge, as if you are nearing a monumental life change, and this is true, you are. Sometimes, the reason why we try to cling so feverishly to the past is because we know that we are about to embark on a brand new journey, and that can be frightening by any amounts. In your heart of hearts, you are aware that you were beginning to wonder if this relationship had any particular pattern, or purpose, or if it were simply a case of breaking up, and making up, in a cycle. 

Although, your familiarity and comfort ability with the scenario would have never allowed you to question your heart.
Your heart is ready to expand, to take on new imprints, places, and experiences, and it needs the safety and the reassurance of your heart to do so.
My best advice; let go.

Letting go does not necessarily mean moving onto the next person that you see, or suddenly declaring that you no longer love your lover. But letting go is all about surrendering to the universe, and to divine will.
You have issues regarding needing to control the outcome of things, and needing constant reassurance, this is a trait of the ego, and now we are trying to slip back into heart consciousness. I believe that you are very sensitive deep down and have a lot of love to give, and you probably felt as if this space that you held with him wasn’t large enough to give and receive all of the love that you desire.
Surrendering is about not holding on to one, or any outcome for that matter. Anything can happen, at any time, for any reason. And that is beauty. That is the ultimate excitement, and ONLY promise of life, – the unknown, embrace it.
I want you to live your life, I want you to be happy. I see how much it means to you to achieve your dreams, to grow, and to leave the old behind. He is apart of that ‘old’. But know, that if something is yours, it will always return, and the universe will arrange the necessary movements for them to be received. But our lives should never be put on hold, or pause at the expense of another. This habitual behaviour is unhealthy, and mentally, can be linked to the physical act of hoarding. We only hoard when we feel that we are in a position of lack, and cannot afford to lose anymore.
Your tarot reading-

What is in my heart/hearts desire?

Knight of wands.
The knight of wands is all a card about charging through, entering a situation with confidence and bravery, and exercising the strengths that we require to fulfil our dreams. You have big vision, and rightly so. You are creative, a natural leader, and can lead others into success also. You have a message that needs provision.
It is time to put your foot to the peddle and bring your plans into fruition. Currently, the only thing, and person standing in your way is you. You may find yourself continuously, and consistently on the edge, always making excuses for why now is ‘not the time’, why you are ‘not ready’, and how you are ‘not prepared’. Truly, you should know that all of this is not only utter nonsense, but just procrastination on your part. Let go of comfortable settings now, because it will not serve you any better than it has in the past.
Repeat this mantra, ‘I am ready to accept newness into my life with open arms. I will chase my dreams, no matter how far I may go, or where they may take me. I am my own safety net’.
What is in my loves heart?

The ten of swords.
The ten of swords is a card all about fulfilment, resolution, and seeing that our needs and goals are met. If one is currently undergoing a hazy, difficult, or confusing period, this card points to their deep desires to ‘make things right’, and find themselves.

The love of your life is not a bad person, no, neither is he an evil person. He may appear sometimes selfish, and inconsiderate when it comes to emotion, but this is because he has never truly learnt how to deal with these emotions, and his best response is to put them aside, much like he does with himself.
He is searching so hard for a route, for a way for him to take to escape the mental fog that he is feeling, but he does not realise that this fog persists for the very fact that he is casting his emotions aside, for it is his emotions that will lead him to his souls truth. I also gain the sense that he is here for a very special purpose, possibly to teach young men about some of the struggles that he has had to endure in his life.
Maybe even mentoring children with sport, or basketball. Though he must dig within and realise that the things that bind him also bind others just like him, and he must not be so hard on himself, or the world.
He is aware that he has a calling, he just does not know what this calling is YET, and this near enough keeps him up at night. He is ambitious, with many ideas, but none that he is necessarily sure how to implement. He sees others around him doing well, even you in his eyes, and he is just so ready to gain some sort of a foot in the doorway.
What is my greatest obstacle?

Ace of pentacles.
The ace of pentacles is the card of newness, new beginnings, new projects, and a new business or job venture that will provide long term happiness, and substantiality.
Your mind is abuzz, and your heart aflame with possible ideas, and projects. There are so many of your talents that you can merge to create something that will benefit others for generations to come. And you are not meant for mundane routine, you despise this, regardless of whether you have used it in the past to take your focus away from the emotional struggles of life. 
You are still Holding onto fears about being good enough, or about making it, and thriving in a world where there is so much competition, and so much talent. Understand that your own talents are unique. And the most high blessed no two souls with the exact same knowing, or execution of such knowing. Whilst there may exist similar projects of products to those that you wish to introduce, it is you as a niche, and your marketing as an individual that will make all of the difference.
Do not be afraid of a fresh start. It is perfectly okay not to know what happens next. 
What is the best course of action that I should take?

Queen of wands.
The queen of wands is balanced, happy, in control, and in charge. She has managed to balance the material realm, with the spiritual realm, and thus she is fulfilled both financially, and spiritually. It may have taken some time for her to cultivate this level of togetherness, but she learned to appreciate herself on every step of the journey, so that she was never too hard on herself.
The best course of action for you to take is self actualisation. Before you reach a period that you feel that you have gained success and happiness, it is still perfectly okay, (in fact advisable), to appreciate where you currently are on your journey. This will help to take away some of the fear that you are feeling. There is no fear of being a failure, if you recognise that you are already a success! Yes, you. All of the trials that you have endured on the way, and made your way out of, have turned you into a thriving success, and a fighter!
You must find, or rather create a profession in which you are fulfilled by all means. The life path 8 holds a ravenous appetite for financial success, and ambition, and the dangerous part is that they are often willing to sacrifice their happiness and health to achieve this. Do not be this side of the number 8. Understand that there are other things that matter just as much as financial achievement, such as soundness of mind.
What am I to learn from this relationship?

The king of pentacles.
The king of pentacles represents a man who is powerful, in charge, in control, masculine, but also generous, and giving.
When this tarot appears, it teaches you how to utilise masculine energies, those associated with power, drive, and seizing that which you desire. Often, we require life situations that challenge our growth, to knock us off our feet and focus on the areas of our life that we most need to tweak, and tune.
Instead of establishing your business ideas or chasing your goals, you may have remained stagnant instead choosing matters of the heart, and allowing this to disturb your willingness to proceed. Perhaps now with separation from your love, you can turn your passion and efforts into nurturing something that you can truly be proud of. This is also mirroring his desire to find this kind of drive and strength within himself. Understand that on the most fundamental level, the desire to be the provider, and to earn a living is more important to the male psyche than most can imagine. It is engrained into their DNA. This hunger could teach you a lot about stepping out into the world as a powerful source of change. Do not sit on your ideas, rather.. Prepare to sit on your throne.
I thoroughly hope that you have enjoyed this reading my love,

And I look forward to any comments/questions that you have for me at the end.
Kindest regards,

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Client T’s reading. Life path, name interpretation, and tarot.

  

As promised, here is your reading. If there are any questions after this reading, or anything that you wish for me to add, or clarify, please let me know.
Life path number.
Dear T, your life path number is the number of 9. This means that you are the humanitarian, the healer, the counsellor, the carer, and the artist.
Your nature, and your destiny lies with being of service to others, and using a spiritual recipe to bring both truth, and light, to the masses. One of the most famous life path 9’s is Bob Marley.
The life path 9 is all to do with compassion, affection for others, and the wounded healer complex. The wounded healer is the healer who becomes a healer only after enduring their own set of trials, and aims to heal themselves through the satisfaction of healing others. You can only ever be happy when others are happy. You may have once suffered from people pleasing habits, but it is likely that you learned to close these barriers once you realised that they got you nowhere.
Self assertiveness, and self assurance is a big one for you, and something that you have had to learn upon your path, as it has not always been so easy for you to attain. However now, I feel that you are gaining a handle on it.
What is highly important is to not grow accustom to using phrases such as, ‘trust nobody’, and ‘I do not need any friends’. Your environment and your experiences probably convinced you that others were pretty untrustworthy, but do not close your heart or your mind to new experiences that may be brought to you through allowing others in.
Rejection, disappointment, and Neglect are all things that the life path 9 is troubled with. For some reason, nobody ever quite seems to get the fact that they are extremely sensitive souls, so therefore they hardly get their needs met, and this leads them to a life time of striving for independence, in order not to find themselves empty handed, and vulnerable.

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The name ‘T….’ itself is a unisex name, indicating its flexibility and fluidity. You are adapt at many things, and you are creative, so it may be hard for you to find your niche or to settle with one career, as you feel that so many paths are pulling you toward them, simultaneously. Do not be fearful of exploring all of these angles. Yes, ALL. They all lead you to specific places and points that coincide with your divine destiny. It is a misconception that we must choose one career and be burdened or blocked off by it.

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The name ‘ T….’ also indicates that you are sensitive, affectionate, and spiritually aware. Independent, and brave, you have endured many trials upon your path, and all of them have offered you great wisdom. Now, your path lies with choices.
Tarot reading –

What is my hearts desire?

Seven of wands.
The seven of wands represents change, life obstacles, and choices that carry great impact.
The path that you have travelled has gifted you with great wisdom, intuition, and insight upon your path. Now, you are left with only choices, which direction will you go in? How can you be sure not to relive the mistakes of the past? How can you re-create yourself based upon new found knowledge? 
You now hold very relevant information about the past, and a healthier outlook about the future. You are fast coming into the awareness that the universe is yours to choose, and co-create. 
The seven of wands is all about psychic and spiritual cross roads. You are just about to embark on a new journey, and you find it important that you carefully choose your next steps.
You have come long, and far upon your journey, and I feel that it is important that you trust yourself in regards to moving forward, and, moving inward. Introspection is healthy, and necessary for utilising the instructions from our higher self. Messages will be channeled through various mediums for you. 
Listen to your intuition carefully at this time, as it will lend to you, your next direction, or the peace intended to heal you. Your heart wants so desperately a complete re-modelling of the old ways, one in which you are fully comfortable, and connected with self. Perhaps a change of scenery, a job relocation, or an over all make over? 
You have guessed that you are now ready to embrace a new aspect of yourself. Out with the old, in with the new. Move forward with grace, and bravery.
What do I need to heal to attract love in to my life?

The moon.
The moon presenting itself in a tarot deck, indicates deep emotions, wavering tides, and femininity. Not only does it represent the feminine cycle, and the regulation of emotions, but it can also point to sometimes chaotic, and ‘lunatic’ emotions. 
You could find that your emotions are often easily rattled, growing unsettled quickly, and this causes you to doubt your intuition, and your better judgement, and you become afflicted with the projections of the mind.
The mind is all about illusion, and once the mind has created its own personal, and twisted scenarios, the emotions really quickly, and aggressively, unaware that they have only been exposed to a minute portion of the story/of the truth.
The moon also deals with the subconscious mind, dreaming, being too idealistic, and failing to see the reality behind situations.
You may have been too generous with your heart in the past, and this has caused it to grow bruised, and distrustful.
Understand that you have since grown, and you can trust yourself as the new person that you are to choose the correct life partner for yourself. You must embrace your new found wisdom, using your new found skills to make smarter choices in love, in the future.
You must work on and heal your open wounds, whilst letting go of fantasy ideas about love, and perfection. This will ultimately lead to disappointment, and needs not being met. Love is more focused with fluidity. Allowing things to fit fluently into their place.
Think of the way that the full moon pulls the tides, and the tides comply with the will of the moon. They appear to not flow in accordance with any specific rhythm, yet you know that it is a given.
What is my greatest obstacle?

Five of pentacles.
The five of pentacles is a card that indicates excessive worry, stress, doubt, fear, and unhealthy change in relation to finances, family, and friends. You would love to keep everybody happy, all the time, but the fact that this is not possible often causes you great anxiety, and distress.
You fear that your new found stability is merely an illusion, that will soon be pulled under the carpet, leaving you both vulnerable, and exposed, to the experiences of the past. The very same experiences that you so desperately seek to run from. Change, and freedom, is also a large part of your destiny. You cannot be tied down, your spirit is free. The only thing that can bind you is the constraint of your own mind.
You can relax in the knowledge that life is constantly changing, and you do not have to fear change, or what a new day may bring. Each day carries with it divine guidance. 
It is okay, even advisable to let go of the past, using it as a safety blanket only cements your attachments to it. Worry also only attracts more anxiety fuelled situations. Try and relax, to breathe.
What does the past have to teach me?

The empress.
The empress card represents feminine strength, power, the mother, the lover, and the spiritualist. In many cultures she is also the dream interpretess, and a ‘voo doo’ woman. 
The past seeks to teach you all s out healing, and divination abilities. Did you ever notice how many of those whom crossed your path seemed to be deeply afflicted, also shrouded in pain and discomfort? 

It was you who brought them healing, and love. Even if your efforts were not immediately acknowledged, or rewarded, or reciprocated.
Even the times that you have endured Pain were teaching you, and aiding the light that You possess now. The past presents all of the teachings and awareness that you require to fully step into your divine authority.
You know what to do.

You know what not to do.
What does my past love have to teach me?

The ten of cups.
The ten of cups is a card of satisfactory gain, fulfilment, wholesomeness, family, friends, and commitment. This card may indicate a happy family, the kind that we all crave, that we all hope to one day attain.
You may have had a past love in your life that shattered your former expectations of love, made you believe in love again, and showered you with love, and appreciation, even if any insecurities did not allow you to see it at the time.
Your past lovers see you the way that you are. The divine mother, the carer, and the nurturer. There is no need to worry about the way that you come off. You will naturally attract the love that you desire into your life. This will enhance your healing abilities, and destiny, as your heart chakra opens, and expands. You are a good friend, a loyal companion, and you must learn to appreciate the love that you have within your heart.

It could potentially heal a nation.
How can I heal?

The two of cups.

Woah, love is very big for you isn’t it? 

The two of cups often represents lovers, romance, love, and companionship. You must heal the way in which you view love, and emotions of the past, by devoting yourself to self care.

Once you do so, you set the stage and the template for romantic love to enter your life.
Ultimately, love is your destiny, which ever way you choose to look at it. The number 9 can sometimes be prone to infidelity, because they desire consistent change, so it is important to also see that you do not have issues to do with commitment phobia.
Love is finally the only thing that will bring you the joy, and the peace that you so seek. 
Other associations – making peace with the past, making peace with past lovers. Not holding onto grudges, and letting go of negative emotions surrounding love.
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How Numerology/Astrology could have saved me from a failed love story.. Sample Report Version. 

  
Well, I thought what a better example to use than myself.

I experienced two life changing, transforming unions over the past few years. The first, was my ‘false twin flame’, twin flame prep, or rather ‘karmic attachment, and the second, was my actual twin flame, the true love of my soul. And guess what, both of them were the life path of 11. 

So I know what you are thinking, that pretty much means they were the same right? And that is why I confused the first with being my actual twin flame instead of a prep? Well, yes, and no. Those belonging to the same life path group may indeed mimick one another in a magnitude of ways, but depending on the individuals actual energetic imprint, and other influencing factors, such as star sign, two souls belonging to the same life path will vary in different ways.

So yes, both of these two men shared similar life path 11 energies, thriving internal worlds, intense intuition, and sensitivity, but they articulated this very differently.

  
My false twin flame was not a horrible man. If he was, I would never have fallen so deeply for him, (despite the fact that he was such an avid manipulator, who’s ego wouldn’t have had things any other way). He was simply consumed, by many things associated with being a wounded healer upon this journey, particularly narcissism.

My false twin was a Capricorn. Known for their seemingly cold, stand-offish and closed nature. Combined with being a life path 11, his thriving intuition and chaotic inner world meant that he developed an extra stern, and hard exterior, as not to let any news slip of his internal drama!

Capricorns, (men especially), have been taught from an early age that outward displays of emotion do not garner affectionate responses, and therefore tend to withhold emotion (viewing this as a statement of power), whilst finding ways to punish those who do open up, and who show a level of emotion that causes them to feel uncomfortable. 

So how was my life path 11 twin flame any different?

  

Well, for one, he was a Scorpio. Now scorpions, men especially, are known for their intensity, emotionally, and romantically. He was the 11 who was open about the chaos that became of his mind, allowing me the open space to reciprocate, opening up about my own experiences with over thinking as a life path 7, and cultivate an open trusting, intimate bond.

Scorpions are very sensitive to rejection, so whilst, my false twin was with holding emotion as a form of power/punishment/dominance, my true twin flame, simply held in his emotion through fear of being rejected, not through malice, not through manipulation, but through a fear of not being enough.

The Capricorn however, in his state of deprivation, had managed to convince himself that not only was he ‘enough’, but in-fact, was ‘too much’, and I should have been lucky to know him – cheeky or what?!
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