Twin Flame Weekly Reading – 30th January-5th February 2017; Dark nights of the soul that make us all whole.

Greetings my love bugs – As I have mentioned on both my Instagram page, and my twitter, last week was a pretty emotionally, and energetically demanding week for me, and I did not find the chance to complete the general weekly, and the twin flame weekly then – HOWEVER, the cards were pulled, and I did find it very important to share the information that I found in them.. Although late, I believe this reading can still help many of us make sense of what was occurring for us last week. Please do enjoy, and understand a lot of these energies do tend to linger into the new week also.. The weekly for THIS week, will be posted shortly..Many thanks for your LOYAL readership!

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Main theme – 9 of swords, What is occurring for both twins – 3 of wands, Masculine – 5 of swords, 2 of swords, King of wands, Feminine – 4 of swords, The chariot, Six of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 30th – 3 (magnified by the presence of the 0) – Empathy, community, communication, creativity, birthing, merging, the divine mother – 5 – Change, transition, travel, newness, liberation, journeying. 

The 9 of swords demonstrates intense mental activity, and a sense of restless thought occurring for both twins this week.  Perhaps it appears that things may have taken a turn for the worst, as our worst fears, and issues revolving abandonment and rejection are played out before our very eyes. The 9 of swords always represents the darkness in our subconscious mind  – the nightmares, and anxieties that we have over what could go wrong in our lives. As 9 symbolises completion, likely, it is because both twins are aware that they have reached a time of immense change and conclusion in their lives, that they hold so many worries, doubts, and fears about what is to come. 

The 9 of swords can symbolise our natural reaction to death,  change, and destruction. This is the backlash of certain events that occur like the tower. Perhaps there has been huge change, something that has shaken us off of our feet, and caused us to re-evaluate life as we know it.. A realisation that we can no longer cling to what was, but this leaves us with the traumas of what have been.. We may have found ourselves this week re-living the past, pondering past mishaps, and facing the looming thought of loneliness. The 9 of swords can be a card of, ‘What have I done? How can I fix this? And where will I go from here?’

It may seem scary to make the leap from one state of being to another, but with the 3 of wands both twins are supported immensely to know that it is time to make the jump. A new life awaits the both of them, but yes it is both inevitable, and vital that they must face their own darkness, before they can introduce the necessary changes for salvation. 

There may be some hesitance to let go of what we thought we knew because of apprehension or anxiety about what this next stage may truly mean for us, but in order for us to manifest the visions that we have long conjured, there are definitely these vital changes that must be made. Holding on to the past only prolongs our pain, and suffering, and the 3 of wands hints that there are ships of opportunity waiting for us, to sail us to new lands, in search of what it is that we truly do want. The mind can often contradict itself – slipping between comfortability, and bravery. Both twins this week definitely seek new heights, and expansion, but they have also grown very comfortable with t he worlds that they know. A message returns to them. Perhaps they have prayed on something, asked for answers, or clarity, and it arrives to them this week – in the form of a dark night of the soul.

Relax. Do not worry so much about what is to come – just know that it will come. There is a brimming excitement about the next stage in your journey that is ready, and willing to surface, but your challenge is to silence the mind enough to allow what is to unfold – to unfold. The mind can often play tricks on us especially if fear has had a large grip and influence on our existence. It is time to directly confront our fears. What are some of your fears? And how do they hold you back from love, from experiencing what it is that you truly desire? Both twins are asked to plunge into the depths of themselves, because dreams wait for no man.

The 5 of swords describes an element of the masculine that I have discussed in previous readings. This is the part of himself that tries to protect, and to preserve himself by acting in a way that is typically in his own interest, and not at the interest of those involved with him. Perhaps he prefers to keep things to himself – he may have difficulty with expressing himself, or allowing himself to be vulnerable, so likely, he hides a part of himself, and in doing so this week, he finds himself in great trouble.

The feminine may be expecting more from him at this time. Greater levels of communication, and reciprocity, but the 5 of swords can suggest that mentally, he is fighting a silent battle. He may be hiding something, with-holding information, or dealing with a situation less than in a manor that is head on. This is all about the ego self. The part of the self that compartmentalizes itself, after one has suffered much trauma, and deception in their lives. He may be wearing the suit of deception himself, and engaging in back and fourth displays with the feminine that leave her feeling tired, and worn out. Energetically, she may be feeling tired of going to war for her masculine – Reaching out to him only to have him turn her away, hide things from her so evidently, or fail to show up. To him, this is something that allows him to maintain a part of his own identity, separate from her – careful not to get himself too entangled in her emotional web – but to her, this becomes just another game of attempting to prove her worth – through trying to get him to communicate directly, and confront matters in a straight, and narrow way. Perhaps it is vulnerability that he fears, so he gives only parts of himself, and parts of information away to others, always keeping a part for himself.

 He may have learnt to survive that way, and this week, the 5 of swords is teaching him that he can no longer carry on in this way.. Perhaps his deceitful ways may be catching up with him, and the 9 of swords represents his understandings, and peace making with the ills of his past.  The 2 of swords represents for him the crossroads for change – should he choose to take that path.

The 5 of swords, and the 2 of swords can sometimes describe a decision that must be made between 2 individuals. Perhaps in the 5 of swords there are 2 individuals who he is being secretive with, refusing to confess the entire truth. This could be why the individual presented in the card holds 3 swords – indicating that he is the cause, and the holder of the 3 of swords – which is the card that represents heart break, confusion, and disappointment. Perhaps this is what he causes for others when he behaves in these sneaky ways, whilst the 2 of swords that lay on the ground represent the decision that he is still refusing to make. 

His mind could potentially be split in to two, seeing the potentialities, and possibilies that could layf or him if he chose one of either path. Either way, a door way by the divine opens, and he must choose to step through one of the doors. He can no longer carry on in the same direction anymore, and his thoughts are intrusive to him at this time – urging him to take a closer look at his actions. Much mental activity, and thought could be creating stress for him, that only further causes him to push others away, as he experiences his own dark night of the soul. He may be attempting to avoid the situation entirely, but this does not mean that it does not creep up in his thoughts. This precipice that he sits on could be the difference between him receiving bountiful blessings, or still keeping in tune with the stagnant life that he has come to know. He may be needing to separate himself from a particular behaviour, mind set, belief, or person at this time, and time is ticking on for him to make a decision. The decision that he makes, will speak volumes about his desire, and determination for maturity. If indeed he can consider the needs of all those involved, and act in a way that is not only serving to himself. There could be the sense that any decision that he makes at this time may cause a great ripple effect, but still, he knows that he must move forward at this time.

The 4 of swords in combination with the 6 of swords suggests that this is an immense period of healing for the feminine. Whatever the masculine is battling, or has going on over on his side, is directly impacting the feminine and the way she views herself. A dark night of the soul is triggered in order for her to retreat within herself, and find the peace of mind to make sense of things. The 9 of swords energy truly does take a hold on the feminine in this week, and she shows towards the beginning of the week a desire to rest, and replenish herself. She may be engaging in a lot of journal-ling, prayer, or spirit work this week as she turns to something within her in order to cope with this dark, and worrisome time. Perhaps she has not heard from the masculine, and she can feel his 5 of swords energy – that he is battling with a situation in his mind, and refuses to be completely open to her about it. For a long while, she has been very communicate with him,  they both have problems with communication, but it appears that she seeks to take a break from being highly expressive, as she feels that he is not doing the same.

The 4 of swords is a period after healing, when we try to gather our thoughts, and to find peace with what happened. 4 symbolises structure, order, and stability, so there is the idea present that she really wishes to find peace in her thoughts at this time, as she realises how they can wreak havoc on her emotions, when she does not monitor them, or remain present in them.. Both this week are dealing with the impact that childhood trauma, or experiences tends to have on our minds, the way we think, the way we communicate, and the way we treat others. 

The feminine wishes to heal from this painful situation, mostly by understanding why it took place in the first place, and accountability plays a huge role in the dynamics for both twins this week. With the chariot, and the 3 of wands energy, some feminines may be choosing to move on from the masculine, to create some space, or even to allow him the space to deal with his own inner battles, whilst she deals with hers. The 4 of swords could be her calling time out on the situation, maybe she withdraws because she realises that at this time, it is a battle that cannot be won. The masculine is split into two, battling his own demons, and it appears that she is exhausted from battling a life time of her own. 

The chariot energy is forward movement.. After she has received the information that she needs through the 4 of swords, she has a desire to charge on, this time with more responsibility, and control over her own life. The chariot pulls along to sphinxes, indicating the wildness inside of the feminine. Her inner beasts, as she attempts to steer her in life in the right direction by taking some responsibility over it. She may be coming to the realisation that for a long time she was not in the drivers seat – acting on impulse alone, and allowing her thoughts, life circumstances, and the thoughts, actions, and opinions of others to move her along life. Many awakenings and epiphanies that she collects during her period of rest, and isolation will be the inspiring jolt that she needs to move forward.. This distance that she creates is in attempts to find peace, and is not directly related with how she feels about the masculine – although he triggered this, her search at this time is actually much greater. As she attempts to seek peace of mind overall, and lay a lot of past issues, and wounds to rest.

The 6 of swords places a large emphasis on family healing, and family wounds. She may be coming to the realisation that many of her thoughts, and experiences are in relation to habits, and beliefs that she picked up in childhood. The dark night of the soul and 9 of swords energy may very well point to the recognition of her shadow self being born of childhood wounds. It can be a very difficult time when we come to these realisations, and they do cause for us to be completely, and entirely honest with ourselves, but it is so necessary for change.. The feminine may be dealing with issues of safety, not feeling protected, or guarded, as the figures in the 6 of swords card are. Perhaps this relates to the feminine feeling unprotected by her father, lacking in masculine energy, or perhaps directionless, in relation to the men in her life.. She attempts to ignite her own masculine energy, with the chariot yielding both the yin, and yang in co-ordination to keep a steady pace that is direct, and certain of itself.. She may be seeking the aid, and counsel of others, trusted friends in order to comfort her at this time, or reassure her that these changes she is making, although difficult, are the right thing for her. There is a strong sense of community, so perhaps she is motivated to heal others because of the healing that she is working on within herself.

The knight of wands at the end of the week shows that the masculine has a strong determination to fight the challenges presented to him within his mind. His spirit is strong, despite all of the weary battles, and there is illumination that is coming to him this week, about what he is to do, and his role as a provider – whether this be the provider of love, security, finance, or communication. There are certain roles that he must step into and take seriously as he reaches this stage of maturity. Perhaps he is cautious of hurting others by telling the full truth, or he cannot stand to let go of some crutches in his life, but the king of wands suggests some courage, conviction, and willpower that arises within him. Towards the end of the week, he is much more willing to take responsibility for things.. Perhaps this is because the feminine triggers him by seemingly moving away from him, or he feels energetically that she is checking out in order to tune into herself. 

The feminine may be growing tired of a situation that presents itself here, and rightly so, as she has been back, and fourth for a long time dealing with this seeming lack of inconsistency. The king of wands is gradual change on his behalf, perhaps he did not have the best father figure or remodel, and he is learning what it means to carry the divine masculine archetype, through the triggering that the two of one another provide each other with. Although this week appears very heavy, and intense in terms of self confrontation, everything is happening as it should to bring them both greater levels of awareness, and depth. They have healed a great deal on their journey, but there is always more understanding to be gained, and this week suggests a MAJOR push, and stepping stone in them confronting the truth of themselves, the best way that spirit knows how – Through a dark night of the soul. The king of wands is all about the illumination received when the masculine finally connects with his third eye, and allows communication to flow through him freely, and openly. A lot of the things that he has been blocking himself off from realising, come to him this week, and unblock his sacral chakra. This has a lot to do with his sexual energy, so his awakening can be tied into a sexual awakening in a sense.

Perhaps he is gaining knowledge of the relevance, and importance of his own sexual energy – no longer seeking to abuse it, or to receive gratification in low vibrational ways.. This does not serve him, and as he matures actually, only depletes him if he does not recognise it as his life force. There is an empty pleasure in frivolous casual encounters that do not replenish his soul, and he is beginning to acknowledge this. The real worth is within him, and how he can express himself, and his feelings in colourful, and creative ways.

I cannot say for certain that when he turns around and is ready to confess himself the feminine will decipher that she is fully healed, or even ready to embrace this next part of her journey with him, because her healing retreat, and mental healing does not seem as if it is something that she is taking lightly, or doing briskly this time. She recognises that it is a big effort, and there are multiple layers of herself that she must now get to know. He may think that he can awaken, click his fingers, and everything will return to normal.. But this may just be another time that both twins have to look unto themselves, in order to look into the frame of God.. Co-dependency, either way, will never make for a happy home. .

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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Twin Flames (Divine lovers) Weekly Reading 26th December-8th January 2017; Ambitions to be free, financial contemplation, and spirit elevation.

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Main theme – 9 of pentacles, What is occurring for both twins – 2 of cups, Masculine – Justice, Two of swords, Two of pentacles, Feminine -Knight of pentacles, The star, Eight of cups.

Numerological break down calculation – 26th – 8 -8 – The number 8 in numerology is representative of karma, and recognising karmic cycles in order to abolish them. Where the number 8 appears, we are asked to consider how we have been living, and what we have been manifesting. Abundance, business, financial success, and humanitarianism also governs this number. 

The of pentacles relates to the feeling of satisfaction that we experience when we have successfully manifested our goals, and can physically see the evidence of our efforts around us. The focus, these two weeks for both twins, lies with making things work for them, bending the flow of the universe, and their own energies, in order to receive the results that they want.. This is a highly potent time to manifest, and there is a lot at stake here, so both twins are likely to be consumed with making it happen… The process of putting in the hard work, and doing things differently, ie doing things right are presented to them both this week.. 

This is a very similar energy to the magician card  – how can they reap the benefits of the work that they are doing? Truly, they have both been putting in a lot of work to create the world that they would like to see, and many of them may be wondering  – okay – so, where are my results?Your results this week, lie with your ability to achieve, attain, and maintain balance.. It is not enough to put in the work from one angle alone. Coming up with the ideas, but not seeing them through, is futile… Chasing after money, without adding creative ideas, or avenues to attract this money, will only get you so far.. This is where the two of cups comes in.. You may wonder, what does money have to do with love? Well – a lot actually, seeing as they BOTH have to do with our self worth. The two of cups, is the kind of balance that both twins need to establish, if they are to have healthy relationships.. This is not about blaming, either the masculine, or the feminine, because they both have roles to play in terms of why their love has not been harmonious in the past. You need a balanced approach, and a balanced life style, in order to have balance, in any other area of your life. 

I feel like a lot of twins have family  karma that is tied into not having enough time, not making the most out of their time, OR feeling as if they are lacking – all of these themes will be presented in order to be tackled by both twins this week.. Especially, the masculine in regards to having time, and having enough. There is a lot that is open to you at this time, so you have to act wisely in tying up the loose ends. What have you learnt about yourself recently? About your energy? About how you operate, that could help you to break this so called spell of bad luck that you once believed yourself to be under? The 9 of pentacles is joy once our dreams have not only been realised, but have been pulled into our reality. What can you do to ensure that this is an approaching reality for you?

Both twins may feel strained as it appears that, the more that is open to you, the more that you are against the clock to make improvements to your life. You need to start already living like you have the life that you desire, as this will wire your brain to be grateful, and to already exist AHEAD of time. Beat time… Now’s your chance. Look out for signs, symbols, and messages that alert you about your work, either let you know you are going in the right direction, or serve as a warning about what is to come if you continue in the direction that you are heading in..

The inner balance of the 2 of cups asks us to work on learning how to be the divine masculine, and the divine feminine. Imbalance is toxic – anyway around. Too much negative energy? Too much feminine energy? Both can do some serious damage, in terms of being abusive. The masculine is asked to be more open to his creative, and intuitive side, as this will ensure that his ideas in terms of gaining finance are ever flowing, and abundant, as depicted by the infinity symbol present in the two of pentacles. He needs to make better decisions in terms of how he attracts his money, and how he maintains balance with multiple things in his life. The feminine is prone to multi tasking, and not really choosing one specific avenue, but the masculine, tends to focus on one area of his life, and neglect other areas that require his attention. His lesson..Is in trying to incorporate room for more, without over extending himself. 

The knight of pentacles describes the feminine attempting to balance her masculine energies in the RIGHT way this week. She appears to be turning away from the masculine, as he learns the lessons that he needs to learn with the justice card. A part of her realises that she cannot stir, or speed up his awakening process in anyway, and she needs to focus on watering her own garden.. He is going through a process, but that honestly is not your business right now. Your BUSINESS, is your business right now.. What are you doing to make sure that your goals are not only a thought in your mind but are becoming a reality manifest around you? Spirit asks.. How are you working towards making your vision a reality? And is movement being made? Or are you just standing still, lost in time, waiting – waiting for the masculine, and claiming that you have ‘no time’.  She spent so long waiting for the masculine to level up, that she forgot that she isn’t all that perfect herself, and really does need to level up in some areas still.. Including her relationship to the physical world. Let spirituality serve you physically. Put your imagination to paper. 

The feminine this week, must focus on her inner masculine, and this will manifest as the men that are around her, or the men that she is drawn to at this time, platonic, or otherwise. This will tell her everything that she needs to know about the relationship with her own inner masculine. Is she drawn to men who are broke? (Financially), or broken, (Spiritually)?

The star card arrives to remind the feminine to have hope, even though times, and situations may appear difficult at certain stages of this week. There is a light being shone on darkness, so it may appear at times that there is nothing but darkness, but she needs to learn how not to dwell on the negative – BALANCE, because excessive negativity is one of the things that drives lovers away, including the divine masculine himself… Focus on positive visualisation.. Divine guidance is present at this time, watching over these events, so any isolation, or abandonment that she feels, is merely to do with old karmic propaganda. She needs to remain focused on her work, which is, about nourishing herself, and giving back to herself. Be very weary of falling into negative patterns, and traps of thought, because right now, you’re attempting to break free, which means that things will tempt you, and tempt your spirit…. It’s a trying time.. The eight of cups describes this period of emotional battle against her triggers…

The eight of cups sees the feminine moving on from the old ways, and old habits, in search of a higher, better truth. She is being more direct in terms of what she wants, and what she does not want, and anything that attempts to pull her into old cycles, she will be drawn away from. She is likely to run a mile from anything that triggers her this week to act in a way that she truly is done with. There is a determination here to turn her back on alot of things, as she comes into profound realisations about these things. 

Some feminine twins may be walking away from the masculine, or it could appear this way, whether temporarily, or indefinitely because they may be witnessing him juggling with his shadow self, and higher self, and no longer be interested in waiting around for one side to win..  She has a battle of her own, and this takes precedence. She is walking away from co-dependent habits, repetitive cycles, and negative self talk. She thinks, ‘I need to find me. I need – to DEFINE me’. 

With the justice card, the masculine experiences some heavy karmic release, and realisation this week. He may be going through a tough time, or a situation that places him on a fast track level to spiritual, mental, physical, and emotional maturity. This is really for his own benefit, though he may not really see it that way, or feel that way whilst it is happening.. The two of swords is about the pivotal point that he reaches in which he must make some kind of decision that will effect this next stage of his life.. This could be a decision that relates to choosing one partner, over the other, especially if the divine feminine is not the only woman in his life. There is something that he must put right, especially as ideas about morality, and karma become more clear to him by the day.. Getting in touch with his intuition could be urging him to make a decision that his logical mind has been putting off for a while. In some ways, he’s been quite relaxed with his awakening, and this could be the wake up call that he needs.. 

The two of pentacles could describe him trying to juggle things, and keep up with demands that are just not working out. He could be realising this week that a lot of the things that he puts efforts into are actually draining him of vital time, energy, and resources, and he needs to level up, ONCE again, if he is to manifest the 9 of pentacles in his life. It could be his attachment to his old world, and his new world that he juggles, and struggles to find balance with this week. Spirit asks that he makes a decision. He cannot dabble in between two worlds any longer, a clear path is being laid out for him, and he must either take it, or stay confined to the old ways of being… Which actually, are weighing heavily on his spirit, because he is much more in touch with spirit now. When the truth hits you, you cannot hide. Indecision, or procrastination will not make the problems simmer down, or go away.. Something may need to be released, or abandoned, as something else is realised.  He is going through this back, and fourth, as some fears about fully stepping into 5D are still present. 5th dimensional thinking requires that you fully take responsibility for yourself, and the karma that you are creating, and it is not for the faint hearted, or those who avoid responsibility..

He knows on some level that fully stepping into 5D, or letting go of certain things will drag his edges all the way… Confrontation of the past self, confrontation of the shadow self, and confrontation of one’s own limitations are ALL themes relevant to him at this time. The energy may seem harsh for the masculine right now, because nobody likes to face their darkness, BUT remember that in all darkness, light is able to penetrate. The light of knowledge will set him free, if he wills for this eternal cycle of not having enough, yet having too much to do, to come to an end. This could also relate to his decisions about ways that he makes money.. Perhaps, there is some illegal activity involved in one of the ways that he currently makes money, and as morality becomes more of a theme for him, he will decide whether he can still carry on this way.. And if he is to drop one of his ways of income, what does this mean for him then? How will he fill his time? Perhaps the fear of time is tied into his fear of not wanting to be still enough, for all of his thoughts to take over..

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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General Weekly Reading 26th December-8th January 2017; My karma, and I. A new start to the year..

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Main theme – Justice, Surrounding cards – Queen of pentacles, Page of pentacles, King of wands, Two of swords.

Numerological break down calculation – 26th – 8 -8 – The number 8 in numerology is representative of karma, and recognising karmic cycles in order to abolish them. Where the number 8 appears, we are asked to consider how we have been living, and what we have been manifesting. Abundance, business, financial success, and humanitarianism also governs this number. 

Happy new year my darlings! First  of all, I would just like to state what a wonderful journey it has been with you all since I first started doing these readings last year. They actually just started off as something that I was trying out, so I am absolutely ecstatic that they took off in this way and were so successful! I hope you guys receive as much joy reading them, as I do writing them..  

 I had a few unfortunate incidences last week, and I ended up losing the work that I did for the weekly, and twin flame weekly reading, so this weeks reading covers two weeks worth of energy, which I still feel is pretty accurate, because no themes, or experiences are confined within a weeks space only, the same themes, and energies tend to follow us into the next week, and sometimes even into the next month. There is no strict or linear time line on this..

So, it has been a very crazy time.. A lot has been happening personally in my own life, in terms of lines that I have drawn in the sand, and targets that I have set for my own personal well being. The holidays are quite a strange time, I mean there is the energy of happiness, and family, and joy, but because of Astrological placements, and the energy conjured in December, it can also be a time of intense philosophical thought, nostalgia, and even slight depression. BUT, with promise, it does appear that the energy already is getting lighter, and easier for us to work with. Many of us will need to recover from what I like to call, the holiday blues. Time spent with family that highlights to us some of the trauma, or karmic cycles that we have picked up, or have had to endure over time.. Which brings me onto the beauty of this weeks reading; the main theme, is karma.

The justice card is suggestive of heavy karmic work that arrives in at this time. Justice being a major arcana, suggests a period of transformation on a core level in our lives – a complete re-invention of the things that have remained injustice, out of balance, and out of alignment with our soul’s demands.. In legal terms, justice speaks of things going in your favour, winning a court case, or proving your innocence, so, in spiritual terms, this is highly similar.. Justice is that which serves an order of integrity, morality, or keeps the balance, and the principles of life intact. What is right? What is wrong? And how can we live by, and uphold our ideals about what is fair? How have we been unfair, abusive, or potentially sneaky, and avoidant?

The justice card arrives to highlight to us cycles, specifically repetitive cycles that speak of dysfunction.. ‘Old’ karma that appears almost like a trap, because you keep doing it over, and over, especially if a part of you, (your intuition), knows that what you are doing is not in alignment with who you truly are.. This tackles the false layers of self that we have built over time in order to protect our inner child, our inner bruises, or separate ourselves from painful truths. What we have not wanted to face, is brought up for acknowledgement, and it is up to us to be heroic at this time, and do what IS right, because there is quite a clear distinction. This is not about the shadow self, and the higher self, this is about plain and simple, what serves your best intentions, and does not diminish your responsibility to others, and the well being of others. 

Possibly, an issue or an incident that does not sit well with you draws your attention to areas that you have tried to ignore. You may even catch a glimpse of your former self in those moments. If you are non-pleased with what you see, it is important to forgive yourself, for the times that you did not know better. For the times that you were so out of touch with your intuition, that you let the darkness get the best of you.. That you did things that you regret. 

These cycles are not brought to your attention to shame you, but rather so that you can reconcile with yourself, and with others. Restoring balance, and order into your life is of the utmost important at this time, and rectifying old wrongs..The two of swords indicates that strength is needed at this time in order to make a vital decision. You may feel compromised, between your intuition, and your rational/logical thought, but a decision must be made if you are truly to get on track in terms of restoring balance into your life.. This decision may relate to cutting something out, or releasing something that no longer serves who you have come to be.. You may even notice that certain friends, or family members around you have been toxic, and you need to decide how best to handle this, so that it does not interfere with your own well being. This could be a decision that YOU need to make to walk away from something, or somebody, maybe temporarily, or maybe indefinitely.. You will have to see how the wind blows, but in conjunction with the justice card, it appears that this choice or decision that you must make will alter your life in a pretty major way… There’s something that you need to decide to be done with. This may relate to finally sticking up for yourself in some way, or by declaring self respect..

‘I am not going to do this anymore’ ‘I am not going to PUT UP with this anymore’, is the echoes of your soul at this time, and you need to stick to your convictions, or I promise, the same bullshit will keep happening.. You can forgive whoever you need to forgive, but if you go right back to  being the same with them, without having a conversation about what occurred, you will find that the same scenarios continue to unfold. If something is depriving you, then it is not up to that thing to remove itself from your life, it is up to you to modify where necessary, or remove it entirely. Life does not bend to your will. If you want change? CHANGE. This could point to something that you knew intuitively was bad, but you just chose to ignore it, like, ‘Well, it’s fun, so it doesn’t really matter’… Or, ‘Well, it’s not that bad.. ALL the time’.. Yeah, it is time to stop making excuses for poor behaviours, and injustice. You have been through enough to KNOW better now.. Use discernment, it is time to DO better..

The king of wands this week, is representative of a strong, and sturdy will power. Spiritually, you will need to level up, and tune your energy if you are really going to go after this change, and make modifications to your habits, and ways of doing. You need to know that you are deserving of change, in order to strike change, and the king of wands is that confident in himself – that his self love alone is a motivating factor. This is the inspiration for change.. When your energy boosts itself, naturally you attract things, and experiences of a higher vibration, but you need to let go of what is of a lower vibration first. You have to have a certain amount of BOSS energy to change your life. The willpower to say no, the strength to abstain, even when times get hard, or temptation is difficult. This type of energy is actually very specific in trying to come through for highly sensitive individuals, old soul healer types, empaths etc who spent most of their lives very shy, meek, or unsure of themselves. They may have hidden their talents, walked in their own shadows, maybe it was a result of being bullied, (even by family members potentially), that shut them down in this way.. BUT with the king of wands, you better get up and claim your throne.. Nobody is going to do it for you. You ARE strong, and you ARE capable, and so much self talk is encouraged this week, as you are building, and fighting against the negative voices of the former template. 

The page of pentacles touches directly on inner child issues, and this cross over that we are attempting to make. Perhaps the holidays, and time spent with your family triggered you negatively to regress. Regression in psychology talks about, going back to a former state of being that no longer represents you, when you are around specific people. So, this may be you now, in your adult form, as successful, and independent, but, when you are around your family, you morph back into this uncertain, and clumsy individual, despite all the work that you have done,  just because this fits an archetypal (routine) dynamic. We have to be very mindful of regression, because once it is over, we are likely to feel very wounded, or disappointed in ourselves because of it.

Break up with your negative family karma! You have seen life OUTSIDE of the template, never, ever forget that.. That gives you power.. Not saying you should stunt on your family  members who are still in the dark, but just remember, you do not have to subscribe to any experience that does not sit well with your wisdom. The page of pentacles is a message from your inner child about how you are going to create these new opportunities, and experiences for yourself. One step at a time is encouraged, in order to morph into the queen of pentacles eventually.. There may be a naivity, or an innocence present in y ou at this time, because you are not exactly certain of the steps that you are going to take to build this new reality, but you are ready, and willing to just go.. More than often? That is enough to start a fire! The page sees vision, so even if his fruits are far from manifest, it is okay.. Because, he is on his way to them. Think of yourself in this way. You are not there yet.. But you know how to work towards there..You know what ‘there’ looks like. There must be an implementation of new habits, that will eventually develop into patterns, this week.. We are all about working with PATTERNS, breaking some, and creating some new ones. 

What areas of your life do you need to change based upon recent awakening experiences? You do not need to start big. You do not need to be too dramatic about this change. This is not about grand new years resolutions that put you off in the first week because you have demanded too much of yourself. The smaller steps do add up. Do not let anybody tell you that they do not, or will not.. You just tackle them first! The page of pentacles shows determination to take something small, and invest it, until it potentially becomes self producing.. If you do something for long enough, it becomes a habit.. You do it almost without thinking about it.It is all about getting started.. We often procrastinate because we are afraid of failing. But..Imagine if there was no such thing as failure? Only practice.. 

I encourage a lot of inner dialect with the inner child this week.. Ask you what mini you wants?How value can be brought to the adult self now. The queen of pentacles, like the king of wands, describes standing in your power, and trusting your worth to bring you value in multiple areas. This is an individual who is creative, successful, and grounded, as the colour red represents the root chakra – our sense of safety, the antithesis of anxiety – the conquering of our obstacles! 

What marked your childhood experiences? Did you not like your walk? Well… Work on developing a more confident walk, who will ever know?

Were you teased for being over weight? Sign up to the gym, begin running every morning, and transform that memory within yourself..  Newness IS promised, but the level, and impact of change is dependent on the work that you are willing to do.

With the information that you have acquired, especially through your triggers, you should be almost unstoppable at this point. Alot of feminine energies, are learning to balance their inner masculine side, going after what they want, not being afraid, nor confined by judgement, or persecution consciousness.  With the king of wands, a lot of masculine energies are connecting with their feminine side by finding spiritual strength – God speaking through them, (think of a Sagittarius man – very philosophical, and aware), literally LIT on fire, with knowledge through channeling. 

 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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Twin Flame (Divine Love) Weekly Reading. 5th-11th December; Destruction of the old, Creation of the current, Completion of the new.

 

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Main theme – Tower, What is occurring for both twins – The magician, The masculine – Queen of pentacles, Three of wands, Five of wands, The feminine – Knight of pentacles, 8 of pentacles, 10 of wands (reverse).

Numerological break down calculation – 5th-11th. 5 – Liberation, change, newness, freedom from restriction, breaking binds, seeking new adventure. 11th – Spiritual awakenings, new gateways, openings, lessons learnt, epiphanies. 

The tower symbolises destruction, transformation, creation, and sudden – unexpected changes. This week is highly symbolic of the kind of disruption that forces us to take a different course/route, that asks us to rebuild from the rubble of what is no more. There are many awakenings that are brought to divine lovers at this time, in order to rapidly usher them out of their comfort zone, and out of the old matrix, into the new world. This is all about understanding that they both cannot go back to old ways, because honestly? There is nothing to go back to but destruction, and the recent realisations that have been brought to us, will not allow us to fit into this model any longer. There is a call for newness as the universe intervenes this week with twins who are still not willingly willing to make that first step forward. What spirit will tend to do in these situations, is make our lives so uncomfortable, that we have no choice but to complete re write things. 

Usually, this is a change that we did not plan, but actually something that signified to us the shaky foundations that we once stood on. Things definitely took place within this time that were of a certain karmic nature – intended to draw your attention to patterns in your life that desperately needed your attention. The magician card as the occurrence card for both twins, is the perfect articulation of how destruction, leads inevitably to creation.

Divine lovers this week, are asked to begin piecing together a new world, from the destruction of what they used to know. Manifestation, is highly potent this week, because we are starting from a 0 point – from there, anything is possible. This is like babies – learning how to walk, and talk again, as we have to re-create entirely, with the new conscious awareness of ourselves. There is a lot of focus on HOW twins can make this ‘next life’ of theirs more enjoyable . There is a divine force orchestrating many of the changes, but this does not mean that twins are entirely powerless. They may draw up templates at this time of what they wish to achieve within the next 2/5 months in order to provide themselves with a clear path/guideline for manifesting. 

The queen of pentacles on the side of the masculine speaks of him confronting his fears, and issues to do with committing to tasks, and the conviction that it requires to see that anything he puts his efforts to is a success. The colour red relates to the root chakra, which determines our sense of safety, and security in the world. Because this is still a feminine card, it points to nurturing your craft, and growing an attachment to it. Perhaps in the past the masculine had problems with holding down a job, or committing to anything once it become routine – out of fear that if he were to lose it, or things were to go wrong, he would blame himself . He is being challenged this week to re-evaluate his relationship with his feminine nature, and money. He also needs a certain level of creativity, and imagination to create more avenues for income to arrive, and this all encourages him to tap into another side of himself.

The queen of pentacles could also indicate him seeing how far the feminine has come on her journey, and admiring the steps that she has taken to get to where she is. There may be some hesitance on his part to reach out to her, because he may feel as if he is not as accomplished as she is right now, and he is toying with finding ways create a more successful path for himself. He may be recognising her growth, her maturity, her boldness,and becoming inspired by it. 

The three of wands is representative of his desires this week to manifest MORE. Spiritually, he is travelling further than he has before. He is struggling against himself to reach new heights, and his spirit truly does want to break free. Maybe he wants to travel to new places, and he is really challenging himself to do things that he would not previously have done.. He definitely IS making some progress, but there are still fears, and doubts in relation to being in unfamiliar territory. His former foundations are crumbling because they were TOO small for his depth of spirit, but in many ways, they were comfortable to him, because they did not challenge him to break free from his fears, or to be more than what he was prepared to be at the time. He is recognising this week how VAST the possibilities are for him, and he may indeed be finding this a little intimdating. Maturity to him has always been something that existed in the far distance, something that he would somehow learn or pick up along the way, and now, it is knocking on his door, and asking him to rise to the challenge.

The five of wands is his determination this week to ride the waves of change, and not to succumb to a lower, or older version of himself, no matter how tempting it may be.

Every so often, he hits one of his blockages as he is trying to expand outside of himself. This indicates a wall of defense, that the three of wands sees him trying to push past. He is learning through experience at this time, experiencing the world through brand new eyes, and new senses – & he sees the feminine exploring new sides of herself & excelling, so he’s like.. ‘If she can do this, then I can too’, because he sees ALOT of her in himself, especially this week..

He may have old friends resurface, who tempt him with the ease of his former ways, or perhaps minor set backs, in the form of him not feeling skilled enough, or educated enough present themselves. He does know that he has a lot to offer, but at the same time, he knows that he lacks experiences in many areas also, because his emotional development differs from that of others within the same age range as him.. He is a WORTHY warrior, & he needs to have a little more faith, & belief in himself & his abilities this week & stop comparing himself to others. They have walked a different journey, and live a different life, & it is not a race to the finish.. He may find himself even more advanced than he thought, in just a short while! He is a fast learner, he just hasn’t given himself the opportunity in the past to learn, & to stick to what he was learning..Out of fear.

The knight of pentacles appearing on the feminine side shows that she too is exploring her masculine side, and thinking in terms of the future, and her vision of it. No longer looking towards the past, she wonders how she can create a path ahead of her that is bountiful, using the current resources that she holds. In many ways, she is sitting on a gold mine, and she knows this, she also knows that she has to think carefully, and tactfully, about how she is going to manifest all of the abundance that is promised to her. There is a little bit more pressure applied when you KNOW that you can manifest almost anything. In taking control of her own life, and her own affairs, she realises that whatever is manifest, she will have  to answer to – and this could go either way! The eight of pentacles indicates that she is already this week seeing some of the rewards, and accolades that come along with her manifesting her desires.. The minute that her focus shifts, and she no longer feels mental lack, or starvation, the universe/the most high rewards her, and shows her just what comes out of putting in the focused intention, and the work that has been set for her… Because the 8 also relates to karma, this is indicative of her changing her karmic wiring this week, from poverty, and victim consciousness, to believing that she can create, and conjure all that she seeks, and desires. 

Identifying what works, & what does not work, what has worked in the past, & implementing a keen strategy, & routine is important to the feminine, if she wishes to solidify this functional, and self motivated life that she is building for herself. Fix your focus from what is lost, and what is gone, to what can be gained, because everything that you are putting into the universe, is being  returned to you at a rapid rate right now. Think bigger, enhance your vision, and look to all that is possible, because many things are! Your dreams, your goals, and your destiny will reveal themselves to you in many ways, mostly through profound thought, and insight into what you have ALWAYS been skilled at. There is potential here to be very successful, and to lay the ground work for something that will speak very well of you as a character, and you as a business individual . 

The 10 of wands in reverse speaks of the feminines determination this week to overturn ancestral karma, patterns, and programming. She shows little, to no interest this week in taking on other peoples problems, and burdens as her own. Where she is going, she will not be able to carry all of those useless, and outdated things, because they weigh her down, and do not provide her with the clarity that  is necessary to manifest, and visualise. Spiritually, she is releasing MAJOR bondage, and blockages, and refusing to partake in old binding patterns. If she comes from a generational line of heavy karmic debt, curses, or perceptions about what women should, & should not do, then she is VERY likely this week, to flip a finger to all of those things. 

Happy healing, my sacred beings ~

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