General Weekly Reading – 24th-30th April 2017 – A home of peace.

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Main theme (5 of swords), Surrounding cards – The moon, 10 of cups, 9 of pentacles, 5 of wands.

Clarifying – The hierophant.

Numerological break down calculation – 24th (6) – Lovers, home, community, care-giving, nostalgia, inner child work – 30th – (3 magnified by 0) – Creativity, community, holy trinity, communication, shadow integration.

With the energy of the numbers 6, and 3, penetrating this reading, it appears that we may be looking at another week of unblocking the deeply embedded chains of childhood programming.

The 5 of swords this week represents separation from the past, or a past separation. Another week of change sees us continuing last weeks themes.

Parting from that which no longer serves, nor deserves us.

The 5 of swords is mental victory over a trying and tiresome situation, or mental events.

This could signify a relationship that we are willing to leave behind, that at times left us feeling defeated, or cheated in some ways. The 5 of wands could represent ego battle, or trying to bring two worlds together that do not quite fit.

Our desires for the ultimate finish presented in the 10 of cups could have been holding s hostage from seeing the truth that the moon attempts to reveal to us..

This is unconscious rumblings in the night, in the dark. The ‘hidden’ truths that we have shied away from, installed into us as a result of our upbringing, that are now causing friction with our newly emerging reality.

Narcissism to me is always a word heavily associated with the 5 of swords energy.

This week for us seeks HEALTH, that which offers to us vitality once again. Like a secret, sacred serum that comes to clear any confusion. The 5 of swords ultimately is confusion, a card of not knowing or not facing the truth. Our mind could be battling itself, and battling everybody else, and this does not leave room for freedom. If your guard is always up, then you are on survival mode, and defense mode, and are not allowing yourself to experience the truth of the moment. The new moon in Taurus sees us peering into our unconscious truths and making them conscious truths. This is what earth signs do very well. They are expressive of their truth in a way that provides concrete evidence, which is also illumined by the presence of the 9 of pentacles.

Look out for the behaviours articulated when we do not express ourselves and in turn suppress our inner nature. The 5 of swords in the presence of the 5 of wands is inner fighting, back biting, or behaviour that is non conducive with team building.

We could be coming to the realisation this week that we have always been in a battle of some kind.

Remember that the 10 of cups has come a long way. Through trials and tribulation this energy has worked to build this steady foundation, and it is time for you to work to build your own. The number 3 is harmony with all aspects of ourselves – emotional, mental, physical, and how this creates the spiritual.

The number 5 being about change also suggests that we are cutting away more of what we do not need – any excess toxicity, or hidden agendas.

The 9 of pentacles removes us from the drama and asks us to rise above our own illusions to focus on what truly matters.

If persons or situations appear to be intentionally causing havoc, or causing any doubt, then the hierophant appears to put a stop to all of that.

The hierophant represents the spiritual law and the karmic law that you cannot and must not deny.

No more smoke and mirrors.

The 10 of cups is a sense of renewed hope, above any perceived distractions, your eliminations bring you closer to your one truth.

Your life’s purpose.

You cannot build a steady foundation on uneven ground.

Sometimes it is in our shadow mirrors that we are allowed to peak into the depths of our hidden agendas, or repressed feelings. The new moon definitely seems to be having an affect on dragging to the surface the things that we would have rather ignored.

It is important to take the time to recover, and translate what is being revealed to you.

The hierophant to me, always calls time on our bullshit.

This card also talks about needing to be whipped into shape.

The hierophant lays down spiritual law, and much like the justice card makes a bid for us to fall back into shape.

There has been a lot of talk of rapture, and whether this occurs in a biblical sense or a sense of consciousness, many are once again discussing the possibility of a major humanity shift, and souls who are pioneering this shift.

Whether we refer to these chosen souls as the 144, or twinflames, it is no secret that there are those on the outskirts of society who are trying to make a message known of a new way of living.

Things are just becoming clearer, and clearer, and less easier for us to deny. More synchronicity, enhanced dream perception, more timely intuition etc…

There is a way to deliver a message, and it comes from living as the

example that

you portray.

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The twinflame weekly energy reading (24th-30th)

for this week, ‘Easy does it – for a while’,

is officially available for purchase, and may be purchased through my main site cindyannehbu.com, please do send me a confirmation email after payment has been made. This week’s reading focuses on our extended journey to both uncover, and heal deeply embedded blockages of the past. This week represents the lengths that we go to to release what has been, and to introduce new methods of being. Any blocks that the masculine has in relation to moving forward, and how this inspires the feminine to seek new terrain. At times, the masculine catches the feminine in a parallel sense of growth. However, this week signifies one of the weeks where the feminine may have to draw from previously learned inner strengths. This is the ultimate destruction and creation that the `10 year speaks of. Weeding out the weak, and ploughing through the weary.

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General Weekly Reading – 3rd-9th April – On the highway, to home.

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Main themes – King of wands, The star, Surrounding cards – The chariot, Queen of swords, Queen of pentacles, 10 of swords, 2 of swords. 

Numerological breakdown calculation – 

3 – Creativity, charm, communication, community, unity consciousness, integration – 9 – Wounded consciousness/abandoning victim consciousness, humanitarianism, the seeker, wisdom, trials and tribulations.

The king of wands this week represents our PERSONAL power – the

‘I AM’. 

The month of April truly saw us embodying more feminine aspects, doing healing work that focused on others, birthing new projects, and coming up with the ideas and the theories that we need for our frame work. However, April graces us with some new found stability, and the authority to literally pull ourselves together. The number 3 usually relates to piecing together separate fragments, in order to create a new picture, and can sometimes be a lofty process, especially if we are not used to accumulating growth outside of ourselves. The number 4 representing the month of April is very much about ensuring that we are safe, and secure, not only in our body, but in our thoughts.

What does it require in order to be safe? Have you ever truly thought about it? Is it financial security? Or emotional security? And can the two live among one another. Our sense of safety in relationships and our day to day life is pulled into question. Perhaps we shut ourselves off from others because we have not activated the power of the star. That is healing that pours over our lives after a series of trying tests, or revelations pouring in.

The star card encourages us to heal the effects of the tower that occurred in the previous week. This is the break down of the world around us so that we can acknowledge that we have not been in alignment as we have thought. This week is very much a second go. And if you have found yourself triggered lately, it is highly important to forgive yourself, and to realise, there was still an excess of lessons that you had to incorporate. It may have felt like a difficult balance last week.. Trying to integrate spiritual lessons, emotional balance, and keep an eye on financial matters.. It can cause us to suffer in more areas than one when we are unable to fund the right balance for all areas to shine, if not equally, at least proportionally – but it is vital to find a calm balance. One that is not chaotic. And is understanding and forgiving when one area has to take precedence.

Authority, discipline, and vision for the future are called into order for us this week. This desire for change meets the hope for change, which actually propels us even further than desire. Hope comes from the heart, whereas desire comes from the spirit, our more primal impulses.. This is not always enough to shift us into gear, particularly if we have any fears or phobias about stepping into the light in this way. This week takes a look at our future projection, the self that we hope to become one day, even through all of our trials, and tribulations.

The star appears after the tower card in the taro to remind us to feel hopeful in the face of turbulent change, and to remember who we are after we have fallen apart.

It is easy to revert to a version of our-self that is a only a shell of who we truly are.

Timid, scarred, and uncertain of the world represents somebody who is out of alignment with their root chakra, and sense of safety in the world. For a person to feel as if their safety needs have been fully met, they need to feel safe in their own body. Secure within who they are. Proud. And commanding without being demanding.

The king of wands in conjunction with the chariot allow you to be forthcoming with your destiny.

The 10 of swords is representative of a previous incident that left you feeling personally victimized, overwhelmed, or wounded that is now coming to an end. The queen of swords may represent boundaries that must be established, between yourself, and others.

Perhaps you have been forgetting who you are, your own grace, and neglecting yourself in favour of keeping the peace, or going in a direction that you do not necessarily wish to be driven in.

A vital decision is presented to you with the 2 of swords, and you will be asked if you will continue with the unfair situation that exists before you, or whether you will make the best out of a bad situation.

Ultimate truth is called for in this situation, and not the type that is malicious, or spiteful, but the type that is just.

A new balance and purpose to life is explored as you are more willing to touch upon the unknown – to explore what feels good, and natural to you.

The queen of pentacles harnesses this power because she knows all that her coin is worth. How certified are you in your own worth?

Maybe it is time for you to learn a new skill, or gain a qualification in an area of your interest. You may be receiving some congratulations, or accolades for your works worth, and others may fail to even know or understand how this work was born through strife.

The chariot moves forward with dedication. The road may seem long, and tedious, with many bumps along the way, but when you are sure, and structured in what it is that you want, you are willing to endure minor setbacks, and overcome them too.

You see the king of wands is actually stronger for the ego deaths that he has acquired, and this fire energy, and desire to stand up for self is as a result of past persecution.

You are fast coming into your own because you are a keen observer with vast life experience. This does give you an advantage, so do not see it as a burden.

Take your trials. With their betrayals, and pains, and misunderstandings, and assert yourself anew.

Find joy in life, focusing on the everyday victories.

And yes, there are wins EVERYDAY,

so long as we please the senses that surround us.

Happiness does not always have to be a big grand gesture, and every little day we draw closer to magic.

Duality becomes ever more prominent as we learn to take the good with the bad, and not be halted by the bad.

Remember,

it is all a game of perception.

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Happy April! I would just like to take the time to congratulate you all because last month there was quite a lot of shadow work & integration going on.. And some of us may have felt as if we are just never going to get the hang of this spiritual thing… Once we figure one thing out, something else falls under the bus… And we are confused all over again.. Well this is the energy of integration.. To make whole parts fit together, sometimes you have just got to understand and accept how they do not fit. And then redirect your time, & energies… April should be much smoother for us because this is all about building the correct structure & foundation for what we HAVE managed to fit together & finding our feet in coordination.

So, I must ask, are any of you feeling particularly triggered today, or even over the weekend? There have been some funny energies — I feel like temptation from the past, or energies trying to lure us off the correct pathway & into the darkness.

I have officially pulled the cards for both the general weekly reading AND the TwinFlame weekly & I may just alert you that you may be in for a bit of a triggering week BUT it does end up all well in the end, especially if you keep up with these readings and stand aware in the fluctuations…

We may be triggered with childhood stuff once again, but this is all about stepping into your personal power..
Both readings will arrive by tomorrow, you may begin purchase of the TwinFlame weekly early, (as of now), but I will forewarn you, if you do, it won’t arrive to you for roughly another 24 or so hours!

Blessed be my beings, remember to stay in CONSCIOUS awareness…

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General Weekly Reading – 27th February – 5th March; Endings, new beginnings, Death/rebirth cycle- future visualisation is medicine.

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Main theme – The empress, Surrounding cards – 8 of wands, Death, The fool, 8 of cups – Angel card – The guardian angel of service.

Numerological break down calculation – 27th – Moving through abandonment consciousness, healing through creativity, and service to others, understanding the self, burying the past – 5 – Change, Rebirth, and transition, liberation, humanitarianism, increased sensitivities.

Spring is yet to arrive, however, many of us are feeling the full effects of the energies of transformation, and new life taking bloom out of the darkness.. The empress card,is very much in tune with the energies of new life, fertility, and being the right time  for things to reach their cull capacity.. There may be alot of creative energy, and also sexual energy available at this time. If you  have existed with the feeling that life is dull for quite a while,or as if you are ready to embark upon a new venture, this is the week that will see you putting plans in place to make that a reality.. This is the week that you will be ready to let go of what no longer serves you, as it becomes more, and more apparent that the fruitful life that you seek, is out of accordance with your current reality..The empress may represent maturity, perhaps you have had a growths spurt, an inclination to become more responsible of that which you currently co-create, and you are asked to evaluate what,and who in your immediate surroundings support this growth. Where would you go if you had no proverbial chains/shackles around your feet? What would you do if you could do anything? And what is your motivation towards making that happen? Any time that we endure a metaphysical rebirth, we are asked to challenge the existing fears that we have about death. Because to change,means to let an old part of your life die.. The number 5 represents the ultimate in change, freedom, and liberation. Some of our most notable life path 5’s have been freedom fighters,(Afeni Shakur),and have fought for the entire toppling of old rigid systems.. So I ask again,what no longer serves you in this life that is  rife with opportunity for freedom, and exaltation.

The empress appearing with the death card denotes a POWERFUL energy of death,and rebirth,which also runs very strongly throughout this weeks twinflame weekly reading, (see bottom to make purchase), and is everything to do with the energy of Kali, the dark goddess, and what this 10 year represents. 1(creation, absolution, the beginning), 0 (endings, birth, death, destruction, darkness, nothingness). We will see it played out infront of us this week.. How the destruction of elements of our life give rise to even new life,and how we have repeated  this process  in our lives so many times before.. Something is shifting for us in a major way, and for a lot of us, this is happening beneath the surface. Something new,and bountiful seeks to rise within,and it is pushing everything that is stale out of our way..The big bang theory is but a metaphor for what occurs this week..Elements are brought together in a major way – colliding to show you some forms of truth, that you may not have been open to prior to these past 2weeks.. It was actually a lot to do with the intense energetic clearings of last week,and the past few weeks that brought you here this week, and much strength, courage, and determination is shown.

You are coming out of a period of darkness this week, that mirrors not knowing, or not being clear about yourself,and what you would like to achieve..The empress could represent you being pregnant with ideas, or things that you would like to accomplish. You may be receiving so much insight into where it is that you must go,and the fool card expresses a careless wisdom to go in the direction of what you want. Perhaps you have no idea where you will end up, or where some of these new ventures may take you, but you are filled with the enthusiasm to try out something new, I mean, anything must be better than a life of uncertainty? No?With the 8 of wands, the empress could be news of a pregnancy,literally for many of us, that causes us to change the course of our current life’s direction. The fool card could be the journey of a beginning of motherhood, whilst the 8 of cups means leaving past habits behind that may not be conducive with parent hood.

The 8 of wands for many could also be travel.. It could be that you are moving to a new location,or travelling to somewhere you have never been..You could be filled with anxiety over this, because it’s actually something pretty special,but a new life does lie in waiting here for you, potentially with a lot of soul mates for you to meet also. You could suddenly have a new opportunity sitting in the palm of your hands. Something you are nurturing,and putting your best efforts towards that is ready to be unleashed,and revealed to the world. A product,or book perhaps?  The 8 of wands could also relate to a message, you may be sending this message out because you feel it is the right time to do so, or, this could be a message that comes to you about it being the right time to take action in your life. Fast movement is suggested with the 8 of wands,so something suddenly kicks into gear for you, and you do not feel like wasting anymore time,  or allowing life to pass you by.

Death, can represent a healthy form of detachment. So whilst some of us this week may be walking away from past, or karmic relationships, many of us are finally feeling ready to enter into new partnerships, or explore the possibility of what this may mean.. Certainly for many of my twinflame readers, alot of the feminine have spoken of broadening their horizons in this way.. There is the feeling especially with the fool that many have felt burdened in their lives, and forward movement that is swift could mean travelling lighter,cutting out some of the bullshit that we have to deal with day to day.. Things, or relationships that are dragging on bringing stress to our load. Whether the separation is temporary or permanent,there is a change in energetic dynamic this week that appeals to our call for expansion,and wanting more.

Maybe, some of you are walking away from attachment in general. Many healers lately have been giving the trumpet call to a lot of trainee healers, or highly sensitive beings who found themselves in karmic, and psychological loops of draining relationships. Learning more about what co-dependent relationships are, and what narcissists are, is helping a lot of people to re-evaluate their attachment with attachment in itself. The empress card could be attaching ourselves, or re-directing our focus to something that is going to nurture us,as opposed to giving our attention away to lifeless situations. The past has much to teach. 

Blockages move out of the way with the 8 of wands, and the 8 of cups draws fourth what it is that we seek. With the fool, the 8 of cups, and the death card all together, I could not even begin to describe how monumental this week is for change, and awakening. There is so much clarity for people who have been wanting this type of clarity, who have had these questions for so long. The 8 of cups could be the final decision to walk away.. To go in search of who you are,and what you really want. There is a breaking of procrastination, and this thought that things must be executed with accuracy, and precision at this time.. We can no longer be unclear, because that takes away so much of our precious time. 

Being your best self is highly encouraged this week.. Waking up, and feeling as if you are the most important person in your world. Changing your surroundings so that they mirror who you are now. You may want to throw out some old items, and take yourself shopping for some new things. The empress is really all about self love, and luxury,and knowing what you deserve. This is light coming from the darkness,this is feminine love – maternal,and forgiving,and affectionate. The efforts that you have put in, come out at this time.

It is time to leave behind so many things that were just extra baggage to you,  because they were weighing you down it appears , and trying to trick you somehow, or deter you from entering this new path.. This could have been a very dense energy that you almost felt obliged to carry with you for whatever reason.. The empress wishes to give you the fruits of life, but asks how you give these fruits to yourself? This is the energy of Yemojah (Yemaya),the water goddess who washes away our past, giving us a fresh perspective, but gives her children the tools to operate as channeling vessels of herself.. You  have to take this energetic baptism, and run with it, nurture it.. How are you taking care of yourself? How are you making yourself a priority, and your own self care? People will only respond to you how you respond to yourself.. A vital lesson in attracting the love that you desire!

Angel card –

Angelic realm – Angel of the heaven of form.

Angel function: To teach us how to give from our hearts.

Gifts for earth: It can help you to understand the nature of giving to others, allow yourself to be given to;appreciate the spiritual function of service.

The angel holds a dove, symbolising willingness to help. It blesses all who dedicate their life energy to helping to make this planet a happier and easier place to live in. It brings the light of divine grace to all who willingness give their lives to the service of helping others. 

This card relates to two things – our desire to help others, and our ability to help others through helping ourselves. This angel appears to offer extra strength and divine guidance to all those who walk the healing path – though it may not be easy at times, we are always rewarded in unforeseen ways, should we take initiative to open ourselves up to these rewards, and allow them to reveal themselves to us, and open up in our lives.. We must grow accustom to receiving help,guidance,and assistance from others,as many seemingly kind strangers are actually penance for our previous kind deeds, or from our service to the planet, simply by means of existence. Do not forget so readily to give to yourself what you give to others all of the time.  There is so much beauty in understanding that you are at the right place at the right time, and that you are deserving of a life that is filled with joy,and blessing,so that you may impose even greater blessings,unto the lives of others..

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A fresh door opens up for us with the determined energy of a new month. March takes us even deeper into the glory of what is a year of ultimate destruction, and creation – the 10 year that is 2017. The number 3 governs the month of communication, creative partnership, enthusiasm, and the energy of birthing. 

Twin Flame weekly reading preview – Twin flame weekly reading  – 27th February – 5th March 2017 – The inspiration of liberation , new beginnings, Death/rebirth, and the search for expansive, creative innovation. 

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Masculine – Left hand side, Feminine- right hand side.. Crowning (5 of pentacles),Main themes – The sun/death.

could it be for many twins that the idealistic desire for change far outweighs the actual courage, conviction, dedication, and pattern formation to be able to actually carry out, or create change?

For a while now, many twins have known what they have had to do, but have been stubborn and rigid to change, for many reasons. A lot of those reasons could include fear, procrastination, uncertainty, or comfortability. Perhaps abandonment issues make it difficult for us to separate ourselves from certain places, or things, because of our long standing fear of death.. Which is exactly the energy that this week brings about.

This is what the sun energy seeks to clear. Perhaps we are asked to tap into our creative nature so that we may communicate that which we have kept buried, and hidden for so long. It is important not to keep things locked away in our minds, because, then what it is time to express ourselves, we truly do not know how, and end up creating further turmoil for ourselves. 

This could even represent some feminine energies considering dating other people.. A desire to go out and experience the world may even create this opportunity for them to explore new relationships – either romantic, or platonic. She definitely seeks to expand her network, this could relate to her internal requirement for learning. She could be going on a journey this week to seek for higher knowledge, and awareness.. The energy of death sweeping away her old world means that she wants to search for what is beyond that world. This is like peeking over a wall where you can see vast land – different, and seemingly more prosperous than yours..

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General Weekly Reading ~ Valentines special – 13th-19th February 2017; The expression of the self, What do we want in love?

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Main theme – King of pentacles, Surrounding cards – The world, The hanged man, Page of swords, Knight of wands, Clarifying card – the lovers.

Numerological break down calculation – 13 – Karmic debt, Paying off debts, Resurrection, (1+3) = 4 – Order, structure, stability, Foundations, 19th – (1+9) = 10 – Beginnings, and endings, ultimate balance, creation, and destruction, the all that is. 1 – New beginnings, inspiration, 9 – Conclusion, resolution, healing, completion. 

The king of pentacles talks about the energy of the boss – and leveling up. This week may highlight to us a lot of the areas where we are still struggling to find balance. This is a very karmic week, so we may find ourselves pondering, and remembering specific important, or pivotal moments in our lives that shaped us in some way or another.. The king of pentacles may ask that we accept these memories for what they are, no matter how painful, instead of turning to worldly, or material matters in order to quell, or deny what we are experiencing.

This is a week of paying back karmic debt, and 13 is a very karmic number that talks of needing to deal with, and lay to rest issues of the past that have been unresolved. Therefore, the king of pentacles can also relate to getting your just desserts. If you have been putting in the work, and building this foundation, then you will reap the fruits of your reward.

The king of pentacles, can sometimes be ‘too grounded’. This can be an individual who is often cut off from their emotions, from their intuition, or from others, because they have this sole desire to acquire finances, and a certain of luxury. Of-course this week speaks of hard work, and building a steady foundation, but it also asks us what we are planning to do once this foundation has been built? Valentines day definitely creates an imprint on our energies this week. We could be thinking long term now, many of us who were just consumed with financial status, may be finding that it is unfulfilling, and it is truly a love of the soul, or the heart that grants somebody true wealth..

A lot of us will be pondering what truly makes us happy this week.. The knight of wands is a message of authentic happiness coming through. Something may remind us of the feeling of feeling alive.. It could be viewing lovers on valentines day doting on each other, that reminds you that there is so much more to life than just monetary gain.. See the figure in the card the king of pentacles, even though he appears to have all that he desires, there seems to be nobody around to share it with. Perhaps his ego has got the better of him, and he has spent too much time focused on accumulating, and has forgotten about those around him..

For those of us who are single, we could be wondering what we are finally going to do once we achieve our dreams, who we are going to share it with, or even contemplating how our current partner fits into the mold of who we are becoming. The page of swords could see us communicating thoughts that we have held onto for a long time. At this risk of being alone, you need to communicate these things, to clear your own mind, and your own conscience. The knight of wands can sometimes be a rude awakening, this could be a message that re-ignites your soul, especially if you have been asleep for along time. Remember what love is supposed to feel like? Or, have you been so shut off from it for so long that you have settled with the bare minimum? A lot of people need to open themselves up, in order to be raw, which may feel like an open wound being pressed. But this is alot about our blockages, and wounds in relation to love. We have a lot of walls built up when we have been hurt, or when we have had unhealthy displays of love shown to us,  but this is no excuse to live a mediocre, or a deprived life, especially when love is the inspiration for all of our art. 

The world card, is death, and rebirth. We are floating in a very special space right now. We have a very profound, and vivid knowledge of the past, and all that occurred, yet we can also see into the future, and all that can be promised to us. We are making connections about where we are at this point, and where we have been based on our new access to this higher consciousness that we are obtaining. This is knowledge of past actions, and behaviours, and times where we have acted out of ego.. Yes, ego seeks to come through right now for those of us who have always given away too much of ourselves, however, for those of us who have lived excessively in ego, the world card seeks to call an ending to that.

The King of pentacles can talk of a long, cold, and hard winter, where we have to pool our resources, and gather all of our energetic value, because we never know when the drought is going to end, or begin. This can be taken in terms of energetic currency.. It is so important for you to be self sufficient in the sense that you have your own worth, and value, so that you do not need to rely too much on that of others, blurring the lines between yourself, and them. Maturity in love is gained when we gain a stronger perspective, and understanding of ourselves. We come to know our worth, and our place in the world. 

This could be the week that you find your soul mate, because of all of the work that you have done to clear {understand} yourself, or, this could be the week you come to profound realisations about your love life. The page of swords, and the knight of wands talk of the desire to deliver a message, although one may not fully know how to deliver this message, or how this message will be received.. A lot is changing for us in terms of our thoughts, and perceptions in love, and the world card could mean that a lot of us are outgrowing old love stories, or even old lovers, and the page of swords may be our need to communicate that to them, so that we can focus on ourselves, and our own growth.Maybe we have been too reliant, or too focused on this individual, and time away, or apart from them could be just what we require to rediscover ourselves.

For others, the knight of wands could represent the courage to articulate to somebody how we feel. A more artistic side of ourselves may be gifting us with the gift of expression that we previously did not have. The hanged man is an entirely new perspective that gifts us with what we need to do. The old way has not, or was not working, so now, it is time to adopt a new method, even though that may make us feel somewhat uncomfortable. We cannot cling to the past for too long, especially as the world card has given us unlimited perception, and new consciousness. If we even try to fit into the old world, or old ways, we will feel like frauds this week, who are lying to ourselves, and lying to the cosmic plan.

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Monumental transitions exist currently for the masculine, & it is the feminine who continues to rise to the endless challenges presented…

I would once again like to mention how often tough a time it has been for us all, especially in regards to spiritual maturity, and emotional, and mental growth. This week highlights a lot of these issues, and I would also like to highlight that, just because we experience so many dark nights of the souls so frequently apart, does not mean that we are in some way regressing, or that we are not still on this healing journey. The beginning of this 10 year, (creation, and destruction) has been ripe with surprises, epiphanies, and the uprooting of many major, and deeply embedded traumas, and psychological difficulties. Should we take heed to the messages that present themselves, we should now find ourselves moving towards a more calm equilibrium, especially as we draw closer to March, the 3 month that seeds us balance, and integrate many of our shadow aspects, and our learned high modules of thinking.

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading – 30th January-5th February 2017; Dark nights of the soul that make us all whole.

Greetings my love bugs – As I have mentioned on both my Instagram page, and my twitter, last week was a pretty emotionally, and energetically demanding week for me, and I did not find the chance to complete the general weekly, and the twin flame weekly then – HOWEVER, the cards were pulled, and I did find it very important to share the information that I found in them.. Although late, I believe this reading can still help many of us make sense of what was occurring for us last week. Please do enjoy, and understand a lot of these energies do tend to linger into the new week also.. The weekly for THIS week, will be posted shortly..Many thanks for your LOYAL readership!

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Main theme – 9 of swords, What is occurring for both twins – 3 of wands, Masculine – 5 of swords, 2 of swords, King of wands, Feminine – 4 of swords, The chariot, Six of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 30th – 3 (magnified by the presence of the 0) – Empathy, community, communication, creativity, birthing, merging, the divine mother – 5 – Change, transition, travel, newness, liberation, journeying. 

The 9 of swords demonstrates intense mental activity, and a sense of restless thought occurring for both twins this week.  Perhaps it appears that things may have taken a turn for the worst, as our worst fears, and issues revolving abandonment and rejection are played out before our very eyes. The 9 of swords always represents the darkness in our subconscious mind  – the nightmares, and anxieties that we have over what could go wrong in our lives. As 9 symbolises completion, likely, it is because both twins are aware that they have reached a time of immense change and conclusion in their lives, that they hold so many worries, doubts, and fears about what is to come. 

The 9 of swords can symbolise our natural reaction to death,  change, and destruction. This is the backlash of certain events that occur like the tower. Perhaps there has been huge change, something that has shaken us off of our feet, and caused us to re-evaluate life as we know it.. A realisation that we can no longer cling to what was, but this leaves us with the traumas of what have been.. We may have found ourselves this week re-living the past, pondering past mishaps, and facing the looming thought of loneliness. The 9 of swords can be a card of, ‘What have I done? How can I fix this? And where will I go from here?’

It may seem scary to make the leap from one state of being to another, but with the 3 of wands both twins are supported immensely to know that it is time to make the jump. A new life awaits the both of them, but yes it is both inevitable, and vital that they must face their own darkness, before they can introduce the necessary changes for salvation. 

There may be some hesitance to let go of what we thought we knew because of apprehension or anxiety about what this next stage may truly mean for us, but in order for us to manifest the visions that we have long conjured, there are definitely these vital changes that must be made. Holding on to the past only prolongs our pain, and suffering, and the 3 of wands hints that there are ships of opportunity waiting for us, to sail us to new lands, in search of what it is that we truly do want. The mind can often contradict itself – slipping between comfortability, and bravery. Both twins this week definitely seek new heights, and expansion, but they have also grown very comfortable with t he worlds that they know. A message returns to them. Perhaps they have prayed on something, asked for answers, or clarity, and it arrives to them this week – in the form of a dark night of the soul.

Relax. Do not worry so much about what is to come – just know that it will come. There is a brimming excitement about the next stage in your journey that is ready, and willing to surface, but your challenge is to silence the mind enough to allow what is to unfold – to unfold. The mind can often play tricks on us especially if fear has had a large grip and influence on our existence. It is time to directly confront our fears. What are some of your fears? And how do they hold you back from love, from experiencing what it is that you truly desire? Both twins are asked to plunge into the depths of themselves, because dreams wait for no man.

The 5 of swords describes an element of the masculine that I have discussed in previous readings. This is the part of himself that tries to protect, and to preserve himself by acting in a way that is typically in his own interest, and not at the interest of those involved with him. Perhaps he prefers to keep things to himself – he may have difficulty with expressing himself, or allowing himself to be vulnerable, so likely, he hides a part of himself, and in doing so this week, he finds himself in great trouble.

The feminine may be expecting more from him at this time. Greater levels of communication, and reciprocity, but the 5 of swords can suggest that mentally, he is fighting a silent battle. He may be hiding something, with-holding information, or dealing with a situation less than in a manor that is head on. This is all about the ego self. The part of the self that compartmentalizes itself, after one has suffered much trauma, and deception in their lives. He may be wearing the suit of deception himself, and engaging in back and fourth displays with the feminine that leave her feeling tired, and worn out. Energetically, she may be feeling tired of going to war for her masculine – Reaching out to him only to have him turn her away, hide things from her so evidently, or fail to show up. To him, this is something that allows him to maintain a part of his own identity, separate from her – careful not to get himself too entangled in her emotional web – but to her, this becomes just another game of attempting to prove her worth – through trying to get him to communicate directly, and confront matters in a straight, and narrow way. Perhaps it is vulnerability that he fears, so he gives only parts of himself, and parts of information away to others, always keeping a part for himself.

 He may have learnt to survive that way, and this week, the 5 of swords is teaching him that he can no longer carry on in this way.. Perhaps his deceitful ways may be catching up with him, and the 9 of swords represents his understandings, and peace making with the ills of his past.  The 2 of swords represents for him the crossroads for change – should he choose to take that path.

The 5 of swords, and the 2 of swords can sometimes describe a decision that must be made between 2 individuals. Perhaps in the 5 of swords there are 2 individuals who he is being secretive with, refusing to confess the entire truth. This could be why the individual presented in the card holds 3 swords – indicating that he is the cause, and the holder of the 3 of swords – which is the card that represents heart break, confusion, and disappointment. Perhaps this is what he causes for others when he behaves in these sneaky ways, whilst the 2 of swords that lay on the ground represent the decision that he is still refusing to make. 

His mind could potentially be split in to two, seeing the potentialities, and possibilies that could layf or him if he chose one of either path. Either way, a door way by the divine opens, and he must choose to step through one of the doors. He can no longer carry on in the same direction anymore, and his thoughts are intrusive to him at this time – urging him to take a closer look at his actions. Much mental activity, and thought could be creating stress for him, that only further causes him to push others away, as he experiences his own dark night of the soul. He may be attempting to avoid the situation entirely, but this does not mean that it does not creep up in his thoughts. This precipice that he sits on could be the difference between him receiving bountiful blessings, or still keeping in tune with the stagnant life that he has come to know. He may be needing to separate himself from a particular behaviour, mind set, belief, or person at this time, and time is ticking on for him to make a decision. The decision that he makes, will speak volumes about his desire, and determination for maturity. If indeed he can consider the needs of all those involved, and act in a way that is not only serving to himself. There could be the sense that any decision that he makes at this time may cause a great ripple effect, but still, he knows that he must move forward at this time.

The 4 of swords in combination with the 6 of swords suggests that this is an immense period of healing for the feminine. Whatever the masculine is battling, or has going on over on his side, is directly impacting the feminine and the way she views herself. A dark night of the soul is triggered in order for her to retreat within herself, and find the peace of mind to make sense of things. The 9 of swords energy truly does take a hold on the feminine in this week, and she shows towards the beginning of the week a desire to rest, and replenish herself. She may be engaging in a lot of journal-ling, prayer, or spirit work this week as she turns to something within her in order to cope with this dark, and worrisome time. Perhaps she has not heard from the masculine, and she can feel his 5 of swords energy – that he is battling with a situation in his mind, and refuses to be completely open to her about it. For a long while, she has been very communicate with him,  they both have problems with communication, but it appears that she seeks to take a break from being highly expressive, as she feels that he is not doing the same.

The 4 of swords is a period after healing, when we try to gather our thoughts, and to find peace with what happened. 4 symbolises structure, order, and stability, so there is the idea present that she really wishes to find peace in her thoughts at this time, as she realises how they can wreak havoc on her emotions, when she does not monitor them, or remain present in them.. Both this week are dealing with the impact that childhood trauma, or experiences tends to have on our minds, the way we think, the way we communicate, and the way we treat others. 

The feminine wishes to heal from this painful situation, mostly by understanding why it took place in the first place, and accountability plays a huge role in the dynamics for both twins this week. With the chariot, and the 3 of wands energy, some feminines may be choosing to move on from the masculine, to create some space, or even to allow him the space to deal with his own inner battles, whilst she deals with hers. The 4 of swords could be her calling time out on the situation, maybe she withdraws because she realises that at this time, it is a battle that cannot be won. The masculine is split into two, battling his own demons, and it appears that she is exhausted from battling a life time of her own. 

The chariot energy is forward movement.. After she has received the information that she needs through the 4 of swords, she has a desire to charge on, this time with more responsibility, and control over her own life. The chariot pulls along to sphinxes, indicating the wildness inside of the feminine. Her inner beasts, as she attempts to steer her in life in the right direction by taking some responsibility over it. She may be coming to the realisation that for a long time she was not in the drivers seat – acting on impulse alone, and allowing her thoughts, life circumstances, and the thoughts, actions, and opinions of others to move her along life. Many awakenings and epiphanies that she collects during her period of rest, and isolation will be the inspiring jolt that she needs to move forward.. This distance that she creates is in attempts to find peace, and is not directly related with how she feels about the masculine – although he triggered this, her search at this time is actually much greater. As she attempts to seek peace of mind overall, and lay a lot of past issues, and wounds to rest.

The 6 of swords places a large emphasis on family healing, and family wounds. She may be coming to the realisation that many of her thoughts, and experiences are in relation to habits, and beliefs that she picked up in childhood. The dark night of the soul and 9 of swords energy may very well point to the recognition of her shadow self being born of childhood wounds. It can be a very difficult time when we come to these realisations, and they do cause for us to be completely, and entirely honest with ourselves, but it is so necessary for change.. The feminine may be dealing with issues of safety, not feeling protected, or guarded, as the figures in the 6 of swords card are. Perhaps this relates to the feminine feeling unprotected by her father, lacking in masculine energy, or perhaps directionless, in relation to the men in her life.. She attempts to ignite her own masculine energy, with the chariot yielding both the yin, and yang in co-ordination to keep a steady pace that is direct, and certain of itself.. She may be seeking the aid, and counsel of others, trusted friends in order to comfort her at this time, or reassure her that these changes she is making, although difficult, are the right thing for her. There is a strong sense of community, so perhaps she is motivated to heal others because of the healing that she is working on within herself.

The knight of wands at the end of the week shows that the masculine has a strong determination to fight the challenges presented to him within his mind. His spirit is strong, despite all of the weary battles, and there is illumination that is coming to him this week, about what he is to do, and his role as a provider – whether this be the provider of love, security, finance, or communication. There are certain roles that he must step into and take seriously as he reaches this stage of maturity. Perhaps he is cautious of hurting others by telling the full truth, or he cannot stand to let go of some crutches in his life, but the king of wands suggests some courage, conviction, and willpower that arises within him. Towards the end of the week, he is much more willing to take responsibility for things.. Perhaps this is because the feminine triggers him by seemingly moving away from him, or he feels energetically that she is checking out in order to tune into herself. 

The feminine may be growing tired of a situation that presents itself here, and rightly so, as she has been back, and fourth for a long time dealing with this seeming lack of inconsistency. The king of wands is gradual change on his behalf, perhaps he did not have the best father figure or remodel, and he is learning what it means to carry the divine masculine archetype, through the triggering that the two of one another provide each other with. Although this week appears very heavy, and intense in terms of self confrontation, everything is happening as it should to bring them both greater levels of awareness, and depth. They have healed a great deal on their journey, but there is always more understanding to be gained, and this week suggests a MAJOR push, and stepping stone in them confronting the truth of themselves, the best way that spirit knows how – Through a dark night of the soul. The king of wands is all about the illumination received when the masculine finally connects with his third eye, and allows communication to flow through him freely, and openly. A lot of the things that he has been blocking himself off from realising, come to him this week, and unblock his sacral chakra. This has a lot to do with his sexual energy, so his awakening can be tied into a sexual awakening in a sense.

Perhaps he is gaining knowledge of the relevance, and importance of his own sexual energy – no longer seeking to abuse it, or to receive gratification in low vibrational ways.. This does not serve him, and as he matures actually, only depletes him if he does not recognise it as his life force. There is an empty pleasure in frivolous casual encounters that do not replenish his soul, and he is beginning to acknowledge this. The real worth is within him, and how he can express himself, and his feelings in colourful, and creative ways.

I cannot say for certain that when he turns around and is ready to confess himself the feminine will decipher that she is fully healed, or even ready to embrace this next part of her journey with him, because her healing retreat, and mental healing does not seem as if it is something that she is taking lightly, or doing briskly this time. She recognises that it is a big effort, and there are multiple layers of herself that she must now get to know. He may think that he can awaken, click his fingers, and everything will return to normal.. But this may just be another time that both twins have to look unto themselves, in order to look into the frame of God.. Co-dependency, either way, will never make for a happy home. .

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2017.

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Twin Flame Weekly Reading 16th-22nd January; Plenty of exits, and many happy returns..

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Main theme, (8 of cups),What is occurring for both twins – Queen of pentacles, Masculine – Queen of wands, 9 of cups, The high priestess, Feminine  – Ace of wands, 5 of cups, Page of pentacles. 

Numerological break down calculation – 16th 1 – new beginnings, inspirational energy, action, drive, determination//6 – care giving, family, community, healing, inner child work (6+1) a new beginning for the family =  (7) – Lessons learnt through hardship, enhanced perception//intuition//harnessing the mind of God-22nd – The MASTER builder, working on establishing solid firm foundations, using creativity to bridge a gap between self, and others.

{The terms masculine & feminine refer to energetic templates, and do not necessarily limit themselves to gender assignment, or sexual orientation}

The 8 of cups this week represents both twins transition, from a lower state of mind, to a higher state of consciousness.  Many lessons have been learnt over the course of the past several months leading up to the new year, being particularly intensified in the last weeks of December, and finally, they are now ready to lay the past to rest, and embark on the new path that lies before them. The 8 of cups is all about moving on, leaving the past behind, and making a decision based on your recent experiences to introduce some changes into your life. Remember, with the 7 of cups opportunities were being presented, by many of them were not what they seemed, and the others were simply lessons that were being offered to us, in order for us to choose an avenue, to choose a destiny.. The 8 of cups represents the choice that we have made, and our desire to move into that new direction, non-restricted, recognising that the old ways have nothing much left to offer us. A recognition of the habits, behaviours, beliefs, and actions that led to our set back causes us to seek new heights this week, and to make a conscious effort to integrate this sense of awareness into our day to day lives. As the number 8 represents karma, and infinity, we have witnessed the power of the effects of our karma, of cause, and effect, how our actions, and our subconscious patterns create our destiny, and now – both twins are ready to create a new destiny..

There is a lot of moving on from karmic situations, perhaps friendships that are no longer serving, or karmic attachments/soul mate contracts that were tied into a previous, non developed version of ourselves. Many of those persons, and situations that they both move on from this week were actually blocks to their union, so this does suggest that contact is made, and when it is made, there is the desire to resolve any past tension or conflict.. For the twins who do get into contact this week, there is a clean slate presented here. The forces that were previously at work keeping them restricted no longer have so much power over them, and they can see clearer than ever. The masculine may have made his choice after deciding that his behaviours were not a result of what he wanted, but of what his societal programming, or subconscious programming told him to do. He has a much greater awareness of himself now, with the high priestess, which points to a heightened sense of intuition. listening more to his inner voice, means listening less to his ego voice. He is integrating his higher self, with his lower self – sacred alchemy, and seeing the feminine in a new light.

The masculine could also be healing a lot of issues that he has with women, in particular his mother. His abandonment consciousness may have arose from a sense that his mother was abandoning him, and instead trying to gain his fathers attentions – or another man for that matter. His dismissive attitude of the feminine may have been born through this, and through watching his father be emotionally absent, and mentally distant. He now realises, what an unhealthy response this is.

The queen of pentacles represents the feminine taking center stage in this weeks reading, and this is also highlighted by the presence of 3 prominent feminine figures – the queen of wands, the high priestess, and this queen of pentacles. The feminine has come such a long way, and has done so much to preserve herself, and move herself away from victim consciousness. Financially, she no longer wants to be associated with the traits of poverty consciousness – lack, feeling as if she does not have enough, feeling as if she is not enough, and giving away her power, and she makes a conscious effort to challenge these theories about herself, and it shows in her new found position of power. The masculine appears to be looking over at her, also in awe of how far she has come, and who she has become. She has unlocked the keys to success, all whilst managing to stay graceful, feminine, nurturing, and caring. Her balance is incomparable.. I feel the sense that their separation may have taken place initially when she did not have very much going for herself, and could have been unintentionally parasitic as a result of this. Nobody can love somebody who does not love themselves, for even if this individual tries, the one who sees themselves as unlovable will reject their efforts, and make them the center of their insecure universe – placing far too much restriction, and responsibility upon them.

The queen of wands speaks of the masculine being drawn to the feminine, and her light this week. He may feel an intense surge of sexual energy towards her, because she is owning her sexual power, and not afraid to shine a light on the gifts that she possesses. Her creative energy manifests to him as sexual energy, as he recognises how abundant she is, and how everything that she touches seems to turn to gold.. He too, wishes to turn into this gold, through her, and he may be recognising that much of his transition is somehow sparked, or triggered by her.. Perhaps it is her words that he remembers that kept him above waters in times of doubt, it could be her unwavering love for him, and her belief in him, but he is showing some gratitude this week, and also displays the desire to pay her back for her efforts some how, in attention, or confirmation.

She has a very powerful presence this week, and persona, so it is no wonder that he has found himself caught in her glare. He sees exactly what she is doing, and creating – true alchemy, and he wants some of that potion! She has come out of a very dark period, and because she chooses to focus on herself, and gift to herself, he knows that she knows her worth, and he can see her worth even more clearly. Remember, she shows him the path. If she cannot see her worth, how shall he see it? How shall he even see his own? The ace of wands on her side is also the wand of magic that she yields in the image as the queen of wands. Her spirit is taking on a trans-formative process, even though she may not even understand the extent to which this is happening. A new path is burning through her old one, and her strength, and conviction to herself is paying off in a major way… The 9 of cups is the masculine pondering his dreams coming true. What is his dream? His dream is to be with the divine feminine, and to have financial success.. So he works, chips away, and crafts his little craft, putting in extra work, and late night hours to make his hopes, and wishes a reality.. The universe offers him to his surprise, an opportunity to make this happen.

Perhaps he feared that the feminine would not be there on his return, that the feminine no longer loved him, and the most high shows him that this is in-fact untrue, causing him to also challenge perceptions about himself as being unlovable. He simply had to make the journey forward, the journey that he has been putting off for weeks.. The high priestess indicates that he could no longer ignore the signs, dreams, and urges. This powerful woman was revealing herself to him in a very powerful way.. A growing connection with his intuition, and third eye means that he can almost feel the feminine everywhere that he goes, and in everything that he does.. His intuition is definitely growing stronger, and this may scare him, but it can also bring him closer to achieving what he wants, if he pays attention to the ideas, and pointers that he is getting at this time.. He grows more powerful as she does.. He could be getting more in touch with a creative side of himself, allowing him more freedom to express who he is.. Previously, he could have worried too much about societal perception, or strict ideas about what it means to be masculine, about what it means to be a man, now – there is  a strength about him that is not so concerned with pack mentality.

The 5 of cups is the fear of change presented for the feminine this week.. When the masculine returns to her, it may be that she simply feels this is too good to be true. The trick, is to remain present. Remember all that she has learnt, and to stay steady on the path, unwavering, even though yes – this is a HUGE break through. The page of pentacles stays dedicated regardless. You have a mission, and you had all these things to do whilst you were waiting for him to contact you, do not lose your head and abandon them now.. Remember,  it is your duty to remain at queen status, so there are minor details that the page will have to keep up with in order to preserve this role. Your work is not done yet, though you are excited about the final result, it is the process of creation that is the most important.. She may find herself thinking this week about what she has lost, as she creates a new. Typical of the feminine – she needs to look back one last time to make sense of what has happened. Something that is no more. Perhaps a karmic attachment who was keeping her warm whilst the masculine was away, and now he returns, she does not really know what to do. Maybe she cares about both individuals in the picture, and is very conscious of not hurting anybody, or exhibiting selfish/narcissistic behaviours. 

The page of pentacles represents the feminines pride in the lessons, and the work that she has integrated since their separation. She says, ‘Look! Look what I have now. Look what I have achieved, look what I am becoming’, and she is not shy about showing him that she has learnt so much, including indepdendence. The queen of pentacles is the woman who has learnt how to be a wife, a mother, and a woman,  as these are three different rights of passage that are not necessarily inter-linked. To the masculine, he cannot think of anybody else who would be the perfect fit to sit, throne by throne with him, when he becomes the king of pentacles. The queen of wands shows her fiery passionate nature, maybe she is a fire sign – or she has a lot of energy bursting out of her, but she has learnt how to use this to the best of her advantage, much to the relief of the masculine, who didn’t really want to be at the receiving end of her backlash – which he once was! She knows how to take care of all of those who require taking care of, whilst still looking after herself, and not neglecting her responsibilities. This is a woman who is fully conscious, and can add more than she takes away from somebody’s life.. The high priestess shows the different ways that the masculine envisions her. Her sense of security, pride, and independence is not harsh, malicious, or stand-offish, there is still a purity about her that is receptive, receiving of messages, and welcoming. She knew that he was coming to deliver a message. He knew that she knew.

Change is still a scary concept to the feminine this week, and she gets to view things from the masculines point of view. Remember when she handed everything to him on a plate, and he seemed scared of it? He seemed intimidated? He seemed to back away? Well, this is because, when your deepest wish is handed to you, like the 9 of cups suggests, you tend to automatically think ahead, to a day where you may have to give it up, or to the past, to a time where it caused you some pain.. Do not worry too much about the ins, and outs of this… Enjoy it for what it is. A lot of change is currently present, and it is change for the better, but you have to remain conscious in it, not to get taken away on a wave of emotion. As you move away from your old world, you may witness a lot of concepts crumbling, things you once enjoyed, ideas you once clung to, and although this is scary, it is also very beautiful.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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General Weekly Reading – 16th-22nd January 2017;The sacred mother/ The process, the precision, and the poignancy of inner child healing.

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Main theme, (The sun), Queen of wands, The star, Four of cups, Six of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 16th 1 – new beginnings, inspirational energy, action, drive, determination//6 – care giving, family, community, healing, inner child work (6+1) a new beginning for the family =  (7) – Lessons learnt through hardship, enhanced perception//intuition//harnessing the mind of God-22nd – The MASTER builder, working on establishing solid firm foundations, using creativity to bridge a gap between self, and others.

There is a very strong emphasis on feminine energy this week, and the profound healing that is experienced when the feminine leads with this type of self evaluation, and understanding. Yes, for the most part, this will relate to a woman, or women specifically who are taking charge in their healing journeys, and triggering others to heal, but f or many, it can also symbolise the part in the divine masculine, that is feminine energy, that is awakening, taking centre stage, and becoming more comfortable with itself.. Likely, if this is the case for the masculine energy, this realisation of this once dormant part of himself, was triggered, or made manifest through an external feminine source – it may have been a lover, a mother, a sister, or all of the above… Either way, the feminine is shining through in a particularly strong way this week. The feminine energy present in all of us, is really coming to understand itself, as the feminine energy embodied by the woman, is finally coming to understand her mission, and take her place as the divine being that she is. Her mission essentially revolves around awakening others to their own truth, and holding a torch light for them to see into their subconscious mind – reflected by the star card.. This card also represents the sun sign of Aquarius, which is all about bringing knowledge, healing, and other worldly views to the planet. 

People are awakening to spirituality, because of this energy that the feminine is openly pouring into multiple spaces at once. She gets to see her work, and the fruits of her efforts this week. She is beginning to realise who she has touched this week. She may be getting a message, or messages from people of the past getting back in contact, telling her, ‘Thank you for the time that you helped me.. Thank you for your words, your presence, your energy, your time’.

The sun card introduces the strong undertones of masculine healing. As the moon card represents the feminine, this card, represents the masculine, and the sun in the image shining down on him to become his true self, is the power of the queen of wands, who is this light nurturing, and nourishing all that she reigns down upon. Perhaps she has allowed him to realise that there is this whole other side to him, that he is free to reveal to the world and others. She is accepting of him, this more feminine, care free side of himself, that may not necessarily fit into traditional, or stereotypical ideals of what it means to be a man, or to be masculine. This offers the freedom to be more in touch with himself, and with his creativity. 

This is a very, very strong week for healing, carrying through the powerful messages, and themes that we experienced through last weeks Full moon in Cancer energies. A lot of memory recreation happens this week signified by the 6 of swords.. Healing, on a mental level, as we travel to a more calm, and peaceful state of mind. The kind of peace that is only achieved when we have pierced through our darkness, as the star card suggests. The sun is the conscious mind, and being the main theme, relates to us bringing our shadows to the light.. This is all our traumas, and our deepest fears that have  recently been dragged to the surface so that we have no other option but to face them, deal with them, and conquer them. The inner demons that never sleep, even when you do. Look at the image on the star card.. This woman is pouring water, (energy, knowledge, and vitality), into the earth, (masculine energy), and into the water, (feminine energy). This speaks of the healing, and the realisations that are occurring currently to bring us balance. On an earthly level, we are integrating lessons that we have learnt about money, finances, work, and the home, whilst on a spiritual level, we are working to enhance our intuition, and our creative fruits..

The sun card is the element of Christ consciousness this week, all about the re-emergence, and the rebirth after our persecution, and Crucifixion. You have to die, in order to be reborn a more connected version of yourself.. And keeping in fashion with biblical reference, after this transformation, it was the women that Jesus revealed himself to. You may feel more drawn this week to explore Jesus, or his teachings, as the dark night of the soul, is all about this process of transformation, and transition/ascension to a higher state. 

The four of cups is the situation that brought you recently, this drama, or this ‘karma’. So, you cannot see that a fresh cup, a new beginning, a new template, a new opportunity is being given to you by the divine’s grace, if you cannot tear yourself away from looking at the rubble that this experience left. This experience wanted to TEACH YOU.  Why would you put up with this situation? Why would you let things get so far? So bad? Because.. You were refusing to honour yourself, to see yourself, to be true to yourself, to witness yourself with the eyes that the divine witnesses you with. You did not recognise yourself, as the sun card represents himself. All the work that went in, and continues to go in to healing from this situation, will be brought back to the light in a creative way.. It IS the light. The darkness, IS the light. Only after over coming your trials will you truly come to understand this. 

There is passion, and purpose this week in saying, ‘I am going to own myself.. JUST as I am.. WITH all of my wounds, JUST as my gifts are, AND, I am divorcing trauma’… Moving away from power struggles, and re-integrating into a community, is all that this process is about. See this article here that speaks of re-integration.

 https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2015/12/28/spiritual-mental-and-emotional-healing-re-integration/

If you are not seeing a way out at this point, which the four of cups may suggest, then you are simply not looking clearly enough. Take this opportunity. See it for what it is. You may be asking too many questions, or trying to THINK your way through to your healing, instead of just feeling it through. Questions such as, ‘How is this going to work? How am I going to go about this?’ should be abandoned from your mind.  It is about a feeling, a knowing, not a thought, that will come through excessive analysing. You will know, when this door//opportunity is just opened for you, just granted to you.

*TRIGGER WARNING*

Themes relating to sexual abuse, particularly for the feminine energy may be brought up for healing this week, or may have recently been triggered, so that the feminine can make peace with them, and no longer allow them to stunt her self image..

See here for articles relating to the divine feminine, and healing through sexual trauma-

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/08/27/the-polarity-of-feminine-sexuality/

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2015/09/27/sexuality-and-spirituality-two-sides-of-one-coin/

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/01/05/hook-up-culture-sacred-sensualitysexuality-tantric-sex-and-womb-healing/

https://cindyannehbu.wordpress.com/2016/02/12/the-truth-about-sex-is-it-good-is-it-bad-and-can-it-truly-determine-our-worth/

The sacred whore, and the divine mother, are the exact same template – just polarised versions of a dual perspective.. And acknowledging this, is granting SO much peace, and strength to the feminine this week, in order to reclaim her power. Mary, the mother of Jesus, and Mary Magdalene, BOTH healed Christ. Look at the image in the star card.. The figure appears almost naked,  yet she wears white which symbolises purity, and virginity. It almost appears as if somebody has torn her dress, yet she does not look victimised.. Straight away, she knows what to do, guided by the star, she proceeds to pour her knowledge back into the earth. She is a healer, because she has been broken.

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

© Cindy Anneh-bu 2016.

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