General Weekly Reading – 3rd-9th April – On the highway, to home.

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Main themes – King of wands, The star, Surrounding cards – The chariot, Queen of swords, Queen of pentacles, 10 of swords, 2 of swords. 

Numerological breakdown calculation – 

3 – Creativity, charm, communication, community, unity consciousness, integration – 9 – Wounded consciousness/abandoning victim consciousness, humanitarianism, the seeker, wisdom, trials and tribulations.

The king of wands this week represents our PERSONAL power – the

‘I AM’. 

The month of April truly saw us embodying more feminine aspects, doing healing work that focused on others, birthing new projects, and coming up with the ideas and the theories that we need for our frame work. However, April graces us with some new found stability, and the authority to literally pull ourselves together. The number 3 usually relates to piecing together separate fragments, in order to create a new picture, and can sometimes be a lofty process, especially if we are not used to accumulating growth outside of ourselves. The number 4 representing the month of April is very much about ensuring that we are safe, and secure, not only in our body, but in our thoughts.

What does it require in order to be safe? Have you ever truly thought about it? Is it financial security? Or emotional security? And can the two live among one another. Our sense of safety in relationships and our day to day life is pulled into question. Perhaps we shut ourselves off from others because we have not activated the power of the star. That is healing that pours over our lives after a series of trying tests, or revelations pouring in.

The star card encourages us to heal the effects of the tower that occurred in the previous week. This is the break down of the world around us so that we can acknowledge that we have not been in alignment as we have thought. This week is very much a second go. And if you have found yourself triggered lately, it is highly important to forgive yourself, and to realise, there was still an excess of lessons that you had to incorporate. It may have felt like a difficult balance last week.. Trying to integrate spiritual lessons, emotional balance, and keep an eye on financial matters.. It can cause us to suffer in more areas than one when we are unable to fund the right balance for all areas to shine, if not equally, at least proportionally – but it is vital to find a calm balance. One that is not chaotic. And is understanding and forgiving when one area has to take precedence.

Authority, discipline, and vision for the future are called into order for us this week. This desire for change meets the hope for change, which actually propels us even further than desire. Hope comes from the heart, whereas desire comes from the spirit, our more primal impulses.. This is not always enough to shift us into gear, particularly if we have any fears or phobias about stepping into the light in this way. This week takes a look at our future projection, the self that we hope to become one day, even through all of our trials, and tribulations.

The star appears after the tower card in the taro to remind us to feel hopeful in the face of turbulent change, and to remember who we are after we have fallen apart.

It is easy to revert to a version of our-self that is a only a shell of who we truly are.

Timid, scarred, and uncertain of the world represents somebody who is out of alignment with their root chakra, and sense of safety in the world. For a person to feel as if their safety needs have been fully met, they need to feel safe in their own body. Secure within who they are. Proud. And commanding without being demanding.

The king of wands in conjunction with the chariot allow you to be forthcoming with your destiny.

The 10 of swords is representative of a previous incident that left you feeling personally victimized, overwhelmed, or wounded that is now coming to an end. The queen of swords may represent boundaries that must be established, between yourself, and others.

Perhaps you have been forgetting who you are, your own grace, and neglecting yourself in favour of keeping the peace, or going in a direction that you do not necessarily wish to be driven in.

A vital decision is presented to you with the 2 of swords, and you will be asked if you will continue with the unfair situation that exists before you, or whether you will make the best out of a bad situation.

Ultimate truth is called for in this situation, and not the type that is malicious, or spiteful, but the type that is just.

A new balance and purpose to life is explored as you are more willing to touch upon the unknown – to explore what feels good, and natural to you.

The queen of pentacles harnesses this power because she knows all that her coin is worth. How certified are you in your own worth?

Maybe it is time for you to learn a new skill, or gain a qualification in an area of your interest. You may be receiving some congratulations, or accolades for your works worth, and others may fail to even know or understand how this work was born through strife.

The chariot moves forward with dedication. The road may seem long, and tedious, with many bumps along the way, but when you are sure, and structured in what it is that you want, you are willing to endure minor setbacks, and overcome them too.

You see the king of wands is actually stronger for the ego deaths that he has acquired, and this fire energy, and desire to stand up for self is as a result of past persecution.

You are fast coming into your own because you are a keen observer with vast life experience. This does give you an advantage, so do not see it as a burden.

Take your trials. With their betrayals, and pains, and misunderstandings, and assert yourself anew.

Find joy in life, focusing on the everyday victories.

And yes, there are wins EVERYDAY,

so long as we please the senses that surround us.

Happiness does not always have to be a big grand gesture, and every little day we draw closer to magic.

Duality becomes ever more prominent as we learn to take the good with the bad, and not be halted by the bad.

Remember,

it is all a game of perception.

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Happy April! I would just like to take the time to congratulate you all because last month there was quite a lot of shadow work & integration going on.. And some of us may have felt as if we are just never going to get the hang of this spiritual thing… Once we figure one thing out, something else falls under the bus… And we are confused all over again.. Well this is the energy of integration.. To make whole parts fit together, sometimes you have just got to understand and accept how they do not fit. And then redirect your time, & energies… April should be much smoother for us because this is all about building the correct structure & foundation for what we HAVE managed to fit together & finding our feet in coordination.

So, I must ask, are any of you feeling particularly triggered today, or even over the weekend? There have been some funny energies — I feel like temptation from the past, or energies trying to lure us off the correct pathway & into the darkness.

I have officially pulled the cards for both the general weekly reading AND the TwinFlame weekly & I may just alert you that you may be in for a bit of a triggering week BUT it does end up all well in the end, especially if you keep up with these readings and stand aware in the fluctuations…

We may be triggered with childhood stuff once again, but this is all about stepping into your personal power..
Both readings will arrive by tomorrow, you may begin purchase of the TwinFlame weekly early, (as of now), but I will forewarn you, if you do, it won’t arrive to you for roughly another 24 or so hours!

Blessed be my beings, remember to stay in CONSCIOUS awareness…

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The Twinflame weekly reading for this week the 3rd-to the 9th, ‘The highway through hell’, is officially available for purchase, and currently underworks. 

This weeks reading packs an extra SPECIAL punch as I experiment with my brand new Rumi oracle deck and a voice recording of me reading through the selected card.

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I am so pleased to announce that my first EVER twin flame novel is officially out. This is the most in depth depiction of twin flames that you will find! Following their family karma, & the entire alchemical break down of the Union, INCLUDING the true purpose of the separation stage –
And the most taboo topic – What is life after the twin flame dynamic?
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General weekly reading 27th March-2nd April 2017 – A blast from the subconscious past, that lasts.

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Main theme – Page of cups, Surrounding cards – 4 of swords, 9 of pentacles, 3 of cups, page of wands, The archangel Raphael.

Numerological break down calculation – 27th (9) – The integration of spiritually based lessons, creativity through pain, neglecting abandonment consciousness, dealing with childhood wounds – 2 – Balance, co-operation, faith, harmony, love, and relationships.

For this weeks general weekly reading, we take a close glimpse at the archetype of the fish, as it governs two of the cards that are presented before us, once in the page of cups card, and again in the angel Raphael card.. The animals that make an appearance in this weeks general weekly reading are quite symbolic, and this is a big week for healing, transition, growth, and spiritual understanding. But, we will get to that all later..

The fish presented in the cup of the page represents the exploration of consciousness, particularly the unconscious mind, so dreams may be particularly powerful, abundant, or prophetic this week.  Try setting an intention for something you would like to know, or understand before going to sleep, and then taking a note book into the bedroom with you, so that you can remember what it is that you dreamed of. 

Likely, it is a time that more of us are expressing our spiritual nature, and those of us who have been called to see beyond the veil, but have been distracted by societal propaganda, are now too coming back to reveal what has always tried to reveal itself to us.

The page of cups truly is about letting go.. The boyish charm, and wonder in the eyes of the figure relates to somebody who is carefree, perhaps they trust the free spirited nature of water to always support them, and for mother earth to always, ‘have their back’, no matter what occurs.. The antithesis of the one who is always worrying, anxious, tight lipped, or stressed.. Likely, we borrow this trait from a family member who passed it down to us, likely a masculine figure, though not always. This week inspires you to pull all of that back, and to dare to dream, to dare to just exist, without worrying, about paying bills, about failure, or what is around the corner.. This is not neglecting your responsibilities, but simply working at them, without allowing them to rule you.

Past life prompts may be made more apparent to you this week also. What causes your underlying fears of betrayal, or departure?  This is  a wonderful time to conjure your hopes, and dreams, as your subconscious mind is most receptive at this time of input, and output alike. 

Even MORE consciousness reigns supreme. The legendary Carl Jung once said,

Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.’

The energy of the great mother, and the great healer  (Yemojah) is in abundance this week also. This is the purest version of the divine feminine essence, not the destructive, or dark element that has been shown to us in previous weeks, in order to accelerate our growth, and awareness of the shadow aspect. We have done so much shadow work, and it is time now to gather ourselves to embrace a lighter aspect of ourselves, that seeks to bring the shadow to light, for healing, and resolution. 

This energy of the great mother inspires us to trust, to trust love again, to open our hearts to healing, and to trust the divine, and have no fears about the doors that are currently being open for us. Panic, and trust in God have no home together. 

This is about unconditional love. And learning how to accept it, when we have never had it before, instead of pushing it away. We assess our vulnerability in love. The page of cups is a youthful, poetic, and innocent love, but we have to let love into our hearts enough, to be as vulnerable as he.

There are so many connotations here with great beings that have been bringing us sacred knowledge for centuries – (Research the Dogon tribe, and the Nommos).

The 3 of cups represents unity. Yes, this is a very spiritual week, and I feel as if this has to do with our foundations, our family life, and acceptance among ourselves, and our community. The traditional theory of the holy trinity – the father, the son, and the holy spirit very outlandishly branded the feminine essence insignificant in this holy triad of sorts, and this is very much about learning to de-program our minds of feminine inclusion. 

We could be finding our place in the world this week by re-connecting with past life, or soul connections. There is a healing of family issues, perhaps breaking away from self blame, taking responsibility for others, or identifying ways that we may have pushed others away because of our inability to function as apart of a healthy united dynamic. 

The 4 of swords is a contemplative energy. Our psyche undergoes transformation this week, and we may be made to rest, or slow down in order to entirely digest the information that comes to us. The word re-group springs to mind. 

The 4 of swords is also indicative of returning to the body finally, not feeling as if mind, body, and spirit are separate. 

The 3 of cups is a blending of yourself that needs to take place in order for you to feel whole again. This could be a blending of your emotional self, with your expressive self, with your hard working self.

Placing ones self back together, as you have been so scattered, and fragmented. 

With the page of wands, there is inner child healing also occurring at this time. We take a look at our sense of expression, and perhaps blockages in the form of how we expressive ourselves. If we are truly to be bold, authentic, and stand in our power in the way that Aries energy suggests – View the FULL impactful New moon in Aries energy read here – 

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2017/03/27/new-moon-in-aries-2728th-march-the-ultimate-destruction-re-creation/

then we will NEED to be expressive. Song, dance, poetry, and laughter are ways that we can connect with this inner voice inside of us that is dying to be expressed. 

We are to look creatively toward the future, neglecting the strains of the past. If indeed we find we hold scars related to receiving, and being disappointed, the page of wands is stepping out of the fear body, and expressing what has been silenced. Do not be afraid of your own intensity, or expression, and do NOT be afraid to be seen any longer.

The 9 of pentacles is divine feminine grace, and blessings. When you trust in the most high, the most high provides. Dare to dream, because you are open and deserving of blessings. JUST as much as the next person.

The bird that sits perched on the figure in the 9 of pentacles is also pretty symbolic.. The bird represents freedom, higher knowledge, and higher vision, and it seems to have flown around, and returned to her, as she too embarks on a journey of completion. This is also very symbolic of love as a message to us, and how true love equals freedom. We should not fear abandonment, or neglect. If indeed, the love that is housed for us is true, it could do a 360 around the globe, but will still always return to us. In the mean time, it is our own crops that we should mind. 

Turn your creative inner world into a business venture, plant seeds everywhere that you go, and watch great things manifest. Spring id a wonderful time to use your creative genius. 

Archangel Raphael – I am strengthened and healed by the power of divine love.

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Raphael (Standard Hebrew רָפָאֵל, Rāfāʾēl, “It is God who heals”, “God Heals”, “God, Please Heal”) is an archangel of Judaism, Christianity, and Islam who in the Christian tradition performs all manners of healing. In Islam, Raphael is the fourth major angel; in the Muslim tradition, he is known as Israfil.

Heavenly function – Angel of healing through joy.

Gifts for earth – He can help us to seek the gift of healing; he helps us find the healing n nature and universal energy.

Raphael is seen walking with a staff or caduceus entwined with a snake, symbolising healing. He carries a water gourd and in front of him leaps the curative fish. He is often shown with his right forefinger pointing upwards towards heaven in a gesture of reassurance, and hope, reminding us where true healing comes from.

The symbol of this snake is very significant for what is occurring this week, as snakes represent transformation, death/rebirth, and the sunsign of Ophiuchus – which is associated with the divine feminine, Resurrection, and medicine.

The twinflame weekly reading for this week, 27th-2nd, ‘The mercy of healing’, is now available for purchase, and what an absolutely gorgeous, and spiritually invoking reading it is .. THIS is the essence of true healing, healing that is pure, unfiltered, and untainted. 

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How do you order and claim your own purchase? The usual way.. Through PayPal: emailing the sum of £3.33 to cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk & then sending me a confirmation email (MUST!!) with the email that you would like to receive the reading at! & the reading shall be sent automatically to you – upon completion.

I am so pleased to announce that my first EVER twin flame novel is officially out. This is the most in depth depiction of twin flames that you will find! Following their family karma, & the entire alchemical break down of the Union, INCLUDING the true purpose of the separation stage –
And the most taboo topic – What is life after the twin flame dynamic?
To purchase this life altering, timeline shifting book – click here – 

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*NEW* moon in Aries – 27/28th March. The ultimate destruction, & re-creation.

 

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With the new moon in Aries,

we are looking at the wild, unkept divine feminine – our egoic nature that may be more difficult to control, or maintain.

The strength card in the taro is represented by this energy.

When the ego is suppressed, or you hide elements of who you are, you tend to grow frustrated, or express the intensity of your emotions in a way that may be considered harmful to your well being, or that of others.

But, as we all know, explosions are very expressive, & almost necessary to us humans, much like orgasms.

It is necessary for us every so often, to burst free from our confines, & exist in our truth – especially us creative types!

Aries can be a little harsh, or sharp tongued, but this is simply because they have so much expression inside of them, & may often feel as if others do not understand them.

It is important to understand yourself, so that you do not project in this way.
This new moon signifies a vow to communicate more clearly.

There is nothing wrong with being a warrior for yourself. As long as you pick your battles wisely.

Channel the most intense of your energies into creativity, or an expressive art form.

Aries are never afraid to stand up for themselves, so this could also be a message to those who are holding on too tightly to whom they think they should be, playing small, & refusing to deliver.

I have spoken previously about my thoughts of this numerological year being a `10 year, and not a 1 year at all.. Numerology typically removes the value of the 0, however, I think that the 0 is very impactful in describing what is happening with the energies of the number 10 – 1 being creation, and 0 being destruction, and the 10 of them playing out a simultaneous sync, that is very reminiscent of twin flame energy, the infinity symbol, and the nature of existence itself.

This new moon in Aries borrows from that Kali, (the dark goddess) energy of destruction, and creation, and how the both of them are dependent on one another for growth.

A vital lesson is actually being presented to us in the wake of the new moon in Aries once again for us to do our shadow work. There is a lot of shadow work that goes on during this time because the Spring energies are trying to make way for a lighter vibration. We have broken down a lot of information in such a short space of time, and this is so that we welcome the next part of the year with ease.. Although, this year may be a trying one in terms of us breaking into a new dawn.. As we rise into higher energies, we are also met equally by all of our fears, and blockages, and the panic that is currently happening on earth with the political system, and people feeling desperate for change. As much as there is a lot of movement, there is also still alot of backwards activity, a lot of organisations, systems, and a lot of people still reluctant to break out of the dark ages.

For twinflames specifically, because they take on the embodiment of all of the templates of human kind, they are finding this struggle against the old, and the new particularly difficult.

March also being the 3rd month, brought us the energy of the number 3, which is highly charged with spiritual information, communication, and creative/birthing energies.

Twin flame New moon in Aries *FREE* reading – 

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The 4 of pentacles, The magician, the devil.

For twinflames, this new moon period asks them to embark on a period of transmutation, and the kind of alchemy that completely turns their world around. There may have been many triggers lately in the name of old templtes, rigidity, and feeling as if we must adhere to certain labels, or ways of being, in order to feel accepted, or accounted for. Many twinflames are trying to break away from the patriarchal grip that is the 4 of pentacles, in combination with the devil. Feeling stuck or tied down by rigid belief systems, practices, or demands. Perhaps they have been stuck financially, and it is time for them to use their creative sensibilities to find a way to generate more income, without experiencing tediousness, boredom or restraint. They are becoming away pretty fast of what they have taken on from their parents, and unlike before, they are actually making a conscious effort to challenge themselves, and not to run away from what needs to be faced. The magician is also the ability to exist within the present moment. It is only when we are conscious of ourselves that we are true manifestors, manipulators of energy, because then we keep tabs on what we are creating, with every passing moment, which is really the definition of karma.

Blessed be, my sacred beings ~

The GENERAL weekly reading for this week, the 27th-2nd will be out on Wednesday detailing the energetic themes of this week, so you can keep up with your lessons, and growth HERE, and the twinflame weekly reading for this week will be released for purchase tomorrow, but payment for it may begin now..

See below for purchase details.

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 How do you order and claim your own purchase? The usual way.. Through PayPal: emailing the sum of £3.33 to cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk & then sending me a confirmation email (MUST!!) with the email that you would like to receive the reading at! & the reading shall be sent automatically to you – upon completion.

I am so pleased to announce that my first EVER twin flame novel is officially out. This is the most in depth depiction of twin flames that you will find! Following their family karma, & the entire alchemical break down of the Union, INCLUDING the true purpose of the separation stage –
And the most taboo topic – What is life after the twin flame dynamic?
To purchase this life altering, timeline shifting book – click here – 

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TwinFlame **AQUARIUS NEW MOON** reading – Follow our facebook page for DAILY TF news.

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Main theme//Unified energy – THE STAR, Masculine – King of wands & Four of cups, Feminine – Judgement & the page of pentacles.

What an amazing card to receive for the new moons main theme energy – The star card, which is actually the card that represents Aquarius as a sun sign.
So, the star card arrives after the tower card. This is the recent life experiences that twin flames have been through that have entirely shaken things up for them. So this is recent revelations about the ways that they have been living their lives, changes, and epiphanies that have come on very strong, and have rearranged the course of their destiny.. Sometimes, these significant changes, and life events can seem as if they are working AGAINST us, so many of us may have felt as if we were losing our grip on reality, or as if things have hit us harder than we deserve.. The truth is, this is very much the energy of Kali, the healing goddess who heals first, by completely fucking shit up.

Once, we have cleared this path of everything that we do not want, what is left, is actually all the tools required for us to rebuild. KNOWLEDGE. Understanding. Heightened awareness. All that is brought by the healing energy of Aquarius.
The star is renewed hope..Things are not actually as bleak as we once thought they were, once we get ourselves unstuck from our minds, and the coming days following the new moon reveals a new beginning for twin flames. There is a shift in their energy fields, when they actually begin to feel very lucky, as opposed to the heavy and tense energy that they were feeling in the days before. The dust is settling, and the fog is clearing.. The star in the image suggests a light emerging to show them the way in the darkness. They may start to look back and realise why everything had to happen as it did, and gain a new appreciation for life, and life’s lessons.
The feminine once again is being very nurturing at this time.. She is pouring hope, and faith not only into herself, but also into the masculine. If he is going through a hard time, then she is choosing to focus on herself, rather than to be judgmental to him.
She is a new woman. Emphasis on the woman, embodying so much more of her feminine charm – she is leading the way for this renewed sense of beginnings. Alot of clearing is happening at this time, and they will both feel the effects of this soon enough.

The king of wands in conjunction with the four of cups is the masculine taking the time to step into his role as the divine masculine. He is actually turning his life around by changing his perception now.. You see the cup that he continuously failed to realise was an opportunity from the divine? Well, he is turning around now, physically, and metaphorically, and realising that this cup is offering him a token for a new beginning. Perhaps things did not work out in the way that he thought, maybe he expected his life to take a different course, but this is a spiritual awakening that arrives to him, in the form of an emotional upheaval, that will find it’s own balance. He is not looking at the past anymore, and he is coming into more close contact with his intuition.. His predictions may be getting stronger, and he can no longer ignore for much longer that he is actually gifted in many esoteric, metaphysical ways..

Judgement is the feminine taking a look at her destructive behaviours.. If her recent relationships have seen challenges, and destruction, then, she will be looking within, and she will be assessing herself, instead of just blaming past partners, or everyone around her for her behaviour. She is becoming less selfish, and less neurotic. In realising that the world does not revolve around her, but actually revolves around a bigger picture, she learns to tame her ego, and remove this, me, me mentality.
The page of pentacles sees her offering a gift to the masculine.. This is a gift that has not reached the full stages of maturity. Perhaps she extends some comfort to him.. Or sends him a message whilst being very weary of not coming across too strong. She knows he needs some support at this time, but she too is going through a lot, so she cannot afford to OVER give in the energetic department. She makes a small offer. She is busying herself by correcting smaller wrongs along the way. .This is much like the show, ‘My name is Earl’, she knocks on doors, metaphorical to correct many karmic wrongs from her past, as she is now very aware of herself. She can catch herself in the act of wrong doing.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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Twin Flame *DAILY* Reading 25th-26th January..Follow our facebook for more!

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Twin Flame *DAILY* Reading January 25th-26th.
Main theme//Unified energy – 5 of pentacles, Masculine – Temperance, Feminine – Queen of wands, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – 3 of pentacles, The energy the feminine projects to the masculine – 7 of swords.

With the main theme presenting itself as the 5 of pentacles, it appears that twin flames today are dealing with the feelings of lack. This could be energetic lack – recent events may have meant that they are a little low on energy because of everything that has been occurring. A lot of fast downloads, means moments of rigorous and intense energy bursts, followed by moments of low energy, and excessive tiredness.. Perhaps the inspiration to follow through with the dreams, or their over active minds at this time have meant that they are not getting much rest. With the masculine, it appears his lack of rest is to do with him trying to acquire finances. He may be doing this for the benefit of the union, hence projects to the feminine financial expansion. This may be his way of saying everything is going to be alright. He is attempting to adjust in a way that is pleasant, and fitting for all those involved. If he has children outside of the union, that he wants to ensure he has enough money to be able to take care of his duties, and also take care of his needs with the feminine.

Expansion is definitely at the core of his mind, and the core of his being. He tries to be more flexible at this time.. Whilst the 5 of pentacles is about knocking on a door that is not answered, the 3 of pentacles is coming together to create new doors, and new opportunities. So, he is dealing with his abandonment consciousness in a big way here..He is seeing a bigger picture now, and whatever troubles he has faced, he is beginning to think that they can work themselves out.

The 5 of pentacles is also associated with a lack of self worth.. Both twins are dealing with their fears about being abandoned, and being left out in the cold..This may be childhood fears, or fears about others taking from them, but not giving back. Temperance suggests that at this time, the masculine is lending himself heavily to spiritual pursuit, and spiritual salvation. He is becoming very mystical lately, and he recognises that this issue, is something that he must take up with a higher power. He may be meditating, or prayer especially at this time..Seeking more divine guidance about how to go on about this situation, and it does appear he is receiving the answers that he needs. This angel is offering him a new cup, an exchange of energies, likely his higher self, however, I feel that he will need to make some kind of trade//sacrifice, or otherwise, in order to receive this type of blessing that he is asking for.

The queen of wands is the feminine’s time of spiritual awakening, most specifically, spiritual awakening. In giving herself time to explore herself, and her own wounds, she finds even deeper truths at this time.. She is learning to accept what it feels like to feel engulfed; in pain, in loneliness, in uncertainty, and this level of vulnerability is actually giving her the power that s he needs. She is very inspired at this time because of how deeply she is digging.. Answers are found in the darkness, and in the subconscious mind, and they both seek their soul at this time, and do find it..
The seven of swords is all about sneaky, or avoidant behaviour. Perhaps the masculine reached out to the feminine, and he has not heard from her since. There is the sense that they are both holding off from one another whilst they work on their issues. If there was contact recently, then likely this triggered even more soul awakening.. The masculine could perceive that the feminine is hiding something, or that she does not want to fully face up to the situation now that he has returned.. She may be avoiding some areas that they discussed, but mainly, she is trying to deal with the realisation that she was not necessarily as far along on her healing journey as she may have once thought… Not to worry, an acceleration begins here.
Happy healing my sacred beings ~

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Twin Flame (Divine love) Weekly Reading November 28th-December 4th; Ascension, Change, Resurrection, and the inner child martyr.

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Main theme – Wheel of fortune, What is occurring for both twins – 10 of swords, The masculine – Four of pentacles, The sun, Ten of wands, The energy that he projects to the feminine – Knight of swords, The feminine – The world, 6 of cups, 9 of wands, The energy that she projects to the masculine – 3 of pentacles.

Numerological break down calculation – 28 (2+8) = 10 – Endings, new beginnings, the completion of a cycle, death/rebirth – 4th – Structure, stability, order, organisation, and security. 

The main theme existing as the wheel of fortune is indicative of karmic changing, and a new karmic cycle beginning for both twins this week. The wheel of karma is always turning, and always changing, and usually when it turns, it is turning our entire life upside down with it. This speaks of us embracing death, and with the ten of swords as what is occurring for both twins, it appears as if this death arrived as a painful ending to something. An ego death is revealed here, an old way that was no longer serving both twins is brought to a halt, potentially by a painful situation that opened their eyes to the reality of the karma that they were both creating, and entertaining..

At one point before this, both twins may have felt as if they were somehow cursed, and wondered why things would always play out in the same, or in similar ways for them, and this recent ego death is allowing them to see that, actually, they were NOT cursed, but it was their perception of feeling, and thinking as if they were cursed, that truly manifested these feelings, and experiences to them.

The 10 of swords speaks of victimisation, allowing others outside of you to have a little bit too much power over you, say over you, or control over your happiness. Giving their power away in this way was because of a lot of childhood concepts, and beliefs that they held about their worth, and their value, and upon looking within this week, however painful this may be, they are recognising this. Because the number 10 however relates to endings, it appears as if this one lesson delivered by spirit was so heavy, that both twins will draw a line in the sand HERE, and there is much thoughts about change on a grand scale, beginning with the changing of the pattern of thoughts that they conjure. There is a very, very strong desire not to repeat the mistakes of the past, and the universe, and God is assisting both twins in this process, through alerting them to how these karmic situations were made manifest in the first place.
The wheel of fortune is also the number 10 in the taro deck, indicating that this is a grand time of endings, and new beginnings, and both twins should be comforted in the knowledge that whatever is being taken away from them at this time, is going to be replaced by something of a more fitting vibrational match..

Both twins have successfully completed a MAJOR stage in their life’s journey, and they should be very conscious of this point of the ‘luck’ that is about to pick up in their lives. In reality, this is not anything that is necessarily new to them, it is only know that they have allowed themselves to witness that when their thoughts are channeled in a positive way, they have SO much power to manifest even more positive experiences, and opportunities.

Our karma changes, as we change our minds.

The cycle that is ending at this time is associated with pain, rejection, and neglect, and this has been a story that has followed both twins ever since childhood, and probably even further back through past life karma.

With the four of pentacles, this week, the masculine is exploring his obsessions with financial gain, and perhaps holding on too tightly to things out of fear of loss, or ridicule. In some areas, he has held on too tightly to things, in other areas, he has not held on tightly enough, and this is all to do with his perception of not having enough abundance. He almost feels as if when he gets something good, he must cling on to it with all of his might, because it will soon be taking away from him, and this has caused him in the past to be too controlling, of himself, and sometimes of others around him. This control comes from fear, and he could potentially be over working himself at this time toward his own detriment. He is very desperate to get everything together financially, and to build this sense of stability, but he must be very careful of over doing things, and STILL feeling as if there is some sort of point to prove.

He IS expanding this week however, and is a little more conscious and aware of his actions, and behaviours, and where they are stemming from. Once he realises that he is NATURALLY abundant in all areas, then he will not feel so much as if he has to take on more than his fair share – in all areas of his life.

The ten of wands speaks of him coming out of a period of feeling that he almost has to prove himself,and his worth, because naturally, and all on his own, he is not good enough. Perhaps he has been the yes man previously, trying to please everybody else, or over compensate for things, because deep down, his inner child did not feel good enough.
The sun card shows that his inner child this week is extremely reading and willing to burst out of these old models, and enlighten him to a new perspective, one that is filled with more light, and ease… He does not have to travel so heavily, and if he could cast his eyes back to a time when there was more beauty, and wonder in his life, he will realise this. So, this is about identifying collective thoughts, fears, and phobias that he picked up along the way, and letting go of the many pressures to fit in, or to be seen a certain way. There is a lot of pressure on the masculine about the ‘right’ way to be a man, and I feel as if he has internalised a lot of this, and tried to embody a part of EVERYTHING that he thought made him a man.. Perhaps he was role playing, (embodying several false faces & personas at once), displaying this false sense of self, and armour that he used to protect himself…

This week, he is recognising that, there is nothing to protect himself from, apart from his self, and his own thoughts..

The energy that he is projecting with the knight of swords, shows that he is a messenger, with a divine message, and he is REALLY stepping into that role this week..Because of what he has learnt, he seems to have a light about him this week, and part of him paying back his karmic dues involves him enlightening others around him, and teaching them about this new found perspective of his. One of his missions involves alerting other masculines of the flaws within their template, and he seems to be teaching others a thing or two this week. This could also relate to him providing the feminine with a new perspective, he has communicated something to her this week, and it is like a relay race, in which he passes this divine truth on to her, and then she passes it onto another, or onto others.

She may be seeing his truth this week, and tapping into him more easily, which helps her to understand more the struggles of the masculine. He has actually come a very long way to deliver this message, and to become who he is now.
For some of the masculine, this will see them reaching out to the feminine, perhaps to offer some sort of apology, or to explain things from his end.. Either way, the feminine does not seem to be as closed minded about hearing him out, or learning from what he has to say, even if she is not necessarily ready, or willing to take him back romantically..

There is an energy of friendship here.. SO perhaps some divine feminines are willing to start things off again as friends, before taking off into anything too hot, and heavy, and this to me, sounds like a fantastic idea!

The world card on the side of the feminine speaks of an acceleration in consciousness, mentally, and spiritually, she is currently out of this world! And I mean this because she is challenging all types of outdated 3D programming, belief systems, and indoctrination around the matrix. Whether this is in relation to old religious/spiritual truths, beliefs about love, beliefs about men and women, or beliefs about being deserving, she is moving past a sense of limitation, and seeking a truth that is more universal, that FEELS closer to God, and oneness… Alot of the teachings of our society is based on ego, and separation, and she is realising this week that this has only caused her further struggle, and pain, so she lifts herself from all of the drama, and welcomes this period of death, and transition..

Mentally, she is leaving the world, because she is entering a new world, one that is more balanced, in harmony, and more connected with the masculine, and feminine principles. This is the opposite of wanting to fight the male patriarchy, rather, it borrows understanding of WHY the masculine felt the need to protect himself so, and does not look to men, or their behaviours as inherently evil.

She has gained a deeper understanding of the masculine, because she can see how his struggles either directly spark, or are born from her own.. This is allowing her to piece together an entirely new perspective, and it sets her free in many ways.

The 6 of cups is a card of union, or rather re-union. This is a card of childhood nostalgia, and perhaps a little dreamy, and may point to both twins actually merging, and coming together on a spiritual level. Their inner children are clearing, heavily, and very fast, so that they can be more receptive of what one another has to offer, without so many road blocks, and adulthood fallacies.

In breaking away from karmic bonds, and shedding some of her belief systems, this week, the feminine is able to display a version o f herself, and her love that is more playful, innocent, and childlike. This is a pure love, not an expectant love. But an unconditional love, the love that we give when we do not have a fear of not receiving. . Because we know that the love is always returned to us somehow, and it is always received, so we do not need to look for outward displays of gratification.

She is also handing a lot of love out to the community this week, because she is so loving of herself, and this gives her a lot of time, peace, and focus to share with others. This is a challenging of old perceptions. Perhaps the feminine had a mother who had victim consciousness, and would never give without the expectancy of receiving. Perhaps her mother once taught her that to give meant giving until you are left with nothing. But this again, is a perception of lack. When we are bountiful, we can give, and know that we will always be returned to…
And the masculine does return, over, and over again, when he is given the space to return..Think of the prodigal son in the bible..

Because she opens the doors to allow this playfulness to shine through, the masculine learns through example, and also feels more relaxed, (the sun card), to display more of who he really is.

Her energy was once VERY heavy, and this is one of the reasons that the masculine withdraw himself, and became distant.. Because he felt all of this expectant, vampiric, and victimised energies radiating from her, (through NO fault of her own ofcourse)… But now? We know better.. So, we DO better!

Think back to the way that love was done as a child. If we were children who were fortunate enough to have a relatively good childhood, then we were taught that love was something that could, and should be given freely. This is before 3D adulthood templates are downloaded to us about courtship, who should have the power in the relationship, how love should be articulated, and who should, or should not be chased ..

When the feminine is in a relaxed state, not worrying, or having anxiety attacks about the masculine, he comes through because he knows that he won’t be judged, and too much won’t be expected of him too soon.

The 9 of wands shows the feminines utter STRENGTH this week! She is looking back on how far she has come, and my! How far she HAS come! She has come through a period of much struggle, and strife to get where she is now, and as she rests, she awaits for more answers, and profound realisations to reveal to her the truthful nature of this previous cycle of her life. She knows that everything was pretty fated, and everything happened to prepare her and sharpen her more… And now, she awaits for the answers to carefully continue to unravel themselves.. And they do.

There is an appreciation of her journey thus far, BECAUSE it has brought her so much knowledge, and spiritual depth. A sigh of relief is breathed, as she knows that a new period is about to begin for her, each with its own set of struggles, although she knows that this time, she will be FAR better equipped to handle things. She may feel slightly battered, and bruised from all the turmoil of recent weeks, but there is a strong sense that all was not in vain, as she stands currently, she has earned many spiritual stripes for bravery, and volunteering to embark on all of these soul lessons for the purpose of truth, and light.
A worthy warrior, if there ever was one!

The energy that she projects to the masculine speaks of her expansion, and how this radiates an energy of expansion, and newness for them both. In many ways, she has torn his old world apart,and is still continuing to do so. This is new opportunities, and new doors opening for him, because she is holding this space for new belief systems to be created on his path. She shows him this week the importance of team work, possibly community work, and NOT being so focused on the I//the self//the egotistical desires. Perhaps through sending him love, believing in his natural abilities, or being an example of growth for him, she is changing his world, and showing him just how much MORE there is to see, to feel, to know.. Financially, this also speaks of her being the bounty for him to manifest a new project, or career role. As she grows the financial baby in her belly, he too benefits from this.

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General Weekly Reading – 14th-20th November; A glimpse into the POTENTIAL future, death, and transition of former concepts.

Main theme – (knight of pentacles), five of pentacles, death, two of swords, ten of wands.

Numerological break down calculation. 14 (1+4) = 5 – Change, freedom from restriction, liberation, order establishment, leadership, the ability to control ones own destiny. – 20 – Balance, harmony, partnership (magnified by the presence of the 0), healthier relationships, gratitude, and balance of masculine/feminine energies.

The main theme presenting itself as the knight of pentacles speaks of our thoughts that are focused towards the future, future goals, aims, and ambitions. This may be the planning and preparation that we dedicate to what we would like the future, and the near future to look like, based upon the work that we may do now, to make that a reality. This also indicates some foresight, the ability to be able to manifest, and almost see into the future. This speaks of our position of growth, we have gained lessons now from negative past experiences, and we are able to call bullshit far quicker than we were before. This enables us to re-write our karma in a sense, because the same mistakes cannot be repeated if we can spot them a mile off.

Doing things differently this time – going in prepared is the mindset highlighted for this week. The knight of pentacles is one of the only knights who does not act in haste, or eagerness. There is a challenge to be wise and patient about ones decisions, and overseeing matters, and situations with tact – this is the ability to not only start a project, but to finish it also. This may be tying in to a fear of endings, or saying goodbye that many of us have. This is a necessary part of life. Sometimes, the future that we envision just does not contain some of  the things, and the people that are currently within our lives, and this is a tough call that we will have to make – if we would like to grow. 

The Taurus full moon experienced on Monday also enhanced our desires to grow, and acquire more income – as this is a very earth based sign, tied into material pursuits. Perhaps this ties into our desires for internal balance at this time, as financial stability speaks of our own energetic security, and personal vibrations.  

Money is not your worth. But your ability to attract money says alot about your vibrational worth. At least it should in your own eyes.

Money means – being able  to buy nice things, being able to treat yourself, and those you love, indulging in things you enjoy, and honestly? In order to open yourself up to receiving these things, you need to believe that you first DESERVE them. This will motivate, and inspire you to do the necessary work in order to attract, and manifest them.

The five of pentacles sees us once again this week revisiting our feelings, and thoughts about lack. This may be abandonment consciousness, or our fears about being left out in the cold. This could also speak of poverty consciousness – the very real fear that we do not have enough, enough to survive, or enough to be considered enough. To look to the future, you need to look at where you have been. And the two of swords is the perfect representative of how our choices, actions, and decisions may have led us to thinking that we are lacking, or that we are not of enough value. Because the number 5 represents change, I do see us this week battling against these old theories, and notions. 

The perception of not having enough, is merely an illusion – and you do have the power to change that! It has actually been your mental programming, along with the past choices that you have made, that have kept this belief alive.

There is a battle; between our old ways of thinking//doing//feeling, and this new mental perspective that is trying to push itself through. 

It is a dance – between the old, and the new, that we are currently battling with, and many of us may feel as if we are truly battling for our souls. Change is knocking on our door. But there is also a hesitancy present, because this is unexplored territory. 

It is time to try a different route, because the grim reaper arrives to offer you a new destiny, (the death card). You can do things properly this time. Through independence, determination, and a strong belief in your value. 

You are almost all the way there. It is only your own feet that can trip you up now.

The 10 of wands symbolises an end to doing too much, more than your fair share, or carrying on with something when you know it is towards your detriment. This may be people pleasing habits, or directly taking on more than you should,  because you wish to ease the burden of others, or lessen their load. 

This may seem like charitable behaviour, but actually, shows a lack of respect for yourself. You can only ever truly give to others, if your own cup is fulfilled. Or else, what you are actually doing, is giving in the hopes that you will be given back to. And that RARELY ever works in our favour. You are NOT responsible for other people’s sloppiness. You can choose to walk away from whatever causes you unnecessary strain stress, or burden.  Including your own thoughts, and beliefs about yourself, and what you deserve. And this truly will set you free. We are still dealing with Scorpio energies, which highlight and symbolise to us areas in our lives that require complete death, and destruction. The current universal energies are supporting this transition of yours, remain strong, and remember WHY you are doing this. Because you actually are worth this change..

NOBODY is MORE important than you. And never should you idiolise, or prioritise others above yourself. No, this is not to be confused with selfishness. Some of us have spent a life time giving, and never receiving. Time has come to explore balance, on your OWN terms. It is the feminine energy t hat is receptive, so there is a heavy emphasis this week also on stepping into our feminine energy, of passivity, of allowing things to fall into place without feeling the need to try to control, and manipulate them. Do your fair share, and do not feel as if you have to go above, and beyond, to elicit the type of reaction that you DESERVE. 

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