General Weekly Reading 17th-23rd October 2016 – A journey into the past (Child) self, Healing messages, and openness in love.

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Main theme – six of wands, Surrounding cards – eight of wands, four of swords, the lovers, the page of cups.

Numerological break down calculation – 17th (1+7) = 8 – Karma, abundance, breaking of karmic chains, karmic realisations, and transformation – 23rd (2+3) = 5- Change, transition, freedom, breaking of bondage, liberation, adventure, and newness.

With the powerful full moon  in Aries that we experienced a few days ago, emotions, revelations, and epiphanies are still heavy in the air. This full moon saw us exploring areas of our life where we once felt challenged, particularly in the form of the shadow self, childhood aspects, and  our fears, and conditions about love.

This week, actually carries those themes through, and as we have experienced in the last few weeks, we are still dealing with very heavy karma, breaking ancient old karmic chains, and bonds, in the form of thoughts, and belief systems, AND engaging in many endings, new beginnings, and the transformation periods in between. With the six of wands as the main theme, spirit is telling us that despite whatever turmoil we are currently feeling, and experiencing, this week, will actually offer us the opportunity to shit our vibrations, and to shift what we have been feeling. The six of wands, is much like the warrior who returns from battle – usually a lengthy battle, that has seen them give their best fight, HOWEVER, they return to the village having won whatever battle they have embarked on, looking victorious, having appreciated the experience, and with much more knowledge gained, and wisdom to share. We have been through many challenges in such a short space of time, and I know that we have all felt the elevation of spirit pushing us even more than before to accelerate, awaken, heal, and progress.

Wounds that may have taken YEARS, or even months to clear before, are being thrown out of the water now in weeks, DAYS even, because of this immense potential to cleanse, and let go. The six of wands says that you WILL find your feet this week, you will actually return from battle, though it may seem as if the odds are against you. You are a worthy warrior, you have been fighting this great fight ever since you were born – so it is highly important for you to release that you are neither weakened, nor defeated. This is no different from anything that you have faced before, it only FEELS more intense because you thought you had dealt with the last of everything..But the deeper we go towards the core, the more dense our wounds are, as these are the wounds that exist on a cellular level. 

The eight of wands this week, represents how quickly our karma is transformed, as the number 8 is representative of karma, and the realisations that hit us as we make sense of our own self imposed miseries. There has been a lot of mental work this week, as in the past two weeks, except now – we are digging ourselves out of these ethereal prisons by listening to our higher selves. The eight of wands is the moment, when you’re sitting, and over thinking, and stewing in your misery, and a voice says to you – ‘This is all in your head. You only feel this way because you perceive abandonment. You only perceive abandonment because of your childhood. You do not need to act in the ways in which you have acted in the past. These ways do not serve you. You are wiser now’. Messages that come to you fast this week, are likely a form of clair-audience, when you allow yourself to be stilled, and to focus on your own internal chatter, you WILL hear the things that you need to hear. There may be a little mix this week, as you will also likely hear aspects of your shadow, but you need to pay attention to WHAT your shadow is telling you – your fears, belong to the collective, and the collective wounds. But you WILL manifest them, if you keep believing that they are real. 

You need to look AROUND you, and make sure that this week the energy that you are picking up is in-fact yours – especially if you are an empath, this may be others peoples karma, or emotions, this is a particularly karmic time right now, so you may just be feeling a little bit of everything.

With the four of swords, there is still much of the quiet introspection, that was gifted to us with the hanged man last week – except this form of rest, and reservation, focuses on the healing of wounds. We are healing our wounds this week by slowing down, and withdrawing. We need to silence our external worlds briefly so that we are not distracted by the outside version of ourselves, and who we project to the world. This is about getting to know ourselves, and our wounds on a very intimate level. Why do I feel this way? Why is this feeling so easily triggered in me? The four of swords asks for stability – no longer over looking these things that plague you, it is time to get deep. Deeper than before, and with the lovers card, it may be a love situation that is triggering us to look more deeply into our own behaviours. This may not even be our own love lives, perhaps it is the love life of our parents – if we are to understand our own relationship templates, it may help to take an honest look at the environment that we were raised in, and how this shaped our beliefs, and experiences about love.

The page of cups is this very raw, innocent, honest, vulnerable, and emotional version of ourselves. Many of us are influenced, and visited this week by our inner child, and in a MAJOR way. All of these wounds, have been kept by this inner child, all of the things that you have tried to hide, all of the things that have bruised you, have actually bruised your wounded inner child more. If you are feeling particularly tender this week, that is okay..Send your inner child some LOVE! God knows that they deserve it..Write a letter to your inner child, apologise, soothe them, get enough rest, perhaps look at old baby photos, and recapture your innocence. Do you not wish to heal for them? If not even yourself – your adult self. An honest look at your wounds, will require you to peer into the past, but this is necessary to lay some of these old lies to rest. There is past life karma associated with your childhood also, so it does help to understand some of the lessons that you incarnated to learn. Your relationship templates change, as you confront your inner child, and your wounds, with this raw honesty, and openness that you are exhibiting. Perhaps you may become more honest with your partner, let them in to your inner most worlds more, because you trust that they will no longer shatter you – because you have dispelled the myth of being unlovable. 

You do not need to chase people. You do not need to run from people. All of these expressions are symptoms of dysfunctional love attachments. You simply need to stand in your space of lovingness, and openness, and allow whatever will come to you, to come to you. And allow whatever will flow from you, to flow from you – knowing, that either way, you ARE taken care of.

Be very gentle with yourself this week. Please stay away from harsh energies, try to channel your angst into creativity as much as you can, take a walk in nature as frequently as you can, and remember that your psychic channels are highly open right now. Messages may appear to you in strange or funny ways, when you tap into the flow of your inner child, you will also notice that many ways that spirit chooses to communicate with us, is through humor. Learn not to take everything so seriously once you make it out the other side of this dark night of the soul! Laugh at yourself. Laugh at others. Laugh with your lover. Love is pure child like wonder, and imagination. Do not lose that spark because of walls, and barriers you build to protect yourself. Have fun with it.

 

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

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Client T’s reading. Life path, name interpretation, and tarot.

  

As promised, here is your reading. If there are any questions after this reading, or anything that you wish for me to add, or clarify, please let me know.
Life path number.
Dear T, your life path number is the number of 9. This means that you are the humanitarian, the healer, the counsellor, the carer, and the artist.
Your nature, and your destiny lies with being of service to others, and using a spiritual recipe to bring both truth, and light, to the masses. One of the most famous life path 9’s is Bob Marley.
The life path 9 is all to do with compassion, affection for others, and the wounded healer complex. The wounded healer is the healer who becomes a healer only after enduring their own set of trials, and aims to heal themselves through the satisfaction of healing others. You can only ever be happy when others are happy. You may have once suffered from people pleasing habits, but it is likely that you learned to close these barriers once you realised that they got you nowhere.
Self assertiveness, and self assurance is a big one for you, and something that you have had to learn upon your path, as it has not always been so easy for you to attain. However now, I feel that you are gaining a handle on it.
What is highly important is to not grow accustom to using phrases such as, ‘trust nobody’, and ‘I do not need any friends’. Your environment and your experiences probably convinced you that others were pretty untrustworthy, but do not close your heart or your mind to new experiences that may be brought to you through allowing others in.
Rejection, disappointment, and Neglect are all things that the life path 9 is troubled with. For some reason, nobody ever quite seems to get the fact that they are extremely sensitive souls, so therefore they hardly get their needs met, and this leads them to a life time of striving for independence, in order not to find themselves empty handed, and vulnerable.

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The name ‘T….’ itself is a unisex name, indicating its flexibility and fluidity. You are adapt at many things, and you are creative, so it may be hard for you to find your niche or to settle with one career, as you feel that so many paths are pulling you toward them, simultaneously. Do not be fearful of exploring all of these angles. Yes, ALL. They all lead you to specific places and points that coincide with your divine destiny. It is a misconception that we must choose one career and be burdened or blocked off by it.

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The name ‘ T….’ also indicates that you are sensitive, affectionate, and spiritually aware. Independent, and brave, you have endured many trials upon your path, and all of them have offered you great wisdom. Now, your path lies with choices.
Tarot reading –

What is my hearts desire?

Seven of wands.
The seven of wands represents change, life obstacles, and choices that carry great impact.
The path that you have travelled has gifted you with great wisdom, intuition, and insight upon your path. Now, you are left with only choices, which direction will you go in? How can you be sure not to relive the mistakes of the past? How can you re-create yourself based upon new found knowledge? 
You now hold very relevant information about the past, and a healthier outlook about the future. You are fast coming into the awareness that the universe is yours to choose, and co-create. 
The seven of wands is all about psychic and spiritual cross roads. You are just about to embark on a new journey, and you find it important that you carefully choose your next steps.
You have come long, and far upon your journey, and I feel that it is important that you trust yourself in regards to moving forward, and, moving inward. Introspection is healthy, and necessary for utilising the instructions from our higher self. Messages will be channeled through various mediums for you. 
Listen to your intuition carefully at this time, as it will lend to you, your next direction, or the peace intended to heal you. Your heart wants so desperately a complete re-modelling of the old ways, one in which you are fully comfortable, and connected with self. Perhaps a change of scenery, a job relocation, or an over all make over? 
You have guessed that you are now ready to embrace a new aspect of yourself. Out with the old, in with the new. Move forward with grace, and bravery.
What do I need to heal to attract love in to my life?

The moon.
The moon presenting itself in a tarot deck, indicates deep emotions, wavering tides, and femininity. Not only does it represent the feminine cycle, and the regulation of emotions, but it can also point to sometimes chaotic, and ‘lunatic’ emotions. 
You could find that your emotions are often easily rattled, growing unsettled quickly, and this causes you to doubt your intuition, and your better judgement, and you become afflicted with the projections of the mind.
The mind is all about illusion, and once the mind has created its own personal, and twisted scenarios, the emotions really quickly, and aggressively, unaware that they have only been exposed to a minute portion of the story/of the truth.
The moon also deals with the subconscious mind, dreaming, being too idealistic, and failing to see the reality behind situations.
You may have been too generous with your heart in the past, and this has caused it to grow bruised, and distrustful.
Understand that you have since grown, and you can trust yourself as the new person that you are to choose the correct life partner for yourself. You must embrace your new found wisdom, using your new found skills to make smarter choices in love, in the future.
You must work on and heal your open wounds, whilst letting go of fantasy ideas about love, and perfection. This will ultimately lead to disappointment, and needs not being met. Love is more focused with fluidity. Allowing things to fit fluently into their place.
Think of the way that the full moon pulls the tides, and the tides comply with the will of the moon. They appear to not flow in accordance with any specific rhythm, yet you know that it is a given.
What is my greatest obstacle?

Five of pentacles.
The five of pentacles is a card that indicates excessive worry, stress, doubt, fear, and unhealthy change in relation to finances, family, and friends. You would love to keep everybody happy, all the time, but the fact that this is not possible often causes you great anxiety, and distress.
You fear that your new found stability is merely an illusion, that will soon be pulled under the carpet, leaving you both vulnerable, and exposed, to the experiences of the past. The very same experiences that you so desperately seek to run from. Change, and freedom, is also a large part of your destiny. You cannot be tied down, your spirit is free. The only thing that can bind you is the constraint of your own mind.
You can relax in the knowledge that life is constantly changing, and you do not have to fear change, or what a new day may bring. Each day carries with it divine guidance. 
It is okay, even advisable to let go of the past, using it as a safety blanket only cements your attachments to it. Worry also only attracts more anxiety fuelled situations. Try and relax, to breathe.
What does the past have to teach me?

The empress.
The empress card represents feminine strength, power, the mother, the lover, and the spiritualist. In many cultures she is also the dream interpretess, and a ‘voo doo’ woman. 
The past seeks to teach you all s out healing, and divination abilities. Did you ever notice how many of those whom crossed your path seemed to be deeply afflicted, also shrouded in pain and discomfort? 

It was you who brought them healing, and love. Even if your efforts were not immediately acknowledged, or rewarded, or reciprocated.
Even the times that you have endured Pain were teaching you, and aiding the light that You possess now. The past presents all of the teachings and awareness that you require to fully step into your divine authority.
You know what to do.

You know what not to do.
What does my past love have to teach me?

The ten of cups.
The ten of cups is a card of satisfactory gain, fulfilment, wholesomeness, family, friends, and commitment. This card may indicate a happy family, the kind that we all crave, that we all hope to one day attain.
You may have had a past love in your life that shattered your former expectations of love, made you believe in love again, and showered you with love, and appreciation, even if any insecurities did not allow you to see it at the time.
Your past lovers see you the way that you are. The divine mother, the carer, and the nurturer. There is no need to worry about the way that you come off. You will naturally attract the love that you desire into your life. This will enhance your healing abilities, and destiny, as your heart chakra opens, and expands. You are a good friend, a loyal companion, and you must learn to appreciate the love that you have within your heart.

It could potentially heal a nation.
How can I heal?

The two of cups.

Woah, love is very big for you isn’t it? 

The two of cups often represents lovers, romance, love, and companionship. You must heal the way in which you view love, and emotions of the past, by devoting yourself to self care.

Once you do so, you set the stage and the template for romantic love to enter your life.
Ultimately, love is your destiny, which ever way you choose to look at it. The number 9 can sometimes be prone to infidelity, because they desire consistent change, so it is important to also see that you do not have issues to do with commitment phobia.
Love is finally the only thing that will bring you the joy, and the peace that you so seek. 
Other associations – making peace with the past, making peace with past lovers. Not holding onto grudges, and letting go of negative emotions surrounding love.
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