Twin Flames (Divine love) Weekly reading 26th September- 2nd October; Awakenings, and role reversals.

twin-flame-sept

Main theme – King of wands, What is occurring for both twins – Eight of pentacles, Masculine – Three of swords, Ace of swords, The high priestess, Feminine – Three of pentacles, Two of wands, Justice.

Numerological break down of the week – 26 (2+6=8) – The number of karma, abundance, and breaking karmic patterns – 2 – The number of balance, co-operation, lovers, and resolution.

With the main theme being the king of wands, this week, both divine lovers are experiencing spiritual growth, and maturity, and opening themselves up to both admit, and receive the gifts that they have to bear. They are presenting themselves and their talents to the world this week, and no longer holding reservations about who they are, or what they have to offer. Going after their dreams, and proceeding in the direction of that which once seemed impossible, is the end goal for them this week.

The king of wands is bold in his endeavors. There is not a thing that he is unwilling to try, an obstacle, that he is unwilling to climb, and his creative influence is absolutely infectious, inspiring those who he meets along the way. With the eight of pentacles as what is occurring for both twins this week, this week, sacred lovers are most concerned with bringing something into existence. This is most likely something of financial prosperity, and something that enables them to put their creative talents, and abilities to good use. This may be the leap in faith that they have been waiting for – the go ahead to release that new project, finish writing that new book, or go after that brand new job opportunity. Whatever is occurring for them financially at this time, is truly happening on a spirit level. Once they break the chains that once caused them to play small, and be doubtful, the world is their oyster, everything is available to, and for them. Including the vital resources, and support along the way to ensure that their dreams actually do come true.

The number eight is also representative of karma, and breaking karmic restraints. This week sees divine lovers not only become aware of their karma, but also begin to re-direct, and personally alter the course of their energetic directions. Generating finance, new experiences, and showing the world the fruits of their mission. 

The king of wands no longer holds any guilt nor reserve about the spiritual gifts that he, or she has – a re-evaluation of persecution consciousness, no longer allowing the opinions, or judgement of others to stand in the way of their dreams. This may also be representative of the masculine fully stepping into his role as the divine masculine – embracing his fiery intuitive nature, and taking charge of situations that he once felt powerless in. This could see him displaying a sense of sensitivity & vulnerability by learning to yield it with empowerment consciousness – rather than allowing it to engulf, or destabilise him. No longer being ashamed, or repressive of his carrying of this unique, divine template.

With the three of swords on the side of the masculine, this week, he is experiencing some stress, worry, anxiety, and over thinking. Perhaps he perceives that the feminine is ignoring him, over him, does not want him anymore, or is not as interested in his advances. Although it may appear this way, actually, over on her side, with the three of pentacles, she is really focused on expansion, the expansion of her journey, on a physical, material, mental, and emotional level. She is just extremely about her career this week, and busy working on ways to establish her platform, and her portfolio. Perhaps in recent weeks, he has been the one distant, or ignoring her, and this has inspired her to take matters into her own hands, take control of her own dreams, and draw her focus towards something that she actually CAN control – her future. The feeling of helplessness that she has come to know, is no longer something that she is willing to entertain, nor put up with.

This is the role reversal we have been feeling happening on an unconscious level.

He could be making a gesture – proposal to the feminine this week, and may be worried, or slightly reluctant as he fears rejection, at the sight of her seeming lack of interest. The ace of swords is representative of this mental breakthrough that he will be experiencing. He has been stuck in victim consciousness quite a lot over these past few weeks, thinking excessively, pondering things over time, and time again, and giving himself unnecessary amounts of stress and confusion. This week, will see him snapping himself out of these mental loop holes, by instantly knowing what to do. Perhaps this is in relation to the feminine, returning to her once he has cleared his mind, and is thinking more in accordance with who he is, and what he wants. In deciding what he wants, he makes a gesture to articulate this to the divine feminine. 

Over on the feminine side, this gesture that has been made to her enables her to make a decision. She stands at a crossroads with the two of wands – decisions must be made, stay or go? The masculine returns from his slumber with a message, once he has acknowledged that this is what he wants, ‘This is how I feel. This is what I want. This is why I have been distant’. And although the divine feminine is still feeling him, and still feels the same about him, she wonders this week whether she can base her future on his seeming inconsistency – particularly as her focus now resides in stability, and longevity. 

He has spent the past few weeks beating himself up about his own decisions, and pondering his own future, and now he has finally decided, will it all be too late?

The feminine says, ‘Okay, that’s great that you’re ready. But I’ve taken this time to focus on myself, to cease co-dependent behaviours – to do other things’. This is all about the feminine facing a new journey that is ahead of her, endless possibilities are available to her as she opens herself back up to the world, and she will need to decide if this contains the masculine, or not, whether she can take him to the next stage with her – or not. 

feminine

The Justice card on the side of the feminine is an indication of just how much the new moon in Libra will be effecting her this week..This is all about inner balance, the understanding of self, the re-writing of karma, the uniting of lovers, and achieving a steady equilibrium. She wants to do things by the book this time – in recognising her old karmic themes, she is very, very conscious this week of ensuring that things do not travel down old pathways. If she does end up accepting this gesture from the masculine, it is because she wants to, and not because she NEEDS to. She HAS been thinking of him, but he is no longer her only focus, as she becomes more concerned with asserting self sustainability, and ending the runner/chaser dynamic, through no longer running from herself, or ignoring her own intuition. ‘I do not NEED to always be chasing you. I would like to chase my dreams’.

The high priestess on the side of the masculine is symbolic, both of his thoughts of the divine feminine, and the internal alchemy that is occurring within him. He is embracing the divine feminine, this week internally, and externally, realising finally that he cannot quite escape her, or her clutches, no matter what he tries. He may see her name pop up, or synchronous reminders of her in the most seemingly random places, and something within him will tell him that this is not at all a coincidence. This is the realisation that on a deep unconscious level his soul truly wants this union, his mind is only just recently allowing itself to accept this, and catch on to its truth. 

If he is indeed still worrying about this 3rd party situation, then this week he will finally shut it down, and make a decision about things. His third eye is truly expanding, and I do feel as if this will be magnified by the appearance of the new moon, as there is a moon crescent present in the high priestess card. Not only is he recognising this week how truly powerful the feminine is, but he is also beginning to appreciate the union for what it is. His worry, and doubt over the past few weeks have simply been his resistance trying to manifest, as he became opened to a whirlpool of the spiritual, highly accelerated, and emotionally heightened world that was the divine feminine – and everything that she opened him up to. 

The justice card on the side of the feminine symbolises the balance that is being re-introduced into her life. Financially, her work is being recognised, and she is being appreciated finally for what she brings to the table. The scales are evening out, so she is learning not to give more than she receives, and simultaneously, to receive all that comes to her for her efforts. The justice card may also signify a divorce, which may represent the masculine leaving the third party situation he was previously involved in, (threes a crowd). 

She may consider moving this week for financial reasons, and perhaps this is what triggers the masculine to reach out to her. She is seeing things from a heightened perspective, and so is he, aside from he is experiencing this spiritually, and she is experiencing this materially. The world is literally her oyster. 

There is also a vital lesson in love that she is learning this week. The masculine is drawn to her, the more she is aligned to her goddess power. These were the natural roles before the interruption of polarity/patriarchal restrictions, and power struggles, feminine imbalances etc.. The feminine is the way shower. So when she directs towards herself, she also directs the masculine towards herself..

 

© Seek Cindy.

To book your own private reading with me, email me via cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk stating your request.

img_0039-6

Twitter – @spiritualpoet_
Instagram – @spiritualpoetess_
Tumblr – http://www.spiritualpoet.tumblr.com
E – cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk
Facebook – Facebook.com/twinflameandshamanchronicles

 

 

 

Advertisements

Twin Flame Weekly Reading. 15th-21st August; Closing chapters, ending narratives.

twin flame 15th

Main theme – Eight of swords, What is occurring for both twins – Queen of wands, Masculine – Four of swords, The devil, The chariot, Feminine – The emperor, Three of swords, Knight of swords.


This week, we are dealing with a lot of themes that were conjured, and brought to us through childhood experiences. This is our fight or flight, survival mode. The 8 of swords represents how we can become stuck within our minds, due to past painful experiences, and continue to resurrect these beliefs and ideas within our minds – until they become apart of our reality, and entrap us within painful cycles. 

Both sacred lovers have issues at times with thinking the worst, expecting the worst, and considering that life will always play out in the ways that it did in the past – which to them, means more pain, confusion, and loss. 

This week, is all about us freeing our limiting perceptions, and beliefs in love. The queen of wands represents the awakened divine feminine, but not only WITHIN the divine feminine, but also within the divine masculine. This sees him getting back in touch with his intuitive side, his emotional side, and feeling a sense of comfort within this place, even a sense of empowerment. This is really big for both lovers, because previously, it has been the suppression of the divine feminine within the masculine that has caused him to act in less than desirable ways, toward both himself, and past relationship experiences. 

There previously has existed two primary behavioural modes/templates within the divine masculine, because of issues to do with conditioning, hyper masculinity, and other ‘rules’, and regulations regarding what he should be. All of these behaviours were dangerous, and were brought on by a fear of the divine feminine, and a fear of her actualising her full potential, and being too much for him, and perceiving him as not enough. Contrary to popular belief, the masculine template is far more fragile than we are led to believe..

One of the traditional masculine modes/templates of feminine approach/interaction, has been forcefulness, and aggression, in order to capture her, keep her, and ensure that she does not grow too much, or too far from him. This included dimming her essence, and putting her down, until her magic was unfathomable even to her – this very mentality and template leads to such tragedies against the divine feminine, as rape, domestic violence, abuse, sexual violence… Etc..A lot of which we see all over the world today.

The second traditional masculine mode/template of feminine approach, has been detachment, avoidance, and passivity. This is a form of control in which the masculine behaves as if he does not care at all for the feminine, appearing non -chalant and withholding his affections, and attentions. This is done in a direct attempt to manipulate still, and control her love, and her desire to remain with him. ‘If i act like I do not care, the she will come to me, then she will want me even more’. This has previously caused the feminine to believe that she had to prove herself, and prove her worth, and in the past, this was her script. 

The awakening of the feminine, as depicted by the queen of wands, relates to her remembering how powerful she is, and how fluid, and electric her feminine energies truly are. She does not have to shrink herself, not for anybody, not for love, and the masculine is finding self love within himself, so he is no longer feeling or thinking as if he has to treat or manipulate her in these ways. Last week, she saw her shadow self, and i feel as if this week he is witnessing his own…

This is articulated on the side of the masculine with the presence of the devil card, and the four of swords. The four of swords is representative of the healing of the psyche, this period of rest, contemplation, and resolution, after thinking, and feeling a certain way for so long – directly tied into hypermasculinity, feelings of insecurity, inferiority, and a skewed/tarnished relationship with the divine feminine, that re-lived itself in all his romantic interactions. This is healing the DARK side of the masculine, the side attached to being sinister to get what he wants. This was all about his lower self, the part of him that felt he had to play by the book, or do things by the rule, likely by what the males around him advised him to do, or to be like. This was not truthful or natural to his nature, but he adopted these beliefs, and actions, because he believed that they were necessary to get him, ‘women’.

He might even be going through physical changes this week, physical exhaustion, or illness, as his upgrades take a toll on his overall health. He needs to accept this week, that he is not invincible, and this is OKAY…His invincibility lies with accepting vulnerability. He cannot hide away anymore from the part of him that IS vulnerable. This is the part of him that craves love, and craves it in its entirety. No more games, no more conjuring philosophies about women, and men, and what he needs to do, and not do, and dogmas about appearing falsely strong, or unshakable. 

The chariot is all about him balancing his masculine and feminine nature, and taking charge forward. Armed with the new knowledge that it is okay to be a little bit vulnerable, and it is okay to be individualistic, he can now move forward with his plans to woo the feminine, and to prove to her, that he truly is different. He has more direction this week, after he has accepted his new roles, he has a focus, he knows where he is going, he is more sure about who he is, he has broken free from self imposed chains, and he is on his way to his beloved. If soul mates or divine lovers are currently separated, then this card indicates a swift arrival back into your life. Maybe just a message, or maybe, this masculine will actually turn up at your door, or take that leap forward to get your attention. If you are already in union, this describes his desire to fight for you, to provide for you, to be open, and honest with you, and more forthcoming about his emotions. As he learns to love himself, he learns to put himself at risk a little more, because he does not always anticipate pain, or rejection back anymore.

Over on the feminine side, his new found  determination, and resilience toward sabotage, is making itself apparent with the emperor. This could also relate to the father figure, and healing issues that started with the masculine line in her family, particularly with her father. Maybe he was absent, emotionally distant, and this taught her to lack structure, discipline, and stability within her life. The classic template of men, who would come, and go. Because of this, she built certain beliefs around who, and what men should be, but now, the divine masculine IS effectively challenging this, and posing a threat to her worrisome thoughts. The three of swords is all about the pain that she has endured, and continues to endure when she deems herself unlovable, and unworthy. Still fearful of abandonment, she actually has day dreams about ways in which she may be abandoned, and kind of fantasizes sadistically about how this would take place. Her psyche has this very weird obsession with being left, and she places so much energy towards thinking about this. The queen of wands shows that she is SO powerful, and has SO much to offer, there is absolutely no reason for her to continue reliving this narrative, and she needs to take the time to breathe, and to talk herself down when she starts fathoming all of these fears again, because honestly, they are not real. 

She fears, that the masculine will always leave, and she will always be abandoned, neglected, but this is only her karma, if she keeps feeding into this theory. If she just frees her mind enough to realise that these thoughts arise from the past, and hold no concrete truths in reality, she can see the value of her worth. Other people surprisingly enough are seeing this worth of hers this week, and she certainly has a lot of admirers. As she clears her energies, she becomes more attractive to others, especially the divine masculine, and i see a lot of suitors coming up to give her offers of love this week..This is definitely going to help her ease up a little, and realise, that her fears about worth, and lack, are really just rooted in the past. 

The knight of swords sees the divine masculine charging through with a determination, and a clarity that cannot be ignored. Far from the templates of the past, he is not about to take no for an answer, or let her slip from his grips. He definitely knows what he wants, and as with the chariot, he is doing a lot of forward thinking, and forward movement, fighting for what he wants. He has had time to think, and he knows what he wants, and he knows what it is worth. He is determined to clear the air, to break through all of her barriers, and expectations, and everything that she thought love was associated with. He is one man on a mission this week. This also signifies that she may be protected by different men in her life this week, brothers, fathers, uncles, etc, as her perception about the masculine shifts, this manifests in real life also. The queen inbetween the chariot, and the knight of swords, both displaying strong male characters, is indicative of this type of protection. This knight is handing her his sword, that is why it is drawn forward, he is rushing to pass it to her. This is very much the ACE of swords, a new perception, new beginning in thought, and  a clarity of mind. Ripping her away from the eight of swords, creating painful karma by believing false truths about her worth..

We have a lot of work this week, a lot is going on within, and without us, and we have a strong responsibility towards breaking our karmic bonds. It will not be an easy week, and we will likely be triggered a few times, but it is all about re-focusing our attentions, and talking to our shadow selves, and our egoic selves, the most fearful part of us. We need to keep reminding ourselves that we ARE worthy of love, that we are love, and that there is no reason WHATSOEVER why we should be abandoned, or rejected.

 

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

To book your own personalised/private reading with me..Just send me an email at cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk and I will be yours in a flash! Readings can be received via email, skype, or face to face for those living in the area of London.

Please find below my price listings, and my testimonial page is up here in the categories section:)

If you appreciate these type of monthlys and you would like to invest in my craft, please feel free to place a donation via my tumblr page, http://www.spiritualpoet.tumblr.com

All donations support me, and my work directly, helping me to build a stronger portfolio, and working presence.

or through my paypal email directly – Cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk

Twitter – @spiritualpoet_

Instagram – @spiritualpoetess_

Tumblr – http://www.spiritualpoet.tumblr.com

E – cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk
© 2016

All works published on this site are under strict ownership of the owner, and any re-distribution is strictly prohibited without permission, and necessary credits.

 

Twin Flame (Divine love) Weekly Reading 18th-24th July; Ships coming in.

Twin Flames July..jpg

Main theme – Three of cups, What both twins are dealing with – Four of swords, Masculine – Six of pentacles, Ten of pentacles, King of cups, Feminine – Temperance, Nine of pentacles, Four of cups.

Before I begin, I would just like to note once again, that this reading is not limited to those who identify with the term twin flames alone, and high level soul mates should find great solace in these readings. Once again, the terms masculine, and feminine are actually interchangeable, and not always dependent on one’s gender. A woman may identify with the masculine side, perhaps because she is the masculine energy in the relationship, and vice versa.

This week, it appears as if both twins are in for a break, a period of some fun, laughter, sunshine, happiness, and time spent with loved ones. The three of cups is a card of community, communication, creativity, and manifestation. This being the MAIN theme for both parties this week, does show that there is a desire to live life on the more lighter side of things. The energy is clearer this week, far less dense, so it enables both twins  to be able to enjoy themselves a little more. The four of swords, as ‘What are both twins experiencing’, is all about the twins deciding that they no longer wish to carry so much heavy karmic debt within their minds. The four of swords speaks of rest, mental rest most importantly, and allowing the psyche to heal, and make peace with what is, and what was. There is a strong desire this week to create the type of happiness that they seek, instead of just waiting for it to fall inside of their laps.

Perhaps, they have been a little secluded for a while, and now they are ready to unveil themselves unto the world again, including all of the gifts, and the magic that they have to offer. The three of cups may mean that they are realising just how valuable they are in terms of playing a role, and being apart of the community spirit. Things are going GREAT for them this week, people are in awe of them, they are looking more beautiful, they are more pleasant to be around, and because of this, they attract much more goodness, and grace, and happiness, and abundance into their lives.

So, this week, both twins are kind of going through the exact same thing. With the six of pentacles on the side of the masculine, we see that he is getting some kind of compensation, or pay back for some hard work that he has been putting in. Life is finally being fair to him, he is less worried this week than he was last week about his financial payout, and stability.

The ten of pentacles shows JUST how stable he is this week. He is working on building some type of solid foundation, and with this foundation, he can get ready to embrace a new start, and this new start can include within it, anything that he wants it to. This is the ending of his financial troubles, and the beginning of a new period of abundance for him, and this is likely what enables him to be able to re-enter his community, and have all of these fun times, and happy ventures. Perhaps he was so closed off before because he was so worried about his financial situation. He did not know what he was going to do, or which way he was going to turn, so how could he have fun?

I feel that this marks a period for him also where he can be more giving, more loving, and more affectionate to others, as shown by the King of cups. This king, is a very balanced king..Financially, emotionally, mentally, he is not clouded, and he is able to provide, because he is provided for. This is what we have always wanted for the masculine, but when somebody is strained, or stressed about money, and about who they are, there is no way that they can be in a position to be giving, or open at all..

Now, he can relax, and he can be a little bit more vulnerable, he can be a little bit more of himself because he believes in himself more. Money is very important to the masculine’s image of self identity, and this is healing a bruise within that he had about his self image. He is much more fulfilled this week, more generous, sweet, open, and much like his old self. I feel this is a more playful version of him, one who is more in contact with his heart, and his intuition.

Over on the feminine side, she too is striking luck with some financial abundance! The 9 of pentacles is very similar to the 10 of pentacles, and actually, is just but a breath away! The only thing that separates these two cards is, whilst the 10 of pentacles suggests the ending of one cycle, and the beginning of another, (likely to do with finance), the 9 of pentacles is more like a rounding up, or a summing up, rather than an ending, and a beginning. This is the culmination of something that the feminine has been working very hard towards, and now it is finally all coming together.

Perhaps this was her vision, of her future, of her career, of her finances, of her long term goals, and achievements, but she is really excelling this week! Finally, she is getting some recognition that she deserves, and this is making her feel very good about herself. She is proud of herself, because she knows JUST how hard she has worked, even if nobody else knows it. This is her reward for the service that she has been putting in, and in this 9 year, I feel that this speaks of much more to come for her. This is also related to karma, she has really earned this good strike of luck through making internal changes, and changing her fortune. This is the type of abundance that has come from going on a journey, picking up lessons along the way, and staying on the intended path.

The four of cups cards suggests that, even though she is having all of these fun times with friends/family/social settings (three of cups), she is STILL missing something, still thinking of something, and still looking to something – And I believe that this something, is her masculine twin. She is longing for him this week, yes, the noise of his energy is even louder than all of the praise, and attention that she is getting. The cup held by the king of cups, is actually the cup that she is waiting for.

She is like, ‘Hey, now, I have my life in order..I can FEEL that you have yours in order, so what are we waiting for? We need to just come together, and see what we can build’. She is really thinking about love this week, young love, playful love, intimate love, because now she is more at home with herself, she is in a far better position to love in the RIGHT ways, and she has a lot of love to give. Things are going wonderfully, and she just wants to share this, and magnify the beautiful elated feelings that she has been feeling..

The temperance card arrives to ask her to have faith in divine order, and guidance. The angel presented in this card too presents a cup, of fresh beginnings, love and fantasy, but I do not see that he is quite ready to give it. He wishes for the feminine to stay on her path of hard work, and creativity, because it has more to give her. If she were to stray now, or potentially lose sight of her focus, she could be placing everything she has worked so hard for in jeopardy. So, at this time, she is asked to listen to her intuition, because it is guiding, and comforting her every second, and actually..This longing that she has, is giving her extra fire, and fuel for her creative work, she is channeling the masculine, they are both tapping into one another, and providing each other with that JUICE, that fire! When everything does come together, as a whole, it is going to be beautiful, so do not stress that, but do not stress divine timing either.

She has JUST been given a reward in terms of her karmic, and financial destiny, yet she STILL wants all of her Christmases to come at once..Lady, haven’t you learned anything? The 9 of pentacles shows the beauty of progression, of waiting for the harvest, this is what makes this all that much more enjoyable, and worth while. Why do you want all of your ships to come in at once? Don’t you want to savour, and enjoy them, individually?

I think that because she is focusing so much on the lack of this specific cup returning to her, she is magnifying its distance, when truly..The distance is not that great, and she knows this – deep down, it is closer than ever! She has cups being offered to her from every single direction, yet still, her eyes are wondering, and her faith is wavering. She just needs to learn to TRUST!  She has worked on everything else, but this..

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

 

To book your own personalised/private reading with me..Just send me an email at cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk and I will be yours in a flash! Readings can be received via email, skype, or face to face for those living in the area of London.

Please find below my price listings, and my testimonial page is up here in the categories section:)

If you appreciate these type of monthlys and you would like to invest in my craft, please feel free to place a donation via my tumblr page, http://www.spiritualpoet.tumblr.com

All donations support me, and my work directly, helping me to build a stronger portfolio, and working presence.

or through my paypal email directly – Cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk

Twitter – @spiritualpoet_

Instagram – @spiritualpoetess_

Tumblr – http://www.spiritualpoet.tumblr.com

E – cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk
© 2016

All works published on this site are under strict ownership of the owner, and any re-distribution is strictly prohibited without permission, and necessary credits.

Twin Flame Weekly Reading 27th June-3rd July; The dynamics of destruction, and creation.

twin flame end june.jpg

Main theme – The tower, What is occurring for both twins – Page of wands, Masculine – Ten of cups, Ace of wands, Ten of pentacles.

Before I begin, I would just like to note once again, that this reading is not limited to those who identify with the term twin flames alone, and high level soul mates should find great solace in these readings. Once again, the terms masculine, and feminine are actually interchangeable, and not always dependent on one’s gender. A woman may identify with the masculine side, perhaps because she is the masculine energy in the relationship, and vice versa. Even if you do not identify with being a part of a divine love connection, you may check in with the energy that you resonate with, to see what themes you are influenced by this week.

Numerologically speaking, we  are moving through a period of the ending of a cycle, and lessons learnt 27th June  (2+7=(9) to, a period of creation, exploration, and manifestation (3) rd July.

This week, BOTH  twins have money on their minds, and have set their sets on exploration, and expansion. 

The tower, speaks of the type of destruction that must occur in order for creation to give birth. Think of child birth – arguably a very traumatic experience, the mother could die during labour, but out of that suffering, strife, and chaos, a beautiful child is born, and the cycle continues itself. This week is all about that cycle, and both sacred lovers harmonising with this, and not being thrown aback by the break down, or swift changes in different areas of their life.

This is more to do with the destruction of the ego than anything else. I feel that the tower represents the ego, and all of the illusions, and expectations that we hold up about ourselves, that can usually cloud ourselves, and our visions in love. The tower asks this week that we let go. All the stories we tell, all the dreams of perfection that we conjure. This does not mean that they do not exist. It simply means we need to be more aware of how certain ideologies and perceptions about the world, and ourselves entrap us. The tower clears things out of the way, pretty swiftly, in order for new things to come together. What you once knew is changing, you are recognising, acknowledging new things. This is much about the quickening that I referred to last week. Things are happening pretty fast this week. Sudden realisations, and epiphanies that shatter what you once thought you knew. This is all about transformation – the element of fire, strength, wisdom, courage, and knowledge being learnt through the rubble.

The page of wands refers to the strength of the spirit that is born through this type of transformation, and life awakening. The page of wands does represent a fairly younger figure, and for this reason, I dub this symbol the inner child symbol. This is the message to become more at home, and one with ourselves once we have shed the ego self. This is the creation of the original self, the self before all models of the ego were introduced through fear, and pain.

Over on the side of the masculine, he is coming to the end/completion of a cycle, and getting ready to embrace a new period within his life, as depicted by the ten of pentacles, ten of cups, and the ace of wands. This is all about a new direction of spirit, he is looking at the bigger picture now, what it really means to be whole, and what it means to be himself – his true self. Emotionally fulfilled, and nourished, without fear or pride. He is experiencing transformation. Perhaps he recognises the importance of creating the family home, and setting that he never had, and he realises that in order to do so, he must first start with himself. 

He truly wishes to be a responsible figure now, and he is thinking of investments, homes, pension plans, stock markets, you name it. He wants his name in the sand, and in there permanently, but I do get the feeling that he realises that all of this is futile if experienced alone. He is mature enough now to take this new direction, which will require him to leave old things behind, and venture in unfamiliar territory.

As for our lovely feminine this week, she too is also feeling the call of the wild, the desire to spread her wings, and branch out. She is experiencing a little bit of spoilt brat syndrome this week with the four of cups, and the seven of pentacles. The four of cups suggests that she is just not seeing the amazing opportunities, and the promise of a new and fulfilling life that is before her. Sometimes, she acknowledges it, and places energy towards it, other times, she criticises, and doubts herself, and still gets caught up in the old ways of thinking/feeling. The world card shows that the world IS hers this week, what more could she possibly want? The wheel of fortune is turning in her favour, but perhaps not as fast as she would prefer.

Whilst she is anxious, and impatient to get out there and show the world the great gifts that she offers, the masculine is thinking about settling down, and setting up shop, which once again shows the sort of role reversal in energy dynamics – symbolic of the balancing out that has been occurring over these past few weeks. She ( the feminine), believes in herself now, and she is ready to explore this, but she must remember, that if change happens too fast, then she will likely miss the journey to the top. It is the JOURNEY that is most important, this period is very significant, and if she rushes it, she will look back one day and wonder where it all went. 

The seven of pentacles speaks of her waiting for the harvest. She has worked so hard over this period of time, especially since the course of this year, and she can feel, even taste the change, and this has only enhanced her hunger for more change. Relax butter seed. Your change is here, it has come, it has arrived. Stop waiting for it as part of a huge sign, of writing in the sky. Just LOOK….And you will see.

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

To book your own personalised/private reading with me..Just send me an email at cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk and I will be yours in a flash! Readings can be received via email, skype, or face to face for those living in the area of London.

Please find below my price listings, and my testimonial page is up here in the categories section:)

If you appreciate these type of weekly readings, and you would like to invest in my craft, feel free to place a donation via my tumblr page, http://www.spiritualpoet.tumblr.com

Twitter – @spiritualpoet_

Instagram – @spiritualpoetess_

Tumblr – http://www.spiritualpoet.tumblr.com

E – cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk
© 2016

All works published on this site are under strict ownership of the owner, and any re-destribution is strictly prohibited without permission, and necessary credits.

‘Celebrity culture, and television dreaming’. Mini article.

  
In a capitalistic society, ‘celebrity culture’, and ‘popular culture’, are one in the same. Ofcourse, it could be no other way.
Without the luring promise of a life filled with praise, admiration, boundless riches, and perceived emotional fulfilment, how would the hierarchal queen b, keep the little worker b’s working, and dreaming?
In western culture, celebrity culture has assumed the position that a monarchy, or a religious sect would, in previous times, dominating all influence, cultural, social, and moral significance. For the largest part, we are all under the rule of celebrity culture, and that which it dictates.

‘We’, ofcourse being the collective.
If there was no celebrity culture, how would you define your own ideals of success? What would success look like for you? 

How would you measure your happiness, or your ideals of what you should, and should not achieve?

Where would you look to for salvation, gratification?

Would you continue to live vicariously? Or would you actually go out there and live your dreams.. Television creates a false sense of experience, that is why it produces a lethargic, and procrastinated set of logics.

The part of the brain that engages with television, can easily trick the self into believing that they are the ones experiencing these situations, and emotions, (if they are drawn into what they are viewing).

Consequently, the watcher rather than growing inspired to live out their own destiny, enjoys a false sense of satisfaction from viewing others live out this dream reality.
How is celebrity culture so profitable?

Well, if you make a culture of people insecure enough, there is no limit to what they will purchase for fulfilment.. 
Cindyannehbu.wordpress.com

Www.spiritualpoet.tumblr.com

And in the end, it is all about surrender. 

“And in the end, it is all about surrender, complete, entire surrender. The throwing away of the ego, and the embracing of pain. It is only through suffering that you surrender yourself to the divine. That you say, I am not greater than your will, and I am not above human emotions, nor experience.It is always the ego that fights pain, and that claims to be non deserving of this pain. The ego wishes to protect its identity, and the perceptions that it has built for itself in order to feel loved, and protected. The soul knows that it is always loved, and protected, by those most divine energies, and the most divine light.

Once again, the ego seeks constant confirmation. The soul knows all, and needs to seek none. The ego needs facts and assurance to confirm that it is not lonely, unloved, and unprotected. Ofcourse in thinking this, the ego is created upon the basis of fear, and desperation.

Surrender to the feeling of, ‘not being good enough’. If you are not good enough, then so be it. No, I have not lost my marbles. But if you struggle against anything, you only draw more negative attention to it. If you are not ‘good enough’, so what? Somebody still loves you. Many will still be entertained, and amazed by you. So define, ‘not good enough’.

Your perception is only a mere fragment of a truth. The ultimate truth, that which does not exist, because everybody’s truth is based upon their own perception, and life experiences, so who determines this ultimate truth? The collective? Well, the collective have failed to come forward and take lie detector tests. Most of what you know of the, ‘collective perception’, is an attempt by individuals to fit in, to be apart of something..
This in itself is illusionary.
Many of those individuals within the collective, will be more than willing to stray from the collective stream of thought, should such a life circumstance call for it, such as love, or death.

For instance, if a collective society hold the belief that women, let’s say, from, ‘America’, are untamed, and therefore, undesirable.
An individual from this collective may well, wish to maintain this belief, and abide by it, in order to appease that society, but may find themselves somewhere along the line, madly in love with an American woman, therefore his ‘illusion’, of belonging to this collective thought stream is shattered.
And his heart begins to lead the way, alienating his ego, and the egoic beliefs.

If you feel alone, then too, surrender to that emotion. Do not fight it by wishing that you were in the presence of others, because then you will always seek for something outside of yourself to fulfil you. Think about the amount of numbers you have in your phone, those who try to reach out to you, from time to time, those whom you have shared beautiful memories with.
Were you then too, alone?
For aloneness like all things is only momentary, temporary, a figment of the mind,
A crime.. If you ask me.”

Cinderella Anneh-bu (via spiritualpoet)
© 2015
All works published on this site are under strict ownership of the owner, and any re-destribution is strictly prohibited without permission, and necessary credits.

For more of my works, visit me at cindyannehbu.wordpress.com

Www.spiritualpoet.tumblr.com

https://www.facebook.com/Twinflameandshamanchronicles/

Twitter – @spiritualpoet_

E – cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk

Woman, like myself..

  
I find it funny, (I say funny, but I truly mean appalling), how the female body is only regarded when it is being used, or viewed for sexual pleasures/purposes, and society pretty much over looks it in every other respect. Mention pornography, and you will find a multi billion pound/dollar franchise, that only continues in growth and expansion. However, mention breast feeding, and menstrual cycles, and the many ways in which the female body changes and evolves after child birth, and nobody really wants to know.
So much so, that there is hardly any information readily available or even taught about how women can appropriately cater to their bodies, whilst protecting themselves from energetic and sexual invasion. Penetration is not the only way that a woman’s body may be dishonoured.
Did you know that the Yoni was self cleansing? That the very narrative of a woman’s vagina being ‘loose’ based upon sexual activity is invalid, and in concrete because the vagina is designed to maintain elasticity. 

Did you know that the act of nipple stimulation is not only a sexual act, but releases oxytocin, (a bonding chemical), that releases feelings of love, relaxation, and comfort within the woman?

So, it is more than merely stimulation, but within her you are awakening a deep pool of love, that mimics the intimacy between mother and child..

I pray for the day people stop seeing the female body as merely a sexual function, and appreciates it for the multi dimensional facet it is. Perhaps, this will change the way that we view sexuality also.. 
© 2015
All works published on this site are under strict ownership of the owner, and any re-destribution is strictly prohibited without permission, and necessary credits.
#women

#writer

#health

#spirituality

#humansexuality 

#sacredsexuality 

#art

#divinefeminine