General Weekly Reading – 17th-23rd April 2017 – The beauty of simplicity, the simplicity of beautiful living/Karmic bonds – unchained.

 

 

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Main theme, (9 of cups), Surrounding cards – 5 of pentacles, 6 of cups, the moon, 8 of pentacles, king of wands.

Numerological breakdown calculation – 17th (8) – 23rd (5) – karma, infinity, unconditional love, freedom from restriction, liberation, freedom from exile – change, freedom, new beginnings, death//rebirth.

The 9 of cups as the main theme is representative of emotional fulfillment, satisfaction, happiness, and contentment. What is your greatest wish? That which leaves one feeling safe, secure, and supported.

There is likely an incident that takes place either earlier this week, or at some mid point in the week that causes us to experience a state of bliss. Despite how small, or momentary, this even causes us to seek more joy, or greater splendor. Is it a wish that you wishes into existence? Perhaps peace, and harmony at the state of a new found joy.

For you are able to experience the smaller things, the birds in the morning, the sky in the evenings.. It is all apart of a greater puzzle, despite the struggle that the 5 of pentacles teases us with.

Our near past was filled with a lot of strife, and our inner strength takes us on a peaceful journey to set to work for what we want.

Th 8 of pentacles is baby steps and concentration. Rome was certainly not build in a day, and patience shows great faith.

Things are coming together in a beautiful way, once we allow them to.

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Abundance is the fruits of your labour. What you have worked for, and will work for that seats across the table from you now.

Beware of the 5 of pentacles energy of being or feeling deprived, or worn down this week. It does not seem to pose too great of a threat, however, it is still smart to be mindful of.

The 6 of cups is that sense of delight from the past. Maybe nostalgia or positive past memories that reconcile you with a simpler time – your connection to peace, happiness, frivolousness, and joy.

The king of wands KNOWS what life is about, when we forget, this king energy is here to remind us of why we work so hard.

To serve.

And what do we serve?

We serve God, or our source, our creator, in every moment that we show our appreciation.

This lie that you have been telling yourself is coming to an end gradually with the 5 of pentacles. Feeling abandoned, isolated, and mistreated is an old paradigm. It is associated with you having to purge yourself of drama, karma, and trauma that you took on from those around you. Your familiars.

What was not yours to keep..

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The king of wands is this new found strength in the battlefield. You may find yourself this week feeling like you can conquer anything, and you can, it is all in your attitude.

This is a week of karmic returns. It could be old loves returning to give you some perspective, new insight, and to help you to let go of your poverty mentality.

You worked for this. If you have been putting in the work, this week it is going to show.

The moon represents illumination, so we are feeling things very clearly this week, instead of thinking them, or seeing them, pay attention to your feelings.

It’s a time of being very connected to our emotions. We may be drawing information, and inspiration from our dreams, or even experiencing a whole new reality when we sleep. Your dreams this week could be very interesting in terms of pointing the way for you to understand yourself more, and process all of your emotions.

For many, your divination skills are growing, and you can almost cut through the falsity and the fallacies with great accuracy, just to see the truth. Cancelling out whatever on the way is a non-truth, or doing you a disservice.

Generosity, friendship, kindness – the simple things in life. Somebody may give you flowers. Somebody may stop you on the street and tell you how beautiful you are.

It is giving, and receiving, and being open to it all. It’s all about warmth, and safety, and protection, and if you have a guardian angel, or a specific deity, or somebody passed who you feel watched over you, you’re likely to really feel them this week.

The 6 of cups could be a sign, or a message from a loved one that you have really been waiting for.

There is likely a transparency in your relationships this week, suggesting you completed much work last week in facing up to, and eradicating some of the lasting bonds associated with blockages to do with intimacy, and community building.

Likely, the contentment from the 9 of cups comes from a relationship of passion, or honour, platonic or romantic. Enjoy this, you worked for this simpler time – to reap its rewards.

p The three P’s –

  • Passion.
  • Power.
  • Purpose.

Are highlighted to us once again this week. In order for us to exercise personal power, we need to have a passion towards life, towards what we do, we NEED to believe in life once again, and this week may serve as the reminder for why we should..

Our purpose is this passion, mixed with this power, and the results that it creates!

 

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Last week, I taught about two deities from various religious/spiritual faiths;  The archangel Gabriel, from the Christian faith, and the goddess Harmonia from the ancient Greek traditions. 

This week presents a story of triumph for both – especially the divine feminine, and we will be learning more about a popular, and prominent figure of feminine inspiration, and victory against the odds – Esther Afua Ocloo, a Ghanaian female entrepreneur who came from poverty, and also came to establish a world wide name for herself, and her business organisations.

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The feminine awakens even more this week to her divine gifts, and is able to sit in her heart space even more, making her healing even MORE potent, because she does not hold onto ill feeling, resentment, or so much confusion about her chosen path, or her chosen past.

The masculine is making forward movement and progression once again finally – and could be seeking some type of counselling, support, or community in order to  create a reformation of his thoughts, or general character. The destination is clear. They both recognise now that there is so much more to life, and the next weeks will see them position themselves in a place to live from point 0.  No past. And an abundant future. This 10 year takes full effect.

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I decided to draw a number of extra cards this week, as I felt that there was a lot of energy that wanted to reveal itself. The Rumi oracle card chosen, is ‘The passion for purpose’ card, which sets our souls ablaze..

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General Weekly Reading – 27th February – 5th March; Endings, new beginnings, Death/rebirth cycle- future visualisation is medicine.

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Main theme – The empress, Surrounding cards – 8 of wands, Death, The fool, 8 of cups – Angel card – The guardian angel of service.

Numerological break down calculation – 27th – Moving through abandonment consciousness, healing through creativity, and service to others, understanding the self, burying the past – 5 – Change, Rebirth, and transition, liberation, humanitarianism, increased sensitivities.

Spring is yet to arrive, however, many of us are feeling the full effects of the energies of transformation, and new life taking bloom out of the darkness.. The empress card,is very much in tune with the energies of new life, fertility, and being the right time  for things to reach their cull capacity.. There may be alot of creative energy, and also sexual energy available at this time. If you  have existed with the feeling that life is dull for quite a while,or as if you are ready to embark upon a new venture, this is the week that will see you putting plans in place to make that a reality.. This is the week that you will be ready to let go of what no longer serves you, as it becomes more, and more apparent that the fruitful life that you seek, is out of accordance with your current reality..The empress may represent maturity, perhaps you have had a growths spurt, an inclination to become more responsible of that which you currently co-create, and you are asked to evaluate what,and who in your immediate surroundings support this growth. Where would you go if you had no proverbial chains/shackles around your feet? What would you do if you could do anything? And what is your motivation towards making that happen? Any time that we endure a metaphysical rebirth, we are asked to challenge the existing fears that we have about death. Because to change,means to let an old part of your life die.. The number 5 represents the ultimate in change, freedom, and liberation. Some of our most notable life path 5’s have been freedom fighters,(Afeni Shakur),and have fought for the entire toppling of old rigid systems.. So I ask again,what no longer serves you in this life that is  rife with opportunity for freedom, and exaltation.

The empress appearing with the death card denotes a POWERFUL energy of death,and rebirth,which also runs very strongly throughout this weeks twinflame weekly reading, (see bottom to make purchase), and is everything to do with the energy of Kali, the dark goddess, and what this 10 year represents. 1(creation, absolution, the beginning), 0 (endings, birth, death, destruction, darkness, nothingness). We will see it played out infront of us this week.. How the destruction of elements of our life give rise to even new life,and how we have repeated  this process  in our lives so many times before.. Something is shifting for us in a major way, and for a lot of us, this is happening beneath the surface. Something new,and bountiful seeks to rise within,and it is pushing everything that is stale out of our way..The big bang theory is but a metaphor for what occurs this week..Elements are brought together in a major way – colliding to show you some forms of truth, that you may not have been open to prior to these past 2weeks.. It was actually a lot to do with the intense energetic clearings of last week,and the past few weeks that brought you here this week, and much strength, courage, and determination is shown.

You are coming out of a period of darkness this week, that mirrors not knowing, or not being clear about yourself,and what you would like to achieve..The empress could represent you being pregnant with ideas, or things that you would like to accomplish. You may be receiving so much insight into where it is that you must go,and the fool card expresses a careless wisdom to go in the direction of what you want. Perhaps you have no idea where you will end up, or where some of these new ventures may take you, but you are filled with the enthusiasm to try out something new, I mean, anything must be better than a life of uncertainty? No?With the 8 of wands, the empress could be news of a pregnancy,literally for many of us, that causes us to change the course of our current life’s direction. The fool card could be the journey of a beginning of motherhood, whilst the 8 of cups means leaving past habits behind that may not be conducive with parent hood.

The 8 of wands for many could also be travel.. It could be that you are moving to a new location,or travelling to somewhere you have never been..You could be filled with anxiety over this, because it’s actually something pretty special,but a new life does lie in waiting here for you, potentially with a lot of soul mates for you to meet also. You could suddenly have a new opportunity sitting in the palm of your hands. Something you are nurturing,and putting your best efforts towards that is ready to be unleashed,and revealed to the world. A product,or book perhaps?  The 8 of wands could also relate to a message, you may be sending this message out because you feel it is the right time to do so, or, this could be a message that comes to you about it being the right time to take action in your life. Fast movement is suggested with the 8 of wands,so something suddenly kicks into gear for you, and you do not feel like wasting anymore time,  or allowing life to pass you by.

Death, can represent a healthy form of detachment. So whilst some of us this week may be walking away from past, or karmic relationships, many of us are finally feeling ready to enter into new partnerships, or explore the possibility of what this may mean.. Certainly for many of my twinflame readers, alot of the feminine have spoken of broadening their horizons in this way.. There is the feeling especially with the fool that many have felt burdened in their lives, and forward movement that is swift could mean travelling lighter,cutting out some of the bullshit that we have to deal with day to day.. Things, or relationships that are dragging on bringing stress to our load. Whether the separation is temporary or permanent,there is a change in energetic dynamic this week that appeals to our call for expansion,and wanting more.

Maybe, some of you are walking away from attachment in general. Many healers lately have been giving the trumpet call to a lot of trainee healers, or highly sensitive beings who found themselves in karmic, and psychological loops of draining relationships. Learning more about what co-dependent relationships are, and what narcissists are, is helping a lot of people to re-evaluate their attachment with attachment in itself. The empress card could be attaching ourselves, or re-directing our focus to something that is going to nurture us,as opposed to giving our attention away to lifeless situations. The past has much to teach. 

Blockages move out of the way with the 8 of wands, and the 8 of cups draws fourth what it is that we seek. With the fool, the 8 of cups, and the death card all together, I could not even begin to describe how monumental this week is for change, and awakening. There is so much clarity for people who have been wanting this type of clarity, who have had these questions for so long. The 8 of cups could be the final decision to walk away.. To go in search of who you are,and what you really want. There is a breaking of procrastination, and this thought that things must be executed with accuracy, and precision at this time.. We can no longer be unclear, because that takes away so much of our precious time. 

Being your best self is highly encouraged this week.. Waking up, and feeling as if you are the most important person in your world. Changing your surroundings so that they mirror who you are now. You may want to throw out some old items, and take yourself shopping for some new things. The empress is really all about self love, and luxury,and knowing what you deserve. This is light coming from the darkness,this is feminine love – maternal,and forgiving,and affectionate. The efforts that you have put in, come out at this time.

It is time to leave behind so many things that were just extra baggage to you,  because they were weighing you down it appears , and trying to trick you somehow, or deter you from entering this new path.. This could have been a very dense energy that you almost felt obliged to carry with you for whatever reason.. The empress wishes to give you the fruits of life, but asks how you give these fruits to yourself? This is the energy of Yemojah (Yemaya),the water goddess who washes away our past, giving us a fresh perspective, but gives her children the tools to operate as channeling vessels of herself.. You  have to take this energetic baptism, and run with it, nurture it.. How are you taking care of yourself? How are you making yourself a priority, and your own self care? People will only respond to you how you respond to yourself.. A vital lesson in attracting the love that you desire!

Angel card –

Angelic realm – Angel of the heaven of form.

Angel function: To teach us how to give from our hearts.

Gifts for earth: It can help you to understand the nature of giving to others, allow yourself to be given to;appreciate the spiritual function of service.

The angel holds a dove, symbolising willingness to help. It blesses all who dedicate their life energy to helping to make this planet a happier and easier place to live in. It brings the light of divine grace to all who willingness give their lives to the service of helping others. 

This card relates to two things – our desire to help others, and our ability to help others through helping ourselves. This angel appears to offer extra strength and divine guidance to all those who walk the healing path – though it may not be easy at times, we are always rewarded in unforeseen ways, should we take initiative to open ourselves up to these rewards, and allow them to reveal themselves to us, and open up in our lives.. We must grow accustom to receiving help,guidance,and assistance from others,as many seemingly kind strangers are actually penance for our previous kind deeds, or from our service to the planet, simply by means of existence. Do not forget so readily to give to yourself what you give to others all of the time.  There is so much beauty in understanding that you are at the right place at the right time, and that you are deserving of a life that is filled with joy,and blessing,so that you may impose even greater blessings,unto the lives of others..

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A fresh door opens up for us with the determined energy of a new month. March takes us even deeper into the glory of what is a year of ultimate destruction, and creation – the 10 year that is 2017. The number 3 governs the month of communication, creative partnership, enthusiasm, and the energy of birthing. 

Twin Flame weekly reading preview – Twin flame weekly reading  – 27th February – 5th March 2017 – The inspiration of liberation , new beginnings, Death/rebirth, and the search for expansive, creative innovation. 

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Masculine – Left hand side, Feminine- right hand side.. Crowning (5 of pentacles),Main themes – The sun/death.

could it be for many twins that the idealistic desire for change far outweighs the actual courage, conviction, dedication, and pattern formation to be able to actually carry out, or create change?

For a while now, many twins have known what they have had to do, but have been stubborn and rigid to change, for many reasons. A lot of those reasons could include fear, procrastination, uncertainty, or comfortability. Perhaps abandonment issues make it difficult for us to separate ourselves from certain places, or things, because of our long standing fear of death.. Which is exactly the energy that this week brings about.

This is what the sun energy seeks to clear. Perhaps we are asked to tap into our creative nature so that we may communicate that which we have kept buried, and hidden for so long. It is important not to keep things locked away in our minds, because, then what it is time to express ourselves, we truly do not know how, and end up creating further turmoil for ourselves. 

This could even represent some feminine energies considering dating other people.. A desire to go out and experience the world may even create this opportunity for them to explore new relationships – either romantic, or platonic. She definitely seeks to expand her network, this could relate to her internal requirement for learning. She could be going on a journey this week to seek for higher knowledge, and awareness.. The energy of death sweeping away her old world means that she wants to search for what is beyond that world. This is like peeking over a wall where you can see vast land – different, and seemingly more prosperous than yours..

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading – 30th January-5th February 2017; Dark nights of the soul that make us all whole.

Greetings my love bugs – As I have mentioned on both my Instagram page, and my twitter, last week was a pretty emotionally, and energetically demanding week for me, and I did not find the chance to complete the general weekly, and the twin flame weekly then – HOWEVER, the cards were pulled, and I did find it very important to share the information that I found in them.. Although late, I believe this reading can still help many of us make sense of what was occurring for us last week. Please do enjoy, and understand a lot of these energies do tend to linger into the new week also.. The weekly for THIS week, will be posted shortly..Many thanks for your LOYAL readership!

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Main theme – 9 of swords, What is occurring for both twins – 3 of wands, Masculine – 5 of swords, 2 of swords, King of wands, Feminine – 4 of swords, The chariot, Six of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 30th – 3 (magnified by the presence of the 0) – Empathy, community, communication, creativity, birthing, merging, the divine mother – 5 – Change, transition, travel, newness, liberation, journeying. 

The 9 of swords demonstrates intense mental activity, and a sense of restless thought occurring for both twins this week.  Perhaps it appears that things may have taken a turn for the worst, as our worst fears, and issues revolving abandonment and rejection are played out before our very eyes. The 9 of swords always represents the darkness in our subconscious mind  – the nightmares, and anxieties that we have over what could go wrong in our lives. As 9 symbolises completion, likely, it is because both twins are aware that they have reached a time of immense change and conclusion in their lives, that they hold so many worries, doubts, and fears about what is to come. 

The 9 of swords can symbolise our natural reaction to death,  change, and destruction. This is the backlash of certain events that occur like the tower. Perhaps there has been huge change, something that has shaken us off of our feet, and caused us to re-evaluate life as we know it.. A realisation that we can no longer cling to what was, but this leaves us with the traumas of what have been.. We may have found ourselves this week re-living the past, pondering past mishaps, and facing the looming thought of loneliness. The 9 of swords can be a card of, ‘What have I done? How can I fix this? And where will I go from here?’

It may seem scary to make the leap from one state of being to another, but with the 3 of wands both twins are supported immensely to know that it is time to make the jump. A new life awaits the both of them, but yes it is both inevitable, and vital that they must face their own darkness, before they can introduce the necessary changes for salvation. 

There may be some hesitance to let go of what we thought we knew because of apprehension or anxiety about what this next stage may truly mean for us, but in order for us to manifest the visions that we have long conjured, there are definitely these vital changes that must be made. Holding on to the past only prolongs our pain, and suffering, and the 3 of wands hints that there are ships of opportunity waiting for us, to sail us to new lands, in search of what it is that we truly do want. The mind can often contradict itself – slipping between comfortability, and bravery. Both twins this week definitely seek new heights, and expansion, but they have also grown very comfortable with t he worlds that they know. A message returns to them. Perhaps they have prayed on something, asked for answers, or clarity, and it arrives to them this week – in the form of a dark night of the soul.

Relax. Do not worry so much about what is to come – just know that it will come. There is a brimming excitement about the next stage in your journey that is ready, and willing to surface, but your challenge is to silence the mind enough to allow what is to unfold – to unfold. The mind can often play tricks on us especially if fear has had a large grip and influence on our existence. It is time to directly confront our fears. What are some of your fears? And how do they hold you back from love, from experiencing what it is that you truly desire? Both twins are asked to plunge into the depths of themselves, because dreams wait for no man.

The 5 of swords describes an element of the masculine that I have discussed in previous readings. This is the part of himself that tries to protect, and to preserve himself by acting in a way that is typically in his own interest, and not at the interest of those involved with him. Perhaps he prefers to keep things to himself – he may have difficulty with expressing himself, or allowing himself to be vulnerable, so likely, he hides a part of himself, and in doing so this week, he finds himself in great trouble.

The feminine may be expecting more from him at this time. Greater levels of communication, and reciprocity, but the 5 of swords can suggest that mentally, he is fighting a silent battle. He may be hiding something, with-holding information, or dealing with a situation less than in a manor that is head on. This is all about the ego self. The part of the self that compartmentalizes itself, after one has suffered much trauma, and deception in their lives. He may be wearing the suit of deception himself, and engaging in back and fourth displays with the feminine that leave her feeling tired, and worn out. Energetically, she may be feeling tired of going to war for her masculine – Reaching out to him only to have him turn her away, hide things from her so evidently, or fail to show up. To him, this is something that allows him to maintain a part of his own identity, separate from her – careful not to get himself too entangled in her emotional web – but to her, this becomes just another game of attempting to prove her worth – through trying to get him to communicate directly, and confront matters in a straight, and narrow way. Perhaps it is vulnerability that he fears, so he gives only parts of himself, and parts of information away to others, always keeping a part for himself.

 He may have learnt to survive that way, and this week, the 5 of swords is teaching him that he can no longer carry on in this way.. Perhaps his deceitful ways may be catching up with him, and the 9 of swords represents his understandings, and peace making with the ills of his past.  The 2 of swords represents for him the crossroads for change – should he choose to take that path.

The 5 of swords, and the 2 of swords can sometimes describe a decision that must be made between 2 individuals. Perhaps in the 5 of swords there are 2 individuals who he is being secretive with, refusing to confess the entire truth. This could be why the individual presented in the card holds 3 swords – indicating that he is the cause, and the holder of the 3 of swords – which is the card that represents heart break, confusion, and disappointment. Perhaps this is what he causes for others when he behaves in these sneaky ways, whilst the 2 of swords that lay on the ground represent the decision that he is still refusing to make. 

His mind could potentially be split in to two, seeing the potentialities, and possibilies that could layf or him if he chose one of either path. Either way, a door way by the divine opens, and he must choose to step through one of the doors. He can no longer carry on in the same direction anymore, and his thoughts are intrusive to him at this time – urging him to take a closer look at his actions. Much mental activity, and thought could be creating stress for him, that only further causes him to push others away, as he experiences his own dark night of the soul. He may be attempting to avoid the situation entirely, but this does not mean that it does not creep up in his thoughts. This precipice that he sits on could be the difference between him receiving bountiful blessings, or still keeping in tune with the stagnant life that he has come to know. He may be needing to separate himself from a particular behaviour, mind set, belief, or person at this time, and time is ticking on for him to make a decision. The decision that he makes, will speak volumes about his desire, and determination for maturity. If indeed he can consider the needs of all those involved, and act in a way that is not only serving to himself. There could be the sense that any decision that he makes at this time may cause a great ripple effect, but still, he knows that he must move forward at this time.

The 4 of swords in combination with the 6 of swords suggests that this is an immense period of healing for the feminine. Whatever the masculine is battling, or has going on over on his side, is directly impacting the feminine and the way she views herself. A dark night of the soul is triggered in order for her to retreat within herself, and find the peace of mind to make sense of things. The 9 of swords energy truly does take a hold on the feminine in this week, and she shows towards the beginning of the week a desire to rest, and replenish herself. She may be engaging in a lot of journal-ling, prayer, or spirit work this week as she turns to something within her in order to cope with this dark, and worrisome time. Perhaps she has not heard from the masculine, and she can feel his 5 of swords energy – that he is battling with a situation in his mind, and refuses to be completely open to her about it. For a long while, she has been very communicate with him,  they both have problems with communication, but it appears that she seeks to take a break from being highly expressive, as she feels that he is not doing the same.

The 4 of swords is a period after healing, when we try to gather our thoughts, and to find peace with what happened. 4 symbolises structure, order, and stability, so there is the idea present that she really wishes to find peace in her thoughts at this time, as she realises how they can wreak havoc on her emotions, when she does not monitor them, or remain present in them.. Both this week are dealing with the impact that childhood trauma, or experiences tends to have on our minds, the way we think, the way we communicate, and the way we treat others. 

The feminine wishes to heal from this painful situation, mostly by understanding why it took place in the first place, and accountability plays a huge role in the dynamics for both twins this week. With the chariot, and the 3 of wands energy, some feminines may be choosing to move on from the masculine, to create some space, or even to allow him the space to deal with his own inner battles, whilst she deals with hers. The 4 of swords could be her calling time out on the situation, maybe she withdraws because she realises that at this time, it is a battle that cannot be won. The masculine is split into two, battling his own demons, and it appears that she is exhausted from battling a life time of her own. 

The chariot energy is forward movement.. After she has received the information that she needs through the 4 of swords, she has a desire to charge on, this time with more responsibility, and control over her own life. The chariot pulls along to sphinxes, indicating the wildness inside of the feminine. Her inner beasts, as she attempts to steer her in life in the right direction by taking some responsibility over it. She may be coming to the realisation that for a long time she was not in the drivers seat – acting on impulse alone, and allowing her thoughts, life circumstances, and the thoughts, actions, and opinions of others to move her along life. Many awakenings and epiphanies that she collects during her period of rest, and isolation will be the inspiring jolt that she needs to move forward.. This distance that she creates is in attempts to find peace, and is not directly related with how she feels about the masculine – although he triggered this, her search at this time is actually much greater. As she attempts to seek peace of mind overall, and lay a lot of past issues, and wounds to rest.

The 6 of swords places a large emphasis on family healing, and family wounds. She may be coming to the realisation that many of her thoughts, and experiences are in relation to habits, and beliefs that she picked up in childhood. The dark night of the soul and 9 of swords energy may very well point to the recognition of her shadow self being born of childhood wounds. It can be a very difficult time when we come to these realisations, and they do cause for us to be completely, and entirely honest with ourselves, but it is so necessary for change.. The feminine may be dealing with issues of safety, not feeling protected, or guarded, as the figures in the 6 of swords card are. Perhaps this relates to the feminine feeling unprotected by her father, lacking in masculine energy, or perhaps directionless, in relation to the men in her life.. She attempts to ignite her own masculine energy, with the chariot yielding both the yin, and yang in co-ordination to keep a steady pace that is direct, and certain of itself.. She may be seeking the aid, and counsel of others, trusted friends in order to comfort her at this time, or reassure her that these changes she is making, although difficult, are the right thing for her. There is a strong sense of community, so perhaps she is motivated to heal others because of the healing that she is working on within herself.

The knight of wands at the end of the week shows that the masculine has a strong determination to fight the challenges presented to him within his mind. His spirit is strong, despite all of the weary battles, and there is illumination that is coming to him this week, about what he is to do, and his role as a provider – whether this be the provider of love, security, finance, or communication. There are certain roles that he must step into and take seriously as he reaches this stage of maturity. Perhaps he is cautious of hurting others by telling the full truth, or he cannot stand to let go of some crutches in his life, but the king of wands suggests some courage, conviction, and willpower that arises within him. Towards the end of the week, he is much more willing to take responsibility for things.. Perhaps this is because the feminine triggers him by seemingly moving away from him, or he feels energetically that she is checking out in order to tune into herself. 

The feminine may be growing tired of a situation that presents itself here, and rightly so, as she has been back, and fourth for a long time dealing with this seeming lack of inconsistency. The king of wands is gradual change on his behalf, perhaps he did not have the best father figure or remodel, and he is learning what it means to carry the divine masculine archetype, through the triggering that the two of one another provide each other with. Although this week appears very heavy, and intense in terms of self confrontation, everything is happening as it should to bring them both greater levels of awareness, and depth. They have healed a great deal on their journey, but there is always more understanding to be gained, and this week suggests a MAJOR push, and stepping stone in them confronting the truth of themselves, the best way that spirit knows how – Through a dark night of the soul. The king of wands is all about the illumination received when the masculine finally connects with his third eye, and allows communication to flow through him freely, and openly. A lot of the things that he has been blocking himself off from realising, come to him this week, and unblock his sacral chakra. This has a lot to do with his sexual energy, so his awakening can be tied into a sexual awakening in a sense.

Perhaps he is gaining knowledge of the relevance, and importance of his own sexual energy – no longer seeking to abuse it, or to receive gratification in low vibrational ways.. This does not serve him, and as he matures actually, only depletes him if he does not recognise it as his life force. There is an empty pleasure in frivolous casual encounters that do not replenish his soul, and he is beginning to acknowledge this. The real worth is within him, and how he can express himself, and his feelings in colourful, and creative ways.

I cannot say for certain that when he turns around and is ready to confess himself the feminine will decipher that she is fully healed, or even ready to embrace this next part of her journey with him, because her healing retreat, and mental healing does not seem as if it is something that she is taking lightly, or doing briskly this time. She recognises that it is a big effort, and there are multiple layers of herself that she must now get to know. He may think that he can awaken, click his fingers, and everything will return to normal.. But this may just be another time that both twins have to look unto themselves, in order to look into the frame of God.. Co-dependency, either way, will never make for a happy home. .

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2017.

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General Weekly Reading 26th December-8th January 2017; My karma, and I. A new start to the year..

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Main theme – Justice, Surrounding cards – Queen of pentacles, Page of pentacles, King of wands, Two of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 26th – 8 -8 – The number 8 in numerology is representative of karma, and recognising karmic cycles in order to abolish them. Where the number 8 appears, we are asked to consider how we have been living, and what we have been manifesting. Abundance, business, financial success, and humanitarianism also governs this number. 

Happy new year my darlings! First  of all, I would just like to state what a wonderful journey it has been with you all since I first started doing these readings last year. They actually just started off as something that I was trying out, so I am absolutely ecstatic that they took off in this way and were so successful! I hope you guys receive as much joy reading them, as I do writing them..  

 I had a few unfortunate incidences last week, and I ended up losing the work that I did for the weekly, and twin flame weekly reading, so this weeks reading covers two weeks worth of energy, which I still feel is pretty accurate, because no themes, or experiences are confined within a weeks space only, the same themes, and energies tend to follow us into the next week, and sometimes even into the next month. There is no strict or linear time line on this..

So, it has been a very crazy time.. A lot has been happening personally in my own life, in terms of lines that I have drawn in the sand, and targets that I have set for my own personal well being. The holidays are quite a strange time, I mean there is the energy of happiness, and family, and joy, but because of Astrological placements, and the energy conjured in December, it can also be a time of intense philosophical thought, nostalgia, and even slight depression. BUT, with promise, it does appear that the energy already is getting lighter, and easier for us to work with. Many of us will need to recover from what I like to call, the holiday blues. Time spent with family that highlights to us some of the trauma, or karmic cycles that we have picked up, or have had to endure over time.. Which brings me onto the beauty of this weeks reading; the main theme, is karma.

The justice card is suggestive of heavy karmic work that arrives in at this time. Justice being a major arcana, suggests a period of transformation on a core level in our lives – a complete re-invention of the things that have remained injustice, out of balance, and out of alignment with our soul’s demands.. In legal terms, justice speaks of things going in your favour, winning a court case, or proving your innocence, so, in spiritual terms, this is highly similar.. Justice is that which serves an order of integrity, morality, or keeps the balance, and the principles of life intact. What is right? What is wrong? And how can we live by, and uphold our ideals about what is fair? How have we been unfair, abusive, or potentially sneaky, and avoidant?

The justice card arrives to highlight to us cycles, specifically repetitive cycles that speak of dysfunction.. ‘Old’ karma that appears almost like a trap, because you keep doing it over, and over, especially if a part of you, (your intuition), knows that what you are doing is not in alignment with who you truly are.. This tackles the false layers of self that we have built over time in order to protect our inner child, our inner bruises, or separate ourselves from painful truths. What we have not wanted to face, is brought up for acknowledgement, and it is up to us to be heroic at this time, and do what IS right, because there is quite a clear distinction. This is not about the shadow self, and the higher self, this is about plain and simple, what serves your best intentions, and does not diminish your responsibility to others, and the well being of others. 

Possibly, an issue or an incident that does not sit well with you draws your attention to areas that you have tried to ignore. You may even catch a glimpse of your former self in those moments. If you are non-pleased with what you see, it is important to forgive yourself, for the times that you did not know better. For the times that you were so out of touch with your intuition, that you let the darkness get the best of you.. That you did things that you regret. 

These cycles are not brought to your attention to shame you, but rather so that you can reconcile with yourself, and with others. Restoring balance, and order into your life is of the utmost important at this time, and rectifying old wrongs..The two of swords indicates that strength is needed at this time in order to make a vital decision. You may feel compromised, between your intuition, and your rational/logical thought, but a decision must be made if you are truly to get on track in terms of restoring balance into your life.. This decision may relate to cutting something out, or releasing something that no longer serves who you have come to be.. You may even notice that certain friends, or family members around you have been toxic, and you need to decide how best to handle this, so that it does not interfere with your own well being. This could be a decision that YOU need to make to walk away from something, or somebody, maybe temporarily, or maybe indefinitely.. You will have to see how the wind blows, but in conjunction with the justice card, it appears that this choice or decision that you must make will alter your life in a pretty major way… There’s something that you need to decide to be done with. This may relate to finally sticking up for yourself in some way, or by declaring self respect..

‘I am not going to do this anymore’ ‘I am not going to PUT UP with this anymore’, is the echoes of your soul at this time, and you need to stick to your convictions, or I promise, the same bullshit will keep happening.. You can forgive whoever you need to forgive, but if you go right back to  being the same with them, without having a conversation about what occurred, you will find that the same scenarios continue to unfold. If something is depriving you, then it is not up to that thing to remove itself from your life, it is up to you to modify where necessary, or remove it entirely. Life does not bend to your will. If you want change? CHANGE. This could point to something that you knew intuitively was bad, but you just chose to ignore it, like, ‘Well, it’s fun, so it doesn’t really matter’… Or, ‘Well, it’s not that bad.. ALL the time’.. Yeah, it is time to stop making excuses for poor behaviours, and injustice. You have been through enough to KNOW better now.. Use discernment, it is time to DO better..

The king of wands this week, is representative of a strong, and sturdy will power. Spiritually, you will need to level up, and tune your energy if you are really going to go after this change, and make modifications to your habits, and ways of doing. You need to know that you are deserving of change, in order to strike change, and the king of wands is that confident in himself – that his self love alone is a motivating factor. This is the inspiration for change.. When your energy boosts itself, naturally you attract things, and experiences of a higher vibration, but you need to let go of what is of a lower vibration first. You have to have a certain amount of BOSS energy to change your life. The willpower to say no, the strength to abstain, even when times get hard, or temptation is difficult. This type of energy is actually very specific in trying to come through for highly sensitive individuals, old soul healer types, empaths etc who spent most of their lives very shy, meek, or unsure of themselves. They may have hidden their talents, walked in their own shadows, maybe it was a result of being bullied, (even by family members potentially), that shut them down in this way.. BUT with the king of wands, you better get up and claim your throne.. Nobody is going to do it for you. You ARE strong, and you ARE capable, and so much self talk is encouraged this week, as you are building, and fighting against the negative voices of the former template. 

The page of pentacles touches directly on inner child issues, and this cross over that we are attempting to make. Perhaps the holidays, and time spent with your family triggered you negatively to regress. Regression in psychology talks about, going back to a former state of being that no longer represents you, when you are around specific people. So, this may be you now, in your adult form, as successful, and independent, but, when you are around your family, you morph back into this uncertain, and clumsy individual, despite all the work that you have done,  just because this fits an archetypal (routine) dynamic. We have to be very mindful of regression, because once it is over, we are likely to feel very wounded, or disappointed in ourselves because of it.

Break up with your negative family karma! You have seen life OUTSIDE of the template, never, ever forget that.. That gives you power.. Not saying you should stunt on your family  members who are still in the dark, but just remember, you do not have to subscribe to any experience that does not sit well with your wisdom. The page of pentacles is a message from your inner child about how you are going to create these new opportunities, and experiences for yourself. One step at a time is encouraged, in order to morph into the queen of pentacles eventually.. There may be a naivity, or an innocence present in y ou at this time, because you are not exactly certain of the steps that you are going to take to build this new reality, but you are ready, and willing to just go.. More than often? That is enough to start a fire! The page sees vision, so even if his fruits are far from manifest, it is okay.. Because, he is on his way to them. Think of yourself in this way. You are not there yet.. But you know how to work towards there..You know what ‘there’ looks like. There must be an implementation of new habits, that will eventually develop into patterns, this week.. We are all about working with PATTERNS, breaking some, and creating some new ones. 

What areas of your life do you need to change based upon recent awakening experiences? You do not need to start big. You do not need to be too dramatic about this change. This is not about grand new years resolutions that put you off in the first week because you have demanded too much of yourself. The smaller steps do add up. Do not let anybody tell you that they do not, or will not.. You just tackle them first! The page of pentacles shows determination to take something small, and invest it, until it potentially becomes self producing.. If you do something for long enough, it becomes a habit.. You do it almost without thinking about it.It is all about getting started.. We often procrastinate because we are afraid of failing. But..Imagine if there was no such thing as failure? Only practice.. 

I encourage a lot of inner dialect with the inner child this week.. Ask you what mini you wants?How value can be brought to the adult self now. The queen of pentacles, like the king of wands, describes standing in your power, and trusting your worth to bring you value in multiple areas. This is an individual who is creative, successful, and grounded, as the colour red represents the root chakra – our sense of safety, the antithesis of anxiety – the conquering of our obstacles! 

What marked your childhood experiences? Did you not like your walk? Well… Work on developing a more confident walk, who will ever know?

Were you teased for being over weight? Sign up to the gym, begin running every morning, and transform that memory within yourself..  Newness IS promised, but the level, and impact of change is dependent on the work that you are willing to do.

With the information that you have acquired, especially through your triggers, you should be almost unstoppable at this point. Alot of feminine energies, are learning to balance their inner masculine side, going after what they want, not being afraid, nor confined by judgement, or persecution consciousness.  With the king of wands, a lot of masculine energies are connecting with their feminine side by finding spiritual strength – God speaking through them, (think of a Sagittarius man – very philosophical, and aware), literally LIT on fire, with knowledge through channeling. 

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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Twin Flames (Divine lovers) Weekly Reading 17th-23rd October; Shadow healing, and blocks on the road to love.

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Main theme – Queen of swords, What is occurring for both twins – The hanged man, The masculine – Seven of swords, Four of swords, Ace of wands, Feminine – The star, Eight of swords, The devil. EXTRA CARD SPECIAL – Knight of swords.

The terms masculine and feminine in this case refer to energetic templates, and are not gender specific. Interpret where applicable. Please note also, even though the title is described as twin flames, high level soul mates, (empaths) existing in soul mate connections), may also find these readings useful.

Numerological break down calculation – 17th (1+7) = 8 – Karma, abundance, breaking of karmic chains, karmic realisations, and transformation – 23rd (2+3) = 5- Change, transition, freedom, breaking of bondage, liberation, adventure, and newness.

With the powerful full moon  in Aries that we experienced a few days ago, emotions, revelations, and epiphanies are still heavy in the air. This full moon saw us exploring areas of our life where we once felt challenged, particularly in the form of the shadow self, childhood aspects, and  our fears, and conditions about love. https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/10/19/full-moon-in-aries-october-16th-transforming-the-wounded-self-dark-night-of-the-soul-expanding-into-new-territory/

With the queen of swords as the main theme, this week, both divine lovers are assessing the blockages that lie between them, and the union of self, and the union between one another. The queen of swords can represent an individual who is harsh, or who places up walls, and barriers because of how deeply they have been hurt in the past. Look at the way that the queen sits, with her sword firmly planted in the ground, ever ready for an attack, and not with the embracing smile that the empress card holds, or even the sweet melancholy glare of the queen of cups. This is an individual who is stern, and who prefers to use the navigation of their mind, rather than their heart when it comes to matters of love. Both sacred lovers who are truly on this healing journey, and path, have been through so much throughout the course of their lives – particularly in childhood, so it is no wonder that they have developed these types of wounds, blockages, and defensive behavioural mechanisms;however, it is paramount to healing that these blockages be identified and released – which is the goal of the hanged man.

The hanged man arrives once again to dictate the importance of stillness. So both divine lovers are once again this week delving very deeply into themselves, and may seem withdrawn from others, or almost as if they are in their own worlds. Yes indeed they may be trapped inside of their minds for the time being, but actually – the best thing for them both to do at this time, would be to EXPRESS themselves. It is only self expression of what lies inside that will lead them to the pot of gold called love. It is important for the masculine this week to express his feelings towards the divine feminine, and it is important for the divine feminine this week to allow herself to be expressed to. She needs to get used to speaking her truth this week. Because everything that she holds inside tends to become toxic, and hostile, and manifests as dark thoughts, or feelings of helplessness. In order not to feel like the victim, she can often be overly defensive, of dismissive of the divine masculine, and others. If she is the one doing the rejecting, then it somehow makes her feel in control.

The queen of swords may also suggest to us the need for practicality, and proper discernment. It is important for us not to become caught in our fantasies of what we perceive the world to be like, based on past experiences, and get carried away with ourselves. The queen of swords can be the voice within our minds this week that reminds us, you do not have all of the facts. You cannot make harsh judgement, and decisions about things, and people just because you are feeling particularly insecure one moment, or overly vulnerable. Sit with yourself momentarily. Listen to what your thoughts are actually trying to tell you, and if there is revealing message to come through – channel it, into some form of creativity, instead of allowing it to engulf you this week.

The hanged man also represents both twins desire to release the ideas, beliefs, and actions that often cause them to appear cold, or stand offish. They both truly just want the best path to love this week, and that does NOT include passive aggression, rejecting one another, or playing mind games for the basis o power. The hanged man is complete surrender to any situation that presents itself in the name of love and emotions. There is only resistance to love when we exist in fear – and fear and love cannot truly co-exist, without one seeking to dominate the other. 

The queen of swords is also representative of the fact that the feminine NEEDS to speak up, and activate her throat chakra. If she does not? She will always be let feeling like the victim, and always be feeling like the masculine robbed her in some way, or did something to her. The moment that she does not like something, or she feels a certain way, she must articulate this, instead of burying it within, and allowing it to fester later as resentment, or cold words. The masculine actually deeply fears rejection – and this week, he is travelling very deeply into himself, to figure out why.

With the seven of swords on the side of the masculine, he is choosing..Well not to be so sneaky and avoidant anymore! This is particularly in regards to the part of his psyche that have previously been untouched. This may relate to his abandonment issues, his fears about love, and vulnerability, and his inability to commit to a person, thing, or situation. I feel like he knows that the feminine is at stake here, and if he does not address and confront his issues directly, he does stand to lose her – and also lose himself. This is not all even entirely about her, but rather him being fed up of living his life in this way, and feeling less than whole. The feminine shone the torch for him to acknowledge that he was holding parts of himself back, and parts of his soul fragments were scattered, and now he is fully taking the time and patience to peer into himself, and look closely at what wounds have become of him. The four of swords represents his period of solitude, contemplation, and healing, as he identifies what has been plaguing him, and tries to make peace with it. He may seem fairly distant this week- but he must be allowed this space for exploration. There is a lot to face at this time, very primal, ancient wounds, leading back to childhood and beyond, and he is actually being completely raw in his efforts to find out his own truth this week. 

His heart may feel very heavy at this time, so it is important for him to take the time to do his work diligently, so that he does not find himself breaking this work up into tiny pieces, and stretching out the healing process unnecessarily. It is  a lot to face when he has been avoiding facing things for so long, but he is there, and like the wounded soldier from battle, he is tending to his wounds. He may have played many mind games, or been too reactive in the past, or quick to let people go, because he did not want to appear as if he was emotionally dependent. Thoughts especially about being abandoned by the divine feminine may pertain to a mother wound, within him. A part of him may feel ashamed this week, because he still associates all these types of things with weakness, but for the most part, with the ace of wands, we can expect a powerful resurrection by him come the weekend. All of this hard work that he is doing in self exploration is strengthening his spirit, and he knows that he is about to enter a new phase of his life – as shaky as this too seems. The ace of wands represents his power to change direction. He is a very strong character, and he is realising that what does not kill you truly makes you stronger.. And there is more good, than harm in exploring what actually has hurt you. A new found inspiration and determination comes from him feeling purposeful – this is a re-connection to the type of humanity that will allow him to be the powerful light worker that he is destined to be!

The star card suggests that this week, the feminine is going through a rather hard time, along with her other cards. The eight of swords is all about one being trapped inside of their mind, and inside of ego consciousness. This is the shadow work of the divine feminine, and the masculine begun this a few weeks ago, the feminine has just been a little resistant because she held stereotypical thoughts such as, ‘I am the divine feminine. I am already enlightened. It is he who needs to complete all of this work. Not me. My shadow work is not as deep as his’. Oh yeah? Well it IS. Just as the masculine has a shadow archetype, so does the feminine, and this is to do with toxic expression – being passive about things, and then allowing those things to manifest as intrusive, self abusive thoughts. The devil card is all about how these thoughts attempt to trick her, and play with her mind. This week, they may have her feeling powerless, victimised, and abused. The red in the devil card also seems to relate to lower sexual energies – perhaps the dynamics of sexual abuse, sexual inferiority, or past sexual grievances. If there were any incidences in childhood where power was abused in this way, this too will rise to the surface this week to be cleared, although the clearing will not feel very much like clearing. Abandonment, and being left unprotected is the biggest fear of the feminine, and this fear is surfacing in a major way this week – so no wonder, she is so stuck in her thoughts, and her fears!

Perceptions, and societal expectations and requirements about what the masculine should be may be playing through her mind heavily this week. Perhaps this is the ultimate battle between heart, and mind. Her heart is very passionate about the masculine, and seeks to stay with him – her head however, is filled with programming, and ideas, and experiences projected from outside of her. In her reluctance to lose the masculine, she may have been playing mind games with him, and keeping him bound to her through low vibrations, sexual manipulation, or coercion. None o this is what love is about, and it is highly important for both sacred partners to cleanse themselves of the shadow aspect born of fear, if they are to truly know, experience, and radiate the love that they were sent here to gift. 

The star card actually suggests that this is a period of rebirth and renewal for her, and learning to balance what her intuition tells her, with what she has experienced on earth. Ultimately, healthy discernment will allow her to know what decisions to make. But if she is to grow? Then she has to learn how to listen to, and trust her own inner voice, despite what those outside of her may say/believe. This situation is NOT as bleak as it looks, and there is divine guidance at work here, but it is so, that during a dark night of the soul, we cannot see, nor feel, any of this. LET GO. Drop the things that exist in your mental realm that are limiting you and your beliefs about your worthy, and what you deserve. The eight of swords truly suggests that these thoughts are NOT real whatsoever, and the only reason that you feel stuck, is because your thoughts are surrounding you, and disallowing you to realise that, things are really not the way that you perceive them. Learn to trust your gut once in a while… The mind is filled with things that you have LEARNT, and been told, which is the experience of other people, not the experience of you. 

The eight of swords needs you to take a deep breath, and find the best outlet to release your fears, and thoughts about what is going wrong divine feminine. Things seem far scarier when they are trapped within your mind, and you cannot see the truth of a situation. If you are still operating from childhood fears, then you need to understand this week that those theories are outdated, and it is only your triggers that keep them alive. The masculine may be directly triggering you, (and you him), so that you can confront these issues once, and for all.

To me, the knight of swords always represents the masculine charging in, regardless of any walls, reservations, and hesitations that the feminine puts up, and offering her some kind of communication/information. Perhaps the sword that he is wielding actually refers to the ace of swords – clarity of thought, new perspective, or new ideas about herself, who her place in the world, and her love connections. He really wants to get a message across this week – and I do suggest that the feminine listen, because there is wisdom in his echoing. He is teaching her to let go, and to trust, that he will return, with more than what he left with. Abandonment, IS an illusion.

This week, we are expressing our truths, and letting go of what no longer serves us, spiritually, mentally, and emotionally. It is time to drop all of the pretense. And just be who you are..

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

© Seek Cindy.

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General Weekly Reading – 10th-16th October; Anti resistance, Karmic acceptance, Masculine Rebirth, and the ultimate surrender.

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Main theme – (The hanged man), Surrounding cards – Knight of wands, Eight of wands, Ten of cups, Knight of cups.

Numerological calculation break down – 10TH – The alpha and the omega. The beginning, and the ending of the all that is. God consciousness – unity consciousness, and the acceptance of masculine-feminine duality, conclusions, and understanding – 16th (7) – Lessons gained through spiritual hardship and karmic cycles.

With the hanged man as the main theme this week, we are releasing control, and resistance to the things that we cannot change, and focusing on the things that we CAN change – most notably, ourselves, our way of living, our way of thinking, our way of doing, and our way of being. Before any period of change, there must be some contemplation, usually this contemplation involves what it is we need to change, how these behaviours/patterns were born in the first place, and the damage that has been done.

For a lot of us who have experienced a lot of trauma throughout our lives, resistance, and the desire to control outcomes have actually been our favourite response to dealing – or rather NOT dealing with the things that have presented themselves in our lives, following our trauma. What this means is, most of us have actually carried on living out our traumas, because we have never been still enough to truly think about what we are doing, how we are feeling, or why we are operating in these ways… Yes this is a karmic come back like no other, and a continuation of the karmic bashing that we received last week.. I feel that this week is a little more settled however, as we completely abandon the fight to our truest nature.

Resistance, and trying to control situations and outcomes, actually exhausts us further, depleting our energetic resources, and bringing us more stress, and strain. What we resist, ultimately persists..

The eight of wands, and the knight of wands signify much inspiration, and dedication towards our future plans, goals, and ideas about what we are trying to build. There are two things that you can do in the face of karmic backlash – fall apart, and stay apart. Or fall apart, and build an entirely new you.  The ten of cups is representative of our focus towards building fulfilment, and internal satisfaction – the type that does not fade no matter our external circumstances. Whatever this bashing has brought us to realise, it has taught us above all that our internal systems, and our sense of well being, should take precedence above all – no more putting ourselves, or our soul’s calls last. Presence is now required to tease out the last of our wounds, and presence is all about knowing what it is exactly that we want, and focusing on what we can build around us, that serves us  – alienating such desires to seek outside of ourselves, and to seek others for validation. 

Security and a happy, abundant family life means more than anything to us at this time, as many of us were deprived of this in our own youth – this is a desire to understand a lot about our childhood imprints, and how we can severe this for the next generation to come through us. Now may not necessarily be the time to act in terms of future aims, and ambitions, but rather collect more information, take the time to listen to what spirit is asking you to accomplish, learn, and accept things from your current position. It will surely be time to move soon, but if you are still feeling a little stuck, then this means that the ball has not dropped – and there is still something in your silent state that is waiting to reveal itself. This final puzzle piece – will set everything else in motion, believe me!

This is a continuation of last week’s intensity, however, this week, we are asked to slow it down, because so much has transpired in such a short space of time. Things have been exposed to you. Now, is your time to process them – accordingly. 

We are trying once again to balance our feminine and masculine forces, particularly with the numerology dates presented in this week.  However, judging by this very masculine looking spread, this week may prove particularly challenging for the masculine, who will have to take this time to reflect on many things, and make some decisions. 

Alot of us are tired with fighting with ourselves, and though we may feel as if we are still waiting for something, perhaps a message to come through, we are learning not to allow our emotions to be so based on external factors. You actually receive more messages that way.. When you place yourself in a meditative state.

This is time taken out to figure out what you truly want, especially in your romantic life, home life, and career path. What does successful victory look like to you? Surely, it does not consist of such struggle. So why have you been struggling so much? Contemplation of emotional/romantic situations this week may see us making a hasty exist from victim consciousness, or perpetually chasing unsuitable love. We can see change on the horizon, but we are the ONLY ones who can beckon this change, truly. The insights that arrive this week are not to be ignored, as they arrive to us through several different mediums. We just have to be receptive to the message that presents itself.  We may be facing our deepest fears – finally, abandonment, and rejection, and instead of distracting ourselves with some fleeting passions, we are so carefully listening, and unraveling. 

There may be a new love in your life, either physically, or emotionally, as you come into alignment with what you deserve, and clear the karmic debt of what no longer serves you. Messages about love, or from past loved ones may appear as you are more open to experiencing a harmonious version of love, thanks to your new anti-resistance methods.

Perhaps it was your own thoughts, mind, perceptions about love that once created so many blockages. 

If you are waiting on a particular message this week, I feel like it will come. However, the person that you are waiting on this message from, is seeking some time out to also figure out what they want, and what direction is best for them, and I suggest that you take some time to do the same. 

The upcoming full moon in Aries plays on our passions, and desires to get from point A, to point B. Fire energies are all about quick transformation – this is the antithesis of victimisation, feeling powerless, like our situation is unchanging. Perhaps it is time for a move, time to shake things up, or introduce some radical change into our ways of living.

Your romantic life, and your ambitious desires, should not be pulling you in two separate directions. The best kind of love will be a synergy between the two, and will see the two complimenting one another. If somebody is, or has been distracting your focus, perhaps now is the time to shift your consciousness, rather drawing inspiration from what/how they have allowed you to feel. Or…? Abandoning this situation all together, and seeking an internal love, that manifests an external love, that is more in harmony with your creative potential, and abilities. 

Things can change pretty rapidly, (can and will), when you figure out what spirit has been trying to tell you or so long..Karmic life times long. 

Forgiveness, is a key theme this week. Whatever you choose to relinquish, or sacrifice, please do not do so in haste – lest, the karmic bonds here will not be broken. 

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

© Seek Cindy.

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Twin Flame (Divine lovers) Weekly Reading – 10th- 16th;The loyalties & disloyalty of the shadow self, abandonment consciousness, and Masculine rebirth.

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Main theme – Five of swords, What is occurring for both twins – Two of swords, Masculine – Page of swords, Knight of swords, The wheel of fortune, Feminine – The lovers, The fool, Six of pentacles. 

Numerological calculation break down – 10TH – The alpha and the omega. The beginning, and the ending of the all that is. God consciousness – unity consciousness, and the acceptance of masculine-feminine duality, conclusions, and understanding – 16th (7) – Lessons gained through spiritual hardship and karmic cycles.

The 5 of swords this week, is representative of the shadow aspects of the self. This is all about the sneaky behaviours, and selfish interests that we embody throughout our desires to escape our emotional pain, possibly through manipulation of others, victimisation of ourselves, and failure to take responsibility for what we do.

There is a LOT of mental activity occurring this week within both divine lovers minds. There is a lot of back and forth-ing, and beating themselves up over the things that they have been struggling, or previously refusing to accept within themselves. As mentioned in the general weekly reading, this is introducing a process of anti resistance; the five of swords, and the two of swords, is the process before they settle into this anti resistance method, and actually give up all of the mental chatter, and calamity that is happening for/to them.

We find ourselves going very, very deeply within this week – perhaps deeper than we would have liked to, but this is very necessary for tapping into unconscious realms of realisation. It is like a rabbit hole that we must fall into, in order to be reborn, and revived. We have to hit our lowest point, for us to accept some home truths.

The five of swords is confronting the shadow aspect of ourselves that actually enjoys, and even attracts, and welcomes drama, and conflict subconsciously. There is much about the dark side thus far that has been drawing us, and I feel that it is more to do with our separation from self, and our misunderstanding about who we truly are – and what we deserve, and what others deserve from us. This is the type of dysfunction that is often born from growing in a traumatic childhood, or experiencing some type of childhood abuse. There is usually some pushing and pulling, polarity and division consciousness that occurs within us. In reality, the feminine, and the masculine aspects of ourselves, and the higher self, and the shadow self, should be united, respectively, as one.. But certain environments, and upbringings do not allow for the nurturing, or understanding of both.. Growing up in a culture where these two roles were very much separated, and exaggerated will also cause this type of conflict – such as heavily religious backgrounds, that regarded the shadow self in shame, and rejection, or patriarchal structures, that insist on men being hyper masculine, and women being reactive, and entirely submissive.. Hopefully now – we have all learnt, that hyper masculinity is just as toxic to the person embodying the masculine energy, as excessive submission, and powerlessness is to the one embodying feminine energies. The masculine who is hyper masculine is very much disconnected from his feelings, and therefore himself, brutalising him in a sense, whilst the feminine who is hyper feminine, is stuck in victim consciousness, and therefore grows spiteful, often hateful, resentful, and vengeful – psychologically that is. 

You have to be honest with yourself this week about the relationship templates that you create. These things are not just happening to you for no reason. You are not just falling into these situations. You DO play a vital role in this. For the masculine, he may be coming into the realisation that he has been ruled by his own selfish desires, and manipulative tendencies, with the wheel of fortune on his side. This is quite a blow in the face, because he is also realising how he has actually inherited these behaviours, if not directly from his father, then from somewhere in his culture, or genetic line. Perhaps his own mother, or other women who are important to him in his life, have faced the similar fate – of the selfish actions of the masculine template, and he is realising now that he too is embodying this toxicity. His fear of being abandoned – has caused him, to become the one who does the abandoning. 

Let us take a look back – all of the way back, to the masculine archetype. This is a very primal, carnal energy.. Right, the masculine had to hunt for decades, he had to face, and brave many dangerous situations, go to wars, leaving behind his family, and detaching from his emotions in that way. This was the original wound. The separation from source, (God). In order for him to be able to commit these acts, for the most part, he had to suppress, or relinquish altogether the feminine energy that existed within him, otherwise, the pain of these acts, would be too overwhelming. At this time, sexual intercourse, was the only way that the masculine could experience tapping into this feminine/divine energy once more, or feeling close/attached to something. Because his main drive was populating the earth – his desire to do so, coupled with his detachment coping mechanisms, meant that he pretty much became ‘promiscuous’, if you would put it in such terms. 

Now, what has happened is, as we have moved into higher realms of consciousness, been exposed to the new world, and elevate as humans, we are moving away from our primal, and carnal desires, and actually becoming more centered as a civillised, and aware species, which means, we should no longer be ruled by these primitive activation codes. A lot of the masculine templates, particularly those embodying hyper masculine templates, are struggling with this elevation, particularly the re-integration of divine feminine energies – which is granting them empathy, and self awareness. Yes, THIS is what is occurring currently this week! 

The feminine – had no choice, in the olden days, but to stay with the family – unprotected, and bound to her duty as the feminine – which first bred the abandonment consciousness, and the internal resentment towards the masculine; although, these were just the cards that they were both dealt. Now this wound continuously manifested over time, creating further division, and polarity among the masses – and ‘twin flames’, or sacred lovers, as you will, incarnated with the exaggeration of both of these templates, for a reason. Only those carrying the original wound, can transform it. Now, many believe that this wound goes back to the father wound, but it actually goes even deeper – it’s the entire masculine wound; The father, is simply the main embodiment of this, or rather, the materialisation of.

The masculine is desperate for change this week – through his new found understanding, and realisation, documented by the knight of swords. Perhaps things have recently blown up in his face, and he cannot afford to be the same person anymore. The page of swords transitioning into the knight of swords shows his rapid  mental maturity. Some sort of realisation or loss has definitely kicked him into awareness, he is more aware now of what is at stake – and it really is a battle for his soul, because he will NEVER be fulfilled, unless he confronts these issues. 

With the two of swords, there may be a decision that he is making this week, possibly, based on the third party situation that was previously discussed. He will have to let some people down this week, but this means maturity, especially if one of those persons, is him. Breaking away from things & people who serve his selfish desires to feel wanted/needed. 

The knight of swords charging in could represent his fast return/message to the feminine, after he has made up his mind about what he wants. However, with the fool card present on the side of the feminine, it appears as if she too has a decision to make, and very well could be walking away from him. There is a sense here however, that she is not at a loss, because she has taken something from this situation, most likely lessons, and wisdom. She has a sense of direction now, has learned and grown from her mistakes, and is actually, no longer the fool.

The six of pentacles on her side, also calls fairness into question. Is/Was this love fair to her? Is it equal? Or was one person carrying all of the weight? Does she have enough energy/resources to put into this situation? Or is she bleeding herself dry? Perhaps there has been a part of her subconsciously, that has enjoyed victimisation in this way – because it allows her to lash out at the masculine, and demand, over, and over again that he proves his love, and devotion – further exhausting the both of them!

The lovers card also on the feminine side, is her re-assessing her past relationships. Karma rears its head again this week to say, ‘AHA! You see this pattern? This is going to keep appearing unless you do something’. Perhaps the page of swords is revealing to her that she is attracted to this baby boy syndrome, the wounded, narcissist lover who has not quite faced himself, and his issues fully – because she too is unwilling to be fully honest, and truthful with herself about some things – particularly in regards to self worth, and being deserving. It has been easy for her (her shadow self rather), to attract these types of lovers, because then she can just sit back, and fall into her victim-hood, and say, ‘You see – I knew he was a bad guy. I knew he was going to leave me’, instead of taking responsibility for her own shadow. Subconsciously, she knows that if she entered a relationship with somebody who was more balanced, they would soon notice that she was imbalanced, and she would have had to make more of an effort to heal – which her shadow self was previously unprepared to do!

There is a reversal in karmic energy this week, that is so primal, and so many centuries old, that I do not even feel like I can articulate it.. If you are feeling strange this week, it’s okay, things are being rearranged on a cellular level. Times have changed now. Spiritual consciousness has made it so that more and more of the masculine souls are becoming more in touch with their spiritual/emotional self, whilst the feminine souls are no longer bound financially, or for safety purposes, and can now walk away from a situation that depletes their soul…This shadow work, particularly of the masculine, is clearing karmic templates for the feminine, of pain, distress, helplessness, and abandonment. 

I would once again like to affirm, that forgiveness is SO key this week! Please feminine, be the strength that I know you can be..Without forgiveness, the karmic cycle will recycle itself.. And you have great work here to be done to not allow that to occur!

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

© Seek Cindy.

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