*NEW* moon in Aries – 27/28th March. The ultimate destruction, & re-creation.

 

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With the new moon in Aries,

we are looking at the wild, unkept divine feminine – our egoic nature that may be more difficult to control, or maintain.

The strength card in the taro is represented by this energy.

When the ego is suppressed, or you hide elements of who you are, you tend to grow frustrated, or express the intensity of your emotions in a way that may be considered harmful to your well being, or that of others.

But, as we all know, explosions are very expressive, & almost necessary to us humans, much like orgasms.

It is necessary for us every so often, to burst free from our confines, & exist in our truth – especially us creative types!

Aries can be a little harsh, or sharp tongued, but this is simply because they have so much expression inside of them, & may often feel as if others do not understand them.

It is important to understand yourself, so that you do not project in this way.
This new moon signifies a vow to communicate more clearly.

There is nothing wrong with being a warrior for yourself. As long as you pick your battles wisely.

Channel the most intense of your energies into creativity, or an expressive art form.

Aries are never afraid to stand up for themselves, so this could also be a message to those who are holding on too tightly to whom they think they should be, playing small, & refusing to deliver.

I have spoken previously about my thoughts of this numerological year being a `10 year, and not a 1 year at all.. Numerology typically removes the value of the 0, however, I think that the 0 is very impactful in describing what is happening with the energies of the number 10 – 1 being creation, and 0 being destruction, and the 10 of them playing out a simultaneous sync, that is very reminiscent of twin flame energy, the infinity symbol, and the nature of existence itself.

This new moon in Aries borrows from that Kali, (the dark goddess) energy of destruction, and creation, and how the both of them are dependent on one another for growth.

A vital lesson is actually being presented to us in the wake of the new moon in Aries once again for us to do our shadow work. There is a lot of shadow work that goes on during this time because the Spring energies are trying to make way for a lighter vibration. We have broken down a lot of information in such a short space of time, and this is so that we welcome the next part of the year with ease.. Although, this year may be a trying one in terms of us breaking into a new dawn.. As we rise into higher energies, we are also met equally by all of our fears, and blockages, and the panic that is currently happening on earth with the political system, and people feeling desperate for change. As much as there is a lot of movement, there is also still alot of backwards activity, a lot of organisations, systems, and a lot of people still reluctant to break out of the dark ages.

For twinflames specifically, because they take on the embodiment of all of the templates of human kind, they are finding this struggle against the old, and the new particularly difficult.

March also being the 3rd month, brought us the energy of the number 3, which is highly charged with spiritual information, communication, and creative/birthing energies.

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The 4 of pentacles, The magician, the devil.

For twinflames, this new moon period asks them to embark on a period of transmutation, and the kind of alchemy that completely turns their world around. There may have been many triggers lately in the name of old templtes, rigidity, and feeling as if we must adhere to certain labels, or ways of being, in order to feel accepted, or accounted for. Many twinflames are trying to break away from the patriarchal grip that is the 4 of pentacles, in combination with the devil. Feeling stuck or tied down by rigid belief systems, practices, or demands. Perhaps they have been stuck financially, and it is time for them to use their creative sensibilities to find a way to generate more income, without experiencing tediousness, boredom or restraint. They are becoming away pretty fast of what they have taken on from their parents, and unlike before, they are actually making a conscious effort to challenge themselves, and not to run away from what needs to be faced. The magician is also the ability to exist within the present moment. It is only when we are conscious of ourselves that we are true manifestors, manipulators of energy, because then we keep tabs on what we are creating, with every passing moment, which is really the definition of karma.

Blessed be, my sacred beings ~

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Twin Flames *DAILY* Reading 22-25th February – Embracing changing tides!

Twin Flames *DAILY* Reading 22-25th February – Embracing changing tides!Main theme//Unified energy – The guardian angel of maturity, Masculine – 8 of cups, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – Page of cups, Feminine The lovers, The energy the feminine projects to the masculine – Wheel of fortune.


The guardian angel of maturity: AS I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY, I ALSO DEVELOP MY STRENGTH –

 Angel function – To guide our emotional growth.

Gifts for Earth – It can help you to understand your growth process towards maturity; allow yourself to do the things in life you have always desired; cope with the responsibilities of adulthood. 

The angel helps us mature into wise beings capable of handling responsibilities and making fruitful choices to enhance our joy and well-being. It shows us how to age with grace. It carries the Lantern of wisdom, and a trumpet, symbolising an appreciation of music, one of the great beauties of life. 

The angel of maturity takes us on a journey through intense self exploration. Both twins are coming into a very profound journey of understanding who they truly are, and who they have been.

The energy of Pisces plucks out many childhood fears, and phobias associated with change, feelings of deserving, and ideas about our capabilities, or rather in-capabilities.

It is no longer permissible to play small, because playing small is not in alignment with the expansive nature of our souls, or our minds at this time.. Recent awakenings, and triggers have been scheduled us to go even deeper within, and to release and relinquish even more blockages.

Aren’t you glad now that your twin returned to you? Even if briefly.. Even if they soon showed you that they were STILL not ready for union, although so close – as it allowed you to see ways that you also still needed to work on yourself..

Emotional maturity comes knocking when we can no longer carry on being activated by our childhood wounding, and living from a space that does not grant us much, if any justice..
Your heart wants one thing, but the limitations of your mind do not allow you to reach for this something. Well, this is quickly becoming a thing of the past. Baby boy syndrome, or Princess pan syndrome is pulled into question as both twins realise how they have been selling themselves short. It could be time to make big changes in order to make their dreams and desires a reality. It could be time to take the leap of faith, moving on from repetitive cycles, moving into higher states of awareness, and acting upon that which we have always dreamt, but never dared.. 
The 8 of cups is all about the masculine going on his own journey to locate the treasures of what he wants..He may be sensing finally that something is missing in his life. Mundane day to day pleasures do not really fit the excitement that his soul rumbles for..This is the journey of the hero – who seeks to find his saving grace.. To save himself, and to save something else. Maybe he is coming into the knowledge that his destiny is greater.. Although he does not necessarily know what his calling may be, he realises that he has one. Maturity calls for him to make a conscious decision about where it is that he wants to be, and to stick to it.. Past fears about commitment are waning, as he realises that to be responsible, means to commit to something. 

The lovers card on the feminine side also sees her pondering past relationship cycles. She is coming to a big close in her life where she is realising something that has been a major block in her life for a long time, particularly in regards to love, and past lovers.. These realisations may come quick, and fast, years of misunderstanding, and confusion being cleared up to her in almost seconds, without her conscious effort.. This is the energy of Pisces, enhanced intuition, clarity, and validated knowing. 
She could be looking within and realising why so many of her past relationships did not work.. Maybe unconsciously, she never truly wanted them to, because she was not ready to take the responsibility of what it meant to be in a relationship, and placed her burdens, her sense of worth, or importance in the hands of others..

The wheel of fortune shows the feminine calling time on everything. It is time for them both to enter into this state of awareness, and she takes the position of the angel of fate.. She projects to the masculine a mirror of himself, and an opportunity for change, and for growth, as he witnesses that she strives ultimately for self improvement, and awareness, inspiring, and triggering him to do the same..

The page of cups is the masculine projecting day dreams, and visions to the feminine.. She has been on his mind lately, and she is feeling this through emotional resonance.. He could be communicating from a purer place in his heart, more open, and more honest, and asking her to break down her walls and do the same..

In this state of emotional purity and child-like innocence, the feminine can also see into her own subconscious mind.. When she taps into the energy of the masculine she may be able to feel that he is fighting with himself, although his love for her is pure – causing her to wonder what possible blockages she too may have in regards to the nature of being accepting, and communicating.

Major lessons are gathered at this time that cause them to re-visit their childhood patterns, behaviours, and learned beliefs..

This is SUCH a powerful time of growth, and I could not be more proud of both…

Blessed be, my sacred beings ~

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General Weekly Reading – 20th-26th February (NEW MOON* In Pisces) – Emotive waters ~ 

Main Theme – Knight of cups, Surrounding cards – 5 of pentacles, 3 of swords, 6 of cups, 7 of cups.

Numerological break down calculation – 2oth – Ultimate balance, (enhanced by the presence of the 0), duality, (accepting the good with the bad), finding harmony within two opposites, equality, masculine, and feminine merging, shadow integration, love, togetherness – 26th – (2+6) = 8 – Karma, breaking karmic chains/binds, doing things differently, witnessing a never ending cycle, the infinity symbol, the twin flame dance, prosperity, wisdom gained, Higher consciousness. (2/6 – Balance and harmony within the family, healing family issues, and finding peace in romantic situations).

The thick, yet fluid energy of the Pisces moon sees us gifted with extra sensory perception & intuitive vision. This sign, associated with the inner child takes us back to our primal wounds, & asks us to remove the blockages on our path to love.

The playful inner child who thrives on love & allows themselves to feel is revisited with the knight of cups, along with themes of emotional vulnerability, & past sincere memories. Something is allowing us to remember a simpler time, a more beautiful time, & we may find ourselves feeling particularly creative, & fluid. Ideas appear to rush to us when we are in this state, because we are judgemental of nothing, and do not feel the need to immediately question what comes up for us.

The knight of cups could be a visit from the past. Is there an individual with whom you have unfinished karma? You may find yourselves this week coming a cross a memory of them, or finding yourself in communion with them. At this blessed time of sacred baptism, those who shaped vital parts of your journey may return for redemption.

The 6 of cups could speak of union, or reunion, & an offer may be presented to you about rekindling a past romance. The past has been on your mind heavily lately, perhaps nostalgia, perhaps trying to make sense of the steps that got you here. 

If you have been the one on this Persons mind,then they are filled with fond memories of you, and you, with them.

It could be time to allow bygones to be bygones – recognising the importance of forgiveness & not building upunnecessary  blockages. Vengeance is a fool’s game. It is the hour to free yourself of past grievances, allowing your heart to let others in again.

A sincere invite to participate in love once more may be granted, & this is because many have been doing the work to understand themselves, or have experienced dark nights of the soul that have brought them to their knees. Encouraging them to be raw, open, & honest, in a way that empowers, not disempowers them.

Inauthenticity has no home when we get this in touch with ourselves, & the 3 of swords may signify leaving the terrible pains of the past behind, so that we no longer have to hide behind a false image. The 6 of cups is the purest version of yourself, before the shadow self & scarcity consciousness was built.

The 7 of cups may speak of a choice needing to be made. Some of us will be involved with making the decision to walk away from, or walk into a third party situation. My twin flame weekly reading, ‘ ‘ goes more into detail about this. *see bottom*

Heightened intuition at this time could mean that you feel this person coming strongly before their arrival, or you feel another thinking intensely of your memory. You could be receiving the news//confirmation that you have been waiting for. Finding the truth about a situation that sets you free, & changes your perception on things.

You may meet an individual who asks you to drop all pretences through their very nature of being soft, humbled, & gentle.  Understanding why past trials in life occurred is the key to walking away from the depravity in the 5 of pentacles. It is our perception of challenges that leave us feeling left out in the cold, or neglected. Re-connecting with God means understanding that the divine never neglected you. But each step brought you right here. Now. Where you are most receptive to change. 

The 7 of cups can dream up big ambitions & idealistic visions. Pisces are known to be the dreamers. Allow your mind to escape itself & envision all that you can be. 

So many opportunities open themselves to you when you begin to believe in yourself again, & become inspired by your very existence. 

The 3 of swords can see you contemplating leaving behind a situation or a life that no longer serves you – in order to move confidently in the direction of what you truly desire. Maybe you are moving on from control//attachment issues, & you find yourself questioning addictions in the form of co-dependent relationships.

You could be leaving a loveless, yet convenient relationship in order to be with your true love, or contemplating doing so. A tough decision could exist for many this week, & will test how much we have grown..

The 7 of cups could be feeling spoilt for choice in love. When you open yourself up to see how much abundance there is in your life, you seem to experience even more blessings through gratitude.

A messenger of redemption could arrive to make things ‘right’ this week, igniting a change in luck.

What a beautiful time to tap into, & remember the truest version of you! Channel, write, create, & allow ideas from your subconscious to flow through…

I would like to share with you all the card that was picked in my twin flame weekly reading this week, from the beautiful new Angel deck that I am now working with!


This week’s twin flame weekly is officially complete 🙌🏽🙏🏽 There are so many different messages coming through, & so many multiple pathways guys, this is a BIG one!! 😩 You may claim your purchase now 👈🏾 The usual way.. Through PayPal: emailing the sum of $3.33 to cindyanneh-bu@hotmail.co.uk & than sending me a confirmation email with the email that you would like to receive the reading at! & the reading shall be sent automatically to you – upon completion.

I pulled an extra card on each side for the masculine, and the feminine, and also a clarifying card, and an outcome card, because I could just feel the intensity of the energies behind this weeks read!

Twin Flame Weekly Reading – 20th-26th February 2017 – 3rd party situation comes to a head, Karmic decisions, and the destiny that you create. 

Twin Flame *DAILY* Reading – 17th-18th February 2017 – Breaking chains.

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Twin Flame *DAILY* Reading – 17th-18th February 2017 – Breaking chains.
Main theme – The high priestess, Masculine – 6 of cups, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – Ace of cups, Feminine – 2 of cups, The energy the feminine projects to the masculine – The devil.
 
I know a lot of us have been feeling really crazy with this union lately.. It’s been such a crazy time, and we have all been acting out SO much! But it’s okay.. We are getting there, I promise, and you are all gaining SO much out of being literally plummeted into your own versions of self discovery..However it unfolds, and manifests. There is so much beauty in these situations, they just want for you to dig even deeper..
 
The high priestess takes us into the realm of intuition, spiritual revelation, and epiphanies, however, this could also be the realm of illusion, as the information that we receive is not tangible, and we have no way of proving it.. There may be many signs, and symbols at this time abundant that remind you of your twin, or appear as if somebody else is speaking to you through channeling words that your twin themselves cannot say.. Perhaps you see their name, or hear it multiple times, or somebody opens up to you, and expresses their emotions, and you can feel intuitively as if what they are saying, is also true for your twin..
The high priestess asks us to use discernment. What is real, and what is not? It is time to trust yourself.. You cannot seek outside of yourself for validation, specifically for something so sacred to you as the twin flame union.
Divine principle is unfolded to you at this time.. The high priestess holds in her hands the secret to life, at this time, you are learning so many shamanic lessons, and vital lessons about life that can appear as cheat codes. You can choose to keep this information to yourself, but it is much more potent if you share it with others, and also help them to navigate this earthly realm, as you swim inbetween both spaces. This is what the two pillars of black, and white represent – yin, and yang.
This is a strange time, it could feel as if your intuition is getting stronger, but at the same time, that makes your logical mind wish to work harder, and make greater sense of things.. So you may feel caught in between what is real, and what is false right now.. This is okay. As I mentioned, discernment is key. Listen to what your insides tell you feels right, and does not feel right.
This is a very Mary the mother of Jesus energy, & I feel that this is a heightened time for rebirth, birth, baptism, and purity. We could be being reborn a more balanced, and integrated version of ourselves.
 
The 6 of cups represents the masculine visiting the past.. He could be getting very in touch with his inner child at this time, in a way that in some ways could be uncomfortable. His heart is truly expanding, and opening up, especially with the presence of the ace of cups. This is a blessing. A new emotional opening, he may find himself crying today, and physically cleansing himself, and his eyes through his tears A lot of blockages need to be released, and spirit is really helping him, and aiding him to do so.. He is sending messages to the feminine, intuitively, and emotionally, that he still loves her.. That he always will. This could be through songs or dreams, or memories that he projects to her. They are very much mentally connected today, because they are so caught in this ethereal realm where messages travel effortlessly.. He could be remembering back to a time when he looked into her eyes, and felt more special than ever. The 6 of cups is him truly looking into the past, and what happened, and experiencing this inner joy, and innocent love, but with the 2 of cups, the feminine is really focused on the now, and the future, and is not so concerned with the past. She has spent so much time thinking about her past with the masculine.
 
It is wonderful that he is doing his inner child healing, and shadow work, but she is ready for him to be ready, and present now, not then. She has really stepped into this place where she feels that she is ready, and she may be growing impatient with the whole process.. What is the truth here? What is real she asks? How could it be that she imagines all of these things? Yet feels them so deeply.. She could feel as if the masculine wants this love, but simultaneously as if he is hesitant to take it.. Even more reason why now is a great time to focus that love back into herself. Healing and balance needs to be found. And this focus cannot be on the other person, especially whilst he’s doing work that she has done years ago. In terms of timelines, he is a little further behind, but that’s okay, because there has been times where the feminine has been behind, so she needs to be a bit more compassionate with this.. Perhaps in the past, it was the masculine who offered his love to her, and she was not so ready to take it.. And now, there is a chance to see, how he may have felt. Take a walk in each others shoes.. His inner child is a little bruised.
 
The devil card holds several interpretations for us today.. For some, this is the negative thoughts, and doubts that creep in when we are not certain about ourselves, or a situation. Our natural defense mechanism may be negative thinking, because this is an automatic programming for us.. We could find ourselves wondering in these next few days, ‘Was this just a karmic attachment?’ ‘Is this union healthy?’ The divine feminine may be growing fearful, because of how fearful her masculine has been. . Fear tends to spread, and can be quite powerful, especially as they are both vulnerable to both the dark, and the light, as the high priestess shows..
 
 
The feminine could also be holding up a mirror for him to see his own shadow self, and witness his negative attachments. She is very aware at this time, and in touch, so in exploring herself, she also makes things known to him that he would previously not have had access to knowing. He’s looking at this past, the good, and the bad.. He may have found out that the feminine is involved in a karmic relationship, and wonders how she could possibly belong to him if this is the case.. She could be showing him that his karmic relationship is low vibrational in nature, or perhaps he is beginning to feel a little frightened with the frequency of spiritual messages, symbolism, dreams, intuitive feelings, and confusion in his life.. Especially if he is traditionally religious, he could wonder what is happening to him…
If it is the darkness that attempts to keep both twins in low vibrations, then the feminine is ready to break free, and she asks the masculine.. ‘Won’t you come with me?’ What is all of this esoteric, and intense thought forms, and dreams, and meditations that are coming to him. He could even feel as if he is so attached to this powerful, and spiritual woman that it cannot possibly be healthy. Maybe he has tried to shake her, but at every turn, she is still, right there..
Happy healing, my sacred beings ~
 
 
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‘Twin Flame Weekly Reading – 13th-19th February 2017; Karmic returns, Flowering gifts of the divine, de-programming, and feminine liberation’ takes us on a journey through the masculine maturing, and the feminine flowering..

win Flame *DAILY* Reading – valentines day special 14th-15th February 2017; The perpetual ending.

Twin Flame *DAILY* Reading – valentines day special 14th-15th February 2017;

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Main theme – 7 of cups, Masculine – 5 of cups, The energy the masculine projects to the feminine – Death, Feminine – 2 of pentacles, The energy the feminine projects to the masculine – The world.
Clarifying card – The world (again)
On this commercialized lovers holiday, it appears that twin flames are a little less concerned with the dramatic displays of annual scheduled love, and affection, and are more consumed with the intense life changes, and transitions that are occurring for them.. This is actually fantastic, because just a few years ago, both twins, especially the feminine were likely still caught in egotistical displays, and may have actually got pulled into the dynamics of this faux lovers holiday..

Do not get me wrong – any holiday that dedicates itself to the celebration, and expression of love is one you can count me in, but those of us who have dedicated, and practically sacrificed ourselves to the path of divine love know that it is far more complicated than roses, tasty chocolate, and carefully crafted words in a hallmark card… True love is heart shattering, soul awakening, and divinely orchestrated, and this year, none of the twins are getting too caught up in the theatrics of everything..

For the sake of my twins who may not be in contact with their lovers today, or who may be going through many more dark night of the soul-esque super challenging separation periods, I hope that you are not triggered by this holiday.. Love is something that is expressed daily. Love is something that we are, and not something that we can attain, and not something that can be taken away from us. Love – just is. Love, is the divine.. And love is more than abundant today.. Should you open your eyes to the prize that God is delivering..

The 7 of cups is God, and the universe opening up multiple pathways for both twins on this day. This is the true gift. Manifestation is ripe right now, as spirit presents us with the multiple pathways, and opportunities that are available to us. It is very possible at this time to experience some of your wildest dreams, and imaginations. What was your childhood hope? What did you dream about incessantly? Was it being a writer? An artist? Or a painter? Spirit alerts your attention to the fact that you can be anyone of these things, it is just as simple as choosing a route, and breaking free of your moldings, and your barriers in order to grab a hold of one of these destinies. Time for change has NEVER been so abundant..

Look to your right – There is an offer there. Look to your left – There is another.. Which will you choose? Won’t you choose? Now that you can see that destiny is less about what is handed to you without choice, and more of what you CHOOSE to do once you have become aware of your karma, and patterns. You can choose an old path, or you can choose a new path, and spirit is entirely impartial in this game. Of-course God, and the universe probably have a preferable avenue for you to follow, the one that leads you more closely to your destiny, but free will, is a very REAL thing..

At this time, you are channeling even more information from the universe, receiving confirmation, news, and new found understanding. Especially the masculine, who is now being challenged to view life from an entirely different perspective. For him, the 7 of cups is the crust of the world opening up, and showing him a larger, wider view.. This view may shock him. The fact that there is SO much more out there, and available than he once thought.. The world is magic, and so is he..
The world is very much in both twins palms right now – decisions, crossroads, and possibilities.

The 5 of cups represents the masculine experiencing somewhat of a mourning period. The change that is arriving for him is pretty swift, and he may have a sense that it is premature, perhaps he was not ready for a change of this magnitude, and a part of him still wished to cling onto his boyish charm, innocence, and youthful persona. The 5 of cups is a wake up call – to wake up. To see that the previous way he was living, was not for him, and this may be a little difficult for him to digest, because he thought he had just a little bit longer to live in ignorance..

The three of cups that he mourns over could indeed be a pregnancy, this 3rd party situation that I have talked to death. It could have all come to a head, as he experiences a hint of nostalgia today – thinking about the past, how things have been, and how they could have been.. There is a lot changing for him pretty fast, and he may feel almost swept off his feet, as if he has not quite had the chance to process what is happening to him.. Change at this time is quite frightening to him, and he may not know which avenue to choose, even though he has reached this pivotal point where expansion is the only probable outcome.

He actually may be getting triggered by the romantic aroma of valentines day today and may be feeling a little lonely, not as a direct result of it, but because of the feeling in the air of unity, and family, and flattery.. He could be thinking back to a time where he was younger, had women swooning over him, and how he took people, or things for granted. More than anything he is mourning his youth, and the natural passing of time..

The death card symbolises the masculine projecting to the feminine that he is undergoing immense change, and transition at this time. Perhaps he communicates this to her verbally, or even physically – there may be a noticeable change in his demeanor, in the things he says, in the ways that he behaves. Perhaps she has dreams of him where he appears more mature, or forward thinking. The death figure in this instance is very much like the knight of cups, instead, instead of delivering a message of love, he delivers a message of change. His change is undoubtedly sparking some change within the feminine also, and directly impacts her life’s journey, and experiences. As they are very much one, whilst he changes, things also fall away, and fall apart for her..

The world card shows the feminine beckoning the masculine to expand, and explore himself even further. Death is not enough – it is Resurrection that he seeks afterward that will define him. So the world card asks, how will you reinvent, and re-create yourself after this change? How will you become one with yourself, and your surroundings? How will you recognise that there is a pattern in life, and seek to break it?
This is the feminine going around with a metaphorical magic wand and commanding change, and beauty in not only her life, but the life of others. He sees her as this almost untouchable version of who she used to be, looking back at him, and holding the space for him to also enter this womb of change. She is asking for him to reborn – you see how the world card is in the shape of a circle with the woman inside – this is symbolic of birth – in the womb, where we all start off as a woman. A new cycle is revealed to him via the feminine, and he is asked to undergo this shamanic birthing, and death, by letting go.

The two of pentacles sees the feminine juggling all of the gifts that are being presented to her at this time.. This is a very abundant time for the feminine, with opportunities, and experiences multiplying for her because she has done so much of the work that she needed to do. A lot of energy has been cleared for her, and she may find a lot of financial success and drive at this time. There may be multiple projects that she is inspired to work on. She definitely does keep the masculine in her thoughts, but there is a sense that this twin flame mission is of even greater purpose than just reuniting with her masculine.. She begins to realise that even if they are not in constant communication, they are affecting one another’s lives, and blessing each other with universal portals. The feminine may experience moments of doubt, but then experience random moments of fresh bursts of energy as she tries to balance and maintain her life as she slips between 3D and 5d so regularly.. The reason she must integrate these two states, is because even though 5D is where she does most of her spiritual work, and healing work, it is 3D that so desperately needs her healing, and the work that she draws fourth from other realms..

The world card is definitely her taking things in her stride.. It is not as difficult as it once was, and even the difficult times are being seen as portal openers, also..

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

Channeled message from the divine masculine – 12th February 2017.

Channeled message from the divine masculine – 12th February 2017.

It is only in my darkest, & most humble moments that I seek to reach out to you.

Not because that is the only time I think of you. But because that is the only time that I am still enough to truly think of you. You exist in the silence & in the darkness. When I pull myself away from everyone & everything & find a moment to explore my own truth.

Who I have been.

How far on this journey that I have travelled only to realise that I have gone nowhere at all.

In my desires not to become like my father, I have found myself in his image.

Being just as deceitful to you as I have watched him be to me.

I will bide my time before making any bid to you too big to compromise.

I wonder if you will digest my words, as I myself am unsure how long I will feel this way.

It is difficult at times to feel in the heart yet be contradicted by the mind, & I haven’t told you much but rejection is the thing that I fear the most.

I have been on unstable ground since I can remember. So when I tell you that I feel for you & then I pull my love away.. I am always, almost, just as confused as you.

– Divine masculine.

Twin Flame Weekly Reading – 30th January-5th February 2017; Dark nights of the soul that make us all whole.

Greetings my love bugs – As I have mentioned on both my Instagram page, and my twitter, last week was a pretty emotionally, and energetically demanding week for me, and I did not find the chance to complete the general weekly, and the twin flame weekly then – HOWEVER, the cards were pulled, and I did find it very important to share the information that I found in them.. Although late, I believe this reading can still help many of us make sense of what was occurring for us last week. Please do enjoy, and understand a lot of these energies do tend to linger into the new week also.. The weekly for THIS week, will be posted shortly..Many thanks for your LOYAL readership!

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Main theme – 9 of swords, What is occurring for both twins – 3 of wands, Masculine – 5 of swords, 2 of swords, King of wands, Feminine – 4 of swords, The chariot, Six of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 30th – 3 (magnified by the presence of the 0) – Empathy, community, communication, creativity, birthing, merging, the divine mother – 5 – Change, transition, travel, newness, liberation, journeying. 

The 9 of swords demonstrates intense mental activity, and a sense of restless thought occurring for both twins this week.  Perhaps it appears that things may have taken a turn for the worst, as our worst fears, and issues revolving abandonment and rejection are played out before our very eyes. The 9 of swords always represents the darkness in our subconscious mind  – the nightmares, and anxieties that we have over what could go wrong in our lives. As 9 symbolises completion, likely, it is because both twins are aware that they have reached a time of immense change and conclusion in their lives, that they hold so many worries, doubts, and fears about what is to come. 

The 9 of swords can symbolise our natural reaction to death,  change, and destruction. This is the backlash of certain events that occur like the tower. Perhaps there has been huge change, something that has shaken us off of our feet, and caused us to re-evaluate life as we know it.. A realisation that we can no longer cling to what was, but this leaves us with the traumas of what have been.. We may have found ourselves this week re-living the past, pondering past mishaps, and facing the looming thought of loneliness. The 9 of swords can be a card of, ‘What have I done? How can I fix this? And where will I go from here?’

It may seem scary to make the leap from one state of being to another, but with the 3 of wands both twins are supported immensely to know that it is time to make the jump. A new life awaits the both of them, but yes it is both inevitable, and vital that they must face their own darkness, before they can introduce the necessary changes for salvation. 

There may be some hesitance to let go of what we thought we knew because of apprehension or anxiety about what this next stage may truly mean for us, but in order for us to manifest the visions that we have long conjured, there are definitely these vital changes that must be made. Holding on to the past only prolongs our pain, and suffering, and the 3 of wands hints that there are ships of opportunity waiting for us, to sail us to new lands, in search of what it is that we truly do want. The mind can often contradict itself – slipping between comfortability, and bravery. Both twins this week definitely seek new heights, and expansion, but they have also grown very comfortable with t he worlds that they know. A message returns to them. Perhaps they have prayed on something, asked for answers, or clarity, and it arrives to them this week – in the form of a dark night of the soul.

Relax. Do not worry so much about what is to come – just know that it will come. There is a brimming excitement about the next stage in your journey that is ready, and willing to surface, but your challenge is to silence the mind enough to allow what is to unfold – to unfold. The mind can often play tricks on us especially if fear has had a large grip and influence on our existence. It is time to directly confront our fears. What are some of your fears? And how do they hold you back from love, from experiencing what it is that you truly desire? Both twins are asked to plunge into the depths of themselves, because dreams wait for no man.

The 5 of swords describes an element of the masculine that I have discussed in previous readings. This is the part of himself that tries to protect, and to preserve himself by acting in a way that is typically in his own interest, and not at the interest of those involved with him. Perhaps he prefers to keep things to himself – he may have difficulty with expressing himself, or allowing himself to be vulnerable, so likely, he hides a part of himself, and in doing so this week, he finds himself in great trouble.

The feminine may be expecting more from him at this time. Greater levels of communication, and reciprocity, but the 5 of swords can suggest that mentally, he is fighting a silent battle. He may be hiding something, with-holding information, or dealing with a situation less than in a manor that is head on. This is all about the ego self. The part of the self that compartmentalizes itself, after one has suffered much trauma, and deception in their lives. He may be wearing the suit of deception himself, and engaging in back and fourth displays with the feminine that leave her feeling tired, and worn out. Energetically, she may be feeling tired of going to war for her masculine – Reaching out to him only to have him turn her away, hide things from her so evidently, or fail to show up. To him, this is something that allows him to maintain a part of his own identity, separate from her – careful not to get himself too entangled in her emotional web – but to her, this becomes just another game of attempting to prove her worth – through trying to get him to communicate directly, and confront matters in a straight, and narrow way. Perhaps it is vulnerability that he fears, so he gives only parts of himself, and parts of information away to others, always keeping a part for himself.

 He may have learnt to survive that way, and this week, the 5 of swords is teaching him that he can no longer carry on in this way.. Perhaps his deceitful ways may be catching up with him, and the 9 of swords represents his understandings, and peace making with the ills of his past.  The 2 of swords represents for him the crossroads for change – should he choose to take that path.

The 5 of swords, and the 2 of swords can sometimes describe a decision that must be made between 2 individuals. Perhaps in the 5 of swords there are 2 individuals who he is being secretive with, refusing to confess the entire truth. This could be why the individual presented in the card holds 3 swords – indicating that he is the cause, and the holder of the 3 of swords – which is the card that represents heart break, confusion, and disappointment. Perhaps this is what he causes for others when he behaves in these sneaky ways, whilst the 2 of swords that lay on the ground represent the decision that he is still refusing to make. 

His mind could potentially be split in to two, seeing the potentialities, and possibilies that could layf or him if he chose one of either path. Either way, a door way by the divine opens, and he must choose to step through one of the doors. He can no longer carry on in the same direction anymore, and his thoughts are intrusive to him at this time – urging him to take a closer look at his actions. Much mental activity, and thought could be creating stress for him, that only further causes him to push others away, as he experiences his own dark night of the soul. He may be attempting to avoid the situation entirely, but this does not mean that it does not creep up in his thoughts. This precipice that he sits on could be the difference between him receiving bountiful blessings, or still keeping in tune with the stagnant life that he has come to know. He may be needing to separate himself from a particular behaviour, mind set, belief, or person at this time, and time is ticking on for him to make a decision. The decision that he makes, will speak volumes about his desire, and determination for maturity. If indeed he can consider the needs of all those involved, and act in a way that is not only serving to himself. There could be the sense that any decision that he makes at this time may cause a great ripple effect, but still, he knows that he must move forward at this time.

The 4 of swords in combination with the 6 of swords suggests that this is an immense period of healing for the feminine. Whatever the masculine is battling, or has going on over on his side, is directly impacting the feminine and the way she views herself. A dark night of the soul is triggered in order for her to retreat within herself, and find the peace of mind to make sense of things. The 9 of swords energy truly does take a hold on the feminine in this week, and she shows towards the beginning of the week a desire to rest, and replenish herself. She may be engaging in a lot of journal-ling, prayer, or spirit work this week as she turns to something within her in order to cope with this dark, and worrisome time. Perhaps she has not heard from the masculine, and she can feel his 5 of swords energy – that he is battling with a situation in his mind, and refuses to be completely open to her about it. For a long while, she has been very communicate with him,  they both have problems with communication, but it appears that she seeks to take a break from being highly expressive, as she feels that he is not doing the same.

The 4 of swords is a period after healing, when we try to gather our thoughts, and to find peace with what happened. 4 symbolises structure, order, and stability, so there is the idea present that she really wishes to find peace in her thoughts at this time, as she realises how they can wreak havoc on her emotions, when she does not monitor them, or remain present in them.. Both this week are dealing with the impact that childhood trauma, or experiences tends to have on our minds, the way we think, the way we communicate, and the way we treat others. 

The feminine wishes to heal from this painful situation, mostly by understanding why it took place in the first place, and accountability plays a huge role in the dynamics for both twins this week. With the chariot, and the 3 of wands energy, some feminines may be choosing to move on from the masculine, to create some space, or even to allow him the space to deal with his own inner battles, whilst she deals with hers. The 4 of swords could be her calling time out on the situation, maybe she withdraws because she realises that at this time, it is a battle that cannot be won. The masculine is split into two, battling his own demons, and it appears that she is exhausted from battling a life time of her own. 

The chariot energy is forward movement.. After she has received the information that she needs through the 4 of swords, she has a desire to charge on, this time with more responsibility, and control over her own life. The chariot pulls along to sphinxes, indicating the wildness inside of the feminine. Her inner beasts, as she attempts to steer her in life in the right direction by taking some responsibility over it. She may be coming to the realisation that for a long time she was not in the drivers seat – acting on impulse alone, and allowing her thoughts, life circumstances, and the thoughts, actions, and opinions of others to move her along life. Many awakenings and epiphanies that she collects during her period of rest, and isolation will be the inspiring jolt that she needs to move forward.. This distance that she creates is in attempts to find peace, and is not directly related with how she feels about the masculine – although he triggered this, her search at this time is actually much greater. As she attempts to seek peace of mind overall, and lay a lot of past issues, and wounds to rest.

The 6 of swords places a large emphasis on family healing, and family wounds. She may be coming to the realisation that many of her thoughts, and experiences are in relation to habits, and beliefs that she picked up in childhood. The dark night of the soul and 9 of swords energy may very well point to the recognition of her shadow self being born of childhood wounds. It can be a very difficult time when we come to these realisations, and they do cause for us to be completely, and entirely honest with ourselves, but it is so necessary for change.. The feminine may be dealing with issues of safety, not feeling protected, or guarded, as the figures in the 6 of swords card are. Perhaps this relates to the feminine feeling unprotected by her father, lacking in masculine energy, or perhaps directionless, in relation to the men in her life.. She attempts to ignite her own masculine energy, with the chariot yielding both the yin, and yang in co-ordination to keep a steady pace that is direct, and certain of itself.. She may be seeking the aid, and counsel of others, trusted friends in order to comfort her at this time, or reassure her that these changes she is making, although difficult, are the right thing for her. There is a strong sense of community, so perhaps she is motivated to heal others because of the healing that she is working on within herself.

The knight of wands at the end of the week shows that the masculine has a strong determination to fight the challenges presented to him within his mind. His spirit is strong, despite all of the weary battles, and there is illumination that is coming to him this week, about what he is to do, and his role as a provider – whether this be the provider of love, security, finance, or communication. There are certain roles that he must step into and take seriously as he reaches this stage of maturity. Perhaps he is cautious of hurting others by telling the full truth, or he cannot stand to let go of some crutches in his life, but the king of wands suggests some courage, conviction, and willpower that arises within him. Towards the end of the week, he is much more willing to take responsibility for things.. Perhaps this is because the feminine triggers him by seemingly moving away from him, or he feels energetically that she is checking out in order to tune into herself. 

The feminine may be growing tired of a situation that presents itself here, and rightly so, as she has been back, and fourth for a long time dealing with this seeming lack of inconsistency. The king of wands is gradual change on his behalf, perhaps he did not have the best father figure or remodel, and he is learning what it means to carry the divine masculine archetype, through the triggering that the two of one another provide each other with. Although this week appears very heavy, and intense in terms of self confrontation, everything is happening as it should to bring them both greater levels of awareness, and depth. They have healed a great deal on their journey, but there is always more understanding to be gained, and this week suggests a MAJOR push, and stepping stone in them confronting the truth of themselves, the best way that spirit knows how – Through a dark night of the soul. The king of wands is all about the illumination received when the masculine finally connects with his third eye, and allows communication to flow through him freely, and openly. A lot of the things that he has been blocking himself off from realising, come to him this week, and unblock his sacral chakra. This has a lot to do with his sexual energy, so his awakening can be tied into a sexual awakening in a sense.

Perhaps he is gaining knowledge of the relevance, and importance of his own sexual energy – no longer seeking to abuse it, or to receive gratification in low vibrational ways.. This does not serve him, and as he matures actually, only depletes him if he does not recognise it as his life force. There is an empty pleasure in frivolous casual encounters that do not replenish his soul, and he is beginning to acknowledge this. The real worth is within him, and how he can express himself, and his feelings in colourful, and creative ways.

I cannot say for certain that when he turns around and is ready to confess himself the feminine will decipher that she is fully healed, or even ready to embrace this next part of her journey with him, because her healing retreat, and mental healing does not seem as if it is something that she is taking lightly, or doing briskly this time. She recognises that it is a big effort, and there are multiple layers of herself that she must now get to know. He may think that he can awaken, click his fingers, and everything will return to normal.. But this may just be another time that both twins have to look unto themselves, in order to look into the frame of God.. Co-dependency, either way, will never make for a happy home. .

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2017.

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