Twin Flame Weekly Reading; 20th-26th June – Powerful healing and acknowledgement.

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Main theme – Four of cups, What both twins are going through – Eight of cups, Masculine – Eight of wands, King of wands, Seven of cups, Feminine – Two of cups, The star, The chariot.

Before I begin, I would just like to note once again, that this reading is not limited to those who identify with the term twin flames alone, and high level soul mates should find great solace in these readings. Once again, the terms masculine, and feminine are actually interchangeable, and not always dependent on one’s gender. A woman may identify with the masculine side, perhaps because she is the masculine energy in the relationship, and vice versa.

This week, both twins find themselves delving a little bit deeper into themselves, still. The four of cups is all about this period of self assessment, and self analysis. This is tuning out of the world, and dialling into one’s self. If the twins have previously been running from themselves, and running from their truth, then this week, is the week that they will finally face their own selves, their selves in totality – their darkness, their demons, and their light. This is no longer focusing on one aspect of the self, but rather the full version of the soul, and all of the things that the soul comes with. This is getting to know themselves on the most intimate level, so thankfully – this is the one thing that will bring them healing. Deep contemplation WILL bring overall understanding.

Such deep contemplation, and focus on the shadow aspects will lead both twins this week to mentally and emotionally sort through everything that no longer serves them, enabling them to let go. The eight of cups is the process of abandoning everything that is energetically binding, for negative reasons. The twins CAN see a new dawn on the horizon right now, and nothing is about to stop them from achieving this. They both want freedom at this point, and freedom looks like leaving the BS behind, and after everything they have been through? They are more than ready, and willing to do this – to go to battle FOR themselves.

The masculine this week has SO much information, and news rushing to him – this is all as a result of his self reflection, and self studying. He is beginning to piece together the bigger picture, the huge puzzle – why things have been as they are, and what he needs to do to get himself into the role of the king of wands. He is beginning to believe in himself again, and awakening to the reality of his spiritual heritage. The seven of cups is all about his spiritual process of finding, and identifying with himself. Delving deep into the self, and realising that he is pretty powerful all in his own right. The king of wands is awakening of the chakras, and aligning of each chakra. His sexual centres, are merging with his heart centre, (masculine, and feminine balance), and he is realising that this integration is most vital to his healing process, and also very vital in terms of his career.

Over on the feminine side, we can see with the presence of the two of cups that she is ALSO this week balancing her masculine side, with her feminine side, for a long time she has been what we would call hyper feminine, and this actually kept her from actualising her goals, and becoming the best version of herself, particularly career, and self image wise.

It was the masculine who triggered this balance, and awakening within her, but she is now becoming a power house all on her own, and taking that drive, and determination to be better, to the next level. She knows what she has to do now, and the chariot asks her to go RIGHT ahead, there is nothing holding her back anymore, not even herself, so with the chariot by her side, she is in control of her life now, she is in the steering seat, and she can go anywhere, accomplish anything, and make of her dreams what SHE wants. Yes, this is a very powerful position that she finds herself in this week, and I have never been happier for her..

The star card symbolises her sense of renewed hope. Things no longer appear so bleak, so cloudy, and so out of reach. She can see now that this was all a product of her mental state, and the limitations that she was placing upon herself. This is about breaking free from anxiety, and ACTUALLY challenging depression and low vibrational energies, as opposed to just allowing them to seep through, and merge with her..

 

Happy healing my sacred beings!

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading – 13th-19th June; Realisations and foundations.

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Main theme – King of swords, what is occurring for both twins – The hermit, Masculine – The hanged man, King of cups, The wheel of fortune, Feminine – Temperance, Eight of swords, Six of wands.

This week, both divine lovers are experiencing a dose of their own realities. With the hermit, and the king of swords present, they are receiving the mental clarity that they need, by going deep within. This is a process of looking into themselves, the truth of themselves, and particularly their shadow elements in order to understand what has been navigating their karma.

This shows TRUE maturity, not just maturity on a basic level. The only way to truly understand one’s self, one’s life, and one’s karma, is through looking, and seeking within. This is how we refrain from making the same mistakes time, and time again. And this week’s theme, is truly about those mistakes. Those mistakes that we have made, and the things that we wish we could take back. We are being asked to see that we cannot take them back, because they were apart of our unique destiny, BUT what we can do, is work on ourselves, and our own inner mechanisms, in order not to keep attracting, or repeating those mistakes. It is time to take the rose tinted glasses off. Who are we? And who have we been in love?

With the hanged man, we are shown how the masculine is realising that he does have issues with control, and one of his shadow elements have secretly been his desire to control, as a result of an inferiority complex. To him, controlling his life meant that it could not fall apart, so he tried to maintain enough distance is certain areas, and hold on too tightly, or almost aggressively to other areas and ideals.

This week, sees him working through these issues that he has to do with control, and a lack of control. This is a relationship that has a theme in his life, and apart of his karma, as shown by the wheel of fortune. However, we are shown that he is effectively moving through, and working through this karma, as shown by the king of cups. This is him allowing himself to be a little more fluid, understanding, and self reflective. This is the kind of self analysis that allows for empathy to become apparent, empathy and understanding, particularly empathy in regards to past actions, and past relationships. This is really about showing him the hand that he has played in his own karma, and how to shift things a little bit – which will start happening now as long as he continues allowing himself to take responsibility, and accountability.

Both twins, can be a little bit, dare I say, manipulative? And this week they ARE starting to realise this, and are starting to make peace with this, the fact that they have actually not been as innocent in their transactions as they think they have. But like most things, this is almost always due to fear. So working through, and on these fears are making themselves known to both sacred lovers, this week. It is time to reflect, heal, acknowledge, and make peace with.

Over on the feminine side, she is realising with the eight of swords, that one of her things, is mental entrapment. This is one of the afflictions that have made it difficult for her to have and to hold harmonious relationships, and she is fast becoming aware of this. The eight of swords speaks of becoming trapped in our own philosophies, perspectives, ways of life, and beliefs.

She is taking responsibility by no longer playing the victim. Instead of saying, ‘This was done to me,’ now she is beginning to acknowledge, ‘In some ways, I was doing the exact same thing..’. This is the mirror of all mirrors for her this week.

The card of temperance asks that she maintains balance. Much like the masculine was obsessed with the element of control, as too was the feminine obsessed with controlling the outcome of situations, and relationships according to her own narrow ways of thinking, and expectations. This is how they have both been being manipulative.

The six of wands arrives however to tell her that this is her final battle/victory cry. This is one of the major blockages that has been afflicting her. Her issues with control, victimisation, and not taking responsibility. Just like this realisation brings the masculine a turn of events via the wheel of fortune, realising and releasing this also grants her karmic return immunity. THIS is how you break chains my lovely people..

The message is very clear to the feminine this week..That if she changes things according to these realisations, and epiphanies, the only probable outcome, IS success, on a grand scale. The appearance of two cards representing masculine characters,  (The hermit/King of swords) appearing as relevant themes even for her, show her willingness to balance her masculine side. Meaning what she says, and doing what she means. Bold expression, not holding her tongue once she has perceived something, but instead voicing it healthily, and directly, therefore lessening the chances of her needs not being met, or her being ‘victimised’ because she could not properly voice her opinion, and stick with it. This also gets her out of getting stuck in her head. Because the only reason she is so stuck in her head, is because she has all of these things that she does NOT EXPRESS!!!

This is absolutely beautiful, and I am VERY proud of both sacred lovers this week, because if you really look at these cards, and this reading, you see that both of them are actually going through the exact SAME thing, although these changes are manifesting in different ways. Both coming to terms with control issues, both working through karmic understanding, both CHANGING the course, and the direction of their destiny, and their relationships, according to this.

 

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading; Karma, and spiritual inception.

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Main theme – Seven of wands, What both twins are experiencing – Knight of cups, Masculine – Eight of cups, Judgement, The high priestess, Feminine – Page of wands, Wheel of fortune, The sun.

Before I begin, I would just like to note once again, that this reading is not limited to those who identify with the term twin flames alone, and high level soul mates should find great solace in these readings. Once again, the terms masculine, and feminine are actually interchangeable, and not always dependent on one’s gender. A woman may identify with the masculine side, perhaps because she is the masculine energy in the relationship, and vice versa.

So, this week, the main theme that occurs in the lives of both twins, is the seven of wands. Quite an interesting card, this suggests a battle, an internal battle, or a battle on the spiritual level that both twins have had to endure. This is something that they have been fighting with all of their lives, and it has been pretty much their soul imprint, to evolve, mature, and transition in this way, on a very deep soul level. This is the battle for spirit. Will they be consumed by the depths of ego, and darkness, or will they rise up in love, and light? Either way they choose to go, both twins would have done so to extremes. This is just the magnitude of their vibration, of their gifts.

This card shows that despite everything that the sacred lovers have gone through in life, and have dealt with, they ARE going to be okay, and if there was ever a time to see that, it really would be this week.

I describe this week for sacred partners, as a week of coming outside of the other end of the tunnel. It’s like both partners were in some sort of dark tunnel, driving along on the journey of life, on a very narrow road, clouded with shadows, and darkened edges, and now, as they come out, they will see exactly what has been going on around them, and because of them.

The page of cups, what both twins are experiencing this week, is symbolic of some sort of offer, I am getting a ‘final offer’. But not really final in a sense, although for some reason, this week, it seems like a much bigger deal. The feminine could be turning away from the masculine, and his efforts of redemption, and reconciliation. He may be offering her his hand in love, in return for her forgiveness, and in doing so, he faces his own shadow self, and his own darknesses.

It is not necessarily forgiveness from the feminine that he craves, as much as he craves forgiveness from himself, for everything, but he may not recognise this on a surface level, and may just think that his pain is all about the feminine, rather than triggered by her, but implemented, by him.

The judgement card is indicative of him turning inwards, and consulting with his higher self about who he is, who he has been, and what way he will turn now. He’s got some serious sorting out, and piecing together of his life to do, and he knows this now, because he stands bare in-front of himself in a way that he never has.

The eight of cups tells us that this week he is letting go. Whatever awakening the feminine has triggered within him, is allowing him to acknowledge the thoughts, behaviours, actions, and things that no longer serve him, and he is making an active effort this week to rid himself of this type of baggage. There are a lot of things that he is karmically attached to, this is associated with his negative karmic build up. This may be certain addictions, pathological lying, avoidance personality type, or belief systems conjured by his society/community, and this week sees him assessing how many of these habits of his really serve him, and how many have led him to make the wrong decisions in life?

In many ways, this is the clearing of the soul. The high priestess represents his higher consciousness, which ironically, takes the form of the divine feminine. Much like the feminine has a divine masculine counterpart leading her to wholeness, the masculine has this wise woman (the feminine essence) guiding him toward appropriate healing, and allowing him to listen to his own subconscious, and his intuition about what is right at this time. This is the very nature of divine love, bringing one home back to one’s self.

Over on the feminine side, she is also experiencing this type of spiritual evolution, and re-generation, the only difference is, she is quite at a different stage. Everything that the masculine is currently going through, she spent much of last year doing. She has been there, and done that, and now her soul searching and purging has brought her to this current place. This is not to say that she is finished in her work, or that she is perfect, or even that she is better than the masculine. She was just triggered earlier, in the same ways that girls are said to mature faster than boys, perhaps this is more to do with one’s socialisation in listening to, and trusting the development of self.

With the wheel of fortune, karma is turning in her favour. Her life is changing in ways most profound, and she is just about to get everything that she finally deserves. Her manifestation potential is ripened, extremely, her creative senses are at their highest, and she is finally being the nurturing parent for herself that she has always needed.

The sun card in conjunction with the page of wands, who tends to be quite a young, cheerful character, indicates that she is healing her inner child, and re-connecting with this sense of innocence, and joy. She may even meet up with old childhood friends this week, all in attempts to re-kindle the lost childhood.

She has done the soul searching that is presented to the masculine in the judgement card, she has done the letting go that is presented to him in the eight of cups, and she has listened to her intuition, as suggested by the high priestess, and now, she IS her intuition. The two, are one in the same, this is what provides her with such joy, and delight at this current time. She knows, what she knows.

She has been illuminated, and it is really all systems go for her, in any, and every direction she wishes to be pushed in!

Once again, I must state that this is not about punishing the masculine, and actually I am immensely proud of BOTH twins this week, in particular the masculine. He IS going to be okay. They are both exceptionally strong spirits, he really just needs to face himself. It is time.

 

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Twin Flame (Divine Love) Weekly Reading 23rd-29th May; Giving in, to everything, healing can begin..

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What spirit wants us to know – 6 of swords, Main theme – King of cups, What both twins are experiencing – Queen of wands, Masculine – 10 of cups, 5 of pentacles, 4 of wands, Feminine – The emperor, King of wands, 9 of cups.

Before I begin, I would just like to note once again, that this reading is not limited to those who identify with the term twin flames alone, and high level soul mates should find great solace in these readings. Once again, the terms masculine, and feminine are actually interchangeable, and not always dependent on one’s gender. A woman may identify with the masculine side, perhaps because she is the masculine energy in the relationship, and vice versa.

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With the 6 of swords, and the queen of wands appearing in both general, and divine love reading, we need to take into account how powerful the pull from these two cards in particular are at this time. So, there is definitely a lot of healing going on, and judging by these cards that healing is actually triggered by a love situation, or a realisation within the love department. The queen of wands also re-inforces that there will be some type of illumination, particularly heart illumination, and mental understanding. We are going through these life changing experiences, and phases in order to really peel our eyes open to the messages that we have previously been missing.

The theme being the king of cups shows that the masculine is not getting off lightly this week, at all. This week, he is learning a valuable lesson about love, and how his own imbalance plays a key role in depriving him of this love, and balance that he desperately needs. He is coming into the awareness that at his core, he is not as rough as he thought, and with the four of wands, and the ten of cups appearing on his side, he is really listening to the truth of what he wants. Even the most afflicted men, psychologically, if you strip away their experiences, and their motives, it is love, and companionship, that they truly desire. The four of wands is all about marriage, happy times, and success shared as a partnership, whereas the ten of cups is more about reaping the rewards, and enjoying the opportunities, and blessings that comes from cultivating a powerful family home, and happy ever after.. This is what he truly, truly wants. So the question is, why does he behave the ways in which he does? This is what he will need to be asking himself this week. He is realising that who he has been, is not bringing him any closer toward who he wants to be, therefore, he must change.

He sees this illuminated aspect of himself now, but he also sees that it is currently intangible, and he has to work for it. Perhaps it is redemption that he requires now, on a world wide scale. He really needs to be aware of controlling his shadow self, and this pretence that he keeps up to the rest of the world in order to shield his vulnerability. He’s like a Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.

Financially, he has been up and down, and likely, this is alot to do with what is going on inside of him, internally. This really reflects in his finances, and his ability to remain organised, and focused, and inevitably, successful. He may have previously been kicked to the curb by the feminine, and this also fills him with this void or sense of deprivation. Perhaps she told him that she HAS had enough, and she does deserve better, and she is truly feeling this, because over on her side, all of those masculine energies, are actually HERS, and not her thinking about him..

Woah, look at all of these strong, bold, and intense energies, the king of wands, and the emperor.  We are dealing with issues of authority, father figures, issues to do with patriarchy, leadership, control, and accepting responsibility. The king of wands is a powerful spirit of goal orientation, target discipline, and action. He is the boss, and he knows this, and he is perfectly okay with this..This is the feminine finally realising that she does not have to shrink herself in order to give permission to others. In-fact, it is actually this form of shrinking herself that attracts to her narcissists, and those who will continue to drain her, as she allows them. This is the all systems go, now. She knows who she is. She knows what she wants to do, and it is no longer play the role of the victim, or to deprive herself of giving herself the life that she admires, by settling for less.

She is now unleashed unto the world, powerful, and ready to tell the world a different story about herself.  With the 9 of cups, there is a gathering sense of the completion of a cycle. This arrives when we have learnt the lessons that we need to from the past, and are ready, and able to move on, with grace, wisdom, and understanding, that will prove endlessly beneficial into the new life phase that we are entering. This is monumental to remember for this 9 year that we are currently in. This week, the feminine is balancing her masculine side, finally, and gracefully, by taking lessons, and not getting the message mixed up with the messenger. Maybe this is also the spark of healing long term father issues, and woundings surrounding feeling abandoned. This led her to abandon herself, but now, she is so done.

She is beginning to understand where she went wrong in the past, and this is wonderful because it allows her to forgive past lovers, as well as challenge her belief that men are a certain way..Or are all out to get her. There is an ebb and a flow to this. Remember that.

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Love, of course forever.

  
I asked of her, that she must change the way that she saw love, so that at once, she could change the way that she saw me, but I could not hope to change her, the way that I could not hope to change myself.

You cannot change a woman of such knowing, neither should you hope to, and when there is no compromise, I’d rather set a bird to sit with her in the evenings, and fill my emptiness, because I’d rather be absent, Than the causes of her loneliness.

So it is not only in loving by being, and seeing, and telling, but my love became the kind that filled her insides, even when I could not be by her side. A love unconditional that needed no proof, as I exhausted every avenue, each time that I tried to prove.

And the more I tried, the more I extinguished a fire within.. There is no passion spent in days convincing another that your love is true, whilst you barely hold enough love to spread through to you.. So there is only so much a man can do, but to leave, and leave with her pieces of him.. To gather in solace, whilst I wish, whilst she wishes..

Things could have been different.
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Melodic heavens, of a tune, wishful.

  At times, I do not say much. Not particularly because I am quiet, or have nothing to say, nor because I would rather preserve my silence, I just do not know how to empty heavy words, in a hollow time frame.

When I am around those who want to discuss trivialities, and the lives of others, and the egotistical perceptions of themselves, I feel that my words will ultimately become wasted, which is a lot of the time, and a loss of my rhymes.

Oh, yes, there are words that are bursting to leap from my tongue, and dance playfully, and confidently through my gums, yet still I grow numb, and nothing escapes but a mere Hum…

There isn’t anyone who knows. How I wish to discuss the things that truly matter to me, the existence of things otherworldly, to me, they are so lovely.

And then, I see the sunshine again, and I remember other days, when I was more free to share my philosophies. Perhaps, I was not as submerged in the realm of spirituality as I am now, so it was easier to stir conversation. All of a sudden, I want to return to simpler times, and I am lost within my mind again..

Ask me about the deeper meanings of life. Let us talk about life, and death, and the afterlife, and if you will stay with me then.. Tell me that you are a believer, and by God, I will believe in you. My mind cannot rest on the smaller things, they leave me so empty, they offer me nothing worthy!

Let us mention love, and see how your eyes light up, see how my fists unclench, and we are almost a second away from kissing, from touching, sweet oxytocin..

A lover who loves, and loves, and discusses ghosts, and aliens, well in to the evenings, never forgetting to make love before the sun rises, awakening kundalini.

Who could know a sweeter heaven? And if they should, they dare not share it..

Abandonment based anxiety in relationships. 

  
It is easy to lose your head quickly, or become lost in a stream of negative thoughts when you are constantly searching for cues that your partner will abandon you.
After all, your perception of the world is fuelled by the belief that you will one day, or will always be, abandoned, either for somebody who is more preferred, or just abandoned solely because you are you, and you are abandon-able (yes I just made up my own word). However, there is this little thing called a self fulfilling prophecy. When we lend our energy to the belief, and the occurrence of something, we actually draw it into our reality, and make it a possibility, even if it wasn’t one prior to this.
Example? If you are stuck with the belief that you are unworthy of love, and therefore more susceptible to becoming abandoned, there are certain behaviours that you will adopt whilst on hyper alert, whilst trying to protect yourself, from perceived abandonment. 

The Ego is particularly ravenous when it fears that it is about to be met with its deepest wounding, especially that original wound that set the Table for all others to gather, much later. 

Behaviours such as excessive calling, texting, or attempting to make contact in the midst of the fear of becoming abandoned will push your partner away faster than anything else ever could. Co-dependency feels messy, nervous & too highly strung to anybody on the receiving end of it, though it is not intended to be seen that way.
To the person with abandonment based anxiety, they are merely pouring out their heart to their love and trying to get their love to see how much they truly love them, which only causes them further distress when their love rejects these outward displays of affection.. It is because this affection is coming from a space of Ego and wounding, and not from the heart, and your partner can feel this.

Paranoia and false accusations leading to your partner beginning to feel trapped, claustrophobic and uncomfortable are also a side effect of the reactions of those who suffer from abandonment based anxiety. 
Their thought stream of negativity will cause them to make connections where connections do not exist.
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