Twin Flames (Divine love) Weekly reading 26th September- 2nd October; Awakenings, and role reversals.

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Main theme – King of wands, What is occurring for both twins – Eight of pentacles, Masculine – Three of swords, Ace of swords, The high priestess, Feminine – Three of pentacles, Two of wands, Justice.

Numerological break down of the week – 26 (2+6=8) – The number of karma, abundance, and breaking karmic patterns – 2 – The number of balance, co-operation, lovers, and resolution.

With the main theme being the king of wands, this week, both divine lovers are experiencing spiritual growth, and maturity, and opening themselves up to both admit, and receive the gifts that they have to bear. They are presenting themselves and their talents to the world this week, and no longer holding reservations about who they are, or what they have to offer. Going after their dreams, and proceeding in the direction of that which once seemed impossible, is the end goal for them this week.

The king of wands is bold in his endeavors. There is not a thing that he is unwilling to try, an obstacle, that he is unwilling to climb, and his creative influence is absolutely infectious, inspiring those who he meets along the way. With the eight of pentacles as what is occurring for both twins this week, this week, sacred lovers are most concerned with bringing something into existence. This is most likely something of financial prosperity, and something that enables them to put their creative talents, and abilities to good use. This may be the leap in faith that they have been waiting for – the go ahead to release that new project, finish writing that new book, or go after that brand new job opportunity. Whatever is occurring for them financially at this time, is truly happening on a spirit level. Once they break the chains that once caused them to play small, and be doubtful, the world is their oyster, everything is available to, and for them. Including the vital resources, and support along the way to ensure that their dreams actually do come true.

The number eight is also representative of karma, and breaking karmic restraints. This week sees divine lovers not only become aware of their karma, but also begin to re-direct, and personally alter the course of their energetic directions. Generating finance, new experiences, and showing the world the fruits of their mission. 

The king of wands no longer holds any guilt nor reserve about the spiritual gifts that he, or she has – a re-evaluation of persecution consciousness, no longer allowing the opinions, or judgement of others to stand in the way of their dreams. This may also be representative of the masculine fully stepping into his role as the divine masculine – embracing his fiery intuitive nature, and taking charge of situations that he once felt powerless in. This could see him displaying a sense of sensitivity & vulnerability by learning to yield it with empowerment consciousness – rather than allowing it to engulf, or destabilise him. No longer being ashamed, or repressive of his carrying of this unique, divine template.

With the three of swords on the side of the masculine, this week, he is experiencing some stress, worry, anxiety, and over thinking. Perhaps he perceives that the feminine is ignoring him, over him, does not want him anymore, or is not as interested in his advances. Although it may appear this way, actually, over on her side, with the three of pentacles, she is really focused on expansion, the expansion of her journey, on a physical, material, mental, and emotional level. She is just extremely about her career this week, and busy working on ways to establish her platform, and her portfolio. Perhaps in recent weeks, he has been the one distant, or ignoring her, and this has inspired her to take matters into her own hands, take control of her own dreams, and draw her focus towards something that she actually CAN control – her future. The feeling of helplessness that she has come to know, is no longer something that she is willing to entertain, nor put up with.

This is the role reversal we have been feeling happening on an unconscious level.

He could be making a gesture – proposal to the feminine this week, and may be worried, or slightly reluctant as he fears rejection, at the sight of her seeming lack of interest. The ace of swords is representative of this mental breakthrough that he will be experiencing. He has been stuck in victim consciousness quite a lot over these past few weeks, thinking excessively, pondering things over time, and time again, and giving himself unnecessary amounts of stress and confusion. This week, will see him snapping himself out of these mental loop holes, by instantly knowing what to do. Perhaps this is in relation to the feminine, returning to her once he has cleared his mind, and is thinking more in accordance with who he is, and what he wants. In deciding what he wants, he makes a gesture to articulate this to the divine feminine. 

Over on the feminine side, this gesture that has been made to her enables her to make a decision. She stands at a crossroads with the two of wands – decisions must be made, stay or go? The masculine returns from his slumber with a message, once he has acknowledged that this is what he wants, ‘This is how I feel. This is what I want. This is why I have been distant’. And although the divine feminine is still feeling him, and still feels the same about him, she wonders this week whether she can base her future on his seeming inconsistency – particularly as her focus now resides in stability, and longevity. 

He has spent the past few weeks beating himself up about his own decisions, and pondering his own future, and now he has finally decided, will it all be too late?

The feminine says, ‘Okay, that’s great that you’re ready. But I’ve taken this time to focus on myself, to cease co-dependent behaviours – to do other things’. This is all about the feminine facing a new journey that is ahead of her, endless possibilities are available to her as she opens herself back up to the world, and she will need to decide if this contains the masculine, or not, whether she can take him to the next stage with her – or not. 

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The Justice card on the side of the feminine is an indication of just how much the new moon in Libra will be effecting her this week..This is all about inner balance, the understanding of self, the re-writing of karma, the uniting of lovers, and achieving a steady equilibrium. She wants to do things by the book this time – in recognising her old karmic themes, she is very, very conscious this week of ensuring that things do not travel down old pathways. If she does end up accepting this gesture from the masculine, it is because she wants to, and not because she NEEDS to. She HAS been thinking of him, but he is no longer her only focus, as she becomes more concerned with asserting self sustainability, and ending the runner/chaser dynamic, through no longer running from herself, or ignoring her own intuition. ‘I do not NEED to always be chasing you. I would like to chase my dreams’.

The high priestess on the side of the masculine is symbolic, both of his thoughts of the divine feminine, and the internal alchemy that is occurring within him. He is embracing the divine feminine, this week internally, and externally, realising finally that he cannot quite escape her, or her clutches, no matter what he tries. He may see her name pop up, or synchronous reminders of her in the most seemingly random places, and something within him will tell him that this is not at all a coincidence. This is the realisation that on a deep unconscious level his soul truly wants this union, his mind is only just recently allowing itself to accept this, and catch on to its truth. 

If he is indeed still worrying about this 3rd party situation, then this week he will finally shut it down, and make a decision about things. His third eye is truly expanding, and I do feel as if this will be magnified by the appearance of the new moon, as there is a moon crescent present in the high priestess card. Not only is he recognising this week how truly powerful the feminine is, but he is also beginning to appreciate the union for what it is. His worry, and doubt over the past few weeks have simply been his resistance trying to manifest, as he became opened to a whirlpool of the spiritual, highly accelerated, and emotionally heightened world that was the divine feminine – and everything that she opened him up to. 

The justice card on the side of the feminine symbolises the balance that is being re-introduced into her life. Financially, her work is being recognised, and she is being appreciated finally for what she brings to the table. The scales are evening out, so she is learning not to give more than she receives, and simultaneously, to receive all that comes to her for her efforts. The justice card may also signify a divorce, which may represent the masculine leaving the third party situation he was previously involved in, (threes a crowd). 

She may consider moving this week for financial reasons, and perhaps this is what triggers the masculine to reach out to her. She is seeing things from a heightened perspective, and so is he, aside from he is experiencing this spiritually, and she is experiencing this materially. The world is literally her oyster. 

There is also a vital lesson in love that she is learning this week. The masculine is drawn to her, the more she is aligned to her goddess power. These were the natural roles before the interruption of polarity/patriarchal restrictions, and power struggles, feminine imbalances etc.. The feminine is the way shower. So when she directs towards herself, she also directs the masculine towards herself..

 

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General Weekly Reading – 26th September-2nd October; Shifting states of consciousness, and the journey to balance.

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Main theme -Seven of wands, Surrounding cards – The wheel of fortune, Ten of cups, Three of swords, The world.

This week, for us all, marks an absolutely tremendous change! And I am sure that we have all felt it coming for a long time..So much shadow work has been occurring for us within these past few weeks, and especially this entire month in general, and what a magnificent way to wrap it all up! Libra season; all about balance, particularly the balance of the two inner wolves, and the month of October, the number 10 – signifying the ultimate balance, between life, and death, creation, and creator, masculine, and feminine! Boy, are we in for a ride! But we have done all the work! Why not enjoy it? For we have definitely endured it!

Numerological break down of the week – 26 (2+6=8) – The number of karma, abundance, and breaking karmic patterns – 2 – The number of balance, co-operation, lovers, and resolution.

The main theme being the seven of swords relates to us experiencing a final spiritual break through this week, cultivated around our resilience, and the lessons and the wisdom that we have gained through our trials and tribulations. We are coming up this week much stronger than we have ever been, and this is actually because we have not tried to fight our way out of our struggles, as we have in previous years, and our desire to succeed shows this!  Spiritual strength is apparent to us this week, as we have braved the many storms, and the often chaotic lessons that September has tried to articulate to us.

We are not bruised, or beaten down as one would think – rather we have developed a new widened perception from our experiences, and we are truly coming into alignment with the hum of the universe – the fact that everything does indeed happen for a reason! Particularly the not so pleasant things. This is all about internal change, and internal growth, and emerging a more determined and structured version of ourselves. 

Finally, we are granted the opportunity to see why, where, and how we have been going wrong, with the wheel of fortune, which symbolises a recognition of karma. Perhaps we have been involved in a romantic situation this week, or a painful family situation this week that highlighted to us some of the karma that we have both been creating or perpetuating. We are much at an advantage when we become aware of our karmic bonds, because then we can effectively work to break the cycle, and re-program the parts of our brain where they exist – which is exactly what the month of September (9) was all about! This is MAJOR awareness of past life karma, maybe somebody held up a perfect mirror to us, of who we were, of our own darkness, and shadow self, and the ways that we have been holding our own selves back.

The three of swords represents us transcending old wounds, past painful karma, and releasing stories that no longer serve us. For so long, we have been OBSESSED with this story of pain, we have clung onto it for dear life, and made it the basis of all of our life’s themes, and experiences!  This week sees us healing these ancient and primal wounds of abandonment, and neglect, by realising how we have been abandoning, neglecting, and depriving ourselves, first and foremost. We really are creators, particularly creators of our own destiny, so there is no longer the desire to ask, ‘Why has God forsaken us?’, when we are actually playing God when it comes to the direction, and the beliefs in our own lives! The true question stands, why have YOU been forsaking YOU?

Breaking karmic chains, means opening ourselves up to abundance with the presence of the 10 of cups – the number 10 represents balance, both endings, and new beginnings, when we become aware of the detriment of one cycle, we open ourselves up to a new journey, and a new beginning. This is the process of allowing abundance, and good faith to come to us by believing that we deserve it. Expansion on a mental level breathes space for expansion on an energetic, spiritual, emotional, physical, and financial level also! When we play small, and entrap ourselves in stories about being undeserving, we will actually live a life that re-affirms this back to us!

The world card continues with the theme of ending one cycle, and beginning another, so this week is definitely symbolic of a mass karmic turn around! Opening ourselves up to all that the world has to offer, saying goodbye to a cycle of pain and deprivation, and allowing a rebirth to occur. The image in the world card seems to be transcending this earthly plane through balance, and entering a new dimension – which is actually very similar to what we are all experiencing this week, on a mental, and spiritual level! Entering 5 dimensional consciousness, – unity with the all that is, and the exiling of separation consciousness. As your awareness expands, so does your spiritual experiences, and capability. You are opening doors for anything, from enlightenment, to spiritual guidance to occur! The gateways are now WIDE open! 

The 10 of cups also represents the confidence, and the willingness to go after what you want!You are now focused with establishing strong foundations for the future, so that the past does not repeat itself! 

The three of swords indicates that you may indeed experience some heart chakra activation, awakenings, or openings this week, that may feel uncomfortable, or mimic heart break, worry, anxiety, or sorrow. This is just your emotional, and energetic awareness center expanding, and is like the final phase of the initiatory crisis! The final battle cry of the wounded soldier, before they surrender to death. Think of Christ calling out one last time, as he lay on the cross, before surrendering himself to death, and inevitably re-birth.

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Full Moon in Pisces – September 2016 Liberation from Generational & Karmic debt – Financial expansion & making magic from the debris.

Tonight’s full moon in Pisces is the powerful awakening that we have all been waiting for! 

Falling on a 7 day (1+6) – the opportunity for spiritual growth & psychic knowing is even more heightened. The number 7 represents seeing into the darkness, & harnessing the mind of God. You are gifted with widened vision at this time & you must know within your core, that what you can see, is only half of the truth.

Pisces are the dreamers, the intuitives & the ones who emotions run deep enough to access the unconscious realms.
Pisces is also a very, very pensive sign! A lot of people carrying this energy tend to be deep thinkers & dependent upon which way they steer their mind, they will either find themselves thinking negatively & stewing in the doom & gloom of the past, or thinking creatively, & using their gifts of enhanced psychic awareness to envision their future plans, goals & ambitions.
In conjunction w/ the energy of Chiron, the wounded healer, this moons energy is bringing up deeply embedded wounds from our subconscious & past lives(childhood). One of these primary wounds, is the wound of isolation – not feeling apart of something & the wounds that we carry from our karmic & generational lines. 

It is no longer time to dwell on what HAS been, if we do not have enough respect for ourselves to witness how far we have come on our journey.

We must use our past experiences to remind us of the mission at hand… The goal is expansion & liberation – so that we can ignite this type of consciousness in others.

Inner child liberation calls for the finally severing of negative & traumatic karmic & ancestral patterns.

If our ancestors were poor, this does not mean that we must embody poverty consciousness, if our ancestors were not granted self expression, this is no reason for us to live small & undiscovered.

You are the one who must go further than the others have gone.

Patterns & cycles of depravity will highlight themselves to you in order for you to finally find your means of escape. 

Freedom in the form of financial stability will be of particular importance to you as this is also a form of manifesting greatness/value.

If you are deeply connected to the moon, a dark night of the soul will also present itself, asking you – ‘How far have you really come? Can you make it on your own? Or is codependency & ancient stories the mark of your soul?’.

So much of the hard work that you put in at this time, will undoubtably pay off, so it is important for you to channel your wounds & experiences towards creativity & manifestation.

Your karmic debt is only indebted to you when you do not recognise its existence. Once you become aware of the energies, imprints & archtypes that are holding you back, there is little reason for you to continue to entertain their presence within your life, or your energetic field.

Your inner child no longer wishes to be a prisoner of your untrue thoughts, so it is time to dig into the darkness of your soul & retrieve from their your true purpose & mission on this earthly plane.

Putting your creative talents to the forefront of your mind should be your priority. You must believe that there is an excess of success & abundance available to you at all times – despite what past experiences may have caused you to believe about yourself.

There is a profound shift that is occurring, that is pushing those with specific missions tied to awakening mass consciousness, to spread their wings & show the collective just how much we have to offer! 

The opportunity for a new beginning will present itself in various ways. A situation may be so challenging & uncomfortable for you that it pushes you to take opportunities & chances that you would not usually consider – all in attempts to break free from your mould.

Your sensitivity is not your enemy. Neither is your tenderness & rawness. These intrinsic parts of you were given so that you may no depth. The type of depth that gives  you that shamanic edge. It is only through accessing the darkness that dwells within, that you can know just how to let the light in.

You cannot carry the past with you where you are going – the two vibrational frequencies are not in alignment. One is dense – the other endless, lighter, & more playful. 

Things are literally being burned from your path. It is only when we are desperate, weak & sick, with nowhere to turn, that the glare of the divine becomes most blinding. You literally can see into the darkness through this emerging fire. Fire completely transforms everything in its path; this is Kali – the divine feminine who has absolutely no more time to waste.

I feel as if this energy is particularly more straining for the masculine; as such intense & deep soul searching is something that the feminine is already very familiar with. 

This transition will prove confusing, but very illuminating for the masculine has who has resided in a false sense of hyper masculinity for  most of his life.

Happy healing my sacred beings ~
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Full Moon in Aquarius – Expansion, Karmic relations (attachments), finales, and letting go of the ‘little self’.

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It is no secret that for the past few months, (weeks especially), we have been enduring a mass, intense cleansing process, in which many of our shadow traits, and fears have been brought up to the surface. Those of us who have been caught up in a fallacy of healing, (knowing what to do to heal, but not actually digging deep enough to heal, or to know what to heal), have been hit with massive realisations, as we have been urged more, and more to confront the truthful intricacies of our wounds, and dilemmas. This has not been a time for the faint hearted, and I believe that empaths, and highly sensitives in particular have been targets, as we are homes for tremendous amounts of karmic residue, ancestral wounding, and woundings belonging to the entire collective template, specifically embodying masculine, and feminine akashic wounds, dependent upon our gender, or dominant energetic gender resonance, (masculine, or feminine energies).

And what an absolutely FANTASTIC full moon to be gifted with at this time, after our new moon in Leo, only a few weeks back. And I can tell you, the theme of expansion, being target driven, and living, and thinking big, is most certainly continued here, with our sign of intellectual goals, big dreams, and non-conventional thinking.

There is no room for the little self, the victim complex, or small thinking where the energy of Aquarius is concerned. This sign deals with service – service to humanity, and wider thoughts on a grand scale. This is a time where we ask ourselves, have i been too humble, and passive about the gifts that i posses? How can i be sure that i am applying myself to the best of my ability, and reaching as many people as possible? A calling song for the empaths, light workers, artists, creatives, and hyper sensitives who so cleverly fuse their past experiences, wounding, healing, and teachings into fruitful means for the consumption of others. This is largely all that the Aquarian seeks to accomplish – to use their big ideas, intuition, and ability to see through the strains, and the toxicities of society, and culture, to be of service – in a big way. Much like God’s right hand man, this is the energy that propels us into a place of service, and purpose. There is no way that you can STILL think at this point that you are unworthy, abandoned, unloved, or placed here for anything other than a higher purpose – so all of these old, and karmic stories you have been telling yourself, must die here, must die now, along with your old self.

Accessing a broader goal, means seeing yourself in a new light. It is true that you cannot hope to play small, or to think small of yourself, if indeed you are to achieve largely. You have to believe in yourself in order to make any dreams come true, and it is time to see your past experiences for eactly what they were – lessons, vital lessons, and directions from the most high, about how to live your life, about what needs healing, about how to heal others. Nobody said that messages would be brought to you via hawk, wrapped up in golden lined paper, and sealed with a pretty little golden bow. Nope – the most high has this almost sadistic way of gifting lessons to us through painful encounters, particularly using our family lineage, and relationships, once we get old enough to experience them. Hey, I guess source knew that this was the only way to ensure that the message was not missed – nor neglected.

Part of our evolution in this time, is using our collective lessons to be of service in some way, to point out the truths in the pains, that many of the rest of society, and the world fail to see, because they have not allowed themselves to be sensitive enough to feel so deeply, to perceive so deeply, to collect so much data, and frequency. 

It is time that we must realise, our lives are not only for us, and in this way, we can never be alone, neglected, or in the wrong place, at the wrong time. Our lives belong  to those whom we inspire, and those whom inspire us, no matter how this inspiration threads, and weaves itself. For me? I discuss narcissists alot, to quite an intricate degree, and I cannot help but thank my ex lovers, for providing me with such a heavy, and hearty body of work, and pool of knowledge. This is my growth, this is my ability to work in moderation, to take the good, with the bad, and to be grateful for the accessing of such karmic recognition. It is only in recognising our karma, that we are able to clear it. Had i not identified a pattern of being attracted to narcissists, and narcissistic abuse, i would not have recognised that something in me dances in unison to their song, that something in my family, harmonises, with this very script.

The numerological placement of this full moon alone speaks volumes of its purpose within our lives. The number 18, is a culmination of new beginnings, (1), and karmic cycles, (8), inevitably bringing us to the number 9 (1+8), which is the number of resolve, conclusion, endings, rounding things up, preparing for death/rebirth, and using the lessons that we have learnt to grow stronger, to communicate, to create. 

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                                  The world, strength, the lovers, five of swords, six of pentacles.                               


The world card sees us definitely exploring themes of expansion here, believing in divine timing, and divine guidance, being at the right place, at the right time, and all of our life events and experiences being in sync to offer us the best possible chances of being perfectly suited for our roles, ambitions, and purpose. This is all about understanding that there are no coincidences, we are tied to a certain string, a certain rhytyhm, and in appreciating this, we can effectively clear our karma by showing gratitude towards the things that have hurt us in the past. For they too, were necessary. Looking back is futile at this point, particularly when we have such a grand destiny ahead of us, unfolding for us, by the second. Thinking small is a thing of the past, associated with our ancestors who could only achieve so much, only do so much, and lived in fear for the most part. This karma, is not ours to keep. Merely ours to acknowledge, appreciate, and transmute. The age of Aquarius represents a new dawn, and so shall the full moon in Aquarius. The lovers card in culmination with the strength card speaks our our ancestral karma that manifests within our relationships. It is true that our relationships are direct reflections of the patterns that we inherited from our family, ancestral lines, and most specifically parents. If we had somewhat shaky foundations, as many empaths, and light workers do, then this set us up for many dysfunctional romantic relationships later down the line. The weight of these relationships no doubt cemented the thoughts that many of us already held, that we were somehow damaged, destined to live out a life of abandonment, or unworthy in some ways. However, this is our grand opportunity, to realise, along with the world card, how even these experiences were most fated, useful, and purposeful. The five of swords represents an ending to this inner, and outer conflict, with the six of pentacles urging us to write a new script, for ourselves, and our relationships. This is representative of fairness. Knowing that fairness is truly what you deserve, that fairness exists within love, and opening ourselves up to receive it, by no longer displaying the themes of lack consciousness, and scarcity as depicted by the five of swords. The strength card is the conquering of our little self, our ego self, the beast within that constantly seeks harmful, and harsh relationships through our negative self talk. The world card is all about our responsibility to serve, realising that our past experiences are in fact bigger than us even, and expansion is the goal of such painful endings, not shrinking, not quelling, and not re-enforcing out dated mental, and internal stereotypes..

Welcome a new version of yourself, a version so prone to healing, and positive experience, that you are almost unrecognisable..Keep the faith. Monitor your self talk, slowly re-wire the expectations and connections of the mind.

 

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

 

 

General Weekly Reading – 15th- 21st August 2016; Letting go, Letting out.

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Main theme – Nine of swords, Surrounding cards – The wheel of fortune, Three of pentacles, Four of cups, Five of cups, Queen of swords, Queen of swords.


There is a LOT of mental activity occurring for us this week, with a lot of us finding ourselves stuck in our minds, and riddled with anxiety over the past. However, fear not, as the presence of the wheel of fortune tells us that we are still dealing with our karma, specifically past karma, and this is likely our egos putting up one huge fight as we move towards expansion, and rapid manifestation, as depicted by the three of pentacles. 

Past healing, childhood healing, and learning better coping mechanisms as a response to trauma, is VITAL this week, as we are revisited by our worst fears. Our fears, of abandonment, and neglect. The five of cups does suggest this has been such a prominent theme within our lives, looking back at the past, and mourning over all of the people who have left us… We fear, will this happen again? Will this continuously happen? Is this our birth script?

As i mentioned, this time is very, very paramount for manifestation, so i do suggest seeing the bigger picture here, things are changing for you rapidly – the three of pentacles suggest financial expansion, teaming up with others who recognise your talent, and creating profitable, and inspirational things within your field. You are still so worried, and looking back at the past, but all of these things are in your head. Because the number 9 represents completion, i DO see this as you completing this cycle of worry, and stress. Apart of you DOES recognise the changes that are occurring beneath the surface, but you also feel as if things may be too good to be true, particularly based on how things turned out in the past. 

The four of cups is suggesting that you are not seeing this new beginning in its entirety, or appreciating it for what it is, likely because you are still so fearful that it will all be snatched away from you..This is where the queen of swords comes in. The reason that you become so overwhelmed with your thoughts, is because you do not express yourself enough. Vocalise. Do not be a victim of passive aggression. Let things out – create, express, let go, release, you have so many people who could benefit from your experiences, from what you have to say, from what you have been through, so why are you wallowing around in misery?

Spread the word, educate, ADVISE, be there for your fellow community members who need to hear about your experiences. Perhaps this week, you may dabble in public speaking, spoken word poetry, you may write a book, podcasts, soundcloud, ANYTHING that enables you to get your voice out there, to use your experiences in a powerful way, that heals, not only you, but those around you. 

Do not allow things to stay stuck in your mind. Get them OUT! Dance, perform, write, cry, get it all out! But one thing you must NOT do, is keep everything stuck at a mind level, giving yourself headaches, and unnecessary stress. This is all energy, recycled energy coming back to you, ancestral energy, karmic energy, energy that needs to be released somehow, so do it some justice, do us all a favour, and let this energy go.. 

Your little self is very fearful right now, and intimidated by change, so it is CLINGING on to past memories, and clinging on to perceived pains, and judging everything, and everyone that comes in its way, and creating mental blockages, and havoc, like ‘Oh no, he’s gonna be just like everybody else’., ‘I know that I said I would get out there more, and be sociable, but she only talks about herself, she;s not conscious enough for me, she’s not gonna understand me’.. Bla, bla,bla! All of this NONSENSE, attempting to stop you from venturing out, and stepping into new territory. You need to get used to it baby love..Because the karmic energy right now, is PUSHING for you to expand, manifest, and move forward, so your little self needs to just take a back seat, and fall ALL the way back, because all of this niggling fear, and doubt is not even cute anymore..We have been there and done that. You do NOT know the full story, so please, stop bs’ing yourself, and everybody else.

People are recognising you this week as somebody who has successfully broken karmic chains, and they want to know you, and they want to align themselves with you – and you better let them, because you all have things to teach one another. You can all heal together. It is really important to make strength out of all of your badness. Laugh about it. Make jokes about your anxiety, give advice to others about how they can defeat their negative self talk, just transmute, transmute, transmute! Somebody from the past may be returning to you this week with a message – to tell you why something worked out in the way that it did. They too see your progress, so do not worry about their return.. You have bigger fish to fry, like the people who are depending on you to deliver these messages, you are destined to deliver.. 

The wheel of fortune is changing gradually, so that you can see the change manifest before your very eyes, it is not going to happen at lightening speed, because it is working in tandem with you. The most high needs to see your progress.Needs to see if you really mean what you say. How far have you TRULY come? Now is your chance to show..

Calm the shit down, right now..Go meditate. Go write something. Go look in the mirror, and shake those hips to something funky…Get OUT of your mind. Let GO! Let it OUT!

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading. 15th-21st August; Closing chapters, ending narratives.

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Main theme – Eight of swords, What is occurring for both twins – Queen of wands, Masculine – Four of swords, The devil, The chariot, Feminine – The emperor, Three of swords, Knight of swords.


This week, we are dealing with a lot of themes that were conjured, and brought to us through childhood experiences. This is our fight or flight, survival mode. The 8 of swords represents how we can become stuck within our minds, due to past painful experiences, and continue to resurrect these beliefs and ideas within our minds – until they become apart of our reality, and entrap us within painful cycles. 

Both sacred lovers have issues at times with thinking the worst, expecting the worst, and considering that life will always play out in the ways that it did in the past – which to them, means more pain, confusion, and loss. 

This week, is all about us freeing our limiting perceptions, and beliefs in love. The queen of wands represents the awakened divine feminine, but not only WITHIN the divine feminine, but also within the divine masculine. This sees him getting back in touch with his intuitive side, his emotional side, and feeling a sense of comfort within this place, even a sense of empowerment. This is really big for both lovers, because previously, it has been the suppression of the divine feminine within the masculine that has caused him to act in less than desirable ways, toward both himself, and past relationship experiences. 

There previously has existed two primary behavioural modes/templates within the divine masculine, because of issues to do with conditioning, hyper masculinity, and other ‘rules’, and regulations regarding what he should be. All of these behaviours were dangerous, and were brought on by a fear of the divine feminine, and a fear of her actualising her full potential, and being too much for him, and perceiving him as not enough. Contrary to popular belief, the masculine template is far more fragile than we are led to believe..

One of the traditional masculine modes/templates of feminine approach/interaction, has been forcefulness, and aggression, in order to capture her, keep her, and ensure that she does not grow too much, or too far from him. This included dimming her essence, and putting her down, until her magic was unfathomable even to her – this very mentality and template leads to such tragedies against the divine feminine, as rape, domestic violence, abuse, sexual violence… Etc..A lot of which we see all over the world today.

The second traditional masculine mode/template of feminine approach, has been detachment, avoidance, and passivity. This is a form of control in which the masculine behaves as if he does not care at all for the feminine, appearing non -chalant and withholding his affections, and attentions. This is done in a direct attempt to manipulate still, and control her love, and her desire to remain with him. ‘If i act like I do not care, the she will come to me, then she will want me even more’. This has previously caused the feminine to believe that she had to prove herself, and prove her worth, and in the past, this was her script. 

The awakening of the feminine, as depicted by the queen of wands, relates to her remembering how powerful she is, and how fluid, and electric her feminine energies truly are. She does not have to shrink herself, not for anybody, not for love, and the masculine is finding self love within himself, so he is no longer feeling or thinking as if he has to treat or manipulate her in these ways. Last week, she saw her shadow self, and i feel as if this week he is witnessing his own…

This is articulated on the side of the masculine with the presence of the devil card, and the four of swords. The four of swords is representative of the healing of the psyche, this period of rest, contemplation, and resolution, after thinking, and feeling a certain way for so long – directly tied into hypermasculinity, feelings of insecurity, inferiority, and a skewed/tarnished relationship with the divine feminine, that re-lived itself in all his romantic interactions. This is healing the DARK side of the masculine, the side attached to being sinister to get what he wants. This was all about his lower self, the part of him that felt he had to play by the book, or do things by the rule, likely by what the males around him advised him to do, or to be like. This was not truthful or natural to his nature, but he adopted these beliefs, and actions, because he believed that they were necessary to get him, ‘women’.

He might even be going through physical changes this week, physical exhaustion, or illness, as his upgrades take a toll on his overall health. He needs to accept this week, that he is not invincible, and this is OKAY…His invincibility lies with accepting vulnerability. He cannot hide away anymore from the part of him that IS vulnerable. This is the part of him that craves love, and craves it in its entirety. No more games, no more conjuring philosophies about women, and men, and what he needs to do, and not do, and dogmas about appearing falsely strong, or unshakable. 

The chariot is all about him balancing his masculine and feminine nature, and taking charge forward. Armed with the new knowledge that it is okay to be a little bit vulnerable, and it is okay to be individualistic, he can now move forward with his plans to woo the feminine, and to prove to her, that he truly is different. He has more direction this week, after he has accepted his new roles, he has a focus, he knows where he is going, he is more sure about who he is, he has broken free from self imposed chains, and he is on his way to his beloved. If soul mates or divine lovers are currently separated, then this card indicates a swift arrival back into your life. Maybe just a message, or maybe, this masculine will actually turn up at your door, or take that leap forward to get your attention. If you are already in union, this describes his desire to fight for you, to provide for you, to be open, and honest with you, and more forthcoming about his emotions. As he learns to love himself, he learns to put himself at risk a little more, because he does not always anticipate pain, or rejection back anymore.

Over on the feminine side, his new found  determination, and resilience toward sabotage, is making itself apparent with the emperor. This could also relate to the father figure, and healing issues that started with the masculine line in her family, particularly with her father. Maybe he was absent, emotionally distant, and this taught her to lack structure, discipline, and stability within her life. The classic template of men, who would come, and go. Because of this, she built certain beliefs around who, and what men should be, but now, the divine masculine IS effectively challenging this, and posing a threat to her worrisome thoughts. The three of swords is all about the pain that she has endured, and continues to endure when she deems herself unlovable, and unworthy. Still fearful of abandonment, she actually has day dreams about ways in which she may be abandoned, and kind of fantasizes sadistically about how this would take place. Her psyche has this very weird obsession with being left, and she places so much energy towards thinking about this. The queen of wands shows that she is SO powerful, and has SO much to offer, there is absolutely no reason for her to continue reliving this narrative, and she needs to take the time to breathe, and to talk herself down when she starts fathoming all of these fears again, because honestly, they are not real. 

She fears, that the masculine will always leave, and she will always be abandoned, neglected, but this is only her karma, if she keeps feeding into this theory. If she just frees her mind enough to realise that these thoughts arise from the past, and hold no concrete truths in reality, she can see the value of her worth. Other people surprisingly enough are seeing this worth of hers this week, and she certainly has a lot of admirers. As she clears her energies, she becomes more attractive to others, especially the divine masculine, and i see a lot of suitors coming up to give her offers of love this week..This is definitely going to help her ease up a little, and realise, that her fears about worth, and lack, are really just rooted in the past. 

The knight of swords sees the divine masculine charging through with a determination, and a clarity that cannot be ignored. Far from the templates of the past, he is not about to take no for an answer, or let her slip from his grips. He definitely knows what he wants, and as with the chariot, he is doing a lot of forward thinking, and forward movement, fighting for what he wants. He has had time to think, and he knows what he wants, and he knows what it is worth. He is determined to clear the air, to break through all of her barriers, and expectations, and everything that she thought love was associated with. He is one man on a mission this week. This also signifies that she may be protected by different men in her life this week, brothers, fathers, uncles, etc, as her perception about the masculine shifts, this manifests in real life also. The queen inbetween the chariot, and the knight of swords, both displaying strong male characters, is indicative of this type of protection. This knight is handing her his sword, that is why it is drawn forward, he is rushing to pass it to her. This is very much the ACE of swords, a new perception, new beginning in thought, and  a clarity of mind. Ripping her away from the eight of swords, creating painful karma by believing false truths about her worth..

We have a lot of work this week, a lot is going on within, and without us, and we have a strong responsibility towards breaking our karmic bonds. It will not be an easy week, and we will likely be triggered a few times, but it is all about re-focusing our attentions, and talking to our shadow selves, and our egoic selves, the most fearful part of us. We need to keep reminding ourselves that we ARE worthy of love, that we are love, and that there is no reason WHATSOEVER why we should be abandoned, or rejected.

 

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading. 8th-14th August; Creation, destruction, and truthful Revelations.

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Main theme – Empress, What is occurring for both twins – King of pentacles, Masculine – Page of pentacles, Page of cups, Wheel of fortune, Feminine – The fool, Five of wands, King of wands. 

This week, with the main theme being the empress, we are dealing with energies of creation, and birthing. There is  alot of newness going on, we are dealing with very fertile soils, the ability to make almost anything, and everything manifest. What both twins are experiencing being the king of pentacles, shows some success for us in financial areas, and matters of abundance. Together, these two energies are symbolic of the divine feminine, and the divine masculine working together to create something new – like the big bang theory. There is a balancing of both energies going on within, although I feel as if the masculine is going through this transition, MUCH smoother than the feminine, who is being a little bit messy this week if I am quite honest!

This week, both sacred lovers are focusing on building, building themselves, building who they are, their self perception, and working to bring their talents out into the world. This is truly a week of self determination, and actualisation, but for some reason, it seems as if the feminine is a little bit threatened by the masculine’s desire to expand and explore. This is probably touching on a core wound that she has to do with abandonment, and she is being asked to look deeply into this wound as it is attached to one of the reasons that a lot of her past relationships have not worked out.

The fool card suggests a willful ignorance on her part. She is walking away from the masculine who seems to be walking in the other direction towards financial, and career opportunities. On his end, he is like ? ‘What’s going on? What are you talking about? What have I done wrong? I am just doing my own thing, I am just making some money. I am trying to change my fate, our destiny’ – as depicted by the wheel of fortune, and really, and truly things ARE changing for him, and the feminine should be proud of him, and happy for him, but she is quite threatened by his elevation. A part of her thinks, ‘will he still choose me?’ .. This is much more to do with her insecurities than anything, and this week we take a harsh look at the divine feminine, for her not so pretty side, and how she herself blocks union, SO much more than the concept of the masculine being the runner. In truth, she has existed as the runner for so long..

She’s like this week, ‘I’m going to go this week, and I’m going to do my own thing. Because you are not behaving in accordance with the way that I desire, and this is not making ME feel good’. Me, me me, this is her song, her battle cry.. Can you please see this week feminine, how toxic, and borderline abusive that is? Nobody lives to serve you entirely, relationships are a partnership, not just about somebody making you feel good. What about the other person?

Manifestation is at an ALL time high right now, so it is important to watch one’s thoughts, particularly for the feminine, her mind is so powerful that anything that she conjures (even the negative), will manifest, and take root – and this is what has been occurring for her for so long.

The five of wands is representative of this inner conflict within herself. Everytime that she conjures up an irrelevant argument, everytime that she is passive aggressive, what she is truly doing, is fighting herself, and manifesting this struggle outward. She needs to learn how to deal with her own emotions, or she will always drive people away from her. This is a huge lesson in love, and over coming blockages. I do not understand this week, the need for her to have so many fears, because the empress card shows that her empire too is being built, and things are also shifting for her – but alas, we get down to the nitty gritty of the problem – the feminine FEARS happiness, she FEARS change, and she FEARS success, and she is doing everything possible to make sure that she can somehow sabotage it.

However, the king of wands on the feminine side, is very strong, very determined masculine energy. Where previous partners have fallen, this masculine, is not about to take her shit lying down. He is not going to get up and desert her, because despite the abuse, he is actually far more secure, and settled within himself now. He has taken one of the wands that she is using in conflict, and set it down in the ground, and is saying, ‘I am here. I am not going anywhere’, but the real danger is…Nobody can put up with this type of behaviour, and abuse forever, and this is a call, for the divine feminine to change – to awaken.

Over on the masculine side, he comes with an offer of love, the page of cups sees him confirming, and yielding his love in his hands. There is an innocence about him, that should not be abused, he is exposing himself..He is really here saying, ‘Here, this is the love that I have to give you. Maybe it is not much, but it is what I have. I do not understand the need to fight, or argue, and it does upset me’.. Whilst he is dealing with his issues by surrendering, the feminine is FIGHTING for dear life. Perhaps centuries of the feminine template being associated with victimisation, and persecution is coming up in a major way, for release.

This is encouraging him to step up in some ways however, and to refine himself, because this woman is crazy (lol), and if he wants to be with her, he is going to need to learn some proper expression techniques, because clearly, she takes his silence for neglect, and abandonment. It is very important for her to acknowledge this week how she sets herself up for pre-meditated conflict.

Her insecurities are ravenous, and this week, she needs to turn ‘Alllllll the way, down!’.

This is a perfect opportunity however to finally identify, and bring about an end to these karmic struggles that have been occurring for as long as she can remember. This fight, exists within herself, and she needs to deal with this – not berate, and infringe upon others.

 

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

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