Twin Flame (Divine lovers) Weekly Reading – 10th- 16th;The loyalties & disloyalty of the shadow self, abandonment consciousness, and Masculine rebirth.

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Main theme – Five of swords, What is occurring for both twins – Two of swords, Masculine – Page of swords, Knight of swords, The wheel of fortune, Feminine – The lovers, The fool, Six of pentacles. 

Numerological calculation break down – 10TH – The alpha and the omega. The beginning, and the ending of the all that is. God consciousness – unity consciousness, and the acceptance of masculine-feminine duality, conclusions, and understanding – 16th (7) – Lessons gained through spiritual hardship and karmic cycles.

The 5 of swords this week, is representative of the shadow aspects of the self. This is all about the sneaky behaviours, and selfish interests that we embody throughout our desires to escape our emotional pain, possibly through manipulation of others, victimisation of ourselves, and failure to take responsibility for what we do.

There is a LOT of mental activity occurring this week within both divine lovers minds. There is a lot of back and forth-ing, and beating themselves up over the things that they have been struggling, or previously refusing to accept within themselves. As mentioned in the general weekly reading, this is introducing a process of anti resistance; the five of swords, and the two of swords, is the process before they settle into this anti resistance method, and actually give up all of the mental chatter, and calamity that is happening for/to them.

We find ourselves going very, very deeply within this week – perhaps deeper than we would have liked to, but this is very necessary for tapping into unconscious realms of realisation. It is like a rabbit hole that we must fall into, in order to be reborn, and revived. We have to hit our lowest point, for us to accept some home truths.

The five of swords is confronting the shadow aspect of ourselves that actually enjoys, and even attracts, and welcomes drama, and conflict subconsciously. There is much about the dark side thus far that has been drawing us, and I feel that it is more to do with our separation from self, and our misunderstanding about who we truly are – and what we deserve, and what others deserve from us. This is the type of dysfunction that is often born from growing in a traumatic childhood, or experiencing some type of childhood abuse. There is usually some pushing and pulling, polarity and division consciousness that occurs within us. In reality, the feminine, and the masculine aspects of ourselves, and the higher self, and the shadow self, should be united, respectively, as one.. But certain environments, and upbringings do not allow for the nurturing, or understanding of both.. Growing up in a culture where these two roles were very much separated, and exaggerated will also cause this type of conflict – such as heavily religious backgrounds, that regarded the shadow self in shame, and rejection, or patriarchal structures, that insist on men being hyper masculine, and women being reactive, and entirely submissive.. Hopefully now – we have all learnt, that hyper masculinity is just as toxic to the person embodying the masculine energy, as excessive submission, and powerlessness is to the one embodying feminine energies. The masculine who is hyper masculine is very much disconnected from his feelings, and therefore himself, brutalising him in a sense, whilst the feminine who is hyper feminine, is stuck in victim consciousness, and therefore grows spiteful, often hateful, resentful, and vengeful – psychologically that is. 

You have to be honest with yourself this week about the relationship templates that you create. These things are not just happening to you for no reason. You are not just falling into these situations. You DO play a vital role in this. For the masculine, he may be coming into the realisation that he has been ruled by his own selfish desires, and manipulative tendencies, with the wheel of fortune on his side. This is quite a blow in the face, because he is also realising how he has actually inherited these behaviours, if not directly from his father, then from somewhere in his culture, or genetic line. Perhaps his own mother, or other women who are important to him in his life, have faced the similar fate – of the selfish actions of the masculine template, and he is realising now that he too is embodying this toxicity. His fear of being abandoned – has caused him, to become the one who does the abandoning. 

Let us take a look back – all of the way back, to the masculine archetype. This is a very primal, carnal energy.. Right, the masculine had to hunt for decades, he had to face, and brave many dangerous situations, go to wars, leaving behind his family, and detaching from his emotions in that way. This was the original wound. The separation from source, (God). In order for him to be able to commit these acts, for the most part, he had to suppress, or relinquish altogether the feminine energy that existed within him, otherwise, the pain of these acts, would be too overwhelming. At this time, sexual intercourse, was the only way that the masculine could experience tapping into this feminine/divine energy once more, or feeling close/attached to something. Because his main drive was populating the earth – his desire to do so, coupled with his detachment coping mechanisms, meant that he pretty much became ‘promiscuous’, if you would put it in such terms. 

Now, what has happened is, as we have moved into higher realms of consciousness, been exposed to the new world, and elevate as humans, we are moving away from our primal, and carnal desires, and actually becoming more centered as a civillised, and aware species, which means, we should no longer be ruled by these primitive activation codes. A lot of the masculine templates, particularly those embodying hyper masculine templates, are struggling with this elevation, particularly the re-integration of divine feminine energies – which is granting them empathy, and self awareness. Yes, THIS is what is occurring currently this week! 

The feminine – had no choice, in the olden days, but to stay with the family – unprotected, and bound to her duty as the feminine – which first bred the abandonment consciousness, and the internal resentment towards the masculine; although, these were just the cards that they were both dealt. Now this wound continuously manifested over time, creating further division, and polarity among the masses – and ‘twin flames’, or sacred lovers, as you will, incarnated with the exaggeration of both of these templates, for a reason. Only those carrying the original wound, can transform it. Now, many believe that this wound goes back to the father wound, but it actually goes even deeper – it’s the entire masculine wound; The father, is simply the main embodiment of this, or rather, the materialisation of.

The masculine is desperate for change this week – through his new found understanding, and realisation, documented by the knight of swords. Perhaps things have recently blown up in his face, and he cannot afford to be the same person anymore. The page of swords transitioning into the knight of swords shows his rapid  mental maturity. Some sort of realisation or loss has definitely kicked him into awareness, he is more aware now of what is at stake – and it really is a battle for his soul, because he will NEVER be fulfilled, unless he confronts these issues. 

With the two of swords, there may be a decision that he is making this week, possibly, based on the third party situation that was previously discussed. He will have to let some people down this week, but this means maturity, especially if one of those persons, is him. Breaking away from things & people who serve his selfish desires to feel wanted/needed. 

The knight of swords charging in could represent his fast return/message to the feminine, after he has made up his mind about what he wants. However, with the fool card present on the side of the feminine, it appears as if she too has a decision to make, and very well could be walking away from him. There is a sense here however, that she is not at a loss, because she has taken something from this situation, most likely lessons, and wisdom. She has a sense of direction now, has learned and grown from her mistakes, and is actually, no longer the fool.

The six of pentacles on her side, also calls fairness into question. Is/Was this love fair to her? Is it equal? Or was one person carrying all of the weight? Does she have enough energy/resources to put into this situation? Or is she bleeding herself dry? Perhaps there has been a part of her subconsciously, that has enjoyed victimisation in this way – because it allows her to lash out at the masculine, and demand, over, and over again that he proves his love, and devotion – further exhausting the both of them!

The lovers card also on the feminine side, is her re-assessing her past relationships. Karma rears its head again this week to say, ‘AHA! You see this pattern? This is going to keep appearing unless you do something’. Perhaps the page of swords is revealing to her that she is attracted to this baby boy syndrome, the wounded, narcissist lover who has not quite faced himself, and his issues fully – because she too is unwilling to be fully honest, and truthful with herself about some things – particularly in regards to self worth, and being deserving. It has been easy for her (her shadow self rather), to attract these types of lovers, because then she can just sit back, and fall into her victim-hood, and say, ‘You see – I knew he was a bad guy. I knew he was going to leave me’, instead of taking responsibility for her own shadow. Subconsciously, she knows that if she entered a relationship with somebody who was more balanced, they would soon notice that she was imbalanced, and she would have had to make more of an effort to heal – which her shadow self was previously unprepared to do!

There is a reversal in karmic energy this week, that is so primal, and so many centuries old, that I do not even feel like I can articulate it.. If you are feeling strange this week, it’s okay, things are being rearranged on a cellular level. Times have changed now. Spiritual consciousness has made it so that more and more of the masculine souls are becoming more in touch with their spiritual/emotional self, whilst the feminine souls are no longer bound financially, or for safety purposes, and can now walk away from a situation that depletes their soul…This shadow work, particularly of the masculine, is clearing karmic templates for the feminine, of pain, distress, helplessness, and abandonment. 

I would once again like to affirm, that forgiveness is SO key this week! Please feminine, be the strength that I know you can be..Without forgiveness, the karmic cycle will recycle itself.. And you have great work here to be done to not allow that to occur!

Happy healing my sacred beings ~

© Seek Cindy.

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Dreams, & ascension.


Dreams & ascension.

Why are dreams so important particularly during periods of immense growth, new beginnings & ascension towards ones soul missions?

Our conscious awareness is limited – vastly limited. Everytime that I explain that the ego & mental perceptions deter us from recognising the truth of what our soul needs us to recognise, I am trying to elaborate that the things that are known & cannot be taught to us, already exist within our subconscious.

Our subconscious knows all, & the dream world will reveal to us through vital symbolism, everything that we are missing from the bigger picture & everything that we must incorporate to heal ourselves. 

Through decoding what our dream worlds & subconscious minds are telling us, we can effectively implement the type of change that is required.

Documenting dreams through times of change will show us how far we are on this journey, & why we are experiencing what we are experiencing.

For instance, dreams about death during this time, highlight to us that we are shedding old skins & letting go of ancient stories about ourselves.

Particular animal totems reveal to us what archetypes our soul is trying to integrate – eg cats, reveal to us our feminine energy is under transformation.

Understanding these themes means understanding what aspects of you are either resisting, or embracing this change.

Dreams at this time will be particularly vivid, slightly confusing, adventurous, & will likely contain some very random faces – but what we must decipher, is WHAT & who these faces represent to us & how they are challenging us to access our higher selves. 

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Dream symbolism – What do our dreams really mean? By Seek Cindy ~ 


I have spoken before of how important I feel that it is for us all to pay a little bit closer attention to our dreams, and dream world.

There are so many gems here, and dreaming//sleeping is the time in which we are most vulnerable to energetic or ‘spiritual stimuli’.

Whilst we sleep, our guard is down, our mind isn’t filtered by all of the rigid adult hood boarders we have constructed about our 3D reality (which is only just the tip of the ice berg’.

Sleep allows us to be lucid.. Pardon the pun, free flowing, vulnerable might I say, to whatever it is that our subconscious reality wants to show us – and anything else that may creep in with us to the astral plane.

Dreams about being chased are symbolic of periods in our lives where we may be avoidant, either towards ourselves or particular life transitions. In the dream, it manifests us as being chased because consciously, we cannot perceive a reality in which we are free of whatever it is that we are running from.

The fear experienced whilst running can be attributed to anxiety about finally facing up to the part of ourselves that we have hidden. Whether it be a fear of death, a fear of change, or a fear of embracing shadow truths.

When awakening from a dream in which you were being chased, the best thing to do is meditate, to ask yourself, what you could be avoiding, and being honest with yourself about what needs confronting.

To dream of a magpie, is symbolic of a period of transition. Associated with the crow family, you are also likely to find magpies hanging around a graveyard, or church cemetery, and for this reason, among many other folklore tales, they have been dubbed the bird of death – but not exactly in the ways that you may perceive.

Like all symbols of death, the magpie is also representative of new beginnings. If this happens to be your spirit animal, or you have been seeing this animal around a lot lately, this could very well signal the appearance of a transformative period in your life, one that sees you leaving old ways behind, and embracing new heights.

To dream of an owl, to have an owl appear as your totem animal, or Native American birth symbol, means that you are somebody who’s life purposes is suited towards seeking, and understanding the bigger picture in life..

Concerned with intense analysis, and the ability to perceive what others do not perceive, the bird represents your unparalleled vision, and ability to move Inbetween worlds by extracting knowledge from the ethers, that is not so easily extracted by the others.. The owl is also symbolic of death, and rebirth, so the appearance of this animal in your life may signify a forthcoming change, a significant break from routine, or a period of spiritual evolution.
If you identify with being a Sagittarius as apart of western astrology, then it is likely that this totem represents you, or similarly, if you identify with being an Ophiuchus as dictated by 13 sign astrology (like myself).

Also, if you hold the life path of 7, this animal symbol represents your ability to see beyond, and beneath the truth, penetrating the eyes of the soul.
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