General Weekly Reading – 23rd-29th January 2017; Clarity, restoration, and conviction.

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Main theme, (The chariot), 8 of pentacles, King of pentacles, King of swords, Justice.

Numerological break down calculation – 23 (5) – Change, transition, death//rebirth, freedom, adventure, travel, liberation – 29 (11) – Spiritual awakening, lessons learned through hardship, illumination, new beginnings, balance.

With two powerful Kings appearing in the reading this week, it appears that our desire to take charge, and to claim ownership over our lives, and ourselves is a central focus. The chariot existing as the main theme indicates our trail blazing nature this week. If there are targets that must be met, things that must be accomplished, and areas that are to be addressed, then this is the week that we are taking no prisoners. The breaks have come off. Whether we have torn them off, or the universe has had them removed abruptly, and the only thing that we can do, is to keep going.

There is the sense that life is introducing so much into our path right now, in order to motivate us to find healthier or more efficient ways of navigating.. Gone are the days when we would look at our challenges as obstacles that we cannot overcome. There is a growing sense of passion, and purpose. Even the things that attempt to throw us off, have something to teach us. And with the presence of the Justice card, we are truly learning to appreciate, and integrate that which appears to not be in our favour, but actually, is working in the grand scheme, for our highest good. There is a lot of endings happening at this time, and we are calling time on situations that have been depleting our life force. With the king of swords, we desperately seek clarity right now.. We truly want to know what direction our life is going in, and what is happening, in order for us to be active participants in the flow of our journey, so many of us may be quitting addictive behaviours, in order to be more mentally aware, and alert.

The chariot can relate to entrances, but also exists.. So, expect people to be making some fairly swift decisions at this time. If you have been thinking of leaving somebody in the past, who may be toxic, or who may be deterring you in some way from forward movement, then this week, something clicks in you to make that move, and make it pretty quickly. There is an emerging knowledge of just how much impact the energy of those around us has on our path, and for this reason, so many of us are no longer willing to put up with energy that does not feel authentic. Alternatively, if you have been pondering whether to make contact with somebody, then there is a clarity that shines through this week about you going forward with your plans. You could feel as if there is no longer any time to waste. Perhaps you feel as if you have wasted enough time, and you are ready to put a dent in destiny. Who says that you should wait around for fate to make decisions? This week is all about putting the work in, and seeing the produce of your results.

Very masculine energy is available, and up for grabs this week, which puts a spin on the heavily feminine energies that we experienced last week. There is a balancing act occurring in order for us to become clear about what we want. It is time to make moves towards our healing.. Time to start taking action, instead of just pondering decisions. 

Alot of work is put in this week, or dedicated to the thinking of what we are going to do about our future plans and goals. The 8 of pentacles, along with the king of pentacles is all about business establishment. There are plans that we may be going forward with at this time that we are sure will prove prosperous. We are willing to put the extra work in – perhaps there is more study dedicated to our craft, a desire to ensure that we are skilled in the areas that require our interest. The king of pentacles is somebody who is responsible with their power.. So, if this is a job, or a business in which we are handling the delicate affairs of others, then, we could be seeking to learn from the best, or observing others who are prominent in our field, so as to not disappoint those who come to us for service.

Expect much enthusiasm surrounding any future goals, aims, and ambitions. A growing determination means that we are willing to do now, what needs to be done. This is the essence of masculine energy.. Sometimes, we do not have the time to stop and ponder our emotions when work is required of us.. Though there are still heavy emotional energies, there are also duties, and responsibilities, and we are really driven by them this week! Because of all of the recent chaos in our lives with the breaking down of illusions, we are very aware that the universe can tend to drive you to areas that demand your attention. However, this week, it is all about using the knowledge from these areas to make progress. Past lessons have taught us what to do, what not to do, and how not to end up in bullshit situations. 

Power, knowledge of self, and self love is outlined with both the king of swords, and the king of pentacles here. These are two powerful figures who did not get where they are by believing that they are subservient to others in anyway. It is time for you to be bold about what you want. Not sit around and wait for it, but make it happen. Nothing is going to fall into your lap. Build, build, build. 

Things are truly put right this week. As we become clear on where we have been heading. 

Any lingering tasks are identified, and dealt with promptly. We really are not willing to put up with the same nonsense that we once were, and I think it is pretty telling that the 8 of pentacles is a number all about the success that we achieve when we commit, and dedicate ourselves to a task. Patience, and destiny are both large themes this week, and we may have to practice knowing when to act, and knowing when to observe our surroundings – to step back, and to assess when is actually the right time to move forward. Because the chariot is all about balance, and the justice card also rules balance, it appears that we are still working on integrating our masculine, and feminine side in order to give us the vision necessary to see out our plans. If we were once too masculine, then the feminine energies that are coming to us at this time are SO necessary to achieve internal satisfaction, and monetary gain..

Perhaps a dash of creative energy, along with the conviction necessary are BOTH needed to see us through.. If we were once too feminine, then the masculine energies arrive this week to tell us that some things need to a logical, or direct approach to ensure that we are not just being dragged along by life.

What have you decided that you are no longer going to entertain? What is it that you want? What fruits of labour do you see for yourself? Are you working towards making your desired future a reality? This week asks that you consider all of these things, because major life changes are occurring, and you must learn how to merge, and move with them, not allowing them to just  toss you to, and fro as they please.

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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Twin Flame *DAILY* Reading 25th-26th January..Follow our facebook for more!

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Twin Flame *DAILY* Reading January 25th-26th.
Main theme//Unified energy – 5 of pentacles, Masculine – Temperance, Feminine – Queen of wands, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – 3 of pentacles, The energy the feminine projects to the masculine – 7 of swords.

With the main theme presenting itself as the 5 of pentacles, it appears that twin flames today are dealing with the feelings of lack. This could be energetic lack – recent events may have meant that they are a little low on energy because of everything that has been occurring. A lot of fast downloads, means moments of rigorous and intense energy bursts, followed by moments of low energy, and excessive tiredness.. Perhaps the inspiration to follow through with the dreams, or their over active minds at this time have meant that they are not getting much rest. With the masculine, it appears his lack of rest is to do with him trying to acquire finances. He may be doing this for the benefit of the union, hence projects to the feminine financial expansion. This may be his way of saying everything is going to be alright. He is attempting to adjust in a way that is pleasant, and fitting for all those involved. If he has children outside of the union, that he wants to ensure he has enough money to be able to take care of his duties, and also take care of his needs with the feminine.

Expansion is definitely at the core of his mind, and the core of his being. He tries to be more flexible at this time.. Whilst the 5 of pentacles is about knocking on a door that is not answered, the 3 of pentacles is coming together to create new doors, and new opportunities. So, he is dealing with his abandonment consciousness in a big way here..He is seeing a bigger picture now, and whatever troubles he has faced, he is beginning to think that they can work themselves out.

The 5 of pentacles is also associated with a lack of self worth.. Both twins are dealing with their fears about being abandoned, and being left out in the cold..This may be childhood fears, or fears about others taking from them, but not giving back. Temperance suggests that at this time, the masculine is lending himself heavily to spiritual pursuit, and spiritual salvation. He is becoming very mystical lately, and he recognises that this issue, is something that he must take up with a higher power. He may be meditating, or prayer especially at this time..Seeking more divine guidance about how to go on about this situation, and it does appear he is receiving the answers that he needs. This angel is offering him a new cup, an exchange of energies, likely his higher self, however, I feel that he will need to make some kind of trade//sacrifice, or otherwise, in order to receive this type of blessing that he is asking for.

The queen of wands is the feminine’s time of spiritual awakening, most specifically, spiritual awakening. In giving herself time to explore herself, and her own wounds, she finds even deeper truths at this time.. She is learning to accept what it feels like to feel engulfed; in pain, in loneliness, in uncertainty, and this level of vulnerability is actually giving her the power that s he needs. She is very inspired at this time because of how deeply she is digging.. Answers are found in the darkness, and in the subconscious mind, and they both seek their soul at this time, and do find it..
The seven of swords is all about sneaky, or avoidant behaviour. Perhaps the masculine reached out to the feminine, and he has not heard from her since. There is the sense that they are both holding off from one another whilst they work on their issues. If there was contact recently, then likely this triggered even more soul awakening.. The masculine could perceive that the feminine is hiding something, or that she does not want to fully face up to the situation now that he has returned.. She may be avoiding some areas that they discussed, but mainly, she is trying to deal with the realisation that she was not necessarily as far along on her healing journey as she may have once thought… Not to worry, an acceleration begins here.
Happy healing my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading 16th-22nd January; Plenty of exits, and many happy returns..

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Main theme, (8 of cups),What is occurring for both twins – Queen of pentacles, Masculine – Queen of wands, 9 of cups, The high priestess, Feminine  – Ace of wands, 5 of cups, Page of pentacles. 

Numerological break down calculation – 16th 1 – new beginnings, inspirational energy, action, drive, determination//6 – care giving, family, community, healing, inner child work (6+1) a new beginning for the family =  (7) – Lessons learnt through hardship, enhanced perception//intuition//harnessing the mind of God-22nd – The MASTER builder, working on establishing solid firm foundations, using creativity to bridge a gap between self, and others.

{The terms masculine & feminine refer to energetic templates, and do not necessarily limit themselves to gender assignment, or sexual orientation}

The 8 of cups this week represents both twins transition, from a lower state of mind, to a higher state of consciousness.  Many lessons have been learnt over the course of the past several months leading up to the new year, being particularly intensified in the last weeks of December, and finally, they are now ready to lay the past to rest, and embark on the new path that lies before them. The 8 of cups is all about moving on, leaving the past behind, and making a decision based on your recent experiences to introduce some changes into your life. Remember, with the 7 of cups opportunities were being presented, by many of them were not what they seemed, and the others were simply lessons that were being offered to us, in order for us to choose an avenue, to choose a destiny.. The 8 of cups represents the choice that we have made, and our desire to move into that new direction, non-restricted, recognising that the old ways have nothing much left to offer us. A recognition of the habits, behaviours, beliefs, and actions that led to our set back causes us to seek new heights this week, and to make a conscious effort to integrate this sense of awareness into our day to day lives. As the number 8 represents karma, and infinity, we have witnessed the power of the effects of our karma, of cause, and effect, how our actions, and our subconscious patterns create our destiny, and now – both twins are ready to create a new destiny..

There is a lot of moving on from karmic situations, perhaps friendships that are no longer serving, or karmic attachments/soul mate contracts that were tied into a previous, non developed version of ourselves. Many of those persons, and situations that they both move on from this week were actually blocks to their union, so this does suggest that contact is made, and when it is made, there is the desire to resolve any past tension or conflict.. For the twins who do get into contact this week, there is a clean slate presented here. The forces that were previously at work keeping them restricted no longer have so much power over them, and they can see clearer than ever. The masculine may have made his choice after deciding that his behaviours were not a result of what he wanted, but of what his societal programming, or subconscious programming told him to do. He has a much greater awareness of himself now, with the high priestess, which points to a heightened sense of intuition. listening more to his inner voice, means listening less to his ego voice. He is integrating his higher self, with his lower self – sacred alchemy, and seeing the feminine in a new light.

The masculine could also be healing a lot of issues that he has with women, in particular his mother. His abandonment consciousness may have arose from a sense that his mother was abandoning him, and instead trying to gain his fathers attentions – or another man for that matter. His dismissive attitude of the feminine may have been born through this, and through watching his father be emotionally absent, and mentally distant. He now realises, what an unhealthy response this is.

The queen of pentacles represents the feminine taking center stage in this weeks reading, and this is also highlighted by the presence of 3 prominent feminine figures – the queen of wands, the high priestess, and this queen of pentacles. The feminine has come such a long way, and has done so much to preserve herself, and move herself away from victim consciousness. Financially, she no longer wants to be associated with the traits of poverty consciousness – lack, feeling as if she does not have enough, feeling as if she is not enough, and giving away her power, and she makes a conscious effort to challenge these theories about herself, and it shows in her new found position of power. The masculine appears to be looking over at her, also in awe of how far she has come, and who she has become. She has unlocked the keys to success, all whilst managing to stay graceful, feminine, nurturing, and caring. Her balance is incomparable.. I feel the sense that their separation may have taken place initially when she did not have very much going for herself, and could have been unintentionally parasitic as a result of this. Nobody can love somebody who does not love themselves, for even if this individual tries, the one who sees themselves as unlovable will reject their efforts, and make them the center of their insecure universe – placing far too much restriction, and responsibility upon them.

The queen of wands speaks of the masculine being drawn to the feminine, and her light this week. He may feel an intense surge of sexual energy towards her, because she is owning her sexual power, and not afraid to shine a light on the gifts that she possesses. Her creative energy manifests to him as sexual energy, as he recognises how abundant she is, and how everything that she touches seems to turn to gold.. He too, wishes to turn into this gold, through her, and he may be recognising that much of his transition is somehow sparked, or triggered by her.. Perhaps it is her words that he remembers that kept him above waters in times of doubt, it could be her unwavering love for him, and her belief in him, but he is showing some gratitude this week, and also displays the desire to pay her back for her efforts some how, in attention, or confirmation.

She has a very powerful presence this week, and persona, so it is no wonder that he has found himself caught in her glare. He sees exactly what she is doing, and creating – true alchemy, and he wants some of that potion! She has come out of a very dark period, and because she chooses to focus on herself, and gift to herself, he knows that she knows her worth, and he can see her worth even more clearly. Remember, she shows him the path. If she cannot see her worth, how shall he see it? How shall he even see his own? The ace of wands on her side is also the wand of magic that she yields in the image as the queen of wands. Her spirit is taking on a trans-formative process, even though she may not even understand the extent to which this is happening. A new path is burning through her old one, and her strength, and conviction to herself is paying off in a major way… The 9 of cups is the masculine pondering his dreams coming true. What is his dream? His dream is to be with the divine feminine, and to have financial success.. So he works, chips away, and crafts his little craft, putting in extra work, and late night hours to make his hopes, and wishes a reality.. The universe offers him to his surprise, an opportunity to make this happen.

Perhaps he feared that the feminine would not be there on his return, that the feminine no longer loved him, and the most high shows him that this is in-fact untrue, causing him to also challenge perceptions about himself as being unlovable. He simply had to make the journey forward, the journey that he has been putting off for weeks.. The high priestess indicates that he could no longer ignore the signs, dreams, and urges. This powerful woman was revealing herself to him in a very powerful way.. A growing connection with his intuition, and third eye means that he can almost feel the feminine everywhere that he goes, and in everything that he does.. His intuition is definitely growing stronger, and this may scare him, but it can also bring him closer to achieving what he wants, if he pays attention to the ideas, and pointers that he is getting at this time.. He grows more powerful as she does.. He could be getting more in touch with a creative side of himself, allowing him more freedom to express who he is.. Previously, he could have worried too much about societal perception, or strict ideas about what it means to be masculine, about what it means to be a man, now – there is  a strength about him that is not so concerned with pack mentality.

The 5 of cups is the fear of change presented for the feminine this week.. When the masculine returns to her, it may be that she simply feels this is too good to be true. The trick, is to remain present. Remember all that she has learnt, and to stay steady on the path, unwavering, even though yes – this is a HUGE break through. The page of pentacles stays dedicated regardless. You have a mission, and you had all these things to do whilst you were waiting for him to contact you, do not lose your head and abandon them now.. Remember,  it is your duty to remain at queen status, so there are minor details that the page will have to keep up with in order to preserve this role. Your work is not done yet, though you are excited about the final result, it is the process of creation that is the most important.. She may find herself thinking this week about what she has lost, as she creates a new. Typical of the feminine – she needs to look back one last time to make sense of what has happened. Something that is no more. Perhaps a karmic attachment who was keeping her warm whilst the masculine was away, and now he returns, she does not really know what to do. Maybe she cares about both individuals in the picture, and is very conscious of not hurting anybody, or exhibiting selfish/narcissistic behaviours. 

The page of pentacles represents the feminines pride in the lessons, and the work that she has integrated since their separation. She says, ‘Look! Look what I have now. Look what I have achieved, look what I am becoming’, and she is not shy about showing him that she has learnt so much, including indepdendence. The queen of pentacles is the woman who has learnt how to be a wife, a mother, and a woman,  as these are three different rights of passage that are not necessarily inter-linked. To the masculine, he cannot think of anybody else who would be the perfect fit to sit, throne by throne with him, when he becomes the king of pentacles. The queen of wands shows her fiery passionate nature, maybe she is a fire sign – or she has a lot of energy bursting out of her, but she has learnt how to use this to the best of her advantage, much to the relief of the masculine, who didn’t really want to be at the receiving end of her backlash – which he once was! She knows how to take care of all of those who require taking care of, whilst still looking after herself, and not neglecting her responsibilities. This is a woman who is fully conscious, and can add more than she takes away from somebody’s life.. The high priestess shows the different ways that the masculine envisions her. Her sense of security, pride, and independence is not harsh, malicious, or stand-offish, there is still a purity about her that is receptive, receiving of messages, and welcoming. She knew that he was coming to deliver a message. He knew that she knew.

Change is still a scary concept to the feminine this week, and she gets to view things from the masculines point of view. Remember when she handed everything to him on a plate, and he seemed scared of it? He seemed intimidated? He seemed to back away? Well, this is because, when your deepest wish is handed to you, like the 9 of cups suggests, you tend to automatically think ahead, to a day where you may have to give it up, or to the past, to a time where it caused you some pain.. Do not worry too much about the ins, and outs of this… Enjoy it for what it is. A lot of change is currently present, and it is change for the better, but you have to remain conscious in it, not to get taken away on a wave of emotion. As you move away from your old world, you may witness a lot of concepts crumbling, things you once enjoyed, ideas you once clung to, and although this is scary, it is also very beautiful.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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General Weekly Reading – 16th-22nd January 2017;The sacred mother/ The process, the precision, and the poignancy of inner child healing.

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Main theme, (The sun), Queen of wands, The star, Four of cups, Six of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 16th 1 – new beginnings, inspirational energy, action, drive, determination//6 – care giving, family, community, healing, inner child work (6+1) a new beginning for the family =  (7) – Lessons learnt through hardship, enhanced perception//intuition//harnessing the mind of God-22nd – The MASTER builder, working on establishing solid firm foundations, using creativity to bridge a gap between self, and others.

There is a very strong emphasis on feminine energy this week, and the profound healing that is experienced when the feminine leads with this type of self evaluation, and understanding. Yes, for the most part, this will relate to a woman, or women specifically who are taking charge in their healing journeys, and triggering others to heal, but f or many, it can also symbolise the part in the divine masculine, that is feminine energy, that is awakening, taking centre stage, and becoming more comfortable with itself.. Likely, if this is the case for the masculine energy, this realisation of this once dormant part of himself, was triggered, or made manifest through an external feminine source – it may have been a lover, a mother, a sister, or all of the above… Either way, the feminine is shining through in a particularly strong way this week. The feminine energy present in all of us, is really coming to understand itself, as the feminine energy embodied by the woman, is finally coming to understand her mission, and take her place as the divine being that she is. Her mission essentially revolves around awakening others to their own truth, and holding a torch light for them to see into their subconscious mind – reflected by the star card.. This card also represents the sun sign of Aquarius, which is all about bringing knowledge, healing, and other worldly views to the planet. 

People are awakening to spirituality, because of this energy that the feminine is openly pouring into multiple spaces at once. She gets to see her work, and the fruits of her efforts this week. She is beginning to realise who she has touched this week. She may be getting a message, or messages from people of the past getting back in contact, telling her, ‘Thank you for the time that you helped me.. Thank you for your words, your presence, your energy, your time’.

The sun card introduces the strong undertones of masculine healing. As the moon card represents the feminine, this card, represents the masculine, and the sun in the image shining down on him to become his true self, is the power of the queen of wands, who is this light nurturing, and nourishing all that she reigns down upon. Perhaps she has allowed him to realise that there is this whole other side to him, that he is free to reveal to the world and others. She is accepting of him, this more feminine, care free side of himself, that may not necessarily fit into traditional, or stereotypical ideals of what it means to be a man, or to be masculine. This offers the freedom to be more in touch with himself, and with his creativity. 

This is a very, very strong week for healing, carrying through the powerful messages, and themes that we experienced through last weeks Full moon in Cancer energies. A lot of memory recreation happens this week signified by the 6 of swords.. Healing, on a mental level, as we travel to a more calm, and peaceful state of mind. The kind of peace that is only achieved when we have pierced through our darkness, as the star card suggests. The sun is the conscious mind, and being the main theme, relates to us bringing our shadows to the light.. This is all our traumas, and our deepest fears that have  recently been dragged to the surface so that we have no other option but to face them, deal with them, and conquer them. The inner demons that never sleep, even when you do. Look at the image on the star card.. This woman is pouring water, (energy, knowledge, and vitality), into the earth, (masculine energy), and into the water, (feminine energy). This speaks of the healing, and the realisations that are occurring currently to bring us balance. On an earthly level, we are integrating lessons that we have learnt about money, finances, work, and the home, whilst on a spiritual level, we are working to enhance our intuition, and our creative fruits..

The sun card is the element of Christ consciousness this week, all about the re-emergence, and the rebirth after our persecution, and Crucifixion. You have to die, in order to be reborn a more connected version of yourself.. And keeping in fashion with biblical reference, after this transformation, it was the women that Jesus revealed himself to. You may feel more drawn this week to explore Jesus, or his teachings, as the dark night of the soul, is all about this process of transformation, and transition/ascension to a higher state. 

The four of cups is the situation that brought you recently, this drama, or this ‘karma’. So, you cannot see that a fresh cup, a new beginning, a new template, a new opportunity is being given to you by the divine’s grace, if you cannot tear yourself away from looking at the rubble that this experience left. This experience wanted to TEACH YOU.  Why would you put up with this situation? Why would you let things get so far? So bad? Because.. You were refusing to honour yourself, to see yourself, to be true to yourself, to witness yourself with the eyes that the divine witnesses you with. You did not recognise yourself, as the sun card represents himself. All the work that went in, and continues to go in to healing from this situation, will be brought back to the light in a creative way.. It IS the light. The darkness, IS the light. Only after over coming your trials will you truly come to understand this. 

There is passion, and purpose this week in saying, ‘I am going to own myself.. JUST as I am.. WITH all of my wounds, JUST as my gifts are, AND, I am divorcing trauma’… Moving away from power struggles, and re-integrating into a community, is all that this process is about. See this article here that speaks of re-integration.

 https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2015/12/28/spiritual-mental-and-emotional-healing-re-integration/

If you are not seeing a way out at this point, which the four of cups may suggest, then you are simply not looking clearly enough. Take this opportunity. See it for what it is. You may be asking too many questions, or trying to THINK your way through to your healing, instead of just feeling it through. Questions such as, ‘How is this going to work? How am I going to go about this?’ should be abandoned from your mind.  It is about a feeling, a knowing, not a thought, that will come through excessive analysing. You will know, when this door//opportunity is just opened for you, just granted to you.

*TRIGGER WARNING*

Themes relating to sexual abuse, particularly for the feminine energy may be brought up for healing this week, or may have recently been triggered, so that the feminine can make peace with them, and no longer allow them to stunt her self image..

See here for articles relating to the divine feminine, and healing through sexual trauma-

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/08/27/the-polarity-of-feminine-sexuality/

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2015/09/27/sexuality-and-spirituality-two-sides-of-one-coin/

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/01/05/hook-up-culture-sacred-sensualitysexuality-tantric-sex-and-womb-healing/

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/02/12/the-truth-about-sex-is-it-good-is-it-bad-and-can-it-truly-determine-our-worth/

The sacred whore, and the divine mother, are the exact same template – just polarised versions of a dual perspective.. And acknowledging this, is granting SO much peace, and strength to the feminine this week, in order to reclaim her power. Mary, the mother of Jesus, and Mary Magdalene, BOTH healed Christ. Look at the image in the star card.. The figure appears almost naked,  yet she wears white which symbolises purity, and virginity. It almost appears as if somebody has torn her dress, yet she does not look victimised.. Straight away, she knows what to do, guided by the star, she proceeds to pour her knowledge back into the earth. She is a healer, because she has been broken.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading 9th-15th January 2017; The end to procrastination, the integration of new habits, and heights previously unseen.

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Main theme – The chariot, What is occurring for both twins – 9 of pentacles, Masculine – Two of swords, Eight of wands, Three of wands, Feminine – The emperor, Two of wands, Page of pentacles.

Numerological break down calculation – 9th – Childhood wounding, past life patterns, leaving pains of the past behind, creating something that allows you to channel your pain, healing others whilst healing yourself, profound creative work – 15th – (6) – Family issues, family karma, being apart of, or accepted into a community, children, maternal affairs, and bonding.

The main theme presenting itself as the chariot cards talks of forward movement, progress, and acceleration in the lives of both twins. Being a major arcana, this definitely points to transition, and change in terms of a life style movement, or alteration. Previous procrastination is abandoned, as the energy of determination is kicked into gear, and both twins attempt to gain control of their lives. This is conscious manifestation, realising that for the past few years, your life actually has not been steered by you at all, but in-fact by your unconscious decisions, presenting itself as your ‘karma’. 

There is a sense of clarity now, about what must be done, so likely, the fog of the previous few months have cleared, or is beginning to clear. It appears there were spiritually binding forces at work before, making twins feel as if they could not move forward for some reason, no matter how much they tried to strike change. An ending to cyclical behaviour is marked by a desire to step out of routine, in a very New year, new energy – esque fashion! A desire for change, and balance is the quickest motivator to enable us to choose a destination, and choose it fast..

The 9 of pentacles represents things coming together on a physical level. Perhaps there is a move to a new location, the desire to acquire financial gains through new career changes. The chariot in conjunction with the 9 of pentacles suggests that if our current career offers us no satisfaction, we are more determined than ever now to fall into alignment with an occupation that fulfills us. If you have planted a seed of growth, whether in the form of a project, investment, or job application, expect to hear good news about this, as change comes fast your way.

Knowing what you want, is getting what you want. This is proven time, and time again with creative visualisation, and the energy, and the efforts that we place towards success. Having your eye on the prize makes it so much easier to conjure that which you desire, so make sure to map out a plan of what you envision, a step by step guide that offers a focus to work toward.. Your karma is shifting toward a state of accomplishment, and achievement now. No looking back is required now, for you have taken all that the past has to offer. There is also no need to wait for confirmation, you are your own confirmation – so make those necessary adjustments, if there is anybody that you need to chase up about final details, do so. Do not play stick in the mud now, not when there is so much at stake, and so much to be gained. The refreshing energy of a new year pushes us even further to create new patterns, and visions for our self. And finally coming into the knowledge that you are worth it? Forget about it! What more conviction is there than that?

The two of swords suggests that the masculine this week is still battling with indecisiveness about which direction to take, although the chariot does suggest that he is ready to move forward now, the only issue is – which direction should he move in? He operates with a powerful force at this time, knowing that any direction he makes will have a powerful impact.. It is his mind that causes him confusion at this time, knowing what he wants, but still pondering the consequences of his actions. Life has brought him to this point here, but he knows that the next stage of development is in his hands. There is a greater appreciation for karma now, so caution is used. He could be picking up on signs, symbols, and information about the feminine that suggests that he should reach out to her – but still, exists the part of his mind that wonders if he is ready, to once again travel down that route.. For twins who are already in union, there is a suggestion that the masculine is pondering ways to improve himself, and to make better choices, and decisions in regards to himself, and the way that he handles his daily affairs.

The 8 of wands represents fast movement, revelations coming to him fast that require him to take action, and make the necessary changes. If he is moving towards the feminine this week, then indeed he does so pretty quickly, and swiftly, with no restraint, knowing that this is the correct path for him to take. The indecision experienced earlier in the week will not be enough to hold him back from these spirit messages. As the number 8 relates to karma, there is a lot of karma turn around occurring for him this week. When messages flood him about ways to create a new pathway for himself, and about what he must do to ignite change, he is incredibly ready, and willing to listen to them. Ideas about how to establish financial freedom, and the confidence to move forward with his plans, is a promise. 

His visions, waking, and nightly are plagued by his deepest desires. The things that he wants more than anything, and the full moon in Cancer adds a touch of sentimentality to his yearnings. Perhaps he reflects back to simpler times with the feminine, this could be when they first met, or when things were simpler for them.. The 6 of cups in the general weekly reading found here

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2017/01/12/full-moon-in-cancer-january-12th-2016-the-motherfather-wound-revisiting-childhood-themes-nostalgia-and-creativity/

– also suggests that he has spent alot of time digging through the past lately, thinking about how things turned out, and likely feeling remorseful for past actions, and the way that things played out.

There is a chance here for him to be a hero, in a way, by making contact, even if it is to make an apology, or to let the feminine know that he is somehow still around for her. The 8 of wands can symbolise outward messages, just as much as it symbolises inward coming messages, so undoubtedly, many masculine twins will be reaching out to their love, to express something, something that needs to be gotten off their chest. Of-course there is still fears about stepping into the 5th dimension – a point of existence in which manifestation is almost rapid because we are taking control of our actions -. When you enter the 5d, if you mess up, there is nobody to blame but yourself, because you step out of a powerless role, and admit to being a co-creator in your life. You stop blaming karma, your surroundings, and your circumstances, and yes that is pretty frightening for somebody who has lived a life of baby boy-ism *see here* 

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/02/20/baby-boy-syndrome-an-empaths-guide-to-narcissistic-relationships-book-preview/

There may be fears surrounding what he is going to say to the feminine, if she will even respond, how she will respond, and what he will say if she does. A more innocent, child like, and uncertain version of himself is unfolded with the presence of the full moon in Cancer, whom is powerful to ignite the divine feminine spark in anyone! Regardless of energetic gender identity!  A lot of fear seems to also present itself in the form of external perceptions.. He is still afraid of being judged, or shunned in some way by society, and community. He too carries the sting of persecution consciousness – if this union is somehow taboo, or was at once secret, then his struggle to pick a destination in the beginning of this week will be tied into this. 

The three of wands represents expansion. He is almost ready to set sail, but before he leaves, he looks around his old world one last time – to truly ponder what he is leaving behind. This card can speak of travel, he may be travelling to, or from somewhere, metaphorically, or physically. He may have been away physically, and returns because of this pressing message that he has to deliver, or, he could be moving somewhere in order to create a fresh start for himself.. If his old world fell apart in a pretty chaotic way, then the 3 of wands is the desire to re-establish a sense of balance, order, and authority..

He is not alone this week in his desire to establish this sense of authority, as the feminine fully steps into her power with the emperor. A life style change to do with taking more responsibility of her own life, and being more organised and calculated is described for her here. The opposite of being too fluid, too unshaped, too flexible, and too easily molded. Finally, taking a stand towards building the reality that she desires – the feminine is both very much determined, and very encouraged with leadership energy. Something has awakened her to the fact that she actually has a lot to offer the world, and others, and herself, and she is happy to step into this position, now that she knows who she is a little bit more. This also represents healing issues that she has in relation to masculine energy, including father wounds. She may have once felt that this energy was too harsh, or too rigid, yet now she sees how it is necessary to get things done, and how an unwavering position is actually an ally, in establishing boundaries. 

This is all about learning to take the good, with the bad – the balance, that recognises that the empress, actually needs the emperor ( internally, more so). Her change, and dedication could also subconsciously be inspiring the masculine this week to also take control of his life, and his finances, and to reach a stage of maturity. Much is at stake, including thinking about the future, and how they will do things differently.. The energy of parent-hood is ripe here. 

If considering business plans, or a move, then the emperor indicates that the feminine is taking very serious steps towards ensuring that these areas of her life are falling into line now. She has no interest in simply just day dreaming about what is to come, but BECOMING the change that she needs. This is really about stepping out of her head, and stepping into action.  With this energy, there is no way she will stand for, or continuously attract lovers afflicted with baby boy syndrome. This is a woman ( feminine energy) who takes CHARGE!

The two of wands is an awakening that sees the feminine contemplating the next part of her journey. The understanding exists that she is entering a different time period, that may indeed bring its own set of challenges, relating to her having to step outside of her comfort zone. This may indeed present fears for her, as well as striking up worries, and doubts about being shut down for her gifts, and her talents, or not being taken serious enough. BUT, this is not enough to stop her this week, as she will still be making the leap full circle. This could be a moment to catch her breath, to fully realise, and appreciate the steps that it has taken to get here. The balance that it will require – to juggle, and maintain all of this new energy. There is no way she is returning to how, or who she was in the past, but just as the masculine takes a moment to ponder his new territory, ( as a bachelor would the night before his wedding), the feminine also pauses to asses how she will cope in this next stage of evolution. 

Doors are opening for her at this time, specifically as the 9 of pentacles suggest a conclusion to a project, or something that she has been working patiently towards. Because she is so willing to do things differently, she does see these results manifest as opportunities, and chances.. But she absolutely must be willing to keep up momentum. This is not something that is built, or done in a day. But worked at consistently, which challenges her to remain in the present moment. Thank God – because I am sure all of that excessive day dreaming was driving her crazy!

The limitations only exist inside of our minds, and now she receives a glimpse into the future, a breath of fresh air away from her old stories, and the confines of her bruised egoic mind. There is more to life than pain.. There is so much newness that cyclical behaviour, and karmic loops are thrown to the wind! As is she.. When we view life from the lens of the past, we stay trapped in stagnant energy.. It is time to invite fresh energy in.. Move… Plan, clean, get rid of old unwanted items, and with it, old stagnant energies too do leave.

The page of pentacles represents a willingness to apply herself, and to be a beginner in this stage of her manifestations.. Even though she is skilled in many areas, there are still areas in relation to her dreams that she needs to learn more information about. She needs to brush up on her skills and knowledge, and she could be re-entering education, purchasing online courses, or taking the initiative to watch youtube videos, in order to be more informed. She definitely shows pride in herself, and her efforts by wanting to invest more in what she does, and what she loves doing.. Because the page is a youthful energy, this can also suggest a childhood passion of hers, or inspiration that comes directly from her past life/childhood, in order to bless her with ideas, and abundance at this specific time. See? Cyclical behaviour can be good too.. If the cycle perpetuated is HEALTHY. 

The determination in her efforts suggests she says to herself, ‘Even if I am not experienced enough, I am willing to learn along the way’. Baby steps go so much further than we believe in tying up the loose ends. She chips away at her craft enthusiastically this week, because there is a renewed sense of value, and worth, in herself, first and foremost. 

The three of wands is a leap forward.. The masculine could be returning from holiday, or a period of rest, after much thought, and contemplation about the feminine, and about what he wants.. New experiences, and a more positive outlook on life brings more opportunities knocking on his door. He is expanding on a conscious, and spiritual level – past poverty consciousness, past past programming.. Who he is, and what direction he wishes to move into in his journey to maturity, places him in the perfect position for the creation of new habits.. A breath of fresh air in the form of expanded consciousness. The energy that he now sends out, is returned to him, in bountiful ways.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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Full moon in Cancer January 12th 2016; The mother/father wound, Revisiting childhood themes, nostalgia, and creativity.

moon-in-cancerFull moon in Cancer January 12th.

Numerological calculation – 12th – (1) – New beginnings, creativity, enthusiasm, directness, inspiration, energetic charge, (2) – Balance, co-ordination, co-operation, the marriage of opposing aspects of self, (1+2 =3) – Creativity, expression, channeling, communication.
Full moons naturally shine a light on our deepest & darkest subconscious, but being in the sign of Cancer? This time? There is an even greater emphasis on that which dwells within the shadows.

Arguably, one of the most sensitive signs in the zodiac, Cancers are ruled by their desire to feel loved, accepted, wanted & needed. A Primal necessity & desire for us all – though many of us wouldn’t dare to admit it!

Vulnerability is our Achilles heal W/ this full moon, & we are shown areas of our lives where we may still be operating from a limited, intimidated child like version of ourselves.
Inner child wounds are very common for those W/ this sign in their chart, & many of us will be revisiting these childhood themes through dreams, or soul mate triggering.
It is time to make peace W/ our fears of abandonment, & our feelings of loneliness, for they are only perpetuated when we continuously abandon ourselves.

Watery signs tend to wreak havoc on our creative nature, albeit subliminally. The interpretation of so much energy, from the past, and from our subconscious always inspires us to wish to express ourselves in some form of another. You may find yourself highly inspired at this time, remembering childhood dreams, passions, and talents that once brought you to your knees with excitement. If you have neglected any of these passions, because you felt as if you lost touch with this intimate nature of your childhood self, then it is time to retrieve what was lost. Drawing on emotional experiences, and just how far you have come will provide you with vast new material to work with, to work through, and to work from. Do not hold back. Be dreamy, and imaginative as you conjure the life that you wish to paint for yourself now.

What stories from your childhood do you continuously tell yourself? & play out because you are too fearful of being anything more than you are. You are asked to closely look at the mother wound/the father wound, stories from your past & your family to identify any burden you carry now.
Your past life karma is closely associated w/ the karma of your parents. Understand their own limitations, so that you can transcend yours.
It is time to spread your wings, proverbially & physically & stop pressing on old wounds.
Your inner child demands & deserves the type of freedom, only you can provide.

We are facing ourselves in a major way with the full moon in CANCER…
Being a water sign, there is a clear vision of our deepest fears, thoughts, feelings, and emotions…
Many of us will be wishing to reconcile with our family+our loved ones+ there is a lot of healing in regards to those templates this week.

It is time to come together.. In more ways than one.. Lost soul fragments are being retrieved, and falling into place…

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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General Weekly Reading 9th-15th January 2017; Full moon in Cancer, childhood healing, and karmic shedding.

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Main Theme – (Six of cups), Surrounding cards – Two of wands, King of swords, The sun, 6 of cups, The hierophant. 

Numerological break down calculation – 9th – Childhood wounding, past life patterns, leaving pains of the past behind, creating something that allows you to channel your pain, healing others whilst healing yourself, profound creative work – 15th – (6) – Family issues, family karma, being apart of, or accepted into a community, children, maternal affairs, and bonding.

The full moon in Cancer blesses us this week with an emotional opportunity to finally lay some of our most concrete wounds to rest. The energy of Cancer prides itself on family orientation, feelings of belonging, sensitivity, and community values. This is the individual who is the devoted mother, the devoted father, and dedicates themselves tirelessly to making a happy, and a healthy family home.. So, as full moons would have it, the area of family, and security, and childhood settings are highlighted to us, in a way that causes us to question, and reflect some of the values that we have inherited from our family home.

This is definitely a time of immense healing, however, when healing periods tend to occur, so do the wounds that accompany them, and some of us could be experiencing this week what is classified as a dark night of the soul, although, the sun card actually suggests that we are working through this, as opposed to being beat down, or defeated by it.. This is the light at the end of the tunnel, the understanding of ourselves, our behaviours, and where a lot of our pain has come from; giving us the energy, and the opportunity for transcendence. IT DOES hurt to re-live certain memories, and this may even cause us to feel as if we are still caught in the vibration of these energies, however, these memories arrive to us for our own understanding, in order for us to make peace with them, to forgive others, and to know how to heal, or soothe our own inner child. .It is time to be a parent, firstly, to yourself.. What do you deserve? Scrap that – what does your inner child deserve at this time? How will you deliver it to them?

The 6 of cups sets the tone of childhood day dreams, past life karma, or the conflicts that exist between us, and our former selves/experiences. There is a dreamy energy that pertains to the past anytime that the 6 of cups is introduced.. A time for understanding, making peace, and resolution of things that occurred in our past that shaped us today.

Perhaps we are being triggered to remember specific times when we were not allowed to be children, not allowed to shine, not allowed to flourish, maybe we were bullied, alienated, or made to feel as if we were not good enough, and the full moon in Cancer magnifies dreams, or recollection of these moments, and energies – in hopes that we can break, and severe this type of cyclical damage..

There is a strong emphasis on not passing on these themes, and karmic templates to the next generation – that is specific to some of us who may be looking to start a family, pregnant, or already in the presence of a child whom they witness their own image in.. There is also a gift shared when the 6 of cups is present, so this may be the gift of new karma, either to our children, or our own inner child. The interest this week lies in gifting a past situation with a new outlook, an emotional revamping. 

Symbols, or old items, memories that pop up from the past could be assisting us to visit these areas that we once decided were either too painful to be open, or worthy of suppression in order for us to proceed with our day to day lives.. The moon has absolutely no regard for what you attempt to repress, and WILL undoubtedly shine a light on all of your darkness-es, whilst also illuminating areas of your subconscious mind..

The sun card however, speaks of the CONSCIOUS mind, and in combination with the king of swords, likely indicates that although there is a lot of subconscious realisation going on, we are integrating all of our findings into our conscious actions, and conscious awakening so that we are sure not to repeat the same patterns. The sun is a masculine card, representing the ego, and this is the inner child actually breaking free from the ravenous ego, that attempts to manipulate, and control it..

We see the image of a child care free, raising their hands up, almost as if there is no need to control, or worry about this part of the journey that they are on.. Issues with being controlled, or feeling anxious give us the chance this week to see what has really been holding us back.. Likely, it was none other than ourselves, and our beliefs about who we were.. It is time to enjoy the journey, even the uncertainty of it, and not feel so compelled to cling to our fears about where we are going in life.

Maybe there is creative work, and creative life force that wishes to flow through you, but you struggle to understand how you can make a living this way, or you have doubts about actually being worthy of being paid for your work.. It is time to come out of the closet. True freedom is in the way that you express yourself, and in trusting that others will identify with the message that you share, because it is a very unique message. Nobody is like you. Nobody can bring what you bring to the table. Your fears of  not being seen, no longer need to be tangible. ALLOW yourself to be seen. ALLOW your voice to be heard. Stop hiding yourself away in shame. Your inner child deserves the form of liberation that is promised to you by the 2 of wands.. It is time to venture into new territory, to appreciate new  heights, and your procrastination is only delaying the inevitable..

This is probably one of the last weeks that you will look back at your life and yourself in such a way, because this portion of the journey asks that you throw yourself into the pits of a new horizon. Looking at how far you have come, means it is time to look at how far you can now go… You have been through so much over the years, for sure, but there is a profound awakening occurring on a deep level, that asks you to take all of the lessons, and all of the pain, and use them to initiate you onto this new path..

The path of doing things differently. You do not change who you are over night, of-course not, and you are not expected to.. This is why appropriate planning must be put in place before you can declare yourself fully reborn. Think about what has been holding you back specifically, and how you can turn this around, because in the new world, in the new energy, remember *whispers* nobody will know who you used to be. This is the beauty of recreation. Who do you want to be now? This is not about adopting a false image or a false sense of self, but rather identifying with who you TRULY are, before all of the abuse, before family templates told you what and who you should be, and identify with.. How are you to paint your own canvas? The wildest, most liberated, creative, and imaginative part of yourself is dying to be reborn.

If you feel personally victimised by members of your family, then the sun may be warning you that you are still playing the role of the poor, unfortunate victim, and this is why it is so easy for others to imprint on you. Whatever your issues were with persecution consciousness, you need to learn to celebrate yourself now, and to become comfortable with sharing yourself, and your gifts with the world. Stop tip toeing around others, and yourself… There is no fear of being attacked when you stop attacking yourself.. Venturing into new territory can be scary at first, but, practices such as yoga, meditation, or visualisation will help you to feel comfortable in your new energetic body… Picture yourself as somebody who is light as a feather, yet with the impact of a bolder. Agile, precise, clear, and highly intellectual like the king of swords. This is about changing the wiring of your mind, from somebody who thinks that they are not capable, or that they always mess up in some ways by being too much. Allow yourself to be too much.. Not energetically no, because you always need to keep a piece of you, to you, but allow yourself to be more than what you were ever allowed to be.. Sure, people will be jealous, people may be intimidated, but once again, if you stop fearing persecution consciousness, then their jealousy or their envy will not effect you in the same ways.. See it for what it is. An energetically recessive soul attempting to stop your glare, because they have no light of their own.

The king of swords is logic. As creative, dreamy, and ideallistic as we may be with our dreams, and passions, we need to balance this out with the masculine energy, which is execution. The HOW. How are you going to make this a reality.. Get off your arse, (yes, I am British, so I say arse, not ass), and grab your dreams by the horns. You cannot just sit there and wait for everything to fall into your lap. You need to do research, research the field that you are entering, make sure that you are knowledgeable about it. Be clear, and focused on what you want. Practice calming techniques so that you do not give overwhelmed by the part of you that still does not think that you can handle all of this.. The study of self is also encouraged with the king of swords, it is important to know yourself, and to be honest about your strengths, and your weaknesses so that you know what needs work.. Thinking positively about yourself, and what you want to do does not mean denying the areas that you perhaps need more work, study, or growth… The king of swords knows the power that the mind yields, so warns to be VERY cautious about what you feed your mind, and what you allow your mind to believe – a new template is asked to be created here. A mind that is not so easily manipulated by outside forces.. It is time to trust yourself to stand up for yourself. You do not need a crutch.

The hierophant presents the opportunity to create a dent in the cycle of your karma.. This is the spiritual figure who dictates law from above, and allows it to befall on those on earth, according to a certain order, and regime that expels the balance of existence. In order for you to change this, and to change your past life patterns, you need to know what they are, but most importantly, you NEED to know how you perpetuate them.. People treat you, the way that you treat yourself. Still playing small? That narcissist sees that.. So, what do you think you are to them? The prime target of-course.. Spiritual messages are abundant this time in assisting you to change the flow of energy that has been draining vital life force for a long time for you. You may be mourning over situations involving the family, and the hierophant suggests that there are lessons to learn, even in this situation, lessons that you may teach to others, to ignite their own healing, and to help them not to perpetuate their own cycles of dysfunction.

Rewards will present themselves in healthier family dynamics following these realisations, and shifts that you are making..

The 6 of cups, along with the 2 of wands can also speak of soul mate love.. Because of the level of spiritual transformation, and childhood healing that is occurring, people from the past may be returning with a message.. This could be twin flame love, a lover who now realises, and returns to confess their love for you, because they have cleared a lot of the baggage, and karmic debt that was cluttering their truth. Forgiveness is a healthy practice, even if you do not wish to look back, and reconcile with this individual in a romantic, or very close fashion. You may forgive them, and send them on their way, for your own healing, and also theirs. An offer of love is made, and it must also be accepted. Just because you deserve it. You will be meeting a lot of people now on a soul level, as opposed to an ego level, which will bless your friendships, and relationships.. Past karma associated with feelings of rejection, or feeling lonely, and abandoned are tackled when we allow our soul group to enter into our lives, and we do not perpetuate behaviours that push, or pull them away. Let new friendships form with your soul group, as you clear out narcissistic, and one sided relationships that fueled your negative view of yourself. 

Existing once again as an active member of a community means allowing some responsibility on your part. Responsibility with your thoughts, and responsibility in regards to the way that you approach, and relate to others. Lost, or suppressed parts of yourself including your childhood passions, and the depth of love that you are truly capable of is returning to you, but the king of swords asks for balance in terms of discernment. Not everybody is deserving of you, of your time, your gifts, or your efforts, and you have to know this as a key part of self love. A mature tone is introduced to even out our naivety, as we must take the steps to nurture, and parent our own growth. 

I recently came across a picture of my childhood best friend in my childhood home, that had been trapped in my radiator for I guess about 8 years.. I found it particularly strange that it had managed to stay wedged in there for this long, and only fall out at this time. And like I do with all seemingly strange events, I took it as a sign. I proceeded to take the picture downstairs, and I burnt it, watching it turn to ash as I did. To me, it represented not her, but the person that I was at the time that the image was taken. Lost. Uncertain. In pain. In search of somebody, or something to validate me. And toxic.. I no longer own that life. In-fact, I can hardly recall it at all. This too, is a ‘past life’.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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